On my exciting and amazing journey to the stars.....

[Ajax616]

I don't think I have ever met the girl that wanted to go the stars with me.  I think she couldn't wait for me and died a long time.  It is her ghost that I see, but she was gone way before I got there.

[Ajax616]

Crazy psychotic ex-girl friends please get out of my dreams.  You're no longer welcomed there too.

Sorry had a bad dream last night.

[Ajax616]

Do you have a moment when time freezes for you but yet passed away so quickly that you wished you could bottle it and enjoy it again.  The first time, I sat at a park with my ex-wife.  She was dropped off at her cousin's house to go to work and she was late so she was just standing there.  I asked her if I could walk her home and she said yes...I chose the route that would take us to a park.  We sat there for a couple of hours, all that time, I was just looking at those lips.  We talked about everything from ghost to aliens and I am thinking, why is it that its me that is here.  It should have been someone else better.  Then she had a small gap on her upper tooth and a mole by eyes.  Everything about her was perfect, including her small feet and her dirty work clothes.  I am looking at her and she was so contented to be with me too.  I knew I had to kiss her before I let her go, so after being there for a couple of hours, I asked to kiss her on the cheeks.  She said yes, so when she closed her eyes I completely missed her cheek.  No I do not want to bottle it up, because then it wouldn't be special anymore.  It is moments like that that helped made my life more complete and content.  I didn't miss out on the prettiest and one of the smartest girl of my time.

I am sorry we went our separate ways, but I told you it wasn't wise.  It's okay though, because I needed to find my own journey too.

[Ajax616]

I know now that what I did is nothing compared to what because "An sincere friend is more to feared than a wild beast, a wild beast may wound your body, but an insincere friend will wound your mind and your hear." - The Buddha

[Ajax616]

hahahaha.. you and me! 
Awww... The first time I met my ex.. it was by accident but we did take a long walk to the park and spend a few hours taking pictures and enjoying the moment there. Looking back, I do not regret a single memories.

If everyone kept these memories near our hearts at all times, no would be no EXes, but we would all be in Eden.

[Ajax616]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QSCzIzeW4cA

[Wi_sweetguy]

If everyone kept these memories near our hearts at all times, no would be no EXes, but we would all be in Eden.

It's funny how people sacrifice everything for that special moment in time, but as soon as they are together, they have already forgotten about their sacrifices. 

[Ajax616]

I was put hold today and this song was playing.......

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uN4BbDbsC9w

"Love Will Keep Us Alive"

I was standing
All alone against the world outside
You were searching
For a place to hide
Lost and lonely
Now you've given me the will to survive
When we're hungry, love will keep us alive

Don't you worry
Sometimes you've just gotta let it ride
The world is changing
Right before your eyes

Now I've found you
There's no more emptiness inside
When we're hungry, love will keep us alive

I would die for you
Climb the highest mountain
Baby, there's nothing I wouldn't do

Now I've found you
There's no more emptiness inside
When we're hungry, love will keep us alive

[Solo]

I would die for you
Climb the highest mountain
Baby, there's nothing I wouldn't do

I was standing
All alone against the world outside
You were searching
For a place to hide
Lost and lonely
Now you've given me the will to survive
When we're hungry, love will keep us alive
When we're hungry, love will keep us alive
When we're hungry, love will keep us alive

[Ajax616]

Last night, for the first time in a very long time, I was so happy I couldn't sleep.‏  Wasn't thinking about tomorrow, but just happy. I know what the reason is. 

[Ajax616]

When we say I am happy.....what do we mean.. (I am glad to be here....I have everything I need or want...and I will have a better tomorrow)‏.  That kind of says it for me, doesn't it for you too.

[Ajax616]

True happiness lies in Freedom.... Do not go out there to get freedom, but free your inner self from constricting thoughts.  The freedom cannot be taken away then, by time and space.

[Ajax616]

Life is amazing full of joy, peace, calm and happiness when you get rid of the toxic people out of your life.

[Ajax616]

I AM (fvcking) KRAZY.....and so are you.

[Ajax616]

Am I adjusting the curve too much in my trading plan. The most recent change does make a lot of sense to me, but am I killing it too?

[Ajax616]

I was wondering why I am so sleepless the last couple of nights when my mind was very clear.  It is because I am so filled with energy.