Don't worry everyone. I'm still a live. lol.
I separated sinced and have lived on my own for a good year now. My marriage was legally over a few months ago, and I have officially gone on my own separate way today. I just wanted to thank all of you for providing advice for me through the the hard times. I appreciate all of your advice on here, good or bad. It definitely wasn't easy, and it took me almost 1.5 years to get over her, but I can definitely say that I am in a better place today. I am still in the process of building my life back together, and I have been slowly putting myself back out on the market too. Since I separated,I don't have any contact with her but last I heard of her, she was already on her third or fourth guy. It's true what they say, after a breakup, the loyal person stays single and deals with the damages until healed. The other one is already in another relationship. Regardless, I did loved her at one point, and I wished nothing but the best for her. All I know is that, she will never find anyone else like me again. People just do not know what they have until it's gone.