On my exciting and amazing journey to the stars.....

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Norman: Dear Jesse, as the moon lingers a moment over the bitterroots, before its descent into the invisible, my mind is filled with song. I find I am humming softly; not to the music, but something else; some place else; a place remembered; a field of grass where no one seemed to have been; except a deer; and the memory is strengthened by the feeling of you, dancing in my awkward arms.  - A River Runs Through it

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 ODE
INTIMATIONS OF IMMORTALITY FROM RECOLLECTIONS OF EARLY CHILDHOOD

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Thanks to the human heart by which we live,
Thanks to its tenderness, its joys, and fears,
To me the meanest flower that blows can give
Thoughts that do often lie too deep for tears.

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Thank you for a wonderful and productive day.

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 What though the radiance which was once so bright
 Be now for ever taken from my sight,
 Though nothing can bring back the hour
 Of splendour in the grass, of glory in the flower;
 We will grieve not, rather find
 Strength in what remains behind;
 In the primal sympathy
 Which having been must ever be;
 In the soothing thoughts that spring
 Out of human suffering;
 In the faith that looks through death,
 In years that bring the philosophic mind.

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I wonder if I blew my chances for a foursome.....w ell I did, but was it the right thing to do to screw it up.  Now we wouldn't have to look at each other in embarrassing ways.

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Thank you for a wonderful and refreshing day of freedom......u nfortunately it is because I am free from your untruths and you had to take it in a negative way.  Please be happy tomorrow.

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I am free at last.  That was hard because of the untruths, but I am free at last.  Thank you for coming into my life and thank you for leaving.

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Platinum Rule:  When you're negatively charged emotionally, saying less is so much more......beca use you don't have to look like an a$$ later.  Because I regret just about everything that I have said when I am negatively charged.  I am sorry.

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I am in such a blissful state right now.......and listening to this, all the while studying the stock market.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jzF_y039slk

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I have to get out of that loop before something regretful happens, something that I cannot fix and cannot live with.  It is clear that I do not belong there now.  Thank you.

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I get high watching you grow so strong or wise every day.  You are so much stronger than me, you are also my very good friend too.  Thank you for making me keep my words.

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To the girl with the million dollar smile.....I am sorry, but I have to quiet my heart and my thought before I return to you as a friend.  You also have to do the same thing too.  I will see you soon, so please stay safe for me.  Take care of your little family. Please always keep your kids at the center of your love and devotion.

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To once upon a roof top,

During my troubled and distracted heart of this year, you became my Vanilla Sky, but now that I found a better understanding of who I am.  Thank you but the past is the past.  Take care of your self.

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zhi6nNYNOxQ

When I hear this song, I know it's not me.....I understanding why he still haven't found what he's looking for, because he's looking in the wrong the place, out there.  I think I have found what I am looking for.

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The Law of life: You either grow or you die. - Tony Robbins.