The Not so private Diary of JonniJacco

[JonniJacko]

Life is like a math class, you learn some lessons early on, but if you don't go back from time to time to refresh and relearn how to solve those math problems, you forget how to after some time, and when it comes to the finals, you''re scrambling to memorize everything again the night before..or you get overconfident and think you will all the sudden remember how to solve it during the finals....Life lessons are the same, just because you learn a life lesson, if you don't take mental notes or actual paper notes of it, reflect back and review the notes, assuming you'll know what to do when or if it hits you again, but when it do, you don't exactly remember how to handle or deal with it...lols

This is why you set alone times to be reflective, introspective, refresh and recharge...Whe n you stop learning and relearning life lessons and if you do encounter the same problems, you're scrambling how to handle or deal with it...lols

[JonniJacko]

there are only two types of outcomes when you meet people out there.....thos e you come across, and it's either you hurt them, or they will hurt you..and then those where you both don't want to hurt each other, but win together...hah a The tricky part is, the second type is hard to come across..

In a world where competition is brutal, greed is real, materialism is praise, and superficial is real....it's a very sad time for humans....haha

[JonniJacko]

Talk to yourself sometimes, listen to your own advice...lols sometimes we give good advice to others, but we don't follow our own...haha

Conner is a 6 foot 200 lb good looking fella. Yet, he is very soft spoken and very gentle hearted. He didn't look like he was in any mood to be bothered or talked to. So all I said was "what's up man, I'll be around so just hollar if you need anything" and went on with my duties. It was towards our last break, that he was visibly upset. He was sitting down on the stairs with his head down, teary eyed and everything. Another worker informed me, so being the team leader sometimes meaning taking extra duties..haha So I went to where he was sitting, kindly asked him if I can sit next to him. He told me he just going through a lot. I said okay, I didn't ask, but I told him to tell me about it.
So holding back his tears, he told me..Struggling with bills, heartbroken, family issues, transportation issues...I said, keep fighting, it's all part of growing up and maturing into a responsible productive citizen..haha I told him, I will put in a ticket for extra hours for him personally, and direct him to company resources for mental health if he wants it. As for transportation, a co-worker said he can donate a bike and helmet..I said great. Conner kindly accepted the offer....

I left that day thinking to myself...if only I listen to my own advice...hahah a

[JonniJacko]

A bunch of us Day shift guys work night shift last night. And it was funny how we're not close to each other, but because we work night and everyone else seem to give us the look, it made us bond..All the sudden, the guys are joking, laughing, and like each other now...This is probably what the Asian prisoner means when they in prison, they got to mend differences with other Asian rivals and stick together...lol s But once back out, its back to being enemies...So I'm expecting us day shift folks go back to talking smack each other during the day shifts...lmao

[JonniJacko]

Got together with some old timers.distant relatives....F olks I've not seen in years. I was expecting the old "when are you going to tie the knot, start a family...etc" but all I got was "hows life, whatta been up to" would had been nice if someone said "you're the only smart one out of us all, you're living life on your own terms, free spirited and all"....hahaha

Use to be I'll feel like I am missing out or have bad luck...Now I think they miss out and Im actually very bless....eithe r way, everyone's got their own path to pave and walk. Few  choose to walk the lonely cold dark road that leads to blessings that are immeasurable in the physical realm....I don't know why I did, but either I was arrogant and wanted to be different, lols or I was randomly chosen...hahah a


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F5DrjnV4WZI

[JonniJacko]

I hope someday, you will dance again......

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=F44nrK0MxEQ

[JonniJacko]

Someone asked me what my religion is. I said, I'm not religious but spiritual. he thought I meant spiritual, like voodoo and black magic stuffs or Native American beliefs...I laughed and said oh, I'm not even sure what being spiritual means, it can mean different things to different people... I guess I just wanted to sound cool..but I just belive in good and evil, and that there is a higher power of some sort..He said, he likes my belief..Then said, he was born Muslim but the commitment was not for him. Praying 5 times daily, going to the mosque twice a week, etc...haha I then asked him what do he believe in now..He says, just being a decent human, and get through life as peacefully and comfortably... .I said, I like his thinking too...hahaha

[JonniJacko]

felt like this today at work...lols

https://www.tiktok.com/@cheemcreem/video/7209400800064408874?lang=en

[JonniJacko]

Phong came and talk to me. I like the guy. we don't see each other much so when we do, we always have good conversations. He talked about how he was trying to talk to a girl but she didn't seem interested to talk. I said, well, that's a good thing though right? You don't really want someone who flirts or talks to anything or anyone that moves .lols I was like doh...I might of just slipped up..But Phong didn't take offense to it, and said, you actually have a very good point...So I told him, try again another day...Wait until you sense she's in the mood to talk...if she shows no signs of interest again, just take it as is, nothing personal...He nodded and said, You spoke what I needed to hear..lols

Folks, the truth is, in today's complex society, where everyone seems to have their own beliefs, morals, and idealogies.... human personalities are so vast now..It's more than just black and white...it's more than just man and woman....its really now about individualism. ..if you're going to assess someone, you got to treat them as a individual, and not as a type, group, or category of people..it really do come down to transparency and genuine compatibility. ...i want to add, to also be your best version, but truth is, you can only be your best average or normal for long term...your best version only last for a day or two...and then might not again until payday or something...lo ls yup folks....stay true to yourself and to others.

[JonniJacko]

And I guess that's why they call it mother nature and heavenly father
women look for stability, security, and survival while men look for respect, love, and uhh the wild thing I guess...lols

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h6KYAVn8ons

[JonniJacko]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lKkx4hZHwtA

God needs more destroyers than ever now....

[JonniJacko]

110 degrees, impatient drivers, and women in short shorts...Life can't get anymore irritating than this. lol

[JonniJacko]

All I ever wanted was to love and be loved. Like pure, genuine raw kind of love...lols

sounds simple, but it's probably the hardest thing to find these days...lol

[JonniJacko]

Life, life is like...a fight to the death.....you never stop fighting, you fight to the death...fight evil energy, not other humans..

[JonniJacko]

I don't live for the moment, because not every moments is gonna be good, most are going to be bad or so I expect them to be, hahaha... so I live for the journey...