Can't believe the year is coming to an end soon. A lot has happened this year but I am looking forward to new opportunities and possibilities with the new year. I've been away from here and in all honesty, I can't keep track of all the aliases so I just don't bother.
Each day there is a new struggle yet there we find peace at the end of the day (and hopefully laughter here and there as well).
Work is OK; could be better but we/you do what we/you can and carry on. As long as I know I am doing my part and doing my best that's what matters.
My niece and nephew are growing day by day and I love being an aunty. I don't mind that things would simply stay that way. The niece is so cute and as of now I am a little biased bc she lives with me so I definitely shower her with luv, kisses, and hugs more than my nephew but he will always have my heart. Other than that....things with the siblings r good. My parents still drive me crazy and as usual, it's still all a working progress--our relationships that is.
Speaking of relationships. I'm still single (which is OK with me). Currently, I have been talking to someone (long distance-no, not from Thailand or anywhere in Southeast Asia) for about 9 months now. I'm not sure if anything will really come out of this as I feel we both are working on our careers and let's face it, I think we both are not quite sure how real things can get since we are oceans apart. I am in no way wanting to push or pressure for anything. It's fun and I enjoy "strolling" through this park than running through it. No surprise, he doesn't share his feelings much and with some language and cultural barriers I have been as transparent as possible with him. At least I know now that I have to be in order to not take things out of context and misunderstand one another. He also has come to know what it is that I need in how he should communicate with me and be as transparent as he can with me as well. We're both learning and we're both hesitantly or frighteningly taking small steps to work on this budding relationship. I like that I don't feel pressure nor have to be a certain way in a typical cat and mouse chase. I also don't like titles and labels as I feel sometimes ppl then want to play the role of something and I'm definitely all about my emotions and the feels rather than the title. I am being cautious but smelling the roses as well. Yes, you can say I am happy where I am and with whatever I have sitting before me.