On my exciting and amazing journey to the stars.....

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Thank you Mr. Shannon for your words of wisdom.

Daniel Shannon

VISION w/o execution is a daydream, execution w/o VISION is a nightmare.

VISION Speaks Louder than Words

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Everything becomes very clear and peaceful when you want nothing and asks nothing for yourself

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One of the best things my ex-wife about me was that:  Valentines day is for the other men, so they can make it to their wives, because I make her feel like its valentines day everyday.

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I love my struggling day today, because it means I will be asking questions and getting stronger.  And also when the good time comes, I will appreciate it much more.

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Sometimes don't you just wish they email or text so you can ignore it.  But yet they are just ignoring you. 

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To MS:

Before you can open the window to allow sunshine and warmth in, please close the back door tightly.

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In a way, I am glad that we finally went our separate ways.......but this song does remind me of my ex-wife. 

For there was a time that I dedicated this song to her in my heart everyday.....I must be getting old.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ObG48PZHU2k

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The best decision are so made not in the heat of the moment, but in the calm after a long walk and careful thinking.

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Sometimes don't you just wish they email or text so you can ignore it.  But yet they are just ignoring you. 

I realized over the weekend, that this is so destructive.  It's these destructive thoughts that leads to counter productive and roller coaster relationships.  I final realize that I had a large gaping hole that needs to be corrected or else, I will never be any good for the next pretty girl to come into my life as well.

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A Cup of Tea

Nan-in, a Japanese master during the Meiji era (1868-1912), received a university professor who came to inquire about Zen.

Nan-in served tea. He poured his visitor's cup full, and then kept on pouring.

The professor watched the overflow until he no longer could restrain himself. "It is overfull. No more will go in!"

"Like this cup," Nan-in said, "you are full of your own opinions and speculations. How can I show you Zen unless you first empty your cup?"

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"Your time is limited; so don't waste it living someone else's life.  Don't be trapped by dogma, which is living with the results of other people's thinking.  Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner vice.  And most importantly, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition.  They somehow already know what you truly want to be become.  Everything else is secondary.  - Steve Jobs.

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Thank you for you love and understanding.  It has helped to push my understanding of self to a different level.

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I had a really bad swim, but I know that I can stay afloat now.

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Funny funny song. 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RttjPi_knV0 (The video's owner prevents external embedding)

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I was so wrong to let my imagination and my fictitious expectation go unchecked.  Again, thank you for being such a kind and loving girl, and for coming into my life.