oh well. i was gonna get all my cousins from my gramps funeral to go out. i mean why not? right? since we're all there. we might as well try and make light of seeing each other. and enjoying it. people said im f*cked up for thinking bout partying during my gramps funeral but dayem.......i think my cousins would mos def. see eye to eye with me on this. i mean its not like i see them not since 1999. and they all live in seattle. and i dont even hang out with my Hmoob lis cousins over here. so why not. life is a party. whether its down and ugly. you still have to party. just not as hard. perhaps, enjoy it more and appreciate it. just a reflection.... .ya know. *sighs*
