Didn't realize there was so much dirt on you and Jet on PH. If it is true, that's just sad. No matter how much effort you thought you put into the relationship vs his, you can only hope for the best, not expect. Like the old saying goes "Hope for the best and expect the worst."
Whatever happened, happened. Be mature about it and move on. It is what it is. Nothing's going to change what happened so why dwell on it?
I went through a similar situation except the roles were reversed. Im just glad to be out of her life. That itself, is a blessing! If he really did treat you that bad, shouldn't you just be glad to be out of the relationship?
Don't dwell on the past and embrace the unknown path ahead of you cause it awaits you. Just my 2 cents.
