Txhuas lub npau suav yog koj~

[jon_jon]

Sometimes when you look at the stars you wonder what God will bring to you. And out of all those stars at night, we wish God will do something or bring someone into our life to help us. To deliver us out of own misery. Don't ask, give what you have out of generosity or benevolence, and the universe will work for you in positive ways to return what is rightfully yours.

Someone once told me, "10 sons cannot amount to the might of 1 father." However, let me add, that 10 sons do not amount to the love of 1 mother.

Thanks for making me realize that.

You're amazing.



A girl dedicated this song to me in grade school. I didn't know what she was thinking at the time as I was dumb about love and into my own world. Puppy love? I never knew. I wasn't the lovey dovey type at the time—trying to be tough was in.

It does bring back memories of childhood friends. The freestyle era only lasted so long. Gone are the bass beats and the techno synthesizers of that time.

Holding On

https://youtu.be/cG7g2VB9i8U

Some days
I look back in the times
When all your world was mine

I look back on the joys that lovers seem to find
Time and time again I think of you
Just tell me what it takes
To make you mine again
When all I want is to be with you
Can we make this dream come true

(Chorus)
I'll keep holding on
Your sweet whispers I hear
To love every moment
When I know you'll be near
You know that I still care
Even though you're not there
Just remember
I'm always holding on

Tell me
Is the fear that one mistake
Can cause our love to fade
I try so hard but baby it seems your mind is made
I pray to God you'll never
Let me go
Can love make me so blind
You're always on my mind
Just believe in me
You will surely see
That our love was meant to be

Kuv Cog Lus

https://youtu.be/u41URWtqSLA

By Kristine X. Ft Nom Pheej L.

Hnub no kuv txaus siab cog lus rau koj
Kuv yuav hlub koj tag ib sim tsis ploj
Kuv yuav ua lub siab kom ncaj ncees
Rau koj ib leeg, kuv yuav tsis nkees
Vajtswv thov nrub wb rau koj xubntiag
Qhia kom wb yuav txawj sib hlub tiag
Txawm wb lub neej yuav muaj yuav pluag
Los kom wb txoj kev
hlub tsis txhob tsuag
Kuv yuav hlub koj, tsis
pub koj ntshaw luag
Cia wb lub neej ua rau
Vajtswv tau ntsejmuag
Hnub no kuv txaus siab cog lus rau koj
Kuv yuav hlub koj tag ib sim tsis ploj
Kuv yuav ua lub siab kom ncaj ncees
Rau koj ib leeg, kuv yuav tsis nkees
Vajtswv thov nrub wb rau koj xubntiag
Qhia kom wb yuav txawj sib hlub tiag
Txawm wb lub neej yuav muaj yuav pluag
Los kom wb txoj kev
hlub tsis txhob tsuag
Kuv yuav hlub koj, tsis
pub koj ntshaw luag
Cia wb lub neej ua
Rau Vajtswv tau ntsejmuag
Kuv cog lus yuav hlub koj
Kuv cog lus yuav txhawb koj
Kuv cog lus yuav ua txhua yam
pub rau koj mus ib txhis...yeah.. .
Txawm wb lub neej yuav muaj yuav pluag
Los kom wb txoj kev
hlub tsis txhob tsuag
Kuv yuav hlub koj, tsis
pub koj ntshaw luag
Cia wb lub neej ua
Rau Vajtswv tau ntsejmuag
Txawm wb lub neej yuav muaj yuav pluag
Los kom wb txoj kev
hlub tsis txhob tsuag
Kuv yuav hlub koj
Tsis pub koj ntshaw luag
Cia wb lub neej ua
Rau Vajtswv tau ntsejmuag

7/30/17

I've come to terms with myself and have accepted my loneliness...

[jon_jon]

A Titanic Moment

https://youtu.be/gGJpkp6k5ks

In life we all never reach our whole potential. That moment we see that our opportunity is lost forever and its never coming back or we won’t be able to see what could have been. The regrets in our life, or the dreams we let go because of circumstances above our own control. God or the maker never wanted it to work out, if it did the world wouldn’t understand its true nature and the universe itself would implode.

My mom’s friend had told me that you started working at the bookstore and began helping out teach the children’s classes. You’d come far away and I believe you’ve found your home. That moment you said we weren’t meant to be together, I felt a sigh of relief. It made me easier to let you go, I wouldn’t have to be the one to play the bad guy this time; but the pain lingered on inside because we both knew there could have been something more we’d be missing on.

We spoke shortly for a moment the last time we met and when it ended, I knew it was going to be the last. You didn’t seem at all surprised or worried, but I knew you were happy with whomever and whatever life has brought you to. I had only so many funerals to attend, that would bring me back to you. So many 40th celebrations that would bring us closer for just one moment. And if I survived again the next life, maybe the ending will still be the same. But I’d be happy to lose my life all over again to see you in the next.

When I said my, good-bye to you this time it felt like my last. From the corner of my eye, it had appeared that you were looking up and I was looking down. I made my way to the escalator adjacent to the entrance from where I stood and gazed up towards the light coming down from the opening at the top. It was as if my soul was leaving you behind, and getting itself ready to step foward into heaven’s gate. One by one each step went up.

You weren’t going to see me again, and I will forever be gone. The lights were shining brighter at the top and I turned over to see your face once more leaning over the stairwell.

At that moment we both knew whatever we had had withered away to dust, as if life had never came into existence.

You jump, I jump...

[jon_jon]

Warrior

https://youtu.be/T2LmSDVZdNg

Staring down the face of fear
Gotta keep breathing
When the negative is all you hear
Gotta keep believing

'Cause in the dark there is a light
Your truth it keeps on burning bright
Brave enough to fight the fight
And shout the battle cry

You'll never stop m, e I'm a warrior
When I fall down I get stronger
Faith is my shield, His love is the armor
I'm a warrior (I'm a warrior)
I'm a warrior (I'm a warrior)
I'm a warrior (I'm a warrior)

Every scar on my skin
Is a beautiful reminder
Of a moment when I didn't give in
And I walked through fire

'Cause in the dark there is a light
Your truth it keeps on burning bright
Makes me brave to fight the fight
And shout the battle cry

You'll never stop me I'm a warrior
When I fall down I get stronger
Faith is my shield, His love…

[jon_jon]

Neon Moon

https://youtu.be/7J-QsMC64kM
https://youtu.be/ewiodUlKey4
https://youtu.be/9wc8HSdg-jQ


Lyrics
When the sun goes down on my side of town
That lonesome feeling comes to my door
And the whole world turns blue
And there's a rundown bar across the railroad tracks
I got a table for two, way in the back
Where I sit alone and I think of losing you

I spend most every night
Beneath the light of a neon moon
If you lose your one and only
There's always room here for the lonely
To watch your broken dreams dance in and out of the beams
Of a neon moon

I think of two young lovers running wild and free
I close my eyes and sometimes see
You in the shadows of that smoke-filled room
No telling how many tears I've sat here and cried
Or how many lies that I've lied
Telling my poor heart
He'll come back someday

Oh, but I'll be alright as long as there's light from a neon moon
Oh, if you lose your one and only
There's always room here for the lonely
To watch your broken dreams dance in and out of the beams
Of a neon moon

The jukebox plays on drink by drink
And the words to every sad song seem to say what I think
And this pain inside of me
It ain't never gonna end

Oh, but I'll be alright
As long as there's light
From a neon moon

Oh, if you lose your one and only
There's always room here for the lonely
To watch your broken dreams
Dance in and out of the beams of a neon moon

Oh, if you lose your one and only
There's always room here for the lonely
To watch your broken dreams
Dance in and out of the beams of a neon moon

Oh, if you lose your one and only
There's always room here for the lonely
To watch your broken dreams
Dance in and out of the beams of a neon moon

[jon_jon]

Wake Up With You

https://youtu.be/eUk_6EL-_4o
https://youtu.be/c52z-vVQ1dQ

Lyrics
Don't need no star on the boulevard
Don't need no hall of fame
On bending knees I'll ask you
If you take my name

Don't need the Opry to make me happy
Don't need a mansion on a hill
Cause you and I by the sunset watching the time stand still
Let's Dream on this night away
Know that I'm here to stay

I wanna wake up with you
Every morning in your arms
Leave the shades closed
Turn off the alarm
And stay covered up till we're through
I wanna wake up with you
I wanna wake up with you

Don't need no screaming fans or a mic
Don't need no entourage
Don't need no black ferrari and a Ford car garage
Let's Dream on this night away
Know that I'm here to stay

I wanna wake up with you
Every morning in your arms
Leave the shades closed
Turn off the alarm
And stay covered up till we're through

I wanna wake up with you
I wanna wake up with you
Let's Dream on this night away
Know that I'm here to stay

I wanna wake up with you
Every morning in your arms
Leave the shades closed
Turn off the alarm
And stay covered up till we're through

I wanna wake up with you
I wanna wake up with you

[jon_jon]

Tos Koj

https://youtu.be/W7CdpgB-Nmg

[jon_jon]

Expose

https://youtu.be/wNvDdAVtwC4?si=L8wrHMb3H26jGOgw

I hear you're taking the town again
Having a good time with all your good time friends
I don't think that you think of me
You're on your own now, and I'm alone and free
I know that I should get on with my life
But a life lived without you could never be right
As long as the stars shine down from the heavens
Long as the rivers run to the sea
I'll never get over you getting over me
I try to smile so the hurt won't show
Tell everybody I was glad to see you go
But the tears just won't go away (won't go away)
Loneliness found me
Looks like it's here to stay
I know that I oughta find someone new
But all I find is myself always thinking of you
As long as the stars shine down from the heavens
Long as the rivers run to the sea
I'll never get over you getting over me
Oh, no matter what I do
Each night's a lifetime to live through
I can't go on like this
I need your touch
You're the only one I'll ever love, oh
And as long as the stars shine down from the Heavens
Long as the rivers run to the sea
I'll never get over you getting over me
I'll never get over you getting over-
Never get over you getting over-
I'll never get over you getting over me

[jon_jon]

If Wishes Came True

https://youtu.be/wHqqraFrrd0?si=6c_rmtHE0m5agACb

All alone silence fills my room
But in a memory, I hear you calling me
Close my eyes and I'm there with you
Like it was yesterday, but then it fades away
Take me back, turn back the hands of time
When you kissed me in the warm September rain
Back before my heart was filled with pain
If only we could be in love that way agan
If wishes came true
Then all the dreams at night of love were real
I'd be holding you
If wishes cam true
Then I would be that someone always special in your heart
And we would still be lovers, not apart
If wishes came true
Now you're gone and I'm on my own
Feeling lost inside since you said good-bye
In my dreams I still feel your touch
Lying next to me, feeling ecstacy
Take me back, turn back the hands of time
When you kissed me in the warm September rain
Back before my heart was filled with pain
If only we could be in love that way again
If wishes came true
Then all the dreams at night of love were real
I'd be holding you
If wishes came true
Then I would be that someone always special in your heart
And we would still be lovers, not apart
If wishes came true
I love you madly
I need you badly
Give our love one more chance
Take me back, turn back the hands of time
When you kissed me in the warm September rain
Back before my heart was filled with pain
If only we could be in love that way again
If wishes came true
Then all the dreams at night of love were real
I'd be holding you
If wishes came true
Then I would be that someone always special in your heart
And we would still be lovers, not apart
If wishes came true