Eve of Eden...

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Tomorrow......
Tomorrow...I have to say goodbye. Tomorrow...I have to leave you.
I don't know...how much longer it will be. We'll meet again.
I worry about you...you probably think the same. I worry about you...when I'm not there with you.
Let the sky...the moon and the stars look after you. Let you know...that I'll miss you.
Because I'm your man, because you're my girl.
Because we belong to one another. And that will never change.
A promise is a promise, that we'll meet again.
Only my body is away from you, I left my heart with you, please look after it
Thank you...with all of your love. Thank you....
Leaving...so we can meet again. We are physically apart from each other. But our hearts are bound together.
Because I'm your man, because you're my girl.
Because we belong to one another. And that will never change.
A promise is a promise, that we'll meet again.
Only my body is away from you, I left my heart with you, please look after it
If one day, you find yourself confused. Just look up at the stars in the sky.
And you'll see, I'm smiling for you to be happy
Because I'm your man, because you're my girl.
Because we belong to one another. And that will never change.
A promise is a promise, that we'll meet again.
Only my body is away from you, I left my heart with you, please look after it
                  -Sek Loso

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BEqteAcxGG0

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Comic.


yeah....sumthn wrong with that? I am a Peasant you are my Queen!!


just thinking about you sweat'n while joggn makes it all the better.......I could be your water boy.....if I can't catch up, i'll ride a bike or something just to be your waterboy. 

you know they should write a song about being a beautiful lady like you's waterboy.....

It would probably be called "WaterBoy" you know kinda like Rocketman..

Thanks for the laughs!!  

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My instructor got cute and embarassed me in front of the class today   What an awkward moment...not only was mine, but his whole face turned bright red-- the color of red plum tomatoes on fire... and I did this   O yea, I know I can be pretty darn cute...!
 
Anyways,  I skipped town last friday and went up to Big Bear...We went snowboarding for the first time and loved it.... Everyone planned on going back the  next day but unfortunately someone invited me over for breakfast.... So I decided to join her and her family instead-- oh &I felt SO special...

My beginners lift ticket  


We took snowboarding lessons  


The beautiful morning when we got there  


On the snowboard  


Snowboarding down the slopes... I was scared shitless....bu t was the first one to go all the way down the hill. I fell so many times&my body was sore for days... But I think I was pretty badass on the ice    

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{Random Pictures }

Night boarding


Balboa Park


Lunch @ Prado


I stop here… more than I should~ BevMo

Coco Chanel…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C5aIywO5DhU

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To my mom. I wrote a whole speech for you, but it all boils down to two words & that's, Thank you.    Thank you for loving me always, even when I am not the easiest person....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vhPID3C5bpg&feature=youtube_gdata_player

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QZo-_OM5rF4&feature=youtube_gdata_player

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2qkHZMS5lW8&feature=youtube_gdata_player

... Maybe it's called a LIKEY  

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      My heart is a gypsy - continuously searching for a home, fighting within itself, wondering whether it is weak or even right for that matter to be searching in the first place. Lonliness is what it feels like...

-Jenna Jameson 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b0JTyiZ1d98&feature=youtube_gdata_player

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I've moved away, because thought I'll find whatever it is that I was looking for. But with all these months & weeks that had passed, I've came to a realization that it was myself I was searching for all this time...the truth is, it had always been with me' & I've always had it.

I hereby dedicate these musics to my summer. Too bad I missed out on  the fair this year but I'll be looking forward to it next year..... 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hgBdOBqGxuE&feature=youtube_gdata_player

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=M7gg0KLXMmY&feature=youtube_gdata_player

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EkGrvhZI8S0&feature=youtube_gdata_player

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Iddlywild, CA

http://youtu.be/NgDX2xpGwAU

-Piano In The Forest 

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“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us most. We ask ourselves, 'Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and famous?' Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in all of us. And when we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.”

Marianne Williamson
--
Tony Robbins

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bH89Eka_MCM&feature=youtube_gdata_player

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 It finally hit me, the other day, how lonesome life has become... I guess, I've finally accepted it... It seems like all the vibrant colors in my life are slowly draining away to a complete mush ... but perhaps this is just a part of growing older...We lose interest in the things we once enjoyed... And spend time looking for new things to fill our life... And if the canvas is bare, then heck, I say, we need to start painting again...

This weekend, however, my friends are coming up, and we we're  going golfing on Sunday....we have plans for the museums and  if time allows, we'll squeeze in some shopping...

I still have my eyes set on that same car.....so that mission needs to be accomplished before the end of the month - I guess, that'll be a sweet birthday surprise for myself... If I do decides to get it....

Anyhow....no matter how crappy some of my days are....  I look at you, and the worlds alright with me'...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nBHAXDOxNYQ&feature=youtube_gdata_player

[Reporter]

Yeah, those places look wild.

Iddlywild, CA















http://youtu.be/NgDX2xpGwAU (Embedding disabled, limit reached) -Piano In The Forest 

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Reporter, actually it's spelt idyllwild and pronounced idol-wild
http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Idyllwild-Pine_Cove,_California
That first picture is of the town I'm living in now. If enlarged, you can see my house.

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Reporter, actually it's spelt idllywild and pronounced idol-wild
http://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Idyllwild-Pine_Cove,_California
That first picture is of the town I'm living in now. If enlarged, you can see my house.

So romantically breath-taking. I can see why don't want to move now.

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Reporter, It is a beautiful sight..!  That picture was taken on the side of idyllwild over looking the city. It's a small city wedged in-between two mountains--so I no longer get the view of the ocean nor the beautiful sunset from where I am, just these huge mountains all around - pretty depressing if you ask me...  

In the winter time, both mountains are covered with snow. And in the summer time, we have fires - just the other day the mountain caught on fire-- our usual brush fire.
 
Oh it's idyllwild, I corrected my spelling. Must be an age thing