Good Bye to my Good Friend:
Beautiful warrior,
You deserve a better good bye from me, so I will give it to you. I am sorry, but I have to go. I cannot live in a world filled with lies and cheating at every corner. I stayed so much longer than I initially wanted, because our friendship has grown through my growing understanding of you, and I guess I was hoping you would find in you the girl that I was looking for in you or sometimes I feel that I could make a positive difference in your life. I realized now, I cannot change the direction of the wind. I am so glad that I stayed so long through the frustrations, because I think it has made me a more patient and understanding person. I now see so much beauty in each moment of my life. A gift, I would never have received if I had quit much earlier. I am thankful for every experience that I have had with you, especially the tough ones.
You spend so much time and effort trying to deceive me, now you don't have to anymore. I use to spend so much time and thought tracking you and now I don't have to anymore. All that time, can be used constructively to build our lives for a better future so that we both will have something to look forward to as we both grow into the coming different stages of our lives.
Should we bump into each other by accident, you will always be a good friend to me. Please take good care of each other. Make him commit, because you have given up a lot to be there. Let him know that I do not hold any animosity towards him, and I hope you both make it work for the long road ahead.
Always,
XXX
P.S. The Green Hmongs have a saying, "Zag nu tsis zoo li zag ub." or "This time is not like the other time." I will not come back in any way shape or form, so please take care of yourself. I am asking you right now, please do not call me at work.
For the last time, on your exciting journey to the stars, may everyday of your life be filled with AWE.