That makes you miss that one person who got away??
I was in MN over the weekend, and when i came back i had the strangest dream. It was so werid, perhaps it was because of some sort of misconnection when i was there? This was the first time i dreamt of him since we stopped talking. In my dream, i wrote him letters of how i felt for him. I knew he would never say hurtful things to me so i had a glimps of hope he would tell me we could be together. I found his letter in my locker, and his response were vague and unhurtful. I was never cunning or smart to read between the lines, it was out of pure luck that i felt the hidden letter under the shelves of the locker. Even after all this time he was still putting other's feelings before his because that was just who he was. We couldn't be together. Like that young teenage night, my heart broke agian. Even after all this time, Why? This was my dream, mine. Its been 11 years! So now im feeling so kho kho siab....Why is it still so unfair. The frustration. Sometime i wonder if i just need closure, if i just need to know how he is doing now or if it really was some mystical destiny shit.
Bleh i hate it. Sorry if my post doesnt make any sense I'm just venting. Lollll