A lot of people don't realize how lucky they are to have a rock in their life, usually it's their parents or a kin they can rely on. Some of us never had that. We look around waiting for the person in charge to help us, then we realize we're the only adult in the room. And we're not very good at it. That's life and you do what you can to survive.
I'm still standing here. I'll get stronger. Bring it on.