On my exciting and amazing journey to the stars.....

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I am beginning to study again which I neglected for a long time....I am happy that I am.

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The true never ending pleasure in life is becoming someone you are proud of everyday.‏

I am not and will not become a wolf in sheep's clothing.

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There's almost nothing more fun than having pink eye ‏


Waaaaaayyyyyyy y after you have had it. 

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I am able to see a small glimpse of eternity, but of course I cannot understand it in this form.

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Sorry this song was on my mind today.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8l-vJ4fdac8 (The video's owner prevents external embedding)

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Is that what you had? I've never had it before.. how is it?

It was actually a long time ago, but it's so much worse than you could imagine.

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I heard it's contagious.. How are you today?

I am home, and not working today.  I am contemplating my how to be better.

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I hate being right and wrong at the same time.  I am right because its the only way for success, and I am wrong because I fail to act or lead with kindness.  I believe in kindness first before being right, because the kindness will resolve everything.

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I have to remember this as my ultimate goal every day.

When will I be able to say that I have made it.

When I have full confidence that I will begin and end each day with clarity, humility and calm, and bring joy, laughter and contentment to myself and others, and then give the best of me, independent of results, to myself and others always with empowering, with kind speech, with love, with kindness, with compassion, with understanding and with forgiveness.

Then I will be able to say that I have made it.

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It failed it lately because, for many reasons including that its a bad model, but mostly because I have wanted it to fail for along time now, because I was scared it would work and I would have to live with a model that is constantly unnecessarily tested too often for silly reasons.  That is why it failed recently, I was the cause of the failure.  My thoughts and wishes were for failure. The law of attraction prevails.

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I will continue to push for success everywhere else in my life.

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glad that you had the day off to think about life... Have an awesome weekend! 

Thanks you too. 

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Get the toxic people out of your life, they're no good for you. - Les Brown

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glad that you had the day off to think about life... Have an awesome weekend! 

It was very good to take the day off to reflect and how to be able to stay on path that I have chosen and want to go.  Have an awesome and amazing weekend too.

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Once I wrote, we have to forgive all those that trespassed against us.  The harder it is to forgive, the more should because it shows your strength..... Therefore I apologize for bringing a little heat and I forgive you T.  You should know that when we start something with untruths and hidden agenda, that the results will usually be unpleasant for everyone.  There are many concerns that has nothing to do with me, but it seems you keep wanting to journey.  I forgive you and you can have your journey because I have my own amazing journey to the stars already.  May you have better success than I did and take care my friend.