the only two times I ghosted someone...lols
1st...way back in the days..she was from Michigan..we e-mail here and there...i think we were both too young and shy to talk on the phone though...so we just either e-mail time to time, or every now and then we exchange snail mails...haha then one day, I noticed she was e-mailing me a lot more, and sending me pictures of herself...Hone stly, I wasn't crazily physically attracted to her, but I wasn't completely unattracted to her either...but for whatever reason, I never wrote back...I still don't know why, or can't remember why...I think it was something like...I got girls dissing me a lot back then...lols and some would out of the blue hit me up again...and so I must of thought very negatively "oh so she probably was seeing, dating other dudes but it didn't work out and now she's making herself available to me, I am not going to be nobody's rebound or back up (as they call it back then)..lols...it was very immature and egoistic of me to think that way..what if she just realize that she likes me...lols, hell, what if she was just being nice...quit thinking so highly of yourself dude...lols
2nd girl....
another internet girl....e-mail and chat online for almost a year...finally I callher...but I couldn't say a single word...it was like, hey, how are you doing. good, me too...long ass pause....so uhhh, what time did u get to cali...last night around 11 pm...cool...so uhh hey, can u call me back in a bit...I never did, but I shot her a e-mail making a b.s excuse...
she reply to my e-mail me weeks later...and I never reply back to her again...I was too embarassed and ashame of myself and lack of self esteem at the time...I was beyond virgin...never held hands with a girl, never kiss no girl, and I wasn't really all that good looking like I am today...lols