On my exciting and amazing journey to the stars.....

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Thank for coming into my life and testing in many ways.  My big head does needed it more than I could ever imagine.

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I am proud of you today...for many things and especially for being a good friend to your friend.

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The Goose in the Bottle

An old koan asks, "How can you get a goose out of a bottle?" We're asked to imagine that a baby gosling was placed inside one of those big glass bottles with a little opening that you see model ships in, and raised inside, until now it is full grown and can no longer fit through the neck of the bottle. How can you get the goose out of the bottle? It's actually a frightening image when we think about what an artificial, cramped and constricted life that poor goose must lead in there, and how unimaginable a life of freedom must be to an animal raised under such conditions. And yet, that's what the old teacher who thought up this koan was saying about our lives- that we lead lives so confined and constricted that we can hardly begin to imagine what true freedom is like.


Thank you for helping me break out the bottle.  The glass is at least cracking.....

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ac3HkriqdGQ

Thank you.  I don't know why but this song came into my head.

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iElty90IPiw

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I under estimated the TRIN, low trin driving a market.  Now I am splitting the TRIN in two, dynamic and static.  It deserves to be so.

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If someone wants to be a part of your life, they will be there, they will make the effort.  Don't waste your time saving a place in your life for someone who just cant be bothered to make an effort. - a FB friend of a friend.

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What if we are all connected to the same field of consciousness. ...

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For once upon a roof top......

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1SCOimBo5tg

Thank you so much.

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In love the wise man and the fool becomes the same.....I am sorry for the embarrassing moment last night, forgive me.....All along, I kept thinking there's something to save, when there may not be......I kept thinking I could change the direction of the wind, and then I became a fool for thinking so.....regardl ess, Kind and happy thoughts always.

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Her last text to me: I will try.  You will be happier and more peaceful.  I miss u.

Thank you for coming into my life and opening an interesting chapter.  I think I needed your help to make me grow, or at least to test me where I have never been tested before.  I will miss you too.  Do know that I was hoping you would be the one for me for the next 45 years of my life.  I hope you find whatever it is you're looking for, each and everyday of your life filled with joy and laughter.

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To a love that is moving on.....

May flowers line her path and sunshine light her day
May songbirds serenade her every step of the way
May a rainbow run beside her in a sky that is always blue
And may gladness fill her heart each day, her whole life through

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Today, I am personally reminded of the lyrics of this song.....Sprin gfield Mountain


As life grow old
and love grows cold
and memory fades
in distant time
you will love another
And I never will have a love that once was mine

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Everything that happens in life is good.....We get to enjoy the good and learn from the bad, which makes the bad good.

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I behave really bad last night too.  I am sorry.


I know, I tried to tell you your 180s were giving it all away.  I think it's a good thing though.  Because I wanted it to be your decision....so I wouldn't feel so guilty.