Again grow up and stop nagging on me... I am of age and considered mature... I did begin with a respected Hmong lor shaman...I was part of the twelve shamans from heavens gate...set by the Lor family in Eau Claire, WI.
I'm just asking you to get help. I'm not nagging you. Your situation is pretty serious. Eventually, these spirits will tell others are out to get you. It is already doing that. Eventually, they will tell you to jump into the lake. Tell you to do terrible thing to yourself or others. That's why you have to see a doctor.