On my exciting and amazing journey to the stars.....

[Ajax616]

Double check BB short....entry . Double check to make sure my OEXT range makes sense for both short and longs.

[Ajax616]

Do not ask people to change, because I could hardly change myself. By asking, I will be creating expectations that will fall short and thereby disturbing the Inner Peace Equation.  Give them love and kindness and let them make their own decisions.  If their values are too far apart, simply enjoy their compassion as friends, with no expectations.

[Ajax616]

I'm sleepless tonight.

You should have called my Heart then.....

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I have to be good all my life with my inner intentions of my heart, and I have to be very good with my daily routines.  I will never want someone to cry or become hurt because of me, but I want them to be glad for having me be a part of their lives.  I never want myself to cry and regret because I didn't try hard or give enough to myself and others.

[Ajax616]

I'm sleepless tonight.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tXhNtXGnRI4

Last night I didn't get to sleep at all, no, no
I lay awake and watched until the mornin' light
Washed away the darkness of the lonely night (lonely night)

Oh, and last night I got to thinkin' maybe I, I, I
Should call you up and just forget my foolish pride
I heard your number ringin', I went cold inside
And last night I didn't get to sleep at all

I know it's not my fault, I did my best
God knows this heart of mine could use a rest
But more and more I find the dreams I left behind
Are somehow too real to replace (to replace)

Oh, last night I didn't get to sleep at all, no, no
The sleepin' pill I took was just a waste of time
I couldn't close my eyes 'cause you were on my mind
And last night I didn't get to sleep, didn't get to sleep
No, I didn't get to sleep at all at all

[Instrumental Interlude]

But more and more I find the dreams I left behind
Are somehow too real to replace (to replace)

Oh-uh-oh last night I didn't get to sleep at all no, no
The sleepin' pill I took was just a waste of time
I couldn't close my eyes 'cause you were on my mind
And last night I didn't get to sleep, didn't get to sleep
No, I didn't get to sleep at all at all

No, no, no
No, no, no

Last night I didn't get to sleep at all, no, no
Last night I didn't get to sleep at all
(oh, oh)

[Ajax616]

The funny and psychotic love story of Bruno Mars....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lM5GNZR0szE
Meeting and falling in love with an amazing girl.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qim0Fzozd3Q
Making all sorts of demand on her.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jJT0Suanqhg
Now she's gone and he's regretting it.

[Ajax616]

Ozymandias

I met a traveller from an antique land
Who said: Two vast and trunkless legs of stone
Stand in the desert. Near them on the sand,
Half sunk, a shatter'd visage lies, whose frown
And wrinkled lip and sneer of cold command
Tell that its sculptor well those passions read
Which yet survive, stamp'd on these lifeless things,
The hand that mock'd them and the heart that fed.
And on the pedestal these words appear:
"My name is Ozymandias, king of kings:
Look on my works, ye Mighty, and despair!"
Nothing beside remains: round the decay
Of that colossal wreck, boundless and bare,
The lone and level sands stretch far away.


"The way is not in the sky, the way is in the heart." - The Buddha

[Ajax616]

To my strong and wonderful son, soon to be on an exciting and fantastic journey to the stars.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wte8dY_9uo0

[Ajax616]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XWHOF_0-6Hg

Once, I felt that this was a very romantic song.  The feeling is still mummified in me.

[Ajax616]

Better than a thousand hollow words, is one word that brings peace. - The Buddha

[Ajax616]

There's the old testament...
Then the new revelation taught by Jesus Christ...
Then the new revelation taught my Muhammad...
Then there's the new revelation call Science...

[Ajax616]

"Failure is man's inability to reach his goal in life, whatever they may be." - Og Mandino

[Ajax616]

"What are you still doing here?" - Steve Jobs

[Ajax616]

Thank you for this awesome and amazing day....

[Ajax616]

What's your reason for living?  What's so important that you have to live for?

I have yet to fly.