I have a "not answering phone" illness.

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I hardly answer my phone nor return phone calls even when people asked me to call them back.

I am tracing back to the days before I became like this.

I always felt guilty so I always answer the phone even if I don't like talking to the other person.
Then some friend keep talking dirty about girls to me.. I just want to hang up but I'm too polite to hang up.
Then the phone lost connection and he called again.  At that moment, I thought..shoul d I or shouldn't I pick up the phone?
I decided that I do not wish to listen to him anymore.

Since then on, I have learned to ignore my phone.  A friend called me 10 times one day just to ask me to do his homework for him.
I answer one call every 10 calls.  Sometimes he would just come ring my door bell because I didn't answer any of his calls.

Hmm.. the problem is I have the not picking phone habit now.  Even when I should be picking up the phone.. I'm not picking it up.

A friend told me.. I don't know if you are alive or dead.  I just want to check that you are OK.

[boO]

Jbutton: time to find new friends.

[jbutton]

Jbutton: time to find new friends.

I did try.  But they wont' let me go. 

[boO]

I did try.  But they wont' let me go.  

Hahaha well it just show that you are well loved.

As for me: I refuse to pick up my phone after 9pm, despite that condition sadly noone ever calls me. Lol