My dearest beautiful lady....

[dogtags3154]

This one is for you. If you never see this, it's okay. Because eventhough, it is for you, it's from me. So I will always keep my heart this way..and keep on,

Waiting

It’s like crying when no one sees your reasons for doing so
Being alone eventhough you are always surrounded by foes
It’s like having only one wish and no stars while your eyes are gazing
So I have to ask myself, what is it on that I have been WAITING

Will it be forever like a dream with ym eyes always held open
Still I don’t want to wake up to never just knowing when
Will it be forever I look around every corner only to find myself hating
But still I have to know, is it here that I know forever I will be WAITING

Should I never find you and love the way I have seen many times in dreams before
Should I ever let you go, just to see if you return only to love me forever more
Should I find you, or have I lost a true love that I’ve been anticipating
Still I must ask myself, should I let that dream go and still be here WAITING

It’s like a dream you never want to come true but always needs it’s yearnings
Will it be true, and if it’s even more, will it keep all your desires burning
Should I realize never to dream such forbidden dreams this close to heaven
Still I must say, I do love you and I will be forever WAITING

[LELIA]

If you have waited until all the stars have stopped sparkling...
When the lakes have dried...
When the birds have lost their love songs...
When you no longer long to see her face...
When you no longer yearn for her touch...
When you no longer dream about her...

Than...wait no more...

[LELIA]

Like a child sitting in her dark bedroom scared of monster's in the closet...
Like a lost child at the department store...
Like a mother afraid to receive a call in the middle of the night...
Like a father afraid of never seeing his son's eyes...
Like a lost puppy without a home....
That is how AFRAID I am of your WAITING.......

[LELIA]

Today I cry for only reasons we know why...
Today I am lonely because the one person who I needed most walked away...
Today even my one wish couldn't be caught in a sky full of stars...
So today I now know you no longer are WAITING...

Your dreams were about to come true but you opened your eyes...
You woke up too early before your dreams could evolve...
It was never forever you would have had to wait...
Your wait would've just been til tomorrow, but you are no longer WAITING....

You found the love you've been waiting for all these years...
You shouldn't have ever let it go as it never wanted to be set free....
You found me and yet you purposely lost me...
Your dreams were just about to come true, but you are no longer WAITING...

It's like waking up before your dream could ever manifest into something...
it's like thirsting for water and dying right before that first drop landing on your lips...
It's like reaching the gates of heaven and being resuscitated back to life...
Today.. you took your love away and you are no longer WAITING.....

[yubnag]

I love it! I'm going to print it for my bf now!