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Online Journal / Re: The Secret Life of a Hmong-American Woman
« on: May 18, 2022, 06:48:13 PM »
Got into a huge fight
“Damn woman, I’m gonna put your ass to sleep!”
“Yeah ducken try ******!”
My ass KO’d and I went to into a deep sleep for several hours. I woke up and dinner was ready and my movie playing
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I picked up a new hobby also. Can’t say what it is but let’s just say that the only way to enjoy it is to go on a adventure.
I’m loving it. But I’m always scared I might get chased by some wild animals…perhaps humans… so I’m always watching my back and not enjoying it much…
I try to stay on the path but staying on the path ain’t no fun. The fun is in the messy area where no man has touched…
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Went out with my girls friend to some local brewery and some guy whooped out his **** as we got to the car at the end of the night. He pretty much chased us to our car… that was quite scary because anything can happen within minutes and it’ll be all over.
That triggered something from my past… it was terrifying…it sent me into a panic attack
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I hate when people tell me that I’m strong. Im not. Im fragile but like a bomb
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And when I can’t deal with life… I have my phone on airplane mode and disappear for a while.
“Damn woman, I’m gonna put your ass to sleep!”
“Yeah ducken try ******!”
My ass KO’d and I went to into a deep sleep for several hours. I woke up and dinner was ready and my movie playing
——-
I picked up a new hobby also. Can’t say what it is but let’s just say that the only way to enjoy it is to go on a adventure.
I’m loving it. But I’m always scared I might get chased by some wild animals…perhaps humans… so I’m always watching my back and not enjoying it much…
I try to stay on the path but staying on the path ain’t no fun. The fun is in the messy area where no man has touched…
——-
Went out with my girls friend to some local brewery and some guy whooped out his **** as we got to the car at the end of the night. He pretty much chased us to our car… that was quite scary because anything can happen within minutes and it’ll be all over.
That triggered something from my past… it was terrifying…it sent me into a panic attack
——
I hate when people tell me that I’m strong. Im not. Im fragile but like a bomb
——
And when I can’t deal with life… I have my phone on airplane mode and disappear for a while.