Because we are all retard
Speak for yourself as some of us actually has enough common sense to take ownership of our mistakes and learn from it..
Like the AA steps, the first step is to admit your wrongs by taking ownership of it and then go from there...
Repeating the cycle of fail and even digging one's hole deeper by back pedaling is NOT it..
Gotta say, only a "retard" would go through all the struggles and stress for years just to be a "small fish" when he could've pick the high return stocks and/or win the lotto to skip all those struggles and be a big "fish" now since he's the "hmong Nostradamus and is
always right"...