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Creative Corner => Online Journal => Topic started by: Dark Angel on June 03, 2015, 07:30:04 AM
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I guess I'll name my journal the unexpected for now until I come up with a better name. :)
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I got bored last night so I started to surf youtube and listen to some music. I ran across a hmong rock band called "Itchy Fingers". Although, I think this particular name belong to an american band. Um, this guy have a good singing voice. :D
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rRGvEBdRxhA (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rRGvEBdRxhA)
I believe this was at Malina Sports Bar
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BlovXucPb9w (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BlovXucPb9w)
I thought he did this cover very well.... in love with his voice...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fvVXhOfN5Lo (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fvVXhOfN5Lo)
3 doors down (When I'm gone) Sound is not that good
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Good find :)
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Good find :)
I wonder if they are still playing... birthday is coming up soon. Would love to watch them play/sing.
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Hmmm, was it posted by the band or a fan? Maybe reach out and comment touch for feedback?
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Hmmm, was it posted by the band or a fan? Maybe reach out and comment touch for feedback?
I'm not sure.. I know they are a band from MN. I think they used to play at Moonlight Saloon.
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I'm not sure.. I know they are a band from MN. I think they used to play at Moonlight Saloon.
Good music is hard to come by now a days. The new stuff is all about repeats and beats.
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Good music is hard to come by now a days. The new stuff is all about repeats and beats.
That's true. I always like to see new aspiring young band and support them. I still like real music where people actually play guitar and drum. For me, that's true talent.
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Yup, forget all the dubbing and voice overrides, do it naturally, true talents are rare.
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Yup, forget all the dubbing and voice overrides, do it naturally, true talents are rare.
You got it! I know alot of singers (personally or have met them). There's only a few bands that I appreciate their talents and give them credits.
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Birthday Celebration!
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It has been 2 days now with very little intake on calories but lots of water to flush the system.
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Wear a "WOW" dress and make jaws drop :) show off your curves O0
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I have not worn a dress in like 10 years. lol But we'll see.. maybe this time I'll sexy up just for the heck of it. Show some boobies for free drinks. ;D
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( . )( . ) O0 :coolsmiley: most definitely will get you free drinks.
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Today, I shed tears for you, for us. There's a knife digging so deep into my soul. Into my heart. It's not like me to cry for something that I never had. It's not like for me to cry like a child but I lost something/someone today. I lost my friend. I lost someone whom I can talk to. Someone whom I can expressed my deepest emotions and thoughts to. You did saved me only to break me into pieces. Your walls, I will never be able to penetrate through. It was never meant for me to break down your walls.
You've been chasing my words but I've been chasing yours as well. Always searching for your face in the crowd. If only I had came early into this world. I would not have to shed these tears for us today. I would have been by your side and I would have followed you to the end of the earth.
My journey ends here. I will always love you in my mind. Thank you for the beautiful memories.
Always,
Dark Angel
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:'( so sad :'(
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Like a fallen angel without wings
Born without a voice to sing
Loneliness lives deep
Still hurting even in my sleep
Tears swimmed in my eyes
Hurt by your words of good-bye
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Excited and looking foward to this weekend. I know that I won't be doing much but it's always good to not have to wake up and work. For the past week, I've been starting early. Like today, I started at 6am. By 2:30, I was done already. I had the rest of the day to ph. Bad! bad! I miss my mom alot. I'm going to go and visit her this weekend and play with all my nieces and nephews.
Oh, and I forgot, I've perfected my kimchi. So cruchy and good!
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Excited and looking foward to this weekend. I know that I won't be doing much but it's always good to not have to wake up and work. For the past week, I've been starting early. Like today, I started at 6am. By 2:30, I was done already. I had the rest of the day to ph. Bad! bad! I miss my mom alot. I'm going to go and visit her this weekend and play with all my nieces and nephews.
Oh, and I forgot, I've perfected my kimchi. So cruchy and good!
Wha? You know how to make kimchi? Must share your recipe!!! Kimchi is one of my favorite fermented :)
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Wha? You know how to make kimchi? Must share your recipe!!! Kimchi is one of my favorite fermented :)
Very easy. Mine turns out really good. Hot, cruncy, and just the right flavor. When I have time I'll write it down.
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Very easy. Mine turns out really good. Hot, cruncy, and just the right flavor. When I have time I'll write it down.
Oh please do, I would love to make it :smitten:
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Oh please do, I would love to make it :smitten:
Try this recipe. I've tried other ones and they did not turn out that great. I used this one. Very easy. The other ones called for rice flour but this one doesn't.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z5NXchQKy-s (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z5NXchQKy-s)
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Missing you has always been on my mind... even in sleep.
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Boy, what a night. So exhausted... doing things I can't speak of. lol Also I proved to myself that I can't hang anymore... weaksauce. TOTALLY! LOL Hopefully, this weekend, I don't have to prove myself again.
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I woke up late today. I didn't even hear my alarm clock. By the time I woke up, it was already 8:30. Stayed up pretty late last night... tossing and turning. I need to stop thinking or making small things into bigger than what it is. Feeling tired but by I'm okay.
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Tomorrow is the big day.
Counting down 3 more days. I really need this weekend to have fun. Forget about everything. Heading out at 7-8. We figured, it probably will take an hour for dinner. By the time we are done, the bars/clubs will be open.
So glad I have this friday off. Really needed.
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Happy Birthday to me! :-\
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Time is flying by so quick. If only time can stand still for a moment for us to treasure life. Yet, it's at a lightening speed. What I'd give to be 25 years again. This is the age, I learned how to be indepedent for the first time. It was this age, I learned about the hardship of life. It was this age, I finally became a real woman.
I think this song is fitting...
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O4uD6o9XxLs (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O4uD6o9XxLs)
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Happy Birthday to me! :-\
Happy bd sis!
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Happy birthday to you!!! You are always 25 sister! :)
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Thank you for the birthday wishes gals!
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What's up with the white out? :idiot2: might as well show your beautiful eyes. Anyhow, happy birthday...
Let's go rock the town.
I'm blinded.. They took my eyes out. LOL Thank you...
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I'm blinded.. They took my eyes out. LOL Thank you...
LOL. Well I am blind as well so can we be good freinds here? You hold my hands aND I hold your when crossing the streets? Hehehe
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LOL. Well I am blind as well so can we be good freinds here? You hold my hands aND I hold your when crossing the streets? Hehehe
Yes, we can do that. I do need someone to hold my hand. Getting old and blind. lol
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Yes, we can do that. I do need someone to hold my hand. Getting old and blind. lol
Any plans this weekends for bd? Fyi: I hate going to people's wall but just so u know I am not stalking you. You have helped me and I greatly appreciated it. You are one of the nicest people here at ph, sis. Wishing u nothing but the best on ur bd.
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Any plans this weekends for bd? Fyi: I hate going to people's wall but just so u know I am not stalking you. You have helped me and I greatly appreciated it. You are one of the nicest people here at ph, sis. Wishing u nothing but the best on ur bd.
I don't mind that you post on my wall. My sisters are taking me out to eat and for some girly drinks, I guess.
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I should come by and buy you girls a round of drinks! Perfect margaritas for all :)
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I should come by and buy you girls a round of drinks! Perfect margaritas for all :)
That is very thoughtful of you. Love margarita!
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I love the ones from Applebee's.... so yummy!
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I love the ones from Applebee's.... so yummy!
My american gf and I used to go to those mexican rest and order big glasses of margarita. One was enough... by the time we were done with our dinner, both be buzzing. lolz Yes, I the ones at Apple Bee's too. .Perfect!
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Ol'Mexico resturant: 1754 Lexington Ave N Roseville, MN 55113
Happy hour gives you a total buzz, and the food is great. A few friends and I went there and left happily content :)
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Ol'Mexico resturant: 1754 Lexington Ave N Roseville, MN 55113
Happy hour gives you a total buzz, and the food is great. A few friends and I went there and left happily content :)
That's pretty close where I live. lolz Maybe I'll give it a try one of these days.
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O0 the drinks are huge btw...LOL, order one and the second one is free during happy hour... fruity drinks :)
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O0 the drinks are huge btw...LOL, order one and the second one is free during happy hour... fruity drinks :)
Yep, the one that we went to. The bowl is almost as big as a fish bowl. I was shock! LOL
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LMAO oh man... better have a DD :D
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LMAO oh man... better have a DD :D
Girl, we had to stay out in the parking lot for a few minutes before we drive home just in case the alcohol lick in later. lolz Fun times!
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Better than barfing in the parking lot :P One of my GF had her b-day bash at Stella's one year... we drown her with so much alcohol she puked in the parking ramp.... LOL, fun times though caught it all on camcor.
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Better than barfing in the parking lot :P One of my GF had her b-day bash at Stella's one year... we drown her with so much alcohol she puked in the parking ramp.... LOL, fun times though caught it all on camcor.
hehehe.. at least it's not in the car. I hate to get that way though. I only like a good buzz and that's it.
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Happy Birthday to me! :-\
Happy birthday, Dark Angel! Hope you celebrated in style since it's only once a year that we can party that hard. ;D :D
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Happy birthday, Dark Angel! Hope you celebrated in style since it's only once a year that we can party that hard. ;D :D
Thank you for the bday wish. Too old to party like how I used to but we'll try. lolz
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You're welcome. ;) You're only as old as you feel. ;D
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Plans are in motion. Hopefully, you guys don't see us in another shooting video. LOL So, thankful that I'm off tomorrow.. I can actually sleep in.
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Have fun! Enjoy your celebration :)
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Have fun! Enjoy your celebration :)
Thank you my little sister. I will. Will report back. hehe
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Well, I'm off to have a great time. Get down and dirty. Drink like a fish. Talk funny. No drunk call or text though. No one to call. LOL
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Of all days, I feel the most bloated today. My bra shrunk. My maw maw grew like 2x. My clothes shrunk! Wth! Someone just pop me so I can release some air. :2funny:
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Its so dead at checkers and stargate. :'( but buzzing as heck. Need a dance partner. I MISS U.
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Thank you my sisters for loving me... :'( :'( And for showing me a great time. I love you girls so much.
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Awwwww you home already? Only 1 ish in the morning :P
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We had our dinner at Peking Garden around 7:30. Finished our dinner around 8:45. It was still early so we went to Checkers. It was pretty quiet there. Only a few people. Maybe we're early? Stayed there for 1/2 hour. All I gotta say is that their mixed drinks suck! I had the long island. My sister had the margarita. There was so much alcohol in there, it doesn't even taste like margarita anymore. Of course, she can't drink that much alcohol so it was a waste. My other sister had sex on the beach. The coconut tasted sour. My long island was alright. It was probably 9:30 when we decided to go check out Stargate. It was pretty dead there too. Where's everyone? Had a few beers and birthday shots. OMG! Can't really quite remember how many shots. Toward the night, my sister and I went to get some more shots. Out of no where. This one guy with long heavy mental long hair (like Alain). Came out nowhere and put his arm around my waist while we were waiting for our drinks. I looked at him but didn't recognize him. I asked him "Who are you?". He said "Don't you remember, I'm an old friend from long time ago?". Being incoherent at this point, I asked him "Are you Alain?". LOL He said "Um, I think I'm better looking than Alain". :2funny: (Girls, this is how you can make a guy go away, is to think they are someone else) I could not remember him at all. It wasn't until later when my sister told me who he was. He looked so different from the last time I've seen him. The owner came and asked if we were good. My sister told him that it was my birthday, he wanted to dedicate a song to me, but I told him "No, please don't". lolz I'm just there to enjoy my drinks and company. He understood and went away but he lead us to the bar for some free drinks. More drinks!!! By this time, my head was spinning... I could only do a voka with cranberry.
We left around 1:45. What a great night. I had so much fun. Haven't had a night like that for so long. I needed it.
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My long island drink at Checkers
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stargate, pretty dead. Alot of girls only. lolz
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stargate papaya salad. I didn't eat any though.
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My kaydoo neighbor just gave me some chicken wraps that he made. Wanted me to try and let him know how it taste like. He does catering so he's always coming up with something new. Tasted pretty good. It would taste so much better if I have some hot sauce to go with it though. I give him the O0.
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I don't want to do anything today. Tired. I was suppose to clean my place but I think I can go another day w/o cleaning it. lol I usually reserve Sunday for clean up/laundry day. The last two days has really got to me. The lack of sleep. Going out. Drinking. That party girl is dead. It will be a very long time before I have another night like that again.
My two cherry tomato plants is growing. I need to buy two tomato cage for it. My cilantro is also sprouting. Not as much as I would like. I did put down a lot of seeds but I only saw 5 so far. I was never good at growing stuffs. No green thumb at all. My lemon grass.. isn't doing so well either. Oh well.
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Such a beautiful day! Gardening and tending sound relaxing today. Perhaps a walk in the park to energize one's self :)
Grocery shopping in on my list today, I shall be productive and get chores done, somewhat :P
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Um.. I woke up and my legs were in so much pain. It felt like I had 4 hours of intense work out on my thighs. Finally rememered that I was dropping like it's hot on the dance floor. :2funny: :2funny:
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Um.. I woke up and my legs were in so much pain. It felt like I had 4 hours of intense work out on my thighs. Finally rememered that I was dropping like it's hot on the dance floor. :2funny: :2funny:
Ummmm sounds familiar. Puas yog ua teb ma
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Sometimes, words are not needed.. the eyes tells it all... Such a powerful love story... Makes me cry watching this.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CAID_2iKO5Y (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CAID_2iKO5Y)
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Eyes are windows to our souls, they speak volumes when we can't :)
Good video, very touching :'(
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The eyes can't never hide our deep emotions. I ran across the video on FB.
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You women are just too demanding >:(
Well, that depends on which woman you are referring to. lolz Me or Giggles?
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Women! Not woman...
Nope! I'm simple so it doesn't pertain to me. lol Don't know what women you have been dealing with.
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Ok, I have done contribute my one post per day. I am going back to sleep. See you tomorrow.
Go back to pming. :2funny:
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Jelly? which reminds me to txt you know who about lunch. O0
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The other night, I had the strangest dream. Subconsciously, I think it knows that I am scared of heights. Anyways, I dream that some bad guys was chasing me and I happened to climb a really tall bridge. I was so high up and looking down. I was so scared. I was hanging on to dear life. My heart was pumping. My hands sweating. I don't know how but I climbed to the higest part of the bridge. Then, all suddenly, I see Jenniefer Lopez, what the heck is she doing in my dream? LOL But she was trying to rescue me. All the people from below were yelling "Come down, slowly". Yet, I didn't move an inch.. I knew how to climb up but I didn't know how to get down. I see helicopter swirling around me. I felt like King Kong. ;D Boy, I hate those kind of dreams.
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LOL, I am simple.... simply demanding, like the boss! better :notworthy: :2funny: :knuppel2:
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Admit it! We women make your life more interesting. lol
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Agreed Dark Angel :) the world would be dull and unexciting without us to fill it up with laughter and joy and :knuppel2: ;D
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Very true... and all the womanly drama that comes with it. lol
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Men can be drama queens too, I have seen my share LOL, they scream louder and point to every booboo.. :2funny:
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:2funny: :2funny: :2funny: Oh, no doubt about that. Cry babies.
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Training tomorrow. A co-worker is taking two weeks vacation in July so I have to cover for him. I was planning to take the day before July 4th off but now I can't. I guess 3 days will be good enough for me. My first cousin from California is suppose to be in town that weekend. We might have a family's bbq or something for him. I'm sure he probably want to go to July 4th too. Rightnow, he's in Charlotte, NC having a blast with my other best friend there. He told me on FB that it's humid/hot there. I told him "It's pretty windy and cool here". He can't wait to come to MN and get away from the muggy weather. lol
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Celebrating my nephew birthday this weekend at the park. Born just two days after me. I can't believe that he's turning 20. I still remembered the day I visited him at the hospital. He was only 6lbs. Born 2 weeks premature. He was so cute. I became his favorite auntie. Sometimes when I visit him, he would talk about old times when he was still a baby. As he talked about the old times he would laughed and said "Aunty, you're funny". I'm so proud of him and all his accomplishment s even though he have some learning disability. He was able to finished HS and graduated with a diploma. Aunty love you so much, my boy. You will always be my favorite nephew. Can't wait to see you this weekend.
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Awww congrats DA, don't it make you feel like almost a mama :) I am so close to my nieces and nephews, I feel that way! Always that bond and loving feeling when I am around them.
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speaking of dreams...I dreamt of having a threesome. you (Dark Angel), Giggles and me just sitting on my porch having tea. ;D
How hot was your dream? Did you wake up being wet from the spill of your ice tea? :P
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Thank you for such a wonderful time today. Know that you are in my thought.
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Beautiful weekend.
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Venting:
Sometimes I just wished life was easy. Just get up and go. Not have any attachments to things or people at all. Just leave at will with no regrets or confused mind. Tired of the same road day in and out. I'm actually tired of myself. lol Tired of the lies I tell myself. Tired of not being that strong. :P
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Venting:
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Sometimes I just wished life was easy. Just get up and go. Not have any attachments to things or people at all. Just leave at will with no regrets or confused mind. Tired of the same road day in and out. I'm actually tired of myself. lol Tired of the lies I tell myself. Tired of not being that strong. :P
Be strong always mog. I luv u sis! !!!! I feel the same. We are human being , we go thru obstacles in life but no matter the situation we must over come all of them and think of good things even though it's killing us inside mog. Nothing hurt more than loss our loved one, either dead or alive -it hurts so darn much.
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Venting:
Sometimes I just wished life was easy. Just get up and go. Not have any attachments to things or people at all. Just leave at will with no regrets or confused mind. Tired of the same road day in and out. I'm actually tired of myself. lol Tired of the lies I tell myself. Tired of not being that strong. :P
Life isnt always easy. Its full of sacrifices and obstacles. There will be good days and bad days. Just remember that in life, motivation is the number one tool to make it worth living. Live and enjoy for something you love and cherish.
sometimes people's thoughts dont matter and what matters is what makes you happy. It's hard, but thats life.....
I know you're a strong woman and things will be better. Wish you the best. O0
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Life isnt always easy. Its full of sacrifices and obstacles. There will be good days and bad days. Just remember that in life, motivation is the number one tool to make it worth living. Live and enjoy for something you love and cherish.
sometimes people's thoughts dont matter and what matters is what makes you happy. It's hard, but thats life.....
I know you're a strong woman and things will be better. Wish you the best. O0
Thank you for your kind words. You've always been a kind man. Miss your words. I will make 2016 my year for sure. ;) Will that be two years? lol
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If I can have any love story be that of mine. I would love to have a love story such as "The Classic". The korean love drama. That is one classic love story. I can feel the love between them. The love in his eyes for her and her for him. The way they just looked at eachother and just know it without saying a words. The yearning to be with that person....
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FEAR is the ultimate power. It can conquered your heart and soul. It can make the strongest person feel weak. :-\
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It's a beautiful Sunday morning here in MN. I've been putting this test in the back burner but now it's time to take it otherwise I can't return to work on Monday. :P It's a 2 long hours of watching videos and reading. I've always scored 100% everytime but it doesn't mean that I want to take it. *sigh* I should be watching movies. Sipping on my margaritas. Pulling weeds from my small garden I have in the back. Play with myself. ::) :P BUT here I am, have to get it done..
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FEAR is the ultimate power. It can conquered your heart and soul. It can make the strongest person feel weak. :-\
Amen!
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Letter #2
To know someone and never have the chance to have them is the aching of a heart that's been through a thousand of battles. That's how you left me feeling all these months. It would have been so much better had you just stabbed me and left me to die but to live and feel the agony of the pain is more than I could ever imagined. Have you ever wondered why most people do not see the sunrise or the sunset? It is because they are too busy to take time to notice it's beauty. It's just another sunset and sunrise to them. To me, it is far more than anything in this world. It is a chance to live another day. It is a confirmation that I am still alive and breathing. It's a privilege to witnessed God's beautiful creation between heaven and earth. If you wait and be patience, you will catch it. Love should be that of a sunrise and sunset. Always beautiful and innocent in every possible ways.
Yes, my heart bled. My heart broken into pieces. Yet, my spirit is strong as the gushing wind on a midnight desert storm. See, if you can catch me. To know me is to love me.
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Letter #3
It has been decided by the God of the universe and heaven that we are not to be together. Through this journey of life which has bestowed on me it has brought me joy, pain, and happiness. My lack in understanding and the doubts that I have in my heart has been washed away in this instance. I now know that no matter how much I want you, I could never have you. No matter how many poems I dedicated to you or songs. No matter how many love letters I write to you. It all boils down to the mere fact that fate is not on our side. It breaks my heart that I was born a beautiful Angel but yet, my wings were broken. I can't no longer fly through this journey with you. I can't no longer chase you through the test of time. Even if my heart breaks into a million pieces and my wings are broken.
Every time, my mind take me back in time to a time where joy resides in my heart, it only bring me tears. I want so much to have you. I want to feel your heart beating next to mine like the beating of the ocean waves crashing against the current. But all I could see and feel is the trembling of my heart bleeding. I waited for you every hour of the day, then months. Just to catch a glimpse of you even if it's for a moment. To see if you will even glance at me once as you passed me by. All I got was time that kept on slipping away from my fingers. You took my happy memories with you into the deep ocean. There you buried deep and now I am left with only sad memories.....
If this is fate, let it be. It was fate that brought you to me on that one fateful day. And it was fate that took you away from me. Perhaps, in the next lifetime, fate will be more kind to you and me.
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LOl, I can't believe that I failed one question. I should know the answer to this question. "Is it okay to accept gifts from business associates, if it was to reward me in doing a great job". I answered "YES". FAILED! :2funny: :2funny: :2funny:
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Hi friends,
Dark Angel will be taking a short break from posting in here and in her poetry journal. Feel free to post your thoughts.. I think this is where my train stop. Time for me to get off.
Take care everyone!
Always,
DarkAngel
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One thing that I'm really good at is driving people away. Even the one that love me or the one that I love. No matter how hard I try eventually I will drive them to hate or dislike me. Its better to never open up to anyone this way I won't have a chance to hurt or drive them away. :-\ I don't deserve anyone.
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You can drive people away but they will always be around you to guide you and protect you through it all. every darkness will always have a light, every cloudy days will have a sunny day. we all love you here and will always be here for you through it all. ;D
Thank you for your kind words. I hope so..
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Sometimes you have to failed in life to succeed. Every mistakes that you make is a life's lesson. I admit that I am not perfect. I've made many mistakes that I am not proud off. Some hurt myself. Some hurt others. We live and learn from the choices that we make. Yet sometimes, we tend to forget and we repeat those mistakes. I don't want to live my life repeating those mistakes anymore.
Drink starts in 1 hour.
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Having the biggest migrane headache too.. :-[ Lack of sleep.
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I'm sorry that I can't be perfect. I don't know when to quit. I don't know when to start. I don't know how to speak. I don't know how to write. I don't know how to word my thoughts. I was never given a handbook on "How to do it" in life. You see.. I did everything humanly possible to the best of my ability. Thinking that it was good while it was not to others. Sometimes, I don't know if I should wait? If I'm a bit persistent, then I'm being too controlling. If I have fear, than I am insecure. I don't know how to react. Sorry. I will keep my mouth shut from now on and I will keep my words locked deep inside.
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Life is nothing but disappoinments . :-[
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Why do I continued to live? For what reasons? There are no more reasons for me to live anymore. There are no purposes for me here on earth anymore.
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You have a purpose and that is me.
Im unworthy of anyone.
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I will make it so that you are worthy and is envied by everyone. ;D
Lies....All lies....Ive been told that before and it was all lies.
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Have I lied to you before?
I dont know thats the problem. I trust too easily. My flaws.
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I have never lied to you, everything I said to you has never been a lie.
No. You've opened to me in so many ways.... I trust you.
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Then trust me on this, I will be you knight in shinning armor anytime you need one. I will ride in and rescue you and sweep you off your feet anytime. I will give my all to make you happy.
Thank you for your kind friendship. I'll be here for you too if you ever need me.
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And ladies this knight is still single...lol :P
Are you using my thread to advertised yourself? ::) Geez and I thought you care. :P
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I do care, but there is plenty to go around unless you get greedy and take it all for yourself. :P
Sorry but Im a one man woman. :P
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ok but can I be a multiple woman, man ;D
jmoua siab coob. :P jk. You can do whatever you like. I dont own you.
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You have many purposes to live , Luv. your kid, your love one and your ph freinds. Me, who love and care about you deeply although I just met you. I feel like I've known you all my life
You are a very kind person. Please think positive moG. Come and let's go To the bar. My treat sis! Let's go drink and cry together.
I wished I had a kid. :P Thanks.
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never know, you might already did...or not....the world may never know
I already own you? That is news to me. :P
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Wait you did...where is that master of mine when i need him... :2funny:
I owned your master. Lol or maybe i am your master. Xwb fwj.
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LOL fine fine fine....
You cant win...thats why i am your master. :P
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well sorry ladies shes the boss, but am free after 5pm
:knuppel2: After 5pm. I am free too.
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LOL oops forgot...just climb in my window in the middle of the night..she should be asleep by then. :P
Havent ypu noticed I dont sleep at all?
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Well goodnight and thanks for the chat.
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Hey man, if you want to know where to love lady lives. I can give you her addy... Don't get caught or you will be her hubby!
I'll come for you. I know where you live too. ;D But im not as pretty as my niece so u might send the dog after me. :-\
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Attending my niece 13th birthday tonight. I have to go get her a present. :P
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What's this got to do with your niece... Why can't we all just have to be friends. It isn't a beauty contest. I'm gay remember. O0
Just saying...u dont get jokes do you? Lol Mr serious no fun.
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Ms dark, is a good cook if you know what I mean. It will take a while to taste her cooking.
Watever. :idiot2:
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Nope, mr party pooper I am. :)
I know you are. :P
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Hey, I am trying to help you out. Don't scare the brother away. :(
I dont need help. Lol Besides he is a good friend only. Nothing more. ::)
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You want a shot, the lady likes roses are red and valets are purple..... I wanna come see the lady of my dreams.
You get the drift.
And u just know me so well. :P ::)
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:2funny: :2funny: :P I need to stop telling you my secrets. Sure, just throw me under the bus. Siabphem.
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Here is another one.... Hands, woman got a fetish for hands. I don't know why they don't like feet. Prob, smell.
Hi sexy hands! :2funny: :D
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Great birthday celebration with my family. Great foods. Awesome fireworks. But so many mosquitoes. >:( Will post pix tomorrow.
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https://youtu.be/p1JPKLa-Ofc
Tonight its just me and Mr. Heineken. Hmmmm....I wonder if he will take advantage of me.. this track playing...
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I sit in an office looking at a screen all day I think my hands are a bit rough but it will get the job done. ;D
Go to sleep. You're drunk. Lol
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that Is a hands down winner...lol dark ready or not here I come. Lol
;D :D :D I was born READY!!
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good, let the hunt begin. Hehe
Hunt? Im always the hunter. Not the other way around. :-X
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Last night fireworks at my sister's house. Next year we plan to invest in a $500 fireworks for the kids.
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well see, I'm the one with the gun and ammo. Lol
Okay, I guess you got me there. LOL
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I knew I'd win..lol
I only let you win because I'm a nice girl. >:D
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sure sure, that's just an excuse...lol
Its true.... :P ;D How are you today? Ready for the week?
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I'm good, and how about you? Of course I'm ready for this wee I need the month to go by so I can go on my trip.
Hmmm..I see. Anticipating on meeting someone? ???
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always, but not too sure she is anxious to see me. :P
Im sure she is. O0 Where you taking her?
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wherever she wants to go, I want her to be happy going there with me. I mean staying home works also (in my favor, all you can eat). Lol
She will be happy to see you. :)
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I hope so, if she's not then it's gonna be a long trip home
well, do you have plan A, B, & C? LOL
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TKE, you must be as lonely as me... :-[
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Have you ever wished for someone to be by your side? To hold your hands when you are scared? To share the memory together? When I see couples sharing and laughing together. I wondered how it would feel to be in their shoes. How it feels to have someone to share the laugthers with. Share your opinions with. Then I think about my life. How lonely it is. Next to me, there's no one. :-[
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no plan just gonna wing it
That's the spirit. I hope your purpose is just not to visit her. That can lead to disappointment s. You know what I mean... What if she can't come out and meet you...
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TKE, why are you so nice to me? Why are you so sweet? :-\
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Because I don't have the heart to see you hurt anymore.
That's the sweetest thing anyone have ever said to me. Thank you for acknowledging me.
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As long as you happy I will do every sweet thing that is needed to be done and acknowledge you all the time to see you smile the happy smile.
Long ago, I met someone like you. But his words are all lies.
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Everyone is different, our words may sound the same but the meaning and love that is in there is different.
I never want to open my heart to anyone ever again. Now, I know how you feel.
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In a day like this, you should be out having fun with your friends. Why are you in here? This is a place for the lonely folks only.
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I know you don't want to open your heart again but make me a consideration let me make you smile.
If only that was reality.
Didn't I say that I don't want to see you sad and hurting, so of course I will not leave your side. ;)
You're too kind. How did I get so lucky to meet such a man?
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It will only be reality if you let me make it into a reality.
I guess we were destined to meet in here, and you are one of a kind. ;D
I guess so... :P I must have some sort of power!
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btw, where is your gf? LOL
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Talking to her right now ;D
:violent1: Not me, I meant your real girlfriend. :P ::)
the voodoo dolls lol ;D
I've been stabbing your butt with a needle, you don't feel it? LOL
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Do I look like the type of guy that has many girlfriends :P
I think your needle is not working, I think i have a better needle for you to use. ;D
I don't know.. the other day, you said that you want to be many women's man. :idiot2: I can assume that you are a player. :P ::) Sure, I can use your needle on you. :binkybaby:
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but I never said I wanted to be their boyfirend...lo l j/k. I'm a one woman's man and waiting on the woman to accept it
And how is that working out for you?
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I got you didn't I...lol ;D
;D ;D Now, that's too funny...
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there's that sweet smile I was looking for ;D
Thank you for keeping me company today and for bringing back my smile. I'm heading to the store. I'll chat with you later on tonight. Take care. Go make some mij for you. LOL ;)
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Im back! What are you guys talking about? ???
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nothing special only talking about guy stuff
Ah, i see. Sounds interesting. Dinner yet?
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wait for you to cook it
Eggs and mij. ;D
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How about making the brother some special sushi. :P with some special dipping sauce.
How about you treating me to some sushi? Where is my bday present? :'(
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You turned me down... Remember. Now, you want to collect. Too bad, I spent the money already. >:D
When? I didnt turn you down. You never offered me. :-[
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Sure sure... Maybe next yr you wont turn me down.
There wont be a next year. Im moving away. :(
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move down to where I'm at, I will give you all the rolls you need...lol
:violent1: :violent1: I only like jumbo shrimp rolls. :P
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I'm sure the brother have a good jumbo shrimp for you munch on.
You've seen it? Lol :idiot2:
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I guess so. ;D Ive never had lobster tail. :P
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such a dirty mind you have. :P
Hey Im talking about the real lobster tail. Look who have the dirty mind. Im not surprise. :idiot2: ::)
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How do I set my profile so.email.will not.pop.up when you two are post posting
.you two have been posted all.day long..get a room. You will.be tired of talking by now .Hehehe 99
We never get tired. We can talk about shrimp and lobster forever. :2funny: :2funny:
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uh huh, excuses...no need to hide it. :P
There's nothing to hide unless you wanna hide ur lobster tail. :2funny:
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lobster tail never hides, unless there is a warm place to him in...lol dirty minds. ;D
I dont know its pretty humid and muggy here. :2funny:
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all the better to hide in...lol
Can't guarantee that it will survive. Lol It will die on heat exhaustion. Lol
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as long as there is enough moisture it will thrive..lol
Sorry, its very dry here. Has not rain for many months. ;D :P
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I think the weather man said a 100% chance of down pour...lol
Well lobster tail better know how to swim. :2funny:
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I've taught it well enough to survive a monsoon. ;D
Slip and slide down the drain. Bye bye lobster tail. ;D :'(
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It will find it's way back from anything...I made sure it has a homing beacon on the moist location every time. lol
Squash! Opps..was that you lobster tail? :2funny:
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You cna try to squash it all you want, lobster power...lol :2funny:
Can't do much when you're broken or is flat. Lol
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That is where you come in with your loving touch...LOL :2funny:
:2funny: :2funny: Okay you win this round just because im going to bed.
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LOL ok Good Night...dream big hehe
I'll be dreaming of eating a big juicy lobster tail tonight! :2funny:
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make sure that the lobster tail got extra filling you you...LOL
Of course. It comes with butter. Lol
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LOL, now go to sleep you have to work in the morning. I will talk to you again
You too. Lol
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This is what I'm having for lunch. Took time to make some papaya since I didn't get to go eat some at the tournament. :P
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Sure, dive right into my fish sauce. ;D
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Go for it. My fingers are clean
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U dont like fish sauce? ;D
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Far or near, you're in my thought always. ;)
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Thinking about you today. Wishing you a great day! :) Allergy is bad for me today. My eyes are hurting. I can barely put on my contact today.
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Go rest it was good that you were able to come on but get out of here and take some medication and rest up. we will still be here when you get better.
Thanks... I hate this weather.. it's nice but allergy is bad for me.
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:-[ Sometimes silence is the best. For no words can't express.
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love what's wrong I'm here for you
Nothing.. just one of those moment but I'm good now. Thank you for caring. You're always too kind. How did I get so lucky to have such a caring friend.
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because I met a sweet Angel like you that is why. I will be here, cry on my shoulder, tell me your pain, I will protect you from all that will hurt you.
You have no idea how much those words mean to me at this point in my life. :-[
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My unexpected journey... never know when life will throw you a curve ball. Are you ready to dodge?
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You should face the ball bravely and see what it holds :)
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You should face the ball bravely and see what it holds :)
Probably a Zeb Knife or a dagger. :P
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Hahaha, oh then dodge!!!! :2funny:
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Hahaha, oh then dodge!!!! :2funny:
Exactly! ;D ;D :knuppel2:
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Dodge :knuppel2: dodge and :knuppel2:, then run ;D leave that person regretting they crossed your path :2funny:
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Dodge :knuppel2: dodge and :knuppel2:, then run ;D leave that person regretting they crossed your path :2funny:
I have some unused grenade..I can always throw at them. lol Rightnow, I have my titanium walls up. Can't touch me anymore.
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Dear Friend,
It was nice hearing from you today. Thank you for checking up on me. I thought a person like me, no one would bother checking up on or remember. Getting your pm today reconfimed that I somewhat still matter to you. You don't know how much your words mean to me today. Even a simple "hi". There are no words to express it. Except that I truly miss our friendship. Take care until I see you again. Maybe we can go get lunch. My treat this time.
Always,
DarkAngel
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Days of summer is passing by way too quick. Pretty soon it will be fall again. I can't believe that this year I didn't get to go anywhere. All my vacation days were taken to stayed at home and do nothing. I think I will be saving all my vacation days so I can go out to California next year to watch my niece graduate with her Doctoral degree. That's such a hugh accomplishment and I'm sure she would be happy to see us. I want to go for a week at least. I want drive down south to our hometown. Visit all the places that we used to live and traveled to. I have not been back to California since 2004. My aunt, she's getting old and sick so I would like to see her. It could be the last time for us.
I don't know.. by this time next year 2016. Don't know if I will still be here. Sad to think about it but it's life and we must move away from the bad to the good things in life. However, one baby step at a time. Looking forward with no regret, that's going to be one of my new motto in life. I don't want to live regretting anymore. Regretting the places that I never get to see. People that I never get to meet. Do things that I never get to do. I'm tired of regretting.
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Listen to your heart and do what's right. If you find yourself surrounded by only the bad, change it. Only you can mold your own destiny. O0
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I've come to a sad realization that my life is not going the way I want it. This is not the life that I had planned. This is not the life my parent want me to live. If my life was like a movie, it would probably be one very sad and boring movie. lol How did I let it get this way for so long? :-\
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Don't dwell on that fact. If you've come to that realization then do something about it. Do what's right. In the end, when the world sleeps and we are up sleepless because we are unsatisfied about ourselves; we truly only have ourselves to blame. Create a plan and carry it out. You'll find that when you are really in control of your life, you will be happy.
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Don't dwell on that fact. If you've come to that realization then do something about it. Do what's right. In the end, when the world sleeps and we are up sleepless because we are unsatisfied about ourselves; we truly only have ourselves to blame. Create a plan and carry it out. You'll find that when you are really in control of your life, you will be happy.
Yes, I do realized that I've failed in life. I'm not blaming anyone. I see my mistakes. I see my failures. I want to correct them. I want to do better for myself if not for anyone. I owe it to myself to be better. You see the solutions but the hard part is getting to it or making it happen. :P
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It's never easy. But remember that it's gonna get worse before it gets better. Here's a motivational video that I saw earlier that was quite inspiring. Check it out. She has a very good message. Forget about those crumbs and focus on that cake.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JLuI3LPdas8 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JLuI3LPdas8)
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It's never easy. But remember that it's gonna get worse before it gets better. Here's a motivational video that I saw earlier that was quite inspiring. Check it out. She has a very good message. Forget about those crumbs and focus on that cake.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JLuI3LPdas8 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JLuI3LPdas8)
Thank you. I will surely watch it tonight when I go to bed as the world fall sleep and I'm up sleepless. If I failed, be sure to knock some senses into me. I welcome it anytime. :)
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Keep your head up. There's a tomorrow. O0 ;D
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Yep. I have a cold beer here in my hand so tomorrow will definetely be better. ;D Surprise you're not drinking.
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Woah?! Who says I'm not drinking?... ;D
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Woah?! Who says I'm not drinking?... ;D
Cheers!My BFF. :occasion14: It's our birthday everyday. LOL
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Bottoms up. ;D
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Oh, I can't do bottom up. I'll fall to the floor. 13% alcohol is what I'm drinking. :P
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Oh, I can't do bottom up. I'll fall to the floor. 13% alcohol is what I'm drinking. :P
Sounds like wine. I'm sippin on wine too. Lol.
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Sounds like wine. I'm sippin on wine too. Lol.
Not wine but Blast. LOL 1/2 bottle smaller than wine bottle.
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Not wine but Blast. LOL 1/2 bottle smaller than wine bottle.
Not sure what that is. Must be a chick drink. :P
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Not sure what that is. Must be a chick drink. :P
This a pix of my drink that I just took. LOL
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Lol. Most definitely a chick drink. Chugging that will get you fawked up though. ;D
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Lol. Most definitely a chick drink. Chugging that will get you fawked up though. ;D
It's sweet. Yes, it will that's why I'm taking it very slow but I already made a confession to someone. :2funny: :P
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Do your thing. O0
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Do your thing. O0
Actually it was to a girl. Lol
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Well... Do your thing. O0 :2funny:
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Ive turn lesbian. ;D :P jk. I was only kidding. Im not even buzz.
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Thanks all this talk about drinking. now I need to go get a bottle of Captain. Lol
I thought you always have a bottle of moonshine. Lol Get Royal Crown. Much better! O0
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You two play nice I'm going to go get a bottle of captian.
Liquor store is closed. ;D
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That's the only thing I like about being in the South. Lol.
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That's the only thing I like about being in the South. Lol.
The moonshine? You like that stuff? ??? :puke:
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we in the south and nothing is closed in the south lol well not til 4 in the mornin lol
Are you for real? Okay Darksyde, we need to move down south. Lol
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I'm already in the South. Lol. I live in the South along the east coast.
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Thanks all this talk about drinking. now I need to go get a bottle of Captain. Lol
Um...no more crying okay. I can only handle one crying man at a time. :2funny:
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I'm already in the South. Lol. I live in the South along the east coast.
Really...i thought you would be East Coast. Sorry, my brain has slowed down about 80%. Lol So ur store closed at 4am too? Uglyyassada and I coming to party with you. ;D
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Lol. No crying here. Only cheers and beers. ;D
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Lol. No crying here. Only cheers and beers. ;D
Good! Lol ;D
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Really...i thought you would be East Coast. Sorry, my brain has slowed down about 80%. Lol So ur store closed at 4am too? Uglyyassada and I coming to party with you. ;D
2 am in the morning here. And you can buy at regular store or gas station. But sure, you both are always welcomed to come and visit me. I have a guest bedroom with two beds. My buddies sleep over all the time. I'll make sure to wash the sheets before you guys come. Lol. But let me know. ;) I go hard every weekend.
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2 am in the morning here. And you can buy at regular store or gas station. But sure, you both are always welcomed to come and visit me. I have a guest bedroom with two beds. My buddies sleep over all the time. I'll make sure to wash the sheets before you guys come. Lol. But let me know. ;) I go hard every weekend.
I can go hard but I dont know about Uglyyassada. Lets pack her a milk bottle. ;D
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I can go hard but I dont know about Uglyyassada. Lets pack her a milk bottle. ;D
I don't think either of you guys can hang with me. Lol. But no worries. We aren't out to get trashed. We are out to have a good time. ;D
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I don't think either of you guys can hang with me. Lol. But no worries. We aren't out to get trashed. We are out to have a good time. ;D
As long as we are not doing shot after shot. I will be okay. But I cant gurantee that I will come home with my undie though. Lol
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Don't go throwing that thing at me. Lol. Make sure you put it away in your purse or something. :2funny:
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But I almost always start my night with a shot of Wild Turkey. That's how I roll. ;)
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Don't go throwing that thing at me. Lol. Make sure you put it away in your purse or something. :2funny:
;D I can't promise anything. I'll throw it at Uglyyassada. Lol
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oh so sorry. Guess drinking is consider crying. Well guess I'm a cry baby
I was only kidding. :P
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;D I can't promise anything. I'll throw it at Uglyyassada. Lol
That'll be between you two. :P
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But I almost always start my night with a shot of Wild Turkey. That's how I roll. ;)
My lucky shot! Love wild turkey!!
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Wow somebody got quiet. Lol
Me? U got ur drink on? "Hi, im Dark Angel". Lol
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sorry not drunk enough to give out my name yet. ;D
Are you a shy drunk? Lol
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I will go ahead and leave you two alone. Lol. ;D
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I will go ahead and leave you two alone. Lol. ;D
Such a buzz killer. :P Maybe I should leave you two alone. ;D
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Lol. You're cool TKE. Hahaha. Trust me bro. You ain't buttin in. ;)
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I am...you guys are sooooo slow. Im almost done. Lol
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Get on my level little girl. Lol. ;D
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You guys are talking to the wrong girl. It me that worry about you guys. Sipping on that kool-aid wine. Lol
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Just sippin here. Nothing crazy. ;D
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Just sippin here. Nothing crazy. ;D
Weak.....SMH. I think TKE already passed out. ;D
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You forced him to slam shots. Now he all fawked up.
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still alive a kicking..laund ry comes first. Lol
Forget the laundry. You can wear the same clothes. Darksyde and I do. Just spray some fabreeze on it. Lol
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You forced him to slam shots. Now he all fawked up.
;D ;D I just told you guys to hurry up.
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Hey now, I wear a uniform during the day so it works out for me. Lol.
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Hey now, I wear a uniform during the day so it works out for me. Lol.
You do? :D Love men in uniform. Well, i work at home so no worry. Lol
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birthday suit. Oh oh
Ugh..I just injected myself 12%. :puke:
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I spy one lonely Budweiser can. Lol.
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I want to puke now. Lol
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Such fragile girl.
I have the munchies now. Who's cooking? ;D
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your the one with mij and eggs. ;D
Can you cook me someting? :-[
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Ugh! I get the munchies. Low sugar blood. Lol
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Just my luck. Why does everyone keep leaving me? FINE!!! >:( Totally killed my buzz. Guess, I'll drink alone.
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you can always drink with me, just message me ahead of time so I can pick up a few.
Too late. I finished.
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that was your first and your done....gotta train you. Lol
Train me on what? How to slow down?
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Good night to the both of you. Thanks for keeping me cmpany. :)
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:puke: Lol I can't hang. :P
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Dear TKE589,
I woke up this morning to find your name all blacked out. I'm assuming you decided to leave PH. I wished you would have at least say "Farewell or good-bye" but whatever your reasons was, I respect it. It was a pleasure getting to know you and I'm sorry for what you are going through. You're a great guy with a funny sense of humor. You will have no problem blending in and finding that someone special to come and share a part of your life. I will miss our constant bantering back and forth here on PH.
I wish you the best in life and the future. Work hard and party hard, is your motto. You have my email address should you ever want to get in touch with me. Best of luck!
Always,
DarkAngel
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Just finished the movie "The Longest Ride". Wow! I'm speechless and breathless. What a beautiful love story. Brought tears to my eyes. I literally cried like a little child watching this movie. There's so many parts in this movie that resonated so much with me. My life and someone that I know. Two lives intertwined. If you have not seen this movie, I recommend wathching it. It will teach you about love, life, and sacrafices.
My favorite line in this movies are "A chance at life together is greater than the risk of being part" and "I love you so much that I just want you to be happy even if that happiness longer includes me". Powerful words that speak to my heart. :'( :'( Glad that I did not go watch this movie at the theatre because there will be alot of sniffles.
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https://youtu.be/8IoABJC3xwU
Funny prank video. So evil but funny. :2funny:
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Never cry, always smile.
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No one can see my tears now. I've learned how to hide them very well.
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It's better to express yourself and live free then hold it in and wallow in it sorrow. O0
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It's better to express yourself and live free then hold it in and wallow in it sorrow. O0
When you expressed yourself, you only get taken advantage of only. Never show your cards. Never show your feelings. Never open your heart.
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There will always be haters but there are carers also.
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We have a lot of "dark" nicks now but the more the merrier :)
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It's dark because our souls are dark. Our lives are dark. Our hearts are dark. :P
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Sorry I'm just dark cause I'm an a**. ;D
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Thank you for your voice video of good-bye. If you don't come back I'll understand. Thank you for everything you've done for me. The time you spent chatting with me toward morning light even when you were so tired and had to get up early. Thank you for being so kind to me. I don't deserve your kindness.
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wow a voice video for a goodbye. thanks for the idea now i know how to break up with girls...LOL :2funny: :2funny:
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Thank you my good friend for meeting with me today for lunch. It's so great to see you after 10 years. You have not changed much but I bet I have. lol Great conversations and foods=Great friend. Hope that we can do it again soon. Thank you for a great day! Next day we'll do pho. ;)
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The oddest thing happened to me while I was waiting in line at a bank this morning. The song "I'll Stand By You" came home. Of all places.. Why today and inside a lobby? I hate that song so much. I don't ever want to hear it play anywhere else.
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A few years ago one of my guy friend confessed to me that he likes me and would like to be more than friends. I wasn't too sure because I can't see myself dating my best friend. I only see him as a brother and nothing more. We partied together. We hung out together on the weekend. It was never just the two of us. It was with a group of other friends as well. More than 8+ people. We would have cook out at his house than later on we would go to party. We would go on motorcyle rides to Stillwater or Taylor Falls. We would dress up during halloween time and go to parties together. Just being goofy all the time together. However when we get to the party, he would always stick with me. There's so many pretty girls there but he would always be by my side and take me on dances.
One night he called me. It was around 2am. Not sure if he was drunk or not. He called to confessed his feeling for me. Told me that he had the longest crush on me. Ever since he knew me which was when I was barely 18 years old. I didn't know how to respond back to him. I was speechless. How do you respond back to that type of confession? I certainly didn't want to hurt his feelings by rejecting him so I told him that I would think about it. 2 weeks later I told him that it was best that we only be friends. I know he care deeply about me and want to start a new life with me but I can't. I was not ready for love because my heart was badly injured from my ex. Then he said to me "One point you really cared about life, but for a few years now I see that you don't care about life anymore" "It seems like you've given up on life and you're just living because you can't die". He said that he noticed me declining men's advances. Noticed all the rejections that I've been giving men who were interested in me.
It got me thinking to these days. "Was I that reckless about life back then that I didn't care anymore what goes around in the world?". Maybe I have because I put these thick walls around my heart for so long. Afraid of being hurt so everyone that came into my life I either pushed them away or hurt them in some ways or forms. I always wanted to beat them to the punch of hurting them before they hurt me. It has become my constant goal to reach. I will eventually do something that will either make them hate me or leave. I see that I'm getting super good at doing that for many years and I can see that I'm beginning to do it again. I guess old habits die hard. It has been my persona/mask that I've been wearing for so long that I don't even know how to get rid of. Yes, there was a point in my life that I didn't care anymore whether I live or die. I didn't care about anyone. I had no goals. I had no hopes. I had no dreams. Everything inside of me dead. The thought of men really turn me off and makes me super mad. Every men that I met, I hated them. I wanted to hurt them. Take on revenge of the pain that someone has inflicted upon me. This went on for many years.
I'm learning to open up again but so far, I think it's best to maintain guard at all time.
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wow a voice video for a goodbye. thanks for the idea now i know how to break up with girls...LOL :2funny: :2funny:
Don't even think about using it on me. I will return that video infected with virus back. :2funny:
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Thinking about making pho tomorrow. Its going to be 90 degrees tomorrow. Not sure if it will be a good pho day. :P
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Don't even think about using it on me. I will return that video infected with virus back. :2funny:
ok for you I will send a letter of resignation. LOL
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ok for you I will send a letter of resignation. LOL
I preferred in person goodbye. :P
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I preferred in person goodbye. :P
you got it. I will do a video recording then. ;D
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Great! I get to see what you look like! :D
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Great! I get to see what you look like! :D
mmmm stunt double. Lol
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mmmm stunt double. Lol
I dont mind. Lol
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I dont mind. Lol
lol but I will breakup with them face to face or they just run off and disappear. Lol
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lol but I will breakup with them face to face or they just run off and disappear. Lol
I can never be scared becuz no one can be as hideous as me. ;D
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I can never be scared becuz no one can be as hideous as me. ;D
wanna bet...bam
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My domos. Lol
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Didn't know you still sleep with teddies. ;D
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Didn't know you still sleep with teddies. ;D
of course I do they sit in the corner like good trolls. Lol
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of course I do they sit in the corner like good trolls. Lol
I probably throw them in the closet. :-X
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I probably throw them in the closet. :-X
the closet is where I keep my troll. :P ;D
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the closet is where I keep my troll. :P ;D
Im sure you have more than one troll. :P ::)
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Im sure you have more than one troll. :P ::)
mmmm maybe. Lol
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mmmm maybe. Lol
Are they like me? ;D
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Are they like me? ;D
mmm maybe. Lol
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Cool...might be from the same clan. ;D
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Cool...might be from the same clan. ;D
maybe but this troll will never fulfill mw.
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maybe but this troll will never fulfill mw.
Why is that?
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Why is that?
ops meant to say maybe this troll will fulfill me. Lol
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ops meant to say maybe this troll will fulfill me. Lol
Sure! ::) The proof is up there. :idiot2:
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Thundering and rainy hard here. Thinking of you. :-[
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Thundering and rainy hard here. Thinking of you. :-[
sunny and roasting here. Lol Temps been in the mid 90s
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sunny and roasting here. Lol Temps been in the mid 90s
It was humid today. Tomorrow it will be in the upper 90. :P
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Our avatars almost look the same...I almost responded to my own reply. :P ::) :2funny:
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It was humid today. Tomorrow it will be in the upper 90. :P
picture time. Lol
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Our avatars almost look the same...I almost responded to my own reply. :P ::) :2funny:
lol I didn't even notice. Lol very nice
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;D ;D ;)
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What a hot day....cant do anything. :P
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What a hot day....cant do anything. :P
phew I'm roasting it's 95 right now. Lol
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Are you back now from your trip? Yes, today is very hot. Even here.
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Not yet. Still have to go to stone mountain. I will post a pic when I get up there.
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At the top of Stone mountain.
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Sorry was not there long enough to capture the sun set.
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I found your fountain of youth.
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Oh wow!!! Beautiful! What heck is down there? Tents?
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*cough* did you also sent me a special one too? :P
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*cough* did you also sent me a special one too? :P
sorry was in public. Maybe after my shower. ;D
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Oh wow!!! Beautiful! What heck is down there? Tents?
I think it was a music festival.
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sorry was in public. Maybe after my shower. ;D
:knuppel2: :knuppel2: promise is a promise!
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I think it was a music festival.
Looks like hmong July 4th. Lol
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:knuppel2: :knuppel2: promise is a promise!
ok ok your the boss. Lol
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Looks like hmong July 4th. Lol
I know. Lol
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I could tell it was hot becuz that's a sorching sun right there.
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I could tell it was hot becuz that's a sorching sun right there.
oh yea it was like 100 degrees
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oh yea it was like 100 degrees
Aren't you glad you're not bald. Lol
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Aren't you glad you're not bald. Lol
lol I sometime wonder if I go bald would I sweat so much and how would I look. Lol
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There ya go.
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Boy, handsome man. :D ;D Just my type.
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lol I sometime wonder if I go bald would I sweat so much and how would I look. Lol
Go ahead and shave it off. Not like it won't grow back. ???
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Go ahead and shave it off. Not like it won't grow back. ???
lol you'll run so fast. Lol
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lol you'll run so fast. Lol
Only if your head shape like an alien. L
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Only if your head shape like an alien. L
lol hmmm I never tried so I would not know. Lol
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lol hmmm I never tried so I would not know. Lol
Only to know is to shave. ;D
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Only to know is to shave. ;D
hmmm tempting...but I think I will keep my hair for the time bieng. Lol
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hmmm tempting...but I think I will keep my hair for the time bieng. Lol
Great choice. You might get disowned...mam a boy. ;D :P
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Great choice. You might get disowned...mam a boy. ;D :P
yea disowned by you. Lol
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yea disowned by you. Lol
Not really. I like bald men. Lol
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Not really. I like bald men. Lol
no you cannot shave my head. Lol
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no you cannot shave my head. Lol
Even if I bribe you with you know... ^-^
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Even if I bribe you with you know... ^-^
that could mean anything...hmm m we'll talk after the you know part. Lol
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that could mean anything...hmm m we'll talk after the you know part. Lol
You know...the thing you were asking about...you know. Lol
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You know...the thing you were asking about...you know. Lol
you have to refresh my mind. Lol
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You know the thing we just talked about...you know. :2funny:
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You know the thing we just talked about...you know. :2funny:
we talked about a bunch of things food, sex, food, monkeys and so on. Lol
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we talked about a bunch of things food, sex, food, monkeys and so on. Lol
monkeys? Not with me. :2funny:
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monkeys? Not with me. :2funny:
lol you caught it. Lol had to throw in a kicker. Lol
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lol you caught it. Lol had to throw in a kicker. Lol
I have sharp eyes for details. Lol
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I have sharp eyes for details. Lol
I can see. So monkey with you? Lol
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I can see. So monkey with you? Lol
Nope. I hate banana. ;D :P
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Nope. I hate banana. ;D :P
it's not a banana, it's a plantain. Lol
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it's not a banana, it's a plantain. Lol
Still hate. Only like it fried. :P
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Still hate. Only like it fried. :P
lol ok fine no monkey business only food,sex, and food. Lol
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Today is such a nice day but this morning I didn't really feel well so I didn't get up until almost noon time. My allergy is killing me. My sinus is bothering me. I felt tired and sice. I'm feeling much better now and got some fresh air. Walked a few blocks shopping. Stopped by Panera Bread for one cherry donut. :P. Today is like the perfect weather. Not humid at all. Sunny with a slight breeze.
I just got done marinating my slab of pork ribs for bbq later this evening. Getting my papaya ready for salad later. Going to stop by the asian market for some sticky rice. That will be my dinner tonight.
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Very yummy. Got enough for me? Lol
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Sorry, it's all gone. I went to pay for my phone bill but they didn't have change for me so I had to go buy something to get change. Panera Bread was next door so stopped by there to get a donut otherwise, I wouldn't. Not much of a sweet person. :P
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Lol that's fine. Let me starve. Lol j/k
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It was a small donut. But next time for sure. ;)
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It was a small donut. But next time for sure. ;)
lol you're on.
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Wow, can't believe its almost bedtime again. Grilling was great. Not bad for a woman. :D At least I didnt burn the meat. Papaya was a bit hot though but tasty. Getting myself back into watching korean drama. Rightnow Im watching "My beloved Eun Hung". Pretty good so far.
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Good night to the world. Maybe I will dream of a beautiful dream.
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Talking about road trip. I remembered driving across states. I remembered moving out of my small town of only 20 hmong families. The move itself was very emotional and hard for me but I knew I had to do it. I needed to get away from all the old memories that was still lingering. That saturday morning, all my stuffs was packed inside of my car. The night before I took my car in for oil change. Checked everything to make sure the car didn't have any issues even though the car was brand new. Went to the bank to withdrawl money. Made sure I took care of everything before leaving.
That saturday morning, woke up around 6am and left around 7am. I knew that once I start driving there was no looking back ever. As I start driving out of that small town it got smaller and smaller until it disappeared out of my eyes. It was a very sad morning. I drove passed by many of the places that held alot of great memories for me. I wiped the tears from my eyes and toughen my heart as I drove pass it. I knew that this time it was for real. I drove all the way only stopping by to get gas and foods. I drove straight 15 hours to Denver, Co. Got there around 1am. Rented a room for the night to rest my eyes and the car. Woke up around 6am and drove straight to MN. Got to MN around noon time. The longest state was NE. Nothing but fields of plain and farming. No houses. No nice scenary to watch. It was an straight 8 hours drive through the state of NE.
I love road trips. I plan to take one someday again. I love stopping at landmarks or places that are interesting and take pictures or walk around.
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This lifetime, God has delt me a really bad card. I have to live with it and learn to accept my bad fate as I can't change it or fixed it. Growing up, I never thought I would be one of the exception. I thought I would be normal but it turns out that I was not. For such a long time I try to fixed it by doing everything I could but as I got older I gave up. I thought to myself "If someone is going to accept me, they have to accept me for who I am". If they can't, it only means that they do not love me enough to oversee my disability. Since then I've learned to forgive myself for all my shortcomings. I learned to forgive God.
I will live the rest of my days and hopefully that the next lifetime, I will have all the things I desired and wanted. For now, it's either you love me or you don't. Nothing I can do about it. It was not my choice. It was handed down to me.
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Will I ever find my fallen star? :-\
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Will I ever find my fallen star? :-\
a falling star will never stray too far.
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a falling star will never stray too far.
I hope not. Once I catch it, will hold it forever.
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I took this pix of the bbq that I did but I forgot to post up the pix. This is what I had last weekend for dinner. Very simple. Beats buying from Hmong Village.
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BBQ pork, papaya salad, and sticky rice
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The past, the present, and the future. I know my past. I am living in the present but I don't know what my future holds. For now, I will just take one day at a time. Trying to go back to the basic when life was much more easier.
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Very nice dinner too bad I don't take a picture of my dinners. LOL before I can take the picture it's gone. LOL
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Very nice dinner too bad I don't take a picture of my dinners. LOL before I can take the picture it's gone. LOL
I do sometimes.. it's just out of bad habits because sometimes I post it in FB under my Yummy Foods sections. :)
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Looks great Dark Angel, wish there was an invite ;)
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hmmm dinner last night was chick-fil-a grilled chicken club sandwich, so much calories. LOL
hmmm think I might cook some food tonight. Debating if I want Korean BBQ, steak, fish, curry, or mij and eggs.
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Looks great Dark Angel, wish there was an invite ;)
Next time. O0
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Wow! I finally reached my 1000 pm mark today. lol
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I'm so glad today is Thursday. This has been the shortest week ever and I'm so glad that it's going by so quick. My boss is on vacation. Not sure where she went for her vacation. I checked out my little garden and my cucumber vines are spreading with yellow flowers but no cucumbers yet. ??? The two cherry tomato plants that I planted is flourishing and there's green tomatoes now. Waiting for it to turn red for picking.
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lol have you tried giving her peanuts to calm her down. LOL
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lol have you tried giving her peanuts to calm her down. LOL
This lady is not small either. She's hmong. Looks like Mai Puv. ;D
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This lady is not small either. She's hmong. Looks like Mai Puv. ;D
lol does she giggle like the pilsbury dough boy when you poke her belly. Hehe
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lol does she giggle like the pilsbury dough boy when you poke her belly. Hehe
Not sure.. why don't you try. ::)
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Not sure.. why don't you try. ::)
ummm no. I think I want to keep my fingers. LOL her belly might try to suck me in. LOL
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That is mean calling her that behind her back. You should try it to her face.
I'm not being mean.. that's who she looks like. :P LOL
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OG Hmong ladies won't have a problem telling her... I have seen it.
Do you want to come over and tell her? You're more than welcome but I can't guarantee that you will walk out with a head or balls though. :2funny:
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Sure, pm me your addy and I will be right over to tell her.
Sure... bring me some lunch too while you're coming. I'm hungry. :P
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Nah, I will just phone Jimmie johns instead if you are hungry.
Again? I don't want to eat Jimmy again. Let's do pho.
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Sorry, I don't know any pho places that deliver. ???
No, you and me eat pho. My treat. :)
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Too hot to eat pho... Is that also an open invite to other phers?
What do you want to eat? Sushi? We can do anything. What other phers do you have in mind? I don't know anyone except you.
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Do I know them? I left that life a long time ago.. I don't know if I want to meet other phers. :P
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Sure babe, you chat with them regularly. Why not? ??? Makes it more interesting...
If you trust them, then I trust them. I chat with them regulary? The only people is you, Giggles, and VH. ???
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Not sure about giggles, but brother VH is one of them. O0
Would be nice to meet her too. :)
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Do I know them? I left that life a long time ago.. I don't know if I want to meet other phers. :P
I agree with you on this :D i haven't met anyone online before :-[ scared of the unknown :P
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I have an idea. Let's all come with mask on. ;D Im coming as Fiona. Lol
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LMBO! :D
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We can make it work. Lol
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I got so caught up on this new korean drama....so sad. :-[ I can't stop watching. The phaj ej is so handsome too. :smitten:
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How we gonna eat if we have masks on...lol
I am watching "The Privileged" atm... eps 4 ;D
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How we gonna eat if we have masks on...lol
I am watching "The Privileged" atm... eps 4 ;D
Im watching "My Beloved Eun Dong". Lol When we eat we can face the other way. :2funny:
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Im watching "My Beloved Eun Dong". Lol When we eat we can face the other way. :2funny:
I was thinking of that drama too... he is my fav actor.
LOL... i might die from laughter and the mask will slip right off. :2funny:
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I love this movie so far. On esp 4 as well. He is from Empress Ki which is my favorite also. Try watching Fated To Love You. One of my all time favorite!!
I'll bring a chinese fan so when I eat I can cover my mouth. Just lift my mask up or everyone can closed theirs eyes. :2funny:
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I love this movie so far. On esp 4 as well. He is from Empress Ki which is my favorite also. Try watching Fated To Love You. One of my all time favorite!!
I'll bring a chinese fan so when I eat I can cover my mouth. Just lift my mask up or everyone can closed theirs eyes. :2funny:
I loved him in 200 pound beauty... lol sexy beast of a man :D
I shall bring my own space box... only the lights of my eyes will show? :P
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200lbs was awsome!! A box? Lol How about we picked a really dark restaurant? ;D
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LMBOOOO!
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We can each sit in one corner. ;D It'll be you. Me. Rockin and VH. Unless you want to invite TL. :2funny:
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Shall we wave and have eye contact each time we want to speak...lol?
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Shall we wave and have eye contact each time we want to speak...lol?
We can text eachother even when we are in the same room. I think that's the new thing now. ;D
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Hahaha like watching a silent movie unfold before our eyes then :P ;D only difference is we can almost see one another, whoo hoooo :2funny:
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Yep, almost! Just a little glimpse but not enough. Almost a mystery. LOL
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It's like someone sending you a picture of themselves atm and then later retracting, "oh that wasn't me, it was a friend" image distortion technique.... all a blurry vision of confusion :D reminds of our detailed restaurant meet plans :2funny:
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It's like someone sending you a picture of themselves atm and then later retracting, "oh that wasn't me, it was a friend" image distortion technique.... all a blurry vision of confusion :D reminds of our detailed restaurant meet plans :2funny:
We can all come back to PH and claimed that we were not there. LOL
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DENY DENY, until there is proof LOL ;D :2funny:
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DENY DENY, until there is proof LOL ;D :2funny:
Yep!! No camera allowed. ;D
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I'm so addictive to this korean drama. I'm actually watching it and working at the same time. ;D
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How did God created such beautiful person... *Sigh*... :smitten:
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Hottie alert!!!! You got me watching that drama now LOL....
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He used to be my favorite guy... Kwon Sang-woo
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And this one look like my niece. ;D
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Hottie alert!!!! You got me watching that drama now LOL....
hahahaha. Did you abandonned your other movie? You should.. I am loving this movie! LOL
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I did! LOL, watched 1-4 lastnight :D
You know "Stairway to Heaven" was my first drama I watched and fell in love with Korean dramas, since then, dramas were never the same :P
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I did! LOL, watched 1-4 lastnight :D
You know "Stairway to Heaven" was my first drama I watched and fell in love with Korean dramas, since then, dramas were never the same :P
Yep... that was my very first drama as well. A friend brought it over to me. He also brought over "A very sad love story". Wow!!! I have not watched love drama for a while. I was more into the historical drama like Jumong and others but after wactching "Fated to love you". I started liking love drama again.
Great movies to keep you company during those long winter nights. ;D
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Yep... that was my very first drama as well. A friend brought it over to me. He also brought over "A very sad love story". Wow!!! I have not watched love drama for a while. I was more into the historical drama like Jumong and others but after wactching "Fated to love you". I started liking love drama again.
Great movies to keep you company during those long winter nights. ;D
WOWOW, I have sen all those as well... fan of historic dramas <3 more than anything else. You seen the Taiwanese verse of "fated"? Not as good as the Korean one but still good....
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WOWOW, I have sen all those as well... fan of historic dramas <3 more than anything else. You seen the Taiwanese verse of "fated"? Not as good as the Korean one but still good....
No, but I was meaning to watch that one since I was told that there was a chinese one. Maybe after I am done with this one. The korean one was funny and emotional. lol I never cried and laugh so much from just watching one movie.
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It's called with money you can get plastic placements anywhere...
I don't think his body is platic.. ;D
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Koreans are knows for 20% plastics...
Maybe the face like eyes/nose. I don't mind getting some done on me. I could really use it. :P
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Damn, this movie is totally killing me right now... :'( :'(
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Is there such thing as true love? If there isn't why are there movies, stories, and books about it? Why do people die for the one that they love without a second thought? Does true love really exist?
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I'm not a smoker but when I drink a little bit. Why do I want to chew on gum? ??? Time for confessions.. Hmmm.. who am I going to PM tonight? ;D
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Pm kuv kiag.. ;) :D we can be drinkin buddy!
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Pm kuv kiag.. ;) :D we can be drinkin buddy!
Oh my, I am a bit speechless.. I don't know what things I can confess to you. :P ???
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Anything ;) your secret is safe with me.
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Anything ;) your secret is safe with me.
Hmm.. Let me think for a moment. Can I really trust you? :P
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Its up to you ;)
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Its up to you ;)
Only if I don't pass out. lolz
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Lol li ntawv mas..
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Lol li ntawv mas..
Hmmm...zoo li koj xav nrog kuv tham thaum kuv intoxicated xwb. :2funny:
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Of course because koj ignore kuv when koj sober.. :P
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Of course because koj ignore kuv when koj sober.. :P
Kuv never ignore koj os. Vim....kuv tsis important rau koj xwb. Lol but now you have come inside my house I have to treat you as one of my guest.
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Oi! Okay then, what should we have tonight!
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Spent the whole Sat watching korean drama. :P Now I have crossed eyes. ;D Need a rest.
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I want to spend today and watch all my favorite movies but I guess I can't. I have like alot of work emails that I need to go through them and also some 1/2 miles of papers that I need to through them. Maybe tonight when I have time, I'm going to start on the next korean drama. :P
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I'm done with my movie "My love, Eun Dung". Hmmm.. this movie has left me somewhat confused about my feelings for all the parties involved. I will give my review when Giggle is done. Don't want to ruin it for her. :P
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YES DADDY!!! You are right.. I've been spending way too much time on PH. I need to slow down. Thank you for looking out for me. Sometimes I need someone like you to kick me in the butt. :-[ :P
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Slowly going back to how things were before. It hasn't been easy but one day at a time. I'm finding myself doing some of the things I used to enjoy doing. Last weekend I baked a sponge cake. I remembered I used to bake like crazy (almost every night). I took time to watch new movies. I don't stay up as late anymore.
It was so crazy for a while wasn't it? You and I? Always wanting to hear what eachother had to say. It was to the point where you and I neglected everything like (laundry/house cleaning). lol I'm glad that we are able to get back into reality. Living in a reality is so much better. I can see very clear now and thinking back to those days, it was totally crazy. :P How did I ever let myself get so tangled up in the first place?
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I'm hoping for an awesome weekend! Hope it will be a beautiful weekend with sunshine but not muggy. :P
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Hopefully we don't have another muggy weekend like this past weekend >:( I have a wedding on Saturday and we have to be in our best. We should be allowed to wear tanks and shorts :P
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Hopefully we don't have another muggy weekend like this past weekend >:( I have a wedding on Saturday and we have to be in our best. We should be allowed to wear tanks and shorts :P
Is the wedding outside? Oh, I hope it's not muggy then.. I can't imagine wearing all those fancy dresses and sweating. This past Saturday was like that.
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Is the wedding outside? Oh, I hope it's not muggy then.. I can't imagine wearing all those fancy dresses and sweating. This past Saturday was like that.
It is outside >:( like seriously... I can handle spring weddings and fall bot not summer! I so wanna be a kids and run around naked through the sprinklers LOLOL
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It is outside >:( like seriously... I can handle spring weddings and fall bot not summer! I so wanna be a kids and run around naked through the sprinklers LOLOL
I love spring or fall wedding. Not a summer person either. lolz Hopefully, they'll add the sprinklers into their wedding plans. haha
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Hahaha, if only we could all run around naked then :P be a block party ending with cops :2funny:
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Well, that did happened alot when we were kids. I remembered when we first moved to CA. We shared one big house with my other first cousin. At night time, the other girls and we had to bathe outside naked because there was only 2 bathroom. I remembered the smell of Pert shampoo. lol
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I don't know why but the scars on my **** hurts today... :'( :'(
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I woke up today around 7:30. Looked at my watch and it was so late but why is it so dark out? Apparently, it has been raining this morning. I thought my clock was wrong. :P They clouds are now starting to clear a bit but it's still cloudy out. Good day to stay under the blanket.
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I don't know why but the scars on my **** hurts today... :'( :'(
Neck (neck must be a bad word :D )? Must be from all the vampire blood intake from last night?
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I woke up today around 7:30. Looked at my watch and it was so late but why is it so dark out? Apparently, it has been raining this morning. I thought my clock was wrong. :P They clouds are now starting to clear a bit but it's still cloudy out. Good day to stay under the blanket.
LOL oh me too!, I actually thought I could sleep another hour or so by the looks for the sky :P
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Yep, such a gloomy weather but I guess we do need the rain.
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I got sunshine on your cloudy day. Hehe
(http://i57.tinypic.com/2ikb9z5.jpg)
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Is that a pix from your school? Wow, look at all those green grass.
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Yea I was in the library. That is the open theatre area.
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Looks like a golf course... Do you ever take walks down there?
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Looks like a golf course... Do you ever take walks down there?
yup have to cross it every monday and wednesday afternoon for class.
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yup have to cross it every monday and wednesday afternoon for class.
Nice... At least you guys get that nice view...
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Nice... At least you guys get that nice view...
LOL it is only nice from a high vantage point but on the ground you better watch out for them squirrels. LOL
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LOL it is only nice from a high vantage point but on the ground you better watch out for them squirrels. LOL
I can go squirrel hunting all day long. LOL Get me some acorn nuts. :D
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sure but be warned these southern squirrels are armed. LOL
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sure but be warned these southern squirrels are armed. LOL
What can they do to me? Throw nuts at me? lol I got my shield ----->Dragon Slayer
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What can they do to me? Throw nuts at me? lol I got my shield ----->Dragon Slayer
LOL sure I can protect you from these squirrels but it comes with a price (bow chicka bow wow). LOL
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LOL sure I can protect you from these squirrels but it comes with a price (bow chicka bow wow). LOL
You can bow wow wow out of the door. lol
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You can bow wow wow out of the door. lol
LOL after I sink my teeth in first. LOL j/k but these squirrel at my school are not really afraid if people they will sit there and watch people sometimes throw stuff too. LOL
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LOL after I sink my teeth in first. LOL j/k but these squirrel at my school are not really afraid if people they will sit there and watch people sometimes throw stuff too. LOL
They probably laughing at you human.. pulling your hairs out on exam days. lol
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They probably laughing at you human.. pulling your hairs out on exam days. lol
maybe or they might be laughing because there are too many nerd walking around. LOL
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maybe or they might be laughing because there are too many nerd walking around. LOL
Maybe.. or you look funny. hehehe
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Maybe.. or you look funny. hehehe
could be. LOL
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Waiting with anticipation.. ..
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Waiting with anticipation.. ..
don't wait too long. I might get old. Lol
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don't wait too long. I might get old. Lol
Old? Sheesh! Im older than you. ;D ::) :idiot2:
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Old? Sheesh! Im older than you. ;D ::) :idiot2:
lol not true. (Shhhh don't tell others that I'm only 21).
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lol not true. (Shhhh don't tell others that I'm only 21).
Wth am i talking to a 21? ;D No wonder you're so immature. :P
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Wth am i talking to a 21? ;D No wonder you're so immature. :P
but I write good poems. Lol
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I can't deny that part. The only good part. ;D :P
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I can't deny that part. The only good part. ;D :P
O0 :headbang: lol yes.
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To K2K,
We go through life's turbulance from time to time. Sometimes we go through it alone and other times we have someone there to reach out to us. They give their words to comfort us in a time of need. In a time when we feel the most vunerable and our world is filled with darkness. There are some people who claimed that they are our friends and that they will always be there. But it's only in words. Soon, we become obsolete to them and they forget about us. They forget about the promises that they made to us or the pledges that they made. They make it seem uncomfortable for us to talk to them or ask for help so we stopped communicating with them. How can you keep in touch with someone who do not talk with you right? Well, you don't. Then there are some that no matter what you do or say to them. Sometimes even hurting them with your words or actions, yet they are still there. These are the type of people that never stop caring about you. They may not be there every time you need them but you know that you can always call/text/pm them and they'll respond back.
I've been with PH for a while now and I can honestly say that there is ONLY one person who is still there for me. No matter how bad it is. Yes, sometimes we have our disagreement. Sometimes when I'm in a bad mood and I will take it out on him but he has never left my side. He has always been there to catch me when I fall. He has always been the one to go the extra miles for me. He is someone whom I can confide in and not be able afraid that he will judge me.
Today, I want to thank that special friend for always being there for me. Your friendship means more to me than anything else. You give me the reason to believe in friendship again and that a man/woman can be good friends. I appreciate everything you've done for me. The last 3 years has been the best days of my life. Thank you. :)
Always,
Dark Angel
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Tsis ua li cas...
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I'm willing to surrender my life if just to see you once
To see your wonderful smile and hear your laughter again
I give anything to be in your presence once more
So many years gone by but your memories lingers on
There are so many words left I wanted to say to you
Now I speak to only the wind
I've missed you since...
:'( :'( :'(
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This weekend, I had the most wonderful time ever. It was the first time I ever felt free. The first time I ever felt happy in a long time. The feelings are unexplainable. The weather was sucky though because it was super hot and muggy. I think my nose got sun burn. It's starting to peel a bit. That's what happened when you don't get out enough into the sun. Your whitey skin burn easily. lol Overall, it was a super great weekend. ;)
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Oh, I forgot that to mentioned in my journal that I bumped into an pher. It was the most hilarious moment ever. Got my foods. Walked back to the table where a friend was sitting. The pher looked at me, I looked at him with "Shocked" all over our faces. We just simply smiled at eachother. LOL Sat down and ate our foods. Of all places. Totally avoiding that place from now on. ;D
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What sad and tragedy for my boss. She gave birth to her baby on Thursday and her baby passed away on Sunday. It was an premature labor. She's only 5-6 months along. How sad.. my heart goes out to her. She was so happy and excited for this pregancy. :'( :'( I think it's all the stresses.. She's taking on too much projects. Too much expectations handed down from the Director. :'(
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:'( :'( omg how sad! I hope she is okay. Losing a child is horrific and devastating. My mom went through so much when my brother pasted. She was a wreck for months.
She needs a lot of support and love :'(
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:'( :'( omg how sad! I hope she is okay. Losing a child is horrific and devastating. My mom went through so much when my brother pasted. She was a wreck for months.
She needs a lot of support and love :'(
Yes, it is.. it's devasting and heartbreaking. I know she's sad. She already have 2 kids who are over 5+ years old. I know she wanted another one. I will probably cry if I see her at work. :(
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:'( hugs are good and talking about it helps :)
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My mind is lost.. Today is one of those days that I just don't want to do anything at all... :-\ Fly me away from here!
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Stupid mosquitos. Was outside for like 1/2 hour and already got bitten 3x. One on my back. One on my left butt cheek. And one on my hand. >:( It's actually pretty cool now. I think it's because I disturbed the mosquitos because they usually lay low in the grass.
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So this is where you go to share your thoughts.
Welcome to my home. If you can called it a journal. Just a bunch on rants and nonsense stuffs. Feel free to add or share your thoughts. ;)
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Feels like I'm being intrusive if I share my thoughts..
Not at all.. Do as you please. Say whatever you like and want. My home is your home. :)
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So in the nearly 5000 posts you have on here. Have you posted a picture of yourself?
I don't post pictures here on PH. I only share privately. ;)
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Doesn't seem like there is much traffic here in your secret place.. Mind to share it?
Not really.. but I'm more of a private person.. I preferred to share through email or PM. If I post it here, all the vultures will fly here. LOL
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LOL. Wonder if they even know this place exist.
perhaps you can share it with me in a PM one of these days. :)
They do know.. they just aren't posting. LOL Yes, I hope that I will have the courage to share it with you one of these days. ;)
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LOL. true very true. Lurkers among us.
Perhaps. Don't worry I won't bite. And I recall one of your posts saying you are from the midwest, so I really can't bite you anyway. :)
Distance is only in the mind. Words can reach across the ocean and galaxy. ;)
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You just have a way with words don't you?
Yes, you can say that.. so don't let me get to you. ;D
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Don't worry. Been there, done that. :)
It won't happen again. ^_^
Aww.. that was not the answer I was hoping for.. but I respect you.
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Sometimes when you are too quick to give your heart to someone it always end up broken because that person doesn't know how to treasure or appreciate it. They don't realized where your heart has been. Only you know... I will never give my heart to anyone ever again. :-[
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I wished I was a turtle. :-[ If I was than maybe I wouldn't get hurt so much or badly. If I was a turtle, by the time I developed some sort of feelings for that person, perhaps I would have seen his true colors. I love too fast. I give my heart too fast. I fall too fast. That is my weakness. By time I know, it's already over and my heart is still stucked at loving that person. :-\
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But the downfall of wearing your heart on your sleeves is that people will take advantage of you and it has happened to me a few times.. maybe more than I can count. I'm sorry but that's me and I can't change it.
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I believe so. That's why I tried to live my life by not hurting others. It makes me feel bad. Its your guilty conscience.
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I dont know why I left work early today. Brain fart. I will have to make up the 1/2 hour tomorrow. Its just that I have not been myself lately. Feels like a daydream to me... :-\
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I have been such a ditz lately. Where have my mind been these days? Last night I deleted 120 songs on my phone. This morning as I was working, I turn on my music and there's nothing in there. :P ::) I had to download new songs again... I lost some of my favorite songs on there. SMH :angry4:
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I need to OVER MY FEAR OF height!!! Seriously, I keep having these free fall dreams. The other night, I dreamed that I was rock climbing. The mountain was so steep... literally, it was raised high just like a ceiling. It was totally flat but had moss growing on it. I was climbing. Did a great job.. in the middle of climbing I slipped and I let go both of my hands.. I'm falling backward into the earth... :o :o Raised my hairs...
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I need to OVER MY FEAR OF height!!! Seriously, I keep having these free fall dreams. The other night, I dreamed that I was rock climbing. The mountain was so steep... literally, it was raised high just like a ceiling. It was totally flat but had moss growing on it. I was climbing. Did a great job.. in the middle of climbing I slipped and I let go both of my hands.. I'm falling backward into the earth... :o :o Raised my hairs...
Just hold the one you love's hand when you are facing your height phobia. If you fall, you both die together. Heheheh.. O0 :D
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Just hold the one you love's hand when you are facing your height phobia. If you fall, you both die together. Heheheh.. O0 :D
I don't have anyone to hold hands with.. :( If I fall, it will be me alone into the abyss..
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I don't have anyone to hold hands with.. :( If I fall, it will be me alone into the abyss..
God doesn't allow an angel to wander all by herself, even to the abyss of the the earth. A company is provided
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God doesn't allow an angel to wander all by herself, even to the abyss of the the earth. A company is provided
But I'm the Dark Angel. I was casted and disowned by God. :P
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But I'm the Dark Angel. I was casted and disowned by God. :P
Don't tell me you have sold your soul to the Devil. Or perhaps it was you that chose to disown God. God never abandons those that seek him. Right?
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Don't tell me you have sold your soul to the Devil. Or perhaps it was you that chose to disown God. God never abandons those that seek him. Right?
True.. I guess I left the arms of God a long time ago. I was the one that forsaken him because I felt that he did not see all my sufferings.
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True.. I guess I left the arms of God a long time ago. I was the one that forsaken him because I felt that he did not see all my sufferings.
Life is about suffering according to Buddha. So learn to let go of your desires and then you will find peace within yourself. Easier said than done though. Huh? :D
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Life is about suffering according to Buddha. So learn to let go of your desires and then you will find peace within yourself. Easier said than done though. Huh? :D
Yup... just like telling yourself to lose weight. Years after years, you're still fat. ;D
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Yup... just like telling yourself to lose weight. Years after years, you're still fat. ;D
Fat is good. Fat means you're happy. Slim thin means you are not happy. LOL :D :D
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Fat is good. Fat means you're happy. Slim thin means you are not happy. LOL :D :D
I suppose... hehe You must be happy? ;D
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I suppose... hehe You must be happy? ;D
Every day has its moment of glory and happiness if we seek it. Right? ;)
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Every day has its moment of glory and happiness if we seek it. Right? ;)
Yes.. but life is truly what you make of it and where you want to go. Only you can dictate your own life and walk the journey.
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So DA. which of the 18 clans do you belong to?
Let me PM you that info. ;)
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211, I'm downing you... :tongue6:
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Not big on girls who heavily drinks..
It's okay.. sometimes we need a little drink to help us relax our mind and unwind the day. I could have had wine but no wine anymore.. too tired to get out. The only thing I could find is 211.
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Just having a lousy day today. Yes, dont worry...its only 3%. Gas station drink only. ;D
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Today is my boss's baby funeral. The weather calls for it because it's gloomy and rainy here. Heaven must be crying..RIP little one.. may your wings fly you to heaven.
I remembered my older sister lost her baby too. She was only 6 months pregnant when she slipped on some ice and than a few days later she went into an early labor. The baby was still born though. They laid her small fragile body inside an glass container. We went and saw her. It was just as if she was sleeping. Little angel.. Her coffin was so tiny.. no more bigger than an adult size shoe box. :'(
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Rightnow, I wished so much to be in Hawaii where it's tropical and warm. My mind has been absent for a few days...
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Tomorrow my sisters and I are going out to dinner to celebrate one of my sister's job promotion and the other one for purchasing her first home. After that we are going to the Mekong Market. Hopefully, I will see my best friend there. Feeling excited and can't wait. I really need this.
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What wonderful night I had last night. Dinner with the sisters and mom as Bangkok Thai. After that we went and tour around Little Mekong. Finally had my first shaved cone from my breast friend. It was delicious and refreshing. It wasn't pack yet because we got there when it just opened. I heard and saw pix that toward the night the street was flooded with people. It's open again today if anyone wants to attend. I'm sure there will be more people but it's sprinkling outside now so I don't know how long it will stay open.
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It's saturday morning. Today is pretty cool. A little drizzle but that's about it. Opened up my computer getting ready to get some real work done. LOL I've been slacking so bad.. need to catch up on correspondence s and paperworks. :P Guess today and Sunday will be my work days..
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:D
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Wow eye candy :o O0
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Wow eye candy :o O0
You saw it before I had the chance to remove it. It was just a friend from FB that shared his work out pix with me. lol
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It was a once and life time view :P glad i peeked in time ;D
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Lucky for you.. hahaha
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Hahahaha O0
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For some odd reasons, I could not sleep last night. I was up all morning. Couldn't sleep so started work around 5am. Now, I am so tired *yawn*. I will need to take a quick power nap during lunch time. I can hardly keep my eyes opened. I don't know how other people can work the early shifts..
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What were you thinking about? Was it our secret and how to improve on it :P
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Yes, I was up all night thinking "Hmm.. how can Giggles and I make money off these phers".. LOL I woke 5am to cook sweet corns. ;D
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Oh sweet corn, yummy!
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Ugh!! No sleep at all last night at all too.. 2 straight nights..Too much shiet! :'(
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Again?! What were you thinking this time ???
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No idea.. after work. I took like 4 hours of nap. Then I stayed up to work some more.. by the time I know it was already 1am. Went to bed.. played a few games on my phone.. then couldn't sleep at all.. I need to break out of this bad habits. I normally don't drink coffee but I did today.. Hope it will help me to stay awak... :P
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Out of darkness you set me free at last. Now I can be whomever I want to be. I can fly high or low. My feet are no longer bound by chain. My heart no longer longed for freedom. Thank you for everything. I'm looking forward to the future. The sky is clear. My vision is clear. I'm a new person. Finally reborn from the ashes of destruction.
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Everything I've been dreaming of. Everything I've been wishing for. The moment is here. Thank you for everything God.
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So.. do you have this thing where each month you delete your account and start over again?
I somehow knew you were going to ask me this question and I've been prepared to answer you. LOL YES. I guess, there are moments when I felt like I don't belong anywhere or when I'm going on an hybernation. I'll delete my account and restart. I know it's silly of me but I guess that's me. :)
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Lol. Of course I was going to eventually. I just wasn't sure how to ask.
It's not weird. Sometimes I get tired of being anonymouse and prefer to be another SN (a new persona one might say) So I make a different account. I haven't done it on PH. but I did it a bunch on the other forums.
So you aren't alone.
I actually think the nick Anonymouse is pretty unique. With that nick, you can be anyone you want to be without being branded into a nick.
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I guess that's true. Here I can be more personal. Other threads I can be more of one side.
Very true and only you know what makes you comfortable. How much you want to share.
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So what is your first name?
Dark is my first name. Angel is my last name. ;D j/k If you want to know.. just shoot me an PM.
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Someone called?
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Someone called?
Yes, I called but no one pick up. lol
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I no hear the ringing. Call again
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I speed dial.. you gave me the wrong number. lol
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I give you right number.. it havening 7 numbers.
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7"? LOL j/k Nope, I don't know your area code.
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My area code havening 3 numbers.. how u my friend.. i coming back whenever my friends in need.......... of a rebounds guy..
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My area code havening 3 numbers.. how u my friend.. i coming back whenever my friends in need.......... of a rebounds guy..
I havening no good timer.. u know.. I misser my friend..it was justme and him u knowing?
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Oh.. hoping you havening a good timing again.. remembers to getting rid of the negativity peoples in your lives and be happiness.. I'm sure that him is arounding somewhere..
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Oh.. hoping you havening a good timing again.. remembers to getting rid of the negativity peoples in your lives and be happiness.. I'm sure that him is arounding somewhere..
yepper.. me doing thas rigthnow.. Me not being nicer nomore.. >:(
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Dat belly good. Yknow only im life velly few friends will givening they clothes off they backs for you.. keep your bricks and build you house.. before you give them away and no bricks to build your house.
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she velly mean and stoop velly low to hurt me.. but its okay..I no liker her anymore.. I will steer clear off people like her.
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I so solly.. u can do the PMing that one guy anytimes. Ok
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Yes, thanks.. I know where to find him. ;)
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I'm looking foward to my trip next month. It will be nice to get away from MN for a few days. I truly need it. It has been a very long time since i've traveled out of MN. The last time was in 2013, I think to Alaska. This trip will all be about me. Having fun in the sun and at the beach. Dining at fancy restaurants and not having to worry about an ounce. Get crazy one night and not have to worry about others looking over my shoulder. :)
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My journey to finding myself has begun. I never knew that this unexpected journey would turn out to be this way but I'm thankful that I was able to find the courage to overcome all the obstackles in my life. I found strength that I never knew existed inside of me. Like a bird I am free at last to soar the sky and find myself among the blue sky. Road is still a very long one but I know that with love and support I will eventually reach my destination.
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Thank you for the beautiful memories. I'll never forget it. Should the road never take us back together again, I've been blessed to have met you. Thank you for saving me.
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Loving someone does not guarantee that they will love you back. Love do not guarantee that they will change their mind. However, unconditional love is one where you will always have no matter how bad or good it is. They will love you regardless of your flaws. The little mistakes that you've made. Even the big ones. It's about forgiving and working together through hard times. You can only prove your love for someone by being there with them at the end. But if you do not love that person, than you will forsaken them in a time that they needed you the most. :-[ :-\
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I had a great time with my family last night. My sister made kapoon for the family. We were there until 9pm. After that I went to stay with a friend. Did not get home until this morning. I guess this is the life of being single.
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No words can amount to the feelings I harbored inside which I can't express it to you. The only words that I will allowed to slip my lips are "Thank you".
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Going through so much all at once. Surgery going well. Recovering for two weeks now. Had so much time to kill and think which is not good. Mind playing tricks. Lol
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Sometimes I wished I can go back and correct some of my mistakes...
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Don't regret what has occurred in the past. It's those experiences that help make you who you are today. Time will keep passing with or without you, so you just need to learn from them and move on.......but I'm sure you know that already. :)
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Today I sat in the shopping parking lot (Not Target) for an hour and have no idea what or where I wanted to do or go. I obviously didn't want to go home. Ever felt loneliness twisting inside but you can't cry. I paged through my phone for that one person who will give me the strength. As I passed your name I felt the pain erupted inside... :-\
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Got to thank people who got you out of your rut, that's a good thing. Now it's time to move on since they aren't in the sunset.
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Yes I am thankful.
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I can't believe that 2015 is almost over. This year has been a hard journey and roller coaster ride for me. Alot has happened to my life in 2015. I got a taste of freedom. I fell in love. My heart got broken. Hmm.. alot has happened in such a short time but I'm looking forward to 2016. Hopefully 2016 will be a better year for me.
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Yes, 2015 was somewhat a good year; a new beginning for you. Wishing you a prosperous 2016.
I am ready for 2016. 2015 has been a bad year for me.
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Yes, 2015 was somewhat a good year; a new beginning for you. Wishing you a prosperous 2016.
I am ready for 2016. 2015 has been a bad year for me.
Yes, it has been somewhat a good and bad year for me but I'm hoping that 2016 will even be better!! I'm hoping and wishing the very best for you as well. May all the things you wished for come true. :)
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I finally came into work today and got my mandatory flu shot done. It didn't hurt at all. Although, I have not try the nasal spray yet. There wasn't anyone in the clinic so it was in and out which was good. The traffic is a bit light as well. I guess it's due to many people already taking off for the holiday. I know that I'm only getting Thursday off. I've used all my PTO for my surgery (2 weeks) so I have only 10hrs of pto left. Thanksgiving will be at my sister's house as usual. This sunday, I'm going with my mom and my sister to church for their Thanksgiving. I've decided to join the church on a weekely now since I have nothing to do. I figured, it's time for me to find God.
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Thanksgiving was fun. We get to try on some hmong clothes. Ate lots of good foods. I probably gained like 5lbs. UGH! Attended the NY with my two sisters and her kids. Walked around and ate more foods. Saw a few people performed on the stage. What I noticed are there's so many kids. No luck in finding a husband. LOL j/k Overall, might be the last time I will be attending the hmong NY. Next year, I'll be flying to Fresno on instead to join my cousins. NY in CA is always more fun. Hope to meet some new and old faces.
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Every year I always said that I would do my christmas shopping early but it never happens.. Ugh. Hopefully, there are still good toys and stuffs left for me to go and pick out this weekend. I'm looking forward to my vacation soon. Away from the snow. Going to go shopping for a sexy black dress and some clothes. I can't wait.
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Some vacation pictures that I didn't get a chance to share with you all from a few months ago.
(http://i68.tinypic.com/8w9z10.jpg)
Going home... :'(
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There was a wedding held there that day, it's a beautiful place to get married and have pictures taken.
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If you look at the trees, than you know where I'm at.. Deep deep south! LOL
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The beach.. it's beautiful at night time.
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Where is the photo of you?
Unfortunately, I don't take much pictures. Don't want to break the lenses. hehe j/k My photographer wasn't such a good one. 1/2 of my face was cut off. ::) I'll be going on another vacation in Jan. I will take some more and hopefully, this time will have me in there. :)
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December is such a long month..31 days. :'( Can January come any sooner?! There's alot going on this weekend for me. I actually have a life. Tomorrow, taking WildFlower and her twin sister down to celebrate their birthday at Mystic Lake Casino. Probably stopping by to eat at Miyavi first. Probably go play some blackjack. Drink and enjoy some live music. Not sure what's playing down there tomorrow night. Can't get drunk because saturday morning around 8am, I have to go help some church ladies packed some foods at some shelter. Than later that day, I have a christmas party at church to attend. Exchanging christmas presents and taking pictures. Not sure what to wear. I picked out a nice dress but decided not to wear it. Maybe just a nice black slack with a nice top and heels. :-\
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^^^when did you become religious. Better cover those devilish tattoos.
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^^^when did you become religious. Better cover those devilish tattoos.
Not being religious. It's about finding oneself. And God accept all walks of life into his home. ;)
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Not being religious. It's about finding oneself. And God accept all walks of life into his home. ;)
I'm not talking about God... :-X
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I'm not talking about God... :-X
When you said "Better covered those devilish tattaoos".. Weren't you implying that I should cover my tat because other people will look at me weird or I will not be acceptable? If that's not what you are implying.. I have no idea why my tat is brought up. ;D :P
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When you said "Better covered those devilish tattaoos".. Weren't you implying that I should cover my tat because other people will look at me weird or I will not be acceptable? If that's not what you are implying.. I have no idea why my tat is brought up. ;D :P
You know what I am talking about. ;D
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DA, if you ever become a pastor's wife, please practice what you preach ok?! ;D
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DA, if you ever become a pastor's wife, please practice what you preach ok?! ;D
What does that mean? ;) all the pastor wives I know are angles.
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What does that mean? ;) all the pastor wives I know are angles.
Or so we thought because that is what they wanted us to see them as... ;D
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DA, if you ever become a pastor's wife, please practice what you preach ok?! ;D
Shoot! You know I will. :angel4:
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Or so we thought because that is what they wanted us to see them as... ;D
nothing is wrong with the clean cut "A Men" role models. They better be ready to bring it when time to repent on Sunday.
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nothing is wrong with the clean cut "A Men" role models. They better be ready to bring it when time to repent on Sunday.
That is the problem right there! They can go and repent on Sunday and then they are "righteous and angelic" again. Hahaha
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That is the problem right there! They can go and repent on Sunday and then they are "righteous and angelic" again. Hahaha
Hey I need to do that... Which church do you recommend?
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How was the Friday nights out with the sisters and their bday?
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Friday night at Mystic Lake was pretty boring. I think we only stayed there for 2 hours. Buffet and a $20 down the machine. We were out of there before 8pm. ;D We ended up at some local bar and just drank. The night ended pretty quickly around 10:30. :P
Last weekend my church vonlunteered at Second Harvest packing foods. I probably had the most intense job duty. Folding boxes. Wow, I've never had to work so fast and hard in my life. I shouldn't be doing that because of my surgery but I thought I would give it a try. 600 boxes in 3 hours, not bad eh? LOL I had a great time there. Reconnected with my best childhood friend. We talked about the old days. Then on Saturday, had the christmas party with the ladies at church and potluck. My keeng that I made went pretty quick. I didn't even get a chance to eat it. :-\ I got some baking glass dishes as secret santa present. I gave it to my sister of course because I couldn't use them. Overall, I had a great time. This friday night I volunteered to go help wrap 800 presents. :o
I can't believe Christmas is just next week. Still have a few people to buy gift for. I'm looking forward to Christmas and ice fishing the day after christmas..
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2016 I'm looking forward to the New Year and my vacation!
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Friday night at Mystic Lake was pretty boring. I think we only stayed there for 2 hours. Buffet and a $20 down the machine. We were out of there before 8pm. ;D We ended up at some local bar and just drank. The night ended pretty quickly around 10:30. :P
Last weekend my church vonlunteered at Second Harvest packing foods. I probably had the most intense job duty. Folding boxes. Wow, I've never had to work so fast and hard in my life. I shouldn't be doing that because of my surgery but I thought I would give it a try. 600 boxes in 3 hours, not bad eh? LOL I had a great time there. Reconnected with my best childhood friend. We talked about the old days. Then on Saturday, had the christmas party with the ladies at church and potluck. My keeng that I made went pretty quick. I didn't even get a chance to eat it. :-\ I got some baking glass dishes as secret santa present. I gave it to my sister of course because I couldn't use them. Overall, I had a great time. This friday night I volunteered to go help wrap 800 presents. :o
I can't believe Christmas is just next week. Still have a few people to buy gift for. I'm looking forward to Christmas and ice fishing the day after christmas..
Sounds like you guys have some fun. You should of join darky and I at checkers. O0
I dislike that second harvest thing, too much "God" prayers and so on and so forth.
As for ice fishing, hoping the ice is thick enough to just do it. Huh?
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^^Sorry, but I was not invited.
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You will always know where to find darky each night. No invitation needed.
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You will always know where to find darky each night. No invitation needed.
Too true. Lol. ;D
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Too true. Lol. ;D
I guess she wants an official "invite for open bar". You up for it?
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I guess she wants an official "invite for open bar". You up for it?
Don't matter. Friday?
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"Official"? Is there ever anything official with you guys? ;D
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"Official"? Is there ever anything official with you guys? ;D
It's official that I'm at the bar every night. Lol. ;D
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It's official that I'm at the bar every night. Lol. ;D
Drunk! ;D I guess I know exactly where to find you if I need you. :P ::)
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Drunk! ;D I guess I know exactly where to find you if I need you. :P ::)
Hey now. How am supposed to find that special lady if I'm sitting around at my brother's place all day. I'm just saying... Lol. ;D
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Hey now. How am supposed to find that special lady if I'm sitting around at my brother's place all day. I'm just saying... Lol. ;D
Okay, okay, you have a point. No wonder I'm not finding anyone.. just sitting at home and babysitting you... ;D :P
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Hey, what do you want for Xmas? Besides a boy toy.
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Hey, what do you want for Xmas? Besides a boy toy.
Darn it! I guess boy toy is out this year's christmas wish. Anything.. You know I'm not picky. :D
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Darn it! I guess boy toy is out this year's christmas wish. Anything.. You know I'm not picky. :D
Anything? How about I wrap up him for ya? I kid.
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Anything? How about I wrap up him for ya? I kid.
How about I wrap this for you? :knuppel2: :knuppel2: :2funny:
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How about I wrap this for you? :knuppel2: :knuppel2: :2funny:
I don't get it. Wrap what?
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I don't get it. Wrap what?
When I see you, you will get it. ;D
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When I see you, you will get it. ;D
I will take two lumps with that.
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I will take two lumps with that.
How come you didn't say "hi" to me at the Mall? :2funny: :2funny: :knuppel2:
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VH, it was nice seeing you again. We will do it again. ;)
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While everyone is thinking about christmas, I'm already thinking about NY's eve. Where to go and what to wear. LOL Well, I picked out a dress already. It's going to hot!! BUT for now, just contemplating my trip. Can't wait.. counting down 2 more weeks!. :wav:
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How come you didn't say "hi" to me at the Mall? :2funny: :2funny: :knuppel2:
Cause you like to hide.
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Cause you like to hide.
I wasn't hiding. I walked right passed by you. :2funny: :2funny:
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I wasn't hiding. I walked right passed by you. :2funny: :2funny:
Yea, it's call hiding. You should of stopped and said hi.
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Nope, I'm not the type. If someone noticed me but don't say "Hi".. I'll just pretend like I don't know them too. :P ::)
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I should have taken you to buy me my present huh? ;D :D
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I should have taken you to buy me my present huh? ;D :D
Should of, I had a wad of money in my pocket.
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Should of, I had a wad of money in my pocket.
Darn it.. another opportunity gone! :P
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I will when I have someone to take it. I don't like to do the mirror selfie pix. Not good at doing that. :P
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:2funny: Okay, I will try this weekend and post up a pix. ;)
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Last night, I went back to the mall and found myself this cute black lace dress. I love lace so it was perfect. I was in a rush.. I tried it on and thought it fit perfectly. However, last night as I got home and re-try it on.. it's a bit loose on my me. Oh well, I got it on sale for $20.00 only so I will keep it. I will be going back this weekend to find another one.
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I will when I have someone to take it. I don't like to do the mirror selfie pix. Not good at doing that. :P
Buy him, starving grad student, a plane tix and he will be your tripod. O0
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All my christmas shopping are done. I already finished wrapping all my presents as well and hide in the closet. Funny thing was my baby nephew came over and went to open the closet. He saw what's inside and had this big glow in his eyes and said "What's that?". He's only 3 years old. I said "Presents". I told him that when it's christmas time I will give him his present and he said "Okay". Cutest thing!
Besides christmas rush, I'm all packed and ready to go on my trip. I can't wait to see you... We will have so much fun!! I have it all planned out where to go and eat. Yes, I'm a planner. ;D
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Buy him, starving grad student, a plane tix and he will be your tripod. O0
Why do I need to buy him when I already have you? You cost nothing. :2funny: :P
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Why do I need to buy him when I already have you? You cost nothing. :2funny: :P
Cause he is willing to be your toy... O0 you might get lucky and get an all in one back scratcher.
For xmas, I buy him a tix to come be with you? How about that...?
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i love women in laces, especially when they have nothing underneath and it's see-thru! :D ;D
Out with anoy and in with TL. He has my vote cause he is cheaper and free-er then I.
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i love women in laces, especially when they have nothing underneath and it's see-thru! :D ;D
Oh believe me, I won't be wearing any undie or bra. :D :D Some guy is going to get lucky! JK
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Cause he is willing to be your toy... O0 you might get lucky and get an all in one back scratcher.
For xmas, I buy him a tix to come be with you? How about that...?
Sure, I don't mind. I could use a new toy to play with. ::) :P
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Awh, how cute. DA got herself a new toy for Christmas. :2funny: ;D
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i'm so jellous of Sunkist. does he even know how to get around the webs?
Nope.... I will let you and anom take turns with da. I don't need too as I don't share.
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Awh, how cute. DA got herself a new toy for Christmas. :2funny: ;D
Oh, you hush!! Before, you get catfish again. :2funny:
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Oh, you hush!! Before, you get catfish again. :2funny:
You must be the mastermind behind all my catfishes. Lol. :2funny:
Just keep the married and Hmong Xiong ones away. ;D
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You must be the mastermind behind all my catfishes. Lol. :2funny:
Just keep the married and Hmong Xiong ones away. ;D
:2funny: :2funny: You never know.. I've been known to be a catfish at one point. :angel4:
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Christmas party with the family was fabulous! Had so much foods. I got great presents and things that I wanted. One of my sister really went out for us. I had like 5-7 things in my bag and I'm loving them all. It's not about the presents but the time and memories being created with eachother. I'm so thankful to have such a caring and loving family. Hope everyone christmas was a good one too.
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Heading over to Myth tomorrow night for NY's eve with my sisters. First time attending ChozenOne party so we'll see... If you see me, come and say "Hi" or buy me a drink or two. ;D :D
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Heading over to Myth tomorrow night for NY's eve with my sisters. First time attending ChozenOne party so we'll see... If you see me, come and say "Hi" or buy me a drink or two. ;D :D
Did you see me there? I was in front of you waving hi. You just walked away... :P
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NY party was pretty boring. Myth was pretty dead. Approx 20 something people there. The music was good but the dance floor was empty. But I gotta say that the long island tea was strong as heck. 4 shots! Whoa!! And I had two of those. So basically, I pretty much black out from the party. I dont remember much about it the next day. Good thing I went with family. :P Myth was pretty boring so we decided to head over to Stargate. Pretty dead there too. Where does everyone party these days? ??? Casino?
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They was partying with me! Lol. ;D
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They was partying with me! Lol. ;D
Oh sure, Mr. Nowheretobefou nd! :2funny: ::) :idiot2:
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Did you see me there? I was in front of you waving hi. You just walked away... :P
Typical Phers excuses! LOL "I see you but you didn't see me".. Uh huh.. yeah right. ::) :idiot2:
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Oh sure, Mr. Nowheretobefou nd! :2funny: ::) :idiot2:
I was at Checkers almost every night so I don't wanna hear your excuses. Lol. ;D
But for NYs; we threw a huge party in Uptown at Sushi Tango and it was a big hit. Hundreds of people showed up so we stole a lot clubs/bars customers. A few of my buddies were at Myth and they regretted big time not coming to our party which had no cover charge and a bunch of beer and liquor prepaid by us. ;D O0
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I was at Checkers almost every night so I don't wanna hear your excuses. Lol. ;D
But for NYs; we threw a huge party in Uptown at Sushi Tango and it was a big hit. Hundreds of people showed up so we stole a lot clubs/bars customers. A few of my buddies were at Myth and they regretted big time not coming to our party which had no cover charge and a bunch of beer and liquor prepaid by us. ;D O0
Well, it's kinda late telling me now right? :idiot2: ::)
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Well, it's kinda late telling me now right? :idiot2: ::)
I'm just saying. You had opportunities to kick it but you never asked. Lol. ;D
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I'm just saying. You had opportunities to kick it but you never asked. Lol. ;D
she's too sexy to hang
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Typical Phers excuses! LOL "I see you but you didn't see me".. Uh huh.. yeah right. ::) :idiot2:
Yea "A" typical response ;D . I learned it from the best.
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I'm just saying. You had opportunities to kick it but you never asked. Lol. ;D
How can I ask, if I didn't know about it DUH! :2funny: ::)
Yea "A" typical response ;D . I learned it from the best.
What you trying to say? Another excucse! :2funny:
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How can I ask, if I didn't know about it DUH! :2funny: ::)
You never asked to come hang out once. Typical Hmong chick mentality. :P :2funny:
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How can I ask, if I didn't know about it DUH! :2funny: ::)
What you trying to say? Another excucse! :2funny:
The dude publicly announce his events here daily. ???
Just learned from the master herself. O0
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You never asked to come hang out once. Typical Hmong chick mentality.:P :2funny:
Oh hell no!! Everytime I texted you...you always give me the typical hmong men excuses "Im actually with my buddies" ::) :idiot2:
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Oh hell no!! Everytime I texted you...you always give me the typical hmong men excuses "Im actually with my buddies" ::) :idiot2:
That's why you're supposed to hit me up early in the day like everyone else so I can make plans to kick it with you. I can't be dissing my people when I already told them I'm coming through. Lol. ;D
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That's why you're supposed to hit me up early in the day like everyone else so I can make plans to kick it with you. I can't be dissing my people when I already told them I'm coming through. Lol. ;D
Next time.. since you're in the south now. ;D
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Dang! I want one of this!!! The Star Master projector.
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All packed and ready to fly out tonight. I can't wait. There are many places that I plan to visit and see. I brought two nice black dresses for dinner. One sexy dress for drink on Friday night. Skinny jean. Hooded sweat shirt and some nice tops. A pencil skirt with a see through black blouse. There is a lighted garden that opened from 5-10pm, so we are going to see that. Hope to catch some beautiful pictures. I hope it doesn't rain. :-\
We haven't had any snow lately but then it started to snow a bit last night. I was on my way home from Target and I was driving like an old granny on the road. ;D
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My unexpected journey you have taken me to many places and met a few new people along the way. Some memories are good and some aren't so good but I'm glad that I am still alive to experience this thing called "LIFE". The future, I don't know where my journey will take me but I can only hope for the best! From here on, I am alone. I've chosen this solitude life by choice. I don't ever want to deal with heartbreaks or pain ever again. The only pain that I will have to deal with is DEATH.
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All packed and ready to fly out tonight. I can't wait. There are many places that I plan to visit and see. I brought two nice black dresses for dinner. One sexy dress for drink on Friday night. Skinny jean. Hooded sweat shirt and some nice tops. A pencil skirt with a see through black blouse. There is a lighted garden that opened from 5-10pm, so we are going to see that. Hope to catch some beautiful pictures. I hope it doesn't rain. :-\
We haven't had any snow lately but then it started to snow a bit last night. I was on my way home from Target and I was driving like an old granny on the road. ;D
Have fun! CA! Is def good place to be this time of the year.
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What I hate about coming back from a vacation is the blues. Missing the places and people that you see. Thank you for the beautiful memory. My time with you has been one that I will never forget. We will do it again. ;)
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I remembered sitting in what seems to be a small movie theatre and we were watching the coco cola commercial. There were a few clips that brought tears to my eyes. My favorite clips was the soldier surprising his family and the marriage proposal in the hot air balloon ride. I knew that soon they would turn on the lights so I quickly wipped the tears from my eyes. I glanced over and it seems like you had teary eyes too or maybe something was in your eyes. lol
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I'm lucky to have found you, my Angel, or it that you found me? ??? Whatever it is, I'm glad to be a part of your life and share this unexpected journey with you. To what the future hold, we don't know but for the moment, I'm happy to be traveling with you. :)
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Last night it was super cold but I still made it to the movie theatre to catch "The Revenant". I give this movie two thumbs up. Been waiting for a good movie and finally did. Although I must say that if you have a weak stomach this might not be the movie for you. There were a few scene where I twitched or looked away. Overall, beautifully shot and directed.
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I'm super excited and looking foward to my ice fishing trip up to north. I already got my snow pant. Snow boots. I just need a thick jacket. I got gloves and hat. Leaving early on friday morning. Probably won't get there until noon. There will be alot of us. Approx 15 people. We rented a house right by the lake. It's not the lake that we will fishing but we will be drilling holes there to fish at night too. Next week, gotta go shop for groceries and necessary items. I need to get my 3 day fishing license. It's going to be cold...brrrrrr r!
I am also looking forward to my trip to California in May to attend my niece graduation. She will be receiving her doctoral degree. So proud of her. Talented and smart young woman. We will be doing some sight seeing. Maybe to Lake Tahoe. Then down south.. to Fresno area. Will be visiting some old memories. :'(
Then, I will be planning my FL trip. Super excited. I can't wait!! Beach body, here I come!! ;D :D
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I've never own any expensive purse except one. So for 2016, I'm going to treat myself to one. I'm thinking it's either going to be a Coach or Michael Kors. Seems like that's what people are sporting these days but damn! They are expensive though! :P :-X
These are the designs that I like: The Michael Kors is $285.00 and the coach one is $395.00.
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The higher end of the hand bag industry. You'll be a fine lady with one of those. You know, what they say about women with nice exp. handbags?? Don't ask me for the answers. I just want you to find the answer for me and keep this post going. :D :D :D :D :D :D
okay...okay.. I know you're not interested in knowing my hand bag preferences, but the COACH looks better and make you look even more gorgeous than before.,...just kidding, you're always on the higher end of model material. ;D ;D ;D ;D O0
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The higher end of the hand bag industry. You'll be a fine lady with one of those. You know, what they say about women with nice exp. handbags?? Don't ask me for the answers. I just want you to find the answer for me and keep this post going. :D :D :D :D :D :D
okay...okay.. I know you're not interested in knowing my hand bag preferences, but the COACH looks better and make you look even more gorgeous than before.,...just kidding, you're always on the higher end of model material. ;D ;D ;D ;D O0
Hi stranger. Glad you stopped by. So, I should get a Coach handbag huh? I'm liking the black one. O0 :P
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My first ice fishing experience was great even though we did not catch any fish. It was super cold but not inside the ice tent. In there we have heater. When we are bored, we snack. LOL (Best part about it). Looking foward to this upcoming ice fishing trip. We will go even further up north to the Canada border and stayed there for 3 days. Do nothing but ice fish only. :D :D So much to do before the trip. I found out that my gloves are not withstanding the cold so I will need to get a different gloves and maybe a pair of nice boot. :P :-\
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2016 has gone a little better than expected. Trying to get my life back on track. Doing more things. Travel a bit more. Just trying to enjoy life to the fullest. So far, it has been really good. I don't know what the future hold but for now I'm contempt with what I have. The people in my life. :) I've been blessed to have a very supportive family and friends by my side. To help me through this stormy weather. I know that no matter how dark the clouds are, I know that the sun is just behind it. Thank you for all your support and love.
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Finally bought me a hot pink ice fishing pole at Joe's Sporting good. ;D Guess, I'll be doing alot of ice fishing this season. Leaving early tomorrow morning up north. Woohoo! I can't wait. Feeling super excited. I don't know if I'm excited about the fishing part or the eating part. :2funny:
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Ice fishing trip up north was awesome!!! Caught a few fishes. Had a great time at the cabin. Watching tv, eating, and drinking. Great time getting lost and getting stuck in snow. ;D Overall, I would love to go again... too bad it ended too soon. :(
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I'm waiting for something or someone, I'm not sure. I guess I'll just have to keep on waiting... :-\
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Through all my struggles and the dark days, I came to love. I was loved by someone in which I never thought I would be. I thought in this lifetime I would never get to experience real love but I did. Whether it was only for a short moment or just a passing flame, I was fortunate enough to make claim that I have been loved. Where my journey takes me from here, I will leave it up to God. Whatever God has in stored for me or which ever way he wants me to go, I will follow no one but GOD himself to the end.
Good-bye... Thank you for being a part of my journey.