Monday, July 2, 2012
Saying Good Bye
I had said many good byes. They weren't always easy to say. Mostly it was very difficult to accept the facts. I once believed in true love and trusting that love is worth sacrificing for.
Today, I made my decision once more. I hope it is our last good bye. The many times that we parted, I couldn't really see the emptiness. Today isn't the same. It was after we said good bye to our bet that I finally felt the love isn't there anymore.
I've wondered how could people fall out of love....it is impossible because I haven't fall out of love yet. It's because I still love him so much that I kept on thinking that he still feels the same way. I am not in pain, my heart is not aching. I am not yearning nor missing him....but the thought that he is no longer a part of me depresses me some how still. Though there wasn't a closure, I hope to walk ahead without a return.