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Online Journal / Re: The Not so private Diary of JonniJacco
« on: Today at 03:26:25 PM »
One night a long while back, I drove out to a casino about 2 hours away from me. I don't know why, but I felt a need to. Usually I like to go  there during the daytime for its scenic routes. I got there sometime in the wee hours, but for some reason, there were a ton of people. Finding a parking spot was tough, so I ended up parking by all the big rigs and RV's. I didn't really like my parking spot, it was a little tight, slanted downhill, and I remember I had a minor power steering fluid leak. After sitting in my car for a few minutes, I decided to back out and look for a different parking spot. However, due to my lost of memory of the layout of the casino, I exited out of the casino instead. That's when I got lost...It was pouring, and my windows started to fogged up. I turned on the defroster, and it clear my windows up. However, my front windshield starting to what seem "absorb" anything it can laying in my car. Clothes, plastic bags, emptied cans. I keep taking them off from the windshield, but it seemed like a neverending task. It just keep magnetizing itself back to the windshield. As much as I wanted to pull over and stop, it was out of my control, it felt something was pinning my arms to the steering wheel and my foot on the petal. I was really in a desperate state of shock now, and I asked the Truth to forgive me of all my sins from previous lives, and that I will surrender for reals this time.

I finally had a little control of the car. I made a right turn unto a small business. I got out of the car to take a breather, and if there were anyone around that can direct me back home. I saw a not so friendly looking man but he just walked pass me with a glaring look. He opens the door to one of the buildings, took a little boy, by his hand, and they both quickly walked pass me again, without looking at me. I pray one more time, Yes, I double promise this time....The truth, still not convinced, so at this time I started to say to myself, Forget you then, I will find my way back myself....

Big mistake...This time the car is out of control completely, I finally said Okay, it's either the devil or the almighty. Choose now..I chose the ALmighty, because I know spiritually I can never lose if I do...The car came to a violent abrupt stop into a medical clinic this time. As soon as it stopped, a car pulled right behind me. It was a unmarked police car. The cop was furious, angry and asked me loudly "WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU??!!"

I said, look officer, look at my windshield. It was still absorbing all sorts of things blocking my view. He look puzzled, a little skeptic, then more puzzled. Then a car pulls right in front of me. The cop said, "hang on, don't go anywhere or you will be sorry, be right back". He starts shouting at this driver who pulls in front of me. The other voice was a woman. THey both exchanged shoutings, and then she drives off. He comes back to me. The windshield still magnetizing everything it can. He calls for back up.

Next thing, 3 more cars show up. They told me to get out of the car, while looking at the windshield, and how it was magnetizing every thing it can. They then all helped me take out all the junks in my car, pulling one item at a time from the windshield. One of the guy said, unfortunately, we're going have to take out all of your seats but the driver's seat as well.

Once they did that, they said, "you're free to go now"....I asked the first cop that stop me, if someone can escort me back home. His phone rang, and he answer, and his shouting match with his wife began again. He gently looks at one of the other cop, he was the quiet one out of the bunch, and whisper to him to give his number to me in case I get lost on my home again. The quiet cop verbally tells me to dial his number, and when I did, he showed me the screen on his phone. He then said "this is to assure you, you're in good hands"

The first cop, still bickering on the phone. The two other cops were playing tricks with the medical workers who were starting to show up for work. They were writing notes that something needs to be cleaned up, or this or that is a violation. They were even flirting with the lady medical workers...It was slight dawn at this time, so they were starting off their day.

The quiet cop put his hand on my shoulder and said, don't worry, you'll get home.

This was when I slowly opened my eyes, and realized I was dreaming...My heart pounding, one half of my body numb.......... ..


This must be the final warning, final dream of a recurring dream I have about getting lost and not able to find my way back home.

This must be what The almight meant, when he said there are a hundred arrows aiming at me.........The devil wanted me bad....to carry out his missions.....a nd trust me, I would have cause havoc if I'd not surrender FER REALS to the Almighty that fateful night......... ...... :-X

Folks, believe it. There is indeed GOOD and EVIL among us...........C hoose GOOD, and you shall be save.... :-X

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Marriage & Family Life / Re: Opposite Sex Friends
« on: Today at 02:51:10 PM »
True. The more I block them, the smarter they'd become
in sneaking out. Then they'll have more excitement in
sneaking out. The harder the  husband restricts, the
better she and the boyfriend feel in bed together. Etc.

You just add more wood into the fire huh...lmao

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Marriage & Family Life / Re: Opposite Sex Friends
« on: Today at 02:28:18 PM »
Yes it's possible..  I mean if other race can be friend with the opposite sex why can't us Hmong?  After all, we're the same human being?  Are we saying we hmoob people have less self control? We don't know our boundaries? We can't think for ourselves?  If other race can do it so can we.  Maybe we just never put it to the test or maybe we did but we just don't talk about it  OR maybe we're just too afraid to go outside our comfort zone.

Men of different race are no different from Hmong men...maybe even worse. lols.

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One of my older sister-in-law says that a man will never get rid of a good woman who keeps sticking around. Good, meaning that she does the cooking, cleaning, pay the bills, etc. He might not love her or find her all that exciting anymore, but he has a use for her and if she keeps staying despite the fact that he's lost all affection and is courting other women, then that is on her. The guy I'm talking about is definitely keeping this woman around as an unmarried niam loj. lol She is his main supply while he gives affection and attention to other women, whom he most likely has no intentions of committing to either.

Suppose to tell her to kick his ass to the curb and make him pay child support. lols People gotta understand, for most couples, that butterflies have a very short life span. And that there are phases in a partnership. If we all lived up to 200 years old, most couples will probably eventually hate each other's guts by 150 years old at best..Those who really like each other..Some don't even last 6 months...lols So its a good thing we only live up to 100, even still that is too long for butterflies to live. Gotta take it slow and steady to make sure it outlasts time..Beat it before all else goes to hell .lols

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Online Journal / Re: The Not so private Diary of JonniJacco
« on: May 08, 2024, 05:41:40 AM »

We finally were assign to work together again the other day. Both of us started around the same time, and one day he was tailgating me for a mile to work. So we both had some animosity since. Never spoken to him until recently. LOL Both us express our workplace frustrations. We both agree, though we both disliked a lot of the things here, we get a away with a lot here where we wouldn't elsewhere. Showing up late, just use PTO or Sick time to cover it. No being called into a office and have a interrogation session. LOL Come back a few minutes late from break, if they don't get yell at by their boss, they don't care much. lols..We stop to think how long since we been here, I jokingly told him he has more grey hairs but look better shape from what I remember 6 years ago, and he joke, Always thought you were either mute or deaf at one point. Joke to him, this place turned me into a Jackass...LOL We had mostly small talks intermittently throughout the shift. But our last one got me thinking. He said the word "control" should not even exist. Said we don't control the next second, minute, hours or days. How others perceived or feels about us. All we can do is go with the flow and take our best precautions from anything bad happening. We don't really get to choose what we get and how we get it, if we do get it- but to work hard towards it. Like driving, all we can do is make sure our tires and suspensions are in good shape. But a blow out tire or a pot hole we didn't see can damage one or both of it while driving on the roads.

Shift was over, we both walk out to our cars together, and that was when he brought up the tailgating incident. haha He apologize, and I joke, it's a while back, I've forgotten about it..... 8)

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Si, men gotta look at it from a different angle. We want our sisters, daughters and nieces to be with a man with vision and missions.we can't expect one thing, and expect to get another.

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Marriage & Family Life / Re: Family
« on: May 06, 2024, 04:38:06 PM »
If people don't understand that they have an obligation to their spouse and their children then they really shouldn't create a family.

I see, the demons been feeding me free food all my life. Will need to el correcto it.

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Why? He es el Perfecto.

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Online Journal / Re: The Not so private Diary of JonniJacco
« on: May 04, 2024, 08:31:01 PM »
I went back in this dream, to my teens. I had a rooster at the time, and I loved him dearly. His feathers were all black, not a single spot of white or any other color. The unique thing about his feathers was they emit such a strong sheen of green, even in the shade. His plummage too was unique. His tail sickles curls inward and they were long. One day, I notice he wasn't crowing. I don't know if he was sick or not, but he was just roosting and looked normal. Something in me said he needs a hen, thats all. We lived in the city at the time, and technically we weren't suppose to have any chickens, let alone a rooster in the city limits. But our neighbors didn't seem to mind the crowings. Well, I call a uncle if I can get a hen for him. He said, he had the perfect one, all black hen, yellow feet, eyes and even beak. He insisted he brings her over because he wanted to see the rooster too. (I kept it hidden away from most people) and my uncle wanted at least two of his sons from the breeding. lols

I raised this rooster til his last breath. He lived up to about 9 years old. Before his last breath, he attempted to crow. He did, but it was very weak. I pluck two feathers from his body to keep, and buried him the next morning.

In this dream, I revisited the good times. I was no more than 16. I had some ground beef, some feed mixed with milk and other goodies. The rooster wasn't crowing, but.......sing ing....... :-X and this was the song he sang.....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=39eEKjeq6qg

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Marriage & Family Life / Re: Opposite Sex Friends
« on: May 04, 2024, 07:31:29 PM »
If  my wife had an opposite-sex friend, I don't need to see them on dates.

If they are going to cheat, they are going to cheat. whether they have opposite sex friends or not. You expect them to know the consequence and that you will find out one way or another eventually. The punishment is, death by beheading...lo ls jk Instant divorce, no if buts, or whys...lols

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Many marriages has last the test of time by being and living simple. Simple jobs,careers, okay house, okay cars, enough to survive, a little to save up. This is how the older generations view a marriage. It's about the simple things, the memories, time spent together. Going through the hard times together..this is the backbone that keeps them together. It is what keep them together.

Today's marriages is mostly base on assets, materilistic stuffs. Trying to impress others, competing with others. In other words, it's very business like. What can I do for you and what can you do for me type of thing. This is what is killing marriage. It's lost its true meaning.

A good partner wants nothing but to be love and to love in return. They give their love to the one they feel most deserving and connected to without anything else but feelings from within, not to the one they can get the most in return. LIke all business contracts, the odds of someone breaching the contract is very likely, and very high...and its proven time and time again, with the divorce rate we see today......

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Marriage & Family Life / Re: Family
« on: May 04, 2024, 07:14:26 PM »
In a sense, "yes". You are obligated to provide for the family that you created.

obligation is different from free will though. If one is going to feel obligated, they shouldn't even create a family.

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Marriage & Family Life / Re: Family
« on: May 04, 2024, 07:11:57 PM »
yes, but it doesn't mean you stop caring or loving the family you came from.

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Marriage & Family Life / Re: No one loves you more than your spouse
« on: May 04, 2024, 06:12:16 PM »
This is something male dating coaches tells males to do. This is mind games, in other words deception. lols The ones, men and women, looking or desiring for the real thing will turn away from people with this type of mindset. A marriage/comittment is about going all in, showing all cards, and see if the odds are in each other's favor...saying to themselves, this person is worth going all in for, and if busts, at least you know, than to never know.... ;D Better you know 3-4 months, than 3-4 years later, or 30-40 years even, later on...We see this happen right before our eyes. It's not because the love died down or ran its course, it's because one or both partners were't brutally honest from the start, or didn't show or willing to throw all their cards on the table from the start.... 8)

dating/relationship experts teach people how to attract, but not how to look for the right one, the right type for you, and what to look for long lasting happiness with someone...What they don't tell you is, everything in life is a gamble, and comittment and marriage is one gamble were its in your best interest to go all in or dont at all...stay single...lols

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