I likey all the comments! Thanks!
At the time I wrote that, I felt like that Mayan guy from that scene in Apocalypto where he was holding his bleeding heart in his hand... only, I added the part about my brain on the grill... representative of the sh*t that happens in life, is all. Things that are outta your hands, things you can't control. It hits you in the face and you don't know how to deal with it. Standing there with the pain and brain all in a fizzle sizzle.