Sometimes I have some crazy dreams. Please can someone let me know what it means. I sometimes have a little man, kind of a troll chase mean around, but then I find strange things. I always find a sword and something metal that makes noises. I get very afraid, but when I have these, it seems like nothing can touch me. Sometimes I see a big dark horse, but always afraid of it. I see people that I have never seen before, but know them by name.
One dream, I went to the door of my old house. I'm in the inside and wanted to close the door because it was raining real hard. Then a dog comes running in and into one of the bedrooms. So I followed it, chasing after it. All of a sudden he becomes a boy that i have not seen before, but still wet from the rain. Jumping on the bed with my other kids. I hauled the kid to the door and said to him, I'm sorry, but you will have to go. He then looks at me and said, Dad. It's me, your son, don't you remember me? I said, I'm sorry, but I'm not your father, but inside of me, I felt this strong bond. I further said, I'm a bad father, which sometimes I am because of my temper. I don't know if you would want to be with me if you know how I am when I get mad. Then I started to cry and woke up in tears.
Another dream I just had a few days ago that has been bothering me. I was at a forest/garden. I saw some really nice plants that had some pretty white flowers on them. I decided to pick them to show how nice they were to my family. All of a sudden I ended up at my old church building and saw my uncle there. I showed it to him and he said I shouldn't have picked them. Told me to return it, but told me to say some strange stuff. Like "in hmong" I sorry I didn't know these belong to you kuaj zoua pa"flower". I have no clue who this is. But when I went to the forest I saw a lady dress in white that was there. But then I woke up scared and all.
The next night I dreamt something else, but inside my dream, towards the end. When I knew that this was a dream I saw my father and asked who this person with this name is, but he said not to talk about it. Which was weird.
Alot of weird thing happened to me when I was growing up. My brother died and I can no longer go to sleep. I sleep about 3-4 hrs a day. People say I have a small heart. Which I easily get scared. I had an episode at a furnel home where I couldn't move and everything locked up. So I no longer go there anymore. I can smell dead people there and hospitals as well.
Can someone help?