of course you don't.....so your comment of "i think it's you too" is un-accurate.
but, anyway. keep posting.
ok than
be honest
you are
1. renting
2. staying with someone (mom and dad)
so you are paying -$700 whatever something till INFINITY
for something that you don't even own
just washing your money down the toliet if you buy a home and as you start paying that -$700 monthly (whatever the price)
you start building home equity, you can get a loan against your house and depending on the market and rules in your area, you can even sell your house and get some of
those -$700 that you been paying for years
so it almost like you been living rent free