I find myself...

[m@dwo2lD]

thinking a lot about you. My biggest fear in life was opening myself, letting someone in my life. As each day passes by I'm learning to let go and understand my fear. You've made it easy to open myself and be the real me. I feel like I can talk about anything and everything to you without the fear of being right or wrong. I've never felt like this my whole life. And to be honest, it feels really good...opening, being myself and letting go of my fears. Now that I'm confident that I can open myself and let someone in my life, someone special like you, you're not ready to do so yourself.  I'm torn apart by this timing. Please, can someone just slap me silly or drown me with booze? The only way to take you out of my mind is running it off, hitting the gym, listening to music and surrounding myself with friends and family. Can anybody relate to how I'm feeling? Am I alone here?

[foromosa]

You're not alone.

The hardest part of opening up to someone is making yourself vulnerable. It sucks (a lot) when the timing isn't quite right.

Take it one day at a time. If you're lucky she'll come around.

[DonJuan]

There is nothing but fear itself. You've learned the first premise of love: no fear.

But even if nothing pans out, remain open with no fear.

[m@dwo2lD]

You're not alone.

The hardest part of opening up to someone is making yourself vulnerable. It sucks (a lot) when the timing isn't quite right.

Take it one day at a time. If you're lucky she'll come around.

Thanks.
I'm fortunate enough she came around the second time around Andy i wass able to get to really know her as a person.The first time my eyes weren't open and I let her pass me by.

[m@dwo2lD]

There is nothing but fear itself. You've learned the first premise of love: no fear.

But even if nothing pans out, remain open with no fear.

I will. Thank you.

[m@dwo2lD]

Perhaps timing isn't the real issue here, but that feelings between you and that other person aren't mutual.  What if he or she doesn't feel the same way about you?  Could you be lying to yourself or misleading yourself to believe that the attraction is mutual?

Could possibly be that feelings aren't mutual but I can't say for sure since I haven't had the chance to really let her know how I feel about her. Nor have I asked how she feels about me. I'm giving her some time but I'm losing patience because she isn't the typical girl that I meet which makes her really stand out. In some ways I have the urgency to explode and just spill the beans but I don't want to push her away. 

[non dormis]

thinking a lot about you. My biggest fear in life was opening myself, letting someone in my life. As each day passes by I'm learning to let go and understand my fear. You've made it easy to open myself and be the real me. I feel like I can talk about anything and everything to you without the fear of being right or wrong. I've never felt like this my whole life. And to be honest, it feels really good...opening, being myself and letting go of my fears. Now that I'm confident that I can open myself and let someone in my life, someone special like you, you're not ready to do so yourself.  I'm torn apart by this timing. Please, can someone just slap me silly or drown me with booze? The only way to take you out of my mind is running it off, hitting the gym, listening to music and surrounding myself with friends and family. Can anybody relate to how I'm feeling? Am I alone here?

this was long but i actually read all of it. LOL
in the end you walk the way you think is best
and if you happen to meet someone else who follow the same trail it's even better.
everyone else just come and go and it's okay.

[AOZ]

Men don't usually give
E easy on a girl he wants.....  Try try try again....hehe