Dear Delilah, How's it like in NYC.....
I know you, I know you weren't always that way. Many have came and gone in your life, few left blessings, and more leave damages. I know you are better than this. I hope you find the peace and healing you need. May you find your true essence again. There is always room for forgiveness. After all, everything happens for a reason. You got this. You will rise again.