Ever had that feeling where you feel all alone even in a room full of people?
For some reason I always feel like I'm getting left out. Like the world is moving without me and I'm stuck alone all by myself. I would wonder, what am I doing here? where will I be tomorrow? how can I change the mistakes of yesterday to the right things of tomorrow?
It feels like I'm on a journey to look for people like me. To search for my group of people but who is this group of people, even i don't know.
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I guess i would just start writing whatever I feel on here.
There's a secret I've kept from my family for 3 years now and I'm scared to let them know.
I'm scare of the disappointment that comes along with this careless decision that I made.
How do I go about fixing this? where do i begin? how should I end? where will this life lead me?
What is my purpose in this life? what am I destine to be? why does it always feel like I'm being locked in and caged?
I want to be free. I want to fly on my own. I want so many things bu fear is what keeping me locked in place.
Doubts and "what ifs" have kept me rooted here in this place.
My constant thinking of other's feelings have kept me from pursuing my dreams.
I need passion, I need hope, I need a light at the end of the tunnel.
Am I destine to be like this forever? is it wrong to want to break free. To leave and not come back. to live a life of my own? is it wrong to make mistakes.
how do I overcome myself? "You are your own weakness." so true.
where is my confidence? why fear are you keeping me from going? why doubts won't you just let me try?