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Creative Corner => Online Journal => Topic started by: bootee on September 04, 2006, 07:54:10 PM
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I've decided some of the things that are allowed to be written here are
stupid so I started anew. Maybe then I'll want to go back and read what
I've done/said so far.
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Good weekend.
Both superchick and I realize that no matter who is around us or when it is just us we find it fun no matter what. Playing pool or clubbing ...we still have fun. lolz ...For the past couple of weeks I've been going to Fresno to hang out w/ my buddy Chick. That's quite some driving but hey, its the memories that counts ...no matter how cruel it is. :D
I left home kinda late this weekend. Maybe its just that I didn't want to leave. Yeah! My dad sat down with me last night and spoke to me about moving back again. I swear he does this to me every weekend. lolz ...But I looked at him and said "what did I tell you last week?" and he said "so, work it out." and I'm like ...WHATEVER!! ahaha
My brother got me a engine!! Yea, he picked up a b16 for me in Stockton. $500 bucks ...Now I just need a gsr tranny. :D Plus I'm having my brother change everything ...my clutch and etc. So that way it'll be a while before something else goes bad in the long run. Yups. I'm almost there.
Monster Massive. That's all I'm waiting for now.
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ah, why do people try to deny themselves?
i find it kinda funny. its like "dude, why you trying to be that way when you're not?" ...lolz
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i 2nd that! monster massive!!!
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PEOPLE CAN BE SO STUPID.
do they not realize the stupid things they do? do they not see the consequences of the actions they take?
how the heck do they walk around thinking the things they do are right when you all know it is wrong?
me, i don't tolerate any of that b/s.
if they don't see it the first time ...i can't tell them their mistakes.
some people are just like that. you can't tell them how their ways are when they see different.
for whatever goal they are trying to succeed ...i say g`luck.
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this is what i did to my sister's car. LOL
i told her to get a new radiator and she didn't believe me. lol
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great weekend.
went to kick w/ the boys on Friday night at 2am and stayed up 'til 6am. didn't drink or anything but had a cool night.
saturday, we had dinner at Thunder Valley ...thanks to Mista Vue. after dinner we left to a friend's birf-day party and stayed there 'til 1am ...actually after the 3rd the Mom came out to yell for everybody to stfu!! ahaha!! i got scared.
sunday, penny needed to pick up her mom so i asked if i could tag along and have her drop me off in Merced. spent a few hours w/ the family and she came back to pick me up! i got to party and see the family. awesome weekend.
my brother took out my engine. the new one is ready to be put in. maybe it'll be done by this weekend.
he needs to hurry cuz my sister's tags are due. lolz. i can't wait to get it running again!
some people are saying the b16 is a down grade but they dont' understand my ls was a non-vtech so its alot better than what i had before. oh well, who cares ...i'm not into racing so this is a good engine for me. low miles and very cheap. lolz
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wow. $79 for an executive suite. that is an awesome deal. ahaha
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bored to death.
i got 2 ladies watching movies in the living room. i'm about to fall asleep.
waiting for pendogg to get home so we can take her Mom home so I can
drop by in Merced and give my brother some money for my tranny. geesh!
I AM BORED. lol
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you should move back in with your parents..
they miss you..
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you should move back in with your parents..
they miss you..
lolz
i want to but its alot harder to get by if i move
back into that little town. no jobs.
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i tried to delete the entries in this journal.
but it took too much time. lol.
i realize that the more i write in there the more
people will get the wrong idea.
i don't hate you. i don't hate anybody.
i just like to be quiet. if you haven't noticed
i don't talk to anybody. yes, i said ANYBODY ...
that includes you. ;D
have a nice day.
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ah, i hate my sisters. lol
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anywho, i thought my car would be done.
but i guess the guy who was suppose to help fix my vtech line couldn't come
so hopefully it gets done by next weekend. my sister's tags are gonna be due
this month. and i sure as heck do not want to drive it anymore. lol
sigh. so stressed, so broke. lol ....i swear i dont' eat 'til i get home (merced).
i need a vacation. :(
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I found me an outfit. lolz
so I was wondering if I should wear sandels to Monster Massive instead. ahahahaha!!
but then again, I'm afraid my toes might get stepped on. :-o
anywho, i'm syked!!
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friday, saturday, sunday, monday, tuesday, and maybe tonight ...wednesday.
wow. 6 days ...and i'm not complaining. i can't ...i have no right. i'll wonder but i won't ask.
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did u ever find ur cell??
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oh yea!!! I found it. ahaha
I left it at Denny's ... ;D
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lucky a$$....u mean someon actually turned it huh? lolz
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lol.
no. the girl who cleaned our table found it. ahaha
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Yay!!! Got my car back. Pretty darn happy about that.
I'm loving the new engine. I can soooooo feel the difference ....
When I was driving home on Monday ....I soooooo wanted to just
race my ass home. lol ...but no! I was being careful. ;D
My car pulls and shoots air every once in a while ...it feels funny cuz
sometimes I feel like the car is gonna die but its not. ahaha!! I still
need a sensor for my valve watchamagee. That's gonna cost me
160 bones. Sigh. But after I fix that I'll be free to do whatever.
I swear I am so broke. lol
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hellOo!! just thought I'd come by into your journal. ahahhahahha
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hellOo!! just thought I'd come by into your journal. ahahhahahha
Gay!! ahahahaha
jk ...waddup homie! i'll e-mail you that gay picture.
but not the one you missed out on. ahahaha!!
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oh man.
what would you do to catch me in a dress? lol
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-daydreaming ....
do you sometimes go back to the past and re-live those moments in your head? i'll be honest ...i do.
and i miss them. in a way, i'm glad its gone and done with ...but then again i'll always have the what if's and etc.
many says relationship these days are harder and way more different then how it was during our younger
years. why? maybe because some of us were young and too naive to understand the true meanings of
love. i sometimes giggle to myself about the silly things that i've done ....comparing it to how i am now ....
oh lord ...why did i do it? and how did i come to be a person like that? ehe ...its just funny things.
gosh, looking back on how we thought love was ...it was pretty exciting cuz when we were young i think
we were adventurous, spontaneous and so much more! now, its just hard to get a guy to just take you
out and have a nice dinner. lol ...ah, puppy love. some of the greatest moments ...
when i think back about the relationships i've had during my teen years and knowing how smarter i've
got now that i'm much older ...gee, the many things i would've changed. not the person ...just the things
that were done to ruin a perfectly good relationship. ah. regrets ...the most painful part to an end.
if closure wasn't an issue i'm sure people would find it so much easier to move on. i'm not a person to dwell
on things ...others know. but i do think back without saying a word. sometimes things are just best to be remembered.
the dream. the dream 2 people once shared ...
a sad ...just sad.
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o lord. 35 more minutes.
Its been a long night and my mind needs a rest ...
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lord ...the thought of going to work today.
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i've never flown to sac but i have heard that tickets to sac are more expensive than tickets to portland. ahaha! i think that's why we've always driven down to sacramento
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lolz
i flew a couple times to portland when i went to see my older sister.
but that was years ago. it was pretty cheap then.
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i ate a fortune cookie the other day ...
before eating it i read the msg ...it said "go to your special place, its been a while"
wtf? ahaha!! the Fountain ...its true. i haven't been there since the last time the girls
and i went together. gee! that was long ago. sigh. i need to free my mind.
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gee.
You know that feeling when you haven't spoke to a person for such a long time
and then they call you out of the blue ... Yea, feels soothing when you lease expect
to hear the person speak. errrr. lol
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dang, I'm kinda slow in my journal.
I remember when I had my old one ..it was an every day entry. sometimes even two.
Now I just don't put that much effort into it. I guess there are some things I rather not say ....
Plus I have been kinda quiet.
Well, this morning was crazy. Got home at 5am and went straight to bed. Its funny how you get sit on ...
in dreams. Okay, well not funny but its weird. Before I got sat on I felt this chill up on my legs ...Just thinking
about what I thought before I went to bed. Then minutes later my dream started. ahhhhh!!! It was so creepy.
But this time I saw a face. After I woke up the 4th time ...I couldn't take it anymore so I ran into Ger's room
and slept her with. lol
Yea, I am sooooooooooo not sleeping in my room for a long while. :o
Today's Ger's birf-day. I swear I thought it was next week ...But she reminded me about the dinner saying its
this weekend. Kinda screwed it up for me cuz I wasn't ready. She asked me to wear a dress for her birf-day dinner.
and a ONE piece too!! aha ...but she dragged me out shopping with her yesterday and so happens ...she gave in
for a 2 piece cuz I was complaining so much. lol ...I don't think it's that bad so hopefully I feel comfortable in it.
another day of curls? umm! I don't want to. lol and they shouldn't force me. ;D
ah! i'm sleeping in this weekend.
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doh. 1 more day. wow ....
i'm excited but i'm hoping to not be so tired when we get there.
i wanna be super energenic!! lol ....alot of energy drink on the way there.
yes, i wanna be hyped and stay hyped. i'm gonna be tored up. ;D
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10PM tonight! ALASKA AIRLINES :D
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um, terminal A or B? lol
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oh good lord I am hurt.
Had an awesome weekend. 3 day weekend ...Left to L.A on Friday and the roadtrip was fun. Its one of my thing even if I'm not the one driving. After 7 hrs we finally arrived and got lost ...Couldn't find the hotel. aha!! I was so excited I forgot to mapquest anything. The hotel and the Arena. lolz
Friday night we took a trip down to Santa Monica ...Saw a few street shows and ate a little. Then we looked out to the beach. After 11pm we went back to the hotel and dranked. I had a 12pak of Corona, Swt_passion had a 6 pak of Corona, and Gigolow had a 6 pak of Heineken. We finished it all. ahaha! Even Fatazz's mix. We stayed up 'til 7am and finally knocked out. I think that night was the only night I had the most sleep. 3 hrs. lol ...We woke up at 10 and started our day. Amy and I couldn't take it anymore so we went back to the hotel while the boys explored a little.
Saturday night came along and we were hyped for MONSTER MASSIVE. 3.5 wow. That's the most I've ever taken. ahaha!! There were alot of beautiful people there and alot of freaks but everybody was so nice. Finally I see a girl walking with Fatazz and she hugs Swt_Passion ...I'm like, who's that girl? and I see Fatazz's lips moving trying to spell out "HULA ..." ahaha!! then I ran for a hug too. lolz ...She was such a trooper. I didn't pressure her or anything. Actually I didn't say anything ...I just held out my hand and she opened to see what was in it. Then she said "half" and I okayed it. ahaha!! Girl had moves. That night I didn't sleep 'til 9am and only for an hour cuz we had to check out at 11am. Went for some better pho and we were on our way home.
Sunday, we met up with Ger and her Mom's place. Had some bbq and drinks ...Doh, and I made superchick come to see me too. lol ...we laughed and joked. After 10pm we decided it was time to go home. Penny was at home waiting for us. Yea, she called a few times. lolz ....
ah! overall, my weekend was GRRRRRRRRREAT!! I didn't want to leave when the party ended. The people was great the music was awesome. ah! I'm glad I went there with people who shared the same interests as mines.
We're talking about Giant or Together As One for New Years Eve. Which ever I know it'll be better then staying at home ...partying and having to clean up afterwards. Yes, if I don't do anything else better then Monster Massive for the next couple of months ...I say my year ended pretty darn good. ;D
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druggie. ::)
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You're calling me a druggie? Dude, you haven't seen Gigolow drop. ahahahahaha
that dude took 10 that night. :o
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now now! lets not talk about the DEVIL when he's not around! but IM BUYING MY TICKET NEXT WEEK!!! WOO HOOO!!!
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forget TOA! GIANTS wayyyyyyyyy better!!! why? 1. the lineup! sasha/John digweed/Jimmy Van M/Ferry Corsten/AVB!!! or TOA has Deep Dish/C. Lawrence/Danny Howells/Marco V/Danny howells/Steven Angello/Dieselboy/Ed Rush & Optical both are on NYE's.
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are you serious? ahahahahahahah ahahaha!!! DON'T LIE!!!
i'm getting jumpy!!! ahaha
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sooooo serious!!! im buying my ticket next week or the week after that! but mos def b4 Thanksgiving week :D
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alright. should i even think about coming to Mn anymore? =( ...lol
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doh! you better come to mn!!!
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Yea, um ...It'll be good. I wanna come up there too.
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wow. this thread is just like ...totally gone! aha
anywho, the ending of my year for '06 has turned out soooo good.
I got my groove back. I've seen so many Dj`s this year and gosh!! Nothing
can beat that. I was thinking about how much I've spent to just see one
of my many favorites! And damn, it costs to be a fan. ahaha!! Oh well, atleast
I can say I saw him live!! and I lived a pretty darn good life. Yea! I hope '07
gets alot better. I know '06 would've been better if I had the girls be as active
and more to what I'm doing but I can't blame them if they don't like it. Oh well ...
Its been a pleasant year. Expecting more to come ...
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hi
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lol
hi birdy ...dork.
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Ruby this weekend. I wouldn't mind. I haven't been there since the end of May. During Tiesto!! Dan is spinning so atleast I know I'll have a good time. I just need somebody to go with me. lol ...I should start calling people.
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Saturday night came along and we were hyped for MONSTER MASSIVE. 3.5 wow. That's the most I've ever taken. ahaha!! There were alot of beautiful people there and alot of freaks but everybody was so nice. Finally I see a girl walking with Fatazz and she hugs Swt_Passion ...I'm like, who's that girl? and I see Fatazz's lips moving trying to spell out "HULA ..." ahaha!! then I ran for a hug too. lolz ...She was such a trooper. I didn't pressure her or anything. Actually I didn't say anything ...I just held out my hand and she opened to see what was in it. Then she said "half" and I okayed it. ahaha!! Girl had moves. That night I didn't sleep 'til 9am and only for an hour cuz we had to check out at 11am.
LOL- didn't you know I was coming? Thanks for everything (even the pill lmao!)! I can't wait to chill with you guys again. Time was so limited this time. PLus, hopefully i should have more regular clothes on so you can teach me how to hop. :)
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HULA! better get ready! cause! WE COMING! WE COMINGGGGGGG!!!
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LOL- didn't you know I was coming? Thanks for everything (even the pill lmao!)! I can't wait to chill with you guys again. Time was so limited this time. PLus, hopefully i should have more regular clothes on so you can teach me how to hop. :)
well, i didn't think of you until we were heading out. then Fatazz called but no answer.
so when we got to Monster Massive, my mind was totally somewhere else. LOL!!!
Douly and Amy's coming again during NYE we're going to Giant so hopefully you can join us on that too.
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Okay, I might be a biatch but I thought this was hilarious!!!!
damn, okay. lol what i'm doing isn't me. i'm a peacemaker.
friend or no friend ...i dont' want any part of it. i just try to keep it cool.
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GUESS WHAT!!! avb/ferry will be playing 6 hrs each!!! and sasha/digweed/jimmyvanm 12 hrs between the three of them!!! so there will be two seperate tents!!! holy shiet! thats my motivation!!! :D
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so we, the guys and i, hung out till 1am. we had the gurls clean ur stove and did most of ur dishes and took out the trash...good help is so hard to find. i left my white shoes there...i was to budz to notice that iwas barefooted when we left. :D
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so.. did you tell addim to add me or not??
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so we, the guys and i, hung out till 1am. we had the gurls clean ur stove and did most of ur dishes and took out the trash...good help is so hard to find. i left my white shoes there...i was to budz to notice that iwas barefooted when we left. :D
Yes I saw that. lol ...Thanks!! even tho ya'll made hella rice I cleaned the rest.
We'll keep your shoe ...If we can find it. I didn't even notice somebody left their
shoe at the house. ahahaha!!
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so.. did you tell addim to add me or not??
Oops!! Not yet. ahaha
dude, can you drive us there? LOL!! I'll drive back ...
my car is in no shape to be driven to SF. Plus I wanna promise
myself that I will not spend more then $40 bucks at the club. ahaha!!
i spent nearly $90 last weekend. blah.
I'll call addim.
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hey dudette.. jr and his friend is going too.. can we all just go and come back together to squarefield??
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hey dudette.. jr and his friend is going too.. can we all just go and come back together to squarefield??
You can go to squarefield ...I'll go back to Sac. lol
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I am not one to judge others, but I will never convert!!!
If my husband is already a Christian or whatever then of course ...
but if we were both jingle bellers before and then decide to convert ...
that's just dumb.
The other day my Dad spoke to me about my older sister in Oregon.
Her and her husband are thinking about converting ... why? Their reason
when my Dad ask was ..."tired of doing the jingle bells" ...wtf? not good
enough reason!! My Dad is telling them to not go that way but if they
feel strongly about it then its their choice.
I'm not a religious person ...but I do call for a Shamen when I'm in need of help.
And I like to stick to what I am and where I came from in a family.
-this journal sucks ass.
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I'm ready to retire. Oh god I am so exhausted.
Not just from work ...from partying. ;D aha
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oh please! and you're only what? 24!???! LMAO!
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You know ....If I had people as energenic as me ...
I don't think I'd be complaining. lol ...sometimes i just wanna
let go everything, set my mind free and just party the night away.
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dude i go see DJ's by myself. i roll solo. its funner that way. some times it is. no babysitting. cause you know yourself. and you're there for the DJ and his/her set. its Ironic that we have more hmooob folks up here that is into EDM. or maybe its the other way around. they are into ROLLING. LOL
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lol
well, if my shows weren't so far i'd go by myself.
but 1.5 to 2 hr drive to see a show is hard to keep myself up when coming home.
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true. thats why im soooooooo glad i never have to leave my front yard = Myth back yard = d/t mpls
:D
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See! Sac sucks. If I could afford it ...I'd live in the Bay!! ahaha
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i feel you on that. i cant complain about MN> its affordable. where ever you decide to live. its big enuff for EDM shows. club wise. so all and all i cant complain. but i wouldnt mind living in SoCal if i could afford it. San Fran would be nice too. any city that is Global Underground! is Niiiiice! and San Fran is one of them! LA too.
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Yes. Maybe I should room with hmongoutkast. ahahahahahaaha hahaha!!
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yup! why not! its close to SF! lol
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Yea, but the job part is hard. :(
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this journal sucks ass still ...lol
One day my heart is gonna stop and I'll find myself in another world where nobody will know me.
I didn't sleep 'til 4am this morning. Crazy!! I know. And when I finally decided to knock out I felt
the pain that came within my chest. I think I had wayyyy too manyuch mixed drinks that night. One
of the girls got her bartending certificate and she bought $150 worth of hard liquor to mix drinks
and knowing me I tried EVERYTHING she made. LOL!! Okay, that was bad on my part but dang,
some were good. lol ...doh! And I'm not a mix drinker kinda gal so it did hit me pretty hard.
I think I'm gonna cut back. I've been doing way too much for the past 2 weeks. Sigh.
-my life sucks.
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okay, I admit it. I'm a spoil brat. ahahaha!!! I love my Mom. ;D
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TAO!!!! ;D
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im half way there! lmao!
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PUAHAHA!!!
I'm already there ...Take a look around ...okay, I'm singing that song. ;D
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I hope they have a better bar this time. lol
and music!! better music ... ;D
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this is a funny picture of penny. ahahahahahahah ahaha!!!!!!!!!!!
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is she crying????????????? LOL
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no!! SHE WAS DRUNK!!! ahahahahahaha
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she LOOKS TORNNNNNNNNNN UP!!! LMAO!!!
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yea, i cracked up when i saw it. ahahahahahahah a
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ah!! my Mom`s excited about me in hmong clothes. puahahaha!!
my sister texted me today saying she's got my outfit picked out.
i know she had me tried on some shirts for her a while back ....
but not the full thing. i gotta go home early on Friday and see what's
crackin' at home.
my little nephew`s in the hospital. :( i miss the lil`dude.
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this is a funny picture of penny. ahahahahahahah ahaha!!!!!!!!!!!
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hahaha....looks like someone woke her up in a bad mood..lolz
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ahaha!! I like the picture tho. ;D
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GIANT HERE WE COME!!!
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this is a funny picture of penny. ahahahahahahah ahaha!!!!!!!!!!!
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v449/bootee/party%20pics/DrunkPen2.jpg)
wtf? she looks hella scary!!!
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Samarra!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! eeeks! lol chick are you going with tee to LA???! for NYE's???!
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tee. okay heres the final decsion on where we go that night. if TIX are sold OUT for GIANT. then we can hit up TAO. :( BUT I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANNA GO TO GIANT!!! talk to you more about this monday when i get off work.
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WE GOTTA GO TO GIANT NO MATTER WHAT!!! they have RIDES!!! can you imagine that!!! andddddddddddd ddd a FERRIS WHEEL!!! dont worry bout getting cold its all indoors in a tent. heated. theres 3 tents. we have to go to this show *gasps...!*
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if you can?! YOU NEED TO BUY OUR TIX for us! this show will sell out! max capacity is 10,000!!! vip tix are $155 www.giantclub. com for info!!!
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decisions! decisions! decisions!
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good times!! good times!!
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O my we look wasted.. :o
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No! You look wasted. ahahahahaha
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I don't remember any pictures from Glo.. just the ones in the car..
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are you serious? OMG!!! I'll surprise you.
YOU'RE A FREAK!!!!!!! ahahahahahaaha hahahahaha
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It was a set up.. I know it..
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It was not a set up. :rolleyes: ...lol
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good times!! good times!!
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urgh....i missed it...oh well...hopeful ly the weekend of the new years we can go and party...*sighs*
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good times!! good times!!
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yall red as hell!
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it was the pictures. well maybe Chick was red but i was yellow. LOL
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did you pierce YOUR nose???! lol
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dang, my mole is so big. i should just pierce it. mofo! ahahahaha
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... 2006! Let's see what I can remember.
shows:
-Chistopher Lawrence & Dan
-Donald Glaude
-Gabriel & Dresden
-Paul Van Dyke
-Tiesto
-Monster Massive
-Dan again
-DeepSky (Be Thankful)
trips:
-Mn
others:
-him
-3 fights
-lost 1 friend
-gain a few more. lol
-car died ..twice. lol
-2006 has been a tough one. It all started out really good and then that's when it showed me a few things.
I didn't pay attention to my own advice. Don't stay too close ...You'll lose them eventually. I've grown
to not trust people in so many ways. I've gone quiet alot this year.
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o, and another thing to add to the list
-i've realized that no matter what or who we hang out with
superchick and i have most fun together even if its just the two of us. LOL
i've took many trips down to Fresno just to party with her. ;D
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Hell Yeah! You got that shit right.. We go wayyy back.. way back.. 4 years ago.. lol
Do you know why we cool like that?? Cos we see eye to eye.. and if not, we at least listen and put the shoe on to understand. ;)
Yup, we just cool like that..
btw, I'm ready to party again :D
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Hell Yeah! You got that shit right.. We go wayyy back.. way back.. 4 years ago.. lol
Do you know why we cool like that?? Cos we see eye to eye.. and if not, we at least listen and put the shoe on to understand. ;)
Yup, we just cool like that..
btw, I'm ready to party again :D
That's true. Merry Christmas ...There goes your gift from me, a good friend. LOL
LET'S GET CRUNKED!!! ahaha
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I already saw the reply that was deleted off my Journal. lol
If you're gonna mess with my journal might as well not post at all. :)
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I would've thought last year's Christmas was f-ucked up. This is worse.
I don't want no gift. I won't go and collect any ...I'll stay home.
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I KNOW I KNOW IM A BITER! LOL
shows that i have seen this year.
baby anne and Jen lasher - Karma Feb. 17th 06
Dave Seaman & LegendX/Ville - Karma march 17 06 TTD - audiotherapy mix owned!!!
Benny Bannassi - Karma march 31, 06
Christopher Lawrence & kb crew - Karma april 28 06
Tiesto - Chicago Congress theater and Myth may 5th and may 23rd, 06
4 strings & Andy Moor - Myth may 11, 06
Crystal Method - Myth june 3, 06
Max Graham - Myth july 22nd 06
Ferry - KLarma & Myth June 21st & oct. sept. 10 06
AVB - Myth and Monster Massive July 19th & oct. 28th 06
Rank1 - Myth sept 28 06
Markus Schulz - Foundation and Monster Massive oct. 28th & nov. 11 06
Judge Jules - Monster Massive oct 28th 06
PVD - Monster Massive oct 28th 06
Gabriel & Dresden/Blake Jerrell - Club Vision chicago dec. 9th 06
MonstE MassivE ownEdddddddddd dddddddddddd!!!
massives own. what a show. well worth. that lineup was NUTTS!!!
i guess its safe to say
SASHA & DIGWEED 6 HOUR SET LA NYE's GIANT!!!
Ferry/AVB
Sander K
Jimmy Van M
and more....!!!
what a year to see DJ's!!!
this is going to be the SHOW!!!
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dang, even I couldn't remember all my shows ...I had to go back to my e-mail for the tickets. LOL
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that just means. my brain still functions. *wheeeew...* LOL
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i swear i didn't do much this year. lol
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man im scared to add up all the *ahem* to these shows. lol
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dude, i'm afraid that one day i'm gonna lose control and just die from it. LOL
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nah. E aint that hardcore. silly white folks who die from it are those who drink to much water and suffer from heat exhaustion.
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That's true. Merry Christmas ...There goes your gift from me, a good friend. LOL
LET'S GET CRUNKED!!! ahaha
between the two of us.. that's the thing I'll always want for Christmas.. our friendship. Merry Christmas Bootee!!! I'll be waiting for you.
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between the two of us.. that's the thing I'll always want for Christmas.. our friendship. Merry Christmas Bootee!!! I'll be waiting for you.
:)
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This past weekend I've come to think about things that I've tried to ignore once. When you don't go out
searching for answers ...It'll come to you eventually. I was once in denial and I tried to defend the
object of this thing but look how far it's got'n me.
A person cannot feel your pain because they do not feel the same as you ...a friend said to me. I too
have become a hypocrite of certain things. I can't always be the strong one ...I can also make mistakes
and not follow my own advice. I can tell a person to look at the brighter side but yet still can't find mines.
I have found no solution to my problem but the easiest thing to me is to just let it go. I think I'm easy
going and no problem is big to me unless I make it big.
I'm a mess. I speak as if I am not bothered. Blah!
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um, I wonder how long this is gonna go on for ...
I guess I'll just wait. Knowing this already ...I am the most patient one. Sigh.
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Wow! Awesome 5 day vacation. Alot of driving but I made the best of it.
to Fresno - 2.5 hrs -
back to Sac - 2.5 hrs -
to Oakland - 1.5 hrs -
to Sac - 1.5 hrs -
to Fresno 2.5 hrs
to Sac 2.5 hurs
to Los Angeles - 6.5 hrs
back to Sac - 7 hrs
to Oakland - 1.5 hrs
back to Sac - 1.5 hrs
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total of = 29.5 hours
aha!! i experienced some crazy stuff. and this time around i actually
had the girls fool around with my hair. one night, it was actually DOWN. ahaha!!
i looked weird. maybe i'll post a picture when i get those pictures. ;D
at GIANT, i started hallucinating!!! it was crazy. I was standing by the rail ...and
all of a sudden i see 2 little girls and 1 little boy standing in front of me. yikes!!!!!
i tried texting but everytime i tried i'd see a face show up underneath. thank god
i was pretty calm. i would've went crazy ....ahaha!! i thought to myself "its the drugs!! its the drugs!!"
yea, overall the bad things that happened i had a great new year. yeah! shared it with some great
friends too. i'm done. no more partying and definetly no more drugs. LOL!! i quit.
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lol! okay. no more rolling. the music was to powerful to make me NOT wanna roll again. esp. when i was @ Sasha/Digweeds tent. it sent him spiraling into a deep tunnel trance of thought(s). in other words i had me an INTERVENTION. i am content. i came. i saw. im happy.
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ahaha!! AWESOME!! glad to have shared it with you. :)
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thanks for everything. ya know? picking me up. dropping me off. youll always be my RAVING buddy. so im cool with that! its cool to kick it with a chic who understands the Vibe. the Music. the Feeling. gnite.
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It was no problem. I really wanted you to come and experience the Sasha/Digweed thing too!!
I'm glad you had a good time. :)
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See!!! this is why i stopped rolling cause i was seeing shiet all the time. :( :o
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man im glad im a HAPPY ROLLER regardless of how bad things can be or turn out!
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I'm never a happy roller. LOL
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wrong environment. wrong people. MOS DEF. WRONG MUSIC!!!
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lol awww.. I just can't come to do it like ya'll be doing it.. but glad you allhad fun..
bootee, since I don't have a journal.. and don't want to start one.. cos it would be my third.. and I don't come in enough anywase.. I'm just putting in an entry ehehhehe.. I know you don't mind..
I must say, this was a MELLOW New Year/Winter Break.. new people I met (in no particular order): mack3velli (however you spell it), gigolow (this time I really met you), hotsex (who never got the pole she wanted), butterfly kisses (who was alwase drunk), primetime (tall and no hair).. damn, that's it!!
Faces I haven't seen for a long time: birdy, sandee and sai, penny and Nai Nai (really, I haven't seen them in a long time), Cali Lady, septbabe, MrD, John... that's it?! dang, the lists get shorter and shorter..
Anyways, Happy New Year Tee!! May 2007 bring you lots of new adventures!
Love,
Your CHICK
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hi chick! koj zoo zoo nkauj heev. and thanks for the drinks :D and for being a great hosts! :) take care and happy new years! wish you coulda came to GIANT w/US :D
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hi chick! koj zoo zoo nkauj heev. and thanks for the drinks :D and for being a great hosts! :) take care and happy new years! wish you coulda came to GIANT w/US :D
Thanks Gig! I enjoyed hanging out with you and the rest of the group. Hope you had fun! and Happy New Years to you too.. wish I could of gone too..
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man we are blowing Teez Journal UP! lol ill upload vids of GIANT for you chick.
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man we are blowing Teez Journal UP! lol ill upload vids of GIANT for you chick.
lol I know she don't mind.. right bootay!!? Yea, upload it for me!! I wanna see!! damn, you don't know how much I do wanna go, but I just can't. Hearing about it thru you guys is good tho.. I'll enjoy it that way.. ahahaha
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ill upload the vids that my buddy Leng-rsx has. wait til tomorrow night. he has to upload them from school.
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man, I can't wait for Miami. :D
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yeah miami will be hella tite! dayemmm...okay douly. pay off credit card! b4 going to miami!!! lol
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dude, i need help on this.
okay, i'm having 2nd thoughts about claiming my sister's 2 kids.
this will be the 3rd year that i've used them.
if i don't claim them i'll probably get about 500-700 back only.
i need the money to pay off alot of crap. sigh. :(
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dude, i need help on this.
okay, i'm having 2nd thoughts about claiming my sister's 2 kids.
this will be the 3rd year that i've used them.
if i don't claim them i'll probably get about 500-700 back only.
i need the money to pay off alot of crap. sigh. :(
hmmm.........t hats a tuff one dude. ive only claimed myself all my life. so honestly i wouldnt know what to tell you.
cause 3rd year is kinda tuff ya know. im not an expert when it comes to taxes. :p
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Damn, I need super help. lol
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super help with? taxes?!
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yes! ahaha
i need somebody to help me and tell me if i should go ahead or not
claim my nephews. i mean i've been helping them throughout the years!!
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i think you have legitimate claim for them. youve done it 2 yrs. i dont think a 3rd year will hurt you.
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that's what i thought too. i mean i keep claiming the same ones and stuff. ummmm!
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dude! you forgot to take me to YOUR tattoo shop!!! suckerrrrr.... .!!!
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yea, i was gonna ask you but you were so tired. i let ya sleep. LOL
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i wanted to go saturday. but i didnt want you to dissapoint Sandie and them by lagging on going to fresno. its no big deal :D if i didnt do it b4 saturday i wasnt gonig to do it at all. cause i wouldnt have been able to afford it.
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You could've said something while we were in Fresno.
I would've took the 120 route to Frisco.
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dont sweat it dude. to much driving. i mean if it was your ride. cool but it was your sisters. its a pet peeve of mine to use other peeps cars. sorry thats just me.... :p so no big deal :D
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it would've been okay. i think i've abused my sister's car long enough. ahahaha
i'm gonna get me a new gsr engine and put it in my car. sell the b16 to one of
my guy friends. he's willing to buy it for $400. ;D with the gsr ...hopefully nothing
goes wrong and it fits right in.
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yea, that sucked. ahaha
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time and money!! that's what i need. ;D
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I found these in my friends comp. I've forgotten all about it ....ahaha
I remember taking it but nobody gave me copies ...So I stoled it for myself. ;D
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I look kinda lonely here. LOL
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i quit my F*CKEN job. either way i would of had too do it. those cheap bastards wouldnt have let me off work for 1 week for my gramps funeral. MIAMI IS STILLL A MISSION THAT CAN BE ACHEIVED!!! i will find work when i get back!
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i quit my F*CKEN job. either way i would of had too do it. those cheap bastards wouldnt have let me off work for 1 week for my gramps funeral. MIAMI IS STILLL A MISSION THAT CAN BE ACHEIVED!!! i will find work when i get back!
:o
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road trip to NC.
Its weird. I had a dream about it the other night.
I dreamt that we were packing up and ready to go! ahaha
It was weird. I told my friend maybe its time I did go and visit NC. ;D
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I guess I'm gonna be scared for the rest of my life. :-\
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road trip to NC.
Its weird. I had a dream about it the other night.
I dreamt that we were packing up and ready to go! ahaha
It was weird. I told my friend maybe its time I did go and visit NC. ;D
that trip.. i'll go... i got someone i wanna visit in NC..lolz..
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oooooooo!! I dont know what's there for me in NC. :-\
but we're definetly doing Mn. ;D i'm trying to get me a dj party. ahahaha
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yO!.. I feel like :occasion14: right now.. :sad7:
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puahahahahaha a DJ partayyyy!!!
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yO!.. I feel like :occasion14: right now.. :sad7:
I had 4 of those last night. knocked me out for 2 hrs and woke up at 4am. :-\
puahahahahaha a DJ partayyyy!!!
hey, since nobody offered to throw me a party this year i might as well have one for myself. LOL
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I cannot stop but say it again ...Its sooooooooooo much better in the beginnings.
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this songs got me in the <3
Didn't need to ask
Don't know the reason
Everything that I believe
Is right here
Not thinkin' bout tomorrow
Couldn't catch it if I tried
World is spinning too fast
So I'll wait 'til it comes to me
I am you
You are me
We are one
Take me in your arms
And flow through me
I'll flow through you
Steal my breath away
Cause I'm so moved by you
Deeper than I ever thought
Was possible, was possible, it's everything, oh
Difference between me and you
It's all in where your heart lies
And every day's another chance
So let's get it right
I am you
You are me
We are one
Take me in your arms
And flow through me
I'll flow through you
Did you lose yourself out there
Did you lose faith and give up
Don't turn away and hide yourself
Cause there's a friend to make along the way
We are the heartbeat and our souls speak
And all the beauty I have ever dreamed
Is right here in front of me, oh
Is right here in front of me, oh
I am you
And you are me
We are one
Take me in your arms
And flow through me
I'll flow through you
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i must've been crazy. this is not me.
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HILARIOUS!!! ahaha
do i entertain you people or what? ;D
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dude i fu.cked up. read my journal.
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dude i fu.cked up. read my journal.
i know you fawked up.
because of you douly had to call me up at 11pm telling me what happened.
mike i don't know how many times i've told you how wreckless you've been lately.
i know the new years just passed and i've seen some good in you 'til now. i thought
you were going to cut down and take actions towards your life.
i won't give you a "You don't care about your life but I do" speech like Choua but
how much of a friend is a person to be towards you until you realize the mistakes and
the hurt you've done? dont be inconsiderate like the others i've told you about.
there's more to you then just yourself. one person like you carries a whole lot of
people on your back. think about it.
did you not learn it from me? you're lucky nobody was with you. i mean i could've
killed 3 other people!! i once thought like you ...maybe that's why i changed?
maybe that's why i didn't want to be the person you knew before. i drink but i drink
only knowing i will get home alive. i hope this makes you take some bigger steps
to where you know your limit. some people would not believe me when i tell them
you're not drunk and to think ....Mike, i know you.
oh, and call me biatch.
i know you can't talk right now but i wanna give you a piece of my mind. lol
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i knoe mofo...thats why i am glad no one was with me..and ia m freakin glad i didn't hit nyone... or eles i be sittin in jail right now right...
trust me after this......no more.... no more dunmb shiet... unless someone elees is driving...haha ha... but forrealz... dude i can't rememeber anythnag from the crash. the night at the ER seems like a dream... its like both younger bro kao said....it was bound to happan...all the nights of clubbin and drinkin... and being drunk and driving home...all the times for sac and fresno.....its over 600 times.... its bound to happan...and i should be lucky... i killed no one...and i didn't kill myse;f either....
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i always get that "I know mofo. And I know nigga."
i don't think you know. lol
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Hi Tee! I'm excited for next weekend :)
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Hi Tee! I'm excited for next weekend :)
lolz
hi karina. well, i hope you enjoy your stay.
i'm not much of a good host when showing people around here in Sac
because i really don't know my way around. LOL!!! i just work here. :)
but i'll try to make it fun for you.
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haha. you just know you're way around. LOL. it's okay. it's just a weekend trip. i dont expect much at all. i appreciate you takin the time to show me around while CHuey's away though :)
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haha. you just know you're way around. LOL. it's okay. it's just a weekend trip. i dont expect much at all. i appreciate you takin the time to show me around while CHuey's away though :)
lol
Yea, I mapquest alot. ;D ..
But no worries, we will get to our destination. Its really no problem.
I'm sure you'd do the same for us if we needed you while we're up in Mn ...right, right? LOL!!
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OF COURSE! :)
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TURN HER INTO A TRANCEformer!!! muahahahahahah ahahaha...! EVO!!!
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lol
i am not gonna turn her into a tranceformer. she once bagged on trance. LOL!!!
no appreciation to the sound of music at all. ahaha!! but i guess i'll try not to play
any while she's in the car. LOL
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PLAY IT! who cares! people hate riding in my car too! thats why i always roll solo! LOL they always say "mannnn douly always be playing that RAVE SHIET....etard!"
PLAY IT! hahahahahahaha .....!
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LOL!!!!
no, that's mean. plus it'll give her even more to bag on. ahahahaha
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some people are just TONE DEATH when it comes to GOOD NON TORQUING MUSIC HUH!? lol
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lol
i don't want to start anything. ahaha
i'll stick to the RADIO!!
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BYOCD's!!! LOL hahahahahahaha hahaha....!
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LOL!!! ahahaha
its okay. i'm sure i'll do fine with the radio. ;D
i guess my sister's not gonna pick up her car any time soon then.
cuz my car doesn't have radio. strictly CDs only!!! ahahahahahaha
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hahahahahahaha haha...yup BYOCD's or listen to tee hum "P.A.T.T.!" LOL solo whistle re-edit! LOL
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AHAHAHAHAHAA!!! that would be funny.
it was funny when i was humming that to Big and them. LOL
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man im gonna have karina deliver you your cd! LOL
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man im gonna have karina deliver you your cd! LOL
oh, that works too!! ahahaha
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ill try and put this tranceformer on there.
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i still like the first one.
maybe because its red. i dont' know. ahahahahaha
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no no no! which girl robot do you like! so i can put it in the first one! LOL
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the 3rd one!! but smaller picture please.
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okay small image. cool. will do.
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i meant. smaller pix of the girl. lol
i like the red.
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any music is fine, it just cant be on high volume kuz we're supposed to be talking on the drive. remembeR? getting to know e/o :)
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any music is fine, it just cant be on high volume kuz we're supposed to be talking on the drive. remembeR? getting to know e/o :)
hey! you gotta take the cds to her that im burning for tee okay. ill pm you my #.
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yes yes ...I forget.
talk talk talk ....lol.
yes, karina go pick up my cds from Gigolow ... ;D
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Yay!! I've got stock pieces for my car. It won't be so low anymore.
I've got some sanding and primer stuff to do but it wont' be on my car
til I get those done. 2 weeks top!!!
After I come back from Florida or Mn...maybe then I'll get a new paint job.
I've decided BLACK! No more red. As much as I like the color I don't think
I want another red car. ;D ...Its brought me so much bad luck then. :-\
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I did an estimate of all the things I got this past weekend ...
ehehe ...They spent a little over $600 on me. LOL!!! do i feel bad?
not really. Cuz I don't really ask for much ...I think they pushed me
to ask for what I wanted. ;D anywho, I'm happy.
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damn, happy but stressed like a mofo!!!!!!!!
just listened to voicemail and it doesn't sound too good. :(
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Ugh.
The start of the new year I thought I had it good. Well, it was pretty good so far.
Til now! Why are people making things so hard for me? I thought I was a pretty easy
going person here. I can have a bad mouth sometimes but I do apologize for my mistakes
and um, I haven't done any wrongs.
Things can work in weird ways. There are some things I want to know but I sometimes
feel I don't have the right to ask. Some people like to assume. Me, I'll agree with them
just to make them shut up. I do give in easily when I feel its not a big deal.
I can't wait for Florida. There I can ease my mind and be in my own world ....
And ya know what that means. lolz ...I promised myself I'd quit my stupid ways when
I'm ready. So far I feel I have a longer journey ahead of me. ;D One day I'll find myself in
something. Maybe something that will make me a better person.
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lies! all lies!!
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cool.....
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Crazy weekend!!
I felt like I was on vacation. ;D ...Friday's cookout was good. The girls thought it was good too. It wasn't a big crowd it was just perfect. I'm surprised the house wasn't as messy when everybody left. Again I was left to clean the house alone. But I asked for it ....lol
I'm gonna need a good night of sleep. I'm sooooooooooo tired.
Friday, we stayed up 'til 4am. Woke up, took Mike and Ger to run some errands, came home, cleaned the house, took Mike to get a dress shirt, and then I slept for maybe a good 30 minutes. :-\ I don't know why I didn't just sleep in. Oh wait! that's right, Mr. Vang called and bugged me. lol
Saturday night, I sure was not in the mood to go clubbing. But I was basically the 2nd host of Karina's visit so I didn't want her to just come and sit in our house and watch movies. lol ....Oh and, I told myself I wasn't gonna get wasted but in order to feel the music I had to!! After pho at 3am I almost drove to a curb. LOL!!! Yea, that totally woke me up. When I got home I k`od right away!!! woke up at 6am for work. Sigh. I still feel the alcohol in me. I`m totally paying for it right now.
Overall ...It was a nice weekend to just hang out with everybody. The girls and I haven't gone out since the New Years and I don't think we'll ever go again. ;D I hope you, Karina enjoyed your stay. Despite the fact that we had you take 4 shots. You were such a good sport. To visit or not visit us again atleast we got you the first time. LOL!!! I'm kidding. Thanks for chillin' with us. :)
Now I gotta settle my traveling plans!!
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no pix no care! LOL
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stfu!! ahaha
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I should take a nap. Gosh, I`m soooooooooooo tired.
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okay, here I thought I got my sleeping order together.
If this past weekend didn't happen. I would've been okay ...lol
now I have to start catching up and I know this is gonna take
me a week to get use to the work schedule and my sleeping
schedule. I hate this.
I go nap now.
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ahhh!!!!sheit NIGGA!!!!i got no dui...lol...da mn.... they got me for driving with no lic and no insurance..lol z.. life is GOOD...lol...
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Wow!! You lucky SOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aha
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Wow!! You lucky SOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aha
see!!!! i knew i wasn't drunk!!!!hahahahhaha... i was TIRED....:D :D :D
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Sure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
drinking, accident, not dead, no dui. man!! your life is good. ahahahaahha
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hahahahhaha... ..
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well, i hope it goes well for you this time around.
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If I could write out all thats on my mind ...Maybe then life would be alot easier.
Some people ...gosh. Just some people ...
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I guess that's it. No warning, no nothing.
Maybe that's why I've been the way that I am lately. Careless.
People don't seem to throw the same attention to me when they
ask me to wait.
I'm sadden.
But I'll wear it off with all the trips I have planned so far. Its up to
them to wanna see me or not. I care no more. I've come to realize
that the more I put in the less I get out of it. I'm almost fully content.
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ah, I thought this weekend was going to be a "sleep in" weekend ...
considering the fact that last weekend turned up to be a crazy/busy weekend.
I was just trying to drink with Ger as she asked me too. We turn up driving to
Mike's place 11pm!! ahah ...I love it when we do crazy things like that. Thank god
my sister came to see me! ahaha ...We had her drive. Crazy Penny called off work
and what did we do? We dranked. The next morning we went to have pho and
then we did a little shopping. Okay, 3 hours freak'n shopping!!! And I only came
back with a new pair of shoes and uh, a sweater. LOL!! That's fine, maybe I'll go on
a shopping spree next weekend.
I gotta go see my Mom. She was actually expecting me home this past weekend.
My Mom thought I was gonna come back to Merced with my sister. With my Dad
gone to Thailand ...Yea, she needs the company. I think being at the house with
7 little brats is wearing her out. lolz
Sigh. I did alot of thinking this weekend ....
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dayem foo you musta been hella bored to go thru everybodys Journal! even mine! LOL
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Yea, it was a Sunday and I was at work. lol
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oh yeah forgot. you got that f*cked up shift again! lol dayemmmm....
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yea, ugh!
i so wanna go back to mornings.
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why?! thought you sleep during the day! LOL
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i don't sleep during the day. i try not to sleep during the day so i can sleep at night.
ugh! you should've seen me the other night at Bigs. it was 8pm and i was gonna knock out
i tried hella hard to stay up cuz if i would've went to sleep.... i'd wake up at midnight and
probably stayed up hella late. ahaha
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i got some new tracks for you! woo hooo Solarstone - calling 4 remixes nice vocal. i think youll dig it. its right up your alley. and an SVD track - grasshopper and above and beyond - good for me
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ooooooooo!! um, why don't you upload it for me this time. ahaha
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yeah i can. since they're singles.
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awesome.
put it in a zip file and send it. ;D
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yesziiiir....!
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the last time i cried ...um! September ...
when my sister phoned me at work and told me my auntie has just passed away.
my mom's only sister. sigh. she cried for a week ...she was gone for 1.5 week to
console her heart. first her father ...and then her sister. i can't imagine how much
pain that is. her only brother is in France. yeah, she has nobody left but us.
do you know how sad it is to hear a person say they want to leave this world? oh!
the hurt you'd feel ...after my grandfrather died my mom was sick for months!!
everytime i came home to see her that's all i'd hear from her .."i can leave now"
wtf? i was sadden but understanding. she needs peace. sigh.
i can't see my life without my parents. i don't say it enough but i love`em. they spoil
me. they've given me all that i wanted. but i've never taken them for granted. i know
that one day ...yeah, one day.
I`m just sad today. :(
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aww bootee *hugs*
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last time i cried was aug. 24th 2002 in san jose. when my sister died. crying mends the pain....is it closure?! who knows....only you do. but dont ever be afraid to shed a tear. over anything....ov er nothing.
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the last time i cried for a guy? ..um, HIGH SCHOOL. ;D
i was talking to penny a week ago ...on how i've only used those words on ONE person.
3 years together ...yeah! after that it was guys who i wanted to be with because i just
wanted somebody to call my own. i know. sad ...but true. lol
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oh no. i'm youtubing love songs again. lol
Joee - If I could (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zkH65odoTcI)
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I don't remember the last time I counted ...Its been way too long.
I think that's when you can say its over ....when the counting stops.
blah!
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awesome weekend!! i had a blast ...
1 shot of Remy Martin
1 shot of Grey Goose
1 shot of Patron
1 shot of Southern Comfort
1 shot of Wild Turkey
3 shots of Hennessy
plus 4 Coronas
goddam!! and at the end of the night i was still standing!! ahaha
i'm proud of myself. i just boosted up my level to 8. LOL
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I`m out of words ...
I think I've thought about the same problems over and over again and its taken me no where
but where I started. Some people ... oh, the words I can say to express the way I feel right now. sigh.
I've geen trying to take myself to another place where there is no worries, no sorrow or any sorts or pain.
But I think I'm going the wrong direction. I know I can be better than how I'm treating myself. People don't
understand how I feel right now. I can't talk to anybody but myself. That's the sad part ....
They think I'm this person who can take all sorts of things and not care about it. But really ....I just play it off.
I`m hurt.
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I`ve got to stop. All this ....
Yea, its not right.
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Yes! stop the madness! pleasse! you're making ME sad! tranceformers cant be sad! ;)
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I need a getaway bad. :(
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yesterday has long past you. leave it there. pages in life are meant to be turned not sought after. enlighten yourself.
"yes let it go. for it is already gone. seek today. not tomorrow. for tomorrow never comes. only today cause its already passing us by.....and its called yesterday! we can only ponder the past and wish to see the future and live for today. life just consumes us that way. memories never fade. time lingers and passes us by. hold on...hold on to yourself cause this is gonna hurt like HELL."
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I've heard that before ...umm~!
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I've heard that before ...umm~!
yeah miss CHUELENGLEE! LOL jk hahahahahahaha oh laff a little foo!
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oh hell no.
I am not gonna bust no CHUELENGO!!
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oh hell no.
I am not gonna bust no CHUELENGO!!
I HOPE NOT! LOL
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if i bust i wouldn't bust the way he did it. ahahaha
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yeahhh cause if you cut off MY AVB cd top 20 trance mixes voted by YOU the fans! imma throw your destiny cd out the window gangsta!!! lol
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dude, i can almost cry to karen overton's never be the same!!!! ahahahahahahah aha
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omg wait til you hear Davids track! i was at the crib and he tweeked it some more! wooooooooooooo oooooooooooooo ooooooooo shietttt! ;D ;D ;D
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I love that Karen Overton track ...
it's got that soft sound in it ... *sniffs* ....
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what do ya say??? its my freind's bday...lol..
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ugh! mike. i hate that eddie edul guy.
and um, it's Bigg's birf-day this weekend. i can't do it.
plus i'm driving my car to Merced too.
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my song to sleep tonight ...
I don?t mind?
Suddenly, you came to life
You were, astounding
I was so mesmerized
Heavenly, is all that, I could feel
Now you?re here
And left without a single feel
From this day on?
I?ll never be the same again
I?ll never be the same again
I?ll never be able to live, my life
I?ll never be the same again
I?ll never be able to live my life
Since you came along
Heavenly, is all that, I could feel
Now you?re here, there?s nothing left, for me to feel
From this day on?
I?ll never be the same again, I?ll never be able to live my life?
I?ll never be the same again, I?ll never be able to live my life?
From this day on
How could I ever get over you?
How could I ever get over you?
How could I?
Since you came along
How could I ever get over you?
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ugh! mike. i hate that eddie edul guy.
and um, it's Bigg's birf-day this weekend. i can't do it.
plus i'm driving my car to Merced too.
DOH!!!hahaha...its cool...lol.. i'll probably hitch a ride with one of the guys... ;D ;D
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when you leave this place....what track would you want played as YOUR last track on earth?!
mann ive given this some thought. ive even picked out my 2 hr set track list.
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ahhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm in so much trouble. :(
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I feel a little better today. I kinda got everything straighten out.
No Florida anymore. Sigh. :(
I'm just hoping for Mn to come through. I'm very disappointed at myself.
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Talk about physically drained out!!
Last night was fun. I know I'm usually the loudest. Ugh, I can't help it. It comes out naturally. LOL!!
8pm-2am straight drinking. I tried to eat but my tummie would not take them foods. except the egg rolls. ;D
I swear I almost busted a "My Sassy Girl" move last night. ahaha!! Outside in the rain, I just felt it coming but
I kept it inside!! I didn't want to kill my buzz. Plus I had to entertain everybody.
Yea, I totally killed myself today. Last night I was thinking to myself "tee, you work tomorrow. don't drink too much."
Yea right. ahaha!! One came after another ...And the amount of beers I had to drink because I forgot many
of the girls names. LOL!! I am such a bad host. ahaha!! You'd think I'd remember who they are since they come
whenever we call them up. ;D One of the girls is going back to North Carolina ...I'm sorry to say she didn't
really get a chance to party with us. But hopefully when she visits again.
Oh man! I can't be doing this every other weekend. I know I told myself I'd prep up for Mn but fucc it. ahaha!!
Its too much for me. I feel all torned up. I can't be washing away my stuff this way.
Sigh. I hope the girls are nice enough to get me some "to go" pho if they go out to eat today. LOL!! I need soup!!
Welps, that's the weekend for me. I feel sick. *barf* ...
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Man, sometimes I don't know how I do it.
I was all complaining about how tired I was yesterday but when I got home from work ...
I helped gigi cleaned up a bit. After that Penny wanted to have dinner at Olive Garden so
we basically spent the whole evening waiting to be seated. After dinner we rented some
movies and stayed home ...It was kinda nice just chillin' with the girls. This is the Us I know.
Laid back ..kick'n it together ..no drama! Yea.
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hello to world ...
-baby annalise jalia lee!
my sister is happy. finally! a girl.
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-everybody is having babies!! after annalise was borned ...
2 days later, Wei had TWINS!! i swear i saw them in Nov. *scratch head* ...
one boy and one girl. how great is that? baby agima and jaseng lee. what weird
names. lol ...the last letters are short for their hmong names. Ma and Seng. unique.
i thought my brother named his baby boy kinda weird. kejin, but i guess it works ...
something you rarely hear/see others have. :)
-bad news for my 19 yr old nephew. while driving out of the college 4 days ago he
accidentally hit somebody on the street. people say that's not the first time somebody
has been hit at that intersection. after a bus makes his drops/pickups ...this guy walks into
the street (jay walking) and BAM! my nephew hits him with the bus being in his blind spot ...
not being able to see the guy.
he panicked. busted a hit and run ...went home and panicked even more. his Dad was furious.
and then called the cops on him. lol ...they bailed him out the next day but with him running off
the scene like that ...it doesn't look good for him. the guy he hit had a broken leg and some ribs.
sigh. waiting for the charges ......
-Mom & Dad, it hasn't been so great with them ever since my Dad came back from Thailand.
i don't usually rush myself home when i visit them but last night ...i couldn't wait to leave!!
sigh.
there's more but the head has to rest sometimes ...
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i am sending your cd's tomorrow along with your flyer. oh and can you call bidnessgirly00 to come get hers @ your place! lol i already let her know
i recorded you ASOT year mix 2006. two disc. heres the tracklist.
CD 1:
1. Intro - To be Taken
2. Paulo Mojo - 1983 (Eric Prydz remix)
3. Karen Overton - Your Loving Arms
4. David West - Make U Mine
5. Bennett & Soarez - Light of Hope
6. Jody Wisternoff - Nostalgia (remix)
7. Gabriel & Dresden feat. Molly Bancroft - Let Go
8. Kirsty Hawkshaw & Tenisha - Outsiders (Jose Amnesia Mix)
9. Paco Maroto - Electronic Electro
10. Simon & Shaker - Zero
11. Perry O Neil - Bass Society
12. Armin van Buuren vs Herman Brood - Saturdaynight
13. Alex Monakhov ? Roundabout
14. Jose Amnesia feat. Jennifer Rene - Louder
15. Black Pearl - Bounty Island (DJ Shah?s San Antonio Harbour Mix)
16. Sunlounger - White Sand
17. Richard Durand ? Sunhump
18. Markus Schulz feat. Carrie Skipper - Never Be The Same Again (Markus Schulz Coldharbour Club Mix)
19. Bodyrocks ? Yeah Yeah (D. Ramirez remix ? Markus Schulz reconstruction)
20. Oxia ? Domino
21. Leama & Moor - Everything Matters (Matthew Dekay remix)
22. A Boy Called Joni - Green Astronauts
23. Cara Dillon vs 2 Devine - Black Is The Colour (Coco & Green Remix)
24. Alex Morph vs Rank 1 - Life Less Ordinary
25. Super 8 vs. DJ Tab - Helsinki Scorching
26. G-Spott presents Vinyl Sessions - 6
27. Robert Nickson feat. Elsa Hill - Close your Eyes
28. Armin vs. Rank 1 - This world is Watching me (feat. Kush)
29. Vinny Troia pres. Jaidene Veda - Flow (Gareth Emery mix)
30. Estova presents Sunover ? Stella
31. Aalto ? 5
32. Armin van Buuren - Controlfreak (Sander van Doorn remix)
33. Kyau & Albert - Are You Fine
34. Luminary - Dark Eyes (Funabashi pres. Tom Porcell remix)
35. Signalrunners - Aria Epica (Bart Claessen remix)
36. Lowell Halez ft. Heidi Hazelton - Move Me (Kaste remix)
37. Team SR - Leaving London (T4L Remix)
38. Andy Moor vs Orkidea - YearZero
39. Re:locate feat. Menno de Jong - Spirit
40. Cosmic Gate - Should Have Known (Dub Mix)
41. Orjan - Arctic Globe
42. Arksun - Arisen
43. Galen Behr vs. Hydriod- Carabella (Galen Behr vs. Orjan Nilsen remix)
44. 4 Strings - Mainline (4 Turntables mix)
45. Ronski Speed - The Space we Are (John O Callaghan remix)
CD 2:
46. Kuffdam & Plant feat. Terry Ferminal - The Ones we loved (Dogzilla remix)
47. Lange vs Gareth Emery - Another You, Another Me
48. Chocolate Puma - Always & Forever (Bart Claessen remix)
49. Ti?sto feat. Maxi Jazz - Dance 4 life
50. Ronald van Gelderen - This Way (Rank 1 remix)
51. Mr. Sam feat. Kirsty Hawkshaw - Split (Jonas Steur remix)
52. Oceanlab - Sirens Of The Sea (Kyau & Albert Vocal Mix)
53. Leon Bolier presents Surpresa - Poseidon
54. Sean Tyas ? Lift
55. Re:locate - Rogue
56. Thomas Datt - Evaporate (Stoneface & Terminal Mix)
57. 4 Strings - Take me Away (Purple Haze remix)
58. Marco V - Any Better, Or ...
59. Above & Beyond - Good for Me
60. Mike Foyle - Shipwrecked (John O Callaghan vs Mike Foyle Club Mix)
61. Selu Vibra - Divine
62. Kamil Polner - Soul Cure
63. Super 8 - Get Off
64. Vast Vision - Ellipse (Mikka Leinonen Mix)
65. Kai Del Noi - Beyond Doubt
66. Cape Town - Proglifter
67. Above & Beyond - Can?t sleep
68. Ferry Corsten - Beautiful
69. Nic Chagall - Monday Bar
70. Alexey Selin - White Crystal
71. Armin van Buuren feat. Racoon - Love you more
72. Dave 202 - Generate The Wave
73. Giuseppe Ottaviani - Through Your Eyes
74. Signum - Harmonic
75. Ron van Den Beuken - Find A Way
76. Stoneface & Terminal - SuperNature
77. Nitrous Oxide - North Pole
78. Mark Pledger - On The Edge (Mike Shiver remix)
79. Filo and Peri feat. Fisher - Ordinary Moment
80. O'Callaghan & Kearney - Exactly
81. Armin van Buuren - Sail
82. Divini & Warning - 4LB
83. Marninx pres. Ecco - Intuition (Martin Roth Classic mix)
84. Lost World - A Life Elsewhere
85. S.O. Project - Direct Dizko (Sander van Doorn remix)
86. Simon Patterson - F16
87. Outro - the Void
and an mp3 of cd compilations and mixes. only way i could get you more stuff to listen too. cause i ran out of cd's to burn with. sorry homes, thats why i mp3d one cd.
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THANKS!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)
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sall good homie.
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Wow! That's alot. aha ...
i need new music. my cd's were so played out i made me a hip & hop and r&b one. :o ..lol
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even the ones i sent you??? dayemmmm well i sent you 3 cd's 2 are of AVB ASOT year in mix. and the other is Mp3'd with like above and beyond and jon o'bir. mannn jon o'bir ownsss too! i think im gonna have to make a move to cali...... :o *shrugs*
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Yes!! I over played it. ahaha
I think we're gonna have a 4th roomie. Bizz didn't give me a definite answer but i offered her to move in with us. :)
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Yes!! I over played it. ahaha
I think we're gonna have a 4th roomie. Bizz didn't give me a definite answer but i offered her to move in with us. :)
thats like????????????????? heaven and hell?! lol at least you will have an EDM partner! now now dont go Bi-curious on us tee! LOL jk jk jk i kidd. i kidd. ;) :D :D :D
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oh stfu. ahaha
edm partner my azz. this girl doesn't go anywhere. ahahah
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oh stfu. ahaha
edm partner my azz. this girl doesn't go anywhere. ahahah
if you drive! she will go! esp. in the bay area since her man is there! LOL
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i dont' know ...we'll see how she does with us. :o
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lol yeahhhh...shes to....no comment.
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in the words of t-pain ....I'M SPRUNG!!!!!!! ahaha
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oooooooooooooo ookay!!! on who now??? ::) LOL dude check that Jon O'bir set!!! that set is BANGINGGGGGGGG!!! esp. his LOUDER remix! KISSFM UKRAINE radio! mannn usa fm radio sucks >:(
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i meant Bizz, not me.
blah.
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confused? but yeah.......! i text will last night! he's @ Danny Howells 10 hr marathon set! dayemmmmm soooooooo jealous.
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whatever. i'm not even gonna call him or text him. UGH!!
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are you still losing sleep over this?????????????????
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oh no!! I'm fine!! ahaha!!
its nothing bad. :)
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Okay! I need to stop messing around and get real.
I swear I'm not serious with anything. no more screwing around.
I'm gonna look at the brighter side and just go with the flow.
I'm gonna be alone for a while and see where I'll end up at.
People come and go and most of them don't give a fawk so there's
no point having them around. I gotta stay focus ....
I`m in too deep.
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Pharrealss! :)
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fo`sho!! I've been ignoring my true thoughts.
i like your signature. i knew you were gonna turn to EDM one day!! ahahahahahahah ahaha
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i always loved trance. i just wanted to be different thats all. ;)
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Yea, I wanted to be different too ...So I turned to hip hop but that didn't work out. puahahahahahah
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yeah thats why i chose EDM over everything else. :)
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OMG!! the Ishido mix is tearing me up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahaha
i can't get over it. i love the sound. oh!! how i could totally
feel the roll if i was hearing this song!! ahahaha
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OMG!! the Ishido mix is tearing me up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahaha
i can't get over it. i love the sound. oh!! how i could totally
feel the roll if i was hearing this song!! ahahaha
pop one then! LOL :D :D :D ;D
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NOT WHEN I'M ALONE!!!
imma start seeing things. ahaha!!
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where are the boys @???? ???
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Big and them are working late. its just me and his younger bro.
won't be back 'til 1am i think.
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lord.
I am such a hypocrite. lol
I keep telling myself these things but I do the other. Why is that?
How come I can't pull it together and do as I really want? I want to
accomplish a few things in the next coming months. I've been really
lagging and so far I haven't done a single thing. Okay, maybe a little
but not enough to say I've achieved such goals.
People has held me back!! They don't see it but I've taken a lot of
challenge from them. Though I've failed I still see it as something I
tried in. I've given up on a few good things. Some didn't even notice
I had them to think. What's left? I don't know ...
I know I've told myself I needed to get out more often. But I realize
that most people I end up with only brings me down even more. I
need a short trip. I need to get away and free the mind. I've lost contact
with almost everybody. I've seen a lot through them ...
they come and they go. I now think nothing of them.
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So, this morning I woke up and found a painful scratch on my wrist ...
It was my damn bracelet. So I took it off. I know I'm not suppose to
but that thing was hurting me!! Forget that ...I'm gonna go see my Grandpa!! aha!
Maybe after he does some magik ...I'll think about really sleeping in my room. Serious!!
I figure, hey! if I can sleep in the living room with the light and t.v on ...Might as well
try doing that in my room. I mean, I do have a t.v in all. And last week my
older brother gave me a night light. puahahaha!!!!
So, I guess I'll stay home today? :-\
Yea, might as well do some laundry while I`m at it. Sigh ...
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Coming Down ...again!!!!!!! :headbang:
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Coming Down ...again!!!!!!! :headbang:
is that on ASOT year mix??? ???
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er. #209
i had it on windows media player.
i know when to rewind. LOL
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er. #209
i had it on windows media player.
i know when to rewind. LOL
oh! LOL okay lol :D :D :D
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freak'n sucks!!! i came to big's to burn but something's wrong with his drive.
now i gotta do it at home. maybe i can rip the track to a single. LOL
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So, this morning I woke up and found a painful scratch on my wrist ...
It was my damn bracelet. So I took it off. I know I'm not suppose to
but that thing was hurting me!! Forget that ...I'm gonna go see my Grandpa!! aha!
Maybe after he does some magik ...I'll think about really sleeping in my room. Serious!!
I figure, hey! if I can sleep in the living room with the light and t.v on ...Might as well
try doing that in my room. I mean, I do have a t.v in all. And last week my
older brother gave me a night light. puahahaha!!!!
So, I guess I'll stay home today? :-\
Yea, might as well do some laundry while I`m at it. Sigh ...
Hahaha, how domesticated!
Jokes - just crashing your thread
and I can't get lefty on PH no more - see what married life does to you!
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Hahaha, how domesticated!
Jokes - just crashing your thread
and I can't get lefty on PH no more - see what married life does to you!
awe, hi yellowfella. :)
gee!! lefty got married? when was that? :o
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he got married just before christmas - he's been busy moving into their new place - it would be the perfect bachelor pad - if he wasn't married muahahaa
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he got married just before christmas - he's been busy moving into their new place - it would be the perfect bachelor pad - if he wasn't married muahahaa
awe... sweet.
how about you? ;) lolz
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going home. rearranging my bed/room.
and maybe try to sleep on it tonight. ;D
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dude, you're like my sister. she refuses to sleep in the room and if she does ..she needs the lights and door closed.
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awe... sweet.
how about you? ;) lolz
hahaha i suck - i like the company of many women
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dude, you're like my sister. she refuses to sleep in the room and if she does ..she needs the lights and door closed.
*ahem* ...I need light, door closed, and MUSIC!! or T.V on ....LOL!!!
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hahaha i suck - i like the company of many women
ooooooooooooo!! Like that? ahaha!!
Play on playa. ;)
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Okay, so the sleeping in my room didnt' happen last night. LOL!!!
I chickened out. ahaha
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Okay, so the sleeping in my room didnt' happen last night. LOL!!!
I chickened out. ahaha
weak sauce! :D :D :D
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oh shut up!! ahahaha
Okay, serious!! TONIGHT!!! for sure.
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i'll get back to you on that! but if im free that weekend, heck yes i want to go! ;D
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awesome!! I plan to do a last minute thingy. Nobody wants to go with me. lol
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ahaha! i'll do last minute anytime! ;D
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ahaha! i'll do last minute anytime! ;D
awesome!! You need to move to CA and be my friend. LOL
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i wanna get away. 3 day weekend my fawk'n ass.
that was one of the most hated weekend ever. i didn't want to
speak to anybody!! ugh.
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Hi Tee! :)
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Hi Tee! :)
Hi. Coming to see you next weekend for Tevin's wedding.
if you're not available ..its okay too.
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Yea, Steve told me about it.. but I've never met the dood! lol
This coming up weekend.. it's my bday ;)
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Crap. Well, I know Juniors gonna be coming to see ya so if you can
hang out with us on Friday ...I'm only coming for that night. :)
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Crap. Well, I know Juniors gonna be coming to see ya so if you can
hang out with us on Friday ...I'm only coming for that night. :)
Jr will be here Fri and Sat. My cousin from Utah will be here too. She wants to go out since it's also her birthday. Let me know what you want to do.
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er. I was just gonna drop by Steve's place and have a few drinks with Tevin on Friday.
Its your birf-days ...You let me know what you want to do. :)
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er. I was just gonna drop by Steve's place and have a few drinks with Tevin on Friday.
Its your birf-days ...You let me know what you want to do. :)
O! Welll, we could get together at Steve's and BBQ maybe? Then maybe my cousins and I could club on Sat.
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ta DAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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O! Welll, we could get together at Steve's and BBQ maybe? Then maybe my cousins and I could club on Sat.
sounds good.
DAMN MIKE!!! WHY YOU GOTTA TEASE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????
i already had 3 days off last week. :(
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so i'll take it that u have to work saturday...lol z... ;D ;D
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UH, YES!!! ahaha
BUT!!! i was thinking while at work ....ahahahaha
this might be crazy but i was thinking maybe i can bust one of those ...club/denny's/drive home kinda deal. LOL!!!!
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I guess I can't count on my homie gigi anymore. She's a trip now!
she asked me to go CAMPING if I want her to go to TIESTO with me!!
I seriously need a EDM partna!!!
do I look like I'm in any condition to go camping? I DON'T THINK SO!!!!
okay, I was really drunk the other night when I said yes. But she wanted
me to pick ONE show only. No G&D!!! She says. Maybe I'll do a solo mission
to the Bay. Um!
anywho, I've decided to take a break on May 10th-13th and just do a
solo mission to Mn. have a few days there and maybe come back to work
for 3 days and join my sister in NC on May 17th-20th. I haven't decided yet
but the girl bought her ticket already!!! hater ass. She still wants me to go
though. I think that'll do it for me for summer. lol ...
Tiesto in July! that's gonna be a killer hot one but I'm sure I'll be too out of it to notice the heat. ;D
If nobody wants to join me on my fun, I guess I'll do it without them.
As fun as it'd be if they did ...I can't drop it just because they won't. This is for ME.
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Yay!!! I fixed my digi!!! I fixed my digi!!! ahaha!!
so there use to be this msg that comes on the screen that said something was wrong.
after hella months i put in some new batteries and voila!!!! it worked. YAY!!!! ahaha
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tee be get upset! we just messing wid you! ;) i will practice a 2 hr set for your bday Jussssssssssss sssssssst FOR YOU!!! and you can send me $$$ to buy vinyl just for your bday!!! lol ill send you a list of what i have. :)
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lolz
I`m not upset. :) Just explaining how I don't give a damn about the others. Its my birthday.
how much does vinyls cost now and days? If I have to buy them I'm keeping them after you're done. LOL!!
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lolz
I`m not upset. :) Just explaining how I don't give a damn about the others. Its my birthday.
how much does vinyls cost now and days? If I have to buy them I'm keeping them after you're done. LOL!!
$9.99 per! so that means you get
A side = original
B side = some remix
so basically you get two tracks for $9.99 but the prices range from 3.99-19.99
and of course you get to keep them! lol
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cool. i can get atleast 20!!! ahahaha
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so make a list of what you want! you can send me the $$$ ill buy the vinyl up here and you can have them for your bday present! woo hoo! ;) :D
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awesome!! i'll name a few and i'll let you pick a few of your choices ...for me. :)
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25 hrs of no sleep!! and still going .... 3 more hrs to go!!
G&D was awesome last night. They were alot better at Ruby then the last time I saw them spin at Mighty.
I swear I can drink hella when I *ahem* ...ahaha!! I had ONE with hella energy drinks. 2 big Rock Stars on the road,
2 Go Girls, 3 Millers Lite, 4 Coronas, 1 Yager Bomb, and 2 gulps of Yager by itself in the car. LOL!!
Oh man. I am dying here! I can't believe I made it to work.
doh!! I have to add ...I ALSO DROVE HOME TOO!!!!!! now that was a trip!!! ahahahahahahah ahaha
I drove to SF ...and back to SAC. I am so freak'n crazy. ??? Okay, that is the last time I do that. lol
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F*cking soldier...!
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You telling me!! I didn't know I could do it. :o LOL
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just get some z's when you get home.
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I know. One more hour.
I still got that tingling feelin' in me. :-\
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hang in there. this last hour will go fast. ill keep you company. :)
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ahaha! yea, no sweat.
today wasn't so bad. :)
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damn crazy woman!!!! i'll be KO!!! ahaha
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damn crazy woman!!!! i'll be KO!!! ahaha
I had so much fun Lilly!!! I'm gonna do this again when I'm up there. LOL!!!
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G&D @ Ruby Skye
sharing just some ...
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i love Ruby!! there's a Jack In the Box across the street. ahaha
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Omfg!!! Took me 2 freak'n hours to order 2 inhalers!!
what kind of shiat is "we now accept only VISA cards?" lol
uh yea. i quit smoking. well, okay ...i need too!
first step: DON'T BUY ANY
second step: cut down hanging out with people who do
third: maybe i'll only smoke when i drink? lol!!
blah. i don't drink that much now and days so maybe that'll work.
stress? maybe i'll keep a pack just to calm myself down when its kicking.
uh, yea. i hope i stick to this plan. LOL
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so my Frankenstein has a brain and a heart now. lol
my brother just dropped the engine in yesterday and everything's plugged in.
i need a new distributor but that shouldn't be a problem. maybe another week?
Frankenstein's body is messed up!! aha ....maybe after Mn and Nc I'll take it to
have it repaired and painted. yeah. if it looks okay afterwards i might keep it but
if i still feel the same way about it after its painted i'm gonna sell the thing. yeah.
i've spent way too much money on that thing. lol
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somebody got Maddddddddddd E-grin! LOL :D :D :D
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somebody got Maddddddddddd E-grin! LOL :D :D :D
I know you're not referring to me. So it must be Christine but she didn't roll.
actually, she quit rolling. that little chicka drinks nothing but hard liquor now.
and then Mike? well, he didn't roll either. he only dranked and that nigga dranked
while i was driving to sf.
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um, last night was interesting.
sometimes it confuses me but i've learned to accept the things as they come.
if i told others the story some of them would say i'm wasting my time. or ask
why i put up with it.
honestly, i don't know why it would waste my time when all i am doing is being
a friend? or maybe they don't see that. and why would i put up with what?
i've put my feelings aside and be as i am. some people don't care enough to
know about how i feel. and when they ask i feel they don't have the right to know
if they can do the things they do to me.
i'm the same person. some just don't see it ...i just try to change as i go.
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ugh! no more drinking before bedtime.
i've got me a huge headache and i feel like barfing. :(
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Okay, I really need to pull myself together.
I got like hella shiat I need to straighten out but I keep ignoring them
and following what I shouldn't be doing. :-\ ...
Take smoking for an example. I was doing sooooooooooo good yesterday
but gigi came home and she made me get out of bed to smoke with her. lol
she literally jumped on my bed!! yea, I need to get a lock for my door. ahaha
Besides the smoking thing ...I'm in so much more deep doo-doo. :(
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oh, and another note ...
I've been sleeping in my bed for the past 2 weeks.
I have conquered my fear. LOL!!!!
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going home to get a new phone. ugh!
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oh, and another note ...
I've been sleeping in my bed for the past 2 weeks.
I have conquered my fear. LOL!!!!
good job!!!! i'm proud of you. ;D
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it's a no go tee. :-[
i couldn't get those days off at work. you all have a great time!!
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good job!!!! i'm proud of you. ;D
thanks!! I finally rearranged my bedroom and voila!!
I've been sleeping a-okay!! ;D
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it's a no go tee. :-[
i couldn't get those days off at work. you all have a great time!!
awe. too bad.
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This is the worst hangover ....ever!!!!!!!!!!!!
5 hrs of puking. i'm dehydrated but every time i take a sip of water ...i end up
in the bathroom puking my brains out. i've had almost 1 bottle of water and
1/4 of my gatorade. yes, i puked the gatorade out too. and it mutha fawk'n hurts
when its nothing but liquid.
i hate hard liquor. i hate birthdays. i'm thinking twice about that big 25 blow out
birthday party of mines. :( i'm sick. i want some soup. but i've been puking all
morning ...food isn't on my mind right now. i'm sleepy as heck. i shut my eye for
a split 2 second and i doze off. my head is pounding like a mofo. i took 2 tylenol
this morning and another 2 at 12pm ...still pounding! i need some sleep.
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man, penny is like ger. lol.
i was doing so good yesterday. with my bad hangover and everything i soooooo
did not want to smoke. lol. considering the fact that i went through a whole box
the night we were drinking. :o ...yeah, i was shocked too but it wasn't just me.
i was giving it away to other people too. lol
anywho, next time i'm sending people a birthday card instead. lol ...or!! give them
an ultimatum. i'll come if they don't make me drink!! yes. i remember seeing the
birthday boy's face when he saw me walk through that gate. he straight up yelled
out "Tee!!! Come drink this shiat for me" ...lol. yea, i didn't fight it at first. cuz i knew
i was taking one for the birthday boy.
1.5 weeks 'til Mn. why am i not that excited? i'm like BLAH. although i hope i have a
great time. yeah. that's 4 days in Mn. :-\ doh. and i hope all that planning lilly did goes
out as planned too. i wanna come back with lots of video footage. ;D
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tee when u come back on sunday, what time will it be?? there is a vball tourment in fresno that weekend.....
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tee when u come back on sunday, what time will it be?? there is a vball tourment in fresno that weekend.....
oh damn. I get back at 10:05am. :-\
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you better have a great time here or else i'm not hosting again!!! lol
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you better have a great time here or else i'm not hosting again!!! lol
mos def. ahaha!!
I'm sure I'll have a great time. :) I just want the plans to go well ...
especially since I'm coming there by myself.
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oh damn. I get back at 10:05am. :-\
:o
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Damn? :( I'll get back to you.
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5 days no smoking!!! I am pretty damn proud. ahaha!
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damn. i need a massage. i've got this pinch on my back that is killing me. :-\
anywho, 2 more days!!! :D ...I`m excited now. ;D
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dayemmmmmmm this week was FUN! :)
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I had a great time!!! ;D
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tee!! :D
sounds like you had a blast!! gigolow recommended me to see the videos so that i could be more envious! ahaha! post it up on youtube! :D ;D
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lolz
thanks douly and lilly ...so very much!!
amy, i had a better time this year. it totally ruled over the past 2 years. lol
i'll show you the video once i get them up. :)
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ahhhh no big dael! all fun and games! :D this year for MONSTER MASSIVE! im bringing my whole crew down! ;)
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awesome!!
Gosh, I wonder how Mn is gonna be next year. ahahahahahahah aha
this year was sooooooo fun!!
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wow.
I really did let myself go. My feelings, my thoughts, my everything. As much as it felt okay inside for a split second ...I was still hurt. Maybe that's why I was being the way I was when it was there. I should have made the best of everything but I slipped. Sigh. Why do I let this bother me? Some people walk around with their heads up high and I walk around with my head elsewhere. Its time I forget its ever happened. Everything. I now realize how much it means to them.
I shouldn't care.
I`m just sad.
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lolz
thanks douly and lilly ...so very much!!
amy, i had a better time this year. it totally ruled over the past 2 years. lol
i'll show you the video once i get them up. :)
you're welcome!!! anytime! 8)
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I`m taking a break. 2 weeks away and I feel the same.
maybe if I just cut contact with everybody but those who are close to me.
even though they don't know how I feel ...Its okay. They can help take the worries away.
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Friday, June 29th - FERRY CORSTEN
Saturday, July 7th - BLANK & JONES
Sunday, July 15th - ARMIN VAN BUUREN
Friday, July 20th - SANDER VAN DOORN
Saturday, July 28th - TIESTO!!!
I know I said I'd limit myself to 1 show a month but this summer I want to do as many things as I can. AVB!!! I gotta see!!! Now I just need to find me a EDM buddy to go with. ahaha!! Sigh. This will probably keep my mind off of things right now. I know you can't go out, drink away, or smoke your head off to rub things off that easily but atleast I know I will be preoccupied. And!! My summer didn't go to waste like last year. I swear I was like a freak'n hermet. All I did was work work work. Maybe that's how I got to save so much. lolz. ;D
I need to stop messing around now. I need to be more serious and achieve in things I've set out for myself.
First, be real.
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Friday, June 29th - FERRY CORSTEN
Saturday, July 7th - BLANK & JONES <---- DONT BOTHER!
Sunday, July 15th - ARMIN VAN BUUREN
Friday, July 20th - SANDER VAN DOORN
Saturday, July 28th - TIESTO!!!
I know I said I'd limit myself to 1 show a month but this summer I want to do as many things as I can. AVB!!! I gotta see!!! Now I just need to find me a EDM buddy to go with. ahaha!! Sigh. This will probably keep my mind off of things right now. I know you can't go out, drink away, or smoke your head off to rub things off that easily but atleast I know I will be preoccupied. And!! My summer didn't go to waste like last year. I swear I was like a freak'n hermet. All I did was work work work. Maybe that's how I got to save so much. lolz. ;D
I need to stop messing around now. I need to be more serious and achieve in things I've set out for myself.
First, be real.
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damn tee looks like ur book for the whole month of june. ;D ;D ;D
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blank & jones ...off
damn tee looks like ur book for the whole month of june. ;D ;D ;D
I WANNA DO EVERYTHING!! I'm tired of waiting for other people to make things fun for me.
this time around ...i'm thinking about myself only. wanna go with me? LOL!!!
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blank & jones ...off
I WANNA DO EVERYTHING!! I'm tired of waiting for other people to make things fun for me.
this time around ...i'm thinking about myself only. wanna go with me? LOL!!!
to some of it sure.... but not all...hahaha.. . i am on self lock down...hahahh. ..
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to some of it sure.... but not all...hahaha.. . i am on self lock down...hahahh. ..
Yes, I noticed that. You didn't go to Fresno this past weekend. lol
How about Mn? You wanna go to Mn with me, Bizz, and amy for J4?
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Yes, I noticed that. You didn't go to Fresno this past weekend. lol
How about Mn? You wanna go to Mn with me, Bizz, and amy for J4?
wtf??? u?? going to MN for j4?? hahahaha...nig ga u said u can't go...hahahahah ...cuzz of noise bleeds...lolz. ..hahahahaha.. .gay man....totally gay...lolz..
ok ok ok....if i am not LOCKED DOWN by then, i will go. lolz..
yea i didn't really want to go to fresno...i had to find a new place to live...and i wanted to save some money for this comin thursday. rememeber, i am comin to sac..... i'll be at ur pad by 2pm..but no rush...i'll be chillin with a freind until 4pm and then hang out with u gurls and hit the club and then have out with my buddy after the club... its gonna be a buzy busy day.... but yea she if u guys wanna club that nite....
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wtf??? u?? going to MN for j4?? hahahaha...nig ga u said u can't go...hahahahah ...cuzz of noise bleeds...lolz. ..hahahahaha.. .gay man....totally gay...lolz..
ok ok ok....if i am not LOCKED DOWN by then, i will go. lolz..
yea i didn't really want to go to fresno...i had to find a new place to live...and i wanted to save some money for this comin thursday. rememeber, i am comin to sac..... i'll be at ur pad by 2pm..but no rush...i'll be chillin with a freind until 4pm and then hang out with u gurls and hit the club and then have out with my buddy after the club... its gonna be a buzy busy day.... but yea she if u guys wanna club that nite....
well, amy asked if i wanted to go to Mn and i really don't want her to go alone. :-/
so Bizz and I are thinking about it. tickets are a biatch right now. lol ...so i can't say yes yet.
if i happen to find really cheap tickets ger might even go with me. puahahahahahah a!!!
if you need a place to stay at 2pm ...nai nai should be at home. we can let him
know that you're gonna be here. and um, well think about going clubbing with you.
i've been kinda poop'd out lately. i didn't even go to Fresno either. lol
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UPDATED!!!
Saturday, June 9th - ABOVE & BEYOND at 1015
Friday, June 29th - FERRY CORSTEN at Ruby Skye
Saturday, July 7th - BLANK & JONES at Ruby Skye
Sunday, July 15th - ARMIN VAN BUUREN at Ruby Skye
Friday, July 20th - SANDER VAN DOORN at Ruby Skye
Saturday, July 28th - TIESTO!!! at Bill Graham
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mannnnn i seriously need to move to cali for that one month! LOL
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lol.
I'm telling you. Just one month!! That's all you need.
and if you feel like you need to settle here ...that could be arranged also. ;D
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oh man.
I am in so much deep doo-doo. Nobody knows ...sigh.
I guess after the summer is gone I'm gonna have to be a little more serious. And um, totally cut down all that partying.
:(
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um.
I swear every time I clean up a mess something else comes up. Its like never ending!!
Finally I've dropped the most stupidest part to make me feel like a completely moron
and now life changing mistakes comes back torturing me until I do something about it.
Work doesn't make things any better either. I swear I am going to leave that place as
soon as the summer ends. I still have quite a summer to go. ;D ...
I hope things get better. Sigh. Its like one problem after another. Why can't I just live
a completely free falling life? Let everything slide and just live for the moment. :-\
I`m sad.
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hey tee! if gigi is going but can't get VIP, im willing to donate!
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um.
I swear every time I clean up a mess something else comes up. Its like never ending!!
Finally I've dropped the most stupidest part to make me feel like a completely moron
and now life changing mistakes comes back torturing me until I do something about it.
Work doesn't make things any better either. I swear I am going to leave that place as
soon as the summer ends. I still have quite a summer to go. ;D ...
I hope things get better. Sigh. Its like one problem after another. Why can't I just live
a completely free falling life? Let everything slide and just live for the moment. :-\
I`m sad.
maybe you should find a one bedroom apt?? :D
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hey tee! if gigi is going but can't get VIP, im willing to donate!
Okay, I'll let her know. :) ...lolz ...I hope you pack some shorts. Its gonna be super hot. ;D
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maybe you should find a one bedroom apt?? :D
oh no. the house has been clean. i've been keeping it clean since i got back from NC. ahaha
mess in life that is. :-\
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oh no. the house has been clean. i've been keeping it clean since i got back from NC. ahaha
mess in life that is. :-\
damn, why didn't we do our therapy session in mn? well i'm all ears when you need one.
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damn, why didn't we do our therapy session in mn? well i'm all ears when you need one.
why you gonna just give her one ear when you have two! dayemmmmmmmmm mean asssss! jk lol :D
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damn, why didn't we do our therapy session in mn? well i'm all ears when you need one.
the whole time i was there ...man. my mind was else where.
except during the night life. LOL!! yea, that's when i kinda let
everything go and just had my fun.
i guess i didn't say much to you because we always had people
around us. but i guess we could've had that session during the
conservatory tour but i don't know ...i didn't think about it. :-\
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today is gonna be so tiring. alot of cooking.
plus i didn't get enough sleep last night too. stayed up 'til 3am watching movies with ger.
*yawns* ...1 hr left.
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tell ger not to worry about it.
we're not going to dress up like candy ravers are we?? :o ;D
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um, try to look like a candy kid. ahahahaha!!!
we'll have my cousin do our hair. :D
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why you gonna just give her one ear when you have two! dayemmmmmmmmm mean asssss! jk lol :D
io said ALL EARS foo! ::) ;D
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the whole time i was there ...man. my mind was else where.
except during the night life. LOL!! yea, that's when i kinda let
everything go and just had my fun.
i guess i didn't say much to you because we always had people
around us. but i guess we could've had that session during the
conservatory tour but i don't know ...i didn't think about it. :-\
well that's ok i'm always a phone call away. ;)
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well that's ok i'm always a phone call away. ;)
Yea, thanks!! Plus I can always e-mail you. :)
I tend to say more when I write/type instead. lolz
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CANDY RAVERS!
(http://oregonstate.edu/~chaa/CandyRavers.JPG)
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that's cute. but that's not gonna be me. LOL!!!!
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Yea, thanks!! Plus I can always e-mail you. :)
I tend to say more when I write/type instead. lolz
there you go.. email it is. ;D ;) :)
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CANDY RAVERS!
(http://oregonstate.edu/~chaa/CandyRavers.JPG)
AHAHAHAHAHA that's cute!!! lol
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that is way too colorful for me. lolz
anywho, amy ..i got my ticket. i hope you got your plane ticket already. lol
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CANDY RAVERS!
(http://oregonstate.edu/~chaa/CandyRavers.JPG)
hahahahahahaha haha THAT I GOTS TO SEE!!! LOL :D :D :D
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kill me if i ever look like that. LOL
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Our summer roadtrip.
I hope it works out. ahaha!! And to the East and back we go!!
START
SACRAMENTO, CA
LAS VEGAS, NV
Grand Canyon National Park, AZ
SALT LAKE CITY, UT
DENVER, CO
ST PAUL, MN
MADISON, WI
CHICAGO, IL
DETROIT, MI
CLEVELAND, OH
NEW YORK, NY
WASHINGTON, DC
RICHMOND, VA
VIRGINIA BEACH, VA
CHARLOTTE, NC
ATLANTA, GA
JACKSON, MS
DALLAS, TX
OKLAHOMA CITY, OK
ALBUQUERQUE, NM
PHOENIX, AZ
FINISH
LOS ANGELES, CA
Total Distance: 7560.5 miles, Total Time: 113 hours 47 mins (approx.)
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Okay, time for sleepy!! i swear this week is gonna be a long one. :-\
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hey tee! tell ger that i bought her VIP ticket. i'll see yalls next weekend! :D
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awesome. i'll let her know. maybe i'll make her pay for the hotel with me. LOL
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amy wanna buy mines too! ;)
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get your plane ticket first. i told you i'd get your ticket if you got a plane ticket. stupid ass. LOL
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get your plane ticket first. i told you i'd get your ticket if you got a plane ticket. stupid ass. LOL
well my buddy hasnt responded back to me about giving me one of his plane tickets just yet. :P
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well, the prices have gone up. i'll pay half your EDC ticket. ahahahahahahah ahahahaha
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cant complain about half. i shall find out by tomorrow night.
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LOL!!! better make it quick ...
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yeah yeah yeahhhh....! :-X
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ya is lagging!!! ahaha
anywho, don't laugh but my Monster is almost finished. lolz
2 weeks ago my brother tells me my mount piece ( the piece that holds the engine ) isn't good.
and so i gave him money to replace that and buy oil and all that other stuff to get the car ready.
and later on the next week he tells my i'm missing a freak'n knock sensor!!! ahahaha ...and my car
would totally not pass if i don't have that ...nor would it start either. soooo!! my brothers drove to
Stockton the other day to grab that piece and i'm hoping that when i go home this weekend it'll
be up and running. i was thinking last night that when i get my car i'll slowly buy sand paper and
kinda hang tarp around the garage ...well, maybe around my car ...just that area and kinda sand
my car day by day since i'm always home doing nothing but finding something productive to do. lol
and um, kinda primer it and get it ready for a paint job. i'm kinda broke right now. LOL!!!!
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who the heck bought that pool??? hahahha....lol z....
u sanding ur car down?? hahaha...wow really??? circler motion and not to hard...lolz..
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hey!! don't hate on the pool. ahahahahahaha!!!
Ger was trying to get me to go swimming with her at the River and I didn't want to so she went
and bought the pool. LOL!!!!!! ;D ...it was pretty cool. Her and I sat in there from 1pm to 6pm
just talking/venting. It was nice. Yea, we had a therapy session and WE WERE HELLA BUZZ!!! LOL!!!!
we had a ice chest fulll of ice and beer. LOL!!!
i knocked out at 10pm ...woke up at 12:45am to say bye to Ger ...went back to sleep and didn't wake
up 'til almost noon the next day. ahahahaha!!! Thank god I didn't work that Monday. ;D
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the Fun Times!!
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AHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
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cleaning the lawn.
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scoooooooooooo ooooooooter!!
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most recent pix. i've been pretty stressed out at work.
i sooooooooooooo wanna quit.
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aww.. i miss having a roommate. It's sooo freaken lonely living on my own. :-\ :( ;D
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tee i signed you up for free SPUNDAE EVENT THIS SUNDAY feat. Gabriel & Dresden and 3 guests. i hope i spelled your name right. im sure i did. i was bored lol. sorry.
so if you win. its YOU + 3 guests free.
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aww.. i miss having a roommate. It's sooo freaken lonely living on my own. :-\ :( ;D
i have roommates but they don't spend time with me like how we use to anymore.
except for ger. she's been coming home every single day after work and hang out
with me for a few hours and then head back to her bf's place. LOL!!!!
tee i signed you up for free SPUNDAE EVENT THIS SUNDAY feat. Gabriel & Dresden and 3 guests. i hope i spelled your name right. im sure i did. i was bored lol. sorry.
so if you win. its YOU + 3 guests free.
this sunday? i can't. :(
even if i win i can't go. lolz ...i might go camping with ger and the boys. they've been bugging me.
and then after camp i have to drive to Merced to see my sister who drove all the way from Oregon.
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i was just bored thats all. lol :D :D :D
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hey bootee...is biz still living w/ u gals? can you tell her to call me ...thanks! my cousin Diane wants to know if she's still looking for a roommate...or if she's still considering moving out...we tried calling her but no answer...
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i have roommates but they don't spend time with me like how we use to anymore.
except for ger. she's been coming home every single day after work and hang out
with me for a few hours and then head back to her bf's place. LOL!!!!
i know but it's still better not having NO roommates! ehehe
btw- what happen to tracy? did she stay in NC?
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i know but it's still better not having NO roommates! ehehe
btw- what happen to tracy? did she stay in NC?
yea, but i'm scared to live by myself. ahahahahaha!!!
tracy? her and her man drove back from NC ...
he decided to go back with her so they came back like 1.5 weeks ago.
um, if all goes well maybe we'll see a wedding soon. :D :D :D
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my EDC tickets came in the mail yesterday!! :D
here's my up to date plan:
i'll be leaving early friday morning and hopefully be in Sacramento by 3pm. let me know when you guys are truly leaving because i can be there thursday night too. if i can get a flight friday, i'll let you know when to pick me up.
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um, can you get here late thursday night or something? lol ....
cuz we plan to leave at 3-4pm. right after everybody gets off work.
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Big 25
and the list goes on ...
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umm ... i think i can do that and thursday is tomorrow!! :o
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HELLO HEllo hello??? anyone gonna be home this weekend?? or is all of ya going down south for ur edc... ??? ??? ??? ???
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yea, but i'm scared to live by myself. ahahahahaha!!!
tracy? her and her man drove back from NC ...
he decided to go back with her so they came back like 1.5 weeks ago.
um, if all goes well maybe we'll see a wedding soon. :D :D :D
wow... lol
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HELLO HEllo hello??? anyone gonna be home this weekend?? or is all of ya going down south for ur edc... ??? ??? ??? ???
um, Penny should be home. She said she wasn't working so give her a call.
Ger and I will be in Los Angeles this weekend.
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awe .. Markus Schulz is gonna be at Ruby Sky this Tuesday. :(
and its only $10!! I soooooooo wanna go. I wonder if I could get Ger to go with me. ;D
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OMG!!
EDC WAS OFF THE HOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!! as sober as i was i loved every moment of it. ahhhh!!!
Sandra Collins, Colette, Dj Heather, John Flemming, DeepDish, Infected Mushroom, Above & Beyond ...and MORE!!!
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that's Colette, she was awesome. her performance amazed me.
the way she sang in her tracks as she was spinning them. :8
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i was rolling, buzz, and high. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Colette was sick yo!!!
http://youtube.com/watch?v=mh3S3QFzRk8
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the contects were mine.... i was gonna put it on but it was to much work... just toss it... i'll ask my sista for some new ones...lolz... do what u like to the hot glasses too..i don't need them...hahaha. .
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who was that spinning? in the picture
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who was that spinning? in the picture
which picture? in the video? its colette.
in the dark crowded picture? above& beyond.
during the day? it was someone i don't know. ahaha
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i'll bring the camera over tonight if you want still have uploaded them yet?
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Nice pictures... ;D
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MORE TBA
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that's a big flier. doesn't look finished though.
where's the text? on the back?
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still in the works.
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it looks good though ....
the line up isn't gonna be up 'til Jean says so huh? lol
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it looks good though ....
the line up isn't gonna be up 'til Jean says so huh? lol
you got that right unless you smoke a joint with him and he'll tell you. btw he told me he rather go raving with you than with me. so make a mental note to yourself...me&ger drinking partners you&jean e-partners. you have to admit i handled myself hella good that night with all the drinks i was downing.
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ahahahaha!!!
it was funny how we both were HIGH ...and when we heard a nice ass track we looked at e/o and said ...
"daaaaaaaaam, this track is tight" ....ahahahahah a!!! say it slowly in a high kinda way and you know how we'll sound. ;D
and he kinda told me who was spinning already. ;)
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ah, finally!! I get a day off ...
I feel like I need a vacation ...all I've done is work work work. I'm really beat.
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thanks for being a good sport aka distraction picnic girl
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that is definitely the last time i do that for you guys. lol
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no candy... doua can't get it..and glow is closed for this weekend and maybe next too...damn...w hat the heck am i gonna do saturday nite in fresno...damn!!!
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Bizz said you were coming tonight? ???
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i was... but "u knoe who" call and ask for me to go to see her in merced. so i went there instead. friday she is comin to see me in fresno....
dude i blew 150 at express men. it was only one paint, one buttion up shirt, and one belt. damn... i spent another 70 bucks on dress shoes too... all for this weddin on sunday.... damn...there betta be some hott gurls there...lolz.. . but yea...
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I guess ...
well, Christine is gonna try and make us go to Barcode next Thursday.
i guess you're welcome to join if you want. lol
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probably not.... read my jornal..... just gonna really think....
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oh god. I had the worst hangover ever!!
This is the first time I've ever felt like I had a bad fever after a hangover.
Thank god I didn't have to work yesterday. I swear I slept all day!!!!
ack!! I had Ger in the morning at home w/ me 'til she left for work at noon.
Only thing I got her to do for me was give me water and tylenol. ;D
But geesh!! I swear I felt like I had a fever ...I couldn't get up! And I threw
up the whole entire day 'til 4pm!!! Then I felt a little better to sleep.
And god!! After a whole day of throwing up ...I couldn't swallow!! :(
That only meant I couldn't drink anything or eat anything. So I practically
starved myself to death the other day. LOL!! I went to bed at 9:43pm
last night ..woke up at 6am this morning for work and I was still tired. :-\
Yea, I don't think I wanna drink like that on my birthday. lolz
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I guess I'll give in and settle for what I can take. I'll probably be pushing my own buttons if I end up with something that isn't going to look good in my book. Maybe I'll wait 'til after my Birthday to get it. Ummm! First I gotta talk to Daddy. ahaha!! Sigh, I haven't seen my family in weeks. :( I got 6 calls from my baby brother last week because of his 14th birthday. Yea, I didn't make it. :-\ ..3 calls from the middle brother and 3 from the oldest. 4 from my Dad!! lol
They thought something happened cuz I haven't gone home yet. ;D Yea, I'm going home this weekend.
My Birthday ...I'm so excited!!!
Its so nice of those who are flying from another state to join me on my Birthday. I appreciate all the effort that's been put out there. I only suggested for those to come but I didn't make them come so I didn't really ask too much. lolz
I hope I have enough funds ...Douly's getting a free ticket. ;D
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I cheated. aha!!
I never actually looked at it that way. Its my fault. I was emotionally distressed and I took the other way out.
Yes, very wrong!! Wrong of me to used um. AHA!! I AM SO SORRY!!! I never meant to take things that way ..
I just um .. ???
Its just so funny when I have to admit to it. In my thoughts it was different. I was single. But I found closure ..Finally. Those days of being sad is over! Well, its been over but I guess for me to take that is to see and when I saw I knew.
Almost 2 months has passed and so far I'm doing great. I haven't turned back to feel the way I did. Some people can
take it so much more worse then the way I took it. I'm glad I conquered this journey by myself. At least I know I can
still hear my friends say I am one of the strong ones. :)
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i'm commin up for clubbin...pa chia is movin away.... probably be in sac by 7:30 pm....
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i'm commin up for clubbin...pa chia is movin away.... probably be in sac by 7:30 pm....
oh now you wanna go? lol ...Christine canceled it but we'll see.
and who the heck is pachia? lol
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doh.
my dad gave me an autimatium. lol
I either accept his Integra which he will buy out of his own pocket OR I have my brother help me get a brand new car. As much as I'd like that brand new car ...I'm willing to accept his integra also. ahahaha!!! I'm trying to save here. I really don't need a new car as much as I'd like to have it still. Ummm!! He'll talk to me when I go home this weekend he says. I guess I have some decisions to make. ;D ...happy 25th to me!!! LOL
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oh now you wanna go? lol ...Christine canceled it but we'll see.
and who the heck is pachia? lol
never mind... long story... my freakin bank but a hold on my account... damn...
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well, I was broke anyways. THANK GOD!! ahaha
you best buy your Tiesto ticket soon!! hey, can we crash at your place after the party? LOL!!!
oh, and can you fix my brakes and rotor? lol
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I think I'm the only one trying hard to quit smoking. lol
its a bad and nasty habit. I know!! I realize that I'm more calm and well
when I'm around my family. I don't feene for a smoke.
Before I left to Mn, I did so gooooooood. But you know Mn was so crazy
I was always drinking so I um, failed. aha!! In NC I hardly touched any because
I wasn't around any smokers so I was fine! But after NC it was a totally different
story. :-\ ...And so I'm gonna try again. I know I'm gonna go crazy for my b-day
but hopefully I can control myself. I know these stuff are bad ...
and people think I'm crazy still cuz I'm the one with the inhaler. ;D
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Yay!!! I pick up the car this weekend. :D :D :D
I didn't understand why my brother just didn't let me take it home last night. ;D
but then again, it was gonna be his last week to drive it so I'll give him the time to
say good-bye to it. lolz!!
Tiesto this weekend!!! :D
You know I bought my ticket so early I didn't even notice it was going to be this weekend.
I mean, I kinda forgot cuz I was waiting so long for it. lol!!! Last night after talking to Ger I
then realized ..."oh crap!! she needs to get a ticket." ;D
So, some changes made on my birthday. 1 dj instead of 2.
As good as the 2 sounded ...I was only expecting one of them. I mean, I didn't ask
the 2nd one to come ...He offered. ;D But his fame and fortune is too high to give
out a free ride. Big ego? lol ...
It was a good weekend.
I didn't get home 'til 1:30am last night. My parents decided to do the jingle bells at
7pm last night. :o ...So I didn't leave 'til almost midnight.
My Mom asked me what I have planned for my 25th birthday ...I told her I was gonna
throw me a big party. LOL!!!!! I was like "last year I didn't do anything for my 24th so
I'm gonna make it big this year." and she was like "but we're not gonna be there."
So before I do mines I'm gonna go back home and celebrate with her on her b-day on the 12th of August. :)
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Oh god.
My nose has been bleeding since this morning. Sigh. :-\
Maybe I should go see a doctor. ??? ...A tiny rub and it started bleeding.
um, maybe i'm drinking too much cold water. lolz
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kuv khib lurz! :-[
i know you had a great time! why? because of the damn messages i recieved saturday night! ;D
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kuv khib lurz! :-[
i know you had a great time! why? because of the damn messages i recieved saturday night! ;D
dude, I had to call you. ahahaha!!
He was awesome!! I got it on video tape. Will show you how good he was when you come to my b-day. :D :D :D
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dude, I had to call you. ahahaha!!
He was awesome!! I got it on video tape. Will show you how good he was when you come to my b-day. :D :D :D
all i have to say was i didn't see the light
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all i have to say was i didn't see the light
with ruby all against this show ...i thought they could've done a better job with the lights.
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what's next?
maybe I'll check out Channelz on August 25th
and then head to SF for LoveFest
after LoveFest I'll rest and be ready for MM in October.
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with ruby all against this show ...i thought they could've done a better job with the lights.
it's not ruby's call on what kind of light show it was tiesto and he said no lasers and spot light on him. your G-O-D made the call not rubyskye.
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if you ever been to most of tiesto's concerts, there's never been a great light show. most of the time he wants the attention on him. gobal festival, he spinned for 3 hours straight and not a dam light show. red rocks is one of the best places for light show's and none was called out for. remembering when pink flyod came out to red rocks, dam, one of the best light show's ever.
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Yea, I read that about him ...
the end was disappointing ...lol. but overall i thought it was a great show.
i don't care if you, jenniferpark talk smack or not. aha!! i am a fan of his.
you guys aren't really open to the EDM world so you expect alot from the big ones.
oh, the lights during his set last year at Ruby Skye was waaaaaaaaay better and it shocked me. lol
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whoo whoo!! 17 more days and counting!!!
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I'm so excited
and I just can't hide it
I'm about to lose control and I think I like it
I'm so excited
and I just can't hide it
I know I know I know I know I know I want you - I want you
:D :D :D
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who created the flyer?
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who created the flyer?
SharpiePen helped. She's great with photoshop. lolz
penny and I finished the rest.
the original picture was a vinyl and its cover.
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16 more days!!! the closer it gets the more excited i am. :D :D
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can you please start listing types of liquor so i know what not to bring and what to bring. don't worry i'll get myself a 20 smirnoff!! cause that's how i do it!!
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can you please start listing types of liquor so i know what not to bring and what to bring. don't worry i'll get myself a 20 smirnoff!! cause that's how i do it!!
I am not providing any hard liquor!!! Strictly BEER only. lol
and I'll get you the smirnof. ahahaha
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well i think i can trust you to purchase only ONE bottle of 20oz smirnoff. i only need 1 20oz bottle. let's put it this way...x amount of smirnoff you get me is the x amount of shots you're going to be taking from when when i get you your liquor.
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well i think i can trust you to purchase only ONE bottle of 20oz smirnoff. i only need 1 20oz bottle. let's put it this way...x amount of smirnoff you get me is the x amount of shots you're going to be taking from when when i get you your liquor.
oh hell tittie no!!! ahahahahahahah aha
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oh hell tittie no!!! ahahahahahahah aha
so we agree only 1 bottle of 20oz smirnoff.
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1 bottle and 1 shot of everything that anybody brings. LOL
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1 bottle and 1 shot of everything that anybody brings. LOL
i will only agree if you allow me to post the picture.
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hatin' azz mofo. you are a no fun cousin of mines. lol
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dude, i got soooooooooooo totally wasted this weekend. lol
i made most of the peeps drink with me for my b-day so i don't
get any during my party!! ahahaah!! yea, i want to enjoy my party.
i want to be up after midnight, dancing, chillin' with my friends. i don't
want to be passed out before the party even starts. :-\ so yeah!
i was on-call for Saturday morning and what do you know? somebody
turned off my light switch in my room and my alarm clock died!!! so when
i got home DRUNK!! my alarm didn't go off. my boss man called me at 6:50am
asking if i was on my way. lol ...i was so drunk i was slurring!!! and when
i got a hold of myself i realized that "I WAS LATE FOR WORK!!" ...ahahahaha!!!
atleast it was just 30 minutes. ;D
after i got off work i knocked out. knocked out 'til almost 9pm. most of the time
i couldn't sleep because i kept waking up to throw up. after my 6th time i think
all the liquor finally came out. lol. it was yellow and i knew that was the liquor.
but after that i felt so much better and then i knocked out again and woke up on
Sunday morning at 10am ...laid in bed 'til 11am and finally woke up.
nobody was home with me so what did i do? i went crazy on crack and started
mowing the lawn, washed the dirty koobpoob dishes, mopped the floor, cleaned
the kitchen, vaccumed the living room, cleaned the main bathroom and arranged
my cans, plastic, and bottles. lolz ...yea, the house is CLEANED!!! 8)
i'm ready for next weekend. lol
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Some people don't realize this but I don't really like them. If they're around I just keep them around.
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Some people don't realize this but I don't really like them. If they're around I just keep them around.
you must be talking about me. i really don't care, cause like how you put it i'm only around causey ou keep me around. and if you don't i'll always see you at family gatherings and give you the evil stare. >:D anyways can i still come to your bday party.
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oh, you guys are good in my book. it was the OTHERS that i was referring to.
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oh yea! someone typed on a forum that i'm in their good book, proof that i'm a angel after all!!
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yea man. it means alot coming from me on the forums.
i wouldn't let other people read it if i didn't mean it. lol
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Man, what a rip!! I even made a new journal and stuff. ahah!!
anywho, this weekend was nice. I haven't seen my family since the weekend after j4.
yea, i almost paid my phone bill twice cuz i havent' seen them for so long. ahaha!!
i came back with my car. Yay!!! my brother decided to hurry up and gather up all his
crap and give me the car because he knew they weren't gonna see me for my bday.
my baby brother begged me to let him come to the party. lol. after 2 hrs i said okay.
i'll give him a preview of how life is going to be for him once he hits 18. LOL!! jk jk jk.
the little 15 yr old is gonna stay away from the alcohol and stand next to where the
food is going to be at. ;D
i'm excited but really nervous now. :-\
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okie doke!! 3 more days!!!
After a short stress over the sound equipment I got it all figured out last night. Its reserved and ready for setup on Saturday morning!! I'm hyped!! I can't wait to see everybody in one room. Its been a long time since we've seen e/o. It'll feel like a reunion. :)
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whoooooo weeeeeeeeee!!!
half day today and 3 days off. I'm so excited to see everybody.
I can't wait for the party to start.
Last night we happened to joined Mike at Barcode. It was fun.
We were all tired but after a few drinks and a couple laps on the
dance floor we were pumped up. ;D ...I got fawked up. I threw
up on Ger's car on the ride home. lol ...when I got home I went
crazy and tried to put in my radiator. ahaha!!
carpooled again. ger and i are both getting off at 12pm today. :)
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Happy Birthday to Me!!
I was gonna ask the girls to go out with me for a quiet dinner but I think a quiet evening in my room sounds alot better. I am so sore. I'm still aching!! Wow! That's all I have to say. I sure know how to throw a bomb ass party. lolz ...I'm glad it turned out the way it did. Despite the fact that one of the boys went crazy and almost choked me to death. lol ...I had a great time!! I'm surprise that amount of people came!! I was telling everybody that I was only expecting 25-30 people but it looked more like 45-50. lol.
ahhh!! yea, that's the last party I'll ever throw!! so I hope everybody enjoyed their time and um, videos will be up soon!!
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hey fool...when is the next big big trance,rave,mass, or what ever u wanna call it..lol.. anyone in the bay area comin up or is it all gonna be down south.... my freinds, the guys in sac wanna attended one...since most has never been to one before... werid huh? but them fools drop all the time too.. and u thought i was werid...
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hey fool...when is the next big big trance,rave,mass, or what ever u wanna call it..lol.. anyone in the bay area comin up or is it all gonna be down south.... my freinds, the guys in sac wanna attended one...since most has never been to one before... werid huh? but them fools drop all the time too.. and u thought i was werid...
this weekend in Sac at the Grand. then Lovefest in SF on September 29th.
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It was crazy but I drove home to Merced after work. My Mom was like .."You party for your birthday and you dont' celebrate with us?" lolz .. Without a second thought I told her I'd be home. :)
I had 2 cakes at my party. When I went home we had 5!! It was a quiet gathering but so nice to see everybody. I don't really see my uncle and his wife that much but I sooooooooooooo oo love their twins!! They're tiny but walking already!! I feel like its been years since I've seen them. lol ..Yea, unfortunately I don't communicate well with my relatives. I guess its just my nature.
I was so tired when it hit 11pm I decided to sleep there and leave home to work in the morning. It was crazy!! My Mom woke me up at 4am and god, I did not want to get up!! aha ...I finally left at 4:30am and got back in time just for work. Yea, I'm not doing that again. I guess I'm not going home this weekend ...Maybe I'll just rest and recover some more. I swear I am like aching everywhere!! Today when I get home from work I am sooooo napping! ;D
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Finally 2 days off.
It felt weird since I was getting use to working 6 days a week the past couple of weeks. I didn't want to go back to work after the 2 days off. lolz. I think I deserve another raise. I swear I do alot for this place. ahaha!! Yea, after I get my 1k Christmas bonus ...I'll tihnk about leaving this place. I thought hard on it the other day ...Maybe after WMC too. I might need a job after I come back from Florida and Chicago. ;D
Penny asked me why no Mn next year ...Well, its always me who's visiting. If they want to see me they'd meet me in Chicago. And the people that I do want to see would actually meet me there too. lolz ...So I told the girls that if they wanted to go to Mn they'd have to wait 'til May '08 or later. I've got places to see and I'm not gonna let that get in the way.
awesome weekend.
Penny and Ger decides to go to Fresno on Saturday so I was like "hey, drop me off in Merced." ...lolz. I was like if they're gonna leave me home alone for the next 2 days ...I might as well be dropped off since they're coming back on Sunday anyways. ;D
to go or not to go see Colette.
Its cheap. Its in Sac ..Finally! A show I know I'd enjoy. Um! But its on a Sunday!! aha
It might be dead but I don't mind seeing her. I enjoy the way she spins. I might just
do it since I have Monday off. And Ger has Monday off also!! :D
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dude, i noticed that i've been cooking for the past 3 days!! what the hell is wrong with me? lol
i'm suppose to be on strike!! ;D ...kidding! not today!! i am napping!! :D
i swear i couldn't sleep last night. i kept looking at the clock with a bad tummie ache. yea, the
alcohol was getting to me so when knowing i feel like throwing up ...i can't sleep. :( but at 3am
i finally had my last throw up and i knocked out after that. aha! i didn't want to wake up this morning. whew* ..
today is going by soooooooo slow. i didn't hella work today besides PH. ;D
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Today, Ger and I carpooled again.
I think its nice to carpool every now and then. With the gas prices going up ...Its nice to take turns. Its just that I get to work on time but she's like 30 minutes early for hers. lolz
Work isn't so bad today. I'm starting to hate my co-worker ...lol. She's a dummie, and we're kinda related because my uncle is her grandpa but yea. I do one thing for her and then she takes advantage and leaves it around for me to do for her again. ugh! She also has a attitude problem. I asked if she saw my invoices because it was gone when I went to find it ...and she goes "no, its not mines so i don't touch it. ask *****and ****" and i'm like "well, ***** and **** haven't seen it either so what does that mean?" ...so when i got to work today i asked my boss and my boss was like "i noticed that you were finished with it so i told her to send it out" ...and i'm like "that stupid ass biatch." ...LOL
i swear she can't remember shiat!! no wonder i don't tell her anything. ugh!
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my weekend.
Friday - I left work at 3pm. While I was on the phone and driving ..my tire pops!! Oh no!! I pulled over and looked. Traffic was so bad I had to jump to my right passenger side to get out. Ger calls me at 3:15pm asking me what I was doing because she got off work early. I was like "COME RESCUE ME!!" ...ahaha!! I knew I had a spare but I didn't see the jack when I opened the trunk. 2 of the boys came and got me since Ger had to stop and get gas. I went home, called CHP and they were like "you have to get your car before it gets towed or stolen" ...so I wait for Ger to get home and 1 of the boys came and met up with us at my car. and voila!! ahaha ...hard work man! ugh!! it was frustrating. oooooooooooo! then, we went for pho after we fixed my car. ahahah!! Ger and I had the idea of blowing up the mini pool and sit outside for a therapy session. 2 of the boys came over and joined us. It was fun. I think that night I got a little mad at Ger ...lol. But not mad enough because I went to bed at 2am.
Saturday - got up at 6am for work. went to the tire shop and got a new tire for my donut. ;D ...shoo, i changed the tire myself. ahaha!! after that I took a nap. Ger woke me up at 7pm asking me if I wanted to go to the Boys place. I mumbled "maybe later" and went back to sleep. And then she said "tee, there's 2 cats outside who wants to come inside" and I hate cats so I woke up!! and looked around thinking the cats were already inside the house. lol ...but i banged on the screen door and the ran so I sat in the living hella tired and she made me go with her to the Boys house. I was so tired when I got there they made me cook. :-\ ..aha! then Penny came and picked me up and took me to the movies. ;D ...yea, I was more awake for that. Then we got home around 2am.
Sunday - one of my guy friend came and woke me up at noon!! lol ...i was like my day to sleep in so i wanted to sleep the whole day!! he was having girl problems so penny opens the door and wakes me up. i sat and talked to him for a bit. then we shaved his head ...and gave him a mohawk. LOL!! he ordered some flowers to send to his gf ...so we went to pick it up and dropped it off at her workplace. after that, we met up with everybody else for a bbq hangout at the park. it was nice. the ghetto family!! ;D
we left the house at 10:15pm to see Colette. she was awesome. the Park had some problems with the sound but it didn't stop her. she sang about 6 songs and dropped a few good tracks. i got to shake her hand. ahahahaha!!! we left the Park at 1:30am.
we got to Chuey's house at 2am. i swear that nigga texted me the whole time i was at the Park ...tring to get me to come kick it with him. lol. so me and the other 3 went. he made us roll. :o ...we didn't leave his place 'til 8am!! i was drugged out. ;D ...went to Ger's bf's place and i was tired. i was really tired but for some reason i kept tossing and turning only. so i left home around 11am? and finally fell asleep 'til like 4pm! then my friend who had the girl problem came over and woke me up!! this time he came with his gf and i guess i helped made everything okay. ahahaha!! i wanted to sleep some more ...after they left at 5:30pm ...I fell asleep in the living room until I heard Penny yelling and screaming while she was on the phone. then i finally woke up at 8pm. she got us food ...i ate, let it digest and then i went back to sleep at 10pm. LOL!!! yes, i was really really tired. :(
and now i feel great at work. i'm wide awake. ;D
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ekeke!!
today, my boss lady told me she had a talk with my co-worker about not listening to others.
yesterday when she came into work i just waited for 3pm to hit and i clocked out and left. i didn't say anything to her. she's been really moody lately. customer service hasn't been really good with her attitude because of the ratings that were given. the way she speaks in front of the customer is also inappropriate. so from now on she has to listen to her supervisors (meaning me. lolz) and do as she is suppose to cuz this girl is slacking off.
anywho, what a tired day. even tho i went to bed at midnight ...
i was like falling asleep on my desk today. whew* ..
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oh man. 2.5 hrs of sleep last night.
i swear that nigga chuey can talk forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 finally at 3am ...we went home.
i slept for like almost 3 hrs and got up and get ready for work. i am tired. i am sooo napping today. lol
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LoveFest
I'm syked!! First I thought I was gonna end up going alone. Which I wouldn't mind but it'll really suck.
during the Love Parade I could've stuck around with Christine. lol ...and during the Afterparty I'd probably
be on the 2nd floor video taping the show anyways so with or without anybody ..I'm sure I was gonna be fine.
I hope I get a new phone by then. Heck, I plan to buy one this weekend.
I don't care if it costs me $$ ...ahaha!! the Motorola E6 Rokr is like $219 + $19.99 shipping
I don't think that's bad ...I'm gonna get it. ;D
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anna is getting so big. i haven't seen her for over 2 weeks now. i'm sure she's bigger now.
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v449/bootee/digi010.jpg)
and kejin!! he is so cute. i swear he gets more and more chunky every time i see him. i miss him. :(
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v449/bootee/th_digi017.jpg) (http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v449/bootee/?action=view¤t=digi017.flv)
alysa is just talanted. the first song she's ever sang was kelly clarkson "because of you" and now she just has the ears for music. i hope she's like me ??? okay, not that crazy but you know ...love all music!! ;D
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(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v449/bootee/digi012.jpg)
all the liquor that was taken from my birthday party. :o ..yea, out of all those bottles ...
i didn't really get any. ahahaha! maybe 2 shot the most. them people was shady. lol
made everybody else drink except for me. maybe because i had an asthma attack earlier that day. LOL!!!
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v449/bootee/digi011.jpg)
i swear i need to invest in a cd case. LOL!!! i only have cd visors and i don't even put them
in the car. i dont' know why ??? ahaha
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yo Tee!! you got your costume planned out yet?
i do!! :D i plan to get this!!
(http://us.st11.yimg.com/us.st.yimg.com/I/musoticawear_1966_63242514)
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yo Tee!! you got your costume planned out yet?
i do!! :D i plan to get this!!
(http://us.st11.yimg.com/us.st.yimg.com/I/musoticawear_1966_63242514)
are you serious? that looks kinda hot.
how about you get one with a long skirt? LOL
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nah, no skirts for me.
if that doesn't work out, i'll get something more loose. ahaha!
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yo Tee!! you got your costume planned out yet?
i do!! :D i plan to get this!!
(http://us.st11.yimg.com/us.st.yimg.com/I/musoticawear_1966_63242514)
damn, sexxxxy!!!
um, i don't know about my costume. ahaha
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yea, that's too sexy to go to a massive. and the shoes. that's gonna kill you. lol
that's it ...we're all going as different branches. lol
amy - marine
lilly - army
ger - air force
me - navy
LOL
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yea, that's too sexy to go to a massive. and the shoes. that's gonna kill you. lol
that's it ...we're all going as different branches. lol
amy - marine
lilly - army
ger - air force
me - navy
LOL
WTF?!?! ahahahahah
hey, that can be sexxxy though? LOL
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wouldn't that be cool? LOL!!!
it can be sexy but sexy with the rite shoes for massives. lol
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wouldn't that be cool? LOL!!!
it can be sexy but sexy with the rite shoes for massives. lol
cool, i'm going to wear boots for the outfit. ahahha
i'll see i want to ear tennies tho.
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yea, let me check out some costume. lol
it'd be cool if we all dressed alike ..or sorta. ;D
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(http://anniescostumes.com/ch01549.jpg)
puahahahahahaj ah
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(http://anniescostumes.com/ch01549.jpg)
puahahahahahaj ah
for you? opuahahahahahq
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heck no. are you crazy? lol
can we just buy some army shorts, with army green tank, a army bandana and be okay? LOL
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i just bought me a $30 d*ckie bag. :o
and here i was ...mad about not getting a phone. lol
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i ain't going to wear those shoes! im going with my flops! ahaha!
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i ain't going to wear those shoes! im going with my flops! ahaha!
LOL!!! that's very hot looking. ;D
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heck no. are you crazy? lol
can we just buy some army shorts, with army green tank, a army bandana and be okay? LOL
that's what i was thinking?? can't we just do that??
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that's what i was thinking?? can't we just do that??
Yea, that would save us so much!! Okay ...we going as army girls in shorts. LOL
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Saturday. Blah!
I did hella sleeping yesterday!! aha ...
I was in my room after having dinner with Penny and Nai Nai. It must've been around 8pm when I doozed off. Ger came and woke me up at 9pm to call Mike back but when I went back to sleep ...I didn't wake up 'til this morning at 6am. ;D Heck, this working 6 days a week is killing me. I feel old not being able to do anything. I love the over time but yea, I need me a weekend off to just relax. My back is starting to kill me. ;D
Today, after work. I'm leaving to Merced with Penny. Only for a night. I guess I'll spend Monday at home ...maybe clean up the house a bit if they dont' call me into work. :yawns:
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Tee!!
Traveler name: Amy Cha
Portland to Los Angeles 10/26/07 12:55 pm - 3:23 pm Delta
Los Angeles to Portland 10/28/07 6:30 am - 8:51 am Alaska Airlines
the massive is over at 4am right? after the massive im just change into PJs and brush my teeth. ahahha!!
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Tee!!
Traveler name: Amy Cha
Portland to Los Angeles 10/26/07 12:55 pm - 3:23 pm Delta
Los Angeles to Portland 10/28/07 6:30 am - 8:51 am Alaska Airlines
the massive is over at 4am right? after the massive im just change into PJs and brush my teeth. ahahha!!
530am but you still have enuff time to change
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ends at 4:30am.
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last year was daylight savings time doh!
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is daylight savings time on the 27th of October?! :o
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is daylight savings time on the 27th of October?! :o
it was last year remember. thats why pvd got that extra 1 hr.
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yups. so that should be more than enough time to get amy to the airport.
i'm actually dropping everybody off after MM. amy, you can change in the airport. LOL
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LOVEFEST ...this weekend. Yay!! I'm pretty darn excited. :D :D :D
I'm gonna bust me a crazy move again. Go to LoveFest in the morning ...
make it an all day event thing. And when the show ends at 5am ...i'm gonna drive back to SAC.
that means ...lots of Arizona Green Tea Energy Drink! lolz
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its daylight savings this year too......6:30 is cutting it real close....consi dering u should be there 90 mins before the flight
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oh no. you guys better catch a cab. LOL
because i'm not leaving 'til the show is over.
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hhahahahahaha. ...! just pull a tee and check in @ 10 min b4 take off! lol
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for reals. that was hard work man. ahahahaha
i ran like a mofo to my terminal. LOL!!! fawk'n drunk and shiat too.
i don't know how i found my terminal but i remember looking at my paper really hard for the terminal # ...ahahahaha
shooo, i was having a hard time opening my eyes to see!! cuz i was so drunk it was a blurr!! ahahahahahahah a
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you're lucky MSP is an easy ap to get around lol :D :D :D
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for reals. i remember a guy asking me to let him see my ticket ...cuz i couldn't see the flight # ...lol
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Like omg! I am going to be so broke when I get back from MM. ahaha
amount available $1280
- $80 phone bill
- $75 car insurance
- $300 hotel room
- $200 car rental
- $160 2 vip tickets
- $120 gas to go and back
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total left = $345
damn!! ahahahaha
yea, Nov. show ...carpool. ;D definitely no spending during Nov.
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yups. so that should be more than enough time to get amy to the airport.
i'm actually dropping everybody off after MM. amy, you can change in the airport. LOL
damn, i guess i'm changing at the airport too. lol
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damn, i guess i'm changing at the airport too. lol
yea, much easier for you guys cuz i don't want any of you to miss your flight.
so when we leave to MM ...you guys are packing the trunk with your stuff.
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that's no prob..
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whoooo weeeeeeeee!!!
i'm excited ...1 more month to go. lol
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oh god. i feel so sick.
yesterday i had the running nose ...today, its the coughs!
i better get well before Saturday. i'm so tired. :(
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Like omg! I am going to be so broke when I get back from MM. ahaha
amount available $1280
- $80 phone bill
- $75 car insurance
- $300 hotel room
- $200 car rental
- $160 2 vip tickets
- $120 gas to go and back
______________ ________
total left = $345
damn!! ahahahaha
yea, Nov. show ...carpool. ;D definitely no spending during Nov.
u will have to collect from people for the hotel and car rental!
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u will have to collect from people for the hotel and car rental!
yea, hopefully. ahaha!!
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whooooooo weeeeeeeeeeeee e!!!
LoveFest was awesome. After the parade I was pooped out. We started to get in line around 7pm so it was a long wait. but we got in pretty quick after they opened the doors. Dude, they didn't even check my big ****ie bag. ahaha!! I could've bought hella liquor and put it in there and just dranked my head off. :D
but yea, it was awesome. I CAN'T WAIT FOR MONSTER MASSIVE!!!!!
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Ferry Corsten - Into The Dark
I think you lost your mind
Or did you fall asleep
Was your vision closing in
Did the light play tricks upon you
Was the window shut
As you lay on your bed
Was there someone creeping in
Did the vapours swirt around your head
And slowly, but surely
Take you away from me
How can you fall into the dark
When my arms are there to catch you
How will I ever lose my way
With your open hand to cling to
How can you fall into the dark
When my arms are there to catch you
How will I ever lose my way
With your open hand to cling to
I think I?m breaking through
I'll wake you from this sleep
One kiss surely that will do
Then the ice will melt around you
And slowly, but surely
Bringing you back to me
How can you fall into the dark
When my arms are there to catch you
How will I ever lose my way
With your open hand to cling to
How can you fall into the dark
When my arms are there to catch you
How will I ever lose my way
With your open hand to cling to
How can you fall into the dark
When my arms are there to catch you
How will I ever lose my way
With your open hand to cling to
How can you fall into the dark
When my arms are there to catch you
How will I ever lose my way
With your open hand to cling to
I can't get this song out of my head!!! :D :D
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yea, hopefully. ahaha!!
you better!!! and if i forget to give you hotel and car rental money... BUGG me the minute i land cause i don't want to you to ask me when i'm leaving cause that's when i'll be broke coming home. LOL
but seriously, i'll chip in and i'll give you money on the first day i land so that can be taken care of.
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blah blah blah! don't worry about it. ahaha
i might still get the rental anyways if there's 5 of us. my car is too low for L.A
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blah blah blah! don't worry about it. ahaha
i might still get the rental anyways if there's 5 of us. my car is too low for L.A
shallup! i'll give you money for it.
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lol.
let's save the fighting for when we meet. lol
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Douly is trying to make me learn how to spin. lol ...This guy thinks I have the money!!! ;D
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lol.
let's save the fighting for when we meet. lol
PUNK! ahahah
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do i really want to invest in some cdjs? how often would i use them?
and what purpose is this for? um ...
what i can really say about it is that it'll be really really cool. ahaha!!
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mannnnnnnnnnnn nnnnnnnnnnnn.. ...! ::) ::) ::)
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Okay Okay!! ahahaha
I'll stop the negativity and go for it. :)
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yeah! watch! as soon as you buy them! bammmmmmmmm YOU GET MARRIED! lol hahahahaahahah I KID!!! I KID!!!
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oh, who the hell am i gonna marry? LOL!!!
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Fatazzz! LOL :D :D :D ;)
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you know ...i did tell him once that i thought he was my edm guy. ahahahahahaha
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yeah and amy's my EDM! puahhahahahaah haa......so much for abiding to the TRANCEFORMERS cant date each other contract lol :D :D :D
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so, did she agree? or you just saying? LOL
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you guys are gay! ahahaha
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douly is gay ...i was real though.
i once told billy that he might be my edm guy. i mean, he's hmong enough for me even though he's white. ahahahaha
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ahahahah
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what am I going to do? :-\
Jan. is coming around and um, that's the deadline. :(
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deadline for what? hey did you decide on that new gm position in mercead?
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deadline for what? hey did you decide on that new gm position in mercead?
that's it. jan. is the deadline for the position.
i told the guy that i was up for the move if he keeps the position available in Jan.
now its his turn to decide what he wants to do.
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Its funny how easy you can lose a friend ...
back in high school we always hanged out in a big crowd. i think that's why we stand out so much. lolz
i was the nerd who did everybody's homework, cuz they copied off of me of course. lol ...i was also the
photographer. taking photography class was way fun. and i always had a camera for everything. even when
the girls were fighting. ;D
i think the first flight i've never gotten into with a friend was when she was high ...that was back in my
sophmore year. yea, she was really a biatch that day. back then i wasn't as outspoken as i am now. but
when somebody talks so much shiat about your peoples and nobody says anything she's gonna get owned. so
i put her in her place and shut her up. i didn't mean to hit her ...shoo, i was not gonna let no friend of mine hit
me in the face and get away with it. lol
girls are catty. i swear i had the catty-ish friends ever!! one time i went to my friends house (our hangout)
and i heard the girls in the backyard so i went through the back. all of a sudden 2 girls falls down towards
me and i'm like "wtf?" and the closer i looked i noticed it was 2 of my friends!!!! man, i was disappointed at
the crew for not stopping the fight. and you know i wasn't really a big shot like them so i couldn't say anything.
i just know that i wasn't hanging out with those girls anymore. lol
during my junior year ...that's when i spent my time trying to catch up on all the wrong things i've done
during my sophmore year. i worked hard to make it up so i was always home. after i was done with my
studies ... i went back to the crew and then later found out they were smoking the white stuff. yeah.
out of 18 girls ...6 of them were doing it. they were never the same. one girl did it so much she sold her
body for the drug. yea, and you know i didn't talk to her anymore after that. the other girls? they knew
i didn't like it so they never did it in front of me. as good as a friend they were to me ...they lost my respect.
yea, i haven't seen them since.
rumors. you know, when you have a big group of friends who's got lots of enemies you tend to get in
the mix even though you don't know about it ..yea, that was me. of all people?! me. i was the quiet one.
i think i was more into my school work then them. still i got caught ...after the teen dramas, rumors started
going out. and because i was the quiet one ...apparently they said i was the enemies homies. i was like ...
"who are they again?" ..lol. still ... lost 3 friends for that.
and now? i avoid them when i go back to Merced. there are some that i still visit every now and then but
most of them ...i just don't want to see anymore. they weren't so bad but they did alot of damage.
i'm not full of hate. i just don't like to hang out with people i know who will get me involve with things
that i know i shouldn't be. i was smart. i was one of the few that got away early. :)
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that's it. jan. is the deadline for the position.
i told the guy that i was up for the move if he keeps the position available in Jan.
now its his turn to decide what he wants to do.
oh damn, what a coincidence that i asked. ahahahah
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:) me thinks since ger's bday is comin up..why don't yall go to barcode this thursday!!!!!!hahahaa... pop a pill...hahaha. ...have some drinks... get drunk and go to work...lolz..
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oh damn, what a coincidence that i asked. ahahahah
lol. yea ...
my dad has been up on my ass about it the job. penny told me to stop doing drugs and go work with her. LOL!!!!
she doesn't want me to move ...but thinks i should do what's best for me. and ger? i haven't really talked to her about it. :-\
:) me thinks since ger's bday is comin up..why don't yall go to barcode this thursday!!!!!!hahahaa... pop a pill...hahaha. ...have some drinks... get drunk and go to work...lolz..
not this thursday. maybe this friday or saturday. she's not feelin' too good about the going out part.
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work with penny and deal with transvite? ahahah jk
do you want to do nursing? ick! well if it pays more do it or ask your current employer that you got an offer and they might do a counter offer to make you stay in sac. lol
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work with penny and deal with transvite? ahahah jk
do you want to do nursing? ick! well if it pays more do it or ask your current employer that you got an offer and they might do a counter offer to make you stay in sac. lol
not nursing. when i went to school it was to become a nurse but it wasn't my decision.
i hate hospitals. lol ...so i quit after 1.5 yrs. ;D my parents were disappointed. ahaha
i don't know if i wanna tell my Boss. ahahahaha!!
after Jan. if i don't move i'll look into getting a better job ...not sure what i'm gonna do yet. its been floating in the air for a while now.
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this songs got me.
Needing a reason for being stuck in this seemingly demeaning whirlwhind of ride with you.
Oh ya I do.
Longer then faster I try to decide what you're after.
A disaster. Is that what you put me through?
Oh ya you do.
I'm not free love.
So when you leave take the time you need.
Cause I'll be gone.
So don't come to me and beg to plead...
What you're about to say...
I don't wanna know. I don't wanna know.
I don't wanna fall to pieces. I don't wanna fall at all so...
What you're about to say...
I don't wanna know. I don't wanna know.
I don't wanna fall to pieces. I don't wanna fall at all so...
Go. Away. Just go. I don't wanna fall anymore.
Searching for truth in this twisted environment.
I can't believe that I once was inspired by you.
But I'll be ok.
Poetry means nothing when you love me and leave.
To just disappear one day then wear your heart on your sleeve.
Do you know what I'm worth?
What do you see?
I'm not free love.
So when you leave take the time you need.
Cause I'll be gone.
So don't come to me and beg to plead...
What you're about to say...
I don't wanna know. I don't wanna know.
I don't wanna fall to pieces. I don't wanna fall at all so...
What you're about to say...
I don't wanna know. I don't wanna know.
I don't wanna fall to pieces. I don't wanna fall at all so...
Go. Away. Just go. I don't wanna fall anymore.
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hey just letting you know i'm not getting a halloween costume. 8)
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OH HELL TITTIE NO!!!
if no costume, we're putting make up on you.
and i mean halloween make up. lol
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OH HELL TITTIE NO!!!
if no costume, we're putting make up on you.
and i mean halloween make up. lol
I rather do that than find a costume! i'll just wash it off when i'm at the airport. ahahaha
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fine. that only means we get to make you all fawked up lookin' ....LOL
face paint + sweat = big mess. ahahahahaha
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stooooooooopid!!! i do wanna make it to the ap and not KO. ahahaha
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stooooooooopid!!! i do wanna make it to the ap and not KO. ahahaha
you are going to make it to the airport. LOL!!!
it just depends if you're gonna make it to your terminal. ahahaha
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you are going to make it to the airport. LOL!!!
it just depends if you're gonna make it to your terminal. ahahaha
EXACTLY!!!! ahahha
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fawk, amy got a costume. i guess i'll get one. ahahh
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fawk, amy got a costume. i guess i'll get one. ahahh
YAY!!!! you don't wanna look weird in the group with no costume. LOL
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how much does the GM manager job pay?
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YAY!!!! you don't wanna look weird in the group with no costume. LOL
i didn't have time to go shopping this past wekeend. ::) i guess i'll go today after work. ;D
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how much does the GM manager job pay?
haven't discussed about that yet. i haven't even met the guy.
i didn't have time to go shopping this past wekeend. ::) i guess i'll go today after work. ;D
cool. let me know what you find.
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man, i think i overslept this weekend. not this weekend but yesterday.
i meant it when i said i was sleeping in on Sunday. ;D ...i got out of bed at 11am. showered ...
waited 'til 12:30pm to call Mike to have pho with me. had to stop by at work and didn't get home
a little after 3pm. when i got home i went straight to my room, turned on the t.v and i think i doozed off. ahahaha
i slept 'til like 8pm!!! :o ...i know!!! i was shocked too!!! ;D ...oh well, atleast i know i'll be ready for the drive to MM
on Thursday. i'm so excited!! :D
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ive made up my mind. coming down for TAO/GIANT depending....y ou know me im a sasha n digweed kinda guy. and i know you're going to Tiesto.
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well, either way ...atleast you're in l.a
i'm thinking about quitting my job at the end of the year so i can be in l.a as long as i want ...
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since NYE's is on a monday. i can fly out tuesday. and come to LA friday nite! yeaaaaa! thats the GP!!! ;)
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since NYE's is on a monday. i can fly out tuesday. and come to LA friday nite! yeaaaaa! thats the GP!!! ;)
you mean fly in LA on Friday and fly out Tuesday?
you had it backwards. lol ...that sounds fine too. i'm gonna be flying also.
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Its almost time to hang up my dancing shoes. 2 shows in Nov. and Giant for NYE.
I figure, if I move back home that means I'll only go out on special occassions. such as ...
when Douly and Fattazz flies to Cali for an event. ;D I'd save alot more.
Penny once said that it wasn't worth moving back home if I was only saving $100-200.
But seriously, would I really? I think I'd do about $400-$500 a month due to the fact that
I won't be paying rent but helping out on utility bills. Plus I don't spend as much as Gigi and
Penny so that is a plus. It'd be nice to get away from the girls too. I think I've finally come
to realize that it's almost time for us to seperate.
As much as I love the freedom, I'd still get it at home. My parents know how outgoing I am.
And how crazy I am with EDM. ;D ...My mom calls it "a pow to the head" ... ;D Hey, maybe
then the "tee needs cdjs" fund will finally start and be real. lolz!!!
January will be my final month. :)
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Its almost time to hang up my dancing shoes. 2 shows in Nov. and Giant for NYE.
I figure, if I move back home that means I'll only go out on special occassions. such as ...
when Douly and Fattazz flies to Cali for an event. ;D I'd save alot more.
Penny once said that it wasn't worth moving back home if I was only saving $100-200.
But seriously, would I really? I think I'd do about $400-$500 a month due to the fact that
I won't be paying rent but helping out on utility bills. Plus I don't spend as much as Gigi and
Penny so that is a plus. It'd be nice to get away from the girls too. I think I've finally come
to realize that it's almost time for us to seperate.
As much as I love the freedom, I'd still get it at home. My parents know how outgoing I am.
And how crazy I am with EDM. ;D ...My mom calls it "a pow to the head" ... ;D Hey, maybe
then the "tee needs cdjs" fund will finally start and be real. lolz!!!
January will be my final month. :)
you've been saying this since we reunited lets hope its for reals. oh and jean did say if you ever need a EDM partner call him.
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i wanted to say THANKS for everything. I forgot to give you gas and motel money. email me your home addy so i can send you a money order to reimburse you. :)
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you've been saying this since we reunited lets hope its for reals. oh and jean did say if you ever need a EDM partner call him.
what I've been saying was to try and cut it down ...and I really did. :)
and I will surely give you and jean a call when I'm in need of a partner in SF.
i wanted to say THANKS for everything. I forgot to give you gas and motel money. email me your home addy so i can send you a money order to reimburse you. :)
umm. i'll let the 15th fall by ...
you're broke too. lol
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what I've been saying was to try and cut it down ...and I really did. :)
and I will surely give you and jean a call when I'm in need of a partner in SF.
umm. i'll let the 15th fall by ...
you're broke too. lol
i don't like it when you and jean hang out together it's like ger & sarah i'm the 3rd wheel. just call him you two would probably have a better time without me there anyways. btw have fun this weekend with seduce me seduce me!
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yes, it has to be after the 15th. LOL ;D
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i don't like it when you and jean hang out together it's like ger & sarah i'm the 3rd wheel. just call him you two would probably have a better time without me there anyways. btw have fun this weekend with seduce me seduce me!
please do not compare me to ger. thank you.
i know who my friends are.
yes, it has to be after the 15th. LOL ;D
get back at me. :)
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:)
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Miami in March ...Mn in May ...Chicago in August. Sounds like a plan.
and I'll repeat MM and Giant all over again. :)
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yeah grow up when you turn 30 lol :D :D :D ;)
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for reals!! ahaha
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look at me! im turning 31 lol :D :D :D
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Miami in March ...Mn in May ...Chicago in August. Sounds like a plan.
and I'll repeat MM and Giant all over again. :)
Nice!!!! I'll see about that now. eheheh
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look at me! im turning 31 lol :D :D :D
i'll stop at 30. ahaha
Nice!!!! I'll see about that now. eheheh
gotta save save save!! ;)
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My eye is going crazy again. :(
Remember 2 yrs ago .. about 3 weeks before our Mn trip in March of '05?
my left eye went crazy for a week!! I couldn't see at all. When I did try to open it
all that came out was water. I was a blind walking in the dark. I didn't work for a week.
I sat at home ...in the dark trying to figure out ways to cure my eye. I cried to my parents. lol
I cried to my Dad so much he made me go see my Grandpa who lives here. He's a shaman
and he did his thing. 2 days later my eye was well. ugh!
Last night I felt the puffy-ness in my eye but I didn't think it'd do anything. But this
morning when I woke up ...I felt it even bigger so I ran to the bathroom and looked!!
the blister has come back!! You can't really tell right now but its kinda red so if you look
long enough you'll see it. Sigh. I hope it goes away soon. I can't afford to mess work again. :-\
I'm already broke as is.
Heck, I might even have to miss Imaginary Friends. :(
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Like omg! I am going to be so broke when I get back from MM. ahaha
amount available $1280
- $80 phone bill
- $75 car insurance
- $300 hotel room
- $200 car rental
- $160 2 vip tickets
- $120 gas to go and back
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total left = $345
damn!! ahahahaha
yea, Nov. show ...carpool. ;D definitely no spending during Nov.
OH MY LORD!! i did spend over 1k. ahahahahaha
cuz i came back with um? $160. lol
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oh, minus the rental.
i got stuff like cooler, cds, and 3 packs of rockstars. LOL!! geez.
i don't know where all the other money went. ???
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might as well add my $65 in there too for GA lol :D :D :D
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freak'n sucked balls!! ahahaha
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:D :D :D totally!
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man, next time be more careful. meet first. lol
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this weekend was nice ...
although i wanted to go home and visit the family ...my stupid car like died on me. lol
well, didn't die but my passenger side shock got pushed up to my hood and it was sooo not good.
my friend said i was lucky!! cuz if that shock went out on me ..i could've done a 360 on the freeway!! :o
but got that fixed last night.
on friday, i stayed up 'til 2am just watching t.v
on saturday, slept in 'til like 11am. then sat in my and watched t.v ...the girls cooked, we ate.
then we all went back to watching t.v ...i was in my room. penny was watching kdrama in her room
and ger was in the living room.
we all fell asleep 'til 7pm. lolz ...we ended up seeing the boys/girls for a bit. had a few beers and
headed back home at 10pm?
on sunday, i gave in and cleaned the house. i couldn't stand it anymore. :-\
i cleared the coffee table and already ...there's junk on it. sigh. i did my best. i cleaned the
kitchen and living room. if it gets dirty ...i'm not touching it anymore.
and back to work. its gonna be a slow week. :-\
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I am so broke ...I don't even know what payroll is anymore. lol.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhh!!!! :(
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I can't wait to get paid ..So I can pay my bills. :(
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mannnnnnn i have 41.85 in my account! and i dont get paid til next friday!!! damnnnnnnnnnnn nnnnnnnnnn.... ! :-[
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watchu talking? i've been broke since MM.
even after i get paid ...i'm still broke. i'm 1 month behind bills. :(
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i feel you on that. im a lifetime behind in bills! LOL :D :D :D
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yea, i wanna collect $$ from those who owes me but i don't wanna ask. ahahahahahahah a
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gooood luck on that! no checks too! LOL :D :D :D
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for reals. ahahahahaaha!!
but oh well ...i'm gonna do my best. :(
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I`m a b!tch. What can I say? lol
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Workkkkkkkkkkk kkkkk it. biaaatch lol
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for reals dude!!
One day I'm gonna lose all my friends. LOL
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why you think i roll solo ;) less people to worry about. i just worry about myself.
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true. i need to learn how to do that. ahaha
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like for shows. i just need one drinking/rolling buddy. and im good. to much gets wayyyy to hectic.
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yea, ger use to be my buddy ...but she changed. lol
i can't use her anymore. ;D
awesome weekend!!!
tall paul wasn't bad at all. he got a little electro but still okay. lol
stanton warrior and bt from afar. ;D ...sounded okay but it didn't sell out.
went to No Place Like Home and that place was crazy. full of little kids ...
brought out the old raving days. the place did great also. it was packed. 3 rooms.
breaks, house, and drum & bass. it was definitely crazy!! i was peer pressure into
smoking weed and then after the weed i got tired so they offered me 2 rolls. LOL!!!
yea, and that got me going. ;D i met alot of peeps.
i got to meet the guy who brought out Monster Massive. the spundae guy. the skillz guy. and the channelz guy.
yea, i need a rest. ;D
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man, i need to chill out. lol
i hope i dont spend too much this weekend at RANK1. heck, i hope i don't get fawked up. lol
BeThankful should be okay. since its free for me. i'll hold one roll 'til bethankful ...and since ger
thinks she's not gonna roll ...i'll take that one roll myself. ;D ...mike says its good so it best work. lol
sigh.
i haven't gone home since 1.5 weeks before MM. that's um, 3 weeks now!!
i hoping to go home after bethankful. since i'm not gonna get to see them during thanksgiving either. :(
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hey i'm thinking of sending you the money via moneygram? sounds good?
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moneygram? don't you have paypal? lol
moneygram, isn't that like western union but cheaper kinda way? lol
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NO i don't have paypal and i'm not going to sign up. lol
moneygram is the same thing differ company. lol
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oh. don't waste more money sending it via-moneygram.
you gotta send ger's sandals anyways. just do it that way. :)
just slide the cash in an envelope. ahahaha
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I was having such a great week until yesterday.
I HATE MY MUTHA FAWK'N CAR. lol
I called my Dad last night to tell him the problem on my car. And instead of listening to me ...
He yells. He yelled at me about not picking up his phone calls this past weekend. lol. I know I deserved it.
I could hear my Mom in the back saying, "oh, now *** calls?" and i'm like "oh no." lol
this car is like giving me a headache. I'm not going to spend a dime on it. I'm tried of fixing cars.
one of after another. this one was suppose to stick with me!! I mean, why didn't it be like this when
my brother had it? Or did he do something to it before he gave it to me? BLAH!!!
that's it. I'm getting a new car.
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my 22 year old brother is getting marry. ???
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my brother just got a mr2 not so long ago ...and now that he's getting married
daddy is gonna get him a brand new car too. NOT FAIR AT ALL!!! lol
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my brother just got a mr2 not so long ago ...and now that he's getting married
daddy is gonna get him a brand new car too. NOT FAIR AT ALL!!! lol
not fair at all!! if i were you i would be like so dad if i come home will i get a new car too?
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saturday.
RANK1 was awesome!! One thing about 1015 ...they need better AC!! ahaha
I swear I was sweatin' like a pig up in there!! ;D anywho, had a good roll for about 2 hrs
and then after the roll started to wore out my head started hurting like a freak'n biatch.
it wasn't just me, it was a couple of us too!
the drive back home for SF was crazy!! i swear God didn't let me die like 8-9 times!! ahaha
*knock on wood* ... i was tired as heck!! i don't know why. i took the Stockton route so
i can drop myself off home first and man, it was freak'n foggy!! if that's how its gonna be
during BeThankful, i'm not driving back. lol. i couldn't see. i was doozing off like crazy!! i swear
i couldn't ran into another car like hella times but it didn't happen. there was one close call
though. i started to merge to the right where there was this cable truck next to me. the truck
speed up fast enough in order for me not to hit him. lol. i woke up when i ran over the bumps.
whew* ..
sunday.
we got home from SF at 6am. i knocked the fawk out. lol ...i didn't wake up 'til like 3pm or
something. i laid in bed 'til like 6pm. that was the worst hangover ever!!
i went out on a date with Chuey at 8pm. lol ... nigga is crazy!! went for a dinner & a movie.
met up with his friend and roommates. and then um, he came back to the house and dranked
a little. its been a while since i've seen that nigga .. we're talking about months. i've been
ignoring his texts 'til last night. ahaha!! it was fun. now i'm at work with another headache. sigh* ...
my little brother's wedding is on Thursday evening and finishing up on Friday. So I guess being
home on Saturday is okay for me there. I have to leave early to get to BeThankful so I'm leaving
work early on Friday. maybe at 1pm. crazy weekend. i want BeThankful to get over with so
i can spend another weekend just sleeping. ;D
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I don't know what to get my brother and his wife. :-\
heck, I might even be late for the wedding. aha! sigh. i definitely can't move in anymore.
so I think I might just stay in Sac. ??? find me a second job after '08 comes around. I should
set the girls up for a meeting and surprise them. I know they were kind worried about me
moving back home or not. ahaha!! maybe after Daddy finish building the house I'll think about it again.
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oh. don't waste more money sending it via-moneygram.
you gotta send ger's sandals anyways. just do it that way. :)
just slide the cash in an envelope. ahahaha
omg, i soooo do not trust cash in envelopes. LOL
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omg, i soooo do not trust cash in envelopes. LOL
i've never done it either. i was kidding okay. LOL
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So, I talked to Penny about my crazy idea. lolz
Damage!! part 2 in Mn.
She's going for it. ahaha!! It'll be her birthday in May so I thought that was an okay idea
for her to be pumped up. ;D ... Let her loose and be wild. :D
So if that works out and somebody can gaurantee me a place to throw the party, Mn will
definitely be a yes for me. And I know the girls won't go without me. lolz
Ger likes the idea too!! I mean, we never actually party during Penny's birthday because
she's an old lady. she doesn't do anything. lol.
Oh yea!!
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so what do u think u we doing in this picture tee??hahaahhaa.....
(http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y75/hmongoutkast/huh.jpg)
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i look like i was preaching. LOL!!
thursday night was fun!! :D
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yea, i might hvae to say the funest time for me the whole sac new years was thursday nite....but now i am sick as fu.ck at home...damn!!!!!!
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oh hell tittie no.
everybody's getting sick!! even ger. ahahaha
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well i was sleepin in gers bed..maybe i gave it to her...or worst yet....maybe ger have it to me..hahahaha.. . guess i'll find out which way it is when i hear from tommmy..... if tommy sic too..then its gotta be ger who gave it to us..lolz..
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lol.
yea, i'm gonna be living in my room for a while until everybody gets over their sickness. ;D
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i just talked to tommy...lolz.. . i think we both are feelin the same way...maybe its the lack of sleep and all thoose pills... 3 days....12 pills.... each...damn... i am startin to feel alot betta now...i sleep for awhile early...man..n ever drop that much again...lolz..
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You guys are crazy. I only did one during BeThankful and I was good. ahahaha
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I swear some people don't understand what the word policy means. I'm like trying to tell this lady that there's a 24 hr cancellation policy that Expedia.com has and she wouldn't accept it. She's like "well, you have you fuc|<'n do something about it because i only stayed 1 night." and i'm like "ma`am, i'm telling you to contact Expedia.com for a refund. they charged your credit card, not us." and she stepped back yelling "i'm never fuc|<in' staying with you guys and never going to reccommend your place" and i'm like "okay, well, i'm sorry you feel that way. have a nice day" and she burnt rubber. ahaha!!
stupid ass white lady.
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my co-worker is willing to work for me if i want to take a week off for Christmas. lolz
debating if i should or shouldn't. umm!!
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whats during christmas?
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whats during christmas?
nothing much. i did plan to work through the holidays but i don't know.
maybe go to Fresno for 1 night. come back and fly out to los angeles.
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I woke up this morning to the sound of rain. So peaceful.
I laid in bed an extra 15 minutes watching the traffic news. But I didn't feel lazy this morning though.
Its been a while since I've drove in the rain. Traffic wasn't so bad either. I actually got to work like 10 minutes early. ;D
But I heard there were 2 accidents on that freeway an hour later. :-\
I've been doing alot of thinking.
I think the less I hang out with everybody the more senses I knock into myself. I've been an hermit.
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dude u should teach donna some new words...lolz.. like tell her what "eat 30" is..lolz.. damn...that gurl is still makin fun of me aabout sayin it..hahahaha.. .
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You know what the weird thing is? When I first met her back in my Sophmore year .. She only spoke Hmong!!
Now she's all americanized. ahahahahahah
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lolz....yea i kinda figure that...cuzz her hmong is hella good... but thenanyones hmong is hella good compare to mine..hahaha.. ..
anywayz...most folks from merced back the always speak hmong hella good....kinda werid, but maybe merced was a fobby hmong town.... lolz... cuzz my mistress speaks hmong hella good too.. and so did the merced guys o played vball with...
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uh, Donna is originally from Fresno. she just recently moved to Merced a month or two ago.
i'm from Merced and my Hmong was always bad. ahahahahahaha
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Like dude!!
Ever had cramps so bad you couldn't sleep? Yea, that was me last night.
at 10pm after Gossip Girl was over I kicked Ger outta my room so I could go to sleep. lol ..
I fell asleep 'til 11 something and out of the blue my tummie hurted like a biatch!! I was up
til 1 almost 2am!! tossing and turning. I litterally sat up and watched t.v until I was really really
tired to the point where I could go to sleep even with the cramps kicking. I woke up hella
tired this morning.
It was sprinkling this morning. Its still sprinkling now. I thought I was gonna be late for work with
the traffic but 7:01am is still good for me. ;D. The checks came in today!! Yay!! Not that I'll get
anything. Rent is due. And bills are still piling up. Sigh.
I need a drink.
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So some odd reason, but I feel like I've met you before. :-\
er? why? where? what? ???
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i got a drink for u
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what kind of drink? ???
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I like being alone. My thoughts would gather into one piece and I would think more clearly.
My motto for the moment is ...They won't mess with me if I don't mess with them. And ignore.
Ignore is what I've been doing. I know sometimes I come out as a biatch but do they think
about what makes me become the way that I am? Maybe its them. And so I stay quiet.
I am me. Some people don't like it but it doesn't mean you have to talk to me. I'm just there.
:)
i might get my ass beat. lol ...*edit*
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my night life.
it's over. florida is cancelled. mn, is a no for me. i'm down to 30/70 chance.
i need to pull myself together and get this done. i've lagged for way too long.
its time for me to stop carrying about others and work on what's best for me.
i've ignored this for way too long.
i hope the new year will give me a good start. there's alot i have to do. if i could
start it now i'd do it but because i've had Giant reserved for the past months i'll
wait until that's over with. Giant will be the last party for me. the last i do drugs.
the last everything. i'll be a good person now. :) well, as long as i keep myself
occupied then i'm sure i'll do fine. i just hope i'll be able to keep up with it.
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let m eguess..ur bills caught up to u??? cuzz i knoe my did...they called me at work...at work...damn!!! how did they even get the number there...hahaha ha...anywayz.. .yep in janury i am gonna have to pay some bills...
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yea, the big man up there. i have to pay these bills before i file my taxes. LOL!!!
well, not the whole amount but atleast half of it. ;D
mines just got on my ass in June. but i lagged 'til this day. so i figure i get it straighten it out before it gets worse.
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uh, Donna is originally from Fresno. she just recently moved to Merced a month or two ago.
i'm from Merced and my Hmong was always bad. ahahahahahaha
WTH??! damn i speak hmong and it's not bad. sheesh! ahahah
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my night life.
it's over. florida is cancelled. mn, is a no for me. i'm down to 30/70 chance.
i need to pull myself together and get this done. i've lagged for way too long.
its time for me to stop carrying about others and work on what's best for me.
i've ignored this for way too long.
i hope the new year will give me a good start. there's alot i have to do. if i could
start it now i'd do it but because i've had Giant reserved for the past months i'll
wait until that's over with. Giant will be the last party for me. the last i do drugs.
the last everything. i'll be a good person now. :) well, as long as i keep myself
occupied then i'm sure i'll do fine. i just hope i'll be able to keep up with it.
well hope the new year will be better cause mn will always be here.
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Yea, the girls can go w/o me. Which I highly doubt but they don't know what kind of shit I'm in right now.
Well, I think they know but they don't really care. LOL!!
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whatever u want!
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whatever u want!
um. how is it your drink for me if you're telling me ..whatever i want? ??? ;D
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His nickname is Stupid.
He wanted to tell me a love story .. His love stories were fights, fights that
he had got into. When he was finished he said "let me tell you about my fights." and that was his love story.
At first I was confused .. But when you listen to his stories you'll understand why he tells it the way he does.
The way he fought was the way he survived. The way he's been alone .. Its all he's known. Its his love.
The love, the person he thought he could make understand. That was his fight.
For a long while he didn't say anything. Later he then says "let me play you a love song."
He turns on the stereo and plays, Johnta Austin's Turn It Up. I laughed. And he knew I thought it was funny.
He smiled and sang ..
"Now we off up in the ride
Crusin down sunset
Girl you see T-Pond
is smellin so good to me
I wanna love you like Usher
cuz I know you really Nice & Slow
I'm like Ginuwine
you got me So Anxious
Word to Jaime
cuz tonight we gettin Unpredictable
Now I know just what Jan meant
when she said Its Funny How Time Flies"
He stops. chuckled a little and says "this guy is singing about my love songs."
I found him very appealing .. with his words. I was sadden by his stories but he always seemed to smile.
I'm glad I had the chance to spend a day with him. :) He's my friend.
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so can i meet your friend at mny?
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so can i meet your friend at mny?
If I see him. I bumped into him by accident.
-I woke up with a huge ass headache. Big sinus pain. I wanna go home. I feel sick.
Today is the 2nd day on the rain forecast. 4 days of rain. Sigh. I feel a fever coming.
I can't wait for the weekend. So I can sleep it off. :(
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Yea, the girls can go w/o me. Which I highly doubt but they don't know what kind of shit I'm in right now.
Well, I think they know but they don't really care. LOL!!
is it that bad?
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is it that bad?
not really. maybe i'm over exaggerating a bit here. lol
you know, its just a little more different when its you that has to deal with it .. instead of hearing that others are.
i'll be fine. :)
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hmm
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um. how is it your drink for me if you're telling me ..whatever i want? ??? ;D
it will be from me....but i dont want to MAKE u drink a triple 151 shot with a henney chaser!.....thats why ill let u choose!
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it will be from me....but i dont want to MAKE u drink a triple 151 shot with a henney chaser!.....thats why ill let u choose!
oh hell tittie no. lol
i want to get messed up but not throwing up messed up. ahaha
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ah!! what a crazy ass day.
I'm like trying to watch a movie and doing work at the same time. I'm like trying so hard not to laugh loud. this movie i'm watching is hilarious!! ahahahahah!!
the husband and wife wanted to spice up their marriage.
so for the husband, he tries to hump on her in the kitchen ..on the kitchen table and they break it. she gets hurt and she shoves him off. lol
for the wife, she puts on this skanky night outfit and has this stripper pole in the living room. she wakes him up and she tries to dance on the pole. lol ...first she slips off the pole, then she fell off the pole, then the heel on her shoe broke. ahahaha!! so he gets up and says "if you can't dance, don't move" ;D
this movie is funny. i'm on part 2. i was hoping to finish it today ...
but i got caught up. i swear these people are lazy. i have like all these paper work that needs to be
done and i'm not even suppose to be doing it. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhh!!!
i hope i get a big bonus for this crap. lol
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i told u the drink will be whatever u choose!
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i told u the drink will be whatever u choose!
Okay. Beer. LOL!! or Vodka & RedBull. ;D
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thats a deal
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i hate christmas. lol
okay, no more fcuking around. must be serious and save. ;D
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Of all the restaurants in the South area on Christmas day ...only some in the North area were only open!!
Which sucked for me. When I got off work, everything was closed already. So guess what I had for dinner on Christmas? Honey Bunches of Oats!! ahahaha
Christmas sucked ass.
But I made myself feel better by getting me a new pair of Converse. Yay!!! :D lol
the 2 layer version. and it only cost me $30. ekekek!!
I can't wait for Saturday. 8)
I forgot to add that I was such a good person yesterday. As slow as we were I still had other workers coming in.
But I was nice enough to call them off. Everybody had Christmas off but Me. at 3pm it was my evening shift leader but we were fine working alone. I didn't donate any money this year but I still think I was good to everybody. :)
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My Last Roll Was To TIESTO.
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yes maam...me too......i thought last night....i think im out for miami.....no point anymore
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yes maam...me too......i thought last night....i think im out for miami.....no point anymore
why? what are you going to do on your birthday weekend then?
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ive been having thoughts about that for a few weeks.....sinc e u said u were out for miami.....not real sure yet.....think i mentioned one thing...but who knows
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ooo. Sorry. It just wasn't looking good for me.
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dont be sorry.......lo l......that was alot of the reason i was going to go too.......
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besides.....i totally understand what u are about to go thru......trus t me...i do....and thats cool...have to do whats important first...
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Yea, thanks for understanding. :)
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im goin back to bed....didnt even go to work.....maybe i wont wake up later either
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get some rest.
after i text you back last night i went back to sleep in a quickness. lol.
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no rest for the weary
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Man, I've been a sleeping machine!! ahaha
I get home from work about 3:30pm. I fall asleep at 4pm.
I wake up at 7pm. I go back to sleep at 11:30pm. And then I awake up at 6am.
;D
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kinda been like that too.........bu t not my throat is all swollen...coul dnt really eat last night.....no matter how much liqiud i drink...its not enough
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shoo, i couldn't open my mouth to chew. lol
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told u...my jaw hurts like a mofo...and my throat does now too.......prob ably cant even eat ice cream....hard to even drink!
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i'm doing alot better. i've just been sleeping alot!! ahah
usually if i take a nap after work, i don't sleep 'til 1am.
but i've been sleeping at 11pm. ahaha
mao text me last night about atb in l.a. the idea sounded
cool when i was rollling hard but i don't think i can do it. ahaha
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she called me after she text u.......she told me something about just chilling in the bay......someo nes house on friday.....and then go out saturday....sh e didnt tell u that?
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oh yea, she did. after she asked me about ATB. i told her it wasn't worth the trip. lol
there's not much happening this weekend so i might just tell her to hook up with me next week when BT spins at Ruby. its pretty dead this weekend.
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bt sucks ass......reall y...LOL....
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gonna break the resolution by jan 12th! LOL!!
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gonna break the resolution by jan 12th! LOL!!
that's what i said. ahahahahahahaa ha!!
i don't know ..we'll see. i wanna chill for a bit. too much rolling!! ;D
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yes u have been! LOL.....more than i have anyways......
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yea, i think i did good last year. one show a month. lol.
still i spent alot of money during the shows. ahaha
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im not sure how i did...in the new year last year it was every weeknd........ .towards the end...i think i did like 4 shows since september
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i am too weak! ahaha
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mind control!!!! or i can be the one to tell u no......
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yea, i doubt i'll follow through everything i said for the year. lol
but its not too bad.
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okay...ill be the one to tell u NO!...deal?
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i'll try to listen. ahahaha
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fair enough......lo l....
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Yea. I just need to stand up to myself. Sometimes it gets hard. LOL!!
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thats when i come in!....hell NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 u cant go! LOL
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yea, sometimes i can't hold myself back. i mean, penny tells me to stop. and sometimes ger tells me too.
but ger ends up coming along. ahahahaha!!
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ill be stern....and i cant go with u
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i re-read mao's text. she said her roommate is moving away. lol
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yea..something like that.....i remember that too
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lolz.
well, we'll see how it goes. i think i need to chill.
my brothers called me last night to see if i was gonna come home this weekend.
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maybe u should.....bee n a few weeks no?
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since um, the weekend before Christmas. Its raining like a mofo.
if the rain stops i'll drop by sometime this weekend.
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saw the forecast in la before we left...suppose d to rain all weekend too.....but its still better than snow
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true.
this morning i saw a suv slide on the road into a semi truck. it was crazy.
the suv had its breaks on.
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crazy......im gonna be swimming this weekend
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i'm gonna sleep in. lol
maybe drive home for a day on sunday if the weather is good.
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not even sure i can....might have to work tomorrow...... .....applied for 2 jobs now......took an assessment test for one...hopefull y good things come of it
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g`luck!! :)
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seriously
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So far the new year has been okay. I think that's how it started last year too.
Well, as bad as it can get I know it can't beat how I feel right now.
Here goes another year. I don't know where life is heading to so I'm just going along with it.
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what are u feeling right now?
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a big blank.
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why do u think u feel that? what brought that on?
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because ...
whenever i try to find an answer for something it gets harder and harder each time. lol.
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if its an answer pertaining to your life.....just let it come to u......maybe its not ready to present itself
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maybe so.
i've enjoy this ride on life. but i'm tired of going along just with it ...
i need a plan. lol. one that i can follow through ... and make sure it gets done.
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today I came to work wearing my Converse. ahaha!!
i was filing some papers in the back while my co-worker checks them out and says "what are you wearing?" ...LOL!!
i just laughed and said .. "i feel comfortable today" .. and then i slowly danced my way back to my desk. ;D
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maybe so.
i've enjoy this ride on life. but i'm tired of going along just with it ...
i need a plan. lol. one that i can follow through ... and make sure it gets done.
whats the idea???
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whats the idea???
I'm not sure yet. ???
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Welcome to World ... baby Ethan Lee
ehe, my new nephew. my brother just called me. my sil spent the whole morning in labor. :D :D :D
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congrats!!!!!...i got way way way too many
i think if u had the idea u wouldnt tell me anyways!
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i think if u had the idea u wouldnt tell me anyways!
that's true. ahahahaha!!
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maybe u should try!!!!!!
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let me tell you something William ...
I've known superchick for almost 6 yrs. and she's still trying to get me to open up. LOL!!
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William? LOL...i actually like that name now.......well .....ill try harder!
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lol.
stoooooooooooo oooooopid. ;D
does Mao call you Will or Billy? cuz I swear I heard her call you Billy and then she started calling you Will at Giant. LOL
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lol.
stoooooooooooo oooooopid. ;D
does Mao call you Will or Billy? cuz I swear I heard her call you Billy and then she started calling you Will at Giant. LOL
i dont even know......cant remember.....i f u say thats what she did...then thats what she did!....lol.....
its not stupid!!!!
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lol.
i don't think i can call you Billy. you look like a William to me. ahahahahahaha
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lol.
i don't think i can call you Billy. you look like a William to me. ahahahahahaha
when i like a teenager....i didnt care...now i prefer people to call me Will or William....jus t not many people do......my guys call me ill will....LOL... .
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lol.
yea, like how i prefer people to call me Tee. *ahem* ...hater. lol
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i am mos def NOT a hater!!!!!!!!
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okay, just that one time. lol
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THAT was on PURPOSE!!!!!!!!!! LOL...still... it is your name! LOL
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I KNOW!!!!
and doing it on purpose was even more worse!!!! LOL!!
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trying to appeal my cause to u.....like my mom when shes mad will call me by my full name
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uh, that doesn't work on me.
but you on the other hand. did you see what you did when i said "William! Seat belt." ...ahahahahaha haha!!!!!!!!!!
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uh, that doesn't work on me.
but you on the other hand. did you see what you did when i said "William! Seat belt." ...ahahahahaha haha!!!!!!!!!!
ummmm no....what? lol.......
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duh. you put your seat belt on. ahahahahahaha
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LOL....not cuz u called me WILLIAM!
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hey, i said it ..you did it. ahahahahaah
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not cuz u said WILLIAM!...remember im easy!
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oooooooooooooo ookay!! but atleast i used william. lol
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feel free to use that all the time! LOL
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yea, and don't feel free to use mines. LOL!!!
and i'm serious. hahaha
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oh i wont.......not very much at all.........no worries...u threatened me already
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lol.
Thanks!! ahaha
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cant have u kicking my azz like every other week!
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Its fun. ;D
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ok ok..ill admit its not that bad! LOL
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See!! ahaha
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its not really fun!!!!!!!!! but its not bad....i can handle it
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we'll see for how long. ;D
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will i think tee should go.
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i can handle it forever! TEST AWAY!
jennifer...i think so too
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lol @ jenniferpark ...now you say so? ;D
i can handle it forever! TEST AWAY!
jennifer...i think so too
;D
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she said something else before huh? hater!!!!! LOL
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LOL!!!!
i told you not to bug them. ;D
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just did it that one time....and obviously she DIDNT HELP! lol........
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AHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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its cool........i can do it solo! LOL
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we'll see about that. ;D
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well obviously u have the ultimate say in what happens.....bu t i have confidence...b esides....u could use a vacation!
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i know. i hella wanna get away. lol.
i am like so sick and tired of what goes on in the house. i wish my room was sound proof. lol
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even more reason to take me up on the offer
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even more reason to take me up on the offer
lol.
did you have this planned with the girls? AHAHA jk.
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of course not!!!!!!!!!! i wouldnt put them up to making u mad on purpose....and i know they wouldnt go for it either!..people are scurred of u tee!
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that's true. i can do some serious damage. lol
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wow....i cant believe u ever had that thought!!!!!!!! LOL....i aint trying to piss u off!!!! imagine the DAMAGE if i did do that and u found out?
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i just wouldn't speak to you for a loooooooooooon g while. LOL!!!
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maybe not ever....not something id like to experience!!!
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;D
that's just crazy.
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its crazy to u? scary to me!!!1
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hey, i'm a little softy too okay.
i'm a little mean sometimes but it only depends how much the things you do to me affects me!! yea, sometimes you just gotta be a biatch to make people understand. some people just assume that they can do stupid shit and i could be okay with it. well, it doesn't work that way. with me that is.
i work my way around others ...and they stomp on me at the same time.
be a biatch. sometimes it works its way around people.
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LOL....i wouldnt want u mad at me in that kind of way ever.......... soooooo i wouldnt do shiet to make u feel like that towards me...
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i like the cool tee. the one where everybody is like "fawk it. let's party" ... LOL
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like u said..sometime s u have to be a biatch........ im cool with any tee
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Yups.
works for me all the time. lol. especially when i really want to be alone. ;D
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LOL.........ju st find a cave like i did.....no one knows where it is...and no one can reach me if i dont want them too!
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i wish it was that easily.
i told my brothers how i felt ...and they gave me a lock. AHAHAHAHAHA
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LOCK....thats not as bad as me giving u ear plugs....but its kinda bad!
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its cool. i'm sure they won't bug me. ;D
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and im sure about something too! LOL
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what? lol
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u already know!.....but yea...im sure they wont mess with u.....unless they dont have a clue u ae pissed
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oh i'm not pissed anymore. i just don't want to be bothered.
i honestly don't care about what they have to say. lol
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bothered..piss ed....not alot of difference!!!!!!! the results to them will be the same
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i dont' care what they think. they just better not bother me. lol
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okay....wooooo osah before u go home!
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oh, i'm fine. :)
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LOL....woosah anyways!...well u will probably be home alone anyways
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Yups. I should go renew my Blockbuster card. For some odd reason, he don't work in Sac anymore. Only in Merced. LOL
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he? a card has a sex? LOL.......that s weird......tho ught it worked all over the place
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damn. what was i talking about? LOL!!
yea, it did work for a while here in Sac. but after half a year later i tried and it didn't.
they said i'd have to sign up for a new one. and i was like bs. lol
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yea....what were u talking about?
i thought they were good all over the country?
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I thought so too!! That's why I don't rent anymore.
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bootleg ftw!
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oh yea, i watch alot of movies on movieforumz.co m ..ahahaha
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and thats free?
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yes sir!! i don't even have to register. ahahaha
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maybe ill check that out at work.....which im late already....lol .....flat tire is a good reason tho
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lol.
what are you doing online if you have a flat tire? lol
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changed it already....lol ...but i told them i would be late anyways...sooo o.....hahaha.. ..about to go...
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oooooooooooooo oooo!! what a dork!!
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had to come online!!! LOL
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lol.
i was gonna make you wait longer but i thought i'd save the torturing. lol
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LOL........so u seriously just decided last night?
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yea, I kinda juggle the answer up and down a little. lol.
and finally decided last night.
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big ups!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!
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lol.
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next 69 days are gonna be slow!!!
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:werd:
lol
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LOL......but will be well worth it
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let's hope so. lol
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no hoping!!!! it will be!...have i let u down before?
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no. okay. :)
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didnt think so....unless u count lovefest or mm this year......LOL
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miami then ibiza and i can die happy. LOL
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ummmmmm theres more to it than that!!! LOL but yea.....i kinda feel the same......
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i know there's more. but these are the possible ones. lol
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true.......but if u died happy...id still be sad!! LOL
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oh lord. i know i still have 15-20 more years in me. LOL
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thats all? wow!!! i think u got about 40-50
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Yups. We'll see. ;D
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im sure u will live to see an old age........
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argh.
:sad5:
!@#$!#@%
my mind is else where. i can't stop thinking!! yea, i'm a little sad.
but i'm also happy. maybe FL will keep my mind off of things. but
when i go back, it'll be the same. :( ..i love my mom.
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why are u sad tee? text if u cant say here
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I can't say it anywhere. :-X
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oooh....im sorry
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sad and happy..i hope happiness wins
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awe, baby Ethan Seng Lee is sooooooooooooo ooooooo cute!! he's a quiet baby!! he doesnt cry at all.
only when he needs his diaper changed!! lolz
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and his brother and sister. they are so cute!!!
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my niece is like that......and those kids...i can see u in them
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my niece is like that......and those kids...i can see u in them
that's what everybody says but i don't see it ??? ahaha
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maybe u dont look at yourself enough!!!!!!!
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maybe not. ;D
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okay....go look in the mirror!!! and study! and then come back and look at that pic!
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no. ahahaha
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i think i see it more in the little boy than in the girl tho......
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i think i see it more in the little boy than in the girl tho......
ah. that's what Ger said too!! ahahaha
the boy looks more like our side of the family and the girl looks like my sil's family. :D
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no one looks like me in my family!!!!!!!!!! LOL......
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;D
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well.....one of my brothers...he was REAL skinny......bu t in the past few years.....hes blwon up! bigger than i ever was......soooo some people used to say we looked like twins when he first got big
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oooooooooooooo ooo! i remember you telling me that. ;D
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i dont!!! LOL....anyways ......i think ill be skinny.....LOL
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ahahaha!!!
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yea...i think so.....lol.... before miami!
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cooooooooooooo oooooooooooool . 8)
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waist size 24 here i come!! LOL.....id make lag look OBESE
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lol.
let's see that.
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no....that would be totally sick!!!!!!!!! LOL.....id look like a street light!!! a stop sign!!
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LOL!!!
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no...dont want to be like that!......just a lil better than i am at this moment....lol
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yea, i couldn't see it in you either. lol
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i dont think its possible honestly....i got a few bones sticking out now! LOL......
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yea, me either. LOL!!
but Bigg's older brother is pushing me so training starts Monday. :o
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no more naps!!!!! LOL....trainin g been started for me!!!.........just toooo cold at night to really kill myself with it
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yea, no more naps. lol ...which is a good thing.
i leave home at 4:30pm ...and start at 5pm. :D ..ends whenever. no later than 8pm i hope. ahahaha
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3 hours a day is alot!!!!!!!!!!! seriously.....
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it is. but we talk alot. ahahahahaha
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then its a waste!!! 60-90 mins of continuous works well!!!!
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oh no worries. i'm saying i'll get home by 8pm ...
we talk before the work out and after the work out ..so that'll leave us like 1.5 hrs. to work. LOL
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ohhh.....good luck with that!!!!......ill stick to my plan!
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i'll be fine. that's how it use to be anyways. and i did okay.
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im on the plan that i asked u if u were on the other night!!! LOL
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you're stupid. LOL!!
that is sooooooooooooo oo not cool.
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starvation! LOL...no...i been eating a lil.....and nothing after 6 or so.......dont feel hungry....just eat cuz i know i havent
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that's good.
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tonight im getting a knife and a vacuum!!!!! LOL
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stupid. lol
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lol!!!!!!! i try real hard to be that stupid....u realize that right?
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:P
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good that u recognize that!
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i killed your thread!
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lol.
um. i didn't know what to add anymore. ;D
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yea...i killed it!
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lol. it'll come alive again.
once i didnt post anything for like over 2 weeks. ;D
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hard to believe!!! LOL
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believe!!! ahaha
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LOL.....bet it wont happen again!
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nice weekend.
On Saturday, I got to take my little nephew to the Zoo. Its small but he loves monkeys!! aha
He's such a smart kid. I had a great time with him ...He called a bear "King Kong" ...lol
after the Zoo we went to Rollerland. but the kid was too scared to try skating. ;D ..so we left home.
when we got home he wouldn't get out of my car. lol. he kept saying "dinosaur toy nay?" and i'm like ..."uh-oh!!"
so i took him to Wal-Mart and he ran around the store like a crazy kid. ahah!! couldn't figure out what he wanted.
after a whole hour he finds his favorite toy .. "elmo." ;D ..
after that we headed home. on the way home he sees McDonalds!! ahaha. he points, but he doesn't make a sound. i didn't really pay attention until we got home the 2nd time and he wouldn't get out of the car!! he starts crying and when he cries you can hella see his big tears!! lol ...so we made a trip to McDonalds. ;D . got him a happy meal and let him play in the playground and voila!! he was happy. it was a long day. :D
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baby Ethan is getting so big!! its only been 1.5 weeks. i love his eyes. they're huge!! :D lolz
the kids got lots of hair.
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sounds like an awesome time....
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It sure was. Not gonna go home for another 2 weeks or so.
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im not gonna go home for who knows how long!!!! home is cali! LOL
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'til June. EDC ... ;D
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LOL...maybe before then....i just dont know!! popsicle!
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oh yea, in May. :D
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or maybe ill surprise u!!!! LOL
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whatever. lol
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whatever? LOL....spaghet ti and meatballs!! LOL
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:P
itd be funny if you came and i went home to Merced. puahahahaha
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LOL......yes that would be funny......wou ldnt it? LOL.....guess id be stuck with lag!
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nah, if you did i'd drive back. in a few hours tho. ahahaha
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hahhahaa.....n o worries!!!!!!!........i think i might be able to find out when exactly u are thinking of merced! LOL....besides ...its home...its warm!!!
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lol.
i told my parents i was going to FL ...ahahahahaha haha!!
they asked who i was going with and i had to lie that it was the girls. LOL
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had to lie? lol......just be like...myself!!!! or friends!!!!
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if i say just friends they'll ask who and that kind of crap. so i thought it'd be easier if i just said .. the girls. lol
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honestly.....i t doesnt matter...as long as u get there! LOL
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and then i told my dad i needed my passport done and he asked why. lol
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awe!!!
in the words of Tee ... Good Times!! ahahhaa!!
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;D
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whooo weee!! what a weird day.
i swear this morning was nice and sunny ...now its all raining. darn, and i just washed my car last week too. lol
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i need to own a cd case. lol ...its building up!!
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this song is cool. :headbang:
Morgan Page feat. Lissie - Longest Road ( Deadmau5 Remix )
Giddy up and go
We'll go so far as we please
Giddy up and gold mine
Different place, different time
All the stars are in their prime
Pastel trailer park, stars so bright to hide the dark
All is quiet in the yard
Giddy up and gold dust, all the cars turn to rust
You've got no means for wanderlust
Pastel trailer park, stars so bright to hide the dark
All is quiet in the yard
If you are so frequently in love
If you prefer it all to me then my love
You go down the longest road to nowhere
You pull it apart and you're just left there
Giddy up and gold mine, horse dust down time
Its my life, its my time, we've been gettin' nowhere
Gold mine, different place, different time
Hold me down, Hold me down
Hope will be found, Follow me
If you are so frequently in love
If you prefer it all to me then my love
You go down the longest road to nowhere
You pull it apart and your just left there
They're waiting for it, you're waiting for it
And you're waving in it, and you're craving in it
If you fill my cup with all you must
To speak from something
If you are so frequently in love
If you prefer it all to me then my love
You go down the longest road to nowhere
You pull it apart and your just left there
You go down the longest road to nowhere
You pull it apart and your just left there.
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nice!
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i like .. Fragma - Toca Me (Inpetto 2008 Remix) on episode 333 too. lol :D
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oh god.
I am sooooooo freak'n sore!!! ahaha!! I couldn't get out of bed this morning. My tummie super hurts and my thighs are killing me!! ahahaha!! And I'm suppose to go walking today. :o ..Sigh. Atleast its indoors. Its raining like a mofo. Man, I hope this pays off cuz I'm not feelin' well ...I'm sick too. My throat is killing me and the coughs won't stop. I'm starting to get the headaches. Ugh!!
I got the sniffles. :(
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Jan. 14th-17th ... I didn't eat anything.
18th - I went home and had a light dinner with the family.
19th - we made tacos and i ate a few
20th - I had some soup and bread
21st - Nothing
22nd - I had a can of Arizona Pomogranate Green Tea Energy Drink and Nothing the rest of the day.
23rd - we'll see for today
I'm starting to lose my appetite. I'm not sure why but I'm not eating.
I'll have a little soup here and there but I wouldn't finish it. I do eat the french bread tho. lol ..i like soft bread. ;D
um.
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i like .. Fragma - Toca Me (Inpetto 2008 Remix) on episode 333 too. lol :D
awesome track.....ever yones been dropping it
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Yea, and I also like Paul Van Dyke & Starkiller's .. New York City track. I like the sound of the song. :D
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yeap....been hearing that for awhile.....for got her name...amy something i think.........
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Ashley Tomberlin? lol
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yea....thats it...LOL...... .and i dont even listen to trance!!! i just know tracks here and there.......ac tually PVD been jocking alot of his tracks from his album.....whic h i think is pretty decent
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Yea .. pretty much.
i'm really starting to hate my cd player tho!! all those nonstop sets to listen to and no memory!! ahaha
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LOL......ill have a shorty jack u one! LOL...JK!!!!!
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uh, NO!! ahaha
its getting really annoying. when i get in my car ..i have to set the bass/tremble and stuff ...and my EQ too.
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u can add breaks into CD's.......
as for the settings....u need a new player!
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i don't want to add breaks into the set. that's crazy!! no. ahahaha
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it wouldnt break up the music....it would just let u go from track 1 to 2 to whatever
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no. that's hard work to break a 2 hr set. lol
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not really....exce pt u have to do it in real time....LOL
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see. lol
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wouldnt have to break every track...just like every 10 mins so its easier to get back where u were at
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i'll try that when i have time.
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yes maam!
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Our house STINKS!!
Stinks like somebody freak'n died in there. The other day I had some pho to go and I couldn't even sit in the living room to eat cuz it stank!!!!
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I'm like in sooooooooooooo ooooooooooooo much pain. lol
I've got one blister that is right on my toe!! So when I walk I can totally feel it. And it hurts like a biatch!!
It was hard putting on my shoes this morning. Because I have 1 blister on the back of each foot. I wanted
to pop it last night when it was hurting but I didn't want to risk it either. Just the thought of walking on
popped blisters. lol. Could it get any worse? I mean, I'm already in pain.
I am sooooooooooo taking a break. lol
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OH MAN~! your still here, and still up to the same old Shinanigans!
Hi, Bye!
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OH MAN~! your still here, and still up to the same old Shinanigans!
Hi, Bye!
not so shocking but yea ...still here.
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the DISHES are washed!! ahaha!! after 1.5 weeks. WOW!!! they washed it.
i might just cook this weekend. LOL
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to go home or not. um ..
i can save $$ for 2 weeks if not. but i'd enjoy being there instead of here. um.
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the DISHES are washed!! ahaha!! after 1.5 weeks. WOW!!! they washed it.
i might just cook this weekend. LOL
so you're going to cook so that there will be dishes in the sink yet again! muahahhahaha!!
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so you're going to cook so that there will be dishes in the sink yet again! muahahhahaha!!
excuse me. but when i cook ...i know how to clean after myself. even if i leave it for the next day.
but i thought again and decided not to because i think they're gonna have Super Bowl at our place ...
and with that thought ...i know the house is gonna be messed up again for next week to smell. :)
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excuse me. but when i cook ...i know how to clean after myself. even if i leave it for the next day.
but i thought again and decided not to because i think they're gonna have Super Bowl at our place ...
and with that thought ...i know the house is gonna be messed up again for next week to smell. :)
they probably cleaned up for that reason!! muahahaha!! i'll ask jean and if he wants to come and help make your house smell for next week. lmao!!
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they probably cleaned up for that reason!! muahahaha!! i'll ask jean and if he wants to come and help make your house smell for next week. lmao!!
that's what i thought too!! ahaha
you'll have to ask Ger if she's really doing it.
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that's what i thought too!! ahaha
you'll have to ask Ger if she's really doing it.
SHE'S DOING IT CAUSE SHE'S GOTTA IMPRESS HER HONEY. ger if you're reading this it's said with love.:)
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lol.
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Wow!!
after 1895 - inbox
and 1719 - sent items
my memory is finally full. ahahaha!! wow. my phone can take up alot of texting. lol.
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i like that
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I like this song ...
Cosmic Gate feat. Denise Rivera - Body Of Conflict
When I'm lost
Can't find my way
You're the light that leads to harbour
When I'm crushed
Can't find my strength
You are all elements of life
Giving my skin so warm so tender
Giving me deeper sense of belief
All I know all there is
A reflection of you
A home to this body of conflict
Deep into my love
Deep into my heart
Deep into surrender
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everyone been hammerin that one.....good tune
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So I've decided ...
To better my life and etc .. I've decided to cut the cord.
if the offer is still available ..I might as well just accept it. Um. Must contact soon. ;D
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i've been repeating this song ...
DJ Shah feat. Adrina Thorpe - Who Will Find Me
In a world of desire,
oh who would come and catch you when you fall
in the wind and the fire?
oh who would come to save you?
High above any danger…
Locked inside the tower of your mind,
dreams are veiled; passion blinded.
Safe from fear and fire.
Oh who will find me?
In your midnight eyes, I see a summer sunrise.
Fly far beyond these silver winter skies.
I see a beautiful life. Oh, come and get away.
Do you see the horizon?
Walk upon the water, you will find
all is still and yet alive
in the morning light.
Oh who will find me?
In your midnight eyes, I see a summer sunrise.
Fly far beyond these silver winter skies.
I see a beautiful life. Oh, come and get away.
Dance dance in the morning light.
Open your darkened eyes.
Hey, hey, it’s a beautiful day.
It’ll be ok. It’ll be ok.
Take a look, spin around, this is where I find you… where the roses bloom.
Leave your cares, leave your fears, leave them all behind you… yeayah.
It’s a beautiful day in the city of shining light.
It’s a beautiful day. This is where I find you… yeayah
Oh who will find me?
In your midnight eyes, I see a summer sunrise.
Come and get away.
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So I've decided ...
To better my life and etc .. I've decided to cut the cord.
if the offer is still available ..I might as well just accept it. Um. Must contact soon. ;D
better find out soon then....
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Shawn Mitiska Feat. Jaren - Silently
I don’t wanna remember life before you
I’m already pretending you’re not half a world away
Can’t seem to stop thinking
You’re the reason why my senses are waken and fly
Silently I speak your name in hopes that you might feel me
Then silently see how a little taste of you can move me
Silently I speak your name in hopes that you might feel me
Then silently see how a little taste of you can move me
Silently I speak your name in hopes that you might feel me
Then silently see how a little taste of you can move me
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The Doppler Effect - Beauty Hides in the deep (Electronic elements)
Just before dawn comes
Sadness is on
Just one more moment
And I am leaving
Few words on a small note
While you are asleep
I can only steal away
That's how I tend to be
There are thing I never get to say
The fear in me always in the way
A broken heart never mended
A hurt I can never forget
A little pearl
Locked in a shell
Can not explain
Each breath I'm taking
Can not find the means to an end
To move create one liberated moment
Beauty hides in the deep
Beauty hides in the deep
But it's so hard to find
Being wrapped up inside
I always wonder
Why don't I feel
What the world out there is like
And how I can fit in
I don't expect you to know me
Or how I lost all my dreams
When I can't even find myself
In the choices I made
There are thing I never get to say
The fear in me always in the way
A broken heart never mended
A hurt I can never forget
A little pearl
Locked in a shell
Can not explain
Each breath I'm taking
Can not find the means to an end
To move create one liberated moment
Beauty hides in the deep
Beauty hides in the deep
But it's so hard to find
Being wrapped up inside
I want you tonight
I'll never forget you
I want you tonight
I'll never forget you
A little pearl
Locked in a shell
Can not explain
Each breath I'm taking
Can not find the means to an end
To move create one liberated moment
Beauty hides in the deep
Beauty hides in the deep
But it's so hard to find
Being wrapped up inside
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bOotEe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I miss YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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bOotEe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I miss YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
its your turn to visit me. :)
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Can't get this song out of my head. lolz
Royksopp - what else is there
It was me on that road
But you couldn`t see me
Too many lights out, but nowhere near here
It was me on that road
Still you couldn`t see me
And then flashlights and explosions
Roads are getting nearer
We cover distance but not together
I am the storm and I am the wonder
And the flashlights, nigthmares
And sudden explosions
Roads are getting nearer
We cover distance still not together
If I am the storm if I am the wonder
Will I have flashlights, nightmares
And sudden explosions
I don't know what more to ask for
I was given just one wish
It's about you and the sun
A morning run
The story of my maker
What have I and what I ache for
I`ve got a golden ear
I cut and I spear
It's about you and the sun
A morning run
The story of my maker
What have I and what I ache for
I`ve got a golden ear
I cut and I spear
And what else is there
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Can't get this song out of my head. lolz
Royksopp - what else is there
It was me on that road
But you couldn`t see me
Too many lights out, but nowhere near here
It was me on that road
Still you couldn`t see me
And then flashlights and explosions
Roads are getting nearer
We cover distance but not together
I am the storm and I am the wonder
And the flashlights, nigthmares
And sudden explosions
Roads are getting nearer
We cover distance still not together
If I am the storm if I am the wonder
Will I have flashlights, nightmares
And sudden explosions
I don't know what more to ask for
I was given just one wish
It's about you and the sun
A morning run
The story of my maker
What have I and what I ache for
I`ve got a golden ear
I cut and I spear
It's about you and the sun
A morning run
The story of my maker
What have I and what I ache for
I`ve got a golden ear
I cut and I spear
And what else is there
i wonder why???
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AVB feat. Susana - If you should go
A troubled mind in search
Of a bright neon bay
I swim to shore
The only route to take
Is perfection itself
The stars lead the way
As waves make oceans complete
Fate is the shell of my beat
O how I feel all that I need
Under my thoughts under my fears
Little things I know they're real
They make my soul complete
Little things and all they bring
Are fragments bitter sweet
Little things not everything
'Cause glitter is no goal
Simple things are all I need
a friend to guide to hold
If you should go
(Go now)
I find myself alone
With no center no home
But I won't close my eyes
The thing I love the most
I'm letting you go
But I won't give up hope
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Linkin Park - Shadow of the Day ( Blake jarrell remix )
I close both locks below the window.
I close both blinds and turn away.
Sometimes solutions aren’t so simple.
Sometimes goodbye’s the only way, oh.
And the sun will set for you
The sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in gray,
And the sun will set for you...
In cards and flowers on your window,
Your friends all plead for you to stay.
Sometimes beginnings aren’t so simple.
Sometimes goodbye’s the only way, oh.
[Shadow of the Day lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]
And the sun will set for you,
The sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in gray,
And the sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in gray,
And the sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in gray,
And the sun will set for you.
its catchy.
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AVB feat. Susana - If you should go
A troubled mind in search
Of a bright neon bay
I swim to shore
The only route to take
Is perfection itself
The stars lead the way
As waves make oceans complete
Fate is the shell of my beat
O how I feel all that I need
Under my thoughts under my fears
Little things I know they're real
They make my soul complete
Little things and all they bring
Are fragments bitter sweet
Little things not everything
'Cause glitter is no goal
Simple things are all I need
a friend to guide to hold
If you should go
(Go now)
I find myself alone
With no center no home
But I won't close my eyes
The thing I love the most
I'm letting you go
But I won't give up hope
that was just released
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It'd be nice if I had those songs .. *ahem* ..douly. lol
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Sigh.
I feel sorry for my Mom. Sometimes I wish my parents didn't live so close to my sister.
After Miami I should take her away for a weekend or something. That should clear her mind ..
I know she's tired of all the b/s my sister gives her. :-\
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I've got unlimited texting now!! lol.
I got a text from AT&T saying so!! I saved the text just in case anything else happens next month. ;D
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LOL......hoora y!!
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god.
ever been so broke ..that you're broke? lol. i'm not just broke i'm broken. lol
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i can't believe you locked it without me responding oh well it's ok i forgive. but why lock it might as well delete that crap!!
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you see how i lock it? nobody else is talking about it. lol
and if i delete it my post count is gonna go down. ahahahaha
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god.
ever been so broke ..that you're broke? lol. i'm not just broke i'm broken. lol
when i didnt work for a year!...u arent broken tho
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dude, i'm broken. LOL
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no..u just think u are.....broken inside is me!!
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no..u just think u are.....broken inside is me!!
just quoting this in case you decide to edit it!!
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just quoting this in case you decide to edit it!!
lol...its ok
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so incase ger didn't tell u...we are all bbqin on the 29 of this month at some lake... donna took that day off too.... bbq for ger loosing the bet at super bowl and me loosin my bet..... we decided to make it a combo bbq...since it will be cheaper for her and i....
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so incase ger didn't tell u...we are all bbqin on the 29 of this month at some lake... donna took that day off too.... bbq for ger loosing the bet at super bowl and me loosin my bet..... we decided to make it a combo bbq...since it will be cheaper for her and i....
Mike!!! I'm gonna be in Florida!!! That's not fair!!!! lol
I think I deserve the bbq too!! Of all the trouble you've caused me!! ahahaha
jk. if you guys don't change the date then I can't be there. Oh! And when I
come back ..I better see a new door. And it better be screwed in too. lol ;D
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I am like cramping everywhere!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg. The workout is gonna be torture. lol
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u did not go!!
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;D
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I am stressing like a mofo.
Do you think I'd do better if I retire from the scene to get everything straighten out first? I feel like 18 all over again, when I max'd out my first credit card. LOL!! Its like ..I pay one bill off and then another one appears. This is crazy!!! I can't be living like this. I need to change my ways. I don't know what life means anymore ...If it means to pay off bills
I don't want to live. lol.
no Blank & Jones this weekend. :(
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lol...u went tho.....im thinking about slowing down alot more than i have.....maybe u should think about it
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t was quite a trip.........i m soo tired now tho......how u feel?
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well, hello friend.
Its been quite a while since I've visited you. So many things has happened. So I left to Miami on March 26th and I came back on April 1st. When I came back I had recieved a letter from the Sacramento Courts along with my check for the fix it ticket. Apparently, I had sent it too late so they wouldn't accept it and gave me a penalty charge of $310. lol. I'm fighting it so hopefully it drops down. #1 reason why I'm not buying my Armin or Pop ticket yet ..My court date is on April 21st. Wish me luck.
Miami was the coolest thing I've done so far this year. I couldn't have done it w/o the help of my friend. And I enjoyed every minute of it. Except for the Sunday where my body crashed and I slept all day. lol. Ultra was awesome!! It was similiar to EDC but I liked it more because of the bomb ass lineup. I'm hoping to join my cousin, Christine and Jean next year so my Miami '09 fund starts now. lol.
Ever since Miami I've been getting these weird ass dreams. I mean, I met Armin and that is like the coolest thing ever!! For me that is ...ahaha!! Well, last night I dreamt that we were in Miami with some friends and it was Day 1 of Ultra. well, I wanted to go and nobody wanted to go with me. I was trying to convince them to go but they wouldn't. So I got mad and I took a taxi to Ultra and I got to catch Above & Beyond and Tiesto. Isn't that crazy?? Above & Beyond wasn't even there!!! ahahahahaha!!
man, I need to get over it. I swear I be trippin' and shit. lol
anywho, I did my taxes last Friday. I didn't get anything but atleast I paid off some debts.
sigh. what a slow day it is today. :-\
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I can be a .....
Sometimes its just best not to listen. I mean, I don't mind but when they take it to another level ...I'll start to careless and it wouldn't matter to me anymore. I can be a good friend ..when I want to. I can't push myself to see where or what everybody feels/wants/needs.
I don't like people pushing my buttons. Making me feel sorry for them and stuff. One day I'll really show you I don't want to hear from you or know what ...is making you feel the way you do. If you have a problem, share it with me but don't make me feel like I should be the one to make everything okay. Everybody has problems. Heck, I have problems!! Some people don't know how to think deep into their problems to find that its ..NOTHING!! there's nothing to worry about or be upset at. If you can't seem to find better things to worry about then ...dude, I'm not the person you should be talking to.
I need a beer. You guys are stupid.
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thanks!
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I can be an emotional wreck. But I'm never serious.
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tee and emotional wreck.....i really cant believe that
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hey, i just don't let alot of people bring me down. and most of the time you guys let that happen to you.
me? its usually about life itself. and sometimes those kind of stuff do bring me down. i just dont' show it.
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i only expressed it to u!! LOL
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yeah, but you let the whole freak'n world bring you down. lol. there's alot of you guys that do this too.
and it really bugs me sometimes because you guys don't see the most important things in life. and when
i hear you people complain about the smallest things ever!! it just makes me sick. mad. lol
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LOL...most important things? i would imagine that the idea behind what was done is one of those things........
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thats kinda hard to decipher.....w hat he was playing with my emotions ABOUT........t hat is important!!!!
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Its been 5 days since I've had this soar throat. I hate waking up in the morning not being able to swallow. It hella hurts. :'( I've tried drinking hot tea, thera flu, and the warm water/salt thingy. Nothing is working. I'm in so much pain.
So, I had a dream that I went to the hospital and had the doctor check my throat. lol. Then I had a dream about an old friend. It was weird. I felt weird. lol. And then!! I had a dream about Ferry Corsten. ahaha!! and his wife was there too. So they were like horseback riding and we were vacationing with a bunch of friends. I see them and I yell out "Ferry Corsten!!" and he see's me so he smiles and points. Then they ride their horses towards us where I get a picture with him and his wife. LOL!!! Crazy I tell ya. Crazy!!
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my lips are hella chapped. blah!!
anywho, i'm singing along to this song by Junkie XL, "Today" .. :headbang:
You'’ve got the bluest eyes
That I have seen
Lost up in the skies
Caught in a dream
What you whisper to me
And breathe into my vains
And believe in magic
To wash away the stain
And it feels like today
So just hold on tight
And let it slip away
Give me all the weight
That holds you down
Don'’t let it stop
And burn in for the [sound]
And the world keeps moving
It's all we ever known
And the know inside that
I'll never be alone
And it feels like today
So just hold on tight
And let it slip away
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my eyes are blue!!! sometimes...LO L
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sometimes? that's hella scary. LOL
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sometimes they are green...someti mees they are grey....LOL
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why do i feel smothered?
sometimes i choose not to talk to anybody. its not that i don't want to talk to you. i might not feel like talking to you. or i dont' have anything to talk to you about. heck, maybe i don't even want to see you. and when you're trying to hella talk to me and i'm not feelin' it ...it just annoys the shit outta me. i've been staying at christine's lately. and when i'm home i'm always in my room. doesn't that say something?
heck, those months when i was a hermit and staying in my room ...that told me alot. but now i have a stronger feeling about what i've been feeling. its time to move on. its not like they're helping me anymore. its time to be on my own.
man, i got like this little thingy on the top of my mouth that is hurtin' like a mofo!! yesterday, swallowing was hard cuz i'd hit it with my tongue but its alot better today. um, maybe i'll go have some pho to go today. and lately, the viet sandwiches haven't been so good. i mean, its not like how it was!! i've had 2 since last week and both those 2 times its been kinda nasty tasting. hella dry and shit. knaw mean?! lol.
i'm debating if i should put in a 30 day notice or 60 days. leave at the end of june or something. um! decisions decisions decisions!!
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60 to move? or quit job?
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to move. i never said anything about quitting.
anywho, i'm gonna go home next weekend. talk to my Mom and seek for advice.
after that i'll decide what i'll do.
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I've been listening to ...
Chris Lake Ft. Emma Hewit - Carry Me Away
Down, the water holds me down, it's like I have no weight
And now, I'm floating with the tide, the sun is on my face
And I hear you talking, I hear you speak, someone's talking saying something
But I'm on my own, there's nothing left to say, it carries me away
And you call out, I can't hear you, I can't feel you, no I can't feel nothing
And you call out. I can't hear you, no I can't hear nothing
And you all look the same, now
You all look the same, now
Now, there's nothing that I want, to take me from this place
I'm drifting further with the tide, that carries me away
And you call out, I can't hear you, I can't feel you, no I can't feel nothing
And you all look the same, now
You all look the same, now
I know you're trying hard to reach me
You'll always feel the cold without me
I know you're trying hard to reach me
You'll always feel the cold without me
I know you're trying hard
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why is it that I like how things were back then than now? too many people trying to change at the same time and really ...its just getting on my nerves. i know people cant stay the same but they're not who I use to know anymore and I rather just be by myself. call me when its you.
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I was jammin' this today ..
BT - Break My Fall
You enter the room
You brighten the darkness my love
In moments with you
There is no ending or beginning in you
Move to the floor
The purpose combined my love
Like motion of stars
Dynamic symmetry in mind
Break my fall
I found what is missing inside you
Break my fall
Na na na na na na na
Break my fall
I found what is missing inside you
Break my fall
Na na na na na na na
Always with you
Connected by blood my love
A purpose fulfilled
You're my light in this dark, dark world
I've spoken within
I feel complete my love
The moments apart
Creating a light in the dark
Break my fall
I found what is missing inside you
Break my fall
Na na na na na na na
Break my fall
I found what is missing inside you
Break my fall
Na na na na na na na
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Let's see ..
This weekend after Armin I'm gonna go home and take my Mom out. Hopefully I'm not too faded. I plan to wake up at 9am to leave to Merced. lol. 4 hrs of sleep is okay. I hope. Anywho, I'm gonna ask my brother if he can sell my gsr and buy me a '95 Acura Legend. I'm tired of being harrassed and stuff. I just need a normal car to get me from point A to point B. And I've been thinking alot about this ...couldn't figure out what kind of car I wanted until now. Yea, Acura Legend ..leather interrior would be nice too. ;D Lets see if he lets me. He can sell my car, buy me the Legend and then keep whatever $$ that is left since the gsr was given to me from him for free. :)
That sounds like a great idea. I hope he goes for it. I mean, I don't want another fix it ticket or to get pulled over. and if the Legend is in good condition I'll drive it everywhere. forget a rental. ahahaha
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You know what I want for my Birthday? I want a record player. Yea, that's what I want.
:)
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Besides Miami ..This is the highlight of the year for me. Meeting Armin. Not just once but twice!!
Its gotta be the best thing ever. I would've never thought I'd meet them but push comes to shove
and voila!! Yeah, those records are going to be framed. LOL!!! And that picture?? I'm gonna blow
it up and put it up on the wall. ;D
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nice shirt!!!! didnt think u would ever wear it
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i do. :)
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Track of the day.
Rachael Starr - To Forever (Moonbeam Remix)
I see you and you see me
Theres only one thing this could be
I think you know just what I mean
When I am with you I feel so free
So free.
When we rock the whole world stops.
The music's loud tempeture drops ,
It seems like everyone are dancing to our beat
Look around I know you'll see.
You'll see.
So free.
You'll see.
I see you and you see me
Theres only one thing this could be
I think you know just what I mean
When I am with you I feel so free
When we rock the whole world stops.
The music's loud tempeture drops ,
It seems like everyone are dancing to our beat
Look around I know you'll see.
And I love you..
And I hope you love me..
And I need you..
And I hope you need me too..
Babe , I just hope that you know to never let me go
Cause when it comes to forever
We should be together.
Babe , I just hope that you know to never let me go
Cause when it comes to forever
We should be together.
Together.
X2
And I love you..
And I hope you love me..
And I need you..
And I hope you need me too..
Babe , I just hope that you know to never let me go
Cause when it comes to forever
We should be together.
Babe , I just hope that you know to never let me go
Cause when it comes to forever
We should be together.
Together..
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this guys is selling his Technics MK5 for only $300. and he's throwing in a M44-7 cartridge for free. :o
(http://images.craigslist.org/0115070104030103002008051308aec8f4cd4c39dcf000ce5d.jpg)
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what an amazing weekend....... ....thats the only way i can describe it.......maybe once in a lifetime thing
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oh my.
look what i found on xanga. LOL
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this guys is selling his Technics MK5 for only $300. and he's throwing in a M44-7 cartridge for free. :o
(http://images.craigslist.org/0115070104030103002008051308aec8f4cd4c39dcf000ce5d.jpg)
thats not bad. 250 for the tables is asking price without cartridge.
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yea, i found it on craigslist. lol
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technics are being discontinued.. ........
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well, i just need one to play. lol
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buy 2....might be a good investment!!!
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yea, i thought about getting 2 just to make the setup look nice. LOL
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and keep them in good shape and then later.....SELL for a profit.....jus t shows u that vinyl is really dead!!
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we'll see. i just saw a place i really like that is cheap too. lol.
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yeah but vinyl sounds good tho
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yea i saw that!! go for it.....just go look first and feel the vibe....the neighborhood.. .the neighbors.... u know!
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yeah, i'm gonna go ride by there on Monday after work. i gotta leave to Merced after work today.
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I'm listening to .. Airbase featuring Floria Ambra - Denial
I like this song. :headbang:
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No need for a metaphor, I'm lonely,
No day like the one before, I'm lonely
No need for a metaphor, I'm lonely,
Without you,
I'm lonely,
Without you
No day like the one before,
I'm burning,
Without you,
I'm burning,
Without you
No need for a metaphor, I'm lonely,
Without you,
I'm lonely,
Without you
No day like the one before,
I'm burning,
Without you,
I'm burning,
Without you
this is a TIGHT SONG! Tiesto dropped it in Chicago!!!!!
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Cleaning out the closet.
I'm all packed. My closet is empty and my room is ready to be stored. I swear when I moved in I didn't have that much stuff. I have 2 big boxes and 2 medium size packed in full. Oh well ...I can't wait to move out.
You know ..when you hear about other people being sick and stuff you show you no sympathy whatsoever but when its your own ..that's when the world starts coming down.
On Saturday, at 6pm ..I went home from a friends house and found nothing to do so I decided to drive to Merced out of the blue. When I went home I said hi to everybody and noticed that my Mom wasn't around so I asked and my little nephew says "Grandma sick lawm os" so I go into her room and said hi to her. She was so tired looking. I began to talk to her and she starts telling me how she fainted in the bathroom. :sad5: I was shocked nobody took her to the hospital but that's how my Mom is ..She thinks she can fight it and not say anything. At 10pm I decided to take her to the hospital. We waited and waited .. At 3am we finally came home. They couldn't find anything wrong with her except that her blood pressure was a little low and she was really low on fluids.
That's when I started thinking twice about Mn. Then Chuey called me on Sunday being stupid so I had to cancel too. But nothing is stopping my parents from going on their vacation. They're flying to Oregon today and spending a week in Canada. I hope my Mom is feeling alot better now. :sad11: And I hope she comes back safely. Sigh.
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ill pray for her.....and not just to Tiesto..... :'(
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man, i sooooo pulled a muscle at Barcode. i can't even bend down to tie my shoe lace. heck, going to the bathroom is worst!!! ahahahahaha. i'm so tired. today is only my thursday. i just found out i'm working tomorrow. :-X
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I`m on a mission. And I am determined to complete it. OPERATION: I GOTTA MOVE OUT!!!!!!!!!!!
So today after work I'm gonna go check out this studio. It looks roomie. I like the way the livingroom/bedroom walks into the closet and then thru to the bathroom. And it has its own room for the kitchen. Small but enough to work with me. Definitely no cook outs. ;D Its in an okay area ..And its cheap too.
Yesterday I went to look at that 1 bedroom house that was nice looking from the outside. Well, I got to walk inside and OMG!! :o ..Pictures are so freakn' decieving. LOL!! ...the living room is so freak'n small and its also shared with the stove and sink. and no fridge!!! it only has half a bathroom with a sliding door. the bedroom was okay but the closet was a bit small. I know its only me moving but I wasn't gonna be that ghetto. I liked the windows and the screen door to the side tho. oh yeah!!! and the worst part ...THE OWNER LIVES RIGHT NEXT DOOR!! ahahaha!! AND!! they're Indian!! I don't want to wake up in the morning smelling Indian food. lol.
I really need to get going. I hate depending on people. And especially when I'm at where I first left. Nothings changed yet. And I don't think its going to change until I do move and I can't wait for it.
I'm thinking about requesting Friday off so I can just leave to Merced on Thursday after work.
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Keep at it ;)
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You have got on my last nerve and I think its time to take a break. Friend or no friend .. I don't care.
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im sorry
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;D :D
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*cross fingers* ...for the apt tomorrow!
I can't wait to sleep on a bed again. The air mattress is comfortable but I've been having back pains
and that doesn't do me any good. The first thing I'm going to buy when I move out is a TV. LOL!! ;D
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i hope you get your place too.
Offer Nissim feat. Maya - For Your Love (Sied van Riel Remix)
sorry ive been lagging on your cds THEY will get SENT! promisssssssss ssssssssse! :)
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i hope you get your place too.
Offer Nissim feat. Maya - For Your Love (Sied van Riel Remix)
sorry ive been lagging on your cds THEY will get SENT! promisssssssss ssssssssse! :)
what? you were suppose to send it last week already. what a hater.
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i know i know! i was -200 in the hole in my account! i just got it corrected this morning! ill send it RIGHT NOW!
Offer Nissim feat. Maya - For Your Love (Sied van Riel Remix)
Andy Moor - Fake Awake (Myon’s Sex On The Beach Remix)
LOVELY tracks
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i do like fake awake. :)
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Ali Wilson - Shakedown <--------- NIIICE! ;)
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Above & Beyond pres. OceanLab - On A Good Day
Above & Beyond pres. OceanLab - If I Could Fly
Above & Beyond pres. OceanLab - Come Home
:)
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you should get the cds by wednesday if not tomorrow.
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cool. thanks!!
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Sirens of the Sea is okay. mellow dramatic trance. Justine suissa's voice is nice.
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i need to upload those cds onto my phone. so far i've only listened to 9 songs from asot. lol
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Sirens of the Sea is okay. mellow dramatic trance. Justine suissa's voice is nice.
re-release? cuz thats an old track
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re-release? cuz thats an old track
not the track. i was referring to the album.
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Happy EARLY BDAY YOUNGBUCK! ;)
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happy birthday!!!!
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yea, its not so great this year. i'm sleeping in for this one.
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what do u mean its not so great? what makes it bad?
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nothing. just one year older.
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not such a bad thing
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time to get married soon teee! you dont wanna be poppping out babies when you are in your 30s lol jk
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thats exactly how old she wants to be i think!!!
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um.
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no? its cool.......chu ey will be there soon!!!! so u can have kids at 26 then!
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whatever. ::)
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;)
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everything happens for a reason.
so far ..its one thing after another. and i know its always been like that but man ..i need me some luck.
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First week in the apt. So far so good. 8)
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Yesterday was a sad day for me.
at 10:30am i attempted to put baby Ethan into his walker ..w/o bending my knees i leaned over to put him in.
i got half way there and i hear a "click" ..i quickly dropped him in and dropped down on the floor. LOL!!
i suffered all day yesterday. and today i'm gonna go do something about it.
i hope the chiropractor fixes my back. i didn't want to miss a day of work but if i can't stand and i can't sit still ..
its no use being at work. sigh. i will need some major overtime. :-\
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he is the cutest baby ever.
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Lovefest AFTERPARTY ..was the party of the year. besides being in Miami for Ultra and the Armada party.
now if I can end the year with Armin Only!! I can die happy cuz I know I'll never get to meet Tiesto. lol
*sigh* .. its been so great. I just can't find the words.
:) :)
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on repeat .. Sunlounger - Lost
I'm surprise my brother even knew the song. He gave me a cd 2 weeks ago .. filled with edm.
and he totally surprised me. both my younger brothers go thru this music phase and this time ..its EDM. :D ;D
Look at the pieces of
Giving way to the gods of destruction
Full of desire
You feel the feeling there's nothing there,
Oh oh, oh no
Oh oh, oh no
The ocean is dry, do you feel, hollow
Nowhere to hide, nothing to swallow
When you cant recognise, anything
Where do you turn, when you can buy it
But can you believe it now, with no love to follow
Now that you have lost yourself, oh can anything help you now
Just let you fears go, you might find your way back home
Let your fears go, you might find out that your not lost
Just let your fears go, you might find your way back home
Let your fears go, you might find out that you're not alone
What did you learn, what was it worth
What did you yearn from everything that's lost now
I'm not alone, im not alone
I'm not alone, im not alone
I'm not alone, im not alone
I'm not alone, im not alone
Just let you fears go, you might find your way back home
Let your fears go, you might find out that your not lost
Just let your fears go, you might find your way back home
Let your fears go, you might fnd out that you're not alone
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Yesterday was a sad day for me.
at 10:30am i attempted to put baby Ethan into his walker ..w/o bending my knees i leaned over to put him in.
i got half way there and i hear a "click" ..i quickly dropped him in and dropped down on the floor. LOL!!
i suffered all day yesterday. and today i'm gonna go do something about it.
i hope the chiropractor fixes my back. i didn't want to miss a day of work but if i can't stand and i can't sit still ..
its no use being at work. sigh. i will need some major overtime. :-\
C'mon... it can't hurt that much you big sook ;)
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C'mon... it can't hurt that much you big sook ;)
oh, it did hurt. lol
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Tee, it was good seeing you for a bit @ MM.
We didn't even get back to Orange County until 8am. I should have just stayed in LA. lol
And sorry about my brother. He's a weirdo. He was asking about you all night! :D
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Tee, it was good seeing you for a bit @ MM.
We didn't even get back to Orange County until 8am. I should have just stayed in LA. lol
And sorry about my brother. He's a weirdo. He was asking about you all night! :D
she got some loving!!! LOL.....well.. .thats what i told her
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Tee, it was good seeing you for a bit @ MM.
We didn't even get back to Orange County until 8am. I should have just stayed in LA. lol
And sorry about my brother. He's a weirdo. He was asking about you all night! :D
yea, your brother scared me a little but i guess it was the E. ahahahahaha
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yea, your brother scared me a little but i guess it was the E. ahahahahaha
what did Jackie do?! ??? :D :D :D
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first he tried to freak me from behind ..and i turned to him and said "sorry, i don't do that." lol
and then he kept looking at me with these big ass eyes. i mean they were really big. ahahaha
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shoulda said "Rule #1! no freaky deeky to trance! thats a NO-NO!!!" :D :D :D
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Tee don't be scared. Jack might be who you're looking for! :D ;D
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okay. heres the rundown. we rented a MINIVAN. just in case.....dont worry about my ticket. ill get it myself. you just take care of what you NEED to take care of. try to be stress free. i know its easy for me to say, but you know.... :) stay up. hope you can make it for Armin Only! ;)
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Tee don't be scared. Jack might be who you're looking for! :D ;D
uh, no. he looks like a baby. and i don't want somebody i need to teach. lol
okay. heres the rundown. we rented a MINIVAN. just in case.....dont worry about my ticket. ill get it myself. you just take care of what you NEED to take care of. try to be stress free. i know its easy for me to say, but you know.... :) stay up. hope you can make it for Armin Only! ;)
your armin ticket? are you sure? i'm praying that everything works out for me also.
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someone is toooo nice!
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iono. ???
don't ask. just do it.
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u dont know what? u okay?
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nothing. i'm fine.
need to get out. clear the head.
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I am so behind the music scene. I'm listening to songs that came out 4-5 months ago. :-X
I live so close to work that I get to listen to only 1 song at a time. 1 song when driving to work.
and another one when driving home from work. I have to be driving back to Merced when
I listen to ASOT. Otherwise it will never be finished. Um.
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Hey, the cds you left me won't play in my car. weird! It plays my other ones tho. anywho.. see you soon.
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o. lol
well, upload it onto your comp and burn it the way your car would play it. ;D
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geesh.
people around me are changing so fast. sometimes i feel like i don't even know them anymore.
man, i really need to get me a new set of friends. lol.
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DAMN!!
I didn't realize this until now but my journal is 2 YEARS OLD!! ahahahaha
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You guys know how some hotels plays music in their lobby? Well, guess what my playlist is? LOL!!
1. Sunlounger - Talk To Me
2. Armin Van Buuren - Unforgiveable (asot rip)
3. Tiesto - Let Go
4. Sunlounger - Lost
5. Nadia - Crash N Burn
6. Sunlounger - If You Change Your Mind
7. Armin Van Buuren - As The Rush Comes
8. Tiesto - Imagination
;D ;D
I just lower it when there's guests around. lol. It keeps my front desk staff up and going. :D ;D
my boss just doesn't know. :-X >:D
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BORED!!
what a boring day. its slow again. :-\
I'm doing nothing but surfing the net and listening to music. and watching a little news. Its still only 10:37am.
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Armin ONLY! 40 more days!!!
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and i'm still praying that everything is okay. :)
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me too. ;)
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I got me a really comfortable bed. :) I slept like a baby last night. Heck, I slept hella long last night. lol ..After cleaning my room and setting the frames up ..and putting the bed together ..I crashed at 7:30pm last night. I must've been hella tired.
And this morning ..lol!!!
So, when I drive back to Sac from Merced I set the alarm to wake up at 4:35am on my phone. And last night I was so tired I didn't set it back to 6:35am ..So this morning I woke up at 4:35am. Brushed my teeth while watching the news channel and at the corner of the tv ..I see the time 4:38am!! ahaha!! So I washed my mouth and went back to sleep for another 1.5 hours. LOL!! So I'm wide awake today. I'm gonna need it ..The new girl that I trained yesterday ..she is a CHATTER BOX!!! I mean, I don't mind you asking questions about the job description but when you start talking about your life/family ..I refuse to listen. lol. I kinda put up with it cuz she said that whatever days I need her to work she'll do it. ahahaha!!
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I need to find somebody to go see Markus Schulz with me .. on Jan 1st. lol
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Give Thanks!!
Awesome night. It went kinda slow cuz all I did was walk around. I didn't really drink so I was sober as f*ck. lol
First song I recorded was played at 9pm .."Somewhere Inside Me" ..good mix. I then waited for Super 8 and Tab and they really rocked the crowed. I was stuck in front of the stage where my roll slowly kicked in at 11pm. LOL!!
A bunch of people handed me shirts, posters, ticket stubs and stuff to get it signed and I was nice enough to do it.
So nice I totally missed out on taking a picture with them. LOL!! I then met with Cosmic Gate. Got to talk to them
for a short 5 minutes before going on. They were cools as f*ck. Got my records signed and was very happy. I
then saw Sean Tyas chillin' in the backstage area where I got to take a picture with him. He is very talkative and
awesome. After his set security was so in a rush to shut the place down ..He asked for 2 minutes and after 5 seconds
later he was done. He went down to the front stage and shook hands. Robbie Rivera on the other hand ..asked that
nobody get on stage with him. lol. But I didn't care ..I handed him my record and he signed it. And I got off the
stage of course. ;D He looked like he didn't really feel the crowd even tho the crowd was nutz for him.
Overall ..It was a nice night. I actually walked around more than usual. :) I still have to check out the video. lolz
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Cosmic Gate and I
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Sean Tyas and I
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yea can i check out the party i missed?
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so do u like bosse or nic chagall more?
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Nic Chagall.
I actually got to talk to him for a whole 5 minutes before they went on. lol
but when I asked the both of them to sign my records Bosse asked me "so, which one do you like better?"
and I said "Body of Conflict" of course. lol ..
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for pictures.
http://www.myspace.com/bluelotusphotos
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Nic Chagall.
I actually got to talk to him for a whole 5 minutes before they went on. lol
but when I asked the both of them to sign my records Bosse asked me "so, which one do you like better?"
and I said "Body of Conflict" of course. lol ..
maybe he was asking u which one of them!!
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woulda been nice if you had "What you need"
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it was cool to be sober and talking to them.
Sean Tyas was a cool ass guy also. Now that guy can talk. lolz
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I know we're not young anymore but I still live life the way I want it. :)
All my friends are gone. Gone where? In their own little worlds? I don't know. I just know that I don't have a partner in crime anymore. Well, I never did but damn ..Its going to be hard for me. lol. Okay, I really don't care if I have them or not but its sad sometimes.
I think I'm the only one who's gone the farthest to the limit in the sky. Maybe, I think. ??? Most of my friends set themselves up in this little circle where they can't cross and when I do cross it ..I just usually end up doing it alone. Yea, why can't I have a down ass nigga by my side at all times?? lol. Okay, I don't want to change. I think I've always been the same. I don't think I should change because everybody is changing. I'm going to keep on doing what I've been doing. Maybe I'll die alone. I don't care. I just know that everything is ok. Maybe it could be better but I'm content with how things are. It'd be nice to have friends of the same interests. Maybe I'm too into .. Um! No. It can't be. I'm not crazy. I know when I can and can't.
Next year will be another year. Another year. Um.
I won't set out any resolutions. I always break it after the first month. I know this is where I stand. If I really mean it I know I'm capable of following thru. But for now ..Don't ask me to stop. Don't question me. Just let me do it. :)
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just do it baby!
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I know we're not young anymore but I still live life the way I want it. :) Young or not, there's nothing wrong with living the way YOU want. That's what makes everyone unique.
All my friends are gone. Gone where? In their own little worlds? I don't know. I just know that I don't have a partner in crime anymore. Well, I never did but damn ..Its going to be hard for me. lol. Okay, I really don't care if I have them or not but its sad sometimes. I guess in time, we all end up on different schedules. Who doesn't? We do what we gotta do to survive in this crazy world. As much as some of us want to do this and that, it just doesn't allow. Sad that we aren't together stealing the night away, but that doesn't mean I don't think of you.
I think I'm the only one who's gone the farthest to the limit in the sky. Maybe, I think. ??? Most of my friends set themselves up in this little circle where they can't cross and when I do cross it ..I just usually end up doing it alone. Yea, why can't I have a down ass nigga by my side at all times?? lol. Okay, I don't want to change. I think I've always been the same. I don't think I should change because everybody is changing. I'm going to keep on doing what I've been doing. Maybe I'll die alone. I don't care. I just know that everything is ok. Maybe it could be better but I'm content with how things are. It'd be nice to have friends of the same interests. Maybe I'm too into .. Um! No. It can't be. I'm not crazy. I know when I can and can't.
You don't HAVE to change for anyone or anything. But think back when we first met. bootee now certainly isn't bootee then. And it's not a bad thing. You are who you are. ;) I still love you. We just have different goals.. different places we want to be.. but don't think I don't appreciate all you have done for/with me. Cheer up gal, life isn't so bad. You just think too much lol I always tell myself it could be worst. And don't worry, most of us will die alone. ;D
Next year will be another year. Another year. Um.
I won't set out any resolutions. I always break it after the first month. I know this is where I stand. If I really mean it I know I'm capable of following thru. But for now ..Don't ask me to stop. Don't question me. Just let me do it. :)
Another year, another chapter... write it the way you want it and make it history 8)
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Pretend.
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damn I'm hungry. :(
I guess its gonna be me at home this weekend. So I'm gonna cook. Yea ..Ribs. Yum!!
Work tomorrow. Boooooo!! :tickedoff: Overtime. Yay!!
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Its a sad ..sad world.
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Snoopy is such a great dog. :)
I love that show. When I was in 3rd-5th grade in Chenoweth Elementary School our school mascott was Snoopy!! lolz. When we had meets in the assembly room ..Snoopy would come out and sing. ahh. memories.
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I've been searching and I guess I can settle for a '98 Accord. :-X
It cannot be lowered or have any type of racing modifications on it. LOL!!
I don't want a new new car. I just want something reliable. and I've seen people with brand new cars go through car trouble like crazy. so old or new it can break down at any time.
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I read somewhere that said .."You can never have too many friends"
B/S!! ahahaha
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so I was gonna order this and it says "SOLD OUT." .. :(
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weird.
I had like the weirdest dream. I am so sad on how things turned out to be. If only I could turn back time to make things right I don't think things would've been the way it is. The hate. The betrayel. The lies.
Oh dear friend.
If only you knew we were all at fault. Love is blind. Love hurts. And it makes you do crazy stupid things.
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I hella wanna see Markus Schulz!! On my top 4 ..He's the only one that I don't have a signed record. lol.
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no christmas present for me. :-\
i think for the past 3 years i have been working on christmas day just so i can get new years eve off. um.
i am so bored at work. sigh.
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man, my lazy co-workers are like getting me in trouble.
It is not my fault that you go out of town to get wasted and come to work hungover and can't do your job. I do that all the time but I know how to get my shit together and get what needs to be done ...DONE!! sigh.
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i cooked all that food last night and i didn't even bother to pack me something for lunch today.
what a dumb ass. lol
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people thinks we're twins.
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ahhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhh!!!
i have to go see Markus Schulz. i just have to!! :-\
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Sigh.
Another weekend alone. Should I cook again? ??? I'm sad.
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I didn't even get a "hey, how are you doing? merry christmas."
instead they gave me a "when you coming home? i need phone bill money."
you selfish mutha ..BLAH!! i guess its best if i don't come home. they are too ..sigh.
yea, i'm glad i got all you guys sweaters. hatin' ass mofos. lol
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ARMIN MUTHA F*CKIN` ONLY
2 more days. I'm so excited ..The next couple of days are going to be hard to sleep. LOL!!
its going to be a great end to the year of 2008. There's so much more that I want to do but
being as old as I am now. I think it's about time to cut back. I'm not going to set out any
new years resolution but I will try to be good. And that is my only goal. :)
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amazing!! just absolutely amazing!
I was talking about being hard to sleep 2 days before the show ..I didn't even sleep at all after the show.
That was definitely alot for me. But I didn't complain!! I didn't complain until the last 2 hours of driving back home.
Its going to take me a while to recover. Armin Only did me really good.
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Dear Lord,
So far today, I am doing all right.
I have not gossiped, lost my temper, been greedy, grumpy, nasty, selfish, or self-indulgent. I have not whined, complained, cursed, or eaten any chocolate. I have charged nothing on my credit card after nye.
But my Mom is going into surgery in 20 minutes, and I think that she will really need your help then!
-Amen!
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Its a sad day. :sad5:
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u okay?
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I`m a complete mess.
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:'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(
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sleep deprived.
only day i slept well was last Sunday. from 6am to 6pm. and since then i haven't been on a bed.
hopefully today ..hopefully i can sleep in today/tonight until i have to get up for work the next day.
sigh.
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I hope Mom gets to come home today. :)
Driving to SF back and forth this past week has been nothing but a drag. Seeing Mom was great.
My first complaint ..Hospitals. Why can't you guys have your own garage?? Where family/patients
can park with just a single fee? from 6pm-5am parking on the street is okay. But after 5am that's
when the meter starts and you would have to park in the parking garage which is like $20 for the
whole day until 9pm. and after 9pm you would have to move your car out to the street. Ugh!!
It was just a big hassle. I should've borrowed Christine and Jean's fast trak thingy for toll too. lol
Could've saved me hella $$.
But anywho, I finally got to sleep on my bed last night. I laid there until I finally fell asleep at 9pm.
My phone kept ringing off the hook. Text msging. Too much planning for the summer. I'm throwing
it all aside until the day comes. I hate last minutes but I'd like to wait a little longer just to see how
everybody is doing first. :) Its really too soon to say.
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i've got this song stuck in my head.
Dash Berlin Featuring Jaren - Man On The Run
You stole a kiss and stole my heart
made me a fool right from the start
It wouldn't have been so bad except
this little plan, it fell apart
If I were you
I'd dare not speak
I'd run like hell
In hopes of seein' tomorrow
It's such a travesty
the way you say our love should be
yeah, such a tragedy
think you can just break my heart and leave me
well you better run
Oh, man on the run
playin' for fun
wind me up
leave me undone
It's such a travesty
the way you say our love should be
yeah, such a tragedy
think you can just break my heart and leave me
well you better run
Oh, man on the run
playin' for fun
wind me up
leave me undone
These lips are sealed, I'll never speak
your name in loving memory
so don't you try to make ammends
that's what ya get for playin' mean
If I were you
I'd dare not speak
I'd run like hell
In hopes of seein' tomorrow
Ahhhh, break my heart and leave me
Man on the run
It's such a travesty
the way you say our love should be
yeah, such a tragedy
think you can just break my heart and leave me
well you better run
Oh, man on the run
playin' for fun
wïnd me up
leave me undone
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new year ..new car??
everybody is telling me to trade in the truck for whatever car that i want. really?? i don't care what i drive now and days. lol ..my auntie and uncle was like "you're young. you work. you deserve a good looking car." in my head i was like "i'm young. i save. i don't care for a nice car." lol.
so my brother said i should do it too. since everybody got a freak'n truck over there ..they don't need the one i have. so i can do whatever i want with it. so i think i'm gonna put some consideration to it. maybe save a few more bucks. to down and trade the truck for a newer car. and this time when i buy a car ..my brothers are not touching it!! they can drive it. but they can't modify anything. i hate them. lol
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i've got this song stuck in my head.
Dash Berlin Featuring Jaren - Man On The Run
You stole a kiss and stole my heart
made me a fool right from the start
It wouldn't have been so bad except
this little plan, it fell apart
If I were you
I'd dare not speak
I'd run like hell
In hopes of seein' tomorrow
It's such a travesty
the way you say our love should be
yeah, such a tragedy
think you can just break my heart and leave me
well you better run
Oh, man on the run
playin' for fun
wind me up
leave me undone
It's such a travesty
the way you say our love should be
yeah, such a tragedy
think you can just break my heart and leave me
well you better run
Oh, man on the run
playin' for fun
wind me up
leave me undone
These lips are sealed, I'll never speak
your name in loving memory
so don't you try to make ammends
that's what ya get for playin' mean
If I were you
I'd dare not speak
I'd run like hell
In hopes of seein' tomorrow
Ahhhh, break my heart and leave me
Man on the run
It's such a travesty
the way you say our love should be
yeah, such a tragedy
think you can just break my heart and leave me
well you better run
Oh, man on the run
playin' for fun
wïnd me up
leave me undone
hearing this LIVE was :'( :'( :'(
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i know. i love the sound of the song.
its very touching ..
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Ferry Corsten - We're all made of love
Just try to break me
Take everything away
Just try to shake me
Out of my place
Nothing’s created
And nothing is destroyed
Just try to tame me
You’ll never find a way
There’s no containing
And no way to brake
Nothing’s created
And nothing is destroyed
Take it away,
I’ll never give this up
No way to break
We’re all made of love
(There isn’t a way)
We’re all made of love
Just try to save me
There’s nothing you can change
There’s no explaining
And no one to blame
Nothing’s created
And nothing can destroy
I’ll never give this up
We’re all made of love
We’re all made of love
Take it away
I’ll never give this up
No way to break
We’re all made of love
(There isn’t a way)
We’re all made of love
Take it away
I’ll never give this up
No way to break
We’re all made of love
(There isn’t a way)
We’re all made of love
I’ll never give this up
We’re all made of love
We’re all made of love
i like this track too :'(
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yes yes.
why have they been making such sappy ass tracks? lol
i mean they're good. but there's a lot of them out ..ahaha
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seriously 08 was the year of sappy love trance! :'( :D
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werd.
well, i'm looking forward to the new tracks of 2009!! :headbang:
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yeah me too. now that i have my new comp. the downloading has begin! ;)
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i have to invest in a new one. my little brother won't give me back mines. LOL
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please do. so u can get online so i can just send them to u that way lol
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lol.
it'll be a while. i'm still trying to invest in a new tv by Feb. lol
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omg what do you do @ home?! id KILL myself! :D :D :D well? i dont watch tv too :P
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i told lag and the others ..
i sleep more than i eat. lol. i watch a little tv after work. and at 8:30pm i knock out until the next day. lol
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[00:00] 01. Global DJ Broadcast - Intro (01:29)
[01:29] 02. Mike Foyle pres. Statica - Bittersweet Nightshade (Markus Schulz Return To Coldharbour Remix) (08:47)
[10:16] 03. Dyor 2 Dyor - Vision (Big Emotion Mix) (04:10)
[14:26] 04. Mr Sam feat. clAud9 - Cygnes (Markus Schulz Big Room Reconstruction) (03:57)
[18:23] 05. Rank 1 - L.E.D. There Be Light (04:48)
[23:11] 06. Marc Vision vs. Markus Schulz vs. Wippenberg - Chakalaka's New World Gate (Markus Schulz Mashup) (03:07)
[26:18] 07. Rowald Steyn - Hold Control (04:12)
[30:30] 08. Thomas Sagstad & Tyler Michaud - Renegades (Elevation Remix) (05:43)
[36:13] 09. Markus Schulz feat. Dauby - Perfect (Agnelli & Nelson Remix) (07:51)
[44:04] 10. Jochen Miller vs. Armin van Buuren - Lost Vocal Connection (Markus Schulz Mashup) (05:18)
[49:22] 11. ID - ID (04:03)
[53:25] 12. Majai - Phoria (Elevation Big Room Remix) (05:41)
[59:06] 13. Derelict - Rescue Me (Markus Schulz Big Room Reconstruction) (05:02)
[64:08] 14. Stoneface & Terminal - Venus (Markus Schulz Edit) (05:28)
[69:36] 15. Ferry Corsten - Brain Box (06:49)
[76:25] 16. Wippenberg vs. Marc Vision - Chakalaka's Time Gate (Markus Schulz Mashup) (06:23)
[82:48] 17. Roland Klinkenberg - Monday Groove (04:43)
[87:31] 18. Timmy & Tommy - Full Tiltin (Joint Operations Centre Remix) (03:47)
[91:18] 19. Three Drives - Greece 2000 (Remix) (03:47)
[95:05] 20. Marco Joosten feat. E.C. - Offshore (05:12)
[100:17] 21. Lange & Gareth Emery vs. Signalrunners - Another Aria, Another Epica (Markus Schulz Mashup) (04:18)
[104:35] 22. Jochen Miller - 9 Minutes (06:09)
[110:44] 23. Elevation - Biscayne (04:43)
[115:27] 24. Mr. Pit vs. Above & Beyond - Shana Can't Sleep (Black Army Mashup) (05:31)
you want this set burned? ??? niiice tracks!
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yes. please.
send me the link. i'm going home agian this weekend.
hey, can you make me a file for single tracks? all the vocals that were played at tao? LOL!!
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yes. please.
send me the link. i'm going home agian this weekend.
hey, can you make me a file for single tracks? all the vocals that were played at tao? LOL!!
i have armin's YEAR IN MIX - ALL in singles. all 86 tracks. ill upload it and pm you the link. ;)
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wow. ALL of them? yes, please i would love them.
just make sure man on the run is included. lol
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:hello:
btw, Jr found your CD. :)
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tee: disregard the PM! i uploaded it wrong! grrrr.......! >:(
im re-uping it now. 11kb/sec and its 1.5 gb! ahhhhhhhhh!
should be done by the time i wake up @ 530 cst
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:hello:
btw, Jr found your CD. :)
Yay!!! when will i get it? lol
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Yay!!! when will i get it? lol
I don't think I'll see him for another week. I'll be up there
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um. damn.
that's the cd that donna wants. i guess i can check to see if i can burn it again from Penny's comp.
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Maybe he can mail it to you?
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damn.
tell him to upload it in a file. email me the link. LOL
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damn.
tell him to upload it in a file. email me the link. LOL
muther ducken **** doesn't has a computer nigga
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okay, geesh. lol
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:)
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nevermind.
went to penny's and got the some of the songs. a couple of them are on my phone already. ;D
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um. interesting night.
its always great to see Penny. we gossip but we gossip in a good way. lol
ah. how time has changed so many people.
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I can't hold a conversation ..while on the phone.
Its weird. lol ..If we're talking about a very interesting subject maybe the conversation would last over 30 minutes. But if its just a "hi, how are you doing?" ..i usually end the conversation within 15 minutes. lol. well, maybe not end but i'll start to answer things with a "oh yea, uh huh, i see, cool, OH!" ..and that's when you know i'm done. lol
now if somebody was to talk to me in person ..i can blab about anything and everything!! ahaha
unless you are a very boring person i'll continue the "oh yea, uh huh, i see, cool, OH!" ..but it rarely happens in person. ;D
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Heavy tv.
So, I brought home a 27" flat screen tv. But its really not a flat screen. It just has a flat screen ..the back part is HUGE. So I bring it home from Merced and I go straight to work. Its like sitting in the passenger side of the truck. I get home from work and I'm like ..FAWK!! ahaha!! I was smart tho. I also brought home that thingy where mechanics use to lay down on when fixing underneath the car. I laid that thing out in front of the car as I slowly pulled out the tv from the passenger seat. I was so afraid that it was gonna smash my toes. lol. Hell, I think I almost broke my back. I swear I heard a "click" .. ;D I can't believe I got it down and in the apt tho. ahahaha!!
*2 claps* for me .. lolz
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Hate.
I kind of hate it when people ask me about ... Its hard enough to get it out of my mind ..And its harder to tell others. So when I answer I usually make it short. And when they start to ask questions about it ..It annoys me even more. Look, I'm going through a tough time here. You're not making it any better.
Happy place. I'm running out of happy places to go. When people stop me just to ask .. it makes me Its like .."Can we all just laugh?" ..time is becoming more and more precious. I want to do all these stuff but in the back of my head I'm like "what the fawk am I doing?" ..More happy thoughts. Yea, that's what those are. I'm creating all these images. All these places that I could be in so I can get away from my worries.
People all around me have problems. Problems they all want to share to somebody.
Me, I like to hear the sound of nothing.
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It looks sad outside.
Raining like crazy. This morning I woke up to the sound of the news ..saying that there were accidents everywhere due to slippery roads. It was crazy!! total of 8. I slowly made my way to work. Down the street there was an accident too. Right by the police station. ;D
It looks like nobody is paying attention at work anymore. We have a dumb meeting this weekend. Hella suck. They better let me punch in. lol. I don't just blame the staff ..I think its because my boss is avoiding this place. When he feels like this place is ok ..he doesn't make the trip to see how the people is working and stuff. And nobody listens to me unless they are really in trouble so when I try to step up ..I have to make it seem like its a big issue and shit. And I'm running out of things. lol
I hate this place. Maybe I should move back home.
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awesome Saturday!!
Orange Transformers FTW!!
good roll. no bad hangover. just needed to sleep. lol ;D Ronski is a cool kat. hopefully ak can get that picture uploaded. its not clear but i can work with it. Simon Patterson is next. 8)
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this bag is still sold out. like wtf? make some more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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WHAAAT!!!!!!!!!! I can't wear my black/white chucks to work anymore? ??? :'( lol
Okay, maybe I took advantage of dressing casual ..every single day. lol. I gotta get some black chucks. All black. The boss said that should be fine. ahahahaha!! He said dressing casual every day is fine with him because I'm always in uniform. It was just the shoes I picked. ahahahaha!! What? He said to dress comfortable to work. So I did.
;D
Anywho, 20,000 jobs were lost yesterday.
I think about how much I hate my job and how much I have to appreciate it because somebody out there is out of a job. :-X So I guess I'll stop the complaining and start doing more work? HA!! I always do my work. People think I don't do anything because I'm always online. I do my work in front of the computer. Can't I have more than one window opened? lol
Another boring day. Its suppose to be a sold out day for us but I'm not gonna get to see the traffic until tomorrow morning. Fox news it is. 8)
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a picture of me and Ronski Speed. i'm disappointed that the picture didn't turn out good.
next time i'm gonna bring my digi with me. Simon Patterson ftw!! ahaha
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what a busy day.
from 8am to 11:30am i haven't got a chance to sit down. finally. my desk. my chair. oooooo, my feet. lol
tomorrow will be another busy day. i hope i have more help this time. :-X
the weekend is almost here. Simon Patterson is on the schedule. well, hopefully i have a great time like
how i did at Ronksi Speed.
i know i was talking about seeing Aly and Fila on the 13th but umm... i'm not sure anymore. some things
are holding me back. if i can get through this ...any shows would be okay with me. 1015 is on a roll. :D
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Wow!! Simon Patterson!!
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He played some banging ass stuff. I mean, it was "boom this, boom that" ..and it kept going!!
He was banging so hard the system died. lol. Fire alarm came on. Fire department showed up.
reset the thing. and the music continued for another 30 minutes and the show was over.
Tom Colontonio was awesome too!! He too kept it banging!! Him and Simon was so awesome. Tom
actually came out and stood next to me for a little bit. We got pictures. And Him and I actually talked
for a bit. lol ..He asked me "Do you come here often?" lol
Simon was pretty darn cool too. After the show he shook everybody's hand. Me, I held up my camera
asking him to take a picture with me and he said yes and walked to the side to come out and take a
picture with me. He was rollin' balls. lolz
Awesome night. Now I just need to find sombody to go with me to see Aly & Fila. :(
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so much for cutting down. i guess Aly & Fila will be my last club show until ..um. Pop? lol
let's see how long i can hold it down.
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Omg! PH is getting so boring.
Work is getting so boring!! I swear I run out of things to do every single day.
Maybe I should go back to watching movies. :-\
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to go to Aly & Fila or not?
I'm debating now. Sat at home ..thinking! and thinking! Maybe I should just save it.
Good news!! Armin at Ruby Skye on April 7th, 2009. awesome timing!! I was waiting
to see when he was going to return to SF.
Mn will have to put on hold. Spring Fling might be another trip. If the lineup is kick ass
I can't miss it. So if you people still want to do Mn on another time ..I'm totally up
for it. Or I can always do a solo mission. I mean, I learned how to fly alone ..
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a trip to Chicago would be nice. :)
for Armin, ATB, and Infected Mushroom. :D Yea, that would be a nice ass trip. Please say yes. LOL!!
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okay, that plan failed. lol
I guess I'm gonna go back to laying low. Skip out on Aly & Fila. :-\ Save a little and do more in the next few months. There's a lot lined up already. So, small shows ..canceled. I think I'll be ok.
Now, Penny's wedding. WTF do I get her? lol
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I guess I should go home and see my new niece. ???
besides seeing my parents i'm happy just for the drive. lol.
i swear i don't get to listen to any edm at all ..unless i take a drive back home or to a show.
if you wonder why i don't like to talk while driving ..its because i'm enjoying the music. sometimes ..
i rather just listen then talk. :)
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ekeke!! Spoiled.
No matter how old or who it is ..They love me. lol
So, my brother Pat and my sister Tracy ..ahaha!! Apparently they both got their tax refunds back.
And oh my ..let's just say I didn't spend a dime this weekend. Hell, I even got money from them. LOL!!
They complain about how my parents spoil me all the time and they choose to spoil me themselves!!
This I had to point it out to them last night. ahaha!! And they couldn't argue with me because they
do it themselves. I don't ask for anything from anybody ..Unless I really really need to and that rarely
happens because I'm content with myself and I'm really doing okay. :) They just don't think I am.
And by thinking like that ..They give me stuff. lol. I'm the middle child and my older sister/brother
and my younger brother spoils me. lol. The way my older brother spoils me ..It makes my sister in law
do it also. ;D I love'em!! I really do. :smitten:
So, I met baby Kianna. She looks just like HIM. I hope she grows out of it cuz I can't stand looking at
him either. LOL!! so far she's a very quiet baby. Oh!! We all went to take pictures this weekend. It wasn't
like how I wanted but next time ..Its just gonna be me and my soccer team. :D ;D
(http://c3.ac-images.myspacecdn.com/images02/47/l_55be147e88c3449a9060983ffa5c21c6.jpg)
and here's a shot of my soccer team. lol
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I hate taking pictures. lol
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I have this urge.
This urge to go party. lol ..Maybe because I'm always alone. I don't know ..
I just wanna go to a good show and have a great night. Maybe its also the
music that I'm listening to. lol .. :D I think I should start listening to the radio
again. :-X Oh, thoughts. Um ..
Man, I got this weird imagination ..I swear I keep letting things get into my
head and it gets weird-R and weird-R. lol ...Sometimes I wish I wasn't able
to think!! I mean, I spend most of my days thinking and thinking. It doesn't
matter what the subject is ..I can continue the thought like hours later and
it makes me wonder all the time. I hate that ..This is how I run RED traffic
lights when driving. :D I wish my mind can be cleared ..stress free all the time.
I have like so much to worry about ..So much to think. So much to do. AH!!!
I'm always saying that I need a break. But a break is never enough. :-\
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what would we do without music? :help:
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Wow!! How time has changed ..
I found some of my old friends back in high school on myspace. ;D They're ghetto!! ahahahahahahah a
Married and ghetto!! But it looks like they're happy so that's all that counts. :)
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I am so bored.
Listening to this episode of ASOT is keeping me up ..A little bit. ;D AH!
What did I get myself into?? Um. So much shit to do with such little time ..Let's see if I can pull this crap out of my ass. lol ..I'm like going ahead of myself here. There are some things I know I can't do but I make myself do it. And after I'm done ..I'm like so ass'd out but I don't say anything. :-X Sometimes I just need to say no and just go by what I can do. Something is wrong with me. :-\ ..Um. I think I'll try my best to stay home more often. Damn.
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dang, Mn tickets are super expensive. lol ..i'll give it another 2 weeks.
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so my Dad calls me last night. ;D
asked if i was coming home and then tells me baby Ethan wanted to talk to me. ah, he is such a cutie pie.
he's 1 yrs old and just started walking. he's like a building waiting to fall ..ahaha!!
i guess i'll be going home early today since no aly & fila. oh well ..i guess its a good thing too. i haven't
went shopping for Penny's wedding gift yet. :( :o :-X
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Dang, I didn't realize how much OT I've done for the past 2 weeks until I got my check. :o :o lol
Good job Tee!! :D ;D
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I feel like a crackhead!! lol
o, Fila was simply amazing!!
I was a little disappointed that Aly didn't make it but Fila did throw down a pretty awesome set.
and it was amazing!! the Blue Transformers did it for me. ahaha!! Got to chill at Ocean Beach before
heading back home. Now that was awesome ..If only it wasn't cold it would've been better.
Fila & I
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Love Fair '09
Place was small. 300 people ..it was okay for Fresno. I didn't really expect much ..Had a good roll.
My head hurted for a little bit. Then the roll kicked in super hard ..lol ..maybe it was because I was
trying to recover from the night before ..My head was spinning most of the time.
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Sunday.
Penny's wedding. The day everybody has been waiting for. lolz!!
here's nai nai trying to walk out as the guys starts to give him more drinks.
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this is penny walking out of the house as they were leaving.
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decisions.
I want to go to Mn but a part of me wants to stay. I think I have too much on my hands right now.
I fuked up. :-X Blah! Hopefully I can gather myself together before they ask me to purchase Mn tickets.
I should be focusing on the most important things and I've been ignoring them. :( I'm not feeling good
about myself right now.
So, yesterday I attempted to get a quote for my Armind tattoo and they wanted $100!! :o That is like
2 times more than what I paid for my cover up on my left arm. And that was a lot of color that they used
on me too. So I'm going to try another one but since I keep fuking shit up I'm going to wait for a bit.
Maybe in March ..I'm not in a rush to get it. As long as I get it before Armin in April I'm good. ;D
Sigh.
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old friends.
my middle school friend said to me "man, if i wasn't married with kids i'd be like you." ..lol. she's done
a lot of bad during our high school years but she was one of the lucky ones who turned around and did
good. graduated high school. got married. had kids and etc ..i'm happy for her. but she feels like she
didn't complete her journey as a single female. explore ..see the world, meet the people and live life like
no tomorrow. she doesn't regret the changes she's made but if she had to chance to relive those years
she would change a few things just to do what she wants now. :)
i don't think i'm doing great but i'm doing okay. i do the things i want to w/o people telling me no. sometimes
i may go a little over board but i control myself. pull myself up when i need to. i hate seeing people go through
shit and then complain how much they fuked up. i fuk up on a lot of things too but i don't go around crying
and shit. i'm filled with a lot of things. but i'm doing okay ..and life is just fine right now. :)
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i found this picture on my friend Rizo's album during Aly & Fila. Omg! I look like a crackhead. LOL!!
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can you spot me in this picture? ahahahahahahah ahahahaha!!!!
i think i was praying. lol
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happy as hell. lol
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lol.
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my back.
oooooooooooo!! I think my back is going bad again. Pain. ekkkkks!!
I need to get it cracked again.
I watched something sad last night.
I'm not sure what it was called but it made me think a little. I didn't cry or anything but it was sad. lol
How does it hurt? The way I felt it? It was like a pinch in the heart. Deep inside. I never thought I could
hurt somebody so bad. Hell, I never thought I could feel hurt. Hurt like that. Cut me, and I will bleed ..
I'll hurt but I can forget. This ..I don't think I'll ever feel again. Maybe that's why I am the way I am.
I show no pain. I'm sad but they can't tell ..I laugh and its alright.
I was stupid. Everybody has it good atleast once ..some people don't get second chances. I
don't know when I'll ever see the end to it. One step at a time doesn't work anymore.
wtf is wrong?
I got really bored last night and I cooked hella egg rolls. How many? Well, I rolled about 50 of them. LOL!!
And I cooked about 25 last night. The rest I just kinda threw them into the freezer. So whenever I get lazy
and don't feel like cooking ..I'll just cook them egg rolls. ;D I slept around 10pm last night. I'm not sure
what was wrong but when I woke up around 1am I felt like I slept for hella long. lol.
Since I've watched the Grudge 3 like ..3 times!!
I can't seem to sleep on my side. LOL!!! Whenever I catch myself sleeping on my left or right side I always
think about the little girl ..who was sleeping and her sister was touching her hair by her ears. After a while
her sister leaves the room and then the girl feels somebody touching her hair/face. When she gets up it
shows the little boy!! So I always think that the little boy is sitting right next to me. lol ..And you know how
part 1 and 2 shows the boy always appearing in the closet? Well, whenever I sleep I always think about
how my closet door is going to slowly open and see the little boy sitting in there going "meooooooooooow" LOL!!!
I am such a trip!!
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a state of trance :headbang:
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what a way to end. Love Shines Through ..
You are beautiful within,
You are beautiful without,
There´s no reason for your mind
To be consumed with senseless doubt
There are times we will remember,
There are nights we won´t forget.
If we´ll value every moment,
We will never feel regret.
In everything you do,
Your love shines through.
In everything you do,
Your love shines through.
Love...
Love...
Love...
Shines through.
Love...
Love...
Love...
Shines through.
Love...
Love...
Love...
Shines through.
Love...
Love...
Love...
Shines through.
You have wisdom of exception
You are gentle like a child.
You will always be protected.
You will never lose your smile.
There are friends who will remain,
Within out thoughts throughout our lives
There are ties that can´t be broken,
There are songs that cannot die.
In everything you do,
Your love shines through.
In everything you do,
Your love shines through.
In everything you do,
Your love shines through.
In everything you do,
Your love shines through.
Love...
Shines through.
Love...
Love...
Love...
Shines through.
Love...
Love...
Love...
Shines through.
Love...
Love...
Love...
Shines through.
:headbang:
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I think I deserve another raise. I swear I do alot for this place. ahaha!! Yea, after I get my 1k Christmas bonus ...I'll tihnk about leaving this place.
guess ur not leaving huh ;D
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Work.
You know what's crazy? All those past employees who left my workplace like 2-3 yrs ago ..because they said the pay was too little. Well, they're BAAAAACK!!! Begging for a job. First, they were all talking shit about "oooo, we don't get any hours. ooooo, the pay is too little." ..well, STUPID!! When you first agreed to work here you were okay to accept the pay that you were hired with. And!! You were okay with working just part time. Now why are you complaining?? My boss is nice. He doesn't like to let go of people when its not necessary. He understand that the economy is bad and he's not making as much as he'd like to be but he's not laying anybody off. He's just basically cutting hours. And most of the girls here understand that ..And they know its better than not getting anything.
Soooooooo!! All these other girls from the past comes back asking for a job and my Boss was like "I'm sorry, but I helped you once too many times. I don't have any jobs for you." ..They leave, they come back, and they leave again.
Stupid?
Some of the Indians from Sac State are ridiculous. Well, desperate you can say. Just because they are the same
nationality as my boss they think my boss will hire them immediately!! This morning I had a guy come in and asked to speak to the GM and I was like "GM isn't here. Sorry" ..and he was like "oh, I know he's indian like me I know he will hire me." ..I looked at him and said "Um, we are not currently hiring at the moment. For all I know we are fully staffed but if you'd like fill out an application and I'll see that my Manager gets it when we are hiring." And he continues .."full or not I know he will hire me. we from same country." ..I just kept looking at him with a weird smirk on my face and said "take the application. here's a card with our number ..thank you." and he goes "Can I get his number please?" and i'm like "dude, this is the only number I can only give you .." ...it was like go away and shit. lol ..dude hella got on my nerves.
I know its tuff. But you gotta know when to stop.
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guess ur not leaving huh ;D
I guess not. I mean, I'm the lucky one with the highest pay here. I am gauranteed 40 hours a week.
and with the economy this bad ..I don't think I'll be leaving any time soon. Unless I decide to move back
home for personal reasons. :)
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thanks for coming!! I'm sorry, I didn't really get the chance to chat. I was running around so much, i barely see anyone. anyhow, we'll do lunch/dinner sometime. got a story to tell you. ;D ;D it's a good one. and you'll like it, but we'll have to wait for that lunch/dinner. oh and will you be coming to the funeral this weekend?
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thanks for coming!! I'm sorry, I didn't really get the chance to chat. I was running around so much, i barely see anyone. anyhow, we'll do lunch/dinner sometime. got a story to tell you. ;D ;D it's a good one. and you'll like it, but we'll have to wait for that lunch/dinner. oh and will you be coming to the funeral this weekend?
No problem. It was fun. ;D And its your wedding. :)
Yups. Give me a call when you're free ..Mon-Fri. lolz!!
Who's funeral is it? ???
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Allison's grandpa. Oh remember your married cousin pushing you to closet at my apt?? His dad.
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Allison's grandpa. Oh remember your married cousin pushing you to closet at my apt?? His dad.
lol.
oooooooooooooo oooooooooooooo oooooooooooo!! Nah, can't do it.
I'm locking myself down. Can't go anywhere for the end of Feb and the whole month of March. :-X
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I see. You don't do funeral anyways.
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I see. You don't do funeral anyways.
that's true. i cry when i see people cry.
hell, i almost cried when i saw you cry when they were lecturing you. LOL!!! ahahahahahahah ahahahaha
and then i was so tired when they started to sing ..i fell asleep. so i got up and left. ;D
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LOL if you would of stick around a little longer you would really cry when I was crying to my mom. She was crying too and they were trying to rush us out.
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I knew you were going to. That's why I decided to stay outside. ::) lol.
Your Mom was super funny. I was standing right across from her and she yells "OY!! KOJ YOG TEE SHA?"
and i was like "hi. yog kuv mas." ..and she said she didn't recognize me cuz my face was um, how do you say it?? lol .."shoo-ng shoo-ng"? pronounce it out. lol ..
what does that mean? ??? LOL
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ahahaha you're so stupid!! it means little/small. i heard her when she said that. she says your face got smaller. meaning you lost weight and she didn't recognize you!!
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ahahaha you're so stupid!! it means little/small. i heard her when she said that. she says your face got smaller. meaning you lost weight and she didn't recognize you!!
I'm still the same. ;D She just haven't seen me for a long time ..I think its been like over a year since I've seen your Mom.
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Sick.
I woke up with a pink eye this morning. :o I don't know if it went away or not but I feel the thickness in my eye. Should I go home? lol ..I'm the only one in the office because we're really slow but I don't want it to be contagious and all. ???
I think I jinxed myself. I was doing so darn good this past year. I stayed away from the sick. But I'm officially sick!! And its a biatch cuz I swear the pain was coming from the left of my throat. And last night it moved to the right. And when I woke up this morning it was back to the left. I couldn't breathe last night. :-[ Maybe it was my apt too. The damn place is so cold I'm practically breathing nothing but cold air. I could feel the pain in my throat and my nose. I've got the coughs ..like bad. my throat hurts when I swallow. and my eyes are a trip!!
I just wanna go home and sleep.
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1 cup of coffee and I threw up. :-[ I guess lunch is out of the question.
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You did lose weight. Do you not eat or something? No one around to make you cook? Also seem like you have yellow ear. Haha!
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You did lose weight. Do you not eat or something? No one around to make you cook? Also seem like you have yellow ear. Haha!
lol.
didn't i tell you? i sleep more than i eat. ;D jk jk ..i do cook and i do eat. :)
i think i've had the yellow ear for quite some time now!! ahahaha!! i mean i do notice it in pictures that i take. ???
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Yea. And It helps to wear your white sweater cause it blends you in. ;D :D
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Yea, I gotta take a break. I'm fukking around too much. :-X
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please do so. ::)
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please do so. ::)
why don't you worry about yourself ..and leave me to me. :)
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cause i wanna see you in april ;)
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that's not entirely up to me isn't it? thanks to Chick the prices went up to $269 again.
yesterday, for the whole day ..it was only $181. her only replied was "you think it will go lower?"
like dude ??? i have not seen it go down to $181 for a long ass time. even when i first thought
about going to Mn. i don't know how much lower she expects the prices to go down but i know
we won't be getting that price again.
so if Mn doesn't happen ..i'm going to kill that cow for my Mom and maybe go buy me a new laptop.
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cool, kill the cow. buy the laptop. mn aint going no where. ;)
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if no MN, then im going to HND :-[
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if no MN, then im going to HND :-[
i told Chick i was gonna give her until March 13th to decide. but if the tickets aren't where
i'm okay with ..i'm going to pass. and maybe Chick can do a solo mission out there. i'm not made of money.
i'll keep you updated. no worries.
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my eye.
ok, i'm not really sure what the hell is wrong with my eye but the redness is not going away.
it doesn't hurt either ..i just feel like there's something in there. like stuck on the side of my eye. ???
and its watery. a thick feeling ..maybe i should google. lol
i swear my coworkers are so fukking lazy. its getting fukking annoying. so after i left work yesterday
somebody decided to eat at my comp. and they were so lazy they didn't move the keyboard out of the
way so all this sticky shit were stuck on the keys and i couldn't use my keyboard. so this morning when
i came in ..i had to take the shit apart cuz i didn't have an extra keyboard in the back and my boss isn't
here either. >:( i wrote a big ass note on the board so i hope they all see it. they have the stomach
to eat but they're fukking lazy to clean up their mess. ugh!! i swear i talked to them about this before ..
its not hard to just pick shit up and throw it away. there are some coworkers that see's there a bowl
in the sink ..they don't think "oh, they forgot to wash it. i'll do it for them while i'm at the sink." but noooooooo!!!!!!!
they don't think like that. they just wash their shit and for one whole shift the bowl just sits there!! it sits
there until i come in!! like WTF?? >:( ITS JUST A FUKKING BOWL!!!
so my boss was talking about how he wants his dad to buy this place in Oakland ..right by the airport.
and maybe close this one down. and whoever that wants a job ..he can just send them over to Oakland
to work. so before he told me he was like "how far is Merced to Oakland?" ..after i answered he continued
and i was like "cool, i go to the bay all the time anyways. i dont' mind." ..lol. but he said his dad isn't
gonna go for it. that would've been cool.
last night i was up 'til 1am ..coughing, tossing and turning.
i didn't look at the time but when South Park starts playing its 1am. lol ..so i'm really really tired this morning.
not feeling good either so when i get home from work all i wanna do is sleep but if i sleep i stay up longer ..
and you know i ain't got shit to do. :( maybe i'll start cooking them egg rolls again. i'm down to 20 left.
i packed a whole bunch and gave it to my black coworker. she's poor-er than i am. lol. she's got 2 jobs ..
but shit keeps happening to her. after she pays off all these debts ..something else comes chasing after her.
so last Friday she told me she only had $40 in her bank account. and she's got a full tank of gas so it'll last
her this whole week.
i hope today goes by fast ..i'm going to sit here and watch movies again. 8)
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I thought about my birthday. big 27. :o
;) :D ;D
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I am ok with not having it all. :)
Some people just needs to get off my back already. I can only say that I want these things ..
But if I fail ..I'm okay with it. I don't ask for much. Hell, I don't need much ..If I was up tight
about everything I think I'd be another person. More like a biatch but ..I'm content with life.
I usually live life day by day w/o knowing what comes next and I'm fine with that. I'm doing
better than most people I know. They're too into themselves and I rather not be around that.
I think positive no matter what ..I'm sad most of my days and I still say I'm okay. And really
I'm okay. :) I understand. And I accept.
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hella fukkkkkkkkkkkk kkkkkkkkkkkkkk kkkkkking dumb!!!!! LOL!! AHAHA!!
people and their dumb shit. just stfu already.
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still sick.
2nd week. my throat is finally getting better ..still feels like there's a big ass cut there. :-[
after work ..i went to sleep. got up at 7pm. ate a little. watched CSI: Miami and went back to sleep. lol
looks like all our plans aren't following thru. its kind of a good thing. i think i'm kind of behind with some
stuff i need to fix. :-X but all and all ..i wasn't ready for Mn yet. since i'm not getting a tax refund again
this year ..lol. i look forward to buying my Armin ticket for April. maybe see Dj Shah the weekend after.
buy a ticket to Pop if somebody picks me up. lol. and save save save. EDC. 8)
man, i gotta get some new friends. lol
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weird dreams.
i've been having some weird dreams lately. the other day i dreamt about this little boy who was a little monster.
we found him in a hole on the wall. ??? he wanted to bite us. i remember him having a rope around his neck.
we had him tied up on a pole. at one point i remember my sister being there ..and she stuck a knife in his head
cuz there was a big ass hole in there and she jiggle the knife around and he was still trying to bite us. :-X
and then the dream jumped over to me shopping for clothes. ahahaha!!
last night i had another weird dream too. i kept saying goodbye to somebody. couldn't make out a face ..
but we walked and walked ..and walked. stopped. and cried. :dontknow:
man, i don't know. i've been having these weird dreams and then i'd be waking up at 3 or 4am. errrrrr.
??? :( :-\ :-X
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um, decisions.
so i decided that i was gonna go to jean's party tomorrow night. but my sister called me last night and told me she's doing baby Anna and Byron's birthday tomorrow also. ??? i miss the food. i really really do. i've been sick like a mofo but some kapoon sounds sooooooooooooo ooo good right now. :'(
i don't wanna drive back and forth. that is just too much trouble.
??? :( :-X :-\
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what a BLAH weekend!!
friday - i took a nap after work. got a text from Jean to have some bbq at their house.
stayed there until 1am. went straight to bed afterwards
saturday - i slept in all day ..all day until 1pm. lol ..woke up. showered. ate. took a nap again and woke up at 5pm. left to jean's party at 6pm. ;D rave at a gym. that was totally weird. so, we're sitting in the main room and DeepSky walks in and says .. "hi, i'm sky." and i'm like "i know!! what are you doing here?" lol ..he came with john beaver. just moved to the Bay. saw him dancing on the stage during john's set. he's so funny. my back went out on me when i got up to take a picture with him. :-\ :'( ..i heard a *click* ..and that was it. if chuey didn't have them blue transformers i think i would've been in pain the whole night. ahaha. we stayed about 5am. i wanted to help them clean but chuey was tired. i was getting ??? about the drive to his place to mines. i was drunk and rolling. me and the bday boy finished the bottle of Vodka Sky. :D ;D we were literally taking shots from the bottle like it was nothing. ahahahaha
sunday - i swear i got up like 6-7 times to pee. >:( finally woke up at 2pm. :-X ;D ate pho (which was super refreshing) and then took chuey home. by 4pm i knocked out again. ahaha. i slept until 8pm. :o
it was a good party. and i was super glad that i slept in all weekend. :)
me and sky
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I wish I had friends to go to these shows with me. lol
March 28th - M.I.K.E
April 4th - J00F
April 7th - Armin Van Buuren
April 10th - Dj Shah
April 11th - Spring Fling
that's all in April. :o
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I don't know. Its a tuff one.
I know I've been :D a lot lately. Man, my mind has been going :icon_shaking: and I know I'm like ignoring so many things right now. Its not good. But for the time being its what I need. I don't like to think about it but its going to be ok.
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Day 3 - No Smoking
been ok. i think i've been recovering from all the :D that i've done. been hella tired lately.
and i just fully recovered from being sick too. all i do is sleep. :-\ but i'm doing good. :)
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Day 4 - No Smoking
You know I get so tired when I get home from work I don't even think about smoking. lol. Its a good and bad thing. I need to be more productive after work. Hell, I even thought about getting a 2nd job just so my evenings are full. I live so far away I don't even want to call anybody up to hang out or anything. lol ..I mean, I do save a lot of money. I do. ;) my friends are like not my friends anymore. '09 has started out pretty awesome and then pretty damned. Since '08 I've been out of the loop with everybody so I don't blame them. Its still good in a way.
I'm doing something. I don't know yet but I'm moving along.
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Day 7 - No Smoking
I did really good this week. The drive home from Merced was awesome too. I threw in ASOT 380 and BAM!! it was playing the whole way home. :D :headbang: Didn't even think about it. lolz
so on saturday we killed the cows for my Mom and man ..did my hmong go bad that day. everything my uncle
and auntie asked me to do or give them ..i did something else or gave them something else. ahahahahahahah a
it was so bad my uncle was like "KOJ TSIS PAUB HAIS LUS HMOOB LAWM LOS?" ..LOL!! i don't know it was crazy.
i got to finally meet my little brother's wife's sisters. after a whole year ..yeah! ahaha. they're a bunch of nerds. ;D :P
so far ..its been a great day. a little sad because my Mom packed me a whole bunch of laab and I totally forgot
to take it home with me this morning. :( :'( ..that would've been like no cooking for 3-4 days. lol. i'm so lazy.
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Day 9 - No Smoking
I haven't started to miss it yet but I think it will come soon. So many people around me are getting hurt. It just makes me wanna :BangHead: .
Yesterday at 5pm I got a call from my sister telling me that baby Ethan was flown to Modesto to a Childrens Hospital because he had a seizure. Poor baby had a minor fever and was running around like usual ..and all of a sudden he dropped on the ground and everything just went down under. he finally woke up at 9pm last night. I wanted to see him .. :'( but my brother said he was doing ok and that he will be release later on today. I am definitely driving home this weekend.
My Mom is like getting them super nose bleeds. :sad5: I am like sad. And like happy (just confirmed for Mn in April) but I'm a little .. :idiot2: and I don't know how I'm suppose to feel. :-X
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Day 15 - No Smoking
Oh man, my cravings are coming to me now. lolz!! Its been hard this past weekend. I love being home but sometimes it makes me sad. Usually when I'm there I don't crave for it. But when I get put in a position where
I'm very uncomfortable and :'( I drive to my sister's apt and have one. LOL!!
But I am super proud of myself. I stay calm and made it through day 15. :) My baby sister told my younger
sister in law that I was on day 12 and she came up to me and said "Tee, I am so proud of you." and I was like
"FOR WHAT?" ..ahaha!! when they mention day 12 I knew what they were talking about. lolz.
my Mom. Its so .. :sad5:. Her 3rd and final visit for ***** is coming up. Then after that she'll have to take
more tests and see how its doing for her. She's not at her best but she is strong. :)
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Day 21 - No Smoking
I cheated. :( On Friday I had dinner with the girls ..After dinner we went back to Ger's place for some drinks and I failed miserably. I tried to smoke a cig. But the kind Ger was smoking gave me a headache and shorten of breath. I tried twice and both times I had to kill it. lol. So I repeated Day 19 over again on Saturday for it was suppose to be Day 22 today. Oh well ..Still doing ok.
So this morning was a darn big mess!!
I usually leave Merced by 5am. Well, this morning the power went out while eveybody was sleeping and the clocks were all :D :D. It was the whole block!! When I finally woke up it was 6:30am!! And damn!! Am I going to be late for work. lol ..I called in and was like "dude, I'm still in Merced. I'll need 1.5 hours to get to Sac" and my night auditor had to stay and wait for me cuz my lazy boss wasn't there. lol. Next time I will definitely set the alarm on my phone!! ;D
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oh yea!!
and this time my Mom made sure i took some jerky home!! she stuffed it in my duffle bag. ahahahahaha!!
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Day 25 - No Smoking
Its been really great. I bought a pack of smokes for Saturday (I'm going to need it) and I didn't open it. LOL!!
I think I can really do this. I think I should be ok with just smoking during events. That's like once/twice a month anyways. I think I can handle that. :)
Things are getting kinda hefty. :-\ I'm waiting to hear the results I hope all is well. I'm trying way too hard to ignore it.
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gaaaaaaaaaaaaw d.
i need a smoke. :-X
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I hope I don't regret this. I know I should be doing something else.
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Tonight is the night.
I'm throwing everything out the window. Hopefully for this whole week ..I need to chillax. :)
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Tonight is the night.
I'm throwing everything out the window. Hopefully for this whole week ..I need to chillax. :)
:D
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hey, i need a name. every names i wanted was already taken by his 40 nieces and nephews. george told me to name my boy "laj." so when he gets married, his wife would be nyab laj ("viet"). lol well, jess named their baby girl, June, who was born in April. definitely, not going with his suggestion. ahaha
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i don't know. :dontknow: if i'm not good in hmong what makes you think i'm good with hmong names? lol
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Mn - :-X
I'm sooooooooooooo oooooooooo hungry.
I remember splitting a philly cheese sandwich with Chick on Sunday at the airport and that was it. I went to sleep 'til I had to wake up the next day for work. Yesterday, I was so hungry I went shopping for food. Bought me egg roll stuff but I was so tired I didn't make any. lol ..Good thing I bought me a viet sandwich. ;D Ate that and went to sleep 'til this morning when I had to wake up for work.
It was hard enough to catch my sleep while going to a show every weekend and rolling balls before Mn. :D I think its going to be a while before I do catch it. I'm debating if I should go see Stanton Warriors or not. :-\ I can use a break. Save a little and figure out what's next. EDC has been on my mind ..but I don't know how its gonna go down yet. Mn isn't gonna happen for J4. That only means I can't do anything for my bday. And I really want to hit up a Tiesto show. 8) I'm never gonna stop. ;) :D ;D I don't care what anybody says.
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Day 1 - Back To No Smoking
8)
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oh my!!
I have to get me a copy of A STATE OF TRANCE EPISODE 400!!
Its simply amazing!! :D :headbang: and its only been 20 mins since its started. ;D
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ok. it just got weird. ???
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Day 3 - No Smoking
Back to my old self. :) My mind is starting to gather up all those things I had before the trip.
I knew it wasn't going to stay away ..I just didn't want it to come back so soon. I wish I had
more friends who were outgoing like me. That way i would be more occupied and I wouldn't
think so much. Sometimes I think I have too much time for myself.
You know ..why do people think so bad of you when they do the same things you do?? Why do
they put themselves out there to make others think they're trying to be a good person but when
they come out you know nothing has changed. People try too hard. I saw some things that ..Yea,
I knew was there but never seen before. I guess some people take things harder than shown.
Hyprocrites. They're all nothing but hyprocrites. You can't tell me I'm doing wrong things when
you start doing them too. I swear I have like no real friends at all. lol ...They're nothing but a bunch
of fukker haters who can't take care of their life so they judge mines. Biatch, I do what I like and what I can. 8)
I've been rolling, popping, thizzing, tripping like a mofo. :D ;D I need to slow my role. 8)
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listening to dj shah right now makes me wish i should've stayed and see him in SF instead. :'(
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Day 8 - No Smoking
You know I'm doing so good. ;D After Mn ..I smoked the last cig. Went to sleep and I never went to buy more!! I just simply said I'm fine. I think I can hold this in. Available only for shows. :D ;D
Yesterday was sooooooooooooo oo HOT!! :-\
So hot I couldn't even sleep. Okay, maybe it was because I took a nap too but man, I was tossing and turning like a mofo at 12am last night. Today was suppose to be hotter but it doesn't look like it. :)
EDC
Lineup is good so far. 100k capacity might be a little too much for me. I hate having to travel hella far to get to another stage. but i hope somebody goes with me. lol ..i just wanna chill. listen to good music and have a great time. it'll probably be my only summer event.
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this weekend was sooooooooooooo o >:(
I went off roading with my brothers and first it was my allergies that was killing me!! Saturday night I became sick. My nose was all plugged up. I couldn't breathe. And that lead to I couldn't sleep. :-\ But today I feel a lot better. Sudafed PE works good. :) I still got the sniffles but not as bad. It was another great weekend with the family. :)
Debating if I should go home this weekend or not.
My neice asked me to take her to Turlock so she can take her SAT's but I don't want to. I hate her. LOL!! I know hate is a strong word but if you know what she's done and said you wouldn't like her either. She's only nice to you when she wants something and I'm just sick and tired of it. I don't give her no pity. I tell her how it is. I did tell her I didn't want to take her to Turlock. ahaha!! Driving to Merced and then driving back up to Turlock is like me going back to Sac so I don't want to do that. I'm a hater. I know. But I don't care. lol
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I'm mad. >:(
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Tiesto in Sacramento!!
Who would've thought. The owner of Ruby Skye is trying to change the look and the sound in Sacramento.
He was on the news the other night talking about how he's going to try and bring what he has in the Bay to
Sacramento. So he's opening up a few joints to add to our Downtown night life. I can't wait.
Most electronic music that is played in Sacramento is mainly House. So I'm looking forward to what he's
going to bring. It'll help me save a little. lolz!! I don't have to travel that far to see Tiesto. And I am so happy!!
:D :D
Oh, and we have tickets already. lolz!!
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Tiesto in Sacramento!!
Who would've thought. The owner of Ruby Skye is trying to change the look and the sound in Sacramento.
He was on the news the other night talking about how he's going to try and bring what he has in the Bay to
Sacramento. So he's opening up a few joints to add to our Downtown night life. I can't wait.
Most electronic music that is played in Sacramento is mainly House. So I'm looking forward to what he's
going to bring. It'll help me save a little. lolz!! I don't have to travel that far to see Tiesto. And I am so happy!!
:D :D
Oh, and we have tickets already. lolz!!
WE as in ME and YOU!!! :D :D :D
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no chick, tee and i!
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no chick, tee and i!
Don't you WISH!!!!!! LOL :D
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I am so gonna go in the hole for this one!! I'm gonna take 2. ahahaha
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ok. I'm tripping.
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Damn myspace!!
I totally my Above&Beyond pictures. :'( ..My sister is not computer/electronic illiterate so she hasn't deleted any of the pictures in her camera. so I got saved with Simon Patterson, Fila of Aly & Fila. And I'll see what else. Ugh!!
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Another risky drive back home. I'm debating if I wanna take Monday off again so I can stay at home with the folks.
My boss said it would be ok. Maybe I'll call in on Saturday or Sunday. ;D
Maybe I'll get the car smogged this weekend too. I know my Dad is dying to see me ..So he can :cussing: at me. lol
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yo yo tee. lol thought i'd stop here to see if i knew anyone still and what do u know. lol same old ppl. Sweet. Anyway, u know where to find me.
And quit debating, spend it with the folks.
Btw, have a nice mother's day. :)
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yo yo tee. lol thought i'd stop here to see if i knew anyone still and what do u know. lol same old ppl. Sweet. Anyway, u know where to find me.
And quit debating, spend it with the folks.
Btw, have a nice mother's day. :)
Wow!! Good to hear from you!! Its been um, 1.5 years? Last I heard of you was during my 25th bday. lolz!!
Hope you're doing well. :)
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mother's day was awesome.
tho my older brother and i wasn't speaking to e/o ..the time spent with my parents was incredibly nice. :) my sister in law made pho on saturday ..so everybody sat around and chatted (except for me and my older bro. lol). on sunday my older sister came over and made kapoon. and the whole family was home. even the kids. my younger brother needed my help in driving to Fresno so i drove him there very quick and came back in time for dinner with the family. it was awesome.
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mother's day was awesome.
tho my older brother and i wasn't speaking to e/o ..the time spent with my parents was incredibly nice. :) my sister in law made pho on saturday ..so everybody sat around and chatted (except for me and my older bro. lol). on sunday my older sister came over and made kapoon. and the whole family was home. even the kids. my younger brother needed my help in driving to Fresno so i drove him there very quick and came back in time for dinner with the family. it was awesome.
Sorry I missed you.. but glad you had a good time. ;)
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Sorry I missed you.. but glad you had a good time. ;)
its no problem. :) i'm usually home at my parents during the weekends if you don't give me a notice in advance.
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Good weekend.
Both superchick and I realize that no matter who is around us or when it is just us we find it fun no matter what. Playing pool or clubbing ...we still have fun. lolz ...For the past couple of weeks I've been going to Fresno to hang out w/ my buddy Chick. That's quite some driving but hey, its the memories that counts ...no matter how cruel it is. :D
This is part of the second post in your journal :) Sept 2006
Thanks for therapy last night. We talked about many many things.. and now, I feel so much closer to you.. LOL (right about now, you're saying STOOPID!!! and ;D at the same time) ;D ;D that 1 hour and 40 minutes MIGHT be record for us. ;D
Well, I am going to do what you said because I think it will work to my advantage. LOL and everytime the phone rings or beeps, I'll log it in my journal or at least try to.. puahahahahah
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This is part of the second post in your journal :) Sept 2006
Thanks for therapy last night. We talked about many many things.. and now, I feel so much closer to you.. LOL (right about now, you're saying STOOPID!!! and ;D at the same time) ;D ;D that 1 hour and 40 minutes MIGHT be record for us. ;D
Well, I am going to do what you said because I think it will work to my advantage. LOL and everytime the phone rings or beeps, I'll log it in my journal or at least try to.. puahahahahah
lmao!!! Yea, I am totally laughing. hahaha!! And that is a record for us. I'm still laughing at your text "can I call you?" ..LOL!! Test yourself. See how strong you are against all those .. :)
Sept '06 - that was when we were going to Glo and laughing at them girls dancing to EDM. ahahaha!!
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lmao!!! Yea, I am totally laughing. hahaha!! And that is a record for us. I'm still laughing at your text "can I call you?" ..LOL!! Test yourself. See how strong you are against all those .. :)
Sept '06 - that was when we were going to Glo and laughing at them girls dancing to EDM. ahahaha!!
LMAO funnysu!!! Sometimes, I just need a little kick in the butt to do watever.. hahahahaha
I remember them girls.. they funny!! I should think about them when I :D
Remember, I'm turning PRO at the end of the month!! LOL
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LMAO funnysu!!! Sometimes, I just need a little kick in the butt to do watever.. hahahahaha
I remember them girls.. they funny!! I should think about them when I :D
Remember, I'm turning PRO at the end of the month!! LOL
i feel like you should be guiding me thru life instead ...LOL!!
*ahem* .. 29 vs 26 ;D
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i feel like you should be guiding me thru life instead ...LOL!!
*ahem* .. 29 vs 26 ;D
I TRIED!!! I introduced you to CORONA!!! Look at it this way.. I'm guiding you indirectly ;D by letting you in on the drama.. the dirt.. lol
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I TRIED!!! I introduced you to CORONA!!! Look at it this way.. I'm guiding you indirectly ;D by letting you in on the drama.. the dirt.. lol
Yeaaaaaaaaaaaa aah!! haha!!
all in all ..we are doing just fine. :)
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1300 replies. :D ;D
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Yeaaaaaaaaaaaa aah!! haha!!
all in all ..we are doing just fine. :)
you know.. we are.. 8) ;)
1300 replies. :D ;D
yay!!! :D
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the truck needs a new cat. :o :o
after all this time my brother tells my Dad that it needs a cat. I can't be any more mad at him.
i swear him and my sil got a new car because they didn't want to fix it or something. ::)
anyways, since this summer is gonna be nice and quiet being that EDC is out of the question .. i might take my nephew Kejin to Six Flags Marine World. this kid is filled with joy when he see's fishes, dolphins, and sharks. especially sharks. i wanna take him to the dinosaurs museum but that ways too far. ;D maybe one day.
well, today is friday and its another weekend in Merced.
i have to figure out who's car i'm gonna take next this time. lol
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I am a rollercoaster. :-X :-\
Friday and Saturday in Merced was just like any other day. But from the moment I woke up on Sunday I was cranky as hell. What was bothering me? EVERYTHING!! Besides my Mom ..I hated everybody. :-X
I'm not gonna go home this weekend. Maybe I'll stay and enjoy etd. Pop
I am so tired. Tired of everything. I hate them. They have so much to say but so little help to give. I'm going to have to fix things if I want shit to get done. sigh.
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I can't wait to go to etd. Pop and let go some of my anger. :angryfire:
when I was driving back to Sac on Sunday night ..it reminded me a little of when Ger got us kicked out at Ruby Skye for Armin Van Buuren. I was so furious. On the ride home I blasted one of his albums all the way home and I didn't say a damn word. on Sunday, I drove with the music so loud that when I got home my ears were ringing and I didn't go to sleep until 2am. lol.
Sigh.
I'm mad. I'm sad. I'm everything.
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I can't wait to go to etd. Pop and let go some of my anger. :angryfire:
when I was driving back to Sac on Sunday night ..it reminded me a little of when Ger got us kicked out at Ruby Skye for Armin Van Buuren. I was so furious. On the ride home I blasted one of his albums all the way home and I didn't say a damn word. on Sunday, I drove with the music so loud that when I got home my ears were ringing and I didn't go to sleep until 2am. lol.
Sigh.
I'm mad. I'm sad. I'm everything.
...and everything.. will be okay.. :)
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BLAH!
when I listen to something like Cosmic Gate ..I feel :sad5: .
when I listen to Armin Van Buuren ..I'm filled with mixed emotions.
Lay off the EDM. I'm becoming one of them emo mofos. lol
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BLAH!
when I listen to something like Cosmic Gate ..I feel :sad5: .
when I listen to Armin Van Buuren ..I'm filled with mixed emotions.
Lay off the EDM. I'm becoming one of them emo mofos. lol
LOL LOL LOL
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dang, too much yelling this past weekend.
i'm gonna keep myself away from people that are filled with drama. some times its just best that way.
i know i'm not good with advices and stuff but some times my ears just can't handle what you got. lol
i'm usually okay to know ..how you've been. what you've been up to. but i moved out for a reason. i
just don't like all that confrontation people do in front of me. makes me feel uncomfortable. so i just be
who i be and stay away. :D ;D
something you should know ..sometimes its best to leave things out when talking to me. lol
anywho, etd. POP was awesome!! had a bad roll but it was great seeing Ferry and Sander. :)
i threw up at 1015 like 4 times. and then got home and had a headache for like 2 days!! today
feels better but i'm still a little whoozy!! hopefully i get well before Tiesto this Saturday!! :D
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Ok.
no EDC. I decided that yesterday with a big ass migraine. :-\ If I happen to finish what I need to finish before EDC then I'll make a last minute trip!! ;D ;D
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Ok.
no EDC. I decided that yesterday with a big ass migraine. :-\ If I happen to finish what I need to finish before EDC then I'll make a last minute trip!! ;D ;D
good girl... ;)
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damn, this migraine headache is not going away!! >:(
been 4 freak'n days. i've took Tylenol, Advil, and just yesterday i purchased some Excedrin.
its not as bad today but i still feel it coming in and out. i surely hope it goes away by the the
weekend. last night i puked a little bit. felt the butterflies in my tummie and when i went for
the toilet ..i had no problem puking dinner out. ::)
sleep. sleep sleep sleep!
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ah, friday.
headache is gone!! Yay!! i spent about a whole hour throwing up yesterday after work.
after that i went to sleep for about 1.5 hours and woke up feelin' so much better!!
i am so ready for Tiesto!! :D :D
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Tiesto is the MAN!! O0
Because I was so short I only caught a few glimpse of him during the Saturday show. It was just so nice to hear him again. A whole year it has been!! I hope to see him again some more. He played really good. It was just how I like it. No disappointment s. Every banging track I heard was :headbang: ...A few of the peeps that came with us said they didn't like his set ..but what do they know right? I bet they haven't heard him as much as I have. lol
This weekend I am going to return home ..where I will be taking the car in to see what's wrong. I really dont' want to talk to anybody right now but I do want to see my Mom. :) June will be a quiet month if I make it be. If EDC doesn't work out ..I don't know. Maybe a roadtrip? Maybe save for passport and Toronto? I thought a little about the trips. My friend Peter is this guy who parties a little different from me. He's a little conservative some times and I know his friends there are just like him. So ........ I'm thinking!!
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disturbing phone call.
my dad called me last night. after 2 weeks i finally picked up. :-X
our conversation made me wanna :'( ...i've been very stubborn and ignorant.
i dranked 3 coronas before going to sleep.
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today I am going to go home and see my parents. and I'm going to take my nephew, Kejin to the movies to see Land of the Lost ..starring Will Farrell. ;D He loves dinosaurs.
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Life seems so much better in the dark.
I don't know what it is. On my way there I was doing just fine. Its always the last day of the trip that makes me filled with so much anger. Why do people always have to end a trip with such bad words to say? I know I have a mouth full but when I'm mad I don't say anything ..unless I feel that I need to be heard.
I wish I could just sleep. That's when I'm more at ease with myself. mind ..and everything. That's when I atleast enjoy life how it is. Things are getting hard. People are getting pushy. And they are asking for a lot.
Let me stay in the dark. Where's its quiet.
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Crazy week.
Its Thursday already. What am I going to do this weekend? Go home? Seek trouble? Stay and be quiet?
I don't know. EDC is getting close and still no confirmation. :-\ Blah!
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OceanLab - On A Good Day
Little bit lost and…
A little bit lonely
Little bit cold here
A little bit feared
But I hold on
And I
Feel strong
And I
Know that I can
Getting used to it
Lit the fuse to it
Like to know who I am
Been talking to myself forever, yeah
And how I wish I knew me better, yeah
Still sitting on a shelf and never
Never seen the sun shine brighter
And it feels like me
On a good day
And it feels like me
On a good day
I’m a little bit hemmed in
A little bit isolated
A little bit hopeful
A little bit cold
But I hold on
And I
Feel strong
And I
Know that I can
Getting used to it
Lit the fuse to it
Like to know who I am
Been talking to myself forever, yeah
And how I wish I knew me better, yeah
Still sitting on a shelf and never
Never seen the sun shine brighter
And it feels like me
On a good day
Been talking to myself forever, yeah
And how I wish I knew me better, yeah
Still sitting on a shelf and never
Never seen the sun shine brighter
And it feels like me
On a good day
:headbang:
Feelin' the song ..
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my little sister needs to grow up.
all these little lies are getting old. i don't understand why people believe her shit anyways. this is a 23 yr old who worries more about her feelings with others and stays at my older sisters place just so she can use the internet. biatch needs to get her ass up and find a job. if not atleast stay home and help take care of my Mom. i swear she cares so much more about others than her family. this is not the first.
the little stupid things that she does pisses me off. :tickedoff:
its like i have to point shit out to her to make her see it for herself. it getting so old. i thought that maybe since things didn't work out with her and her bf (who she broke up with and came back to live with my parents) ..she would see some of the works of how life may or may not be. but i thought wrong. she is childish and selfish. i don't know how anybody can stand it. maybe that's why my brothers refuse to let her use the computer. her excuses are "i need to find job" ..but she's always on myspace. ::)
i don't know if i'll believe myself when i say ..one day she will understand.
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i need to start listening to my own advices. :uglystupid2:
can't always be running.
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I've got like this itch to (http://icons.iconator.com/872/ICONATOR_bc884926e602a6d5f8651b09931557e7.gif) lolz!!
but I'm trying to be good. so far June has been nothing but Tiesto and Fresno. Saving it for John O'Callaghan and Richard Durand for July 4th. 8) And waiting for Markus Schulz. I saved a little this month. Which is good. I put more than usual in savings this time. :D
I think this weekend is going to be a 3 day weekend. One of my stupid ass coworker decided to do something hella fukking stupid so everybody has to pay for it by losing one day of work. I was so fukking mad. I was yelling at everybody after my Boss left. :tickedoff: But no one came forward with it so what can I do? Nothing. I guess I'll get ready to leave to Merced tomorrow after work.
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trying to sell the truck.
because i'm a girl ..does these guys think i know nothing about cars? ok. i don't but i know a little something. ;D
ahhhh!! i just want a small car. lol
well, i heard some disturbing news from my parents last weekend when i was home. it was very disappointing. i just couldn't imagine the things they would do for a small dime. we always knew they were the way they were but ..its just this time that they've gone too far. i feel so bad for my parents. sigh.
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i'm digging black eyed peas new single "i gotta feeling" :headbang:
I gotta feeling that tonight’s gonna be a good night
That tonight’s gonna be a good night
That tonight’s gonna be a good good night
Tonight’s the night night
Let’s live it up
I got my money
Let’s spend it up
Go out and smash it
Like Oh My God
Jump off that sofa
Let’s get get off
I know that we’ll have a ball
If we get down
And go out
And just loose it all
I feel stressed out
I wanna let it go
Lets go way out spaced out
And losing all control
Fill up my cup
Mozoltov
Look at her dancing
Just take it off
Lets paint the town
We’ll shut it down
Let’s burn the roof
And then we’ll do it again
Lets Do it (x5)
And live it up
Lets Do it (x5)
I gotta feeling that tonight’s gonna be a good night
That tonight’s gonna be a good night
That tonight’s gonna be a good good night
A feeling
That tonight’s gonna be a good night (x2)
That tonight’s gonna be a good good night
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well, i sold the car. it was too easy.
the meeka came to look at it. drove it. and liked it. said he'd talk to his mom and let me know in an hour or so.
5 minutes later he comes back knocking on my apt door and says "i just talked to my Mom and we're gonna take it. please just hold it for us while my Mom runs to the bank very quick." so an hour later they came back and voila!! he didn't ask me to lower the price or anything. lol ..the better not bring back the car. hahaha ..i told him its sold as is!! :) well, i'm gonna save a little more and hope to find me a decent car.
i almost had to walk to work today!! hahahahaha!!
my dad was being a mofo last night after i sold the car. i don't know if he was just joking or not but i was madd!! then i mass text everybody i knew in Sac and asked for a ride to Merced. LOL!! the boys were willing to take me but i had to wait 'til 8pm if i wanted them to. luckily ger answered and was like "i'll take you!!" ... ;D ;D
J4. can't wait to see Joc. last time i saw him was at Monster Massive '08. i got lost during his set. lol!! was out of my mind. :D its gonna be fun.
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i'm digging black eyed peas new single "i gotta feeling" :headbang:
I gotta feeling that tonight’s gonna be a good night
That tonight’s gonna be a good night
That tonight’s gonna be a good good night
Tonight’s the night night
Let’s live it up
I got my money
Let’s spend it up
Go out and smash it
Like Oh My God
Jump off that sofa
Let’s get get off
I know that we’ll have a ball
If we get down
And go out
And just loose it all
I feel stressed out
I wanna let it go
Lets go way out spaced out
And losing all control
Fill up my cup
Mozoltov
Look at her dancing
Just take it off
Lets paint the town
We’ll shut it down
Let’s burn the roof
And then we’ll do it again
Lets Do it (x5)
And live it up
Lets Do it (x5)
I gotta feeling that tonight’s gonna be a good night
That tonight’s gonna be a good night
That tonight’s gonna be a good good night
A feeling
That tonight’s gonna be a good night (x2)
That tonight’s gonna be a good good night
Love that song!!! :) >:D
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friday, july 3rd
once chick got here we sat around until ger was ready to meet up for pho. after pho we headed out to ger's place where we dranked 48 bottles of Heineken. :o :o we were up 'til 3:30am!!
saturday, july 4th
woke up at 9am and headed out to have pho again at 10am. after pho i wanted to get some more sleep but since chick was soooooo wide awake i didn't want her to just sit around so i figure ..hey, let's shower and then head out to San Francisco. we walked and walked and ...walked some more until we finally found a spot on the beach. had a 6 pak on the sand and after a while it just got super cold!!! too bad we didn't stay long enough to watch the fireworks on the beach. but then again, it was a great thing we left too because traffic was a biatch!! it took us about 45 minutes to finally get out of Embarcadero.
we got to 1015 at 11pm, which was great because Taj was still spinning. an hour later John O' Callaghan came on and bam!! that's when the fun started!! I really enjoyed his set. It was always :headbang:. No fluffy stuff. while he was spinning I noticed Richard Durand as he walked back there. he was just sippin' on his beer so I figure I take that chance to get a picture with him. I called out his name and waved my phone around until he finally notices me. and he did!! haha ..he pointed for me to meet him on the side of the booth and so I met him. He's so funny!! and it was awesome seeing him for the very first time.
sunday, july 5th
finally woke up at noon. I could've slept some more but I was feeling the pain already. Chick and I headed out to have some pho again. then she decides to chill and wait a little to leave back home. but what did we ended up doing? we grabbed a 12pak and started drinking again. its like we didn't have enough for something. lol!! 3rd drive out we grabbed another 6 pak and the 4th time we got in the car ..we left to Walmart to get a new dvd player and rented Scary Movie 2. hahaha!! oh yea, and Chick cooked us some steaks for dinner. :D
it was a fun weekend. we just acted like we had so much money to spend. LOL!!!
we're gonna be watching ourselves the next time Chick and I hang out together. ;D ;D
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Richard Durand
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John O' Callaghan
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omg.
yesterday was just so BLAH!! :buck2:
after i got off work ..i ate a little and i passed out. i didn't wake up 'til like 9:30pm. i ate a little again and went back to sleep at 11pm. lol!! my legs were hurting like a mofo. when i got up to use the restroom i was cramping everywhere!!! i got me some madd sleep last night tho. ;D ;D
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should i go to a used auto shop and just see what i can find there? i don't need a really good car.
just one that runs great. umm.
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to go home this weekend or not? umm.
that's like me asking myself to save money or not. cuz when i'm at home i tend to spend a lot. my little brother and i get bored easily so him and i always tries to find something to do. lol :D
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Markus Schulz tonight!!
I just got a pm for something stoooooooooooo pid. hahahaha!! Well, not stupid but I hella laughed. ;D ;D
I better get myself a car this weekend. I'm starting to hate my sister's car. Today is another triple digit day. :-\ :-\
I hate driving with her leather seats and no ac car. lol ...
*crosses fingers*
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well, markus was awesome.
he played a lot of his old stuff. he surely rocked the house. :headbang:
the next day i tried to go to work. but i was sooooooooooooo o drunk i only stayed for like 2 hours. lolz!!
then i went home and sleep it off. but i didn't sleep that long. i dont' know why but i was so tired when i
was at work. we lounged in pretty much. laid in bed 'til like 3pm. ;D then i left to Merced.
my 2 younger brothers, my sister in law, and myself went to Los Angeles on Saturday. just for the hell of
it. they've never actually spent time there before. like the beach and stuff. so while there i was like ...
"hey, let's get me a car too!" ..haha!! and what do you know ..i found a car!! ;D ;D cheap! the guy who
was selling it is moving so he was a little desperate. asking price was $2,900. when my brother called he
talked it down to $2,500 and when we got to his place i noticed that the tags were due so i asked him to do
$2,400 CASH!! and he was like "oh, cash?" and he took it. lolz!!
i didn't get to drive the car home today. i'm having my brothers do some work on it. like the oil change,
tune up, and stuff. the guy who sold the car didn't drive it for 2 months cuz the tags were due and he thought
"hey, i'm gonna be gone anyways. why pay?" ..stupid. i know but its cool.
so, i drove my dad's civic!! i can't stand driving my sister's accord. the no ac plus leather is crazy!!!!!!!!
i only drive it to work and back but damn, its still crazy up in there. hot as hell. and the drive to merced on
fridays. omg!! you just don't know. i'd be getting out of the car and my shorts/pants would be wet. LOL!!
all in all ...
everything is great. i'm a little broke but great. lolz!! :)
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MARKUS SCHULZ!!
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Its going to cost me over $200 to register the car. :o :o I'll wait. I'm not in the rush. lol!!
as long as I have ac in this car that I'm driving at the moment ..I am a-okay!! I will never
drive my sister's car again. I don't know why she doesn't use the money to put some freon
in her car. that's all she needs. her ac isn't busted or anything. she's dumb. and her leather
seats are fukked up!! lol ...I don't know if it was the sun or her kids. but she's gonna need
some new seats if she wants to repair them. no covers are gonna cover all that damage
unless she makes it herself. ;D
I think I'm gonna have to skip out on Summer Love. looks like I don't have anybody to go
with me. And I kinda want to save it for M.I.K.E on August 1st.
Chuey's gonna go with me to Berkeley today. So I can grab some records. I hope there's
still a lot left. I want to get as many as I can. So if one day that dj comes around ..I will
have something for him/her to sign. ;D My goal is to find 50 records to get the $20 deal. LOL!!
anywho, another boring day at work. :-\
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I get to pick up the car tomorrow. Yay!! :hello2:
I'm gonna drive to Merced tomorrow, spend a night and then leave early enough to pick up Chuey
and his brother/cousin ..and then head straight to SF. I hope there's a few records left in Berkeley.
I wanna get some and make sure I have one for Lange to sign. ;D ...Out Of The Sky, I hope they
have that one. :) ..I'm debating if I should bring my video camera or not. If I bring a record I'm gonna
have my backpack. But I don't want to carry the video camera. lol!! Unless Chuey's got some plans up in
his sleeves and wants me to have it so we can tape his little brother!! < ----------- first rave ever!! ;D
I'm just gonna go and chill ..I haven't seen Lange since Be Thankful 2. It should be fun.
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never seen lange! LOL
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never seen lange! LOL
Really? He is not bad at all.
at Be Thankful 2 he had a short set because the EMT had to come in to get this girl who OD on the floor. and the cops wanted to shut it down. so the music stopped for a good 30 minutes. and when Jean talked them down ..Dyloot continued the party ..and closed.
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ive heard his sets, but just never really interested in seeing him....martin roth either
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martin roth is alright.
martin and lange actually stayed and hung out until the party was over. cool dudes.
i'm sad to say i never got any pictures with them. why? i dont' know. hahahaha
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omg.
LovEvolution tickets are on sale now. $47 for general. Last year I got mines for $40. ???
they better have a bomb ass lineup for adding $7 more. LOL
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so like...I've been off since 7/21 and probably not returning to work till next year. so like....i can't do too much, but why don't ya give me a head ups whatever you guys maybe up to. ie. party weekend in SF, i may wanna see the beach. as long as i don't have a migraine. cause i think i would soon be crazy, ok, crazyier (if that's possible!) if i have to sit at home all day, every day, 24/7, staring at nai for 6 months. serious. i'm very limited, but offer me and i might be able to. :D
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so like...I've been off since 7/21 and probably not returning to work till next year. so like....i can't do too much, but why don't ya give me a head ups whatever you guys maybe up to. ie. party weekend in SF, i may wanna see the beach. as long as i don't have a migraine. cause i think i would soon be crazy, ok, crazyier (if that's possible!) if i have to sit at home all day, every day, 24/7, staring at nai for 6 months. serious. i'm very limited, but offer me and i might be able to. :D
did you get a text from Chick? we're going to SF for my bday but we're hitting the clubs.
i didn't really think about staying there because Lilly's aunt, Toothfairy is going to be in CA
the week after. and we're also going to SF for like 2 days. you can join us if you want. i
can ask her to book another room for you. i think she got discounted.
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here it is. Friday.
another boring day at work. we installed a camera inside the office. i hate my coworkers. >:(
anywho, i'm gonna head to merced for a night. and then off to SF tomorrow.
*crossing fingers* ..for a great time. :)
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did you get a text from Chick? we're going to SF for my bday but we're hitting the clubs.
i didn't really think about staying there because Lilly's aunt, Toothfairy is going to be in CA
the week after. and we're also going to SF for like 2 days. you can join us if you want. i
can ask her to book another room for you. i think she got discounted.
oh...confused for a minute. I'm like she only text me about 1015. For some unknown reason, I remember that 1015 is in sac. Lol. Telss you I'm out of loop. But yeah, give me the dates and we can see.
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oh...confused for a minute. I'm like she only text me about 1015. For some unknown reason, I remember that 1015 is in sac. Lol. Telss you I'm out of loop. But yeah, give me the dates and we can see.
august 28th & 29th. let me know. :)
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Saturday
I have the worst luck with cars.
so, I drove the car to Sac on Saturday ..hoping to drive it to Summer Love but for some reason my tranny was slipping a little. Ok. it was a lot. By the time I got to Chuey's place it was going crazy. We drove it down to Lei's place on Mack/Bruceville and yea, that thing was not gonna make it to SF. :-\
so, I left the car there and we drove Lei's Mercedes. I will never let anyone drive me to SF ever again!! We were listening to love songs the whole way there. How the hell do you get hyped up for a party by listening to love songs?? ??? ??? thank god I brought my backpack where my set of headphones were at. I plugged that mofo up and listened to ASOT the whole way there. but his car didn't have ac so I couldn't hear shit with all the windows rolled down. I just basically laid in the back seat and slept. I slept til we got to Berkeley. Went to the Skillz Dj Workshop and it was empty. Couldn't even find a single record that I like. :(
Summer Love was ok. I was bored with the first half. Hung out in the drinking area/house room for a long while. Watched Hil Huerta spin. that mofo is funny. ;D I was so bored I poppped. lol!! by 11pm ..I was :D I was ready to floor. I sat down ..turned to my right and what did I see? I saw a guy finger a girl in her butthole. I immediately got up and stood next to Chuey. LOL!! It was disgusting. Total roll kill ..I left Chuey and them for a while after that. Went backstage and hung out with Danielle and met Lange. Got to talk to him for a bit. :) He is so short and funny. lol
Sunday.
woke up and called Chuey to pick me up so I can get my car. we picked up Lei and had some TK noodles. :) went back to his place and I started up the car. put it on reverse and for some odd reason ..it started driving normal again. ??? ...so Chuey and I get a text from Jean to come over and bbq but we didn't get close to it. I bought charcoal for nothing. lol. oh well ..I have enough problems in my life. I don't need to be hearing about others. I don't care if you call me selfish or not.
and so I went home and made the rest of my day a movie night. watched like 3 movies and ko'd early. I'm gonna take a break until my bday. that's for sure. :)
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Ronski Speed for my Birthday. :headbang:
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I'm thinking about getting a new futon. :-X
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ever spent money on something that you don't remember buying?
sometimes when i check my bank account i'm like "WTF DID I BUY FROM KHOLS?" ..lol
then i'd go back and see if i still have the receipt. ;D i do shit like that all the time. and
knowing me ..i don't buy just anything for the heck of it. i only shop when i really really
need to. that's how i save. :) i use to have a drawer full of change/bills. just pocket
money that i find doing the laundry or something. that was part of my life savings ..lol!!
instead of under my bed it was my drawer. :D ;D
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I've got this feeling ..
Like I don't want to do anything. I want to drop everything and just say no. I don't know if it was me in Merced ..being around all that .. BLAH!! I've always been trying to find excuses to get away and er ...maybe its all coming to bite me in the ass. I don't know.
Don't be mad if I cancel on you. :)
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you do what you gotta do..
hope all is ok..
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my sisters are dumb. ok. my sisters can biatch but no action.
before i started driving back to Merced my sister text me to see if i was gonna come home ..and of course i said yes and then she asked me for a favor ..i was a little scared to ask "what?" ..lol. long story short ..she wanted me to pick up my niece. apparently my niece has been acting a fool. slamming doors. talking shit. no respect at all. but she wouldn't leave so my sister asked for me to pick her up. they thought she was gonna give me trouble too. but my niece knows when i say shit ..i mean it. so when i got there she immediately packed up her shit. that was her birthday too. lol. sad.
if my niece wasn't such a biatch. and the way she is ..i'd take her out and have her explore a little so that way she can get it out of her system. and finish school the way that she should. but i dont' trust her. lol. nobody does. she's lied so many times ..it just doesn't matter anymore. nobody believes her. unless she's dying. mean but true. once you lie and steal ..its hard to trust you again.
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and you know what i made last night?
out of boredom. i made some bomb ass pork meatballs. LOL!!!! ;D ;D
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holy moly. did we pay $65 to horseback? i don't remember it being that much. :o :o
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So, my Night Auditor got fired.
I was late for work on Monday. about 24 minutes late. I called my coworker at 6:45am and told her I was going to be 15-20minutes late because of traffic. But she informed me that she had to start her 2nd job at 7:15am. What could I have done but say "I will be there asap!" ..So I'm storming through the freeway at 80-90 mph. Merging right to left to cut through the traffic. She then called me at 7:05am and asked where I was at ..I was about 5 minutes away until traffic completely stopped. When I arrived at work ..I noticed that her car was gone so I ran! Phones were ringing and my shuttle guy told me people wanted to check out also. I was mad. For being late and at her for leaving the desk unattended.
So, apparently she called my Boss at 7:10am. Yesterday, she came to pick up her last check and she read the termination letter. Her response was "that is bullshit. I was still here when I called him." ...uh, yea ..she was still in the PARKING LOT!!! But I didn't say anything. I just had her sign something and she was off.
I feel bad. I do. :-X But she could've waited. I mean, we stay late for her and hell, sometimes she calls me to come extra early so she can start her 2nd job. This one time that I am late she can't wait for me? Well, I'm sorry to say but she had to go.
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holy moly. did we pay $65 to horseback? i don't remember it being that much. :o :o
serious?
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serious?
its $45 if we go early. at 8am and we get 2 hours.
if we go late its $65 and we only get 1.5 hours.
get ready to get up at 6:30am on Saturday morning after the club. hahahahahahaha
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its $45 if we go early. at 8am and we get 2 hours.
if we go late its $65 and we only get 1.5 hours.
get ready to get up at 6:30am on Saturday morning after the club. hahahahahahaha
and we're getting out from the club at 4 am?? LOL
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and we're getting out from the club at 4 am?? LOL
ok. maybe we'll leave at 3am. depends how i feel. lol.
we gotta have time to sober up and drive back to hotel too. :) ;D
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sober up and drive back to hotel too. :) ;D
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so party till 3 am.. sober up and get ready from 3ish to 6ish.. drive to half moon and horseback at 8. LMAO!! SOUNDS LIKE A SOLDIER PLAN!!! ;D
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yea, and no lagging.
unless you guys are ok with paying $65 to get there late. lol
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It was $50 last year. Thought about it, would love to do it, but god damn... It's a freaking pain in the ass!! Literally. Wanna do 28-2&. But I'm scared to book a room and not be well enough on the day of. That will mean sleeping in all day, maybe both days. What hotel is it? I may do it on last minute. Maybe get AAA discount.
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pregnant lady on a horse? no way!! hahaha!! i'm not sure what hotel it is ..i didn't book it.
for once i'm not in charge of the trip. 8)
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this song rocks!! :headbang: :headbang:
Tegan & Sara - Back In Your Head (Tiësto Remix)
Build a wall of books between us in our bed
Repeat, repeat the words that I know we both have said
Relax into the need
We get so comfortable
Remember when I was so strange and likeable
I just want back in your head
I just want back in your head
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray
When I get a little scared
When I get a little scared
When I get a little
When I jerk away from holding hands with you
I know these habits hurt important parts of you
Remember when I was sweet and unexplainable
Nothing like this person, unlovable
I just want back in your head
I just want back in your head
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray
When I get a little scared
When I get a little scared
When I get a little scared
When I get a little scared
I just want back in your head
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray
When I get a little scared
When I get a little scared
When I get a little scared
When I get a little
Run, run, run
Run
Run, run, run
Run
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray
I just want back in your head
I just want back in your head
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray
I'm not unfaithful
But I'll stray
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pregnant lady on a horse? no way!! hahaha!! i'm not sure what hotel it is ..i didn't book it.
for once i'm not in charge of the trip. 8)
what?? i meant last year. pre pregnancy. lol
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what?? i meant last year. pre pregnancy. lol
my bad. my bad. lol!!!!
wanna have dinner with me for my bday? since i don't have anybody to hang out with. lol!!!
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Today is my Mom's birthday. :occasion13: :occasion1: :occasion5: :occasion15: :occasion16: :occasion17: :occasion18:
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Was gonna ask you that. 16th right?
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the 21st. ???
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Where did I get 16? Cool. Call you the day before
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i have no idea. lol!! ...i talked to ger and she said she'd join us too. i haven't heard from chick so iono.
but hey, i got your text msg. i have to flush the transmission fluid on my car so i'll be driving myself to merced.
thanks for the heads up tho. :)
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my sisters are always deceiving each other.
Ok, I don't really care but when it involves others ..it gets me mad. Still, all I can do is call them dumb and tell them to fukk off. lol. My niece too. Omg. I can't wait for her to finish high school so she can start her life. Since she seems to hate everybody ..I want to see her off on her own. She thinks I have it good because I live by myself. But she doesn't know half of it.
I've been smoke free since Summer Love. :D ;D I've been doing really good with those "I only puff when I go to shows or when I drink" ..shows are only once a month. And since I don't have anybody to hang out with I don't drink. And when I do drink its when I'm at shows so I've been really really good at it. haha!! O0 I've had days where my head is about to explode and I feel like I need to whoooooo-sa with a smoke but I really don't go there. lol.
Lots of changes are fluttering around. :thefinger:
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Can't sleep.
this whole week ..I haven't been sleeping well. I would stay up until 1am and then wake up at 6am for work. :-\ Last night I was tossing and turning 'til 2am. I had the tv on and after South Park it was Reno 911 and after Reno 911 its Punk'd. And when Punk'd is on ..its definitely 2am. lol ..Sigh.
well, another weekend in Merced. I really really want to go home. I do. And I am. But its back to where it was before. My older sister's *ahem* ..man got himself locked up again. My younger sister went back to my parents since school is starting. So my older sister drops all her kids to my parents. And I just hate it. :-X :-\
but oh well ..what can I do? Nothing. So, I'm gonna cruise down 99 South driving 65 mph and enjoy the ride there.
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When's dinner?
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When's dinner?
Friday. But I'm not sure where yet. ;D
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this year I sent 3 emails for a birthday shout out on A State Of Trance
lol!! I kinda forgot. I think i sent 1 in June, 1 in July, and 1 in August. ;D Fat chance but it doesn't hurt to try. If it fails I won't attempt to try again next year. lol
this weekend was cool. my sister called and asked me if i was coming home next weekend for my birthday and i think the plans are still on so i said no. and after she got off work at 2pm ..she brought me this huge cake. :) ok. first she handed me a small box that said "Happy 27th Birthday Tee" ..and there it was a small ass cupcake. lol!! but her friend came knocking on the door holding a huge cake with my name on it. the whole family was home too. which was nice. everybody sang happy birthday to me and i had my little niece Alysa to help me make a wish.
its gonna be a long week.
work is slow. :-\
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my sister got me this cake. LOL!!!!!!!!!!
when her friend walked in with the cake i was like .. :o :o and my niece, Alysa was like "is that Ken barbie?" hahahaha
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birthday: thumbs down.
on the other side tho ..
i received some chilling news. and i'm so excited.
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the best msg i've got so far for my stupid birthday. lol
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tough.
for the next 4-5 weekends I will going home a lot. :) i think spending that many days with people who um ...
i've had enough. i'm gonna take an advice that a friend gave me a few days ago ...
do things for me.
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October. big month. lots to do. :D ;D
I hope they get these 2 acts. Even if I can't make it to the first one I hope the other one gets confirmed. ahhhhhh!! Very excited. I've been good way too long and seeing Jaytech just wasn't enough. But I did enjoy him tho. He played "Toca's Miracle" .. ;D ;D right when I said hi to James. hahaha!! He jumped up as high as I did too. ;D ;D
November is just around the corner too. There is so much in stored during that month also. I've got Give Thanks and so far I'm excited!! Heard of one confirmed DJ and it'll be great seeing him again. Hopefully I can get a record for him to sign. :D ;D and before Give Thanks we have Tiesto at Cow Palace!! They said it's going to be a concert but sadly the Cow Palace only opens 'til 2am. Hoping to hear some news on that soon.
i need me a good fix. ^-^
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Damn!
I wish I never got in that car accident with my brother when I was 13.
I wish I never got into that almost DUI accident when I was 23.
My back hurts like a biatch!! I can't think of any other reasons why my back has got this bad except for those 2 accidents. My chiropractor says it has to be one of those. And that I should've went to see somebody about my back problems the minute I felt pain. Before it was just pain that comes and goes ..Never stays too long but this past year has been so bad. I spend weeks trying to adjust my back. Sigh. Well, after these visits I hope it gets better.
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In Search of EDM ...
buddy. :( ..For ATB Chuey will be going with me since he's never seen ATB live before.
for sure he'll enjoy it. I don't know if it'll be packed but either way ..I know I'll enjoy it too.
for Oct. 17th, Stoneface & Terminal will be at 1015. I gotta find somebody to go with me. lol
so much for saving for Miami. ;D but I gotta see them!! haha
Its not very often that I do some soul searching .. (haha!) its funny. I know. I laughed at
myself too when I thought about that. But yea, I think its time. I'm 27 and I'm ...BLAH!! Ok.
You might not know what I'm talking about but I do and its time I make some serious changes. lol ;D
Let's hope I stick to my plans this time around or when the new year starts. :)
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do the right thing.
I think I'm pretty responsible. Ok ..Somewhat. ;D I've done enough to where I'm actually tired of it.
A little here and there won't hurt. Maybe just to keep my mind free from them things. Can't talk to
anybody about any problems when they suck more at their own.
My back is better. Still a little pain after getting up from bed but its better than before. I can crack
my back with no problems. O0 But driving is a biatch. I don't know what it is but if I don't have something
for support it'll hurt like a biatch. I hope it gets better by the time I do that super duper mission. lol!!
Ferry Corsten in Sacramento for the very first time!!
This I don't mind going by myself. Its not like I have anybody else anyways ..But I'm gonna try to ask
Jean to get me to meet Ferry. hahaha!! I hope. I wish. Fingers crossed. 4 days. I can see it already.
My eyes are gonna be even worse then it is now. ;D but who cares. One last time. :)
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Ferry was great in Chicago, you will enjoy it! :D :D Hope you feel better soon!
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Ferry was great in Chicago, you will enjoy it! :D :D Hope you feel better soon!
that's great.
i'm sure he'll do a great job here as well. hoping he throws it down hard. ekek ;D
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First time ever in Sacramento - Armin Van Buuren - Nov. 1st
Like whoa!!
So there goes my super duper mission. :( I was really excited to squeeze Ferry Corsten into the schedule but it looks like I'm going to drop the trip. I can still do it but 2 days in the midwest doesn't sound all that great to me. Oh well ..it was great planning. Its still a mission tho ..Ferry, Ferry, Armin, Armin. I just found out Roger Shah got replaced by 4 Strings so I don't think I'm gonna go to that one. I hope Amy confirms so I can be more super excited. lol!! ..Armin's gonna be on a Sunday. :o :o But I'll still do it. Fukk. I still have lots of pto to kill. My boss said that as long as I don't use them all at once (to help him out a little.) then I can take those days whenever I want to. And since it looks like Dec is going to be empty ..I'm gonna try and use them as much as I can until I'm done.
Working on Saturday again.
Looks like my boss rather spend time building their new house then watching the property. lol!! Its ok tho. Its not like I had any plans. I'll take another drive to Merced after work. :) And maybe get my stuff done there. I know I've been lagging.
another slow day at work. :-\
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Yay!!
No work on Saturday. :icon_cheers:
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No More!! >:(
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ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!! Myon & Shane 54 on Oct. 2nd
gosh, I need a edm buddy. :'(
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whooooo hooooooo!! Tiesto confirmed. 8)
I bought the ticket w/o asking anybody to go with me. But oh well ..I'll go regardless.
Its a concert goddamit. Its going to be an all Tiesto production. :buck2:
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The only one left is ..
Stoneface & Terminal. :-\ I need a buddy for this one.
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2 nights in a row.
I don't know what's wrong but lately I've been sleeping around 2am. I don't know if its the new place or not but I'll dooze in and out for like hours or so and then bam!! Up at 2am. :-\ Then I'll fall back to sleep and get like 2 hours of sleep before work. With the sleepless nights I'm debating if I should spend another weekend in Sac just to get more sleep. Last weekend was nice. Saturday I slept in all day!! Nobody bugged me. I could do it again this week ..But I thought I'd drive down to Merced and check up on my Mom. I received some crazy ass news the other day. My little sister text me and omfg. I was mad in a way. >:( :-X :-\ But I didn't say anything. I can't say anything anymore ..I'm just too disappointed.
On a brighter note ..I can't wait to :bootyshake: so I can clear my head.
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Too much? ???
.. On my mind. 3 hours of sleep every day for the past week. I got so desperate one night ..I actually drank 3 beers to see if I'd knock out. It didn't work. :-X I was up 'til 3am. Doing absolutely nothing!! I feel like I need sleep but when I get home I don't sleep. :confused1:
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shiet.. same here for me too!! I thinki I have a minor case of insomnia.
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shiet.. same here for me too!! I thinki I have a minor case of insomnia.
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Boring weekend.
I guess I'll have a 6pak to myself. :-\
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what a weekend. ;D
So, while I was at work on Friday thinking I didn't have anybody to go out with ..haha! After my long nap a buddy of mine called me and was like "watchu doing? come over and drink." ..so I get up and meet the boys. Once I got there they were like "I'm surprised you're home. WHY ARE YOU HOME ANYWAYS?" and I quickly answered "I don't have anybody to go out with. Otherwise, I'd be in SF." ..Being nice buddies they said "Wanna go? We'll go. We ain't got shit to do." ..and I was like "Serious?" ..haha!! So at 10:30pm ..we hopped onto the freeway and left for San Francisco. :D With the traffic we got to SF around 12:30am and caught Myon & Shane54. And they were fukkin' rockin' :headbang: Didn't get home 'til 6am. We pulled over to Denny's and grubbed first. lolz!!
On Saturday I picked up Ger and headed out to Penny's baby shower. On the drive there I was telling her that the Love Parade was happening now!! She was a little surprised that I wasn't there too. Of course I said I didn't have anybody to go with. She knew how much I wanted to be there ..So when we got around the corner Ger said "I don't have anything to do after the baby shower and David's not in town. I'll go with you if you want ..." So I'm like "Let's go!!" ..haha!! We got on the freeway and headed to SF. :D ;D Call me crazy!! :D :D It was a fun trip for Ger and I. Its been a while since she's been to SF and she misses it .. a little bit. LOL ..We got home about 10pm after grabbing some pho.
Today is Sunday and before I knew I was gonna do those trips to SF ..I said yes to work today. :-\ At 4pm on Friday my Boss lady called me and asked me to cover a shift. As boring as I knew it was gonna be I said yes. Its not too bad. I get a 3 day weekend this week. :)
good times!! good times!! Thanks!! :)
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Cosmic Gate - Dec. 10th ...Oh my!! :o
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Super tired.
I think I'm paying for all those late nights now. Saturday, I went to sleep at 10:30pm and got up at 6am for work. After work I took a nap. Woke up at 5:30pm ..Stayed up until 10pm and knocked out again. I've got the sniffles too. I can't wait for the 3 day weekend. :D ;D Maybe then I'll go get a duplicate copy of my Driver's License ;D ;D ..I don't know why I didn't do it when I registered the car. I forgot all about it. :-X
Here goes another boring day at work.
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tee, just a heads up. i got 3 bathtub. lol you're the only one with reciept so imma go get a diaper bag instead.
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tee, just a head up. i got 3 bathtub. lol you're the only one with reciept so imma go get a diaper bag instead.
are you serious??!! geesh. i picked that because it said nobody bought it already. what a bunch of ... :D ;D
oh well ..i should've gave you a gift card instead. hahahaha
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are you serious??!! geesh. i picked that because it said nobody bought it already. what a bunch of ... :D ;D
oh well ..i should've gave you a gift card instead. hahahaha
ahaha lol. that's cause you weren't the only one who shopped that morning! lol.
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ahaha lol. that's cause you weren't the only one who shopped that morning! lol.
for reals. ger said you can wrap one of those baby baths for her. hahahahahahaha
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for reals. ger said you can wrap one of those baby baths for her. hahahahahahaha
ahaha that's what they said. to re-gift for nai's brother. and then re-gift for ger too. that take care of all 3. lol
btw,so i guess i did too much on saturday. on sunday, i was sick all day and got a migraine late last night. my MIL went to some shaman lady down the street to check things out. and she says it's only because it's gonna be time. she says in 2 days at 10pm. she says a boy which we knew but i don't think my MIL told her and my MIL goes to her for every little things. if it's not about me, it's about nai's sis in law or the sister or her. she probably tired of her now. lol.. nah, but they cool. anyways, she's been right on the spot. what do you think?
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oh yeah...mission to see him with tha and lana=FAILED!! the guy says 8:45 on saturday. and then scan the ids and says, nope, he got his max visit for the week!! i was sooo soo disappointed. i build a lot of courage to go.
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oh yeah...mission to see him with tha and lana=FAILED!! the guy says 8:45 on saturday. and then scan the ids and says, nope, he got his max visit for the week!! i was sooo soo disappointed. i build a lot of courage to go.
what mission to see him? sorry, you lost me. lol ..scan what? max visit huh? where? doh? ??? ???
ok, that totally confused me. hahahaha
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what mission to see him? sorry, you lost me. lol ..scan what? max visit huh? where? doh? ??? ???
ok, that totally confused me. hahahaha
ahaha sorry. Thought you might have get it. Mission to see tha's bro. Lol
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ahaha sorry. Thought you might have get it. Mission to see tha's bro. Lol
oh dang. i didn't know there was a limit to visitations ???
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Yea. 2 a week sun to sat. His sis visit both time. Imagine wat he be saying if he knew Lana but his use it up. Lol. The one week. Cause nobody goes. Lol
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that sucks. haha!! well, Lana should try again .. :)
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I like this song. lolz!! :toothy6: I've been listening to the radio a lot. haha!!
Kelly Clarkson - Already gone
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die...
I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hurt you now I can't stop...
I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
"Perfect" couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go
I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone
Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye...
I want you to know
It doesn't matter where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone
I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on,
So I'm already gone
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Looking for a PT job.
Ok. I know I've said this many times before ..haha!! But I think it'll do me some justice if I find a PT job. Its not like I have anything to do from 4pm-???? and I've been having trouble sleeping too. To keep myself up and going ..Plus my Mom is doing so much better. :) Her hair is growing back. :hello2: I'm going to keep my eyes open. Oh, and the PT job would totally help me cut myself out of the EDM world. ;D ;D I've been doing too much damage for the past few years. ;D
Sigh. Another boring day at work. I've been starring at the comp monitor so long this morning ..my eyes are starting to hurt. :buck2:
Doh! After a month or so I finally cooked again at home. lolz!! I went out shopping for like 2 hours after I woke up from my short nap. I cooked, ate dinner, and then watched Gossip Girl. ;D And fell asleep at 10:30pm. My nights are starting to get better ..
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this picture just makes me wanna say "Ouweeee!!!!"
(http://www.bme.com/tattoo/A80401/high/npgc-newest-tattoo.jpg)
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I wanna get a new tattoo. something on my left arm. letters. sentence. meaning. Kinda like what Lights have.
I like her's ...even the font. looks pretty. :)
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funnies ..
Ger said that I'm gonna be one of brides maid when she gets married. hahahahahaha!! :D ;D
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3 day weekend was grrrrrreat. :)
Got lots and lots of sleep. My younger sister went to my older sister's place to babysit for the weekend while she went to work and boy oh boy!! Home has never been so quiet when I'm there. haha!! I did a lot of sleeping and a lot of movie watching. My baby brother and I stayed up 'til like 5am on Saturday night. hahaha!! My Mom and I got to do some shopping and did a little talking. She looks better but there's still pain. I couldn't do anything but sit and listen to her complain on Saturday morning. What could I have done? Tell her to take a pill so it'll knock her out cold? No. I told her to relax ..sit down. And stop trying to find things to do. ::) I swear. It did annoy me a little bit. But I couldn't argue with her. I'm as stubborn as she is. haha!! ;D
It was great being home. I kinda miss living at home but I still don't think I can handle it. I told my Dad to stop asking me. lol!! Unless I get laid off or something I don't think moving back home is something I want to do. Besides the family ..There's nothing there for me. Sac doesn't either but at least I have my job. :D
Here goes another boring week at work. :)
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alright. O0
I just turned in my request for October 30th-Nov 3rd off. And voila!! My boss said it was a-ok!!
With his parents gone for the next 3.5 months ..I didn't think it was gonna happen. :D ;D
I'm gonna make this fun. :)
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Cleaning out the phone list.
I have 32 numbers on my phone. I deleted all those numbers that I never use. Or will not use again.
I realize that when I'm :D ..I tend to collect numbers. We'll text the first week after meeting and then stop.
My head hurts. I think I've been starring at the comp screen too long. My boss is at a company meeting
so I've been slacking off the whole day. Reading and stuff .. blah. I need a nap.
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D-Day = Fail. What you doing this coming week? I wanna go dance this child out if it still in by the weekend. Which I highly belive so!
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its ger's bday tomorrow. but i'm gonna take her out to eat this weekend instead.
wanna join if you don't give birth by that time? hahaha ...not doing anything this week.
trying not to drive in this weather.
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Sounds good! Dr appt at 2 today. I'll give you update later.
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boy oh boy!!
I can't imagine things getting any worse. Points are down and it seems like everybody is doing bad at the moment. I got to work this morning and checked the numbers and ..Wow! This is the lowest I've seen since Dec. '08 ..I'm sooooooooooooo gonna hear it today when my boss comes in. :-X
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I'm doing it again.
I was sooooooooooooo oooooo tired yesterday. But I didn't sleep. Nope I didn't. Not even a nap. I tried to sleep at 11pm but I tossed and turned until 2am this morning. Oh man. The crazy things I was thinking about. Shocked Shocked Never again!! I've been having the hardest time sleeping for the past months.
I need a friend. A friend that I don't have to say much to. But to silently understand the things that have been going in and out of my life this past year. I've got like this switch that turns me off and on ..I'm always thinking that I need to get away. But really .. I need to face it. When I'm in Merced I've got to put on that strong face to hold back a lot of stuff. Its tough. Sometimes I think I shouldn't be there but I know what makes them say or do the things they do that makes me :sad5:. I don't spend enough time at home to see or hear the things that have been happening but when I hear it from others it saddens me that my family can't support each other at a time like this. Sometimes they say things that they don't mean ..I understand. They just pick the worst times to say it ...It hurts. I see the pain when I'm there. I try to help by saying all the positive things and show no emotions. But how long will that last?
When I'm in Sacramento, I put on that "I don't care" attitude. ..It doesn't get me anywhere but it clears my head. Majority of the time that I spend here ..I'm always alone. So its a little harder to cope with things. I can call somebody ..Yes I can. But who? Its not like I say much to anybody about anything anyways. I hate talking to people who think they understand how I feel but really they just make me feel even more shittier then I'll be. :-X
SOMEBODY TURN OFF THAT STUPID SAD SONG!! .... "don't crrrrrrrrrrrrr rrrrry out loud ....."
;D
Wake the fukk up Tee. Only you can make yourself feel better. :) Play that song I like.
Little bit lost and...
A little bit lonely
Little bit cold here
A little bit feared
But I hold on
And I
Feel strong
And I
Know that I can
Getting used to it
Lit the fuse to it
Like to know who I am
Been talking to myself forever, yeah
And how I wish I knew me better, yeah
Still sitting on a shelf and never
Never seen the sun shine brighter
And it feels like me
On a good day
And it feels like me
On a good day
I'm a little bit hemmed in
A little bit isolated
A little bit hopeful
A little bit cold
But I hold on
And I
Feel strong
And I
Know that I can
Getting used to it
Lit the fuse to it
Like to know who I am
Been talking to myself forever, yeah
And how I wish I knew me better, yeah
Still sitting on a shelf and never
Never seen the sun shine brighter...
And it feels like me
On a good day
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I've got that song in my head ..
beachball vs til the sky falls down (myon & shane54) :D ;D
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no surprise.
The idea of buying any clothes for my younger sister ..for her birthday is thrown out. lol!!! I didn't think it'd be that hard but I was trying to be nice this past weekend so I took her shopping. She's got this group interview for a job in the hospital and boy oh boy!! I took a look in her closet and she doesn't own any slacks!! hahaha. Even then ..the search for the perfect outfit was hard too. haha!! It was fun tho. I can't remember the last time me and my 2 sisters did anything together. ??? oh well ...
My next attempt is to take my little niece. She's a little biatch. LOL!! ...And I mean it. ;D But I felt bad she didn't join us so I'm gonna be super duper nice the next time I go back home and take her shopping. :) She's been an outcast ever since her and my sister got into that little .. :boxing: haha!!
Thursday is coming up!! 5 days off. I know I don't do jack shit at work but it'll be nice to be away from this place. A weekend is just not enough. This place just gives me too much shit. Especially when my boss is not here and I have to take care of his stuff. ::) I need a raise. lol
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my big break.
..Starts today at 3pm. I hope my boss remembers ..And they better not call me into work tomorrow morning cuz I know I won't be home til after 3am. haha!! :D I'm so excited. Not only for the events but to take this time out and enjoy myself. I've been really good the past few months. After my birthday or hell, after August I realize quite a few things and it just didn't seem like I responded well with anybody.
Its gonna be fun fun fun. See you next Wednesday. :)
Be safe. Be courteous.
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will do Forest. :)
Like whoa!
who needs time to recover. 12 hours of sleep and I'm back to work the next day.
I forgot how awesome those classic tunes are. the start of them all ..
On my way to Merced I popped in a cd that was made in 2001. Found it in one of those packed up boxes I have in the closet. lol!! ...anywho, I remember the sound of trance when I first started. Those were the times when you couldn't put EMO next to EDM. ;D ..lol. I was listening to Mario "all i need", Lange "i believe" and my favorite one out of the cd ...Verococha with "carte blanche" ..those tracks had that 1999 sound. haha!! I loved it.
I can't wait to see Tiesto. I read how much everybody enjoyed his set the past few week. I'm crossing my fingers for some magic to happen during the show too. Ah, can I really be ready for retirement? after all those 4 shows that I just did ..I feel like I'm just getting started. I'm so pumped up for the next few ones.
I just found out my boss didn't add those 3 days I requested off onto my pto time so I apparently have over 60 hours of pto to use before the year is over with. ::) My boss is lazy as hell. He either needs to pay me or let me take 2 weeks off for Christmas and NYE.
anywho, I gotta go and find out where my parents live now. lol!~!!!
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free this weekend? hu nplig for chimeng. come by. i'll give you details when i know more.
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I'll be in Sac this weekend. Yes. :) Give me a call ...Maybe I'll drag Ger with me? hahahaha
But ...will I only get to eat rice with kill chicken broth? LOL!!
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ahhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhh!
i dreamt about my Mom dying again. :-X :( :'( in the dream i was crying like a mofo. non stop. i woke up like "whoa!!" ..ehehe. people be telling me that its a good sign. that she will get better and everything will be ok. i believe she will be ok. her last treatment was 2 months ago ...her hair is growing back. and she looks more beautiful than ever. :) my Mom is still finding it hard to sport the short hair but its really not a problem for her.
her legs has weaken tho ...standing too long just gives her pain. i don't know what it is. that is why i went home and helped her set her room and the kitchen. i hate it when they move and nobody helps out to clear all the stuff. its like .."i pack my stuff, i'll unpack only my stuff." i dont' care if they biatch about not being able to find any pots and pans that they want cuz i put them all alway. hahaha!!
i didn't sleep much that weekend. that's why i left back to Sac around 10pm. i don't usually leave until midnight but i was super tired and i didn't want to stay later. i got home and crashed!! i've been sleeping around 9pm the last few days. been getting my sleep on. ;D this weekend i'm picking up my sister from Oregon. this will be her first time visiting since we've told her the news about my Mom. trying very hard not to get laid off ..she stayed and worked her butt off to get this time off to visit. my Dad is doing the eat 30 this weekend too. i haven't been home for it the past year. lol. but my dad is doing it on a Sunday cuz that's when my sister arrives. and she looooooooooooo ooooves kill chicken. hahahaha!!
i've been laying low since the 4 day weekend. trying to work ...more than usual. ;D its time to set some new goals. i haven't figured out what they are yet. lolz!! anywho, have a good day. its cloudy with a chance of rain. i'm just waiting to go home. crawl under the sheets and relax. :)
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I love this song. it sounds .. :smitten: with a little :( and some :'(
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VvGYYg40Ijw
Jason Walker - Down
I don’t know where I’m at
I’m standing at the back
And I’m tired of waiting
Waiting here in line, hoping that I’ll find what I’ve been chasing.
I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m gonna to fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
Never know why it’s coming down, down, down.
Not ready to let go
Cause then I'd never know
What I could be missing
But I’m missing way too much
So when do I give up what I’ve been wishing for.
I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m gonna to fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
Never know why it’s coming down, down, down.
Oh I am going down, down, down
Can’t find another way around
And I don’t want to hear the sound, of losing what I never found.
I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m gonna to fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
I never know why it’s coming down, down, down.
I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m gonna to fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
Oh it’s coming down, down, down.
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I'll be in Sac this weekend. Yes. :) Give me a call ...Maybe I'll drag Ger with me? hahahaha
But ...will I only get to eat rice with kill chicken broth? LOL!!
no worries. We do pig for baby. How it is gonna be cook I don't know. I can't eat it. I wanted sweet pork and deep fried. Ger planned on conning by this weekend. Oh and I be doing thanksgiving on 28th cause I bought turkey for 5 bucks. My first day off!!
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no worries. We do pig for baby. How it is gonna be cook I don't know. I can't eat it. I wanted sweet pork and deep fried. Ger planned on conning by this weekend. Oh and I be doing thanksgiving on 28th cause I bought turkey for 5 bucks. My first day off!!
Pig!! Yes. Boiled pork with greens. haha!! I can eat that. ;D I like to eat "Meat Little" ..say that in hmong. hahahahaha!! I will be in Sac on the 28th also. it'd be nice to be invited to a Thanksgiving dinner while I'm home alone. LOL!!!
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I'll let you know when I get more details.
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chillaxing.
Friday I hung out with the boys. They made me watch this hmong movie called "Nraug Laus" ...it was dumb. But funny. I dozed off for like 20 minutes, looked at the time and woke up like "damn!! it's 4:30am. i'm going home boys." lol!!! I slept in on Saturday ...met up with Ger and left to Penny's eat 30/hu plig watchmagee thingy. and went to bed at 10pm. lol!! it sure was a long day. Sunday I picked up my sister from the airport at 10am and headed to Merced. My family was doing the eat 30 too. good times. the whole family was there. we don't get that very often. :) I slept over and left to Sac at 4:45am this morning. :o :D ;D I was pretty awake. It was cold as fukk. lolz!!
5 more days until Tiesto. I'm so excited. Hell, I'm even looking forward to the solo drive there. lol!! :D ;D
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Dude, just lookEd at my bill. Just me alone for 4 days...37,469.07 and counting. That's not including 2,400 each for the surgeon and OB. Total so far since the 1st visit, 48,000. Whew.. Baby are expensive. That's half a house pAyment! I only paid 10 bucks copay the first time. And I don't paid premiums. I guess I gotta get a few kids out of sutter before quitting.
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Dude, just lookEd at my bill. Just me alone for 4 days...37,469.07 and counting. That's not including 2,400 each for the surgeon and OB. Total so far since the 1st visit, 48,000. Whew.. Baby are expensive. That's half a house pAyment! I only paid 10 bucks copay the first time. And I don't paid premiums. I guess I gotta get a few kids out of sutter before quitting.
goddam!! I'm definitely gonna adopt. hahahaha
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Dude adoption cost money too!! Probably as much. Court, paper, lawyer fees and all.
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or, i take the easy way out. get my sister to have my baby. hahahahaha!! jk
hey, i found that hmong movie i was telling you. the one they made at Lost Lake
where the guys picked up the girl on the road. lol
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Tiesto in 3 days!!
I got an email this morning from one of the girls who works for Skills saying that video cameras are not allowed. What a bunch b/s!! I'm gonna try and see if Jean will be nice enough to bring it in. Or hell, meet him inside and ask him for his All Access pass so I can run to the car and get it myself. hahaha!!
Above & Beyond in 6 days!!
I will be attending this one alone too so I asked Jean if I can seat in the back where the DJs will be spinning and he said yes. :hello2: Hopefully its a good turnout. 2 rooms. Trance and House. I asked Jean if I can bring in my video camera too. hahaha!! Not sure if I can yet but that would be cooooooooooooo l. 8)
Give Thanks in 10 days!!
I've been trying to get some records for Judge Jules and Mike Koglin but nothing yet. Hopefully I get them soon.
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ahhhhhhhhhhhh! 2 more days. I'm so excited. :D :D
So I got an email from Ruby Skye this morning. Saying that video camera are only allowed depending on the Cow Palace staff. I've gotten in with no problem before I hope I can this time too.
2.7 mile walk.
That's each way ..to work and home. I was up 'til 1am Wednesday morning. Woke up at 5:45am and thought ..."I feel like taking a walk" ...dumb ass. Now I'm cramping like a mofo. hahaha!! I left around 6:30am. I had on my hoodie with a jacket over it. ear muffs. my chucks. and my backpack with my work shoes in it. haha. And gotta have music. :headbang: I thought about doing it again this morning but I looked outside and boy!! It was cold. My car was iced up like a mofo. Maybe I could've done all that walking during Spring and Summer. Now its winter. Atleast I know I did it without any problems. Except when I got chased by a dog for 1/2 a block and when I was walking home on the bike trail ...this black homeless guy walked passed me and ran back bowing down. I took my headphone off and was like "..huh?" and he said "my sensei said I should bow at all the chinese people I see." ..I said "I'm not chinese." I put on my headphone and continued walking but he just kept bowing and he was mumbling something but I didn't pay attention. 2 minutes later he ran back to his shopping cart. lol!!
mmMmm ..hot chocolate on a cold day. :coffee2: :toothy6:
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awesome homel;ess guy!
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I was thinking that. Find a good looking intelligent donor and says hey, you don't mind another 9 months, right? But yea bring the mo ie next time you come around.
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I'll come by Saturday before I head out to Tiesto. I think I might hang out with the boys tomorrow night.
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Tomorrow is the day!! :D :D
all batteries are charged and ready to go!! ahhhhhhhhhh!!
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mutha fukker you shit man!! :cussing:
so i went on the skills website and found the link to where it says no cameras/videos are allowed. :'( i know skills usually encourage people to bring their cameras and video cameras for their show but this is the first i've ever seen. jean said i should still try tho. maybe go to the elder folks. i just hope i don't get a fukker. lol.
its raining.
i don't know if i should go out or stay in. i can definitely sleep while its raining. ;D maybe i'll cook. puahaha!!! i gotta get up early so i can make it to the super duper sale tomorrow. i text my younger sister about the sale and boy!! she went and told my brothers and nephews and they hella called me one at a time about how many pairs of Vanz they want. and what kind of color they want. i almost flipped out when my baby brother said he wanted 5 pairs. LOL!!! so i said "merry christmas. happy new year. and happy birthday." lol ;D
i hope it doesn't rain tomorrow. driving alone to SF in the rain. i am definitely gonna go early and drive carefully. i know how i get with i'm late and in a rush. crazy driver!!! lol ...i made it to SF once within less than an hour. i was switching lanes like crazy. until i got to the city and boy!! that was when i became so impatient. honking with the honks. haha. but the Cow Palace is in Daly City. i just want to get there early so i can park right in front of the venue. so that way it'll be close for me to walk to when they reject my camera. hahahaha!! hopefully jean will be nice enough to help me out if i don't get it in. i know they don't check shit if you go thru the side door. i know ...during POP i had my *ahem* ..in my right pocket and i forgot all about it. shit. i was carrying like 15-20 pills. LOL!! after we sat down and i was ready to pop ..i flipped out like a mofo. lucky ass got away with it. won't do that again. ;D
i'm in a happy mood today. even with the gloomy sky and rain i feel good. :)
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funny weekend. ;D
so Friday i decided to go hang out with the boys again. i left home about 2am and when i got to my apt ...this dog chased me. lol!!! lucky i didn't lock the screen door. i ran, opened the screen door. covered myself with it while i tried to open the door. haha. i ran so fast i didn't hold onto my phone. after i got settled in and noticed my phone was gone. i freaked out like a mofo. after an hour i slowly walked outside and tried to look for it. i couldn't remember if i dropped it at my friends place or if i fell out of my pocket. i couldn't sleep at all. hahaha!! i was worried sick. i was not ready for a new phone. not just yet. ;D
on Saturday i woke up super early. did another walk thru in the grass for the phone and drove to my friends place to see if it was there. he then gave me his phone to use for the day cuz he knew i was gonna be in SF and boy, i was mad, and sad at myself. lol!! after i left to their place i went to Ger's. she was trippin' out too cuz we were gonna go shopping together. it's not like me to ignore her calls or cancel without any notice. she was gonna drive to my apt to see if i was dead or alive. hahahaha!! after shopping we drove to West Sac to have some thai food. after lunch i was like ..."let's stop by my apt and search for it again" so i took about 5 steps into the bushes and VOILA!!! it was in there. tucked inside the bushes and on the mudd. :hello2: haha!! i was so relieved.
later that evening i got ready and drove to SF for the Tiesto show. :) alone. i can't believe i made it there alone. lol!! the show was pretty good. the beginning was off the hooooooooook!! i popped 2 that night and it did me no justice. i had a headache for about 20 minutes. that's when i started to dooze off. overall, the show itself was awesome. at the end of Tiesto's set he announced an afterparty at Ruby Skye. all week they were giving out free guestlist and i think they knew Tiesto was gonna be there. at the door i paid $10. i was one of the suckers. lol. oh yea, i made the afterparty alone too. hahahahaha!! the show was banging. i really dig DadaLife but i wish Tiesto played from his own cd case. he spent more time flipping thru Dada's case than the decks. i got the whole set recorded. 1 hour. exactly!! :D ;D i didn't leave Ruby Skye 'til 4:45am. my phone was dead so i didn't know what time it was. but when i paid my parking ticket at the garage that's what it printed out.
and oh yea, i met that Fong guy again!! hahaha. it was funny. they closed down the downstairs entrance so i had to go thru the side to buy alcohol. as i was walking he was waiting in the water line. i looked at him. he looked at me. and then we pointed at e/o and laughed. lol!! he's the same guy that tried to "slow dance" with me during Tiesto in Sac. LOL!!!!
my roll was so bad i even stopped by a BK for some food. if i eat during a roll ..you definitely know i had a shitty ass roll and that shit did not do anything for me. LOL!!! and i really needed something to do to keep myself awake. i was singing along to a lot of edm but that didn't work. hahaha. i spent all day stressing over my phone that i didn't take a nap before leaving to SF. and i usually take atleast a 1.5 hr nap before hitting the road. i was super tired as hell. plus all that alcohol during Tiesto didn't help either. i must've dozed off like 10 times. found myself in between 2 lanes a couple times. thank god there was no cars. :-X lol. i finally got home around 6:20am. passed out and boy, did i sleep that shit off. didn't wake up 'til 3:34pm. LOL!!!
got a text from ger and went back to her place for some bbq with her family. :)
tomorrow night is Above & Beyond. i requested Wednesday off so it should be off the hook. my goal is to get fukked up cuz i was way too sober at Tiesto. lol!! i'm disappointed at the hook up. >:(
whew* ...fun fun fun!!
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Above & Beyond TONIGHT!!
after this year is over with ..I'm gonna have to be really careful. that means cutting out a lot of things. :-\ :-X
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Above & Beyond was great. And I really enjoyed Boom Jinx!! :)
Boom Jinx came on with so much energy. Started banging the minute he got on. I missed the beginning of A&B's set but I heard nothing but boom boom ... :D ;D. I was sober as a dog. Until my ho3s came thru. hahahaha!! Sarah and her buddy were pimpin' drinks and every time I turned around to see if they were ok ...they were on missions to bring me back a lot of drinks. ;D ;D so I got wasted like a mofo. I hate mix drinks. :uglystupid2:
I got to talk to Boom Jinx for a bit after his set. He was waaaaaaaaaaaaa aasted. ;D Got to take a few pictures with him. After Above & Beyond was done I got to meet Jono again and Paavo for the very first time. :) Boom Jinx was actually one of the last ones to leave Barcode. haha!! He literally walked out thru the front with us. :D ;D Good times!! Good times!!
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Give Thanks!
I'll start out by saying ...I cannot rely on anybody else when it comes to driving to SF. It's always gotta be me. lol. I won't mention who I had to go with but NEVER AGAIN!!! ;D Now, the party was off the hook. It wasn't as packed as I thought it'd be but the music was great. I met Mike Koglin right when he entered and from then on ..all we did was drink. He's an awesome guy. And when I said .."Play hard" he said .."how hard?" ...LOL!! after his set we went upstairs where all the djs were chilling at and that's where I met Richard Durand. He was there early ..getting his drink on. I got to meet Judge Jules just within 15 minutes before he went on. All 3 of them actually stayed after their set except for Richard cuz he had to close but still ..they were just chilling back there with us. I got to sit down and make jokes with Richard ..he's a funny guy.
Pictures to come soon. I can't find my usb cord. lol!!
I hope Cosmic Gate will be the last show ...I don't mind NYE either but it kinda looks that way. I can't believe I didn't even roll for the past couple of shows. I've been getting drunk and man. I shouldn't be allowed next to people who smoke weed cuz I sure as hell didn't enjoy my time at Give Thanks for the last hour. LOL!! I'll be fine after Dec. 10th.
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I forgot to mention that I lost my phone for reals this time. LOL!!
I dont' know what happened. I'm sure they wanted to be fair with the whole backpack thingy so instead of having me check my backpack in at coat check ..jean told me to leave it backstage. And so I did and I carried my phone with me while walking back and forth to the bottom room and back to the main stage. It might fell out between those times. I wasn't as mad but I did panic a little bit. LOL!! oh well ..fukk it. Its not like anybody calls me. I'm not worried about getting a new one.
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Dude you really do need to worry bout getting a new one! I gotta call you!
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Dude you really do need to worry bout getting a new one! I gotta call you!
well, i can't get a new one until i go to Merced. the phone is under my brother/sil's name. lol
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Ok. I guess it's ph and myspace then. What do I do after 3? Btw, 30 days gone. I sorta have an appetite. I want good food!!
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there's this bomb ass Thai food by my place. well, not by but its on Jefferson.
its called .. Vientiane. they got Lao style papaya too!! lol
ger and i have been going there lately. i'm free today. plus i can use a little rice in me. LOL!!
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U mean u have not have rice? Lol. Today then. I'll have to drive. What time? And addy to the place since u got no phone.
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Ok. I haven't had rice since Thursday. hahahaha
3:30pm ok?
Vientiane Restaurant
1001 Jefferson Blvd
500
West Sacramento, CA 95691
once you exit off of Jefferson ..turn Left onto Jefferson
restaurant is on your Left before Chevron gas station.
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don't laugh but ..
tee thinks its time to go back to school. :-X
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ok i'll be there.
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Christmas and NYE off.
for the first time in 5 years i finally get christmas off. and nye w/o requesting it too. lolz!! what will i be doing? nothing. i will be at home with the family. i'm sure my family will be at fresno for the new years but there is no way in hell i am babysitting. fukk that. this will be my time to relax. :) ;D ..i'm not gonna do fresno new year either.
a lot of changes are going to be made. i hope i get through it ...its going to be a little tough the next few months but i'll manage. taking away all the trips and shows. i know i will definitely miss it. unless its in Sac i'm sure i'll have no problem. lol!!! no tee!! no. :-X ;D everything will be ok. :)
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School sounds good. I'm waiting for nai to get a hospital job so I can quit. Otherwise i'll have to get a few more kids out of sutter before quitting. I'm giving him a year. My turn to stay home and be the prfessional student. Lol that's if I don't go insane.
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a year. i hope that's enough time for him. is he still searching and working at the same time? ekeke.
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I miss home.
I haven't been home for over 2 weeks. :-X I can't wait to go home this weekend. for what? I'm just sick and tired of staying in Sac alone. LOL!! i was thinking about moving into a smaller place too. there's no need for a 1 bedroom. i can do ok with just a studio. maybe somewhere in downtown. i just hate the parking there. a monthly parking fee is like $30. and its usually street parking only. during the weekdays would totally suck. but we'll see how next year is. i thought about rooming again ...but i like my space. i don't have to clean up after anybody else but myself. i'm not as loud when i'm by myself. if i share ...i'm usually in my room anyways. give me a room with a bathroom and i'm set. lol!! we'll see. i'm just kinda thinking a little here and there ..trying to save save save. :) i love my gas and electricity bill. ok, i'm never really home but when i am ..the tv is usually running while i sleep. since i've moved here my monthly utility bill is like $24-$26. lol!!
blah. today is my friday. :)
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a year. i hope that's enough time for him. is he still searching and working at the same time? ekeke.
He still needs his externship. He will still be working when they find him one.
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ah, i see. that's tough ..
that means you don't get to see him at all. haha!! hey, that one movie is at Tha's place.
today is my friday ...maybe i'll drive over there and bring it to you. ;D
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Hey, if not seeing him means more money, go for it! Lol he's been working a lot of ot. Sometime he doesn't get home till 2am. I'm like keep it up! More shopping money. Every once in a while he tries to complain bout having to work and being tired when I stay home all day. I just laugh. He knows better not to complain.
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yo penny. if you're reading my journal ...
my sister told me to invite you to her baby shower this Friday. lol
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This Friday? Where at? Oh yea. I forgot to tell you I saw them. I saw xa and was like dang she hella look like xa. I look at the people she's with and didn't know them. Didn't see your mom. Didn't recognize pang. I was going to come back to tell you I saw your sis twin. I was staring at her and walking I almost crash into the pole with chimeng in my arm. Lol that must be the niece? Dang!! What happen to the cute skinny girl we met years ago? And ur mother looks good. She aged since I last saw her.
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did you see my older sister from Oregon? lolz!! they were taking her to the airport. and yea, Julie got fat. LOL!!!!
ok, did you see my mom sporting the short hair? lol!! cuz i told her to stop wearing the wigs. ;D she looks good.
yes, this friday in Merced. go visit your Mom this weekend and stop by Merced first to grub. lol
she's doing it late. at 5pm. her work schedule is weird. she's got friday's and sunday's off.
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I didn't realize it was her till I left. I can't do Merced. So tell her I say congrats...AGA IN. Lol I'm already planning to stay in Fresno with chimeng for a week. So yea, babies do get you stuck. Can't just up and go anymore. Always having to plan esp with breastfeeding. Went shopping over the weekend. Could have went all day and be done, but no. Gotta come home to feed after every store. Lol.
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oh geez!! lol.
yea, that's what happens when you breastfeed. oh well, i'll give her the msg. :D ;D
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oh yea, text me your number. make sure your name is on there too. lol
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west sacramento ..
is sooooooooooooo oooooo weird. ok, so i took a nap after i got work yesterday. lol!! i didn't get home 'til 1:30am Sunday night and that only gave me like 4 hours of sleep before getting up for work. i was in the middle of a dream ..when i woke up to the sound of "HO HO HO!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!" ...lol. kids screaming that sounded like cries. santa's voice singing. wtf?? so i got up ..turned the tv off just to listen if i was trippin' or not. and i wasn't. lol!! i walked outside ..to my car and saw a float. a single float with christmas decorations. lights. and a santa claus waving to the kids. loud music and kids walking behind it. out of no where ..that float came around my block. haha. i don't remember my dream but damn, i sure thought it was a bunch of kids crying and shit. scared me a little. lol.
downgraded. :-\
so i lost my phone. and my sister found me this nokia just to use until i know what i want. i swear i cannot text for shit with this phone. LOL!!! i'm so use to a pda touch screen phone i can't text using the numbers. haha!! it took me a while to respond to a few texts last night. ;D ...my sil said that my phone line was good for an upgrade but after looking around in the att store i couldn't make up my mind. so i got me just a sim card. for free. :D they said that since we've been a value costumer for 5 yrs ...the sim card would be free.
Cosmic Gate this Thursday :)
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so did you get an email saying you're the winner because i didn't :'(
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so did you get an email saying you're the winner because i didn't :'(
I didn't. :( :'( Tickets at United State is $17 total.
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empire right? that's where they are performing?
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Yes. I do want to see them again. If you dont' go I think I'll go alone and catch them at 11pm.
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nah i don't think i'll be going cause i'll be gone all weekend so gonna hang out with frances.
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no prob.
i'm ok with going alone. lol.
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btw Frances hella ditched me last night to hang out at my folks so she can hango ut with her cousins.....du de i was home alone with no car and nothing to do!!!! was so bored and lonely and sad.
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was so bored and lonely and sad.
hey, that's me every night. puahahahaha
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hey, that's me every night. puahahahaha
aww tee we need to find ourselves bf for those lonely nights! lol!!!
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for reals. :D :D i'm ready to open up now. LOL!!!
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oh shit. i just hit 100 pages on my journal. Yay!! hahaha :hello2:
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i was going to say yea page 100!! that deserves some celebration!!! eggrolls tonight at my house?
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for reals. :D :D i'm ready to open up now. LOL!!!
me too!!! btw i'll let you know how much i open up after this weekend....lol jk
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i was going to say yea page 100!! that deserves some celebration!!! eggrolls tonight at my house?
eggrolls? hell tittie yes!! :hello2: :hello2:
me too!!! btw i'll let you know how much i open up after this weekend....lol jk
;D ;D
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eggrolls? hell tittie yes!! :hello2: :hello2:
;D ;D
yea i have a few left that i still need to make. so what else you wanna eat. everything i have at home is frozen so gotta stop by the store. you want spaghetti? fettuccini?
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fettuccini sounds good. :icon_thumleft:
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okie wen u pick me up please remind me to go to the grocery store...lol... gonna make it from scratch too....very creamy and cheesy!!
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oooooooooooooo oooo!! i'll just munch on small things when i get home. and save my appetite 'til then. ;D ;D
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for christmas ..i would like to get the Armin Only The Book. lol!! :) ;) :D ;D
(http://www3.armadamusic.com/mailmanager/newsletters/2009/armadanewsletter040909/images/newsletter-armada-September-1_06.jpg)
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My voicemail and txt MSG is all screwed up. Can't txt. I'll pm u. Btw, what's your sis having. And that girl sure hides baby. She really doesn't look pregnant.
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she's having another girl. this time she's actually showing. lol.
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hey, you didn't pm me!! lol
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Cosmic Gate TONIGHT!! :D :D
So excited. Its gonna be great. I think this will be my last show since I don't have anybody to go with me to the NYE party at 1015. :( Anywho, after Cosmic Gate ..I'm gonna take a long nap and head out to Merced. My sister's having a baby shower and I didn't even shop for her yet. LOL!!!!
Today is my Friday. :)
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don't forget me ok. ;D
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i have to pick you up again today? lol
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oh hell tittie no!! i just got an email from morningstar about winning the ticket.
they said that if i purchased a ticket ...i can get a full refund at the door. damn!! i lost $7 to Sarah. LOL!!!
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LMAO! DAMN TEE! IT'S JUST NOT YOUR WEEK!! LOL!!! ANYWAYS NO NOT PICK ME UP JUST REMEMBER TO DROP ME OFF AT WORK FRI AFTERNOON. BTW I'M NOT YELLING AT YOU
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well, i hope she finds me a good candy then cuz she said she'd hook me up. LOL!!
oh yes. i'm pretty sure i'll be awake by then. ;D
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man, it says Empire closes at 1am. i hope that's not really true. maybe 1:30am. ;D
it looks like they have 3 openers? ahhh.
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man, it says Empire closes at 1am. i hope that's not really true. maybe 1:30am. ;D
it looks like they have 3 openers? ahhh.
is addim one of them?
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hell tittie no!! addim has nothing to do with this show. hahahahahaha
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so, my boss told me to take the 24th and 25th off to cut payroll. and i was like ... grr >:(. but what he doesn't know is that i'm gonna ask for my paid vacation. puahahahahahah a!!!
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whoooooooooooo o!!
Thursday - Cosmic Gate
It was banging!! I felt like I needed to dance but I couldn't move!! hahaha!! It was good seeing them again. :) I'm so behind the music but when Cosmic Gate came out ...I was like :headbang: every single track was just straight banging. The promoters were saying something about great production but the production was very much like Ferry's and Armin's. ::) Maybe the visuals played on the screen was different but setting was the same. Sound wasn't turned up like Ferry and Armin's either. Why? Because the place was empty as hell. lol!! More empty then Ferry!! I would say they had about 200 people there. 250 max!! Still Cosmic Gate threw it down ...And I had a great night.
Friday - Recovery
I didn't wake up until 10am. ;D No work. And Christine slept over too. She woke up ...And I decided to cook a little something ..Just to fell ourselves up. After we ate I lounged for a bit and even knocked out for another hour or so. hahahahahaha!!! After talking I decided to head for Merced at 1pm. Traffic was unbelievable. There was traffic up until Elk Grove. Then a little in Modesto. But I made it safely to Merced. Got there early and help my sister cook for her baby shower. Soooooooooooo much food. It was fun to have my brothers and sisters all together playing games and stuff. Its not often that we do things like that . Plus my brothers made it so much more fun. haha!! We didn't expect them to join in on the games but they wanted to play so with just 4 games it took us 3 hrs to finish. LOL!! :D ;D
Saturday - Home in Merced
I finally slept in the new house. For the past 2 weeks I've been sleeping over at my older sister's house. Why? Because she keeps making me do stuff for her. Like babysit. >:( lol. We stayed home all day and what did we do? Watch movies. ;D ;D
Sunday - Home in Sac
After a long day at my older sister's house ...I got home at 1am last night. For some odd reason my Mom and I ended up at my sister's place. Then my younger brother and his wife showed up. Then the house got filled up with everybody. lol!! We were there for hours. By the time we left it was 9pm. And I was packed and ready to get on the road.
I don't usually see/talk to my older brother but after last night I realized how distant they were towards the family. Its like talking to a wall. Some times I wanna ask him why he does the things he does but who am I to care if he doesn't ..right? Right. Anywho, December ...I just want to sigh and wait for it to be over. :)
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and and ...
I know I said Cosmic Gate might be my last edm show but Sarah wants to do NYE so if all goes well, I might just get to see Super 8 & Tab ..and Above & Beyond again. :-X :D ;D Sarah lags a lot so we'll see what happens. She said she'll buy her tickets this Friday when she gets paid. lol!!
and I cut my hair. um, how did my sister call it? shagged it? iono. hahahaha!! ok, its really not a big thing but after the last time I let my sister touch my hair ..I couldn't wait for it to grow out. ;D ;D
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since December 1st ..
i've been entering Above & Beyond's 31 days of prize giveaways and the one day i did not enter (friday, the 11th) they did the drawing for 1x pair of vip tickets to their nye show for sf or la. :'( but what are my chances to win anything? lol!!! 1 in a million. ??? :-\
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OK COSMIC GATE WAS SUPPOSE TO BE YOUR LAST PARTY!! OK! BTW GOT BRUISES ALL OVER MY LEGS AND THIGHS! I KNOW FUN WEEKEND! LOL.
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you guys played a dominatrix couple? lol
glad you had a great time. :)
nye was suppose to be the last show but i said cosmic gate because i didn't have anybody to do the nye show with me. :-\ but sarah asked me what show was for nye and if i'll go. so if they go i'm gonna go. puahahahaha
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you guys played a dominatrix couple? lol
glad you had a great time. :)
nye was suppose to be the last show but i said cosmic gate because i didn't have anybody to do the nye show with me. :-\ but sarah asked me what show was for nye and if i'll go. so if they go i'm gonna go. puahahahaha
we'll see if sarah get her ticket. that girl is 50/50.
as for dominatrix um HELL TO THE NO!!! it was kumasutra he is middle eastern lol!
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she text me yesterday on where to get tickets. she said she'll buy it on Friday when she gets paid.
i told her to text me when she buys it so then i can get mines. lol!!!
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she text me yesterday on where to get tickets. she said she'll buy it on Friday when she gets paid.
i told her to text me when she buys it so then i can get mines. lol!!!
dude you shold tell her let's go get it together pick me up! hahahaha atleast that way you know she's going.
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but tickets are sold online only. ???
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I look 17 and 20lbs lighter. puahaha!!!
too bad it was all in the camera. :-X :-\ :( ;D
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dude!! barcode with that hair style! come one and empire on saturday!! i'll be DD and cockblocking the ugly guys away! come one let's OPEN UP!!! lol btw you look very pretty in that picture.
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ekeke!!
i was gonna start opening up when the new year comes around and when i lose 20lbs. hahaha!!
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nye.
maybe i won't do nye. somebody's gotta take my mom to SF for another scan. and since i'm getting all these days off ..i'm the best candidate to drive her. plus i wanna know the results too. after her last radiation we had hope that everything would be better. her hair is growing. her appetite is back. well, a little .. ehehe. but a week or two ago when my younger sister took her to Modesto ..the doctors had said it might have spread to her chest. its not confirmed but to be safe they want us to get another scan done.
i'm gonna be taking a total of 6 days off. i'm not all zippy ..hooray about the days off but if i gotta kill the vacation days i gotta do it by the end of the year. and its really not a big deal for me. not anymore since i don't have anybody to hang out with anyways. lol!!! merced new year? fresno new year? i'm gonna be off that whole week for fresno new year but i'm not wasting a dime to drive there. :) save save save. i have a reason now.
i'm done. i just want a fresh new start. and i mean it this time. :)
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dude serious? 20lbs....how about we start right now anyways...thur s is n 2 days come on trial run of u opening up?
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i'm serious. ;) :D ;D 2 day trial? what's that gonna help me? lol.
i'm a money saver. if i had the machines like you do ..i'd be on it every single day.
wanna sell it to me? hahahahaha
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i'm serious. ;) :D ;D 2 day trial? what's that gonna help me? lol.
i'm a money saver. if i had the machines like you do ..i'd be on it every single day.
wanna sell it to me? hahahahaha
i've been wanting to get ride of it. if you want it i'll give it to you for $75 good condition and i'll even throw in the other one too!
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both of them? umm, where am i gonna put it? hell, how am i gonna get it to my apt? hahaha
ok. keep it 'til next month. i'll figure it out. ;D how come you don't use them anymore? ???
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both of them? umm, where am i gonna put it? hell, how am i gonna get it to my apt? hahaha
ok. keep it 'til next month. i'll figure it out. ;D how come you don't use them anymore? ???
i joined 24hr fitness but i cancelled my membership and waiting to re-enrolled and pay $300 for 2years. i paid that amount for just 1 year, so waiting til the end of year to be out of their database and going to costco to get the 2year membership which turns out to be about $12-15bucks a month vs the $25 a month i was paying for the year.
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ah, do you find it better working out at public places then at home? more motivations?
i guess that's a good deal. but i don't think i'd use it for 2 yrs. lol!!
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i know i can do 2 years i would have continued but i want that deal. anyways if you want the elliptical let me know i'll get a truck for you.
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I'll let you know. :)
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why oh why?
why don't i have friends who can teach me how to spin? lol!! i'd like to have me some jam sessions too. :)
i don't want to become a dj ..i just want to learn. i wish i was more into the whole thing when i was younger.
why didn't i buy a pair of cdjs when i was still living with the girls and saving like crazy? ??? :uglystupid2: :idiot2:
i did live in my room. why didn't i just do it? ugh. when i think back ..i should've. could've. would've. but didn't. :(
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christine, wanna room together? so i can save up for some cdjs? puahahahahahah ahaaaaaaaaaaaa aa
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christine, wanna room together? so i can save up for some cdjs? puahahahahahah ahaaaaaaaaaaaa aa
sure if you like. wanna look for a place or you like the place i already chosen its on 11th & T it's an upstair level next to chinese market and no neighbors downstairs. let me know. it's 850 for 2 bedrooms.
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how's the parking? i'd be saving $170 a month if i do. ;D ;D
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how's the parking? i'd be saving $170 a month if i do. ;D ;D
the downside is it's only street parking, but i know he owns the parking lot next door to the chinese restaurant and it's not gated and they usually are never full and probably can work something out with that. it's a chinese man. the rent is 850 and deposit is next month's rent of 850 totally 1700. i believe he pays garbage and water, but the old man won't talk to me until the end of the month because there are still tenants living there. anticipating move in date mid jan. 2010
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do i have to get that green parking tag for street parking? ??? ekkks. um, let me think about it.
i do have to put a 30 day notice. and i wanna know for sure that you'll get the apt before i even
put the 30 day notice in. hahaha
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do i have to get that green parking tag for street parking? ??? ekkks. um, let me think about it.
i do have to put a 30 day notice. and i wanna know for sure that you'll get the apt before i even
put the 30 day notice in. hahaha
oh trust me i'm going to get that apt. the old man knows my voice already cause i kepts calling him like crazy at the end of november to put a deposit down for the place, but he kept saying call back end of december. so i'm just patiently waiting. i'll let you know. i was gonna call him today but left his number at work gonna call him tomorrow when i'm at work. yea i'm home today. school done. so just work now.
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Ok. how about this? if its confirmed ..you move in Jan. and i move in Feb after my 30 days.
i will give you deposit and rent. and maybe add my name on the lease then?
or we can keep it under your name. lol
my dad talked to uncle txiv fong and he told my dad to tell me to live with him!! i was like hell tittie no!!! hahahahaha
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Ok. how about this? if its confirmed ..you move in Jan. and i move in Feb after my 30 days.
i will give you deposit and rent. and maybe add my name on the lease then?
or we can keep it under your name. lol
my dad talked to uncle txiv fong and he told my dad to tell me to live with him!! i was like hell tittie no!!! hahahahaha
well if i get a yes from him tomorrow i'll let you know. i've been driving by it and i don't see anyone living in there but there are still plants on the balcany so maybe the people are in the process of moving out and then you know they have to clean the apt and all. so we'll see. if anything i'll probably just go for a feb mov in date with u so it'll be easier. as for the lease you can put you name on it if you like or wecan keep it under mine idc.
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ok. just let me know how it goes. i'm looking to save as much as i can. lol!!
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ah, my friday.
i'm debating if i should drive to Merced again or not? :-X i know i'm gonna be bored as hell at home if i do stay.
i might just go. the new year is this weekend and i can use some papaya. and some sticky rice. yeeeeeeeeeeaaa aah!! ;D i'm not gonna attend the new year but i can always get my sister to bring me back some. lol.
i get 6 days off for Christmas. i'm just gonna sleep. sleep and maybe get some more sleep. ;D ;D just kidding. this will be my time to spend with the family. no school for them. no work. well, for some ... i know i'm taking the 24th-29th off but i will return on the 30th and 31st to work. i'm debating if i wanna drive back to Merced then also.i just might. i canceled above & beyond with sarah. i don't think i want to spend that much. i know i'm doing all that's necessary to save. and i do need to learn how to stay in Sac more. :-X :-\ too much driving back and forth to Merced. i know i go there every weekend and it does sound good to move back home but just the thought of living in Merced is like :idiot2: ...
and the other day while i was at ger's and david's ...they were so :o :o when i told them i wasn't gonna do anything for new years eve. haha. so david said for me to come over and he'd drink with me. :) ;D i might just do that. to save some gas $$. its gonna be a pain heading back to Merced after just 2 days of work.
anywho, back to work. its foggy outside and i'm sitting at my desk with a hot cup of chocolate. yummmmm!!! :) ;D
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not one of my best weekends.
i want to stand in an open field with nothing around me and scream my head off. i want to curse at everyone and everything. doesn't anybody else feel the things i feel when i hear those kind of stuff? how can they sit around listening to that shit and not wonder ..."i need to step up my game. and make this right. do more. help more." they're selfish. self centered. arrogant. ignorant. self indulgent. and i can't help them. its not fair that i am the one to listen to all the b/s while they sit around minding their own business in their rooms not knowing what's being said outside their door. i've come to the conclusion that they are no good mutha fukkers who feels no pain. i don't understand how it can be ignored. how can they live through hearing that stuff every single day? are they really that heartless? do they not feel for anybody else but themselves? i am left with anger. sadness. worried. terrified with what the outcomes may be if one day it did really happen. i wanted to cry. but i didn't ...why do i have to feel all the hurt? oh yea, that's right. I CARE.
i am debating if i should return to that hell hole they digged up this week. i know its going to seem like i'm asking for more but where else am i going to go? there is no one to talk to or no where to be at ...i will leave my screams and my yells ..in my head. i've been driving myself crazy the past year already. and nobody really understands.
i left angry. i went to sleep feeling the same. i woke up feeling the same. i came to work ...still the same. and having a costumer yell at me for something my coworker did wrong last night is just making everything so much more than i want to take. i am just biting my tongue right now. how many breaks can i take?
i am just so sad. :sad5:
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whooooooooo-sa. :)
i'm still a little :tickedoff: and a little :idiot2: but all things must pass ...and i don't want to dwell on things so i'm a little O0. i still haven't decided what i'll do for the holidays. i just don't want it to be a nightmare. no more storming out of the house too. >:( :-X maybe this time i'll stick through all the :argue: and make sure everybody hears it. ;D j/k. i will not become like one of them. :)
the end is near. i'm open to start anew. the beginning of a new year usually starts out good for me ..and then it ends pretty bad. :-\ i hope this changes. i hope i can stick to what i have in mind. i mean, i really don't have anybody left to make me feel like i want to do the things that i normally do ... my ------> edm. i will have to be content with how things will be for me this year.
after a night of hard pouring rain ..today is beautiful. :)
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well, hello friday.
it was freezing cold this morning. :o :o lucky my windshield wasn't frozen or anything. i hate waking up extra early just to start the engine. clean the windows. sit in there. and wait for the car to warm up. :-X well, i've decided to head to merced after work. i'm gonna stop by the SF Market and grab some stuff ...and maybe cook tomorrow. :) i don't cook very much when i'm in Merced. lol ...well, almost never. i make my sister do it. why? because she's always hiding. ::) i figure ..if she can hide this much when i'm there she is always hiding when i'm not. i'm gonna bare through the holiday and hope for the best. i know it won't be like any other times but ...i do hope its a quiet one. i like quiet.
i slept like a baby last night. i felt like i slept for hella long when i woke up this morning at 3am. i must have fell asleep around 8pm. i woke up at 9pm. watched Carrie Underwood's holiday special on Fox for 30 minutes and fell asleep again. ;D i'm gonna need it. i usually take naps before i head out to Merced ...why? because i know i'm going home to a house filled with a bunch of kids. 10 kids total. from ages 12months-14yrs old. :-\ i usually include my baby brother too. he's 17 but he stills messes with the kids as much as a little kid himself. lol.
i'm in a ok mood today. :)
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5 day vacation goes South.
from the moment i left work ...my mood totally changed. ok. i won't get into all the details but fukk. I AM A TOTAL BIATCH. :-X it was to everybody. but i wasn't the only one either. ::) the only time i enjoyed myself was ...this morning. on the drive home. while listening to A State Of Trance Year Mix 2009. :-X :D ;D
next time i will do better. be better. i won't be going home the next few weekends. :( but i do hope that i improve on my attitude with everybody. i know i felt as if the world has collapsed on me. and everybody is just hanging on my shoulders. but that should be no excuse. i am just as tired ...they just don't see it. i hope they change their ways as well. the only person who enjoyed my company was my little brother. lol!!
i spent most of my time alone. every year everybody does their own thing anyways. to come home or not i wasn't surprise. i sat by the fireplace most of christmas day. everybody was gone. well, my mom and dad was home with me for a bit but they did no justice. they left in a quickness after many phone calls later. on my 3rd day of vacationing i get a call from work. i knew i shouldn't have picked up. it was my coworker calling for my boss. he wanted me to come in a day early. i sooooooooooooo o did not want to say yes but i did anyways. ::) now i just lost 1 day of vacation pay. :-\ oh well ..this year i will use it wisely. i know i won't be seeing anybody as how i did the past few years. so when i take a vacation ...i will make it worth the trip. :)
well, new years eve is coming up. i am so very sad to say that i am staying home this year. :-\
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wanna go to thunder valley w jamie n I? its free n that's the only reason why we are going
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what do you mean its free? isn't it always free? you mean the club? lol
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it's new years eve and jamie and i don't want to pay overpriced cover charges so we decided we'll go to thundervalley no cover. even freakin bars will be charging cover fee.
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really? um, i'll think about it. i wasn't gonna do anything. let me ask pete and tha if they wanna go. i know they're not doing shit either. lol
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well call me and let me know.
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Ok. will do.
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omg.
this regular costumer thinks she can just go in and out whenever she wants to? biatch. you best check yourself. regular or not you get the same treatment as everybody else. aaaaaaaaaargh. :cussing:
you know. maybe a beer will calm my ass down. LOL!! i think i'll have some for nye. ;D ;D ahhh!! and i think i need to get some sleep. i didn't go to sleep until 12am last night. and i woke up at 4am this morning. :-X
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block!! :-X
i shouldn't be allowed to talk to anybody. the more i talk to party peoples the more i just wanna gooooooooooooo oo!!! :D ;D gotta be good. gotta be really good. whoooooooo-sa!! i'm almost there. :)
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I've got this tune stuck in my head. :headbang:
Signum Ft. Anita Kelsey - Come Around Again (myon & shane remix)
Never planned it this way
Never thought I'd see the end of this
fantastic dream.
See you turn towards me,
place your lips on mine,
just one last kiss,
before you leave.
Oh there's something there
in the back of my mind
haunting me,
pulling me down.
Going round on empty,
from the sense you made to me,
o what a fool.
It's come around again,
I'm falling to the sound of my heart in peices.
The feeling's just the same,
when love is ending,
there is nothing like this pain.
And it's come around again.
It's come around again.
It's come around again.
The feeling's just the same,
There is nothing like this pain,
it's come around again.
It's come around again,
I'm falling to the sound of my heart in peices.
The feeling's just the same
when love is ending,
there is nothing like this pain
and it's come around again.
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I'm turning off my phone today.
Why? So I don't receive a bunch of those NYE texts. I have 20 numbers saved in my phone.
and when a text comes with just a phone number and not a name ..I don't bother to text back.
I'll just delete them all tomorrow when I turn it back on. :) ;D
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Tee, big master plan = FAILED!!
All I gotta do is the new year and sounders with nai. I tried to go out but my mom wouldn't allowed it she says if I keeps going out, she won't let me come by myself to Fresno. Couldn't even take baby to the restaurant to meet lana. Went by myself but I had an hour limit. Lol. Then I got smart and says imma go with nai's cousins and sis in law. She bit ched but didn't say no. I made it to the parking lot of crossroad that night. Baby was crying hard. And won't take botlle. After that I gave up. End up watching Thai drama with my mother all day and night long for the rest of the week. Probably the best thing I did all week. Stuck for 1 whole year.
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ok got the date marked on my calendar in my cell will come straight to your house after work.
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penny, sorry your plan didn't work out. at least you got away for a bit. i was stuck at home for a whole week. :-X ;D no fresno. no edm. no nothing. i saved about $300. lol
christine, i know i wasn't trippin' when i read that you said you got the apt for sure. so i put in the 30 day notice. talking to you again this past weekend ..i'm a little ??? where am i gonna go after the 30 days? LOL!!!
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well, hi friends.
its been a while. :) i wanna say that i had a fantastic time during my break but i can't. i am still mad at the world and everybody around me. i have not seen anybody and really? i just want to lock myself in my room. :-X
i just want to share that ...things are so fukked up. and to top it off ...i wore white socks to work with my boots today. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D ;D
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don't worry gonna call him n put n deposit
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don't worry gonna call him n put n deposit
Ok.
My dad asked me if we were both ready to move out. And I was like ..."uhhhhhhhhhhhh. .." LOL
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well, hi friends.
its been a while. :) i wanna say that i had a fantastic time during my break but i can't. i am still mad at the world and everybody around me. i have not seen anybody and really? i just want to lock myself in my room. :-X
i just want to share that ...things are so fukked up. and to top it off ...i wore white socks to work with my boots today. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D ;D
ahh, I think it's time for dinner. so you can let it all out! even take it out on someone if you want. or me. i would understand. lol i ask ger, she says sometime this weekend maybe. let me know.
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this weekend? um. maybe. i've been going home a lot the past month. you can call me on Thursday to confirm ...
maybe we can do it on Friday before i head to Merced? i dont' know. i've been telling myself that i need to learn how to stay in town in order to save money since i've been going crazy about saving. LOL!!! but it never works cuz i get sooooooooooooo ooooooooooooo bored. and then i just up and leave to Merced like BAM!! lol.
let me know. :)
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Finally.
For the first time in 3 months I finally slept on my bed. :D ;D And omg, it was sooooooooo comfy. My back didn't hurt as much when I woke up this morning. No more futon. I took that thing apart last Thursday and got rid of it. I don't know why I dont' sleep on my bed. haha!! But I need to start ...with my back going crazy sometimes. Its nice to sleep on something soft. I haven't packed yet but I should. I looked around the apt and I have a lot of little things sitting around that shouldn't even be there. I'm getting lazy. I sent a few boxes down to Merced. No big deal. I'm going to go through a box full of clothes today ...And maybe drop a few stuff in the donation drop box down the street. I don't need to keep it around if I know I'm not gonna wear it. :)
I think I'll go home this weekend and then stay in town next weekend after I go see Andy Moor at Social. I know I said no more shows but who says no to Andy Moor when its only $5?! :o :D I'm a hypocrite. Who isn't? hahaha!! Shit happens. I am doing better. I just need to let all those anger out. I think the less I go home the less angry I'll be. That's where it all comes from. Home. Sad to say but its true. :( And I still can't stay away. lol!! Fukk.
Anyways!! Its raining. Looks like the sun is gonna come out but its hiding. Here goes another boring day at work. :)
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tee just an FYI when you and i start rooming my goal is to make you into one of us girls above. with your boobs and yer's boobs man the free drinks we'll be getting!!!! lol.
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I forgot to add.
Half of my friends on myspace were deleted. Why? I have no idea. ??? ;D So I went along with it and cleaned it up. :)
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tee just an FYI when you and i start rooming my goal is to make you into one of us girls above. with your boobs and yer's boobs man the free drinks we'll be getting!!!! lol.
keep dreaming!! i'm usually gone by Thursday after work. so good luck!! hahahahahahaha haha
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oh hell no!! i don't think so! remember what you told me, you're ready to open up....and so am i....so we'll go hunting together! hahahah blacktiger on the prowl!! lol!! i know you like that!
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also i just called the guy to see if we can put in deposit and if our move in date is your move out date. he seems pretty cool. the only problem is i don't get off work til 7pm so i don't know if i'll hear from him until the weekend or not cause the guy never leaves vm when he calls me.
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i did say that i will be ready to open up once i lose 20lbs. LOL!!
if you notice his miss call ..just call him back. and if he doesn't answer. leave a voicemail for him to leave you a voicemail about the details. lol!! if move in date isn't by my move out date i'm gonna have to beg ger to let me stay with her until its a go for us. LOL!! i do not want to pay another 595 for another month. >:( ;D
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im pretty sure move in date will be ok. no this man does not leave vm....i left him vm to leave me vm and he never does why do you think it took me a week to get a time slot to look at the place. sooooooooooooo ooo annoying!! now i need to figure when i can meet up with him to drop off deposit.
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oooooooooookay . so does he own the grocery downstairs too? so is it just going to be street parking? do we need to buy that green resident parking sticker? or is it free parking after hours? lol. you wanna put the deposit down and i'll pay first months rent?
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it doesn't matter
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Ok. Just keep me updated. I will be packing my stuff. lol.
Oh, I also brought a dolly home from Merced. To help us take stuff upstairs to the apt. Dont want to break my back carrying boxes. lol. The dolly also turns into a cart. :)
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cool if the guy can't meet me during the weekend wud u be ok w meeting up w him after work to drop off the deposit n then ill pay first month rent?
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i'm gonna leave to Merced on Friday. :-X
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ill text u wen I hear from him
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Ok. :)
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if it dosent matter to u who put the deposit n he calls me tonigt u mind meeting up w him to put the deposit so no one gets the apt? if yes text me ok
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Looking for 2nd job. :-X :-\
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for reals! dang u planning to work urself like yer w no life?
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well, if i can find something that works with my mon-fri schedule it would be great. like something in the evenings.its not like i have a lot to do after 3 or 4pm anyways. and maybe still get the weekends off. but that's impossible. lol i did find a position at the senior homes .. front desk. evening shifts. but i gotta get my resume together. ;D
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senior home sounds FUN well goodluck!
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my sil use to work at the senior home in north highland 6 yrs ago and it was FUN.
she worked there from 5pm-12am and we would go there to play pool while all the seniors went to bed. LOL. only bad part is when the senior needs help getting up to use the bathroom late at night. and when a senior dies in bed. LOL!!
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hav fun playing w the old folks especially the dead ones lol
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my life.
is starting to be sooooooooooooo oooooooooooooo boring. ::) i know i said i was gonna cut some stuff out but man, those stuff just did it for me. now i don't look forward to anything. i sit at home. or i go home. and that's it. after work i cook and i clean. i watch a few tv shows and then i end it early with a nice 9 hours of sleep. i sleep early if i'm not having trouble with it. ;D sometimes i even struggle staying up after i cook. i would knock out around 7 or 8pm. :-X gotta find something to keep myself busy. maybe i'll join the gym. spend a few hours there. come home. shower. and have a good night sleep. maybe after the move. :)
it was pouring rain last night but the sun is coming up and it looks like its gonna be a nice day. :)
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me so cry. :sad5:
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oh stop crying! btw u need to remind me abt andy moor the night before so I can bring clothes to change. btw where will it be at? lol
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all my friends have abandon me. and the ones that are still way out there are abandoning me from afar.
they are just plain meeeeeeeeeeeea n!!! ok, they aren't my friends. fukk that. lol!!
andy moor will be at Social. :)
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I was thinking of taking frances to monterey bay this summer u wanna come. weekend only
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summer? girl, it is still winter for me. LOL!!! but nah, i think it should be a trip for mother and daughter only. :)
if i go i would rather take my niece/nephew with me cuz they love fishes. but its a biatch to drive to merced from sac and then to monterey. then back to merced. then to sac again. lol
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lol that would be a haha!
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yea, i can't believe i even thought about taking my nephew too. he's a shark little dude.
so what i did was ..bought the tickets. gave it to my brother. and the family went instead. lol!!
it was a bday gift.
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that is smart.
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Yup.
Okay, now we just need to hurry up and move out so I can get my large deposit back. LOL!! ;D
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i was watching a rerun show of tyra bank's talk show with kathy griffin and they were talking about paris hilton's scret hollywood language. hahaha!! copy/paste.
Kathy Griffin explains how she had to translate Paris's words to Jenny McCarthy, who had "couldn't understand a word she said." Paris told Jenny, "Hi, haha! Comes to my party? Publicist? Bye, haha!" Translation:
Griffin explained,
"Slow down. Let's translate. Hi, haha is her greeting. Comes to my party? just means she doesn't have good grammar. She's trying to invite you to a party. Publicist? means your publicist should contact her publicist. And Bye, haha just means goodbye.
..comes to my party? i mean, really? lol!!!
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lol that's funny. we need to develop our own language.
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yea, it was funny how kathy griffin imitated her too. lol.
on her D-List show ..she went out shopping with Paris and she said "you look HUGE." Kathy was like "whaaaaaaaat?" ...now huge means HOT. hahahaha
and DISGUSTING is the word Tyra uses for fierce. hahahahaha
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I was at a airport trying to slide my photo i.d into this machine to check myself in while I heard the alarm go off. I thought it was because I wasn't suppose to board but I looked up and saw the guards running out and people rushing out thru the doors so I followed. I swear I was with a group of friends. So there I was standing outside trying to understand what was going on. I looked up and saw a huge missile heading my way. I ran as fast as I could to the other side and it missed me. I was like whoa! For some odd reason I was with my group of friends again. I turned around and saw a huge sign that said ... New York City. We walked and walked ...Our idea was to get out of NYC. After a while we crossed through a small town where we saw a camp filled with a bunch of wounded people. And those who were looking to hide out. I yelled out "I have to find my Mom!!" ...I ran and ran and saw a familiar face. My sister's friend Cher. ??? I ran to her and asked if she's seen my Mom and she pointed behind her and there she was. I ran so fast to her. I cried and cried. :'(
...Then I woke up!! What in the world? Am I not suppose to go to New York?! LOL!! well, fukk it. It was just a dream. The next day I also had a dream about one of my bunny tooth being smaller then the other. ??? LOL!!! Crazy I tell ya. ;D
Anywho, I got my 2 tickets to A State of Trance 450 in New York City. I am so excited!!! :D :D I almost canceled Andy Moor but I thought .."fukk it. I've been good since Dec. 13th. and I deserve it." lol ...so I just purchased the tickets today. It was $10 each but that's still cheap!! :) ...Another week of work. I can't wait for Thursday.
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so nyc maybe in summer or late aug....me yer n a few friends u wanna come?
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no. one large trip to the east coast is enough for me in one year. LOL!!
i think i might do Vegas (finally!) for my bday. wanna come? hahahaha
as close as Vegas is to me i have never been there so i might do a trip there.
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wen for vegas I've nvr been there either
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my bday falls on a Friday this year. Yay!! :D the weekend of the 21st of August. ;D
or maybe just any time in August. i'm gonna see if i can hit up a show in Vegas while i'm there. hahahahaha
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aug is iffy for me. will talk to yer n see wen we can do nyc n ill get bak at u
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well, i hope that plan follows thru. ;D
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asl?
my cousin from merced called me last night and said her brother had another baby girl. I asked what name they picked this time ...and she answered "Angelia Silver Lee" ...so i paused and said "dude, they just named their kid asl" lol. just like how my older brother named his son. esl. they didn't even realize it. ;D ;D
its another raining day. pouring like crazy. my boss is going to be gone for the day so i get to sit around and do nothing. ::) :-\
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go check out my chola pictures on my page lol
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i don't myspace at work anymore. i think that's how i get hacked. do i even have you as a friend anymore? LOL!!
find me. ;D
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check ur email
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Ok. did you borrow Jeff's d!ckie pants? LOL!! niiiiiiice.
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no my folks threw all his stuff out got it fo 5bucks at goodwill
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i see. very gangsta. ;D
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Raining crazy.
we've got the crazy wind with the rain!! its blowing so hard that my sliding door keeps opening so i'd get up and see if anybody is coming in. and its freezing cold here!! brrrrr. i just wanna crawl into bed and go to sleep. one thing that i realized this past weekend ...when i'm in Sac i sleep early and i wake up early. :o when i'm in Merced i sleep late and i wake up late. lol!!! its not really a surprise to me because i do enjoy some of my time in Merced and when i do get qt time with the family we all usually stay up late. here in Sac i don't see anybody nor do i go out so its sounds right to sleep early. lol. ;D
its going to be raining this whole week. i'm debating if i should drive to Merced this weekend or not. ??? i think we go rain next week too. what a bummer. i know its gonna be more sad if i stay home this past weekend alone. in the rain. doing nothing. lol!!! yeah, i'll go home. hahahaha
11:09am and 4 more hours to go. :)
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andy moore tmrw
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yes ma`am. we don't have to go early. i'm not :D so we can chill and leave when we're tired. LOL!!
not like Cosmic Gate. hahahahahaha
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k I'm gonna come straight to ur house tmrw then. make dinner for me ok lol
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i hope you like a cup of noodle cuz i haven't gone grocery shopping since you told me the move situation. LOL!!!
i can grab a pizza? iono. i refuse to cook. LOL
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wat kind of host r u! omg! wanna go have dinner then go to andy?
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host? a lazy one since '09. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!
can we go have pho? omg, i have not had any pho for months!!! why? cuz i can never find anybody to dine in with me. LOL!!! pho or thai. doesn't matter. hahaha
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pho is fine w me.
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coooooooool.
do me a favor? bring me the duffle bag. i need it after Feb. 4th. lol
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ok
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HOLY MOTHER OF GOD!!
:o :o :o :o :o :o :o :o :o :o :o
Ok. I just read my emails and I'm like whoa!! But I won't say anything. :-X
and no, christine. not yours. lol
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anywho, happy friday.
ANDY MOOR TONIGHT!!! :D :D
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whoo hoooo!!
got home this morning at 6:30am to find 2 tickets to ASOT 450 in New York City in my mail box!! :headbang: :headbang: ...that got me pumped for the day!! haha.
i left Merced at 4:55am this morning,. it was nice and dry until i got to Modesto and started seeing a few drops here and there. stockton was pouring!! i was cruising tho ..didn't want to rush myself so i put it on cruise control to 67 mph and listened to some great tunes. i was wide awake and ready to start my day. today's drive wasn't all that great ...i was more cautious than relaxed. i don't understand why big trucks think they can run you over the lanes ..especially in the rain ..just because they bigger than sedans? hello mother fukkers. you're sliding to your fukkin' left. and your tires ain't that great. i drove on the slow lane most of the time ...i knew it was gonna rain in Sac. just didn't know it was gonna be this hard. lolz!! another drive turning straight. ;)
the weekend game was pretty awesome. i stayed at my sister's place most of the time ... :-X really i just needed some "no arguing time" i sat and watch both games on Sunday. the Saints and Vikings game was pretty awesome. after the first quarter both my brothers and sister in law came to my sister's place and watched the game with me. why? i have no freakin' idea. lol. it was a full house. time for the super bowl. i think i'm gonna go home that weekend too. maybe host a family super bowl at my sisters? hahaha. ;D did i mention that on new years eve ...all the kids, my brothers, sisters, and in-laws had a night together? lol!! ...i was a little down that i didn't go out for nye so i text my younger sister just to warn her that she was gonna drink with me. hahaha!! she tried her best. she's not really a beer person. when my younger brother heard i was gonna be spending a night at my sister's and drinking he text me to bring over some smirnoff. lol!! they don't really drink. but it was pretty awesome for a family night. we gathered around and played some poker. watched the live performances on the tv. drinked a little. and waited for the countdown. we must've been up until 3am. ;D ;D i'm spending more and more time with the family. :)
anywho, today is gonna be another day of rain. i've got some extra egg roll mix at home after getting christine ready for her potluck on friday ...i think i'll make me some cabbage rolls after work. lol!!!!!!! plus i need a nap. i slept at 11pm last night and woke up at 4am. :-\ drove home to Sac and now i'm at work.
need coffee. :coffee: :D ;D
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I almost forgot Andy Moor.
he started off slow but he did bang it. and i enjoyed his set very much. due to christine's condition ..i was ok with leaving at 1am. note to christine ...no more shows for you. LOL!!! i did have a great time but forcing you to stay with me the whole night would've been torture. not just for you but maybe for me too. i need a partner. not somebody who will hide in the bathroom or sneak away to make a phone call. lol.
i read that he did spin until 2am. just like how Cosmic Gate did ...sigh. I'm gonna save my energy for NYC. nobody cant really hang with me. so its a waste. its bad enough ..not to have a friend who can't hang til 4am. its even worse when you can't make it 'til 2am. lol!!
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I've got the sniffles. :sad4:
I felt the soar throat coming when I left Merced monday morning. Last night the stuffy nose came and boy, did I have a hard time sleeping. I feel a headache coming. I was doing so good for almost a year w/o getting sick. lol.
Today is the second time I've left my phone at home. >:( ;D Its not like my phone is ringing off the hook anyways. lol ;D ...Weird. First I lose my phone with all my numbers. Then somebody hacks my myspace and deletes all my friends. Its like I shouldn't know anybody or something. lol. oh well. shit happens. ;D
They said its going to be a good day today. Its still kinda gloomy but its not raining. I can use another nap. lol. I was up 'til 1am last night. Just lying in bed. Thinking away. There's so much that I hope to accomplish. Its not what I want ...its what I should and have to do. Life sucks and I am content with how its going. Nothing good ever happens so I'm going with it. I've come to realize that ----------> I'm not allowed to be happy or something. lol. Maybe for a sec. But nothing lasts forever with me. Its always a .."I do what I gotta do."
Today's song is Oasis - Wonderwall (myon & shane 54 mix) :headbang:
Today is gonna be the day
That they're gonna throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you gotta do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do about you now
Backbeat the word was on the street
That the fire in your heart is out
I'm sure you've heard it all before
But you never really had a doubt
I don't believe that anybody feels
The way I do about you now
And all the roads we have to walk along are winding
And all the lights that lead us there are blinding
There are many things that I would
Like to say to you
I don't know how
Because maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
Today was gonna be the day?
But they'll never throw it back to you
By now you should've somehow
Realized what you're not to do
I don't believe that anybody
Feels the way I do
About you now
And all the roads that lead to you were winding
And all the lights that light the way are blinding
There are many things that I would like to say to you
I don't know how
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after all
You're my wonderwall
I said maybe
You're gonna be the one who saves me ?
And after an
You're my wonderwall
Said maybe
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
You're gonna be the one that saves me
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cRazy!!! :D :D
my 17 year old brother and my 12 year old nephew wants me to take them to an all age rave. :o :idiot2: LOL!! i'm tempted to take them to those 'TIL DAWN parties in Modesto. its usually all ages. and they usually have breaks, house, electro, and dub. oh, and they're really cheap. its usually $5 a head. i don't know if i should. lol. them 2 are really into dance. you know ...bboy, shuffle, jerk and stuff. ;D ;D they wanna see first hand at a rave. on how to dance to these kind of music.
we'll see. we'll see!! :D ;D
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myspace DELETED.
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Sun! Sun! Sun!
now today is a beautiful day. the sun is out. i'm pretty wired. i didn't feel so good so i went to bed at 7pm. and i didn't wake up 'til 6am this morning for work. :Shocked: :Grin: i missed American Idol. Undecided lol!!!
this weekend is ger's baby shower. i need to go shopping for her. lol!!!! i'm always late on shit like this. i did the same thing for penny. i think i might just write a check and give it to her. hahaha. she's got like 30-40 people coming to the baby shower. or maybe i'll just buy her baby clothes. :Grin: i'm gonna ask ger if i could leave early. i might drive to Merced and spend the rest of my weekend there. i've got some thinking and things to do.
why am i always around selfish people who don't think of my feelings? i dont' know how many times i've said this but i really need new friends. lol. or fukk, be by myself so nobody can do shit to me. before i wrote yesterdays entry ...i didn't know of anything. but boy, was i right about everything. 1 person is ok. but after 4 and 5 more ...its over. i'm done. i don't need any of you. maybe kong was right. i should've married him and left all my friends. LOL!!! they were either druggies and/or all they do is screw me over.
i can use a drink this weekend. maybe i'll have my sister drink with me again. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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why are you always sad and depressed...lo l....
http://www.zshare.net/audio/717866696a03254c/ ..enjoy...more to come:)
Sun! Sun! Sun!
now today is a beautiful day. the sun is out. i'm pretty wired. i didn't feel so good so i went to bed at 7pm. and i didn't wake up 'til 6am this morning for work. :Shocked: :Grin: i missed American Idol. Undecided lol!!!
this weekend is ger's baby shower. i need to go shopping for her. lol!!!! i'm always late on shit like this. i did the same thing for penny. i think i might just write a check and give it to her. hahaha. she's got like 30-40 people coming to the baby shower. or maybe i'll just buy her baby clothes. :Grin: i'm gonna ask ger if i could leave early. i might drive to Merced and spend the rest of my weekend there. i've got some thinking and things to do.
why am i always around selfish people who don't think of my feelings? i dont' know how many times i've said this but i really need new friends. lol. or fukk, be by myself so nobody can do shit to me. before i wrote yesterdays entry ...i didn't know of anything. but boy, was i right about everything. 1 person is ok. but after 4 and 5 more ...its over. i'm done. i don't need any of you. maybe kong was right. i should've married him and left all my friends. LOL!!! they were either druggies and/or all they do is screw me over.
i can use a drink this weekend. maybe i'll have my sister drink with me again. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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why are you always sad and depressed...lo l....
http://www.zshare.net/audio/717866696a03254c/ ..enjoy...more to come:)
i think i'm more angry than sad or depressed. lol.
i don't know. i'm surrounded by people who makes me angry. what can i say? ;D
will download when i go home this weekend. :)
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Omg!
my feet hurt sooooooooooooo oooooooo much. lol. what a busy morning it was!! clocked in at 7am and been on my feet since ...now. i sat down for a bit at 9am but it wasn't for long. everything was actually ok today ...no complaints and hopefully none online later ..haha. got very good feedbacks.
i hate being the biatch. well, the person in charge ...i know i'm bossy at times but its only to people i know i can boss around. LOL!! at work ..its a little different. i can tell a person to do something but to make them? i don't say things very loud. and they don't get done. today i used the word .."need" not "can" ... ;D ;D
thank god today is my friday. i'm gonna go take a nap after work. yea, i definitely do not feel good. my stuffy nose is gone but i still have the soar throat and my head is pounding like a mofo. more meds. and more sleep.
another beautiful day. too bad i'm stuck indoors after work. :(
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New York, Roseland Ballroom 2.04.2010
Armin van Buuren
Menno de Jong
M.I.K.E. Push
Rank 1
Dj Eco
Roger Shah
Cerf & Mitiska
New York, Roseland Ballroom 3.04.2010
Armin van Buuren
Breakfast
Lange
Giuseppe Ottaviani
John O'Callaghan
Alex M.O.R.P.H.
Filo And Peri
And that my friend is the final lineup for A STATE OF TRANCE 450 in NEW YORK CITY!!
I am so fukkin' excited!!! I guess I can stop being mad at the world and maybe have some happy days from now on. LOL!!! :D :D OMFG!!! ASOT!!! coming in April!! whooo hooooooooooooo oo!!!! :headbang: :headbang:
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monday work.
it is sooooooooooooo oooooooooooooo slow. :-X :-\ my boss is in but he's out of the office. i've been playing games online only. ;D i finished all my work since 10am. lolz!! there's only 3 of us here today. that's how slow it is.
going thru the schedule it looks like Tiesto will be at Ruby Skye on April 11th. i'm debating if i should go or not. :-X its on a Sunday. :o :o he'll be in Portland the night before. No fair!! ...ROAD TRIP?!! hahahaha!! i'd like to see how the Portland shows are. :) i can do a weekend trip there. ;D i mean, i do get 3 days off now. so we can leave thursday morning and do the show on friday. then stay 'til sun ...or we can drive back saturday. that would be sooooooooooo cool. :D ;D it doesn't hurt to ask. :)
what happened to ending all the shows? hell, i don't know. if they are willing to do both its a win win for me. lol ...now that i don't have anybody i'll take what i can this year. i've been doing a lot of saving ... ;) plus i need to get out. if my Mom notices the many weekends i've spent in Merced ...that's definitely not a good thing for me. hahaha!! its been my comfort zone since December. i need to get out ..for sure.
well, this is the week. i have to do some packing. :)
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oh boy.
today is even slower than yesterday. :-X :o ;D no people. no phone calls. all i hear is the traffic outside and the tv. lol ...my lazy boss is not in today. haha. so i am sooooooooooooo ooooo slacking off. i haven't spent this much time on PH for a while. usually i would just leave an entry in my journal and then go play games. lol ;D i'm trying to stay awake. last night was awful. i went to bed thinking i was soooooooooo tired. i was. turned off the lights at 10pm. but i stayed awake 'til midnight. i remember cuz i heard Family Guy on the tv. LOL!!
i'm done packing. i just need to move things out. can't do that 'til thursday. i just wanna drop my stuff off and then head to Merced. :)
well, here goes another boring day at work.
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ahhhhhhhhhhhhh hhh!!
I just want this day to be over with!! Its my Friday. :D ;D
I've got a lot of stuff at home that I have to jam pack in my car and send :hello2: it down to Merced. :o :o I don't know how I'm gonna fit all that shit in there but I'm gonna try my very best. ;D
So I'm checking out flights for NYC and daaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaamn!! Shit went up like a mofo. Cheapest I found was $289 but that's to a different airport. :-X Oh well ...I'm gonna wait another week. And then buy it at whatever price it is then. At least I'm going. Ain't no thang. Everything will be ok. :)
Happy Happy Joy Joy!! :hello2:
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so, i got in this morning and asked the rest of my staff if anybody else except the clerks were having the 3pm meeting and it looks like ...its just us. so i don't think it's going towards the direction that i'm thinking. lol!! ok, maybe i was trippin' a little bit? iono. i'm gonna wait for my boss to arrive and maybe i'll ask him a few questions ...prepare my drive home to Merced? haha. we'll see. i will be ok. :)
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I love ...
this sound. every time i hear it i just wanna :headbang: and :bootyshake:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jel2DJ-WdF4
i'm taking a break. :) no, not from edm. ;D you. yes i am.
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huh?
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waaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaasup?!
I had to update. I didn't want them deleting my long journal of 2-3 years. LOL!!
anywho, shit happened. and more shit. and lots more. where to start? let's see ...screwed. screwed. and screwed again. I can't get anything done. people this and people that. I'm a bit torned apart.
But none of that sappy shit. It never gets me anywhere so I'm gonna ignore those people and those things. anyways, NEW YORK CITY ...here I come!! :D with my situation I have to fly out of Fresno and surprisingly it was CHEAP!! well, $300 cheap but that's still better than $400. haha!! And its FRESNO!! :o ;D
Next stop ..to the phone store. lolz!! I need to get a new phone before I leave to NYC. No one wants to answer a phone that looks sooooooooooo y2k. LOL!!! well, maybe its me but I'm getting a new one this weekend.
Its MARCH! and I'm going to try my very best to make things right for me. I should've stuck to my instincts and did what I was suppose to. :-X But shit happens.
I need a partner for JOC this weekend. Need to blow off some steam and get loose. :headbang:
I am going to be ok. :)
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hellooooooo!!
i got bored enough to come onto PH today. lolz!! and i gotta tell ya ...PHing on my HTC sucks ass. every other forum is pretty awesome but PH is the only problem i have. haha.
just 2 more weeks!!!
i'm so excited. somebody asked me ..what happened to everybody and honestly i dont give a damn!! hahaha.
work has been ok lately. working 4 days ...10 hr shifts isnt that bad at all. well now that i dont have a home ..hahaha! it kinda works out for me. and i love the 3 day weekends. i should start taking more trips. :-p
ok. back to my walk around the property. its a beautiful day ..
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its getting close!!
i'm so excited ..i'm not even ready. lolz!! so tomorrow will be Wednesday. and Thursday will be my Friday so the weekend will start there and all i gotta do is get through the weekend and work 3 days next week and i'll be off to New York City. :D ;D
i made a decision early this morning to try and drive to Seattle on April 9-11 to hang out with Amy and to see Tiesto again. lolz!! i hope it works out cuz that would be so fukkin' awesome. it might be a killer cuz that week is when i return from New York City. hahaha!! well, i've done shit like this before i think i can handle it again. i really want to go here and there and see this and that. last time i went to Mn ..came back and worked 2 days. and then flew out to North Carolina. :D
i will return to reality once i get back from Seattle. and finish what started at the beginning of the year.
did anybody check out the ASOT 450 anthem? well i did and it rocks!! :headbang:
here it is .. Sebastian Brandt - 450
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_E0cxcYz-DM
and here's another track i've been listening to.
George Acosta featuring Tiff Lacy - I Know (Beat Service Uplifting Prog Mix)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6TKbT9tqR_E
well, here goes another week playing the waiting game. :)
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whooo hooo!
so, one wait is done. got one of my things in the mail. the major thing to come is my Driver's License. Oh please!! Come before I head out to NYC. hahaha
its been a year since i've lost my Driver's License. I never needed it more until now. LOL!! *crosses fingers*
change of plans.
my boss asked me to take thursday and friday off so he can have the weekend off while i work the shifts. i guess its ok. i'll be working 5 days and then off i go to ..nyc. 8)
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Mommy just told me my license came in the other day. Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
only wait left is to jump on the plane to NYC. :D :D
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Have fun on your trip! :)
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:)
if this is the confirmed lineup for edc then count me in!!
AVB
A&B
GARETH EMERY
IM
ATB
CHRISTOPHER LAWRENCE
AND MORE TO COME...
booking my room right now. lolz!! i wouldve booked it sooner but they wont let me book rooms any earlier than 3 months in advance. :p
i guess i can forget Seattle? unless i find somebody to go with me. plus i better save that money and find me a home. LOL!! every time somebody asks me about it ..i get so fired up. lol. i dont think anybody has gone beyond that before. beside ger slapping the shit outta me ..this is the worst. hahaha.
with NYC just a few days away ..i've been in a happy mood. i havent gone to any shows this year and i need me a good show to fix me up. lolz!
yes, work today. it felt so weird coming to work on a saturday. last night i thought it was sunday ..and boy!! was it a bummer when my sister corrected me. :p oh well ...think happy!!
oh yea!!! best news in the world!!!!!
MY MOM IS OFFICIALLY A CANCER SURVIVOR!!!!! :D :D
radiation took a small chunk of her kidney but they said they will get right on it and everything will be back to normal.
can ya sing with me?
OH HAPPY DAYS!! OH HAPPY DAAAAAAYS!!
:)
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Holy Crap!!
What was I writing in here? LOL!!
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almost midnight.
and i can't sleep. haha!!! well, i ran out of nyquil and this cough is taking over!! i hope it calms down tomorrow. i don't want to be on the plane coughing my ass off while everybody is starring at me like i got me some kooties. hahaha!!
sigh.
i'm gonna lay here. and just watch some tv.
ASOT!! OMG. I'M SO EXCITED. LOL!! OFF TO NEW YORK CITY TOMORROW!! :D
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i'm sitting at the LAX airport.
first when we landed i thought i was going to get myself lost. LOL!!! i had to take a shuttle to the main terminal for my nyc flight. my first thought was .."where the hell did i just land?" hahaha. definitely a first. but i am here and i just spent 8 bucks on a meal i didnt even finish. hahaha. i better be good til nyc. its a 5 hour flight. like ..whoa!
i forgot ho:w lonely it is flying alone. lol!! fukk!! its so sad. i wish i had a buddy flying with me. haha. i shouldve brought a book. maybe i couldve finished one during the flight and the 6 hr wait that i will have to do once i land in nyc. lol!! omg ..just the thought of it kills me already.
oh well ..ASOT 450 will make it all worth the trip! lolz!!
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and the wait begins!! the jfk airport is huge. only thing i know is Terminal A! lol!! got some sleep in the plane. i kept waking up every other minute cuz i could feel the blood rushing to my knees. haha. and the asian girl who sat next to me slept like she had a broken neck something. lol!! leaned on me half way thru the flight. thank god i had the window seat. wasnt too bad. i did better this time ...then miami. i couldnt sleep for shit. lol.
well, i'm gonna be on lurking until my party arrives. i cant think of anything else to do.
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And i'm back!!!
New York City was amazing. the city lights. the places. the show. it was all great.
day 1
after a long day of waiting and the walk to the hotel from the subway i was more then beat. i wanted to shower and go to sleep. lol!! but ak and krissi suggested that we grab a bite to eat and have a few drinks. so we did ...walked to times square and Wow! we ate and caught a comedy show. it was actually good. i laughed my ass off cuz all that they said ...krissi did it!! lol. after the comedy show we went back to the hotel and took a cab to Hops $ Heifers (also known as Coyote Ugly). that place was so fun. hahahaha. krissi and i got wasted. she got to dance on the bar while i met some guys from Denmark. lol!!!! max and her bf ..loined us a little later and boy ...WASTED!! haha! we didnt leave until 4am. got back to the hotel at 5am and crashed!!
day 2
checked out at 11am and checked into the other hotel. and waited for douly to arrive and max +1. we then left for ChinaTown. had breakfast at a sushi place. lol!! we played around til it was time for round one of A State Of Trance 450. and 2 words ...rolling balls!! lol!! the show itself wasnt what i expected. poor Menno. everybody had so much high expectations for him to blow us away. but he didnt do as great. the only person who "whoa" me was probably M.I.K.E ...he was banging! overall ..i had a great time with everybody.
day 3
we past out at 5am. woke up a few hrs later and started our day at Central Park. the place is so busy. watched a few street acts and we basically walked the whole place. right before the sun started going down ..we hopped on the train and headed back to chinatown for some NYC PHO!! yes, i said pho. lol!!! i just had to try the pho there. and it was pretty good. we found a viet/chinese place. lol!!! for me it had to have a little viet in it. :p ...after dinner we grabbed a few viet sandwiches and headed back to the hotel. we all took a little power nap and got to the Roseland Ballroom at 9pm. jussdee!!!e!t rightezxkim in timeeimimwskim d. and crkduwswe aslo toorzxudk a limo. hahdusdeaha. for day drc2 of ASOT 450..dmekm
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ok. did you see what i wrote on the last few sentences on mylast entry? hahahhaaha. my phone frozed on me so it was typing itself. lol
anyways, ASOT 450 day 2. Breakfast started the show off with a big bang!! then Lange came on and booooy!! nobody could wait!! hahaha. that little dude brought some big stuff to the stage. i wasnt too crazy about JOC. i wanted him to play like how he did during MM'09. where i got lost. lol!! GO was amazing!! just what i wanted to hear. i have no complaints. filo & peri, i didnt expect them to be good but they were banging and i did enjoy their set. Armin was better this night then the first. Alex Morph ..ok. he's from Germany and he came out lloking like a freaking trucker!!!! hahahahaha. he did play some good stuff ...AIR FOR LIFE. :headbang:
after filo & and peri was done i yelled out their name and Filo came over to say hi. and let me take a pic with him. he was in such a rush ...krissi didnt get one. lol!! oh yea, during the first day i got to meet dj Shah. all i had to to was yell out his name and bam ..started walking towards me. got a pic. and max didnt. hahahaha.
the last day in New York City.
during my stay in NYC ...Shruti and i were playing phone tag. lol!! when i was ready to the show she was getting off work so finally she took the train to the hotel ...just to see me for like 30mins. :) its been like ..3 yrs i think. she's doing good in NYC. :)
so we took another limo to the airport and we said our good byes. i flew out first ..and got stuck in Texas. my flight got delayed like 2 times and changed gates ...once. i was so madd!! i rushed my meal cuz i thought i was running late. finally got home at 1am.
i dont know what it was but ..man, i was so freakin hungry the next day!! hahahahahaha. i know i didnt really eat much on Sunday but boy ..Mom cooked some bomb ass food that i couldnt say no to. lol!!
ahhhh!! New York. i cant believe it. its wasnt a "to die for" show but it was great. just to be in New York did it for me.
i'm ready for EDC. :D
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this is me and douly ...lost in NYC after ASOT Day 1.
lol!!!!!
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get out and do something.
i dont know why people are so up tight. soooo, you got a job. you still drink like a mofo. so far the only thing in you that has changed is your occupation.
its a new world out there. stop pushing people away and let them show you the world you've never seen before. i know i cant say i have a lot of people who would do that kind od stuff for me but dang ...you are one fukkin' dumb ass. lol. if you are single i dont see why anybody wouldnt want to explore the world ..or hell, get out your bed!! lol
i want another boom for my bday. :D
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no Tiesto. booooooooooooo oo!!
i came home to find a bad axle. and brakes squeaking like a mofo. lucky rotors are still good. i'm not sad tho. sitting at home listening to the rest of asot 450 in Bratislava.
i was just telling douly that if armin had brought asot 450 to the west coast ..it would've been sold out. in a quickness. but it was a great crowd and the energy was great.
did i tell you that i booked the hotel room for EDC already? ;D ;D yes. i'm just waiting for the tickets to be on sale. :D who am i going with? ME, MYSELF, AND I!! ahahaha
i gotta learn how to do it somehow. :) if i'm not gonna do anything for my birthday this year i better fukkin' go to EDC. lol!!!!!!!
i hope i get that place ... :'(
even tho i'm ok with where i'm at ..i really don't want to over stay my welcome there. they have been nothing but great to me. :)
anywho, gareth emery is fukkin' rockin' .. :headbang:
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this is Filo and I at ASOT 450!!!
i was so lucky. after Filo and Peri's set ..i yelled out their names as they were walking down from the stage. and Filo was so nice he ran to me for a meet and greet and had time to take a picture with me. :) i didn't expect much from their set but i gotta say ..they did throw down some great tunes ...'til Anthem came on. hahahaha!!! poor krissi. she took my picture with him but she didn't get to take a picture with him ...hahahahahah aha!!!
i also met Dj Shah but that was in a different camera. still waiting for picture. :D
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sharing some pictures from New York City ... A State Of Trance 450 at the Roseland Ballroom
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my camera sucks!!!!! lol.
oh well. the best memory will be in my head ...i took one step into the rabbit hole and i was out in a quickness. :-X ;) :D ;D
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ahhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhh hhhhhhhh....! :o :D :D :D
good tunes good times great friends! 8)
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all and all ..it was GREAT.
some say they didnt like what they heard during ASOT 450. i really dont give a shit. :p ...for us it was being in NYC. to be a part of ASOT 450 and the people we came with. i was a little skeptical about it ..but it turned out better than i had expected. lol!!
so Freshly Squeezed announced their lineup for June. Mat Zo, Super & Tab, and Daniel Kandi. tickets are on sale for 25 right now. my brothers and sister wanted to go to Six Flags in June and spend a night there too. i was thinking maybe after Six Flags i can escape to Freshly Squeezed. hahaha. just a thought. why not right? might as well do it while i'm there. :p ...but we will see. they havent picked a date yet. tbhey just said June. even tho EDC falls in that month too. i thought i'd make an exception for them and just DO IT! its always fun going with them anyways.
lets see how my older sister plays it out. she talked anout going to Six Flags with the whole family when she comes to visit in 2 weeks but i didnt know she was coming until just 2 days ago. :o
anywho! wheather is great!! it was pouring yesterday ...!
another boring day at work.
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Crap! Freshly Squeezed - July 10th ...its defintely a no go! awe. so sad. :(
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Wow ..
listening to Guiseppe Octiviani's set again ..and wow!! i cant believe i flipped out during his LIVE set. lol!!!!! it sounds amazing!! :headbang:
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Should I preorder or should I wait? I really want to hear the sounds of Richard Durand on ISOS 8.
I think I'll preorder and wait for it to come ..in May. :)
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ehe. Pink is not Richard's color. LOL!!!
In Search Of Sunrise 8 : South Africa, mixed by Richard Durand
Disc 1.
01. First State - My Sanctuary
02. George Acosta featuring Fisher - Beautiful
03. Venaccio & Daigon - The Violet Hour
04. Kostya Veter featuring Madelin Zero - Envy
05. Ad Brown and Matt Lange featuring Kerry Leva - As The Rain Falls
06. Craving - Never Alone
07. Zoo Brazil featuring Rasmus Kellerman - There Is Hope
08. Ben Preston - Pillars Of The Earth
09. San vs. Wendel Kos - Kiss Of Life (Ibiza Sunrise Mix)
10. Jorg Zimmer - Sydney
11. Avis Vox - Introspection Attempts (Moonbeam Remix)
12. Tom Cloud - The Darkest Star
13. Richard Durand - For No Reason
Disc 2.
01. Michael Badal, Zya & Teddy C - Deltree
02. Ad Brown featuring Renee Six - Something For The Pain
03. Jason van Wyk - September Rain
04. San featuring Therese - Kissed By The Sun (S1dechain Remix)
05. Daniel Wanrooy - Ocean Terrace
06. BT - The Emergency
07. Alex O'Rion - Jellyfish
08. Richard Durand & JES - N.Y.C.
09. Hodel & Sunstate - Distant Motion (Aurosonic Remix)
10. Beltek - Par
11. Bartlett Bros. vs. Mazza - Satellite Of Love (Fabio XB Rework Dub)
12. Who.is - We.are
13. DJ Observer & Daniel Heatcliff feat. Hannah Ray - With Me (Original Vocal Mix)
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you hear Tiestos other COMPILATION. ISOsomething. i forget :P
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you mean ..."a new dawn" or the classic remix album.
all these good music coming out. i'm trying to catch up. i would love to hear something new from Tiesto. he should bring back hos old sound. lolz!
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that looks good
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O0
a great tune by Guiseppe Ottaviani featuring Faith - Angel
the live edition is amazing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0Q4BFfzPpu8
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i looooooooooooo ooove this track. :headbang: :headbang:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xQUDCpCpYgM
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07. Rank 1 & Jochen Miller - The Great Escape
08. Filo & Peri ft. Aruna - Ashley (Alex M.O.R.P.H Remix)
09. Filo & Peri ft. Eric Lumiere - The Anthem
10. Paul van Dyk - For An Angel (Filo & Peri Remix)
good 4 track transition even tho YOU DISLIKE the ANTHEM ::) :D
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all great tracks.
i can't seem to find ...Rank 1 & Jochen Miller vs. John O’Callaghan – The Great Find (John O’Callaghan Mashup)
now that's an awesome track too.
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should i go?
ahh ...fukk it. i should huh? its the closest place to me and i have never been there before.
i'm gonna give it another week and see how the prices are ...then i'll confirm.
decisions! decisions!
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a little frustrated ..
with everybody over the weekend. some people just have the nastiest attitudes. so what did i do? i gave one back. you think i'm gonna wait for your ass after that shit? hell tittie no. i woke up this morning at 4am and got ready to leave back to Sac. at 4:30am as i was almost ready to turn off all the lights in the house ...i hear "oh, don't wait for me." ...my reply back was "i wasn't going to. bye." lol. a little mean but it was true. if i was gonna wait ...i would've knocked the shit outta their door to get ready. argh!!
anyways, on a brighter note ...
awesome tunes playing in my car this morning. lol!! it was like "whoooooooo-sa!" :headbang: :headbang:
i'm still undecided about the trip. i really really wanna go. but i really really have to save and get a place. hopefully i get lucky by the end of the month. :) i'll wait a little longer to confirm ...maybe until i figure things out first.
when i get a place i am going to make sure i stay home more often. i think i'm spending too much time at home in Merced. haha. they know everything. :-X i know i say that a lot but seriously ...all that driving back and forth. sigh. i'm a little warned out. driving is the only time i enjoy the trip. the family itself are getting use to me so its not so exciting anymore. :-\ oh well ..
*crosses fingers*
here goes another boring week at work. :-\
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oooooooooooooo oh snaps!!
i forgot to mention that i came back from NYC with 1.5 pack of cigarettes ...thinking "WHAT THE HELL AM I GONNA DO WITH IT?" ahhahaha!! i don't even smoke on a regular basis any more ..i should've gave it to one of them. lol ..oh well, i guess i'll save it for the next show?? save me some money. lol
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i never opened that pack you gave me lol :D
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dude i kinda noticed. cuz wherever we went u never had a pack of smoke. lol!!!
i guess its alright. i told ak and krissi not to pay me for it anyways. :)
wow!! edc tickets go on sale today and my goodness!! vip tickets are $250!! :o :o ...and the times are fukked up. both days are from 2pm-2am?? like wha...???
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ya'll so faaaaaaneee
why are you gonna hate me when i was honestly telling you the truth. fukk being blunt ...i said it nice and simple. i dont make you come out when i'm there ...why the fukk am i gonna go out of my ways to cater to your ass? lol!!! ok, it wasnt like that ...but that was what i was thinking when i said it nice. lol!!! i can only offer you what i can give. if you are asking for more ...i suggest you ask somebody else. i learned that you cant be nice to just anybody ...now and days. hell, i cant tell who is my friend or not anymore. if you are going to be mad ...then so let it be. i still think its ya'll is dumb as hell. lol!!!
why do people think i have time to care for their stupid dramas when i simply have better things to care for. hell nigga!! i dont even know ya'll ass. i just know your name. hahaha!!
i keep pushing ...i know but i'm not like that anymore. you are nobody to me. and i dont care.
why do people have to say shit ...and make me go back to my b!tch mode. lol!!! i've happy so far ...
oh happy day!! oh happy day!!
i made a decision!! to go or not. wait, i gotta look at this place today. if i like it then things may change. if i dont then its a go. it should be fuuuuuuuuuun!!
i wanted to ask others to tag along with me. but i'm afraid that they will make the trip a disaster for me. lol!!!
we will see. the day is almost over ....
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Can we get the party started? :headbang: :D :bootyshake:
Kidding!!
I sure can not hold my beer anymore. LOL!! So we did happy hour after work yesterday and I got there late so I drank only 3 pitchers and boooooooooooy!! I felt tipsy as hell. LOL!!! Ok, on the ride home I ran over a curb while exiting the freeway. LOL!!!! This is the 2nd time I've driven home like this ...So far I have been really lucky but man, I don't wanna do that anymore. :-X :-\ It kinda reminded me when I drove Luther's ass home that one time we went to see Aly & Fila. Oh that was woooooooooooor st!! hahaha!! Ok, never again!! :)
So before I did happy hour I went to see this studio. And omg! LOL!! So I walk in and it was nice. Checker tiles. Bathroom was nice and clean. Kitchen was like how I wanted it. So I took a peek inside the kitchen and as I walked pass the fridge ...there was this nasty ass smell ...and I pulled the Manager over to see what it was and when he moved the fridge a little I saw a HUGE ass rat!!!! OMG!! :o :o It was so disgusting I stepped out of the kitchen and said "alright. I'll give you a call when I decide." And left in a quickness. hahaha ...That was just so ..ugh!!
And so the search continues ... :-\
This Friday my older sister from Oregon will be flying in so I have to stay in Sac on Thursday night to pick her up at the airport on Friday. No EDM while driving ..boooo!! lol. ;D Its ok. Maybe she'll get me to talk like all the other times. When she calls ..I don't really say much.
What happened to Spring?
Its raining! 2nd day ...I actually like the rain because work is more busy. And my boss is never here when it rains. lol. But it'd be nice to see the sun out ...And maybe start on my tan? hahahahahahaha . jk. :P
2 hours to go. :)
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The Love Festival -
In LA this summer, falls right on the day of my birthday. :o :o If the lineup is super good ..I think I will have to make that a party for me. lol :D :D It'll make up for last years. ::) ::)
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going to Los Angeles this weekend. ekeke...
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thrillseekers?
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;)
i have foorgotten how much i hated shopping til now. lol!! eveybody is going crazy here in Chinatown. me? i'm just chowing down on fried bananas. lol!! i dont know how many more hrs i have to go thru ...but i hope it ends soon.
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;)
i have foorgotten how much i hated shopping til now. lol!! eveybody is going crazy here in Chinatown. me? i'm just chowing down on fried bananas. lol!! i dont know how many more hrs i have to go thru ...but i hope it ends soon.
i refuse to shop! ugh! women!!!
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annoyed.
Saturday in Los Angeles was so ... BLAH!! I know I was ok with taking them where they wanted to shop and all but after a while I just got annoyed as hell. They made me drive down South even more ...Like HELLO!?? Today is the day that we drive home?? Ugh. I know we kinda gave e/o attitudes but I don't care. We ended the day at Santa Monica where I was a little bit better. It was cold but I sat close to the beach while they walked on the pier. It was good for me. I needed some whooooooo-sa time. lol. The drive home was horrible. I was already tired since I only had 2 hours of sleep the night before ...I drove about 120 miles before I actually pulled over and said "I can't drive anymore" So I slept the whole way home.
Today, the drive was horrible too. Even with the jammin' tunes I was dozing off. Me so tired ..I just wanna leave work and go straight to bed. :-\
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sooooooooooo TIRED!!
this morning I woke up at 6:43am. didn't even hear my alarm go off. if I didn't hear David getting ready for work I would've been super late. lol ...I past out at 10:30pm last night. so tired ...I slept like a baby. I think I'm going to have to change my ring tone to something a little louder. I'm like getting less and less sleep now and days. this weekend for sure!! nothing but sleep!! its reserved for me. ;D no plans. just sit at home and sleep early. yups.
there's like shows every other weekend but i don't get all crazy about it anymore. i'm slowly hanging up the shoes. :-X in time ..it will pay off. I'm already behind everything.
Crap!! my tags are due in May!! :o Gotta send the check before I leave. ;D
well, here goes another boring day at work. I'm already fighting not to fall asleep here. boooooooooo. :-\
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I found the cheap tickets. Yay!! :D :D
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Fresno. ;D
Taj and Blurr in Fresno.
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Holy Smokes!!
I get a 4 day weekend. Yay!! :hello2: :hello2: but what am I gonna do with myself? ???
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should I go to this? ;D ;D
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o my gee.
it is sooooooooooooo oooooooooooooo ooo slow!! thank god its my friday. O0 i ain't got shit to do.
i'm packed and ready for the drive to Merced. sorry penny, i can't do the poker thingy. :-X i forgot
that this weekend they are going to somewhat ...do Xa's wedding. LOL!! :2funny:
i keep saying that i'm gonna go to all these shows and places but you guys know i'm not moving my
ass. lol!! all tho, i am interested in hearing richard durand rip it up with the new ISOS album. i might
make an exception and drag somebody to go with me. ;D i haven't been to SF since Tiesto in Nov.
.... i don't know anymore. i will keep searching for the right place. i am not in a rush but i don't
want to make it any longer either ..even tho its okay. and so the search continues.
4 more hours and counting ..
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Oh snaps!!! I found it!!! O0 O0
Snatam Kaur - Ong Namo (Bryan Kearney's Meditated Remix)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2PhHOZ09TwY
http://www.filestube.com/830d99c479bee15003e9,g/Snatam-Kaur-Ong-Namo-Bryan-Kearney-s-Meditated-Remix.html
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thats a bad azz track....i love it
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Holy Crap!! :o :o :o :o :o :o :o :o :o
SEAN TYAS in Sacramento!!
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and Heavygrinder O0
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where to start ...
I can't believe my sister is married again. Even before I can say ..I'm ready. ??? :idiot2: ;D lol.
Oh well, more power to her.
I can't believe my boss. On Thursday I confirmed the schedule change and we were good. I had a 4 day weekend and he was to cover the rest of the shifts until this week. But what do you know?? He forgot on Monday!! My NA was blowing up my phone Monday morning. When I saw the number I knew immediately what the call was for. So I returned the call and said "Call Bobby. He asked me to take Monday off." so we hung up and 20 minutes later he calls again and asks me to come in and I'm like "dude!! I'm like 2 hours away. you are freakin' closer." well, i didn't speak to my boss but i said that to my NA. i didn't answer my boss's wife's call ...lol. I already knew. Any whoooo!! I get Saturdays, Sundays, and Mondays off now. O0 :2funny:
great bookings in Sac.
Sean Tyas. I wanna go. :)
I'm fighting another cold. I've been sleeping since Saturday. Ahh!! The drive to work this morning wasn't that bad. I was pretty awake but felt numb. ??? Maybe the Nyquil was still kicking my ass huh? Well, I can't say that I'm looking forward to taking a nap after work. It never happens. I just hope it goes away. This weather change is killing me.
which trip to go?
I'm so confused. I know I should take care of the most important thing first but if I do that I won't get to go where I want to go and this might be my only chance ..since I'm running out of people to hang with. lol. I go where I'm wanted. :) I might just have to hold things off 'til July. Sigh.
well, here goes another week of boring work.
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she lives in chicago now is what i heard....cuz her bf lives there
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she? as in heavygrinder? oh.
its cool that they're bringing her out here. i don't think i'll go see her tho. hell, i didn't even go when she came to Glo in Fresno. lol!!
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ehehe ..Vegas here I come.
It took me a while to make up my mind but after talking to so many people ..it was like "LET'S DO IT!!" :D ;D
I will be confirmed by the end of the week. And I hope everybody else follows thru so the trip will be more fun.
I guess I will hold things off for a while until I feel more confident about the places I've been seeing. I keep
trying to tell myself not to rush and pick the right one that is more suitable for my kind of living. well, anything
is but not a hell hole ..that's for sure. I'm trying not to find the smallest reasons to let go these apts but it just bugs the shit outta me. lol. I'm going to start living at home more often since these trips to Merced are driving
me insane!! I think I go home too much. I'm starting to feel like I do live in Merced. Even tho I don't go out as
much anymore I think I can manage staying at home to save even more than I am the past few months.
My days at work are going so much slower now that I start work on Tuesdays. I dont' know why?? But hell, I
can't wait for it to be Friday and shit, its only Wednesday today. :-\ Its another slow day at work ...And my
lazy boss isn't here. So many complaints. Another lost and found gone wrong too. I'm glad I was in NYC when
it happened. Now let's see if my boss will fork up $100 for a pair of boots. :idiot2: ;D
I've got that Ashley song stuck in my head. It's so banging :headbang: lolz!!
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who else is going besides the 2 names u told me
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hoping for 2 more to go. no names mention. :-X ;D they might not do the show with me but it'll be a nice road trip. lol
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umm ok!
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I'm still gonna have fun. Doesn't matter who goes. :)
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6 days off. from the 19th-24th
wtf am I gonna do? last week i had 4 days off and I didn't know what to do with myself. :-\ :idiot2: this is going to kill me. lol. I am doing a few favors for my Boss for the weekend of the 15th & 16th so I get to schedule myself the next 2 weeks with whatever I want. paid 6 days off. like whoa!! I think I'll go hit up some shows? LOL!! ;D I want to take the days off the week of Memorial Weekend so that way I have more days to rest after Vegas but he said that would screw up my payroll and I don't really want to do that so I'm gonna take those 6 days off before MM weekend.
ah, its friday.
and its going sooooooooooooo slow. off to Merced after work. I have Monday off. :D ;D
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damn, I wanna go see Richard Durand tonight at Ruby. :(
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I have a bone to pick with EDC.
Friday looks like its all House. Saturday line up looks great ..just fukked up how they split 2 stages on Gareth Emery, Sean Tyas and Simon Patterson vs Armin. Second Sun is doing a LIVE show so they better be closing the neongarden stage. >:( so i can travel to the 1st main stage to end the night with Armin.
if i go. i think i'll just go on Saturday. and find something else to do on Friday. i'm pretty sure the club will be jumpin' with something good. O0 and what the fukk is up with the vip limited to 7 freakin' drinks?? that is like the whole point of getting vip!! >:( >:( no to vip. bathrooms are a good thing. but to pay that much just for seperate entrance/bathroom/view?? no way!!
if plans change i'll just cancel the whole thing and wait for the Love Festival to come around during my birthday and spend a weekend there. Julie will be living in Los Angeles by then so I can save mucho money on hotel. ;D ;D and I might be nice enough to buy her a ticket to experience the EDM scene for the very first time with me. LOL!! we'll see. we'll see. :2funny:
super working.
i think this week i will be working 8 straight days. ??? ??? i have to confirm that with my boss. i don't know how my schedule is going to be like yet. he told me to schedule myself next week but i can't do that if he's out of the office. mofo has to know he needs to cover the days that i'm gone. :idiot2: ;D
finally well.
i've been sick for who knows how long. 3 weeks? first it was just my allergies. then it zoomed into something else. this weekend i bought a whole bunch of pills to pop. and boy, i sure did a lot of sleeping. basically the whole family was sick. lol!! we all slept a lot so it was kinda quiet. after my nap yesterday ...i felt great. i was able to breathe through my nose without any problems. slept like a baby w/o having to wake up and blow. lolz!! ;D headache was gone. and bam. i was up and about this morning ... the drive to work was great. i wish i had more tunes to listen to. :-\ but oh well ...
here's to a looooooooooooo ooong ass week. :-\ :-\
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Crazy schedule.
so I work Tues-Sun this week. and I get Mon and Tues off. and then I work Wed-Friday. and then the schedule goes back to the same with Sat-Mon off. :idiot2: :idiot2:
well, I guess that's ok. I might as well stay in Sac during that 2 days off ...cuz I only work 3 days that week. and then back to taking my 3 days off. just to save gas and money. ;D I finally asked my Boss for the 28th off for the Vegas trip. I almost forgot until he said "he'd rather use that money to gamble in Vegas." .. ;D its going to be busy for us that weekend with all those groups coming and the Jazz Jubilee but him and his wife can work my shift. ;D :2funny: so I'm taking Fri-Sun off for Vegas. :hello2: I'm excited.
I haven't figured EDC out yet. Its still up in the air. :-X :-\
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Ashley ALEX MORPH REMIX IS THE SHIT! O0
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Yea, I totally dig that song. I like it better than Velvetine's Safe. O0
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Open Bar is BACK!!
so Insomniac announced that the open bar is back. now the question is ...do I want to go? drive down to los angeles for one day to see Armin Van Buuren, Simon Patterson, Sean Tyas, Gareth Emery, and A&B.
??? ???
I want to move out by July. Maybe sooner? I'll make up my mind after Vegas. Too much in my hands right now.
What did I do? ??? :idiot2: ;D
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Omg. Saturday work ...So booooooooooooo oooorling. :-\
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9 days til Vegas.
i'm not crazy excited but i am excited for the trip.
i lined up all these trips that i wanted to do and so far i've crossed almost all of them out with it being done. :)
yesterday my sisters took my niece to los angeles to register at FDIM and i refused to go. i didnt do much but sit around ...and hung out with my baby niece and nephews. just the thought of the long drive makes me tired already.
penny was yacking to me about her bday in fresno this weekend and i too refuse that drive. lol!!! i think i can only handle long drives to destinations that i know i'll enjoy. like Vegas. i wanna drive. hahaha.
well, here goes 3 days of work this week. its going to be a short one. thank goodness. and then another 3 day weekend to top it off. then 3 days of work next week too. and then off to Vegas we go!! :D
today is a slow day.
when i came in i noticed that my mouse and keyboard was gone. the front desk staff be fukking with my shit again. grrrr! oh well, movie day ...today. :)
do be do daaaaaa!
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u driving to vegas? oh hell no!!! alone?
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driving to Vegas is like driving to Los Angeles. but driving to Vegas is a no-no. lolz!! and i wouldnt dare to do it. :p
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oh yea. i'm not driving alone. lolz!!
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oh dang. my phone is crazy. i wasnt even done posting. lol!!
driving to Vegas alone is a no-no.
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driving to vegas is like 3-4 hours more than driving to la isnt it?
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nope. its the same. about a 7 hr drive. cutting thru bakersfield or taking the manteca/yosemite route.
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looks liek its 170 miles farther......d amn..have fun driving home
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it'll be fine. i only lag and sleep when other people are driving. once i'm behind the wheel ...i just keep driving. :p and we'll make the best of it. only sad part is ...fwy gonna be packed on the drive back. lol
oh well ...my fun might not be yours but i dont care anyways. lolz!!
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i wont be having fun......LOL.. ......after partying like that tho, the drive home will suck....i hope u driving home tuesday
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i'm gonna let myb partner drive back first while i rest cuz i know i'm gonna be partying harder. lol!!!
its sad but we're driving back on Mon. :( ...hopefully we'll be on cruise control all the way home. no rush.
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who did i go see in January at Social?
fukk. i forgot. i swear it was Andy Moor. lol!! anyways ..if it was him then welcome back!! JUNE 10th at SOCIAL. maybe this time it wont be a waste ...and i'll have a better time. free guestlist. free before 11pm.
tonight is Sean Tyas. i have a feeling penny is gonna hate me for asking her to meet me there. hahaha. i just need to get a good fix. maybe i'll stay later while everybody leaves and listen to some great tunes. havent been to a show since NYC. its kinda sad. i feel so empty. hahaha.
another slow day at work.
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ah!
i think this is a sign of old age. :x got home at 1:45am last night. woke up with a headache!! and i was dying to sleep in. :(
i'm debating if i should drive home after work or stay the night ...go to Old Navy tomorrow and get me a bunch of the $1 sandals they have on sale. uummmmm! lol.
i really dont want to stay in merced and i only need to go there to pack for Vegas. so i might just do that.
with this hangover ..work is gonna be super slow!!!
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I dig this track :headbang:
Lange Ft. Emma Hewitt - Live Forever
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wCrzl4zQuak
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What?!?! your sis that i met is remarried again? thought she took off to NC and got married there?
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o, when we went to NC ..it was to visit only. and i flew back while they both drove to back CA.
he came to live with my sister but they were never really officially married. not until just
recently cuz he now have 2 kids with my sister. ;D
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o, when we went to NC ..it was to visit only. and i flew back while they both drove to back CA.
he came to live with my sister but they were never really officially married. not until just
recently cuz he now have 2 kids with my sister. ;D
OMFG!!!!!!!! DAMN she's got like 10 kids now?
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let me see. she's got 5 boys, and 3 girls. so almost 10 kids. :idiot2: ;D
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wow is all i can say. :D
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that's all everybody can say. ;D
at least she's not a dead beat mom. she provides for the kids and they are healthy. O0
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4 more days 'til Vegas.
We added an extra thing to do/see ...I know its going to be a killer drive but I'm actually looking forward to it. I don't get to travel/hang out with anybody like this now and days so we're both taking this opportunity to do this trip. :D First I have to get next Tuesday approved. lol!! My boss is out of town this week so I hope he gets the note. :-X
I went to the $1 sandal sale at Old Navy on Saturday. It was crazy!! People pushing me ...I tried to get what I can. it was limited to 5 per person so I had Ger and her Mom pay for a few. So I got about 13 sandals total. hahahahaha!! Out of the 13 I got to keep only 2. :-\ My younger sister wanted every color.
I'm kinda pushing EDC to the side right now. I think its the best thing to do. Saturday is the only day that would be worth the trip for me. And I take what I can get ...but its just super exxxxxxxxxxxxx xxpensive. lol. My family still wants to do the Six Flags trip too. fukkkkkk! I think the whole family ...which includes Xa's and my older sister's from Oregon. In a way I think its a wise choice to stay behind because I hate going to those places with a bunch of people. lol!! All that kids ...aaaaaah! I just can't see it. ;D
I hope this week goes by quick. Working Mon-Thurs is soooo much better for me. The days usually go by faster. See ...its already 1:32pm. ;D 1.5 more hours and I'm outta here. ;D ;D
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3 more days 'til Vegas.
Last night I felt that little itch coming from my left eye. This morning I wake up and find the dog eye. Its little ..You can barely see if unless you look closely. lol ...First time its been on my top eye lid. Kinda disgusting. ;D But I put in a few eye drops and hopefully it'll go away by the time Vegas comes around.
I'm excited for the trip now. ;D The Grand Canyon and the whole nine yard. O0
Somebody stole my cd case. :( It had all my mp3s and basically my EDM stuff. They stole it and left me an hold cd case filled with a bunch of hmong songs. What kind of bull shit is that? I told my older sister and she said that it might be her's but what the fukk is it doing in my car? And where the hell is my cds!?!? Well, she doesn't know. :'(
I'm gonna try and see if I can burn some tracks before we leave. I have a few on my phone that I can burn ... It will either be the cds or the radio. Let's see how the drive goes ... :idiot2: :2funny:
I'm packed. Just need for it to hit Thursday and then I'll push in a few more stuff into the suitcase. I couldn't find an extra duffle bag. :(
Today's work is quite slow. I'm not sure what it is but hell, its only 10:57am. :o :o
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2 more days 'til Vegas O0
my days are getting slower and slower ...hahaha!!
my boss is not back from Los Angeles yet so I haven't got next Tuesday approved but I hope its not gonna be a problem cuz hell, I had to work for him on Monday. lol!! and to be safe I want to take Tuesday off cuz I know we won't be back early since we're taking that detour to the Grand Canyon. < --------now that I'm fukkin' excited. :D :D
I wanna make a random stop somewhere a long the way. hahaha!! Like how we did after Canada ----------> to Lake Immigrant. LOL!!
my shiiiiiiiiiiii iiiiiiiiiiiiii it. that's all I need and I'm ready. ;D ;D
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Tomorrow is the day!! :D :D
all ready and set to go. I hope I get enough sleep tonight. Looks like I didn't have enough last night ... -----> woke up at 6:42am this morning for work. lol!! thank god I heard Ger walking around this morning. I heard David leave but whenever I hear him I always say, "10 more minutes Tee. you have 10 more minunites." ...and look what happened this morning. lol!! I didn't hear my alarm? my alarm didn't go off? I can't tell. it said it was set ... :idiot2: :2funny:
I just remember ..the same shit happened Monday morning too!! If my Mom didn't wake up at 5am to check if I was gone or not ...I would've been suuuuuuuuuuuuu uper late. LOL!!! ;D I got to work right on the dot. 7am! Fukk!! As soon as I get a place I'm gonna stop leaving Merced on Monday mornings to head straight to work. hell, I'm gonna stop going to Merced. Period!! hahaha ...
there's all these shows coming up. I'm sad to say I won't be making any one of them. Well, I can ..just not alone. :( I think I did pretty well going solo for Tiesto during the Kaleidoscope Tour. O0
the Love Festival or Electric Zoo < --------- that my friend is the freakin' question of the summer. :)
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I'm BACK!! :D :D
I had an awesome time!! I know I slept more than I should have but damn it. I felt so old. lol. Anyways, here's how it went.
Friday - The alarm came on at 3am. I got ready and headed out to pick up Penny and Nai Nai. We took an easy drive down South. Made a stop in Bakersfield for breakfast and to Chase bank. We made a few stops more than planned ...Well, we didn't have anything planned at all. We kinda went with the flow. We even stopped on that turn to head to San Bernardino and meet with Lilly in San Diego but she didn't pick up. Maybe we were too early for her but I guess it was ok in a way. After passing that stop Penny suggested that we make a turn to Calico and head towards Ghost Town. Population: 8 ... :-X It was actually nice. I enjoyed the walk around the city. I climbed on everything. lol. It was super fun. There we were 1.5 hours away from Las Vegas ...Before heading to the city we drove to the first shopping Outlet. Believe it or not but Penny did not pack any night clothes. :idiot2: So there we were shopping for her and apparently she did not buy anything. ---------> And so we continued onto Vegas. We arrived in Las Vegas at 5:30pm.
After checking in to the hotel I crashed for a few hours. I didn't make it to dinner with Carl and Max. Penny had to get an outfit for Saturday night at Rain so her and Nai Nai went to another shopping Outlet. Mission FAILED. She came back with nothing. I woke up at 8pm and we took a stroll on the strip. We had a huge hot dog next door. lol. And I had to get one of those huge Margarita drinks. Walking and drinking isn't for me. By 10pm I couldn't drink anymore. lol ...So I threw it out and had Penny carry the thing for me. But it didn't last long. We went into Serendipity, where I left my souvenir outside at the door and one of the workers threw it away. LOL!! Oh well. After grabbing a hot ice cream for Penny we walked to the Imperial Palace to catch a cab and there we met Carl and Max while they were in a cab ...heading to a club. I was way too tired. So we went back to the hotel where were crashed at midnight. ;D
Saturday - We woke up at 10am and started our day ----------> to the BUFFET. ;D ;D It wasn't all that great. We were a little disappointed but couldn't do a damn thing about it. lol. After the buffet we were off to another shopping Outlet. So yes, this would be the 3rd outlet Penny has gone to find something to wear. LOL!! Did she find anything? She was wearing me and Nai Nai out. Finally she purchased a shirt. Yes, a shirt. hahaha!! After shopping it was already 5pm. We were going to stop by the Vegas sign but there were a bunch of people lined up to take pictures underneath it so I just waved at it and kept driving. We took the long way back to the hotel and drove on the strip. We stopped at the liquor store and bought some beer to chow down.
By 7pm Penny and I got ready for the show. On our way down the elevator we got lost in the hotel. LOL!! And the parking garage. ;D ;D We scooped up Max and Wendy and headed to Palms for our tickets. Thank you Michelle for hooking me up!! For Markus I only paid $20 for my ticket. For Armin & Gareth I only paid $50 < ----that was the starting price too. And omg! Let me tell you this ...the show was AMAZING!! Oakenfold didn't do any damage but Markus blew the roof off!! It was my first time seeing Jes live and she had the energy. She just couldn't sing. lol ...And the sound was horrible on her. They could have turned it up a little more while she was singing but that was it. We met some San Jose guys right when Oakenfold came on. They made the night so much more fun. And its like what they say ...what happens in Vegas stays in Vegas. :-X :D ;D Penny got kicked out around 2am so she picked up Nai Nai and waited for us. We didn't leave until it was done. 5am is when they turned on the lights. Markus is such a nice person. He came to the front to shake hands and ended up coming down to take pictures with both Max and I. :) I've met him many times before. hahaha ...But its always a pleasure.
Sunday - Omg. I couldn't wake up!! I slept in until 1pm or 2pm while Penny and Nai Nai did their thing. Finally I woke up and I thought we'd try some Pho in Las Vegas. ;D How was it? It was horrible. :-\ Well, not spit horrible but I liked it much better in NYC. ;D After that I told Penny and Nai Nai to drop me off at the hotel. I slept some more. LOL!! I finally woke up at 7pm hoping those two would come back early so they can drop us off at Rain but I was wrong. They were late. On the way to pick up Carl, Max and Wendy up we forgot Max's ID from the other night. So after we picked them up we went back to the hotel and Penny made the run upstairs. They decided that I take the car ...So off to Rain we went. We drank a little in the car so I was ready. We valet the car and into the ticket room where I traded my hard ticket for a wrist band so I had access to both Pool and night club.
As soon as I walked in I knew it was gonna be pretty chilled before I'll enjoy the night. Reza played some pretty weird stuff. lol ...As soon as Armin came on I was like "WHOOAAAAAAAAAA AAAA!" :D ;D ...I loved it. It was so great to see him after NYC. I tried to get him to sign the back of my phone but apparently all the tall people behind me had full access to him first. It was kinda sad. LOL!! I was right in the front too. When I think about it ..I should've had Wendy boost me up so I could sit on the speakers and have him sign it. Me so cry now. :'( lol. While Armin was spinning this dancer sat on the corner where I was standing at with a tray full of shots next to her. She was basically pouring the shots into peoples mouth. I got her to give a shot to Wendy and Max. I kept saying no to it when Max was trying to make me take one too. Finally the dancer was at her last shot and she pointed at me so I went for it. LOL!!.
My first time seeing Gareth Emery ...by the time he came on I was sober. And I loved his energy. I really did enjoy his set. We went upstairs to get a glimpse of the view and after a few pictures we took one of those vip booth and just sat there. lol ...Finally we left around 5am. We would've stayed 'til 5:30am but Carl had to get up at 2pm to play poker. He was willing to leave us there but I thought it was best we all leave together. After dropping them off at their hotel I was pretty amazed by how I got back to the hotel room with no problem. hahahahahahaha ha!!
Monday - I got back around 6am. Valet the car. And walked back up to the room ...I crashed. And Penny finally woke me up at 10am. Packed up and got ready to check out. We grabbed a bite to eat at McD and headed for ARIZONA. As soon as Penny got on the freeway I past out in the back seat. I think I did ok when Penny was on the freeway with no traffic. After she hit the traffic I found it hard to sleep because Penny kept stepping on the brake like she was gonna hit the car in front of us. lol. So I kept waking up every 5-10 minutes.
Finally, the Grand Canyon!! It was beautiful ... :) And again, I climbed everything. lol. Even with the wrong shoes on both Penny and I climbed the rocks. It was just a great view to begin with ...I sat up there listening to the sound of NOTHING. Penny on the other hand was like "click. click. and click" Taking every single picture. hahaha ...
It was around 4pm when we decided to head back to California.
23 miles before Barstow I decided to take the wheels and drive the rest of the way back. I was pretty ok until we got to Merced. That's where I stopped to have a stoogie. ;D And then another stop in Lodi. For gas. And then ..Sacramento at 5am! By the time I got back to Ger's place it was 5:30am and I CRASHED!! I slept the whole entire day and finally woke up a little after 3pm. lol. :2funny:
It was a nice road trip. I'd do it again ...I think I was looking forward to the shows more than Vegas itself but I had a great time even then. Next trip! Maybe to EDC ...Max and Carl is coming back to Los Angeles and I kinda talked them into doing it so I think I might just do the 2nd day of EDC. the lineup is way better and I think it'll be more worth it for me. Hopefully they have some good after parties to hit up. Or I might come a day early if they have somebody for Friday night at the club. ;D We'll see.
We drove a total of 1,471 miles. from ...
Sacramento to Calico
Calico to Vegas
Vegas to Arizona
Arizona to Sacramento
I will post pictures soon. :)
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what hotel was yall at?
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I was suppose to bunk with Max and Carl at the Imperial Palace because it was a free room. They gave Carl that room while he was playing poker. But when Nai Nai decided to go with us ...he went and booked Circus Circus. I was out of the loop. Couldn't say no so I stayed with them just to make things easier.
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Featuring:
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thumbs down ...so far. ;D
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Crap! I forgot my phone this morning. :-\
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the new video for ...
Lange Featuring Emma Hewitt - Live Forever
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OHowjlxHVKw
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ahh!
this past weekend was so freakin' hot in Merced. so hot we went to the lake ...
when we got to the lake it was so freakin' windy. i couldn't even swim. all that water in my ear was just hurting me. and once i dived in ...the wind made it even worst. now i've got a stuffy ass nose ...hoping i don't get any more sicker than i feel already.
the boss lady called me yesterday to come in to work today. :-\ i could have said no but i figure i do 5 days this week. i'm trying my best to spend less days in Merced so i would want to come back ...lol. i took one of my dad's car for this week. for some odd reason ...my sticker isn't here yet. i called dmv and they said i should be receiving it soon. oh well ...
my hmong co-worker is annoying the shit outta me. >:( :-\
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EDC partner.
who is it going to be? :2funny:
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i found the picture in Vegas when the dancer poured a shot in my mouth. hahahahaha
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(http://www.n9negroup.com/rain-las-vegas.n9negroup.com/gallery/photos/4336/details/269149.jpg)
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v449/bootee/268248.jpg)
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(http://www.n9negroup.com/rain-las-vegas.n9negroup.com/gallery/photos/4332/details/268390.jpg)
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(http://www.n9negroup.com/rain-las-vegas.n9negroup.com/gallery/photos/4336/details/269327.jpg)
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look where he's pointing that thing at ...lol
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rabbit in the moon does that kind of stuff
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i know. i still have that video you gave me. ;D
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edc. markus. fresh squeezed. ashley walbridge.
fukk all that shit. i'm doing none!
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omfg.
I JUST WANT TO WATCH A FREAKIN' MOVIE!! HATING ASS MOFO!!!!!!!!!! I hate you. Stupid head. :p
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game 7 is today. :D
no work tomorrow but i have to stop by to sign the checks. :-\ i don't really want to write much in the journal anymore. but i don't want to delete it either.
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I would like to sleep on a bed.
Its been months. Maybe I'll throw my bed away and buy a comfy futon since my goal is to find a studio. More room to move around ....I just need something comfy. I mean, when I had that destroyed futon at the old apt ...I slept on that thing almost every night. Maybe because I was only comfortable being in the living room. I don't know.
Sigh.
I was doing so good. I know its what I get for letting people in and have them basically take some of me away. :( Move on. I know my goal. And maybe things will be better from there. I want to live on my own again ...Its just so much better. Plus it'll stop me from driving to Merced every weekend. I'm going to lock myself up when I get a place. I hope its soon ...I try not to be picky. I try. Since it'll be better for everybody I'll just take a look at these studios that I have lined up this week ...and choose one. Its time.
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argh!! I am so freakin' ready to leave work. >:( >:(
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one more ..
this one is right between the north and the south. just in the middle. :) its perfect.
i think i was suppose to do happy hour with Lag today ...hopefully its not right after work so i can drive by this place and take a look. it looks pretty decent in the pictures but you know ..pictures can be deceiving. ;D
i was so tired yesterday. woke up extra early. the long drive to work. the extra hours of work ..i was ready to knock out when i got to ger's place at 5pm. when i did get to sleep ...i woke up an hour later. tossing and turning. starting letting my mind go and thought of anything and everything that was in me. :-\ sigh.
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I am so tired. :(
Couldn't get any sleep last night. I'm a little excited to go to Merced tomorrow. For no reason ...I just don't want to stay in Sac. :-X
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I finally found it. The last track Lange played at ASOT 450 NYC
Strong believer (Alexander Klaus)
Eyes won't lead me once again
as love won't leave me now and then
In some ways I'm insecure
But I know that we can much more
Please me now and I will follow
To the stars we see above, and we want
Tease deniers and quiet all liars
With a feather of a dove
All the things inside of me
Care about to disagree
A view behind but you must see,
I'm a strong believer, a strong believer
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kwPeo3AKGks
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I have one more to see before I head to Merced. O0
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EDC ... me so cry. :'( :'(
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things just aren't working for me.
I'm about to throw everything down and just say fukk it. Whatever happens happens. I'm just so tired of this b/s. I really don't have much going on right now but people just keeping doing stuff to me. And fukk. I just don't want to care. My eyes are filled ...Its just about to burst. But I don't know what its for ...
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Sharing some NYC pictures ...
I had it for a while but I just never uploaded them until now ...I'm bored at work.
first time on the Subway. lol
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at the comedy club with Craig Carmean
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at Hops & Heifers (also known as the Coyote Ugly bar)
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Its taking too long to upload. I'll continue some more tomorrow ...My boss came in today so I had to pretend that I was working. lol!!
Sigh. Every day ...I spend most of my days at work on Craigslist.org :-\
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another year of J4 in SF. this time I'm spending the weekend there. hotel booked. O0
Friday - Joop & John Askew
Saturday - J00F
Sunday - Markus Schulz & Blake Jarrell
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I'm considering the job in Brentwood. :-X I still have to talk to my Boss about my options.
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brentwood? as in la?
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brentwood as in between stockton and walnut creek.
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i guess i'm going to Mereced first before heading out to SF on Saturday. I'm going to skip JOOP & John Askew. thats too much in one weekend.
another year at Fisherman's Warf for J4? lol!! this time i'm gonna bring a big blanket. hahaha
good times. good times.
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my j4 weekend.
saturday - we left merced at 2pm. checked into hotel and took a nap before the show.
j00f was amazing as usual. my dumbass was a little to anxious ...couldn't wait to take the 2nd one and i paid for it. :-\ by 12am i was feeling it in my stomach. kept trying to hold it in. and i did 'til we left. by 1am i needed to use the restroom so freakin' bad and 20 minutes of waiting in the girls bathroom with just only 3 stalls ...was just ridiculous. while waiting in line a few viet girls came running to the sink to throw up. it was nasty as hell. i've never seen anything like that. :idiot2: after that i couldn't stand in more. even after i was the next one to use the restroom i said "fukk that shit" ...and left. after max and carl left i just said forget it. and we left 20 minutes later.
sunday - didn't sleep at all. checked out at 12pm. met with max and carl for some pho. and left my car down the street while we took a 30 block walk. lol ..well, it wasn't 30 blocks but it felt like 30 blocks. it must have been half of that tho. going uphill was the worst. :( anyways, i pulled myself together and we made it to the fortune cookie shop. grabbed a few bags and continued our way to the Fisherman's Warf. we walked around for a bit and then sat down at a bar. had 2 pitchers of beer and then walked some more. then we stopped in one of the restaurants for dinner. we stayed there 'til 10pm. watched the fireworks and after finishing 2 bottles of wine ..it was over. max was goooooooooooon e. lol. it was a horrible walk back. couldn't even get a freakin' cab. >:(
finally when we got to the car ...we saw that my passenger window was smashed. :'(
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and mutha fukkers took my gps. :'( after making a report we went to the hotel room and got ready for Markus. max passed out and at 1am ..we finally got her up and cabbed it to Ruby. Markus was awesome as usual. he had the whole place jumping. played some really high energy stuff. i loved it. the show ended at 4:30am.
the best part of the night was him signing my ****ies Girl sweater.
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monday - after Markus we cabbed it back to max and carl's hotel ...and grabbed our stuff. we left SF by 5am. and boy, driving without a window was BLAH. my sister and i put a shirt to cover the window which made things a little bit better but we still had to blast the heat. we got home around 7am and i crashed. from 7am to 3pm i did not wake up until my older sister woke me. everybody left to her house for the birthday party she did for her husband. she came back to my parents home to grab a long table and she didn't forget me. ;D from 3pm to 8pm we stayed there ....finally at 9pm i crashed again. lol. and didn't wake up 'til 4:30am this morning.
the drive to work this morning wasn't bad. i just had to listen to radio the whole entire way. i drove my dad's car. :-\
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more NYC pictures. O0
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one of the Hops & Hiefers girl
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um, there's more but still not uploaded yet. i'm slow. ;D ;D
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just my luck.
when he told me he sniffed a line before going to Markus Schulz i thought "ok, its a bachelor party. they're having fun." and of course i was rolling balls that night. ;D all fun and games right? right.
4 weeks later.
every weekend for the past 3 weeks its been the same thing. >:( i thought ...give in a little. don't push. maybe you can have a little more fun and open up. yea right. i'm not going to put myself in that position again. i'm not going to continue being that person i was ...but i will let this one go. :)
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O0
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So, I sold my car this past weekend.
why? I have no freakin' idea. first they break my window ...then all of a sudden I just said ok. sell it. ;D maybe i was too lazy?? I dont' know. oh well ...new car for me. :D ;D O0
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another one to look at ...
sometimes when on the comp and phone reading things from craigslist.org ...my head just hurts like a mofo. :-\ lol
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oh shit.
this weekend with MAT ZO!! O0 :D ;D
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another one to look at.
oh please let this be the one. i like the color in this studio. mexicano own but they did a good job at it. i know pictures are deceiving but the dude finally called me this morning and i'm meeting him today at 5:30pm to see the studio. the rent is reasonable and hell, i can move in this weekend if he'll let me. LOL!!! ;D
*cross fingers*
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awe man.
called in to work this Saturday and Sunday. left to Merced on Thursday and my boss calls me while on the road to work this weekend. i didn't say no so here i am ..at work.
i need a partner for MAT ZO tonight. :( :-\ :'(
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oh snaaaaaaaaaaap s!! 2 partners for Mat Zo. :headbang: :hello2:
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sign of old age.
i left home on Thursday after work. half way home i got a call from my Boss to work the weekend shifts. and like me, i didn't say no. :(
I saw Mat Zo last weekend. He was like a baby on cdjs. :D ;D Ripped shit up at 1015. Even tho I only got to see him for 2 hours it was worth the trip. We probably left around 2am ...got home at 4am (it took us long cuz i was throwing up half way home. lol) ...right when i got back to Ger's place i called work and said i was gonna be late. i came in at 8am. and it was TORTURE!! i was still rolling balls. lol!!! couldn't move. just wanted to sit. hungry but couldn't eat. haha ...
well, today is my Friday and i get a 4 day weekend off. Yay for me. O0 :D ;D
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CHICAGO!! HERE I COME!!
Finally ...a Chicago trip!! CONFIRMED!
Yea, its about time. :D ;D Before heading to the windy city I'm going to make a pit stop in Mn first. Thought I'd take 2 days out of the trip to hang out with everybody and add some double fun ...Armin Van Buuren in Mn. YEAH!! We will be driving to Chicago the next day and there, we will be seeing Cosmic Gate at Vision. That's extra double fun for the trip. ;D ;D I can't wait. This is going to be a late birthday gift for myself ...I just couldn't see another year of my birthday ruined. lol. And seriously, I didn't want to spend it at home either. ;D ;D Its going to be sooooooooooooo oooooo fun. :headbang: :hello2: :coolsmiley: :uglystupid2:
Besides having a fever in the summer (which really sucked ass) everything has been the same. There were some changes in my living situation but its all cleared now. I'm going to use this time to save ...And get a new car. :) And save for Miami WMC 2011. :headbang: ...LOL!!
I can't believe the many hits that I still get even tho I don't write an entry in my journal. Its like wow. hahaha. j/k ...I wish I could entertain everybody with all the things I would like to say ..for reals. But to some certain point I can't do it on PH. Read the first post on this thread. ;D ;D super j/k.
All laughs and jokes. Its August. 8)
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I want to see MR. SAM and ZARA. :D :D this weekend.
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I have to do some cuts in August.
There are so many good shows happening this month!! I've decided to leave Mr. Sam out. :'( And try to make it for Simon Patterson / Kyau & Albert on the 14th. On the weekend of my birthday (the 21st) I'm taking a trip down south to Los Angeles. I have to go save my niece. lol ...So while I'm there I'm going to try to hit up Sander Van Doorn. :headbang: I thought about the Love Festival since its super closer to where my niece lives but ...I really want to see SVD. I just know he will tear shit up. :D After that it will be Chicago. :hello2:
and then Nocturnal 2010 on September 25th in Los Angeles.
I've seen Markus Schulz so many times this year ..And boy, he just makes me shiver. brr. lolz!! He gets better and better every time. I was sooooo sober during J4th. I loved it. ;D And Ferry Corsten. I haven't seen him since he came to Sacramento last year. I would definitely love to see him again. :)
oh so much. this is the year for traveling ... O0
I wish I could invite everybody to join me but who the fukk is everybody? lolz!!! :2funny: :D ;D
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hello hello hello!
I hope my sister can request Aug. 22nd off. So that way we can go to SVD. :headbang: ...He's going to be spinning from 12am-6am. and then a local dj will close it out from 6am-8am. I'm only expecting to see SVD so a 5 hour show would be super awesome. And it'll be a very happy birthday to me!! :D ;D :2funny:
working 5 days a week again is weird. lolz!! my days are getting slower and slower. i'm trying to be more productive at work so that way time would go by quick. but it doesn't usually work that way. haha ...
this weekend. Simon Patterson / Kyau & Albert
i hope i make it. *fingers crossed*
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so much ..BLAH! anyways, sharing pictures from my trip to Ghost Town in Calico/Las Vegas/Grand Canyon
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the END. :)
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pretty relaxed.
its been pretty easygoing the past few weeks. no struggles. life is actually ok. :) oh, and i don't get angry as often anymore. lol ...just when people speak to me the way they shouldn't. ;D i don't think i can stop myself from driving to Merced every weekend so there are things that i'll have to live with during the weekend visits. :-\ but overall ...its none of my business so i don't stick my nose in them. it just gets me mad when they take it out on everything. and that is when i drive to my sister's house to have a nice cold beer. hahaha!! she usually leaves a couple in the fridge for me. O0 :D ;D
2 more weeks 'til Mn/Chicago
i'm excited. not really ready yet but i'll use this weekend to prep myself up. all my stuff are in Merced so i have to pack early. my plans for Los Angeles is still up in the air. my sister is trying to request sunday off so she can go with me. and i'm not going to drive there by myself. lol ...haven't bought tickets either. :-X oh well ...
whatever it is ... Happy Birthday to ME!! :hello2: :occasion13: :occasion15: :occasion16: :occasion17: :occasion18:
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oh fukkkkkkkkkkkk kkkkkkkkkkkkkk kk!!
i just got a text from my sister. her schedule got screwed up. she couldn't get the day off.
me sooooooooooooo oooo cry!! :'( :'( i wanted to see Sander Van Doorn for my birthday.
i can go to San Francisco but its not a Dusk Til Doorn event. :( :-\ :'(
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drink up!! :occasion14:
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Happy Birthday to ME!!
well, it just past but it was a quiet one. :) at least I enjoyed it.
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I got demoted. :D ;D
Fly found that I am super active on SUPAHMONG.COM < --------the site with users Fly hates/banned on PH. ;D
So after numerous drama threads he decides to use that advantage to demote me and many others with the
excuse of "not being active enough" on the forum ...he asked for new mods with specific qualifications and what do you know ...the only one that i notice did not reach the 2nd request as mod. but that's how it works right, right. :D
So, that's my story and I'm sticking to it. O0 :D ;D
oh shit. Fly just wished me a Happy Birthday!! Demoted style!! :D ;D :2funny:
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ooo! My journal got quite a few hits yesterday. ;D ;D
New Car.
I'm debating if I want to use the money I've saved up to finance a brand new car or just buy whatever I'm ok with out there. I really want a new car ...I just know that I don't need a new car. lol ...I hate buying things that I know I don't need. ;D Thinking ...Thinking ... I think I might give myself a few more months. Keep saving. I'm doing very good. O0 After Mn/Chicago I should be super good. Not a lot going on.
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OMFG!!
It is so freakin' hot here at work. I don't know how many times this AC has gone out on us. How many filters my boss has changed. DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND THAT IT IS TIME TO GET A NEW FREAKIN' AC?! sigh. its like 103 degrees today. and it feels like 90 in the office. :'( The heat came in this morning at 9am!!
I hate it here during the summer. :-\
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after Mn/Chicago its -------------- > Nocturnal Wonderland 2010
Lineup:
Ferry Corsten
Markus Schulz
Eddie Halliwell
Tritonal
Simon Patterson
Menno De Jong
ATB
Oh man! I haven't seen Ferry Corsten since last November when Amy came down. And I've been getting blown away by Markus Schulz. Tritonal has came to Sacramento many times before but I was always out and about with something else. I haven't seen ATB since LoveFest 2008. Last time I saw Simon was with AK at 1015 last year. And Menno ...I'm looking forward to seeing him again. I know he was nervous in New York for ASOT 450 when he spun after Armin. I'm very stoke for Nocturnal. I haven't been to a massive since New York City. lolz!!! Its been a long break. I can't wait.
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2 more days!!
getting excited. I'm all packed up. except for my glasses. :-\ I didn't realize it til this morning when I was driving back up to Sac. argh! well, I guess I'll squint my eyes if I need to see things better. :D ;D
my Friday starts tomorrow. Yay!! :D :D
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TODAY IS MY FRIDAY!! YAY!!! :D ;D :hello2: :headbang:
I start my trip at 6:30am tomorrow morning. O0
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Mn/Chicago - 4.5 days of super fun!!
Wednesday - lunch at Destiny for the very first time. It was good. Lag tried to poison me with SHRIMP SPRINGROLLS without telling me there was shrimp in it. It was good. I just didn't see the shrimp until the very last bite when the tail was sticking out. Thank god!!
Lag and I started drinking at 3pm. Later at 5pm Douly came over and there we were. At 7pm we left to Moonshine to have pho there and it was pretty good. Then the super drinking starts. Let me see ...it was Bic, Lilly, Kelly, Red, Mong, Long, Krissi, Scottie, Sai, Kasha, Lag, Douly, and some other people that were introduced to me but I don't remember. LOL!! It was great seeing everybody. :)
Thursday - I slept all day!! haha!! I past out. Woke up. Threw up. Past out again. Woke up. Showered. Threw up. Past out again. Lol. Krissi came over after she got off work. And I was still lagging. We left to Bic's place for dinner and drinks at 6pm. And boy!! Even if it wasn't her cooking the food was off the hook. I kinda regret eating the pepper she had later that night but great food. lol.
At 9pm we left to Epic to see Armin Van Buuren. There I met up with Max and Carl. I was still lagging ...Blake Jarrell was banging it. But I was more hyped when Armin came on. He didn't play a lot of fluffy stuff ..which was great. But the break downs were looooong. lol. After the show everybody went back to the hotel and and boy!! Did we get our drink on. Lisa, the henny girl was making me drink like a mofo. 4 shots of henny and I finished the Vodka bottle. :-X Thank god no bad hangover the next day. I was up and about.
Friday - We started our day at 11am. Went to Saigon where Lag, some guys, and Lilly met me for lunch. Had good pho to start the day. And started our trip for CHICAGO!! I was doozing in and out the whole entire trip. lol ..But it was a good drive ...with great music.
We got to Chicago at 7pm where we met William who was waiting for us. Had some Bahn Mi sandwiches and began the drinking. He had everybody. Vodka. Beer. Chasers. Hell, he even cut up lemon for us. hahaha. Got VIP bottle service at Sound Bar and there we were grooving to house music. Not what I am use to but I went along with it. It was better then sitting to hip hop I guess. Later that night ..this guy who had a table across from us at the booth handed us his bottle of Vodka. There was more than half in there and what did we do? We fukkin' killed that mutha fukker too. hahahaha!!
Later on William got fukked up and went to the car without telling anybody!! After we finished the bottles we walked to the car and there he was. I had packed my sandals with me and when I grabbed them out of the back seat ...There was throw up on my sandals. :( I was so mad. We then decided to find a 24 hour diner or whatever for some grub. This homeless guy had us walking and I was even more mad. Why were we following him again? LOL!! Max then drove us back to the hotel where we ordered some pizza. Finally past out at 4am. :)
Saturday - Woke up with just a minor headache. Douly woke up with a crazy foot. hahaha!! His gout came out of nowhere. He was in no shape of walking. So we left to Joyee's to have breakfast/lunch. Food was gooooooooood. After that we started the site seeing. Went to the Navy Pier. And the Millennium Park. Lots of walking. The water taxi was cool. After that we went back to the hotel to grab the car and got some mexican food. haha!! We had enough time to take a nap. And left to Vision night club by 11:30pm where Douly just said fukk it. And went with us. He was stuck in the hotel room all day.
Cosmic Gate. They were the shiiiiiiiiiiii iiit. I love'em. Every single track they played ... :headbang: We stayed 'til the very last minute. Got a signed poster. And got back to the hotel after 5am. I didn't go to sleep tho. No I didn't. I stayed up and had about 7-8 cups of redbull/vodka. lol. I saved Carl and Max like 1/4 of the bottle. haha!! I showered. Packed. And even went downstairs to print up my boarding pass. LOL!!
Sunday - Finally went to bed at 8am. Woke up at 11:30am feeling like shiiiiiiiiiiii it. :-\ Douly left straight to Mn after checking out. His foot just took the best of him. William drove me to see Wicker Park ----------> the park in the movie. Yes!! ;) After that we went to have pho at Tank's. It was suppose to be the best pho there. And it was good. I just couldn't eat it. :( After that we drove Carl and Max to their hotel where they will be staying their last night. And then William and I took off to Milwaukee where there was nothing to do. lol!! He drove me around and showed me places. I was so drained out I didn't want to do anything either. Got to the airport at a little before 6pm and William walked me to the security check point. Said good bye and off I went.
Oh, it didn't stop there. After finding out that our plane was arriving a little late ..We boarded at 7:15pm when it should have been 6:38pm. After everybody got settled in they start saying that there was a mechanical problem. So we sat there for another 15-20 minutes. Finally. When I got to Mn where my connecting flight was at ...I rushed to the Gate where they actually had the plane waiting for us. After that rush they said there's a mechanical problem again. So we were about 25 minutes late.
Finally got home at 11:30pm. Thanks Penny. :) I need a nap. Its Monday, Labor Day and I'm at work. :-\ :(
I'm going to be in recovery mode for the rest of the week.
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I see the views click click clickety click click. lol
Crazy week at work. I know its only Wednesday but damn! When I came back to work on Monday nobody was here so I didn't get to talk to anybody except for my reliever and god knows she doesn't know or do jack shit. On Tuesday the Boss Lady told me that one of my night guys got fired. He's infamous with the saying "Ok sir. I will not do it again" ...he's done a lot in the pass to make our lives miserable when we come to work. His mistakes are unbelievable. Its like ..."how many years have you been working here?" geesh. I feel bad but nobody!! I mean nobody should ever be on a cellphone while a customer is standing right in front of you ...waiting to get serviced. Not only that but it was their 2nd time to the desk and he was suppose to correct the mistake. His comeback to my boss was "Sir. I was on a long distance call from another country" ...wtf? Is my boss paying you to take personal calls from another country? I don't think soooooooooooo!! ahaha.
So my boss hired another hmong guy. What is up with these hmong people?? You need work. A friend helps you find work. You get the work. But you don't work? He's quiet. I explained how things worked and showed him what he needs for this job. He nods his head and made me feel like he understood me. I see him walking around with a cigarette. So I explained to him that he gets breaks and a lunch. I asked him to do something and 10 minutes later he's sitting down? Hello? Customer or no customer I asked you to do it. I hate training. I hope he picks up. I'm glad he's hired to work the 2nd shift. I like the other hmong guy cuz he find things to do when he knows he's done. This one is different. This one likes for the higher person to tell him what to do ...or he's just gonna sit. >:(
To the beach this weekend.
With the girls. :) Nothing big just something for us to enjoy and relax. It'll be great. :)
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alriiiiiiiiiii iiiiiiiiiight.
Seattle!! Here I come!! :hello2:
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Bodega Bay.
we started the trip with a bike ride to Bodega Bay Head. it was pretty easy at first until we had to ride up the road to the head. Penny and I almost died. lol ...why didn't i just hold one of the motorcyles/cars while on my bike?? LOL!! I just thought about that after we had done it. after getting up there we chained the bikes and head down to the beach. it was pretty awesome. saw a whale. got swooshed by the waves and Penny took a lot of pictures.
after a 2 hour bike ride we headed down to the beach where we picnicked ..bbq. and had a seagull steal a nice cooked rib. lol!! i swear the people around were laughing at us. haha!! we brought some alkie with us too and the girls made me drink more that I should have. because they made me drive home too. :( after a good meal we sat around ...took more pictures. laughed some more. and then packed it up. the fog was coming in so it was time to go. we got home around 10pm. and i crashed!! they made me drive there and back. lol
it was fun. its great to know that i can still have these trips with the girls. penny's talking about next year already. ...while i was still trying to recover from the bike ride. lol.
i will share pictures as soon as penny uploads them. :)
great trip. great friends.
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5 more days til Nocturnal Wonderland 2010 :D ;D
Excited. I haven't been to a massive in LA since Monster Massive '09. And I haven't been to the Nos Center ...It's the same place MTV held the music awards this year. O0 I was checking out the past shows Insomniac has thrown there at the Nos Center and I have to say ...the production work is fukkin' awesome. Its suppose to be better this year so we'll see.
After Los Angeles this weekend it will be Seattle. ;D
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3 more days til Nocturnal
I decided to stay in San Bernardino. Its like an hour away from Los Angeles. I don't think I want to drive back after a long day of EDM. I also decided to be nice and take my niece out to lunch before heading home. hahaha!! She's been living like a real college students. noodle cups and burritos. lol
I can't believe its going to be 100°F down there tho. Its going to be crazy hot. the show starts at 2pm-2am!! Sun doesn't set 'til what? 6:30? almost 7pm? :-\ oh well, gotta make the best of it.
I think after Seattle I will calm myself down and be good. lol
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Its Friday!! :icon_cheers:
ahhhhhhhhhh!! its going to be a long drive to San Bernardino. 5 hours and 29 minutes. its going to be me only so no stops for sure! just straight down. i can't wait. its going to be a great weekend.
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Nocturnal Wonderland was amazing!!
the drive to San Bernardino wasn't that bad. I had great tunes on ...I was wide awake. With the traffic I got to Colton at 4pm. Checked in and had a few beers before heading out. we got to Nocturnal around 5:25pm. I don't know why I didn't go look for the tent that Tritional was spinning. they got to spin twice at two different tents. Oh well ...it was just way too hot. I didn't want to move around in the sun. it was about 106 degrees on Saturday. I nearly fainted.
Menno De Jong - my 2nd time seeing this guy. in NYC i wasn't too impressed by him but this time ....he blew me away. from the moment he came on it was boom this. boom that. i really enjoyed his set. he played "Remember Love" and the crowd went nuts. lolz!!
Simon Patterson - he didn't waste any time. he went straight to the BOOM. i loved it.
Markus Schulz - never disappoints. i love the perception intro. and everything else was amazing. Markus was the best set for me. every track he played was just awesome.
ATB - I haven't seen this guy since LoveFest '08. I knew he really liked rock but damn. lol. I loved the ecstacy intro ...he had me going for 20 minutes and then he threw in Katy Perry's - Teenage Dream. I went ??? :o ::) :-\ ...and left. I didn't come back into the tent until Ferry Corsten came on but I could still hear ATB. glad to hear he played 9pm. and then he closed with a track from the Rage Against The Machine. he took the mic and sang/rap til the very end. lol!!
Ferry Corsten - I haven't seen this guy since he came to Sac last November. I wanted to hear tracks from his Out Of the Blue album but it wasn't what I expected. instead it was like he played his top 10 tracks selections or something. which was nice. but ...I wanted more.
when Sunday came around I didn't waste any time. we got up and checked out around 9:30am. and I was on my way.
this Wednesday I will be seeing ATB again. He hasn't been in Sac for quite some time now so I hope he doesn't throw any mainstream stuff in his set. lol!! or I'll go nutz!! cuz I'll be seeing him in Seattle this weekend too. LOL!!
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ATB in Sacramento!
show went off the hook. they sold about 500 tickets ...maybe more. they did way better than Above & Beyond. had a great time. he didn't play any rock but he did play the katy perry track. and he didn't do the ecstacy intro mix like how he did at Nocturnal but he did open up with ecstacy. i got there at 11:15pm and the line was super long! thank god i got a hold of Jean to hook me up. lol!!
Today, I am sick as a dog. I am also flying out to Seattle to see Amy. I don't know how I'm going to make this work but I'm sippin' on a bottle of Robitussin at work. And hopefully that will do the trick. lol
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Seattle :)
It was a nice trip. Got to drive around Seattle more than last time. lol ...Tee shouldn't go ...go kart racing. I couldn't breathe under there. lol. As soon as we pulled over I was in a rush to take that shit off. go kart racing in CA is a little different. we didn't need all that instruction. helmet. sock head < ------lol.
ATB was awesome. Of all 3 times I saw him ..Seattle was the best. It was a bit emo. but I loved every track he played. Josh Gallaghan played this one track that just made me ...sigh. I loved it.
when we got to the club I already had problems. bought my ticket from wanttickets.co m and for some reason they didn't have my name on the will call list. they told me they will match the price I bought it for and I will have to get a refund from wanttickets.co m. I tried to take money out from their machine and I got a msg that said "please contact blah blah blah ...account not available" so with the little cash that everybody had with them ...lol!! I bought the $18 ticket. later on ...one of the girls on the counter found us in the bar and asked me to go back to the counter because they had solved the problem. got the money back and continued.
while enjoying Josh Gallaghan's set ...amy lost her phone to some guy. then the drama started. my thumb got caught in the middle of it. lol ...we asked for the phone back and he said he gave it away. so amy grabbed one of the phone that was in his pocket and i grabbed the other one. well, he noticed me and so i threw the phone away in the dance floor. and so he grabbed my thumb and started twisting it. at first i didn't feel the pain but as we got escorted outside he turned it even more. and finally the security made him let go. they asked me to press charges and i said no. thinking it was over. emt guys gave me a hot pack and i was out on the floor.
after the show guess who was waiting for us? lol ...we gave him our piece of mind and he didn't say a single thing but "give me back my phone" ...dumb ass!
today my wrist is a little swollen and my thumb hurts like a mofo. i'm going to see the doctor later today. lol. i can give you a low thumbs up! haha! my hand is a little bruised but i'm sure it'll be just fine.
overall ...great trip. hahahahaha
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oh boy.
this week is er. ever since i got back from seattle i haven't been eating. why? well, i'm still sick. for like 2 weeks now. and whenever i have a cough attack i always throw up. :-\ last night i was gonna die!! lol. it seems like laying down gets worse for me or something. coughing and coughing until i did actually throw up. sigh.
i wanna go home. sleep it off. i'm like taking all these meds and it only makes me woozy. doesn't help me at all so i quit. i'm going to let nature takes this cold from me. lol.
i can't believe its only thursday.
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just 4-5 more months. hang it in there. :)
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Its Friday!!!!!!!! I'm going home. :)
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this weekend was so short.
i went home on Saturday thinking it was still Friday. lol!! when the next day came around i was bummed!! i wanted to sleep off this cold. i feel a little bit better ...my mom made me take all these kind of meds and boy ...i was past out on Saturday night. ;D on Sunday my sister made me soup and she bought me a bag full of them too. why? i have no freakin' idea but i did thank her tho. LOL!!
i didn't get much sleep last night. my younger sister was watching parana 3d at 1am and after folding my laundry i laid down only to watch the movie with her. hahaha. i couldn't sleep. so finally when the movie was done i turned over and ktfo. i only got 2 hours of sleep this morning. :-\ the drive back to Sac was horrible. thank god the sing-a-long kept me up. LOL!!!
today i booked my car and my hotel room for TATW 350. just in case i change my mind and go! i've been doing good with saving this whole year and i think i will be good for Miami. some people may not think so but if you don't know ... no friends + no going out = money saved! LOL!!
just let me do what i wanna do. :)
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oo. and penny i met ur bro. moua. he the one with the kid and divorce. we went clubbin.hahaha .
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divorce? he never got married. ??? lol!!
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ooo? ok he just have baby.haha
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dang you've been busy!
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Yup. :)
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tomorrow at 9am the early bird ticket sales will start for Trance Around The World 350!
I think I will purchase one. Ekks! I am such a liar to myself. Sigh. :-\ lol.
I recieved an email from an old friend from high school. He usually sends me a email every once in a blue moon. After telling him how the year has been he said to me ..."I always knew you were fascinated by music but I didn't know it was going to be EDM." ...I laughed. It is true. I remember growing up watching BET when they first aired. Video Soul. Midnite Love. MTV Jams and so on. I was a fan of everything.
I always get the "I'm surprised you're not a dj" ...lol. I don't know why either. I think if I had known more about the music back then ...maybe I would have learned a little and take it up as a hobby. Yea. Oh well ...
I love it. I don't know when I'll quit but in the time being ...I am having the time of my life.
Not only does the trips and the music takes me away from all the matters that brings me down ...Its moves me.
I am Tee.
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yea i mike! and beers move me.hahaha. are u expectin the tickets to sale out?
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yea i mike! and beers move me.hahaha. are u expectin the tickets to sale out?
dude ..hahaha!!
Yea, I think they will sell out. Its a celebration of their radio show. the venue fits about 3,000 people.
and the lineup is going to be superb. the early bird tickets will sell out and once they are the price will go up.
I think they will start at $50. hoping its not but I think so ...
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ok! well i'll ask her 2nite or tomorrow. when ever i see her. i get back to u.
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Ok.
I don't think it will sell out immediately but it will eventually be a sold out show. Just get at me.
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Oh Crap!
Give Thanks is selling tickets for $25 w/o a lineup right now. lol
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am I nice enough? ;D
so my sister asked me to take her to Los Angeles for her birthday next month. I didn't really say anything but in my head I was like "what did you do for me on my birthday?" lol ...I bet she wants me to rent the car and all the other stuff so she can get away with just the SHOPPING part. hahaha. we'll see. I really don't have anything going on right now but I do want to save save save.
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am I nice enough? ;D
so my sister asked me to take her to Los Angeles for her birthday next month. I didn't really say anything but in my head I was like "what did you do for me on my birthday?" lol ...I bet she wants me to rent the car and all the other stuff so she can get away with just the SHOPPING part. hahaha. we'll see. I really don't have anything going on right now but I do want to save save save.
seriously you're asking that question. dude you're too nice with a big heart. the biggest heart i know. never question how nice you are because you are a genuine caring person, although you may have your bad days your good days outweights the bad ones.
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aaaaaaaaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaargh !! >:( >:(
my car is stolen. well, my dad's car got stolen. sigh. do I really need this right now? forget about being nice. some jerk just up and stole the car between 8-10pm last night. I slept for like 2 hours ...I think all my fun and games are done. when I'm finally content with life ...something like this just comes out of nowhere.
:-\
i have a suitcase full of clothes. all my shoes. my new pair of vanz. my chucks. penny's baby boy's birthday gift. fukk. my ****ies girl sweaters. even the one that Markus Schulz had signed.
I am soooooooooooo SAD!
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Clubbing with my bro? He's a recovered addict( I think!), don't give him drugs even if he asked for it!!
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hello journal.
i didn't update you about my car. lol!! so the next day at 3pm i got a call from the officer who found my car. guess where they found it at? 2 blocks from the house!!! yes, i was extremely pissed but happy it was found in one piece. lolz!! the officer was nice enough to stay and wait for me ...so he basically saved me $300 for storage fee and tow!! Yes!!
so my goal is to search for a car that i can afford. i want a new car. all stock. no mods! just new.
the search has been kinda ..BLAH!! i want peoples opinion on the cars ...especially if they have owned one before. but i'm getting mixed reviews. lol. i'm going to continue my search and hope that i find one just in time for Christmas. it will be a gift for myself.
;D
Nov. 20th - i will be taking my sister to Los Angeles. :) :D ;D
i will probably hit up Circus to see Solarstone while i'm there. hahaha!! i've got the car booked. hotel is next.
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TGIF!!
I'm not doing anything this weekend but I'm pretty excited. I don't know why. haha!! Its been 2 weeks since I've spent an entirely whole weekend in Merced. Sometimes it just feels too short and there's not a lot of sleeping. lolz!!
if only work was just as fast ...
i wanna get out of here! its only 10:30am. >:(
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I've got this song on repeat. I love it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oa-xyAJnepM
I am so behind the music. I don't know whats new and whats out there. And when I do I'd be like "bloody hell, this shit came out 4 months ago!" ...lol. I love the new Nic Chagall mix. :headbang: I can't wait to go a show. I don't have anything planned yet but I am dying to hit up one. lol. I know I shouldn't but I just want to ...I think I'm going to wait til NYE tho. Its already Novemeber ...Its not too far away. :)
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omg.
W&W!!! after all the requests they will finally be here!! well, in Los Angeles but fukk!! i am soooo skipping out on Merced NY and going to Los Angeles to see them! LMD just announced their 10th trance year at Circus. and the lineup also includes Sean Tyas, Tritonal, and W&W!
since my sister canceled the Los Angeles trip ...I will change everything to December 18th. O0
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i owe you big time so let me know if you ever need a partner. my treat. just let me know ahead so i can convince jean to babysit.
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I will keep that in mind. ;)
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I will keep that in mind. ;)
just for argument sake, let's skip give thanks ;D
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Yo bootee...long time no chat. Miss u.
I was roaming on here to see if there's any familiar nicks and bam....there u are (as always). hehe Good thing u're still on here or i'd lose u forever.
Is sac new year during thanksgiving or xmas? I wanna go to one new year this year at least but not sure of the dates. Umm, i think stockton is in two weeks but its too ghetto and i'm too high class to be seen there. LOL j/p I've been to stockton new year more than any other new year since tommyboy lives right next door, literally. Anyway, i'll come back to check on u in a day or two. Muahz! Good night.
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hi cherished. :)
i'm only active in my journal. but its a good thing you remember that i have one. lolz!! good to hear from you.
i think the new year is during thanksgiving. i don't know. i've only been to Sac new year like once since i've lived
here. haha
kit. O0
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Talking bout give thanks, you really gonna take the boys?!! Please don't! I'm not available to go!
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I'm not going to Give Thanks. lol
Penny, don't worry. When I find a right show for the boys to go with ...You will be the first to know. lol
You wanna do December 18th? In LA? haha ...It won't be a massive. It will be a club. :)
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i feel a cold coming.
my throat is starting to feel itchy. my nose is running. and i'm slowly getting the coughs. fukkkkkkkkkkk!!! :-\ :( :'(
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Dec. 18? How long will we be out of town?
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leave Saturday morning. come back Sunday night.
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Let me know what you decide. Taking the boys? I asked Boualy if she wanna go. I'm waiting for a reply.
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well, i was gonna ask bigg/pete if they wanted to go. Circus has a hip hop room too so if they can't hang with edm they can go upstairs. haha! LMD is celebrating their 10th year at Circus so its going to be a big turnout.
let me get an answer from them first.
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Cool!
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Yo yo Pendogg! 8) Good to know yall still keeping in touch with each other. I'm still in touch with a few pher's too...like tommyboy and Long and riceboy. I run into a few others every now and then. O0
And yeah bootee...of course i remember u have an online journal on pebhmong...and that u keep it updated. hehe And i know u only post on this thread. ;D Seems we are all not too active in these new years anymore...perh aps we are getting older and wiser? Or we are lazy. hahah I like the wiser better. :) Oh and i was in sac this pass weekend...went to #1 buffet on stockton blvd. Oh man, the line was like forever long. aah and hella hmong ppl too. This is the second time being there and it wasn't as good. I guess cause there were so many ppl so the cooks didn't put much care in the food. Bah. Lame.
But i'll definitely be checking in on u. I'm ur paparazzi. :-*
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hello journal.
its been almost a week since I last visted you. its been a little crazy. i don't know how but i went and got myself sick again. had a killer fever over the weekend. i slept thru the whole eat 30 thingy that my parents were doing. they woke me up to only walk thru the burning stuff and to let the shaman tie them strings on me. i must have slept over 12 hours. lol!! i feel better today. i've got them mucus stuck in me and a few coughs here and there but i feel better.
i finished book 3!! it was a great read. from The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo to The Girl Who Played With Fire and then The Girl Who Kicked The Hornets Nest. I watched the movies also. well, parts 1 and 2 ... i will get to watch part 3 this weekend. i had my brother burn me the movies. lolz!! the movies are a little over 2 hours long. but it seems so short after you watch it. all and all ...its kinda the same. just a few changes here and there but it was great. i'm ready for another read ...lol
i wish for this week to go by. i just feel like i need more sleep. and then car shopping. :)
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If I'm not going to Miami ...I better get me a brand new spanking car!! >:(
WMC vs ULTRA
there's a mix up between the 2 events. greed. talents. events. i don't know what it is but its messing up my plans for Miami. :'( right now it is currently up in the air. i don't think they will change it back to the same week but if all doesn't go then i will definitely be ready to move out and buy a new car. :) i think i was really looking forward to going to Miami again. sigh.
i slept with headphones on last night. now my ears hurts. :-\
I am so in like with that mashup I discovered yesterday. O0 :) :headbang:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZMB0hvWNkKw
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*sniff* ...I am sad that I didn't get my enjoi hoodie in the mail. daaaaaaaamn!!
ebay had sided with the seller. so I lost my money with no hoodie. it was a god damn nice one too.
most enjoi hoodies got that little panda logo on the left side. this one had a huge one in the middle.
sigh. i guess more shopping for me. :D ;D
so we are confirmed for Los Angeles on December 18th for LMD's 10th Anniversary at Circus with
Sean Tyas, Trional, and W&W. I got 4 tickets coming in the mail. its going to be sooooooooooooo much fun. ;D
cars! cars! let's talk about cars. I think I might have decided that I will go buy that brand new car. I know everybody is telling me to wait. but wait for what? I've been waiting for months. And I think I can do it. :) If you don't want me driving your cars then let me go buy it. hahaha! I am giving myself another month to make the final decision. I even know what car I want. hehe.
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Happy Thanksgiving!!
It wasn't so happy for me but when I came home from work ...Penny brought me food from the new year. Ger and David roasted a turkey and you know ...Tee doesn't eat turkey. haha!! But I had a slice of turkey anyways because David did work all day on dinner. lolz!! It was great. Thanks guys.
I had one glass of champagne with David and Ger and I went at it with the Heinekens. lol!! I got to the point where I was so freakin' full and bloated I couldn't drink anymore and I didn't even want to touch the pumpkin pie. Went to bed at 10pm last night and didn't even think about Black Friday. It was sad to wake up this morning ...soooooooooo oo not wanting to get ready for work. It was freezing cold.
Yesterday I asked my boss if I can get off early so I can hit up the new year with some more food. lol!! But my boss asked me to ask that one girl to see if she can come in for a few hours but she's leaving to AZ soon so she needs more time with her family and I totally understood. My boss left for the day before I could even tell him that she said no. I hope he comes in early enough to relieve me. I packed my stuff anyways ...just in case he doesn't come I'm going to head straight home to Merced.
I hope there's a meal waiting for me when I get home. lol!!
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goddam it.
I really want to go to Trance Around The World 350. Some guy is offering his will-call ticket for $100 ..and that's better than what some other people are selling out there. Some tickets are going for $200-$500 each. He's willing to give me until 8pm tonight to decide. The only problem I have is that the show is on Dec. 10th which would mean that I will need that Friday off to make my way down to Los Angeles. So I have to make hotel and car arrangements. =( ...And!! I'm already set to go to Los Angeles on Dec. 18th to see Sean Tyas, Tritonal, and W&W.
siiiiiiiiiiiii iiiiiiiigh.
I think I will have to let this one go. As much as I would like to be a part of TATW 350 ...Its just not big enough for me to double wham myself. lol. oh well ....W&W is more worth the trip. hehe.
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about 12 more days. O0
my older sister had asked my other sister to ask me to send my poor neice some rice. but i am not going to do it. well, i haven't said that i wasn't or was going to but i have no intentions in helping the ungrateful biatch. lol!!!!!
christmas is around the corner and i am trying my very best to get everything done. so many people want this and that. and so many people want to borrow this and that too. i'm almost left with nothing. lol.
i hope my secret santa like my gift. lol!! hell, i hope it comes in the mail in one piece. i still have my sister to shop for. she's a little harder ...i just don't know what she wants. my guess is money. lol!! she borrows the most from me. hahaha ... but she also likes vases. so i am going to go and find a place with nice vases. =)
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2010.
Like every other year ...we have the goods and the bads. It all started out kinda rocky but I continued the year by doing what I love best. It was hard to shake things off but I managed and here I am. Still alive. Breathing. And living well.
In April, I took a trip to New York. For what else but Armin's A State Of Trance 450. Who would have thought that I'd end up in that side right? lol. Not me. If it wasn't for ASOT ...lolz!! I guess its kinda like how I ended up in Miami that one year. I had a great time. With great friends comes with great fun!
In May, Penny and I took a roadtrip to Las Vegas. For me it was another trip to hit up a show. I don't think I'd go back if there wasn't a show. Before Las Vegas it was Calico and we made the best of that pit stop. lolz!! Just being silly and having fun. In Vegas we saw Markus Schulz the first night and then Armin and Gareth Emery the second night. Max and I got to meet Markus on the dance floor. haha. Another great moment.
this was another year without any summer plans.
In July, during J4 my sister and I took a trip to San Francisco where we met up with Max and Carl. There we saw John00 Flemming the first day and Markus Schulz at Ruby Skye for the second day. My car also got broken into and my gps was gone. =( I guess that hike from Chinatown to Fisherman’s Warf did us wrong. Lol. By the way, never doing that again. Haha!!
In August, there came my birthday. =) Another year with no plans. Penny came over to Ger’s and there we drank. And drank. And drank some more. Later on that night we ended up at Barcode. Lol. Memories. I also took a trip to Minnesota. There I met with friends and got to see Armin Van Buuren. 2 days there and then drove to Chicago where we saw Cosmic Gate. Oh what fun!! It was a blast.
In October, for the first week I took a solo trip down to Los Angeles for Nocturnal. As good as the lineup was I didn’t really enjoy the burning hot weather. I was totally sober. And after Los Angeles I got to meet ATB in Sacramento. Lol. And a week later I took a trip out to Seattle, Washington to see Amy. And there we went to see ATB …again. Lol. Now that was a crazy month. Lol.
In December, well …we are still in the month and another trip to Los Angeles begins next weekend. Its going to be super duper fun!!
To end the year …
Well, I hope I make it out to San Francisco to see Markus Schulz. I don’t really care if I miss the countdown so I’ll probably show up after midnight. I’m also using my last 2 days of pto to sleep at home too. Lol!!
I hope for great things to come in 2011. I have no plans.
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hehe ..
I got 94 hits since my last journal entry. lol!!
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Lame! U're counting hits. LOL I guess someone is on the HIT LIST...she must be super duper important. hehe :-*
Anyway, I gotta googles this Markus Schulz guy. That is a guy right? hehe U keep talking about him so I assume he's someone famous or ur bf. I'll skip the web search and go straight to image search so I can see what this guy looks like. :)
Well..my year has been crazy...the craziest in my 30+ life of mine. Sigh. But that's for another day. That's for whenever we have the time to play catch up. haha But for old time sake...here's a little something to remember the good ole days. Taking a trip down memory HOL and PH lane. *snif*
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hi karen. lol!!
i'm not counting hits but i just find it so interesting that people come read my stupid shits. hahaha!! i mean, i could go for weeks w/o writing in my journal but the hits keeps coming. haha
omg, those pictures are so old. ah, the good old days ...indeed. :)
oh, the famous Markus Schulz is the #9 dj in the world. he's one of my favorites. here is a picture for you. lol!!
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v449/bootee/me%20and%20djs/teeNmarkus-1.jpg)
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TGIF!!
Its like super raining out there. The weather forecasts shows that Sacramento is going to have 6-7 straight days of rain. Like for reals?! Tomorrow's drive down to Los Angelles is going to be horrible. Well, at least I'm not in a rush. As long as I get there.
Tonight, I will be staying in. I am babysitting for Ger and David. lol!! And when they get home I'm heading out to get the rental. Gotta get a lot of sleep.
I have to finish my Christmas shopping. eeekks!
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What a great weekend!!
Friday - I had to stay in and babysit for Ger. By 10pm ...I went and got the rental. I went straight to Bigg's place and slept there.
Satuday - Woke up at 6am and got ready to head out to Los Angeles. After picking everybody up we finally left at 8am. It sucks. Nobody was going by my schedule besides Bigg cuz he had no choice. lol!! Pete had a blast on the ride to Los Angeles. the mofo knew he had a roadtrip the next day and still dranked the night before. So he totally paid for it. well, we had to all pay for it ...He threw up!! A few times actually. lol. He started throwing up when we were in Galt and the last one was somewhere between Visalia and Bakersfield. hahahaha! During a short pit stop I accidentally ran over one of my friend's foot. the big toe to be exact. hahaha!! I swear I thought he was in the car already. I did it in slow motion too. lol!!
It rained all the way from Sac to Los Angeles. We got there around 3pm. After checking in to the hotel we ate ...And chilled a little before the show. After everybody got ready we headed down to the garage. And there I realized that I didn't have the party tickets with me. lol!! so Penny and I took the elevator while the boys took the stairs. for some reason we ended up on level 2. Our room was on level 3. lol!! when I saw that we ran back to the elevator and headed for leavel 3. by that time the boys alreay beat us to the floor. so they thought it would be funny to scare Tee! lol. Right when the elevator doors opened I started to run towards the room. and Pete jumps out of the no where and scared the shit outta me. I screamed in fear and tripped on the mat and on the floor I ended up. lol!!! Now I got this big ass bruise on my right arm. its freakin' huge!!
At the club ...it was all gravy. Even tho the stuff melted in my pocket I still took it and with just a little bit ..I was flying. It was still raining like a mofo. The club was so wet. So wet that I ate that shit up. lol!! I freakin' slipped and boy ...hahahaha!! Alot of people fell because of the wet floor. The boys picked a corner and just kinda watched everybody ...lol.
W&W were so freaking amazing! I loved every track that they played. It was just ...ahhhh! Sean Tyas started off with "Love The Way You Lie" ...lol. The boys thought that was pretty cool while I was ...BLAH! haha. All and all ...I had the greatest time.
Sunday - Penny woke us up hella early. 9am. C'mon!! After a long drive. No nap. And a long night of partying ...9am?! Anywho, I finally woke up and started the day in Chinatown. It was still raining! hell, the rain didn't stop from the day before ..It just kept raining. I couldn't bare to stay up anymore so I only drove us out of Los Angeles and Pete took over the whole way home. I slept like a baby until my butt started hurting. lol. I wasn't comfortable a all. We got home around 8pm. Good timing. After dropping everybody off we went straight to return the rental.
Monday - I am so store. My butt cheeks hurt. Probably from falling ...lol. My right arm is like dead. lol ...and my legs are just really sore. I need more sleep. :-\
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I get to see W&W again!! Jan 27th. I am so excited. :D ;D O0 :icon_cheers: :headbang:
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just 2 more days of work ...
and then I get a 4 day weekend. O0 I was going to ask for more but my stupid hmong co-worker #2 busted a no show this past weekend where my boss had to work 48 hours straight. I'm sure his wife helped him too but he didn't get much sleep. 4 days should be cool. I just wanna sit at home and do nothing. ;D
During Christmas I pretty much did the same thing. lol!! Except the whole family got crunked!! :2funny: Ok, not the whole family but my older nieces and nephew came over and boy, we finished a 1.75 liter of Vodka. We started drinking beer around 5pm. And started the Vodka bottle at 8pm ...from there we stayed up 'til 3am drinking! I realize that its taking me longer and longer to recover from a night of drinking. haha!! I laid in bed on Sunday trying my very best to recover. Everybody threw up after 3am and past out while I just ktfo. Woke up at 10am ...just puking everything out.
NYE in SF!!
I am ready to go! I'll be picking up Max and Carl at the airport and then we're going to head straight to Ruby Skye for some dinner. And there I will be meeting up with Minor and his gf. :) Hopefully Mao gets a ticket before they sell out. So I don't have to be the 5th wheel. hahaha!! I'm excited. But then again, I have a feeling that I'm going to be a sardine up in there. I remember J4. :-\ all in all ...I'm going all out. Hopefully nothing changes my mind. lolz!!
W&W in SF!
On January 27th!! Max said she'll fly down. And Douly's pretty down that he didn't make it to SF for NYE so he's trying his best to make it to the show also. After W&W ...the great Andy Moor will be another show for us on the next day. They asked for a 3rd show and the only one that is listed now is SDB 5 in Galt. No lineup yet so we'll see. It is going to be a great mission.
before the January shows I'm due for a trip to Tahoe! where my brothers and I will be SNOWBOARDING!! O0 8) ;D
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t-minus 6 hours and 15 minutes
left in my shift before I start my 4 day weekend. I hooked up with Lag yesterday to hit up happy hour and boy!! I'm dying here. lol
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why thank you.
I spend enough time at home to do all of the above. Except for the spellcheck cuz its my journal and I don't have to be perfect. hahaha!!
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NYE.
If Markus didn't throw down such an awesome set during NYE ...I think I would be ranting about how horrible of a time I had. Lol. I had about 3 beers and was sober the whole entire time. What a waste of $20. >:( Never again! I will be more prepared next time. Anywho, Markus was on the decks for about 5 and a half hours! I enjoyed every second of it. Besides waiting for the bathroom. aha! At the end of the night I was actually sober enough to enjoy the breakfast that Ruby was providing. Yumm! Lol. I missed dinner. :(
Next stop!!
District 30. A new club coming to Sacramento on K Street. They are going to have Steve Aoki there on the 13th and then Sasha on the 20th. I wanna check it out ...especially when I haven't seen Sasha since 2006 in LA during NYE. ;D
Looking forward to just chilling. Relax. Sleep things off. And give this year a Happy New Me! :) O0
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2011
helloooooooo!
I have set some goals to complete but its not a must. Its more to explore. :) So far ...so good.
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working 10 days straight sucks ass!!
Even tho I go to sleep early ...I still wake up feeling like I only had about 4 hours of sleep. I know that sometimes I do too much and I make myself feel this way but dang, does it really have to last for days? hell, even weeks? haha. Big day tomorrow. I am meeting with my sister to see this place and I hope its what we're looking for. After that, I'm not sure what else I have planned but sleep is one of them. Lol.
Wednesday is my Friday. :)
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Damn!
big changes on the W&W plans! I'm back to square one. In search for a EDM buddy continues ...Lol.
oh yea, happy thursday to me! :) :D ;D O0 :2funny:
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well, hi journal.
trying to stay awake at work here. i've got like major knots on my back that needs some adjustments. going to see the chiropractor soon. haven't been able to sleep lately. but i sure am glad to be moving out and sleeping on a BED! i can now save over $200 a month on gas for driving back and forth from Sac to Merced on the weekends. i will stay in town more often and just have some ME time. and work on the new me. hehe!
i'm currently waiting for the lineup to be announced for Beyond Wonderland. they said that the lineup will be better than Nocturnal. we'll see. i booked a room just in case i do end up going. another solo trip doesn't sound too bad. maybe then i can let myself loose and enjoy it. but we will see. i've got a lot of things to do before moving out at the end of the month. o! and i'm trying to get my passport!! O0 gotta step on it. another trip to Canada would be nice.
2011.
i wanna travel more! :)
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I'm handicapped!
so over the weekend ...i kinda walked in to a hole and BAM! i sprained my ankle.
it won't be the same. :-\ the bone has moved and found its place.
one more week! well, one more week and a couple days. i gotta buy me a new bed.
gotta do some shopping this weekend.
I am so ready! :)
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CONFIRMED!!
just got my tickets. and got a buddy to go with me. hehe
Trance Energy USA -
Aly & Fila
Richard Durand
Ronald van Gerlderen
:headbang: :headbang:
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Dear friend,
Its been almost 2 weeks since you've left us. It doesn't feel real at all. It was just like yesterday when I came over and we do what we always do. Talk. You will be missed. When I have nobody ...you were always around to keep me company. When I was scared ...you stuck around just until I had enough courage to leave.
I'm sorry for not seeing you the past 2 days. I couldn't get myself to stand up and look at you. Or touch you. I looked around and saw all the people crying next to me and it too made me cry. I wanted to remember you as you were the night before you passed. Some people may not say it loud enough but we all love/care for you. I hope that you have a safe journey to find/be with your parents. And may all your pains be left behind.
Maybe one day we'll meet again. :'(
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Los Angeles was freakin' awesome!!
the road trip there wasn't as bad either. I thought I was going to be dead tired on the drive back home but apparently, I had more energy then I thought. I drove back the whole entire way. hehe. :idiot2: :2funny:
soooo!
Richard Durand set the mood straight. He always rocks it when I see him. I love the energy.
Fila looks different. hehe. but he really destroyed it. he didn't really play as much vocals then I thought he would this time. which was totally awesome to me cuz I was feelin' it the whole entire time.
Ronald is *cute* ...20 minutes before his set I happily walked closer to the side of the stage and saw him standing there. amazing but he actually heard me call out his name! he pointed at himself and was like "me?" and as I nodded ...he walked over and I got a picture with him. he's got the most amazing eyes. Lol.
Ronald totally rocked it. so much energy and every track he played was banging. And the vocals he did wasn't too bad either. hehe! he's got a dark, deep, rockish voice. I loved it. haha.
Next stop!!
Dash Berlin on March 25th in SF. O0 I really want to see him!!
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Los Angeles!! HERE WE GO AGAIN!! :D ;D :2funny: O0
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alright, so I was debating on Dash Berlin or Kyau & Albert with Ronski Speed on March 26th. But I freakin' forgot that my sister was throwing her 30th birthday that weekend too. :-\ :( I guess I'll save a little money and skip on both of those shows.
I just read that Armin Van Buuren will be doing 2 shows in a row in SF. In may!! O0 I hope it is confirmed soon. I am sooo going to jump on it. I haven't seen Armin since the Mn show for my birthday. hehe!
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I am trippin'!!
my sister is doing her birthday this weekend ...whereas dash / kyau & albert and ronski is on the 26th. :2funny: i still dont' know if i'm going to go tho. my sister just shared some news with me last night and um, ...getting real with reality again.
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great party guys!! haha O0
it was good to hang out like old times. i know the tables turned and it went down hill from there but it was fun.
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FREE room at Planet Hollywood in Vegas for EDC!! Yes!! :D ;D O0 :2funny:
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alright.
all set to go with Gareth Emery's concert in Los Angeles. anybody need a short getaway? hehe
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Really? a Tuesday and a Wednesday? who's gonna go with me on a weekday? :-\
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loooooooooong week.
I'm cutting my play time down. All work ...no play! :-\ well, I still have Gareth Emery to go too but damn ...I'm debating if EDC is really a good idea. I'll have to wait and see what the lineup is like first. I've got to get this shit out of the way. Its like taunting me! :-X
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damn, last week was a killer.
i pulled 3 nights straight with 16 hour shifts. my eyes are officially burned out. i tried to sleep in as much as i could but you know how too much sleep just leaves you with pain?! yea, my back hurts. my eyes are killing me ..and i'm always feelin' like i didn't get enough sleep. this week should be a lot better. working 16 hour shifts on Monday/Wednesday/Friday only ...so i get a break in between days. and i still get the weekends off. O0
unfortunately, i agreed to working the weekend shifts this weekend so my boss can take his kids to Disneyland. i hope i get a 4 day off next week?! that would be awesome cuz next week is GARETH EMERY!! :D
now i just need to make Mike drive cuz i'm going to be working the 3rd shift on Friday night. i don't think i can drive 7 hours straight after doing the night shift. Lol!! :idiot2:
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Gareth Emery in Concert was simply amazing!! O0
that was a great way to see Gareth Emery for the very first time. I haven't danced that hard in years. haha!! tee was a dancing machine!! :D the live vocals were amazing also. some times it just makes the song go bad but Lucy Saunders and Roxanne Emery did a great job. the acoustic version of 'too dark tonight' was mind blowing. i had to take a breather during that time but just listening to the song was a step out of the rabbit hole. :)
Next stop! Electric Daisy Carnival in Las Vegas!! I hope the plans go well ... O0
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May will be an empty month.
I can't really do much with the kind of schedule that I have now. Maybe on the weekends but ever since Gareth Emery ...I just want to sleep!! that was a tough trip! I was basically up for nearly 31 hours!! working the 3rd shift and then driving straight down to Los Angeles. :-X :-\ I will be giving May a rest. Maybe pay off some bills and relax until June hits. I want to go to a lot of shows but I've decided that if I can't do Armin Van Buuren at Ruby Skye this month ...I will not replace it will anything else. ;D :D
in recovery mode. :)
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boy!! this 16 hour shift thingy is killing me. Lol
in the middle of the next shift ..i could fall asleep while standing up!! ??? :-\ :-X :D
but nope! i'm not ready to call it quits yet. not unless they won't give me the EDC dates off. fukk that shit. Lol!! confirming Vegas next week. i'm excited but i can feel the pain already. after Gareth Emery it took me a week to recover. hell, i'm still trying to recover because of the 16 hour shifts i've been doing. i can never get enough sleep. before when i took naps in between 4pm-6pm ..i would stay up til 1am or so but now i could fall asleep within 2 hours later ...Lol. i am looking forward to spending this weekend in my bed. i'm trying to get rid of this cold and last week my dumb ass said yes to working on a freakin' sunday when i knew i needed that sleep bad!! Lol.
i've been wheezing a lot this past weekend. can't do shit without having to stop to take a deep breath and then try to continue what i'm doing. it hurts. when i do get a chance to sleep on my bed ...the vicks steamer is my best friend. O0 :D ;D
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oooooooooooooo oooooooookay! :D :D :D :2funny:
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oooooooooooooooooooooookay! :D :D :D :2funny:
You think I'm crazy? Lol.
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you're sane til proven otherwise O0 ;)
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its like I can't stop!
I keep telling myself that I will take a break in between months and then out of nowhere I come back with full force dying to get a good fix (music to my ears). Sometimes I would have something to keep me from doing/going to these shows but once I get that problem fixed ...I let nothing hold me back. If I have the time, the money, and the partner ...I will be there. :) :D ;D
I am glad that I'm not doing it as often. I noticed that I've gone down to 2-3 shows a month to 1 show a month to 1 show every other month. Its just always in Los Angeles. :-\ the trip itself makes up all the other shows that I missed ...money wise. but I don't complain! :idiot2: ;D
its just who I am. who I've become. maybe who I will be until somebody stops me. ???
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oh boy!! what did i do?!
I went to see Above & Beyond last night. It was a last minute decision! I didn't even have tickets!! and!! I only had like 3-4 hrs of sleep after doing a 16 hour shift. I was damn tired at first ...had like 2 beers and I was buzzin' ...Lol!! Jaytech did a nice job setting it up for A&B. when they came on it was BANGING!! they played a lot of new stuff ...I liked their opening track. I need to find out what it is!
It was the first time I've seen all 3 members together. But Jono wasn't spinning with Paavo and Tony. He was chillin' on the side ...enjoying the crowd. It was fun! I shouldn't have had too many drinks. Lol. Came home at 3am and here I am ...at work. Wishing I didn't go out last night. Lol.
next stop? I don't know ..could be anywhere. I don't have any plans until EDC Las Vegas. :D ;D
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wow. nearly 3 weeks away ...
and still no freakin' lineup for EDC. >:( oh well ...what the fukk right? i already have the tickets. and hotel is already reserved.
i know its early ...but i'm trying to figure out what i want to do for my birthday this year. just like every other year ...i run out of people to party/hang with so i'm sure it's going to be another year of me drinking alone for my birthday ...unless i plan to get out of this mofo!!
last year was ok. i did go on a late trip for my bday. the girls did drink with me and we ended up at Barcode. lol. but why can't i go bigger every year? Lol.
i am going to quit my 2nd job on July 15th. ;D :D :2funny: or the 1st of August. Lol
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alright. 3 more days til EDC Las Vegas!! :D :headbang: ;D O0
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see yah @EDC....going there early on friday morning, check in, then to the strip walk casinos for free booze, and then EDC...I hope there's free shuttle to EDC from the strip..no driving for me :D
alright. 3 more days til EDC Las Vegas!! :D :headbang: ;D O0
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Electric Daisy Carnival - Las Vegas ....WOW!!
my review -
Friday - SVD had the best set of the night. I liked Cosmic Gate's set as well. It was also my first time seeing Tiesto with his new sound and I really liked it. I mean, he did play all his old stuff ...but SVD had me at BOOM!! too bad the sunrise kinda took me away. Lol.
Saturday - only went to take a few friends to see David Guetta. and he was pretty good if you were expecting all the mainstream stuff that he has out. just up until Flava Flav got on the mic and got on my nerves. lol ...A&B was A&B. I haven't really gotten a chance to enjoy A&B at a massive/outdoor event. I thought it was fukked up with what Afrojack said on the mic after A&B was done but damn!! disrespecting other djs are just not cool. even if its not your taste of music ...i hope it helps Insomniac next year to not mix/match genres in one stage again. what the hell were they thinking putting the only trance act on that Sunday lineup? =/
Sunday - got there early enough to catch a little Oakie before heading out to JOC. i gotta say ...he did do a pretty ok job for that first 20 minutes that were there. O0 JOC ripped shit up!! loved how he ended it with Find Yourself. Simon/Sean did a pretty banging job together. i swear that guy didn't look like Sean at all ...Lol!! but everybody kept telling me its him. and i've met him plenty of times before. haha! Ferry did an excellent job. well, a lot better than at Nocturnal that's for sure!! ATB was ATB. he's been throwing down those same sets for the past 3 years. a little changing would totally help him ...even tho the crowd went nuts. Markus Schulz killed it!! he never disappoints me. my first time seeing Dash Berlin ...in a way i already knew how his set was going to be. i loved his energy ...how he interacts with the crowd. it was like watching him put in a cd and then dancing with the crowd. no mixing done. Lol!! but overall ...if you wanted to listen to all those great vocal tracks ...he was the guy to play them all. and i gotta add ...my friend from Wisconsin was one of the lucky ones who got a tshirt from Dash Berlin. Lol!!! she nearly died. :D ;D ...i wonder what Insomniac was thinking when they let Showtek close down circuitGrounds . i think they should have squeezed A&B on that stage.
had a great time. no downfalls. only that first day after the show. a lot of shit happened and i wasn't so happy when i got to the hotel. Lol!! i would definitely do another EDC in Las Vegas if the lineup is just as good. O0 oh and hehe!! i got me a EDC shirt. ;D
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Those Blue Rhinos (Ecko) are methylone :D...still better than nothing...than ks:)
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Those Blue Rhinos (Ecko) are methylone :D...still better than nothing...than ks:)
I know. I looked it up.
Its getting hard to find any good ones now and days. Everybody I know is dealing with mollies now. :-\
Wow!! After a vacation like that ...I surely did need that 6pm-6am sleep!! I didn't want to wake up for work this morning. :-\ I know its going to be a while before I get my old self back . I have about a month left before I quit my 2nd job. I'm just getting way too tired for it.
No more shows for a while. I need some serious recovery time and think about what I want to do for my birthday.
:)
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Mollies would of been the better choice..lol... with the blue rhino I couldn't fall asleep, if you took that for 3 days you'll def need lots of sleep :D
I know. I looked it up.
Its getting hard to find any good ones now and days. Everybody I know is dealing with mollies now. :-\
Wow!! After a vacation like that ...I surely did need that 6pm-6am sleep!! I didn't want to wake up for work this morning. :-\ I know its going to be a while before I get my old self back . I have about a month left before I quit my 2nd job. I'm just getting way too tired for it.
No more shows for a while. I need some serious recovery time and think about what I want to do for my birthday.
:)
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would you have paid me for the mollies? riiiight.
i had to carry for a couple people and mollies would have been too expensive for me. lucky i had extra ones because my friend from Mn was in LA for business and they drove to Vegas for more business and he extended his stay just so he can do EDC with us. O0
i was sober for day 2 & 3. O0
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yes i would of paid you for the mollies and buy you some too.
would you have paid me for the mollies? riiiight.
i had to carry for a couple people and mollies would have been too expensive for me. lucky i had extra ones because my friend from Mn was in LA for business and they drove to Vegas for more business and he extended his stay just so he can do EDC with us. O0
i was sober for day 2 & 3. O0
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yes i would of paid you for the mollies and buy you some too.
Next time!
next on the list is LovEvolution !!
so far they have Dash Berlin, Gareth Emery, and Blake Jarrell confirmed. this will also be the first time they will be hosting it in Oakland at the Oracle Arena. where will the parade take place? I have no idea!!
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or will it be Nocturnal? the 2 day event in San Bernardino!?
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almost back to my old self again.
after Vegas I had a hard long week at work. all i did was fall asleep at the desk. Lol. yes, the hardest part was staying awake. even tho i tried to sleep as much as i could before a shift ...it still wasn't enough. I also ended up working on Saturday doing the 2nd shift. from 3pm-11pm. that was tough because I worked the 3rd shift Friday night so I didn't get home til 730am. and the other job didn't call me in to work the 2nd shift on Saturday til 1230pm! and they totally interrupted my sleep ...that's for sure! I went to work feeling like I didn't get enough sleep. after I got home at 1130pm on Saturday I went straight to sleep. I didn't even bother to say hi to my sister's mother/father-in-law. Lol!!
on Sunday my sister and brother-in-law did the jingle bells too! and I forgot. :-\ so I slept in til 10am. Lol!! when I walked out of my room I saw my BROTHER!! looked to the right and saw my DAD!! Lol. went to the kitchen and saw my MOM!! haha! it was great to see them. :)
I haven't been home in Merced for a while. my Mom asked me when I was going to come see them. and I'm guilty of not doing so! I told her I fight with sleep all the time with the 2nd job and everything. but I'll definitely try my best to go this weekend. I miss the family.
Markus Schulz @ Avalon in Los Angeles for my birthday in August. O0 I've made my decision. Now I just need to find somebody to go with me. Lol
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LovEvolution it is!! and holy moly!! Armin Only for Monster Massive!! :D
Amy will be flying in to party with me. After announcing Markus Schulz I just knew I had to go. O0 tho, it may be a short set ...It is better than nothing. I haven't been to the bay for a long ass time!! Since NYE.
I might have to cancel Markus Schulz @ Avalon ...unless somebody who is as crazy as me is willing to say "fukk it. let's go!" Lol. When you think about it ...it is pretty crazy!! August - Los Angeles ..September - Oakland ..October - Irvine ..and who knows what November has in store for me. :-X I know!! I know!! what happened to slowing it down Tee? well, since I'm running out of friends to hang out with ...I might as well do what I love most. I can't be stopped. But hey, look at it this way ...I'm still keeping it down to one show a month. har har!!
Ok. so don't laugh but the other night ...I had a dream that I was getting married. Lol!! Not sure why but I couldn't see his face in the dream. ???
I woke up laughing. Lol. ;D
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did I mention that I'm keeping the 2nd job 'til the first week of September? my calculations were wrong and so ...1 more month of hard work. :-\ :-\
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damn bootee if i had known u were coming for edc could've gotten u in for free...
it's a plus when u work with security....ah aha...
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damn bootee if i had known u were coming for edc could've gotten u in for free...
it's a plus when u work with security....ah aha...
for reals? I try to go to all the big shows ...and Vegas was one of those that I couldn't miss. but damn!! next year i'm coming to you for a ticket. =)
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for reals? I try to go to all the big shows ...and Vegas was one of those that I couldn't miss. but damn!! next year i'm coming to you for a ticket. =)
haha, you've always been a big freak when it came to raves and whatnot...prob lem is is that i grew outta it a long time ago...
i got the chance to see dj tiesto or whatever his name is during fourth of july weekend here at hardrock with my in laws but i stayed home...
i don't understand the x pill and rave/techno whatever music u call it....hell, i don't understand rave whatnot at all.....i grew outta that scene after 01....took me a year to hit it and i pretty much quit it after that.....
so, i guess you've already planned for monster or massive down in southern cali already???
enjoy and stay off the drugs...
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I can't help it. I love the music. :)
Yes sir ...I am soooo in for Monster Massive. Its an Armin Only show. Its not nearly as good as the ones he throws in Europe but its his 2nd one in the US. Can't miss it. Already booked my hotel room. And my Mn friends are flying in for the show as well. :D ;D
its never about the drugs. O0
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Ok. I sooo lied about the 2nd job. I am still working hard as a mofo!! Lol
I couldn't decide when to quit. I don't have to worry about the IRS thing anymore. So now I'm considering another month or so. hell, even 'til November. I asked my sister when I should quit and she was like "well, Christmas is coming up quick." and i'm like ..."foool its still August." ...Lol!! It is a lot of extra cash to have. Its just the extra sleep that I need. :-\
oh well, work really hard ...to play harder. that is my new saying.
I am dying for a vacation. har har!! I know Amy is coming to SF for LovEvolution but that's not me vacationing. Somebody!!?! Let me come visit you. I wanna fly somewhere!! hahaha
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busy next couple of months.
this weekend I'm going to Los Angeles to see Markus Schulz do a 6 hour set @ Avalon. for my birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! :occasion13:
i cancelled it 3 weeks ago. and then i thought ...fukk it. i'm not going to spend another year at home ...wishing i was somewhere else. and of course nobody is going to celebrate with me so i might as well do what i love most. O0 and thank you Mike for going with me. :)
in September, we have LovEvolution. Amy will be flying down so we're going to spend 3 days in SF. i don't think she's ever spent a weekend there before ..so we're going to be tourists. har har!! this year LovEvolution will be in Oakland. its going to be a far drive back and forth so i hope all works out.
in October, there's Monster Massive. the Armin Only: Mirage show. its going to be epic!! i'm not sure who's going with me yet but i already booked my room for one night in Silverado. i will go solo regardless. Lol!!
in November, there's etd. BLACKOUT. so far Simon Patterson and Ashley Wallbridge is confirmed. i'm debating if i should do etd. BLACKOUT or Give Thanks. whichever has the best lineup i guess.
December is open for a big New Year's Eve party. i hope there's a big lineup this year. i wouldn't mind doing a Markus Schulz event again. just not at Ruby Skye. the people there is just rude and you just don't have enough room to breathe. hell, i can't even hold my beer still w/o it spilling ...people would be pushing me from right to left. and i can never see the stage. them tall people have the easiest time to get through a crowd and stomp the little ones like me. Lol
and then 2012!! i hope the plans fall through. because ... IBIZA, SPAIN i am desperately trying!! O0
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Markus Schulz ..you are absolutely amazing!!
the trip to Los Angeles for my birthday was all so worth it. my first time at Avalon with Markus Schulz doing a 6.5 hour set. it was mind blowing!! :D :D
it was the best set ever!! i did read on the forums that 3 asian guys got stabbed in the club but they probably deserved it. i swear those asian people there are such mutha fukkers. like they own the floor or something. and lots of fukkin' B.O!!! thank god we only ran in to those fukkers for 20 minutes. i had so much room after they left the spot they stole from us. besides that mishap the whole night was fun.
we got there early because of all the reading i did about Avalon closing the main room when it gets full and the lines. we got there pretty early. started the party at 9:30pm and boy!! from then on it was crazy!! haha ... Markus ended the show at 7:30am with great energy.
thanks to the people who went with me. they were soldiers!! no complaints about going home or anything. they stayed with me til the very last minute. i really appreciated that.
with great partying comes with great pains!! i am feeling it. haha!! my legs. my back. my neck. my shoulders. hell, my mouth is beaten up!! Lol!! can you say "locked jaw?" ahaha ...I am dying for some sleep. with this weekend off ...i am going to spend lots of time with my bed. O0
i have a full month to recover before LovEvolution.
i won't go down the rabbit hole like how i did with Markus but with him there ...i'm sure i want to take a peek. haha
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TIESTO @ UC DAVIS!!! :D O0 ;D :)
his College Tour is by far the craziest!! he's got like 28-30 shows up and down California ...back to back!! before Davis he will be in Fresno. Yes, I said Fresno. As crazy as it sounds he's making stops at the weirdest cities with this tour. I was going to go to the Fresno show but they announced the Davis one so I thought ...hell, the show ends at 11pm. I might as well stay in town and enjoy it here. har har!! I'm not the biggest fan of his new sound but I still enjoy it. If my feet were moving during his set at EDC then the electro house sound sure didn't bother me at all. I just wish he'd go back to the amazing sound when he was first named as the #1 dj in the world. :-\
for now I am preparing for LovEvolution. O0
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couple days ago i found dj tiesto on my phone and decided to listen to his music.....
for 3 mins of my life i tried to understand his music....
point of story...i want my 3 mins of wasted life back.....hahah ..
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skribblez,
I don't know how to explain it to you but I can say the same thing about people who love hip hop, country, and other different genres of music. If you don't already recognize the sound of EDM its currently being used in hip hop/pop music now and days. Like LMFAO, Black Eyed Peas, Neyo/Pitbull, Britney Spears, Lady Gaga, Kasha, Enrique, Chris Brown, and many many more!! I should also mention that David Guetta is a house dj who went mainstream and making lots of money using edm elements to make these popular tracks that's being aired on every radio stations.
it is still very popular. O0 even if you're not a fan of it. if you didn't catch some of the performances on this year's MTV Music Awards ...check it out. Lots of the remixes also have the sounds of EDM. :)
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Haha :Dh, thats cool but i've stopped listening to mainstream music for a very long time now...
I can c y i dont like it at all cause i rage everytime i hear lady gaga music play cause my boss's boss
Plays it wid j lo n kate perry or watever her name is....hahaha.. . i c no skills in just standing n mixing beats..
Regardless whether people consider it an artform or the masses that says it takes "it" to be a dj..
Whatever "it" is it doesnt impress me at all...then again, coming from playing live instruments i've tried
To have an open mind when it came to edm music but i still hate it..its a continous repetitive beat n more or
So often it doesnt change much from dj to dj...sorry if im parading in ur journal
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Everybody has their own opinions. You don't have to like it. Or even hear it. Just turn the radio off. O0
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I had a dream that I quit my 2nd job!!
I think that's more than a sign!! Argh!! :-\ When will I do it? Lol
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the key to a great long sleep = LOCK YOUR DOOR!!!
after working the 3rd shift I decided to take a trip to Stockton. I was lucky enough to get Wednesday off from my day job. Drove to Stockton to get a copy of my birth certificate and voila!! I was back at home like 45 minutes later. I thought about going to the USPS to do my passport but my eyes couldn't stay open anymore. I got home and went to sleep around 12pm. I locked my doors and I was dead asleep. I don't know why I didn't do that before but damn!! It was nice. Most times ...the kids or my sister would come in and out of my room. for what? I don't know. but every time they come in they don't think "oh, she is sleeping. let's close the door nice and quiet." ...not being so courteous ...they slam the door!! what's so hard about it? just freakin' turn the knob so you can close the door w/o slamming it??
anywho, I didn't wake up til 10pm!! Lol. with just 30 minutes to get ready to start the 3rd shift I rushed to wash my face ...get dress ...and gobbled down some food in the tummie. got to work in time and continuing my day right now with more work with the 1st job. O0 I feel good. but we'll see how I feel during my last 2 hours here. it usually hits me hard then.
maybe I'll go to the post office today and continue with my passport. I'm heading for Spain next year. Ibiza!! If all goes well. O0
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well, after months of lagging. I'm quitting!!
my PT job. I was going to stay until the end of the year but they just did me wrong. I'm pulling a trick out of my ass this weekend. I'm going to drive to SF on Friday to pick up Amy at the airport ..run around town with her. And then drive back to Sac to work the 3rd shift. I have a surprise for them before leaving back to SF on Saturday morning. O0
I am going to fukkin' party at LovEvolution!!! :headbang: :headbang:
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Ok. I lied. :-X
I pinned up my resignation letter on the wall before leaving back to SF Saturday morning. Last night I got a call from the Boss at the part time job. I was dead asleep so he left me a voice msg saying "I know you have an issue working on Friday's but I was just wondering if you were interested in working a couple days during the week. Please call me back." ...I thought about it. 2 days a week. Um ...I called my sister. She said do it. Its chump change. Or play money. I talked to my buddy who also works there and he said "do it" too. Its only 2 days.
So before leaving work this morning I pinned up a note saying "Ok. For 2 days a week. I will do it." Still saving for Spain so I'll just drop it in the jar. O0
LovEvolution!!
this weekend was tiring. I had to pull a trick out of my ass because nobody would cover me at the part job Friday night. so I did a lot of driving back and forth to Sac and SF. finally, on Saturday ...I got back to SF around 9am. slept for 2 hours and started the day. It was great. I was excited. but more tired ...I tried to get in the groove during Blake's set. He did pretty darn good. when Dash came on ...it was over!! my legs started moving and the dancing machine started the journey. Markus Schulz was fukkin' amazing!! with even an early set, the slayer did not hold back. no he didn't. I was simply in heaven. haha!! he was a mad man!! I felt like smashing a glass cup or plate with every track he played. I loved it. Laidback Luke did a great job too. I really like his set. and he played some tracks that I knew. when he played Robert Miles "Children" ...it blew me away!! I have never really heard any dj play that track before. It was mind blowing. :D Moby tortured me. :-\ I was ready to pass out. Lol. By the time Gareth Emery came on ...I couldn't move anymore. So I listened and enjoyed his set standing next to the rails. :)
overall ...Dash, Markus, LBL, and Gareth Emery did an incredible job. I just have to give it to Markus tho. He rocks me every time. har har!! :headbang: :headbang:
Next up is Tiesto @ UC Davis!!
ticket ready!! :) ;)
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Ibiza, Spain has been put on hold.
Yesterday I woke up and waited for the tickets sales to begin and as crazy as it was with 50 servers crashing. I rushed to purchase tickets to the Ultra Music Festival in Miami, Florida!!! :D ;D At the early bird price too!! Them fees are crazy!! And the next set of tickets jumped up to $229 + fees + shipping = $300!! That's insane!! :o Thank god for fast internet at home. And the refresh button. I bought tickets within 3 minutes!! haha
Next year is going to start out super awesome!!! O0 :) ;D
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Tiesto @ UCD
Porter Robinson ripped shit up!! He was amazingly good. I liked his stage presence too. Very good energy and the crowd loved it. He started out strong ...banging! but the 2nd to the last song was Lady Gaga. I was like ..."what?" Lol Tiesto was Tiesto. Very electro but banging! He played all his old stuff. It was my 2nd time seeing him after the change of sounds. Besides EDC ...this show was very awesome. O0 I still wish that he come back to the sound that made him big. Kinda want him to wow everybody ...but he seems happy with the new sound.
also, this event was the first one I've ever been to that didn't serve any alcohol. yes, the place was DRY!! I was sooooo sober!! well, we downed a bottle of E&J before going in and Ben did give me shots of Jager but that was it. hahaha ...crazy times!!
Next up!! Monster Massive - Armin Only: Mirage :D :D
well, before that we have Cosmic Gate @ Barcode. haha!! I don't know how I'm going to do it ...but I'm going to do it. I am soooo gonna request that Wednesday off. Lol. ;D I'm on a roll. :idiot2: :2funny:
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Monster Massive CANCELLED!!
Unfortunately, the promoters never really had the venue secured so Go Ventures had no choice but to cancel the event. I got my refund. Lost the fee charge but at least I got the price of the ticket back. No more Go Ventures events for me. They gave a choice to exchange your Monster Massive ticket for a TAO or a Monster Massive 2012 ticket but I was like ...Hell tittie NO!! So much for an Armin Only event. I was waiting for an Armin show. I haven't seen him at all this year. :-\ I hope somebody brings him out for New Year's Eve.
Moving.
We're moving again. A quick reply from the owner of the house. I didn't really want to but considering all the shit that's happening to the house now ...I guess its better now then later. We have to move out by the end of this month so I have a lot of packing to do. :-\ I guess its kind of a good thing that I'm not going to Monster Massive. The hole my sister dug up for me would have been bigger if that was the case.
Miami 2012!
Our condo is booked. Ultra Music Festival tickets are confirmed. William and I waited til the start of ticket sales and with a quickness ...BAM!! We got early bird tickets for a reasonable price. The ticket jump was super high afterwards and the service fees were incredibly shocking. I'm just waiting for a good deal on airfare ...no rush for that. I guess I will wait until the move and then search harder. I'm excited. :2funny: This time I won't hold myself back. I will be rooming with Max and Carl while William and his friends will be in another. I think I will be more comfortable this time around. Tee is going to party hard. HAR HAR!!
Cosmic Gate!!
Since Monster Massive is cancelled ...I'm going to Cosmic Gate @ Barcode. I think I would have went anyways if MM wasn't cancelled. haha! Ger and Chick will be joining me this time to celebrate Ger's brithday. Its going to be fun. Its been a while since Ger has been to an event. She misses it. haha!! I gotta get their new album. I have no freakin' idea what's in stored for me! I've been so late on music lately. Listening to the same shit every single day. Its not shit. But I gotta say ...I love waking up to the sounds of Markus Schulz. I feel so energized and awake when I press play. :headbang:
A lot has happened the past month. I'm still trying to catch up with everything. With just 2 days a week ..working the 3rd shift, I still find it hard to do anything. To find sleep I guess. Some days I'll sleep through the night after working a 16 hour shift and be up for the next 3rd shift without any sleep and that just kills me the next day! I don't know how long I'm going to keep this up but I hope I can hang with it until Miami. I think? haha!
...and off I go! :D
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Cosmic Gate @ Barcode
I have never fought with myself that much before!! Lol!! Everything was so tempting ...But I did it anyways. It was fun. Met the regulars and some new. Hell, I even saw the Merced cousins! haha ...
I clocked out at 3pm on Tuesday after doing 16 hours of work. I went to bed and only got about 3 hours of sleep. For somebody who just worked 16 hours ...that is not enough! My phone was going off the hook. So I got mad and just stayed up. Got to Barcode around 10:15pm and boy!! Was it dead. Lol!! It was so empty ...But Cosmic Gate threw a kick ass set anyways. They came on at 12am and finished at 2am. Reverse closed the night at 3am but I left right after Cosmic Gate was done. It was 2am and I had to get up at 6am for work. :idiot2: Yesterday was the worst day ever!! I struggled hard to stay awake at work. I wanted to leave at 1pm but ended up doing the whole 8 hour shift. I wanted to cry!! haha!! But it was my fault. After getting off ...I met my sister for some pho and when I got home ...I KTFO!! Until my alarm came on at 10pm and got ready for the 3rd shift.
Today, I feel much better but I really do need to rest. Hell, I need to pack. My room hasn't been touched (twss). Lol.
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I'M SO EXCITED!!
Tonight, I'm gonna go see Lights for the very first time!! :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B4JABTb6v7k
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Lights was so awesome!! She is incredibly talented and she sounds really great Live!
I'm so glad I had Ger with me for this last minute trip! I had a great time.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TGsbO4T6neI
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Let's make this bitchin' dream happen!! O0 ;) :)
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forget New Year's Eve!!
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I just bought tickets for both shows on February 18th & 19th!! I'm so glad its for February instead of March ...right before Miami!! Lolz!! O0 :D :headbang:
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WHAT A FUKKIN' GREAT DAY!!
Today Armin Van Buuren announced Los Angeles as one of the cities for A State Of Trance 550!! I don't care if its a few days before Miami ...I am going to get my ass there!! Lol!! Another US state added is Miami!! He didn't mention/couldn't announce the day of the event but I sure hope its the same week I'm going to be there and same place ...Ultra Music Festival. O0
I've got 2012 lined up already ...
I'm skipping etd. Love and starting it off with Markus Schulz in February for his Los Angeles '12 release party.
then ASOT 550 and then head out for Miami. I am fully prepared for a strong 2012! :)
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this journal is becoming more and more like my very own EDM thread. :D ;D
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I don't care what anybody says ...I'm gonna do it. O0
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well, hello 2012!
Let's get ready to start the new year with some epic shows!
-In February we have 2 shows in Los Angeles with Markus Schulz for his release of Los Angeles '12
-In March we have Beyond Wonderland / A State of Trance 550 in San Bernardino
-Also in March ...well, actually a few days after Beyond Wonderland ...I'm taking a flight to Miami, Florida for ULTRA!! And I'll be gone for 5 nights and 6 days. O0
It is going to be crazy but I am super stoked!! :D I ended 2011 with family and hope that this year will be bigger. Its time I relive those awesome moments again. I've been holding back like a mofo!
-cheers
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well hello journal.
It has been a while. One more week until I leave to Los Angeles for 4 days. I'm gonna call it "training for Miami" ...but you guys all know Tee doesn't need any training! LOL. On Friday the day we arrive we will be following the Kogi truck! I have been wanting to try their Korean BBQ tacos for the longest time! I will be on twitter and be where the truck is! Later that night we are going to Exchange LA to see Tritonal and Super8 & TAB. It was unexpected but when they announced it I was like ..."what the hell? we're there anyways." ...lol! 3 shows! 3 nights!
Pray for me. For I will be driving there and back ...alone! :-X :D ;D
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My 4 day weekend starts in 3.5 hours!! I'm so excited and I wanna throw up. Lol.
:-\ ;D :D
Its going to be crazy fun!! will come back to tell you all on Tuesday! O0 ;)
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Hello journal!!
Let me start it out with a big WOW!! And tell you about my journey to Los Angeles '12
On Friday at 3:45am I left Sacramento and headed for Los Angeles. I was totally right on time! Picked up Maxine and Carl at the airport and spent a few hours at Fashion District. By 3:30pm we checked in to the hotel and relaxed a bit with a few cocktails and got ready to head out to Exchange LA where we saw Super 8 & TAB and a little bit of Tritonal. Mr. RED from PH himself met up with me at the club and we shared a shot together. Its always great to him. Its been like 2 years? He's always the smooth gentlemen. He left my spot and found himself with some random people he met so I left him alone and we headed back to the hotel around 1:30am.
On Saturday we slept in and started the day at Noon where we had breakfast/lunch at the restaurant that's attached to the hotel. Then we prepped ourselves up for Markus Schulz at Avalon. Before the show we decided to eat at Cleo's ...a restaurant that is right next door to Avalon. While Carl went to the bathroom he saw Markus Schulz next to the bar ...waiting to head up stairs to get the show ready ...he kindly asked Markus "it would make my gf really happy if you would walk over the our table to say Hi" ...and what does he do? HE FUKKIN' WALKED OVER AND SAID HI TO ME AND MAX!!! haha! You should have seen the look on my face! Max was talking to me so I was looking at her ...while I took a glimpse at the guy who was walking towards the table ...and pointed "OMG!" Both Max and I got up and hugged him. LOL!! No matter how many times I've met Markus Schulz it always fells like the first time! He is that amazing.
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I knew he was going to go all out and do over an 8 hour set. But he didn't stop there ...he actually did a 10+ hour set. :idiot2: :o I was a little disappointed at myself because we only lasted until 6:40am. I've been to Avalon last year for my birthday where I was there til 10pm-8am!! Even tho we left early Markus took us in to the rabbit hole like no other!! Every single track he played was amazing. The edits/remixes ...was all so mind blowing! After dinner I managed to talked Carl in to wearing my Markus Schulz shirt so he could get it signed. And Carl too is amazing! Before we left Carl took the shirt off and handed to Mr. Pit who also signed the shirt. After he signed it he handed it to Markus Schulz boy!! I am complete! Lol
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On Sunday we slept in until 3pm! Wow! haha! We got up and started the day at Sappe Coffee Shop. They have the best Thai Boat Noodles!! I remember the first time William took me there ...Its been years. After noodles we rested and began the drinks! Round 2 with Markus Schulz! This time it was Markus plus the ColdHarbour boys. Mr. Pit, Arnej, Jochen Miller (who was amazing!), and Grube & Hovsepian. While Mr. Pit was doing his back to back set with Markus ...As I was walking back in from outside I noticed that tall guy who was just done doing a back to back set with Markus! It was ARNEJ!! He was just standing there with his drinks and nobody noticed him so I tapped him on his back and said "Hi Arnej! You were awesome. Can I get a picture with you?" and he kindly said "Thank you. Sure" ...and voila! My first time seeing Arnej live and meeting him. It was an awesome night.
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After I took a picture with him people were looking and noticed him. Then he got mugged. And I said sorry. LOL!! He took like 4 pictures and then he ran upstairs. We lasted until 5:30am on Sunday ...I don't know what it was but we couldn't hang. I'm a little afraid for Miami! Lol.
Being a priority member the hotel gave me a 2pm late check out so we slept in and got ready for some breakfast/lunch at Kitchen 24 ...one of Markus' favorite place to have brunch! Lol. After I dropped Max and Carl off at the airport I was on the journey back to Sacramento. I was late for work. Yes, I worked the 3rd shift that night. I called in and made a big fat lie. Couldn't get the other guy to work for me so I told them I'd be late. Got in at 12:15am after I dropped off the rental. I did 7 hours there and then went to the next job. Did 8 hours there and was up for a total of 25 hours! I crashed hella hard when I got home at 4pm. :-\
It was a great 4 day weekend. Only the strong would have survived all that. O0
In 2.5 weeks we have Beyond Wonderland / A State Of Trance 550 in San Bernardino, CA. This is gonna be super fun! Chick is coming with me ...and we're going to meet up with Douly and AK. I always have a great time when I party with these guys. hehe!
Until the next show ...See you soon! :hello:
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Yes!! I got my journal back!! Thank you Toumeng. :)
Back to where I left off ...
Friday at 3:45pm Chick and I left Sacramento and started our road trip to Los Angeles! While we complained about the traffic ...we drank 4 bottles of Heineken in the car when we reached Santa Clarita. Maybe we were excited?? Lol!! ....irresponsi ble, yes. I know! by the time we checked in to the hotel it was 10:30pm and it was perfect timing! Showered and got ready for Exchange Los Angeles. TyDi didn't impress me much. all those break downs and drops he made ...but Andy Moor! He got us all rowdy!! played an awesome set and we stayed til the very last song. It was a great start of our trip.
Saturday, Chick and I got up and went to Sappe Coffee Shop in Hollywood for some Thai Boat Noodles. they are the bomb digity!! :D ;D Since we couldn't check in to the other hotel at San Bernardino til 3pm ...We decided to follow the Kogi truck!! and I gotta say ...it was worth the 30 minute drive. haha!! the food was amazing!! I know it was crazy to have the tacos and the burrito after the noodles but damn! we couldn't resist it. haha!
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After the Kogi truck we tried our luck to see if we could check in to the hotel early. and voila!! it was A-OK!! 2:30pm and in the room. We relaxed a bit before getting ready for Beyond Wonderland. It was raining. :-\ In warm clothes we were on our way to the Nos Center. traffic was horrible!! I'm glad we left at the time we did cuz Douly and Tiff were in such bad traffic they missed out on Fei-Fei, Shogun, and Seid Van Reil.
Here's my review -
Fei-Fei - I missed her set but from the looks of the youtube vids I'm a little glad I didn't tune in. I don't really mind dub step but when the number #1 trance dj books you for the biggest show to celebrate his radio show called A State Of Trance ...you should give it trance?
Shogun - I actually liked his set better than the one he did for ASOT 500 Sydney
Sied Van Riel - my first time seeing this guy and I was really looking forward to his set. If I wasn't so cold ...I think I would have enjoyed it better. he was banging tho! I can't wait to see him again in Miami.
John O'Callaghan - He never dissapoints!! It was hard. It was banging ....just everything I expected in him.
Aly & Fila - I've seen better from Fila! He had an ok set. Too much break downs ...not the usual. But it was still banging.
Arty - He did ok for me. I think he should have came on before Seid and JOC but it all worked out.
Gareth Emery - Yes, he could have done better ...but it was enjoyable. Ever since I went to his Northern Lights Re-Lit concert ...I have been a fan. But he hasn't given me another set like that concert since the last 2 times I've seen him.
Armin Van Buuren - WOW! I have not seen this guy since August '10 in Minnesota for my birthday and He blew me away. No emo stuff ...just straight down to it. That is the AVB I know!
After an hour and a half ...we finally got out of the fukking parking lot. It was insane!! cars coming from all directions and nobody was out there guiding everybody out. why? because it was raining and fukking muddy as hell! we finally got back to the hotel at 4:15am ....it was crazy and we were beat. Thank god for the food we saved. haha!! we were hungry.
At 10:35am we got up and checked out. We stopped by Douly and Ak's hotel. It went from dropping off a bag to eating at Elephant Bar to having drinks ...and more drinks in the room. Mayki gave me a rice krispy treat that had special stuff in it. I don't know what I was thinking ...I held the piece for a while until she turned to me and said "EAT IT!!" and so I stuffed it in my mouth. Lol!! it was disgusting.
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after a few shots of Henney the treat kicked in as we were in the spa and the pool. I was throwing up like a b!tch. for hours I think. Chick finally got me up and walk to the car in my wet clothes. Lol!! I passed out for 3 hours in the car. And she finally got me up to drive from Madera to Stockton. I was still high and couldn't keep my eyes open. We finally got home at 3am ...I passed out the minute my head hit the pillow. I sooooooo did not want to work this morning.
next stop!! MIAMI, FLORIDA
I will be leaving tomorrow night for Miami. I will be gone for 7 days and it is going to be super crazy!! And AK said yes to Electric Zoo in New York for our birthdays!! YES!! this year is so fukkin' exciting. Great friends = Great times!
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Did you save me some Rice Crispies..? :2funny: See you in a few.. O0
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that is some shit that i would never do again! they had brownies and rice krispies. it was nasty. lol
see you in a few days! :D
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On my way to Miami, Florida!! :D ;D O0
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MIAMI!! YOU WERE INCREDIBLE!! sit tight ...I am going to go thru it day by day. :D ;D
Tuesday - I don't know why I just didn't take the whole week off ...After Beyond Wonderland the wknd before I didn't get any rest. I worked the 3rd shift on to the 1st shift from Monday night to Tuesday. I probably spent about 2 hours packing ...not making sure if I had everything or not. I had about 2.5 hours of sleep before leaving to SFO for my 11:30pm flight.
Strangely both mines and Max's flight got delayed. Luckily mine only got delayed for over an hour. Max and Car's flight got CANCELED!! because a dumb bird decided to fly in to the plane and made a whole in it ?? Lol
Wednesday - After a long tiring red eye flight I finally land at FLL on time!! 11:20am. And so the waiting game starts. I had to wait for Long to get in and the Mn chick, Fanta. William and Pahoua decided to come early and wait with me. After everybody got in ...the extra long day began. Long and I didn't get settled in until after 7pm? When William finally got us to the hotel where we met Max and Carl.
Night - After a nice Cuban dinner we walked across the street to Cameo where Cosmic Gate, Emma Hewitt, Arty, Wippenberg, Glen Morrison, Moguai, and Rebecca & Fiona ...was going to play for the night. With the long night of flying to Florida and the extra long day to get settled in ...I think we did an awesome job later that night. Max, Carl, Long, and myself lasted until after 4:30am! Did I get enough sleep to start the next day? No. :-\
Thursday - After check out we cabbed it to the car rental and picked up our ride. Had a nice Breakfast/Lunch at Pho Saigon. The pho kao there is good!! The pho? not so much. Off to the condo we go! Finally checked in at 5pm? While Max and Carl took a dip in the beach, Long and I took a nap. Lol!!
Night - Day 1 at our residency at SPACE NIGHT CLUB starts. Ferry Corsten! What can I say? The guy was pissed drunk and train wrecked a few times! Lol!! He was having fun tho ...I didn't really enjoy his set but it was a nice start I guess. We lasted until 5:30am? My eyes were tired as hell. I was completely sober! Space doesn't serve anything but liquor and CORONA?! haha! We left 15 minutes after Aly & Fila came on. I wanted to stay soooooooo bad but my eyes couldn't stay open anymore. I was dozing in and out of sleep. Lol
Friday - We started the day at 1pm? haha! Had a little nice breakfast/lunch and then headed out to ULTRA MUSIC FESTIVAL Day 1. After meeting everybody at the parking lot by mistake we rushed to the entrance! Once we got in there ....I ran to the Live Stage to catch the last of New Order's act. He's old. But he is fukkin' awesome!! Once we took off to the main stage ...it started out to be a shitty hole. We were trying to enjoy Afrojack with Usher being a guest and the crowd was just ...ARGH!! We hated the new venue! Me, William and the midwest crew left at 10pm to have a quick dinner at Bubba Gumps.
Night - Here we had the Garuda Party with Gareth Emery, the man himself. Blake Jarrell, Ashley Wallbridge, Tritonal, Ben Gold, and John O'Callaghan. I don't know about a lot of people but I am so sick of Concrete Angel. LOL!! It is a nice song w/o the vocals but damn, did all those dj not know that the Garuda man, Gareth Emery was going to be there? And that he was going to play that song?! After Beyond Wonderland in Los Angeles I was so sick and tired of that song. Lol! We did pretty good this night. After Gareth Emery, Ben Gold tore shit up!! And got the club jumping again! JOC came on banging the shit outta the speakers but we only lasted until 6am! And there we met, old friend, JustMe!!! Great seeing ya bud!!
Saturday - I was still :D and I think Long was too. Couldn't sleep ...Tossing and turning til 1pm. On this day, there wasn't a big lineup for me at Ultra. Basically all HOUSE music. So Long and I decided to take the day off and recover!! We ordered in and slept some more. haha ...Max and Carl spent the day at Ultra and I knew they were gonna pay for it. Lol
Night - Tonight was Day 1 with Markus Schulz (solo set). At 10pm William picked us up and we started the night. AMAZING!!!!!! I had a great ass time there! hahaha! I was powered up. Ok, so my roll wasn't all that great but I kept drinking vodka/redbull and boy!! I lasted until Markus ended the mutha fukkin' show! Lol!! All the Coldharbour guys were there. At 6am I grabbed Long to go to the front with me and this bald guy came up and asked "WHO DO YOU WANT?" and I answered, "I WANT KHOMHA!" and what do you know? HE BROUGHT ME KHOMHA!! :D ;D :o
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That was the most exciting night for me. Markus stopped at 7am and when we walked out of the club ...It was bright as hell. hahaha
Sunday - It was a hard morning for us. Lol! We slept until 3pm and started the day right at ULTRA for ASOT 550 with Armin Van Buuren. It was horrible. The tent setup was BLAH! people were sweaty, smelly, with their shirts off. some guys were dancing so hard in front of me ...I swear their back pimples looked like they were gonna pop out. So I stepped out of the tent and listened to the djs from afar. I was tired. Lol. But that didn't stop us ...No! We stayed untl UMF ended with Armin Van Buuren on the main stage. He was GREAT!! It was horrible getting out of the venue but we made it to the car 20 minutes later.
Night - The last night of our residency at SPACE NIGHT CLUB. Tonight we are joined with Markus and friends, which includes: Rank1, Ferry Corsten, KhoMha, Dennis Shepard, and Arnej. All back to back sets with Markus Schulz. I was amazed by Markus vs Ferry. Ferry did so much better than his WKND set on Wednesday night. He sounded a lot like Markus and it was GREAT!! KhoMha doing a back to back set with both Markus and Ferry Corsten was mind blowing!! It was going to be a long night for us. Mr. Long Thao decided to fly back to Mn at 11am so we had to stay at Space for as long as we could.
Monday - Finally at 6am, Max and Carl called it quits. I could have went longer but after people started leaving ...you could feel the cold AC blowing and I became SICK!! So we left and went back to the condo. Slept for an hour and had Carl drop Long off at the airport. So Max and I got a total of 2 hours of sleep that morning. Lol. We checked out of the condo at 11am and grabbed a bite in a small coffee shop. And since William was too far from us and had other people to attend to ...I kept the rental for a couple more hours and the 3 of us went to the beach to enjoy the last of our time together in Miami. It was great. At 1pm we dropped Max and Carl off at the port of Miami so they can continue their journey heading towards the Bahamas.
Night - After getting to the other crews hotel I wanted to jump in the hot tub to release all the pain I had for that week. Lol!! It didn't work. The hot tub died. It wasn't hot enough so it didn't cure anything. We ended the night at a Brazilian place. Nice meal. Nice chats. And went to bed at 10pm.
Tuesday - 3:15am and headed for the airport. I was sore. I was in pain. I had a tough ride back home. I was hurting everywhere. I felt the pain from the 5 days of partying. I almost cried. Lol ....Landed at 11:20am in Sacramento and passed out for 6 hours. If my sister didn't wake me up for dinner ...I would have slept longer. I am so glad I requested the extra days off work to recover from the trip.
Today, March 31st - I am still sore. I have a huge knot on my left shoulder that won't go away. I need a deep tissue massage. I need more time to recover. When will I be ready for another show? I don't know but ....
NEW YORK CITY!! I am coming at the end of August for Electric Zoo!! :D ;D O0 :headbang:
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How about a trip to SEATTLE? hehe!! O0
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:) Yo Bootee.
Gosh, reading about ur trip sounds soooo much more fun than when long told me. hehehe :P Guess I'm totally missing out on the trance life. Jealous! I may just as well live this life bi curiously through u. :D
Glad yall had fun.
Love the photo!
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:) Yo Bootee.
Gosh, reading about ur trip sounds soooo much more fun than when long told me. hehehe :P Guess I'm totally missing out on the trance life. Jealous! I may just as well live this life bi curiously through u. :D
Glad yall had fun.
Love the photo!
Hi Karen!!
How are you doing? Its been a while since you've written anything in here. Lol!! Jk. I hope all is well ... :) Come to Sac soon so we can all go have dinner. We miss you!
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Err.. you never said your got your journal back? ::)
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Good weekend.
Both superchick and I realize that no matter who is around us or when it is just us we find it fun no matter what. Playing pool or clubbing ...we still have fun. lolz ...For the past couple of weeks I've been going to Fresno to hang out w/ my buddy Chick. That's quite some driving but hey, its the memories that counts ...no matter how cruel it is. :D
so, I thought this was pretty cute. years later and still the same. ;)
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Err.. you never said your got your journal back? ::)
I cried to Toumeng and with his all mighty ....he found it!!! LOL!!!
so, I thought this was pretty cute. years later and still the same. ;)
:)
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CRY BABY!!! ;D
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hey, don't make fun. I like going back to page 1 to re-read the year 2006. Lol
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That's what I am going to do because yall don't want to keep me company!
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so, I thought this was pretty cute. years later and still the same. ;)
1. The only difference is that them bf's are not there thus all. O0
Yeah I know, what a diick!!!! :2funny:
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That's what I am going to do because yall don't want to keep me company!
hey hey hey!!
You told me to come on to PH to keep you company and I did!! >:( Lol
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Need more drama!! ;D
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so everytime I get in the car and listen to Dash Berlin (yes I'm stilling listening to his set), I get so pumped up about EDC!! LMAO!!
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I should download some of his other sets for you. I think that set was horrible! I don't even know why you're still listening to it. LOL
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so, hey!! I'm going to ask Peter if he'll drive with me to Vegas so I can carry the good stuff. and then fly back with you. cool? lol
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Ok. NVM!! there is a $200 drop off fee. LOL!!
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What $220 drop off fee?
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yea, there's a $251 fee if i rent the car in sac and drop it off in Vegas. :o :-\ :-X
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One Way Drop Charge $251.24
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damn! that's a ticket already! better get in touch with yo friend! LOL
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Let's move to the TRANCEFORMER thread. dont want to flood your jourmal. :)
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Ok. Cross Seattle and NYC off the list.
After seeing the lineup for Electric Daisy Carnival I couldn't pass up the show!! It's super crazy! And I hope that this time they leave all the TRANCE djs on one stage so I don't have to travel back and forth!! ::) Everything is booked and confirmed! Except for the airfare ...Peter is not giving me an answer on driving or flying! I am most certain that Chick will be flying there and back. Maybe I will drive with Peter and Jeannie and then fly back with Chick. Sigh. I am chrisfused. :-\
Las Vegas! I will be coming back for another round. :headbang:
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Wow! I seriously do not pay enough attention.
I get so pumped up about upcoming things and events that it just kinda flows and when I actually look through it ...I'm a downer. LOL!! But I know I will pick myself back up and be good again. I always do. :)
Dear Journal,
I will not start counting days again but I have not smoked in 2 days. :) O0 All this "no sleep" action is um ...fukk, it hurts man! Lol!! I get the laziness out of me, the headaches, and then the "i don't wanna eat" feeling ...and more! I know I can drink just as fast as Chick. I know I can!! LOL!! But it has slowed me down ...
How long will I let this continue? I don't know. But I keep telling myself that I will be ok. If not today, maybe in a month? Lol. This weekend I will sleep in!
I am going to download a lot of movies, get comfy in my pjs, and just relax watching them. I will not do or go anywhere! I promise. So I hope Tevin doesn't decide to do his get-together this wknd. Lol!!
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Hi Karen!!
How are you doing? Its been a while since you've written anything in here. Lol!! Jk. I hope all is well ... Smiley Come to Sac soon so we can all go have dinner. We miss you!
I'm good. :) What did i tell u last time? I'm always stalking u...shesh! haha
Who is "WE CAN ALL go have dinner"? Yikes, there are more of "WE"s out there?? :P
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I'm good. :) What did i tell u last time? I'm always stalking u...shesh! haha
Who is "WE CAN ALL go have dinner"? Yikes, there are more of "WE"s out there?? :P
Lol.
there's not a lot of "We" anymore.
Its just me, penny, and chick. Chick lives up here now! =D and penny is pregnant with her 2nd kid. she could eat. Lol ...pick Bee up on the way. ;D
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haha that sounds just the right amount of "WE" to get away with a good time. O0 I'll have to let bee aka tommyboy in on it and i'll definitely pick his butt up on the way up. I mentioned that he should stop by PH sometimes but he claims that he's no longer "tommyboy" because he is no longer a "boy". Sigh. I don't think they have a phrase for between a boy and a man. :P :2funny:
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awesome!! let me know when you guys are free ...we'll make a date out of it. :)
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I am torn between Mr. Pit and staying home. Lol
I really do wanna go. :-X Gotta make some sacrifices. I will bust a last minute if my gut tells me I must go! Lol ...After EDC I will be good for the summer. I promise!! I've got goals to sew up some holes. I must stay good after Las Vegas. I must. I will try my very best to stop searching for shows ...Lol!! I think that's one of my biggest flaws. I know I shouldn't go. But I keep digging up all these amazing shows to happen. argh! I am angry at myself too ...I don't know what I'm doing. :-\ ;D I will think about my birthday. Yes.
I will not go back to read about how my birthday went down last year. :idiot2: :2funny: Nobody remembered. And I was alone on the day of my birthday. Even my parents went out. :-\ :( Lol.
Tomorrow night is MARKUS SCHULZ!!
I will be sending myself to Cloud 9 and hope that I drop in to the rabbit hole with top speed. I am going to enjoy the night. O0
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hi bootee.
how've you been?
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hi bootee.
how've you been?
Hi. I'm good. How are you? And who are you? Lol
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Hi. I'm good. How are you? And who are you? Lol
it's km. :D
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koumoua? omg! Hi! Its been so loooooong!! How are you? And the fam bam?
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koumoua? omg! Hi! Its been so loooooong!! How are you? And the fam bam?
doing well! we're expecting a boy in july. yee haw!....
how are you?... still living the dream i bet... attending every edm event around the world huh?
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omg. Congrats!! I know he's gonna look just as pretty as your daughter. :2funny:
I'm doing good. And yes, still attending all the edm events that I can. And its one of the main reasons why I travel. Lol
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omg. Congrats!! I know he's gonna look just as pretty as your daughter. :2funny:
I'm doing good. And yes, still attending all the edm events that I can. And its one of the main reasons why I travel. Lol
lol... probably... only with shorter hair....
nice. do you ever leave the country to attend those?... because that'd be cool.
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well, last year I was like super saving up so I can go to Ibiza, Spain but my friends talked me in to going to Miami for the Winter Music Conference this past March so my plan again is to make it to Ibiza some time next Summer! O0
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oh my..... i hear that people party for 3 months straight without sleep in ibiza......
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haha!!
July, August, September is like the party months in Ibiza ...and then it rains all year long so I understand why they would party for 3 months straight. haha!! I'm pretty sure they sleep tho. :) You gotta make yourself sleep and eat to have more strength for the next party. O0
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haha!!
July, August, September is like the party months in Ibiza ...and then it rains all year long so I understand why they would party for 3 months straight. haha!! I'm pretty sure they sleep tho. :) You gotta make yourself sleep and eat to have more strength for the next party. O0
power bars and energy drinks........ ;D dang, sounds like hecka fun though....
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It is super fun! I'll be honest ...I didn't sleep much when I was in Miami. LOL
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It is super fun! I'll be honest ...I didn't sleep much when I was in Miami. LOL
lol... i can imagine....
you still talk to dreamer much?
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Yeah, we went to Miami together. Lol!! 8)
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Yeah, we went to Miami together. Lol!! 8)
COOL!....
how's he doing?... tell him i said WHAT'S UP SON!... ;D
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I will tell him. Lol
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I don't normally PH at home ...
But tonight, I cannot sleep for the 3rd shift. Like those many nights ...I am going to die at work. :-\ I think I am going to start walking around the block before I actually lay down to sleep for the 3rd shift. Maybe I will get tired enough to ignore all the loud noises and just sleep. Yeah. I'm gonna start doing that. :)
Tonight's method for sleeping was playing some cry baby EDM tunes. ;D It didn't work. :-\ Lol!! Well, I did sleep for like 20 minutes before my sister came banging on the door. She thought I was still awake because I had the loud music playing? I know what you're thinking ..."maybe you can't sleep because of the loud music?" the answer is "no. I actually sleep with the TV on." :D Music is not a problem either ...I can usually sleep with EDM playing. Especially with the cry baby tunes ...those are the easiest but it didn't work this time. :(
I laid in bed with the cry baby tunes gathering all my thoughts and it made me feel more like shit so I got up. Lol. There's just so much pressure. My shoulders aren't as strong as it use to be ...I don't know what to do. :sad5: I make shit happen! I am the goer. I am the getter. But I know I can't always have things the way I want it. The Vegas thing is biitng my ass too but I will let that go. The party will go on.
I will be okay.
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I hit the modified button to add more thoughts but the power went out so it only saved this much. Lol. I don't want to go back and retype it.
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friends, family, swimming, and food. O0
good weekend. maybe a little too much drinking but it was fun.
I did it again. :-X
I really don't see it when its happening. I will need to catch up on things so I can start shit over like I didn't mess anything up. start out fresh ....ok. maybe not fresh but at least be where I was a couple months ago. I was doing just fine.
bills bills bills.
I don't think I've ever had this much bills on my head before ...up until I decided to move in with my sister. I don't know how she will mange things without me. I am afraid to leave everything under my name. ??? the last time I did that she moved out without paying any of the final bills. and I got left with the remaining balance. I remember talking to my Mom the other week about this ...my Mom says we have bad omen. ??? Nobody will ever take care of us as good as we take care of them. I am going to die living/working for others. Lol
I wanna say ..."I need a drink" but I'm so dehydrated ...I don't want one. Lol
Cosmic Gate at District 30 this week.
I hope my boss doesn't ask me to work this weekend. I just looked at the schedule and one of the girls requested Saturday off. I wanna go to Merced. :-\ Maybe I will take just a little bit for Cosmic Gate. Yeah! Just a little bit. LOL!! I always make it to work anyways ... :2funny:
Its Monday ...Here's to a long week.
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Hi. No. Don't ...
don't be pointing fingers. i do my part and i help. you cannot lay that shit on me. i will not be that person! No!
what a day ...it went by like wooooosh! but eff you!! eff you!! :thefinger: that was 2 hours off BULLSHIT!!
hi journal. :) ;D
I am glad that I'm going to Merced this weekend. My sister's in laws are coming in to town and I believe they are doing the jingle bells? Yeah, I don't think I would have been able to handle all that commotion. But first, I need to get through this week ...I sat down a while to watch Friends and I slightly dozed off. I don't know why? Maybe because my job is boring? But how can I be tired?? I slept from 4:30pm yesterday til 6am this morning! I'm surprised I didn't wake up earlier to eat? I skipped dinner again. ARgh! I hate waking up hungry? Lol
I'm not gonna be tired when I get home. Maybe I should sit in the pool, shower, and then get that groggy feeling. And then try to sleep. Yes. O0 Sounds like a plan.
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Hey, let's plan a trip to Point Reyes National SeaShore. O0 :)
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Hey, let's plan a trip to Point Reyes National SeaShore. O0 :)
Sure. Let's do it. Before or after EDC?
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Sure. Let's do it. Before or after EDC?
Memorial Weekend? ???
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Memorial Weekend? ???
I can do that. O0
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I can do that. O0
That is the ONLY weekend we have open before EDC!
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that is right. haha ...
Yea, let's do it. Make it a day trip. O0
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I hate spring. >:( :-\
Guess how many Zyrtec I went through this weekend? Nearly 3 a day! :o And all that cleaning I did this weekend didn't help either.
I woke up wheezing like hell this morning. But good lord, I didn't pick up another pak of smokes since Cosmic Gate! ??? I woke up earlier than my normal Monday mornings. Yea, I shouldn't smoke anymore. This past weekend I asked one of my cousins how he quit smoking and he said "I saw how Fly (my first cousin) was and it scared me straight." ....Lol. Fly has been sick since March. He's got surgery scheduled in 2 weeks ...who's paying for his bills? ??? Pang said he racked up a medical bill at $75k in March. :o :o I hope he will be more loyal to my parents than he has been the last couple of years.
I hate people coming in to my room like I don't live there.
Before Chick picked me up on Saturday, Ariel was acting all crazy so I picked her up and made her sleep next to me. After a few cries she finally knocked out. And then I knocked out too. When Chick finally came ...I walked out with her still on my bed. I had asked Lao to make sure my door is locked when she wakes up but I don't trust them. ::)
Candy wrappers, empty bags of chips, my pay stubs on the ground, and computer turned off. I hate it. I do. :-\
I will pretend nothing happened and hope that I don't see anybody this week.
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I chip-chopped my hair. :-X
me and my hairdresser (Lao) will play with it a little this wknd. LOL :D ;D :2funny:
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one of the worst sleep after a 16 hour shift ...ever!!
I don't usually like to be bothered after working that many hours in a night/day. On Thursdays, I lock myself in the room and just crash. Some nights, I don't even wake up for dinner.
Yesterday at 6pm I got a text from my younger sister-in-law ...I can't believe I even heard the ring. But it said that Pang was in the hospital. Nobody knew what was wrong ...just that she drove herself there and they transported her to Modesto. I couldn't go back to sleep. But I'm glad she did call me back and told me everything was okay. :) I was able to sleep again.
Later that night I got a called from my Dad. Oh hell. He told me that my cousin has hepatitis b and that they are moving him out of the house to stay with them so my Mom doesn't have to go back and forth to care for him. He's gonna be sad. His only friend is Robby. Lol!! Not the kind of news to wake me up but the reason for the call was to tell me that ...he's taking my room. >:(
Its Friday. I'm gonna get another call from my Dad asking me to go home ...watch. Lol. ;D
Unfortunately, I will be staying home this weekend. It's gonna be me and the kids. I'm going to put on the Chef hat/apron and cook. O0 And call it a movie weekend. I haven't had a decent meal all week.
But first!! A Birthday hangout with Penny and the boys. I miss them. I know they moved back to the South side but with my schedule ...I haven't made a trip out to see them since the first and last time Penny and I went.
I am still tired. I could use a nice cold beer.
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I want to draw a blank.
I've got all these things running back and forth. Thinking ...can I? should i? what the fukk? I just want to drop everything and just leave it alone for a while. I can't even think about EDC right now.
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Things will work out. :)
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Somebody, help me make a decision? :-\
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Did you weigh your pros and cons?
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On Monday, our neighbor decided to have a little party with all the high school kids. Loud music. Loud kids. You name it, it was there. So on that day Lao and Alex decides that they will not come home to ask for permission first ...instead they went straight to the neighbors house after school. If the father, Elijah didn't come knocking on the back door, we would have never knew where the 2 mofos were. Bobby shrugged it off but he knew he was gonna get their asses when they get home.
I returned to my room to sleep for the 3rd shift. When I got ready for work at 9:30pm the music was still playing. At 10pm, I hear Bobby yelling at my sister about them being out this late. So I text Lao that they better come home right then or they were gonna get it bad. He text back saying "I know. Ok." At 10:30pm, right before I was gonna leave for the 3rd shift they decide to come home. As Bobby was lecturing/yelling at them, I yelled out "LAO, I WANT YOUR PHONE TURNED OFF, IN MY ROOM. YOU KNOW THE DRILL."
Last time I kept his phone for 7 whole days. I'm debating if I should return his phone before I go to Merced tomorrow? Or make him suffer through the holiday wknd? har har!! ;D
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keep it for 2 weeks. he has a gf now so it will be even worst.
heck if it were Eli, i would be in jail. LOL
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that is true. nobody wants to read his stupid love statuses. Lol!!
Bobby didn't hold back. I was a little furious when I heard the hitting but when I walked out ...it wasn't the "I'm gonna scar you for life" kinda hits. It was a shame that Alex followed Lao ...Alex never gets hit. He's the good one. ???
oh well, he lost it when it did that. I was gonna take him with me to Merced too. Lol!!
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I'm sure you guys talk to them about being good and asking for permission.. BUT maybe they need wake up call (if this beating wasn't enough)
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its going to be a tough week. :-\
just found out my last day here is gonna be sooner than I thought. I will be ok. I will enjoy this break.
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my eye really hurts. :-\ :'(
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Last night I tried to sleep with the ceiling fan on ...and when I felt it in my eye I knew the dog was gonna come out! Its still small. Thank god! But its noticeable. :-\ It better go away before Vegas.
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You don't call somebody to eat when all the food is already gone.
That was rude!! But I was so tired I turned off my light and went back to sleep. They came knocking on my door again but I ignored it.
My eye is getting bigger. Its getting more watery and its starting to get really itchy!! I am trying so hard not to rub it. Yea, I'm not going anywhere this weekend. Locking myself in my room for reals. I hope this is as big as it'll get. I remember that one year when both Penny and Ger tried to help me get rid of it. We tried all different kind of remedies that were given to us by our parents. Lol. But finally, I went to the family shaman here in Sac and he blew at it and it went away 3 days later. I went to work with it for like 3 days and then a week and a half later I stayed home, in the dark. I was really sensitive to sunlight. Please go away before Vegas. :-\
I think this is suppose to be my last week of work. First it was the 2nd week of June and now its the 1st week of June. So many changes ...I'm just gonna work like I think its this weekend. Been very forgettable. Like I don't even wanna work anymore because I know I'm leaving soon. My mind is totally elsewhere ...
I need a beer. :-\
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Dear Lord,
What are you doing to me? My eye has finally gone down ...and now my right ear is swollen. It hurts. :-\ I knew this week was going to be tough but all this shit has got to stop. This is not the time to get sick!!
I want to crawl up in to a ball and just be at peace for just Fukkin once ...but all the noise behind my door kept me awake! I have not slept.
I am tired. I am tired of being mad. I am tired of trying to make myself better. I am tired of everything that is Fukkin going on.
I am numb. I am not the person I want to be right now.
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Bootee, u coming down for edc in vegas?????
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Dear Lord,
What are you doing to me? My eye has finally gone down ...and now my right ear is swollen. It hurts. :-\ I knew this week was going to be tough but all this shit has got to stop. This is not the time to get sick!!
I want to crawl up in to a ball and just be at peace for just Fukkin once ...but all the noise behind my door kept me awake! I have not slept.
I am tired. I am tired of being mad. I am tired of trying to make myself better. I am tired of everything that is Fukkin going on.
I am numb. I am not the person I want to be right now.
I am so sincerely sorry you feel this way. You welcome at my place anytime and i will lend my ear and shoulder if you need it. We will have an amazing time at EDC!! ;)
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Bootee, u coming down for edc in vegas?????
I am!! Damn, I should have contacted you for tickets huh? Lol. shucks!!
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I am so sincerely sorry you feel this way. You welcome at my place anytime and i will lend my ear and shoulder if you need it. We will have an amazing time at EDC!! ;)
I am fine. Its just at that moment I was so full of anger. I washed it down with a few beers before the 3rd shift that night. Lol!! I don't think I plan to stay home a lot this summer. I hope I have places to go and people to see. ;D
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I am fine. Its just at that moment I was so full of anger. I washed it down with a few beers before the 3rd shift that night. Lol!! I don't think I plan to stay home a lot this summer. I hope I have places to go and people to see. ;D
Start making a list. O0
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Its still blank. :-\
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I am!! Damn, I should have contacted you for tickets huh? Lol. shucks!!
Haha, unfortunately i am not nor is my company working the edc...i know alot of my guys working for other companies...ho pe u n ur crew have a blast...lkm if u need anything.
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Haha, unfortunately i am not nor is my company working the edc...i know alot of my guys working for other companies...ho pe u n ur crew have a blast...lkm if u need anything.
oh darn! haha
we've got people from Mn flying in for the show. Its gonna be awesome. Thanks!! O0
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oh darn! haha
we've got people from Mn flying in for the show. Its gonna be awesome. Thanks!! O0
Wow, friends from fresno coming also...if i aint got nothing to im sure one of my guys can let me in on a detailed job...i might just meet u there...if ur down to have a few cold ones or to chow down lmk....remembe r its dry here, its hitting 100 here already so drink plenty of water..n metro is tightening security so no pills...
Most likely u will be staying on the strip n the drive to the vegas speedway is about 20 mins north...
No sleeping in ur vehicle, metro will kick u out...so remind all ur friends...anyt hing else i can help or answer lkm
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Wow, friends from fresno coming also...if i aint got nothing to im sure one of my guys can let me in on a detailed job...i might just meet u there...if ur down to have a few cold ones or to chow down lmk....remembe r its dry here, its hitting 100 here already so drink plenty of water..n metro is tightening security so no pills...
Most likely u will be staying on the strip n the drive to the vegas speedway is about 20 mins north...
No sleeping in ur vehicle, metro will kick u out...so remind all ur friends...anyt hing else i can help or answer lkm
Yea sure! Hit me up. :)
Last year they had dogs right? Some of the LA guys were so scared they didn't bring their pills. LOL!!! ....I walked right in with it. hahahaha.
Sad to say but this year we are staying at Circus so the drive will be shorter. Yay!! Lol
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Can dogs really sniff it out...?
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Can dogs really sniff it out...?
I don't know? I think I had only like 8 with me. the dogs walked right by me. lol
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Yes they had dogs n their undercover narcotics onsight...sinc e this is vegas, there is a very high number of experienced security guards who have experience from everything to nothing...so pick ur war...
They overhire extra security to be eyes n ears for metro...doesnt mean u cant pop pills on the way there...
Circus circus is no shorter then anywhere else on the strip..haha..
Remember that the speedway is way outside of town, so make sure u bring ur own water cause the prices are jacked way high...i cant stress enough on making sure u stay hydrated. Buy sun lotion also.
If i have any other info i will post it here for u,
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you are awesome skribblez O0
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Superchick, u also attending?....i dont know how u people party in 100 degree dry heat weather?
I've been here 6 years n i still hate this damn summer heat... :P
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Superchick and I will be flying in together on Friday. Thanks for the info. We'll be safe.
If it wasn't for EDC I wouldnt dare to step in to Vegas at this time of the year. Lol
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I'm in so much pain!!
This is not good. Right before EDC too! My arms are crazy looking!! Lol ...I don't even want to reach out and shake anybody's hand. I flip it in and out and you can still see the bruises. Lol
this is my left arm.
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this is my right arm.
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this is my right arm flipped over. lol
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I hope it goes away by Friday but from the looks of it ...Its gonna be a while. :-\ I bruise easily and it stays on me forever!! That one bruise I got from that stupid incident back in March stayed on me til I freakin' left to Miami. Lol!!
I am so sore too! I guess it wasn't a good idea to play vollyball before EDC. :-\ Lol.
Today is my last day here at the 1st job. :( I am sad. But I want to get paid and get the fukk outta here. Lol!! Yesterday I didn't do anything. I completed the direct bills transactions/invoices/folios and then I sat around. Moping. You know ...Lol. The boss lady tried to get me to do more work but I wasn't going to budge. I just gave her a confused/wtf look and she turned around and went back to the office. Lol
It will be okay. :)
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Get ready, heard they are adding another stage to the 6 stage they have already...
And damn bootee wtf happened????
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Superchick, u also attending?....i dont know how u people party in 100 degree dry heat weather?
I've been here 6 years n i still hate this damn summer heat... :P
I sure am. I think the weather will be perfect under the stars. cannot wait get on that plane!
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I sure am. I think the weather will be perfect under the stars. cannot wait get on that plane!
Im really contemplating whether not to go...7 damn stages, fireworks in the show somewhere, some other crazy stuff....i really wanna c boobies...last year was ridiculous.... fun in the sun equals hot girls in drugs taking off shirts n bras...hahahah ha O0
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There's no reason NOT to go! Lol!!
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There's no reason NOT to go! Lol!!
We shall c.....
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This is my EDC experience!
First and foremost I'd like to Thank Superchick for going with me. I know I pressured and forced you in to going ...Lol!! But I hope you had just as much fun as I did. It was great to share this weekend with you and the friends who came with. Its absolutely great having you guys around ...whether if its a stroll in the park or stuck in a hotel room/car ...the air is always filled with laughter. Please don't ever change. :)
Friday - Anxious and nervous at the same time, our flight finally took off at 7:55pm. With only our backpacks with us... we rushed out to wait for Pete. Headed straight for EDC.
First up for us was Above and Beyond. It was banging but it seemed like the music was too loud and they couldn't hear. Once Gareth Emery came on we felt the energy in his beats and the crowd. And the night went off from there. Thanks to Super8 and TAB for banging out the last hour. The first night was a great warm up for us.
Saturday - at 9am I got a call from Penny. She had the baby and It's a GIRL!! I was so happy and awake I couldn't sleep anymore. And Chick didn't look like she was gonna sleep either. Lol... so I bugged the shit outta her. I asked her if she would go running with me. Lol!! With no words she gave the dirtiest look which spelled out "do you want to die?" ...hahaha! At 10am Peter woke up so I asked him to take us to the store for some beer. With only a 12 pak Chick and I killed it within a few hours. Lol. And I love those moments where Chick and I get in trance with our deep conversations. Hahaha! Thank you for staying up with me. :)
Hours later it was time to get ready for Day 2 of EDC. With a few more drinks and some hairdos. We were ready to head out and make this an early one.
We started the Day with Eco. I love his sound!! After Eco we hopped over to the main stage to catch Sander van Doorn's 30 minute set. I still don't understand it but with just 30 minutes to blow me away ...He did just that. I loved every minute of it. After Sander we sat through 2 tracks from Porter Robinson and then headed back to the ASOT stage to finish off Kyau & Albert. I was fukkin' blown away by them. Nobody said anything about Albert singing Live! I know the songs he sings and they sounded amazing live! My second time seeing Jochen Miller was a charm! He banged it and I wanted more!! I had really high hopes for Rank1. They played all the classics but I was expecting to see visuals of their live performance. Even tho, they were great!! And there he was ...Markus Schulz, the man himself!! I love him. Lol. In the middle of his set he announced that there was high winds and for our safety everybody had to report to the grand stand. And all that the stages were temporarily shut down. Armin van Buuren did all that he could to keep his radio show alive so he had Markus come in to the studio and did a back2back set live. We all tuned in while sitting in the grass. 1.5 hours later and nothing has changed but the wind. It did get cold and we gave up at 2:25am. I was bummed. :(
Sunday - It was another morning to start off with a 12pak. This time Angkhan joined Chick and I. With just 2 beers left I passed out around 7am. Lol!! And Chick didn't wake me up!! Slept until 1pm and got up to start the day as soon as I heard Luke's text. We had breakfast/lunch at the Planet Hollywood. It wasn't great but it was something to fill us up cuz Chick and I didn't eat anything extcept for a Subway sandwich that Sandy got us. Thank god.
It was a crazy night. We left the hotel at 8pm? Big mistake ...or hell, we should have taken the freeway to avoid the freakin' traffic. I was mad. But I couldn't say anything because I wasn't the driver. :-X At 11pm, we finally get parking and rushed over to the ASOT stage where we started the night off with ATB. And he was actually good. No rock. Just banging trance ...unless we missed it. Lol!! with just many text messages I read that BT did an excellent job. :( I was sad. I wanted to catch his set and I was ok with missing Tritonal's set. After Dash Berlin came on for a few minutes I wanted to head over to the main stage to catch Armin's 2nd set since we didn't get to see him destroy the ASOT stage. I expected more but he played what he played. After his set we rushed back to catch Ferry Corsten and boy!! he sure did rip the hell out of that stage!! It was the Ferry Corsten I once knew and I loved it!! I wanted to stay til the very end for Aly & Fila's set but Luke and Youa had an early flight. If I knew they were gonna be late and get a stand by flight home I would have stayed til it closed. We left the ASOT stage at 4:37am. Got to the merchandise store and found no EDC shirts available. And walked out by 5am! We got out of the parking lot 4.5 hours later?
Monday - 9am and we are finally back at the hotel. We tried to get a late check out but mofos said that room we were in was already booked for somebody else so we had to check out at 11:30am. We gladly pushed it til 12pm and while waiting for Luke and Youa to come pick us up we drank all that we could. Lunch at Todai gave Chick an allergic reaction. And then we headed out to the airport. Checked in and sat at the bar where we each did double shots of Hennessy. And it was time to say our good-byes.
Chick and I sat at the airport for hour til our flight. And tho we had some funnies that happened during those hours ...I won't mention it on here. Lol!!! At 11:27pm we finally land in Sacramento and to sleep we go!
Another great trip in the books. :)
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What is EDC?
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Electric Daisy Carnival - It's a massive rave in Las Vegas :D ;D
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All worth it and will do it again if I had to. Lol!!
Thanks for sponsoring!! ;D
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Glad to hear yall ladies had fun....... O0
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Glad to hear yall ladies had fun....... O0
Why does your name sound soo familiar?
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Why does your name sound soo familiar?
Cause i have been around the boards a long time...besides that i like to troll alot....lol
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I am not me.
I can laugh, I can joke, and pretend I am ok, but everything else in my head says "WTF?" With all this free time I have I don't know what to do. :-\ Working the 3rd shift makes me lose myself now. Messed up days ...Messed up mind. I can't even draw a blank if I wanted to.
I haven't taken a sip of beer since Las Vegas. Maybe that's why I haven't been feeling normal? LOL!! I am still munching. Most I've eaten was the day after I came back from Vegas when my sister bought all those food ...They woke me up to eat. I had about a bite of everything but nothing I could finish. I still haven't got my bowl of pho! I was craving pho when we got back from Vegas but I threw that out the window once I recovered from the trip.
Loud noises, loud thoughts. I need a day. A day to just sit at peace and let my mind drift away for a while. Maybe then I can gather my thoughts without having to hit myself.
I need to see Penny. I don't think when I'm around her. Lol. :)
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Omg, skribblez... I was having so much fun at EDC that I didn't even notice your text. Lol. I am so sorry.
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Cause i have been around the boards a long time...besides that i like to troll alot....lol
Are you into gaming? I swear someone used to have that name back when I was still playing counter strike.
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Omg, skribblez... I was having so much fun at EDC that I didn't even notice your text. Lol. I am so sorry.
Haha, next year...got insight that next year im wearing a suit...walking in like a boss into vip n no one will even second check me....hahah... .
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Skribblez,
Are your initials YK?
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Skribblez,
Are your initials YK?
Sorry man, u got the wrong skribz...
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3 beaches in 3 days.
We started Thursday off early. With just 1 hour of sleep after the 3rd shift, Chick and I left for Ocean Beach at 11am. It was cold. Super windy cold. But that didn't stop us from getting out of the car. We sat on the beach for a good couple of hours? After the porta potties were taken away ...We sat in the car with a few more beers and drove to the nearest bathroom when we needed it. Lol. We ended the day with some pho. Not the greatest but it made me warm and fuzzy inside. The drive home wasn't so bad either. It did take me longer than usual but we made it home by 10pm. With a long adventure, long drive ...I was ready for bed by the time I got home.
Good chats. Great company. Happy thoughts. :)
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On Friday at 9am, I got a text from Peter asking me if I wanted to take a trip with him for his birthday. I shrugged and said ..."Sure, I don't have anything to do" ...Lol. With just a quick drive, we got to Santa Cruz in a quickness. The sun was up ...a cool breeze in the air ...and the energy to start the day off with some fun rides on the boardwalk. Had a great walk on the beach ...with live music playing ...my mind was completely guttered with nothing but the moment. We ended the night at 10pm and walked back to the motel. I was beat. But I had enough energy to have one last drink for the night while Peter crashed.
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Rise and shine! It was hard to sleep ...I have no idea why. But I was ready to start the day. At 10am we popped a few beers before hitting the road. Where were we off to today? Well, we started the day at the MYSTERY SPOT!! I've read about this place but I have never been. Its so green and beautiful. The tour was short but it was fun ...I did get dizzy in the little house but I managed to survive for the pictures. Lol!! They have an awesome hiking trail ...maybe next time we can come back and try that. har har!!
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On the road we go again!! Tiredness was starting to hit me but the beautiful scenic drive kept me up. We drove pass Moss Beach ...It would have been nice to make a stop there but we were right on schedule. To Pebble Beach with go!! I wish we would have stayed longer but Peter had plans later that evening so we spent most of what we could at Pebbles. It was beautiful indeed. Quiet. Lots of tourists ...mainly Indians. Like Hindu Indians. Lol!! We continued on the 17-mile drive and made the stop on Spanish Bay for a little ocean time. With a tiny cooler we fit a couple beers in there and walked down to a spot away from everybody. I stood there at the shore ...with my toes in the sand and the waves washing in. Its something about listening to the waves ... And finally we ended our trip and headed back to Sacramento. I got home around 7pm ....I was beat. Couldn't move. Lol!! It was an awesome trip!!
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I wish all my weekends were filled with adventurous trips like these. Then my life would be more interesting ...
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Pon De Replay. :)
I've been playing the same song over and over again. Its one of those songs where I would look up, close my eyes and sigh in confidence. And know that I will be okay. A lot may not understand the EDM scene or the music itself ...but to me, its beats that speaks. Its another world to be in.
"Give me release
Let the waves of time and space surround me, Yeah
Cause I need room to breathe
Let me float back to the place you found me, I'll be okay"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vsy1URDYK88#ws (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vsy1URDYK88#ws)
I've been waking up really early. I would be so tired and all but it doesn't stop me from getting out of bed. And out of my room. I would sit there for hours. With nothing but music playing ...my mind would wonder. Some times I would lay in bed with the music blasted pretending its just me in that house. Forget going to sleep for the 3rd shift ...1 hour is usually the most I'll get. And when I do get home from the 3rd shift I would sit in my room for another hour or two before going to sleep. And when I do sleep it would be 4 hours the most. Does it sound like things just got worse for me? Fukk.
I still haven't figured things out yet. Let it ride ...is what I keep saying.
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Late night.
I'm up late again. Reading through some of the pages here ...I really did live up to the journal title "argh"
I am always angry. I don't know.
When am I the happiest?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VvGYYg40Ijw# (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VvGYYg40Ijw#)
I tumbled across this music video that I discovered back in 2009 when I first started watching Vampire Diaries ...Its beautiful.
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Room for rent.
I will not say anything anymore. I will not be the one who will help. I hope I was loud and clear today.
I should have seen the true colors behind all this madness. I will distant myself and see how they do by themselves. I will not be like my older brother but I will not be the first to offer my help. I will be the ignorant one. I will use this time to rebuild myself.
In the mean time ...does anybody have a room for rent til 2013?? Lol
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Things people say.
I can be very forgiving ..but I don't forget. I don't wake up the next morning and pretend nothing happened. Hate me if I give you reason to. Unfriend me if I have done wrong to you.
I stand up for myself and I get pushed down. I stand up for another and I get pushed down again. Be who you are. Don't send your troubles to me. I will no longer be your rock. I hate you so much right now.
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Go punch them in the face!
Then laugh.
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This is part of the second post in your journal :) Sept 2006
Thanks for therapy last night. We talked about many many things.. and now, I feel so much closer to you.. LOL (right about now, you're saying STOOPID!!! and ;D at the same time) ;D ;D that 1 hour and 40 minutes MIGHT be record for us. ;D
Well, I am going to do what you said because I think it will work to my advantage. LOL and everytime the phone rings or beeps, I'll log it in my journal or at least try to.. puahahahahah
lmao!!! Yea, I am totally laughing. hahaha!! And that is a record for us. I'm still laughing at your text "can I call you?" ..LOL!! Test yourself. See how strong you are against all those .. :)
Sept '06 - that was when we were going to Glo and laughing at them girls dancing to EDM. ahahaha!!
Lol.
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Holding back.
I'm trying to find the easiest way to get away. I know that I often use EDM to take me away from my miseries but EDM can get too costly. Since Miami to Vegas to New York (which is not done yet) ...I have spent a ton. Lol. And I never think about it. I do live in the moment and that's dangerous ...now that I should be limiting myself. I am dying for a show tho. Lol. There's so many that I wanna go at the end of the month but I am trying my hardest to hold back.
I'm limping. I've got a cut on my right foot and my right knee is bruised. And I am so tired! Lol :2funny:
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Had an awesome 4 day weekend in Merced!
Shots with the fam bam! I set out 20 shots and Robenson freaked out when I told him he had to do all of them! Lol. He actually got the whole family to help! My nephew Chue, my niece Rolida, his friends, my Dad, and both my brothers, Pat and Haleng! It was a surprise! Haleng actually did 3! Lol!! My Dad doesn't let Pat drink because of his temper but once my Dad said it was ok ...he did one! My Dad is the coolest. He walked over to the table, said cheers, and took a shot. The rest of the night was awesome! We ended the party at midnight and made sure everybody got home safe. It was a great time with the family.
The rest of the stay was quiet and enjoyable! Besides my crazy eye ...It was fine. My Dad made me take these Styes eye pills and they made me pee kinda reddish/orange. Lol. I freaked out at first but he did warn me. Today is a lot better. My taste buds are still fukked up! Water doesn't even taste right. I hope it gets better because I couldn't even enjoy a Heineken before the drive home. :(
Its gonna be super hot this week. Hitting the 100's. I'm gonna make the boys clean the pool and I will sit out there until my tan gets better? Lol. Heineken in 100 degree weather tastes great!! I noticed that there's 2 boxes of Heineken in the fridge! Somebody come drink with me? Lol!!
Here's to a hot week in Sac!
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I'll be over Thurs!
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empty July.
Its nearly the middle of the summer and so far July has been one calm ass month. Chick and I are in search for something to do! And something that will not make us huff and puff. Lol!! We kicked off the summer with such an amazing event and trip! Me, trying to hold back is not helping with this journey. I want to do things. I want to go to places. I shouldn't hold back anymore ...I do like the way that I am. Its the reason why I have been to the places I've been. And tried the things I've tried. I shouldn't change my ways ...I'm not happy when I do. Lol
Empire State of Mind
"New York, concrete jungle where dreams are made of
There's nothin' you can't do
Now you're in New York
These streets will make you feel brand new
Big lights will inspire you
Let's hear it for New York, New York,
New York"
Every time I hear this song ...It makes me wanna be in New York. Lol!! Its true. I'm currently working on our travel plans. I'm lagging a little. I know. I haven't contacted those who are going with us about places and times! I have 3.5 months? Geesh!! Doesn't seem much time at all!! But I am super excited. :) :D ;D With just 1 event on the schedule, it leaves us with lots of time to explore! I've done it once but I want to do it again and I want to do MORE!! O0
Its my Friday, come have a drink with me. Cheers. :)
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need me a good EDM fix!
Daniel Kandi and Estiva is making their way to San Francisco for the very first time! I've got to make my way there!! It is about time that they bring somebody like Daniel Kandi to the Bay. I've missed him a few times in Los Angeles but I'm not going to miss this! O0
I think I might give Los Angeles a chance next year. Stay there for a month or 2 and see how living there may feel like. I don't know yet. But I've been thinking about it a lot lately. I'm starting to fukk my days up. Lately, I've been staying up til 2-3am. Even without a nap during the day! The boss lady for the 3rd shift tried to contact me about taking more shifts. But I never called her back. I had already explained her my situation and when I did offer to take more shifts ...She turned me down so I am not sorry for not calling her back. Its always do it their way or no way at all. So I'm doing it as my way ..or no way at all. har har!!
I still have time to add more activities for July. Come one, come all. :)
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La?....r u sure?...I slow down on the edm events in la after several years going to events with or without friends, my next event is possibly artic moon@circus
need me a good EDM fix!
Daniel Kandi and Estiva is making their way to San Francisco for the very first time! I've got to make my way there!! It is about time that they bring somebody like Daniel Kandi to the Bay. I've missed him a few times in Los Angeles but I'm not going to miss this! O0
I think I might give Los Angeles a chance next year. Stay there for a month or 2 and see how living there may feel like. I don't know yet. But I've been thinking about it a lot lately. I'm starting to fukk my days up. Lately, I've been staying up til 2-3am. Even without a nap during the day! The boss lady for the 3rd shift tried to contact me about taking more shifts. But I never called her back. I had already explained her my situation and when I did offer to take more shifts ...She turned me down so I am not sorry for not calling her back. Its always do it their way or no way at all. So I'm doing it as my way ..or no way at all. har har!!
I still have time to add more activities for July. Come one, come all. :)
need me a good EDM fix!
Daniel Kandi and Estiva is making their way to San Francisco for the very first time! I've got to make my way there!! It is about time that they bring somebody like Daniel Kandi to the Bay. I've missed him a few times in Los Angeles but I'm not going to miss this! O0
need me a good EDM fix!
Daniel Kandi and Estiva is making their way to San Francisco for the very first time! I've got to make my way there!! It is about time that they bring somebody like Daniel Kandi to the Bay. I've missed him a few times in Los Angeles but I'm not going to miss this! O0
I think I might give Los Angeles a chance next year. Stay there for a month or 2 and see how living there may feel like. I don't know yet. But I've been thinking about it a lot lately. I'm starting to fukk my days up. Lately, I've been staying up til 2-3am. Even without a nap during the day! The boss lady for the 3rd shift tried to contact me about taking more shifts. But I never called her back. I had already explained her my situation and when I did offer to take more shifts ...She turned me down so I am not sorry for not calling her back. Its always do it their way or no way at all. So I'm doing it as my way ..or no way at all. har har!!
I still have time to add more activities for July. Come one, come all. :)
need me a good EDM fix!
Daniel Kandi and Estiva is making their way to San Francisco for the very first time! I've got to make my way there!! It is about time that they bring somebody like Daniel Kandi to the Bay. I've missed him a few times in Los Angeles but I'm not going to miss this! O0
I think I might give Los Angeles a chance next year. Stay there for a month or 2 and see how living there may feel like. I don't know yet. But I've been thinking about it a lot lately. I'm starting to fukk my days up. Lately, I've been staying up til 2-3am. Even without a nap during the day! The boss lady for the 3rd shift tried to contact me about taking more shifts. But I never called her back. I had already explained her my situation and when I did offer to take more shifts ...She turned me down so I am not sorry for not calling her back. Its always do it their way or no way at all. So I'm doing it as my way ..or no way at all. har har!!
I still have time to add more activities for July. Come one, come all. :)
I think I might give Los Angeles a chance next year. Stay there for a month or 2 and see how living there may feel like. I don't know yet. But I've been thinking about it a lot lately. I'm starting to fukk my days up. Lately, I've been staying up til 2-3am. Even without a nap during the day! The boss lady for the 3rd shift tried to contact me about taking more shifts. But I never called her back. I had already explained her my situation and when I did offer to take more shifts ...She turned me down so I am not sorry for not calling her back. Its always do it their way or no way at all. So I'm doing it as my way ..or no way at all. har har!!
I still have time to add more activities for July. Come one, come all. :)
need me a good EDM fix!
Daniel Kandi and Estiva is making their way to San Francisco for the very first time! I've got to make my way there!! It is about time that they bring somebody like Daniel Kandi to the Bay. I've missed him a few times in Los Angeles but I'm not going to miss this! O0
I think I might give Los Angeles a chance next year. Stay there for a month or 2 and see how living there may feel like. I don't know yet. But I've been thinking about it a lot lately. I'm starting to fukk my days up. Lately, I've been staying up til 2-3am. Even without a nap during the day! The boss lady for the 3rd shift tried to contact me about taking more shifts. But I never called her back. I had already explained her my situation and when I did offer to take more shifts ...She turned me down so I am not sorry for not calling her back. Its always do it their way or no way at all. So I'm doing it as my way ..or no way at all. har har!!
I still have time to add more activities for July. Come one, come all. :)
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need me a good EDM fix!
Daniel Kandi and Estiva is making their way to San Francisco for the very first time! I've got to make my way there!! It is about time that they bring somebody like Daniel Kandi to the Bay. I've missed him a few times in Los Angeles but I'm not going to miss this! O0
I think I might give Los Angeles a chance next year. Stay there for a month or 2 and see how living there may feel like. I don't know yet. But I've been thinking about it a lot lately. I'm starting to fukk my days up. Lately, I've been staying up til 2-3am. Even without a nap during the day! The boss lady for the 3rd shift tried to contact me about taking more shifts. But I never called her back. I had already explained her my situation and when I did offer to take more shifts ...She turned me down so I am not sorry for not calling her back. Its always do it their way or no way at all. So I'm doing it as my way ..or no way at all. har har!!
I still have time to add more activities for July. Come one, come all. :)
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Why do people just assume?
Doesn't it get tiring? I mean, just because you don't go anywhere and get out there doesn't mean others can't do it. I've already proved you wrong about the big things I've done and the big places I've been. You can lie to yourself but you won't get away with lying to me. I'm not really that naive. All it really takes is a little faith in yourself. If you think you can do it, then do it. If all fails you will have to start over anyways so its not a big deal to just try. I moved out when I was 18. I got a job, went to school. Did all the good stuff. I didn't even start clubbing until I was almost 20. I went to my first rave at 16 and it scared me but I appreciate and understand it now.
Did I do a good job in making me the person that I am? I don't think so but I am still working on it. I don't know what more I can do to this life. I've failed in the big things and have not placed it with anything else that can help me with my future. But I am content with life. I think I am ok right now but I want to try a different city. different people. simply just different things. Since I am forced to start over ...I will make those changes in 2013 but for right now ...
Let me have this dance. :)
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btw,
I'm a little excited that the New York trip will now be an all girl trip!! :D ;D
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I don't know why you need to justify the things you do. All that matters is your happiness. Dance your life away friend. O0
oh yeah, watch out NY, trouble is coming to town!
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Dear Friend,
The next time you feel like you want to talk to me ...please don't call me at 3am. I've been awake ever since! I sat through the short thunder and rain that was pouring earlier. And I also watched 1 movie thinking that it will drive me to sleep. I actually went to bed at 10pm last night! That's the earliest I've been able to sleep since ...argh! maybe 2 weeks now? Its 6am. Should I go take a jog? Its cold outside. Lol
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Or maybe I'm trying to sink everything in?
I hear you, and I understand. :)
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3:46am
I don't know what it is. I sleep late. I wake up early. I get tired during the middle of the day and without any naps in between ...I still don't sleep. I don't even nap for the 3rd shift anymore. I go to work with eyes wide open and when I get home I don't go straight to bed. I would stay up for another 2-3 hours? Am I having withdraws? Lol. I feel like it is. :-\
I'm sad that I didn't get to go see Daniel Kandi and Estiva. :'( I was really looking forward to it. I woke up on Friday morning at 6:30am with a sharp pain in my stomach but I still had it in me that I was going! Hell, my sister even gave me pills to chow down so the pain would go away. Seeing that I am still up right now ...I wish I did go. Or at least leave to Merced ...My Dad called me this morning to see if I was coming home. I told him no. :-\ I should have left once I found out I wasn't going to the show. I need to go home too. I finally checked my registration and its due! My Dad told me that my sister-in-law went to pay for it yesterday. Maybe they can mail it? ???
argh.
Movie #3 is starting ...
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The doer.
You can't be dreaming in this life. Nobody really gives a shit. Well, at least that's how I see it. You do big, and it's nothing. You do little and it's a problem. Nobody really sees the good side. Not until they want something of course. I stopped wanting big things a long time ago ..in this life I think I know my limit and it's not the sky.
I will stop. But I want to do it just once more.
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I'm really sorry about Friday. :-\
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I'm really sorry about Friday. :-\
Shit happens. :)
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Great feeling. Great mood. Great days.
I know I haven't been sleeping well but I'm starting to make use for waking up early. Feels great. And some days after the 3rd shifts ..I would stay up til 11am as if I just woke up. And then sleep til 2 or 3pm because 1. It's too loud or 2. It's too hot. Its a weird schedule but I'm starting to get use to it. Plus, we've been having great morning breeze. :)
I just wish my days were filled with more stuff to do. Or hell, even hope to have more people to see. Lol. But on hot days like what we've been having ...it takes me no where. Plus the tags on my car is due so I can't drive it until I go to Merced tomorrow? So even if I wanted to go somewhere ...I can't. :-\ Some days at home, I wish I was in Merced. Boredom kills. I would start the day with an awesome feeling. But once the girls wake up ...It's all trouble. Alex likes our long walks/jog in the mornings. Lol!! It keeps him away from Ariel. Lately, she hasn't been crying as much ...and its weird but she's been following me around the house a lot. AND!! she calls me Tee! Lol!!!
On the first week of back to school, I am going to see how my brother in law starts his days. Before, he would wait until me and Alex get home at 330pm and then leaves. If he pulls something like that with me being at home ...I swear I will raise hell!! >:( Lol.
Here's to a great 2 more days until the weekend. Cheers. :)
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Running man.
I'm starting to think that maybe I should invest in a treadmill again ..after being chased by dogs in the last few runs. Lol!! Last Thursday, we got chased by 2 small pitbulls. They were annoying as hell. We walked/run fast but they ran faster! They almost tripped me too! Lol!! They followed us for hella long until this guy in a bicycle came and asked us if those were our dogs. After I answered no, the dogs chased after him. LOL!!! As he paddled faster I could hear him yell "GODDAM IT!!" ...haha! Right then I decided that we turn back around and head for home. I didn't want to take the chance and have them follow us home. And yesterday, after turning the corner for our 3rd and last lap we saw a HUGE ass dog! I didn't even think twice ...I said "let's turn this block and go home." Lol!! Yeah, a treadmill it is. If I'm not gonna do that ...I don't know how I'm gonna continue the runs after Alex starts school. He's my motivator. Lol!!! Well, not really but he gets up with me in the morning and does as many laps I want ...with me. If we keep getting chased by dogs ...I definitely do not want to take these runs alone. haha!!
Hello August.
Like July, I think August will be another quiet month. The only thing I have in my book is Los Angeles this weekend ..for Markus Schulz. I'm really excited for the show. Being show free since EDC has been nothing but painfully mind blowing (its like I need a show or I'm gonna go insane kinda pain. Lol). I am looking forward to hearing the many ID's he will be playing from the Scream album. O0 Last year, I spent my birthday at Avalon with Markus Schulz too, so this will be special for me. And maybe I will have a 6pak for my actual birth day. I don't know if that's just sad or if its a tradition for me now? Lol. I always see people the day before or the day after. Its never the day of.
Humble me. Humble days. Music therapy does the ears good. :) Until the weekend is over ..Have a good one.
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Hi. Do you have room for me under that rock?
Sigh. I can't say that I don't want anything else ..because I do, but I think that has to be it. I won't search to know. And I won't search to want. You are right. I'm laughing but it ain't funny. And I know its not for those to care ...so I smile. :)
I know I'm early but just in case I don't crawl out of that rock in time ...
Happy Birthday to Me.
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Happy Birthday TEE....
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a BLUR.
I won't tell you what I think, but I will tell you what I know ....I'm a horrible friend.
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Well hello journal.
I have so much to tell you but I can only say so much on PH. :) It's been awhile since my last entry. I wanted to get pass through a few things before I could open myself again. I've never been too much of a selfish person but this time I threw it out the window. I have learned that what I think is important ...is truly not important to others. And it's a little hard to make it clear to them that they too cannot be selfish towards me. I am surrounded by some amazing people. From being inspired to loving and caring ...They have a little piece of my heart. But they have no idea.
Hi Tee, how are you doing? Like really, how are you?
I am still broken. Those puzzle pieces are still lost. People keep telling me that things will get better and it will be okay. Well, hell fukker ...when is it going to start? Lol. Can I stop being the responsible one for once and enjoy the spare time that I have now? It's been nearly 3 months and nothing has changed. I don't need a break, I need to get out of this mess. I need space. My room is starting to get on my nerves. Lol.
Ask me if I'm happy. :-\
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Hello October.
Its another sleepless night for me. I thought I'd share some things with you before this week ends. So far September has been one very interesting month. No sleep. Lots of late nights. But thank god it was with good friends. We ended September with Aly & Fila @ District 30. And it was an awesome show. I loved every second of it. Sometimes, the classics just makes everything better. To start October, we have a small trip to Utah. I'm just tagging along? Helping a friend make her way there. :) Kyau & Albert on the calenders for October 18th. And then New York at the end of the month. I'm usually the one to be prepared and have everything ready to go but I gotta say, I'm a little behind everything. I mean, waaaaaaay behind. I am just praying that my sister doesn't ask me for any money this month. Please leave the unemployed alone. I am broke. Lol!!
I need to get back on my feet. I swear I once had it all. There was always that one thing that was missing but I had everything else. I enjoyed the life. Besides living with my sister and paying for most of the expenses, it was good. I went and did all the things I said I was going to do. And all the things I wanted ...I had no problems getting. I want to go back to being that person who worked hard to play harder. Life isn't always about a party, but I wanted mines to be that way. Going places and doing things ...Its called living the life.
I am almost ready for 2013. :)
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Not ready to say bye to 2012!!
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A hole in my pocket.
After New York I will officially be ..what do you call it? Broke! Lol. It's been a great journey. As said before, 2012 has been a great year but I will have to step down from the way that I am now. People wanna change and I want a break. Since June I haven't done anything that made me feel or think that I couldn't do. I'm seeing it now. Before the New York trip too. I will ease things up a bit so I can catch up on this fast life that i'm living. Double the savings and be the responsible person I once was. I can party my life at another time. Only I can catch up to myself.
Well, Utah was a great trip. Not much was done but it was good to just know that you are out of Sacramento. For me, it was more like ...out the house. Tho I didn't spend much time at home the past 3 Weeks. It's been crazy. The desert was a nice scenery during the drive back. With just a little light from the sun as it's setting ...it gives you a nice view while saying your goodbyes.
With so many days away from my bed ...tonight, while working the 3rd shift my back almost went out. I'm currently sitting down typing this as I feel the sharp pain kick the shit outta my back. I am hurt. I'm gonna definitely need to see the chiropractor before the flight to New York. I need a heat pack. :(
I was hoping to be quiet for the next 2 Weeks so I can prep for New York, but I forgot we have Kyau & Albert on the calendars. Oh dear back, please let me enjoy this show. You can have a long break in November. I am leaving that month to redo myself and my parents. I have not been say on but I am constantly getting these weird dreams. And when i'm home in my bed ...I am fine. I sleep without dreaming. But I still wake up at 3am.
Relax tee. You are beat.
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at least you had fun! and yes it sounds like you need a relaxing day at the spa lol
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Thank you for being such a trooper! ;)
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In search of ...
A new life, a new job, and hopefully a new home next year. I am ready to be the person I once was. Argh. I think a lot when i'm paying bills. Lol.
9 days til Sensation New York!! I'm gonna try to not worry about what's in the pockets and enjoy this short getaway ..on the other side of the country. It will be super aweaome! O0
*edit* I shouldn't have said those things before. Angry moment when paying bills. Lol
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Chain.
Doubting myself and doing all the wrong things. I can't say that much has changed since I last wrote in here but goddam it. I've been smoking my head off. When i'm with friends I don't think about it. Maybe when I drink but that's it. Being at home is ...sigh. Headache. Worries. And so much more. plus the pain my back has given me is intense. Some nights I can't even sleep. It's horrible. Too much is going on right now ...I'm a little mindducked right now.
New York is only a few days away!
On Thursday night we will be taking our red eye flight to the city that never sleeps. I am super stoked!! I'm trying to stay calm and not stress about anything. I feel this weight on my shoulders and i'm praying for everything to go well. I can't wait to leave this place. Now Sensation is going to be House music but it's the experience that we are going for ...I know that no matter who is playing ...we will have an amazing time!
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dang you still keeping this up! wow dedication! seriously dude you should print this out and write a book before pebhmong decides to claim rights to your blog!
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:)
Extended vacation.
On October 29 we left to New York City, with one thought only we enjoyed every minute of it. From the moment we got off the plane to the disastrous few days to follow. With 3 days to start we uncovered Chinatown, Hogs & Heifers, Times Square, and enjoying the Flower District. The weather was wonderful ...with 70° degrees in the air during the day and the 40s° at night ...we enjoyed the city lights.
As we prepare for Sensation, the 7 of us traveled to the Barclay Center in Brooklyn by train. A few has advised us not to take the train but it wasn't that bad! O0 we actually took the subway to the event and back!
On to Sensation ...I've been to a lot of shows and with some that had unbelievable production work. For Sensation, I think it was overly hyped. There was a lot that they could have done with the stuff they had out but it just say there. The live vocals and fireworks were amazing tho. Would I got to another Sensation party? No. At least I can say that I had super fun with friends at the event. The rush, the nerves, and the White Pumas. Lol!!
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This was suppose to be a short 3 nights, 4 days trip. And with the hurricane we were there for 6 nights and 7 days. Here's a short summary of the trip and some pictures to follow by. Too much happened with not enough words to describe the feelings of each day.
-Every day started with bad news. But it didn't stop us from enjoying the beautiful day out before the hurricane came. From Central Park, to the WTC, to the Statue of Liberty ...we wondered the streets of New York before the subway, bridges, and tunnels were closed. With the wind coming in and the sprinkles of rain ...we ended the night with a shot of rum.
-another cancellation didn't stop us from enjoying a night out on Times Square. With laughter and good friends ...the rum takes it's course to send us joy in the night.
-the night of the hurricane. I started the day feeling under the weather ...with much sleep I stayed up with the sound of strong winds rattling the windows and sprinkles of rain that hit as hard as a rock. It was a hard night to sleep.
-power outage. Systems crashed. We had to relocate after the hotel informed us that they we're booked and could not extend our stay. The 6th day was an emotional turnout. No sign of flight cancellations yet but apparently, we didn't have a hotel. The system crashed and they never received our reservation. After an hour in a coffee shop, a new hotel was booked ..we continued our day with a visit to the Metropolitan Museum of Art. And a 20 block walk to the next hotel cuz it was so hard to get a cab. The 2nd hotel didn't do any justice and I was filled with anger. The wrong date was booked and I was about to explode. How can this be? I cried a little bit in the bathroom because I was lost at words and anything else that I couldn't answer for. We were stuck and homeless for the night. After calls and calls from friends on the other side of the.country we had a few choices to pick from. At to Brooklyn we went. Small but doable, we slept through the night at a friends house. And I am thankful for ...
-with an early start, we left the house at 7:30am and headed for the airport. And we headed for HOME! In MN for our connection they asked for 2 volunteers to stay behind for a next day flight and I did try to make it happen after talking to Chick. Lol!! But an old guy beat me to it. Lol!! Another extension in MN for the wknd would have been nice. Hahaha ...
but to be home was good enough for us. NYC was great. We helped escorted and it was an experience I wouldn't want to go through again. I also hate that it has changed Chicks thoughts of traveling to the East now. Lol!! Damn you hurricane! I wanted to come back to NYC for ASOT600 too! Lol!!
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Argh.
Dear phone,
I love you but you just deleted what I wrote. So today's entry is blank. :-\
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Dear friend,
Happy Birthday!! Although it does not mean much but just a number and a nice way to tell you that you're old... It's also a way to see everybody be themselves. I'm Sorry that it's the only time I come to visit but know that I often think about you. Life is getting hard and tho, you had the hardest... I wish you were here to give me those endless advices about being the person that I am. :( I need somebody to listen to my rants! My bullshit. My head. I need a 2nd backbone. Mine is about to break and all I've done is wrap it with duck tape. I need some guidance. It's hard to tell if people are listening. I miss you. We all miss you.
Til next time. :)
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Family mumbo jumbo.
Family time is always a great time. This year during Thanksgiving we were filled with great tragedy and conniving mofos! I am shocked by the secrets and the deceiving families. But I do not know them well enough to say I hate them. My condolences goes out to the family who has lost one of their own.
On a happy note, I had a wonderful time with the family. It wasn't always a laughing day but it was a family one. We don't often share a dinner table with everybody around but when we do, we enjoy the best of it. I've said many times that I should go back home more often but being home 2 Weeks in a row kinda changed my mind. Lol!! I love being around my family but it's better to distant. Not everything has been forgiven and when a slight thought or word is remembered .....all hell breaks loose and i'm the one that wishes I wasn't there. It's good to keep laughter alive. I hate to think about all the bad that everybody has done to each other. We are better than this. And when we show love. There is love.
December is going to be a long month. But I am ready for it. :)
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Hello December.
I can't believe I went through November without a show!! I gotta give myself a pat on the back. Lol! There were a lot of shows but after the whole New York fiasco ..I couldn't help it but to put a leash on myself. This month tho ...not a lot is happening. I'm scheduled to work on Christmas and I have New Years Eve off to ring the bell with Markus Schulz in LA. The drinking has calmed down and the shows have been cut. This life will get better.
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Love is strange.
Today, I sat in my room. The only time I came out was to wash my face and brush my teeth. At 2pm, I finally came out for a bowl of cereal and I ate it in my room. Lol ;D
I spent the day with 7 short stories and 2 movies. I had to watch the first movie twice to understandl. Lol!! I giggled to myself as I read the words of true love. Its silly to me but its something that can happen. Maybe not to me, but the ones who comes across it. From a mother's love for a child, a broken heart for a love, a family destroyed, and a couple who grows old together. I am no hopeless romantic but a warm feeling gets my heart when I read of happiness.
I read of mysteries and thrillers with an armor on. Lol. Like my hands over my eyes with my fingers slightly open as I peak through to read some more. ;D It should have rained today. :)
I'm starting to get those strange awakenings again. Last night I had the weirdest dream and I woke up at 3am. I sat in my room and watched movies until 8am. I wasn't happy when my sister came knocking on my door at 10am for my car keys. I didn't sleep long either. I woke up with red eyes and cold feet. At least the fever is gone.
Or maybe I'm having withdraws. Lol!! I'm seeing all these shows for December but I'm pushing myself to stay away. Its just better that way. I don't know if I would ever survive in Los Angeles. Not the city itself ...but the shows. :D They are too spoiled.
I will have my day. And when I do, I will live it how I know best. :)
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The unstoppable falls.
well, fukker you shiat man! not even a beer will calm this shit down. I hated you then. And I hate you even more now.
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bah humbug!
Everybody is talking about the holidays. I'm sitting over here thinking ...hurry the eff up already. Some people are very ungrateful this year and I think I've done more than enough to show any love or kindness ...this Christmas. Call me Scrooge. Call me whatever. I won't even spend on myself.
2013, come quick!
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Peace and quiet.
I can't remember the last time I had the house to myself. On Sunday and Christmas eve, they actually took all the kids with them. As shocking as it was I thought it was rude of them for not asking me if I wanted to go. Here I was sitting at home starving like a mofo ...while they go out to eat. Lol!! I waited for Pang to get off so we could both grab something to eat tho. I told you this family was ungrateful. I should have went home but I think I did myself a favor. I spent Christmas in my room. :) And I was ok with that. Now, I'm at work. It's not as sad as it sounds. It's just how it is. I've spent more on my own than what I've done so far during this holiday. It gave me a little peace in mind.
Just a few more days.
2012, you have been an amazing year. With over 21 shows and trips to Miami, Las Vegas, Utah, and New York. I was able to share some of my greatest moments with incredible friends. Thank you for making memories with me. With a new year to start I hope that we all continue to enjoy the things and the people we love. It's the only thing we can walk away ....free.
To new memories ...in 2013. Cheers!
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Cheers to 2012! Amazing year thanks to you. Let 2013 ring in more memories with friends and family!
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Cheers to 2012! Amazing year thanks to you. Let 2013 ring in more memories with friends and family!
:)
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Hello 2013.
Let me start off by saying that New Years Eve was amazing!! Even tho we don't remember doing the countdown ...We remember laughing and dancing the night away. Filled with excitement and thrilled to be around wonderful friends ...The night rang with joy.
So far the new year has been filled with quietness. Eager to move things and start anew. Its another year to swing with emotions and ideas. Ways to make this life better ...each and every time. With sleepless nights to keep me awake ...I shag a little with insomnia to brainstorm my next steps. There is something wrong. I haven't figured it out yet but its there ...
In hopes of better things ...I stay calm. :)
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Markus Schulz!.... :D
Hello 2013.
Let me start off by saying that New Years Eve was amazing!! Even tho we don't remember doing the countdown ...We remember laughing and dancing the night away. Filled with excitement and thrilled to be around wonderful friends ...The night rang with joy.
So far the new year has been filled with quietness. Eager to move things and start anew. Its another year to swing with emotions and ideas. Ways to make this life better ...each and every time. With sleepless nights to keep me awake ...I shag a little with insomnia to brainstorm my next steps. There is something wrong. I haven't figured it out yet but its there ...
In hopes of better things ...I stay calm. :)
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This life.
I can say all the bad things about the people who has screwed me to the max ...but it won't make things better. I am tired. There is always a catch to everything. Besides the air I breathe ...I have nothing left. I can't even work for myself anymore. You have pulled me so far apart from being sane. I can't feel anything else but hate.
Oh, this life.
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Cheer up :D come to socal to some edm shows with me 8)
This life.
I can say all the bad things about the people who has screwed me to the max ...but it won't make things better. I am tired. There is always a catch to everything. Besides the air I breathe ...I have nothing left. I can't even work for myself anymore. You have pulled me so far apart from being sane. I can't feel anything else but hate.
Oh, this life.
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Hello journal.
So far ...its been busy. But filled with great adventures. Here's to a new start. :)
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Is it to soon to ask for a break?
About 2 weeks ago ...everything was starting to fall in to places ...as small as my room I feel like I'm stuck in a tiny box. my shoulders are starting to tighten and I feel like its the beginning of the bullshit. If its not for me ...who is it for?
Take me back to the place you found me ...because I need room to breathe.
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Hello Journal.
I have not forgotten you. Its been quiet since the last time I wrote in here. April started as a busy month and then it went to being .... eat, sleep, and shit kinda days. From emo to loud and destructive days/nights ....I conquered a weekday birthday and a drive that cleared more than just my mind. The month is not over ...and something tells me that im gonna eat, sleep, and shit more. ;D
Here's to getting better. Cheers! :)
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A road to somewhere.
I feel like I havent done anything big to start off 2013. I remember the past few years I was filled with major trips to major shows. Now im just stuck. Trying to catch up on things.
The ticket sales for TomorrowWorld was a huge FAIL. I was so mad but I couldnt do anything about it. This wknd I will have another shot at buying the tickets and I hope it goes well. Its the biggest party of the year for me. Something that big cannot be left alone. This Sunday we have Armin van Buuren. Im really excited! I havent seen him since EDC of last year. I hope he plays some of that Who's Afraid of 138 stuff. =D And then we have Los Angeles the following wknd. That I cannot wait too. Its going to be super nice to get away. I cant believe I didnt do a single show in April. I feel a little empty. Lol.
I need a good fix. =)
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Buzz Lite Year.
When you start drinking early in the morning for nearly 15 hours ...Beer is nothing. You drink and drink and then youre stuck asking "wheres my buzz?" Last night has got to be the most ever! 2 boxes of 18 plus 1 box of 12. And a few shots of Crown Royal. I was so tired I passed out the minute my head touched my pillow. Lols! I call that mad drinking. Thank god I worked the late shift. I slept in but im still pretty tired. I'd like me some pho!
We started May with a super great show by Armin! The production was great, the track selections, and the vocals were amazing. It brought me back to how and why I loved Armin. Need more of him like that! And im hoping he brings Armin Only to the US again! A week later we took a wonderful trip to Los Angeles! It was great but it felt short. I didnt get to do much with tye others ...while being sick but we started the night off at Exchange LA with Jerome Is-Mae. And followed by a full night of Markus Schulz! Now that was a freaking great show! It was so good i had to be dragged out of Avalon. Lol. The 2 girls lasted til 5am. The guys left 30 minutes after and my homie and i stayed til 6:30am. If i had tye choice ...i would have stayed til the end. I was down the rabbit hole. Lol we added the awesome Sappe Coffee Shop to tye must do list Iin LA. The Thai Boat Noodle is one of the best! Followed by some tasty Kogi tacos and burritos! It was a tasty wknd all around! I cant wait to go back. =)
TomorrowWorld!! ATL!! We will be there in September!
Im not much of a camper but for EDM ...I will make an exception and hope for the best. Lol. Im pretty excited. I think my sound has expanded within the past years. From Trance to Electro ...I can dig it. Most people will say the lineup sucks but regardless ...it will be an amazing show and a good prep for TomorrowLand in Berlin. Lol
Heres to great shows in 2013! Cheers!!
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Waiting for the night.
June flew by with nothing done but with slow nights and massive shoulder pains. Like my toe, my nerves are about to give up. I think I've been more than well rested but some days ...I feel like a snail. Moving slow at everything. My room is starting to feel more comfortable by force. Small, somewhat cozy, and sometimes its all I have. I feel like I should start going home more often so I can ignore the little things. But some days at home makes me wish I was in my room. So feeling like I'm stuck in a box ...as if I don't have any other place to go but here.
"Shoot me down and I'll get up again
Emotion running high with double meaning
Just another day to keep it calm within
But I can't find a way to fight this shadow dreaming"
I miss a lot of things. :-\
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Holy Crap!!
Did I miss August in this journal? As boring as it has been ...I have been the best at not spending and going out. Going out is the most achievement for me. LOL!! Did me a little saving. For what? TOMORROWWORLD!! In less then a week, we will be in Atlanta, GA for my show of the year. Yes, I said "my show of the year" ...I've been doing so good that this is the only major show that I've committed myself to and I'm going to go beyond the limits. I am not a camper but I am going to explore the major experience in the event. I cannot wait!!
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TomorrowWorld.
You were amazing! Besides the freezing cold nights ...I think it was an awesome experience. Considering the fact that I don't camp and this was my first time camping. The people was amazing and the talent ...was out of this world. Recycled or not ...the production on the Book of Wisdom was absolutely amazing! It was new to the US and I am sooooo looking forward to go back next year. Maybe next year I won't camp but I will purchase a camping ticket just so I can park in the Dreamville lot so I will have easy access to go in and out to power drink! LOL
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Entering Dreamville.
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was lucky enough to meet Mr. Sied van Reil
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and Mr. Orjan Nilsen
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spotted Simon Patterson before his set.
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and TyDi
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found Solarstone wondering in the crowd after his set
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Late Night Alumni LIVE
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this is how Dreamville looked at night
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Nervo
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Sander van Doorn
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the Book of Wisdom in its next chapter
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W&W
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Armin closed out TomorrowWorld with an amazing set!!
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Exiting Dreamville
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awesome pictures. that is quite a stage. can you explain "power drink" and why you have to go out to do it?
TomorrowWorld has a camp ground which is next to the stages. If you purchase the Dreamville + Full Madness ticket ..you are allowed to camp. And when you camp you can bring as much booze as they allow. You also have In and Out access. So if you run out of booze ...its a short drive to a local grocery store. Dreamville campers have the closest parking lot. So if you purchased a camping ticket but stay in a hotel, you can park in that lot and come in and out of the venue to drink any alcohol you bring in the car ...whenever you want. The food and drinks at the show were ridiculous.
O0
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Mute.
Its been 51 days since TomorrowWorld and Ive been without a show since then. Its sad. :( lol. It makes me not want to talk to anybody.
Dont bother me. Im busy blocking the loud noises.
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I'm not as excited. Maybe it'll change when the date gets closer but I'm glad I got the first tier of tickets. :D ;D O0
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well, hello journal.
happy new year!! it has been quite the journey. from blocking out shows to recovering from them. it has been a quiet start for 2014 so far. new years eve was super quiet. i actually worked that night. i couldn't believe it too. and now its February. so far all i have in stored is 3 straight nights of Markus Schulz. one in Chico and 2 nights in SF. i am super excited. what else? maybe a few places to travel to ...just to getaway? i don't have all the details yet and i haven't thought about it enough but i try to make this life a little more exciting.
taking a moment to reflect on people. they change in so many ways and forms. the way they like to the way they love. its so annoying at times but i've come to accept that. i too may probably have changed. naaaaaaaaah. i'm still the same. lol ...its nice to watch others grow with you. come my friend, you suck but i love you and i accept you. ;D
i'm not sure what it is but lately, i've been dreaming about poop. Lol. i know others may say its a sign of $$ and i don't know if i believe that because i'm still living like i have a dollar in my account. lol ...i have a strand of white hair on the top of my head that i cannot remove. so far things have been ok. and i'm not trying to be superstitious but if i remove it and things change ...i'm not gonna be very happy. Lol. i think i've been a lot more content in life. there are still people out there that take most of what i have and drop me like a hot pot but i'm doing okay. i'm not as angry as i was a year ago. i haven't figured things out yet but it will be okay. i will be okay.
EDC is a few months away. i'm not sure how its gonna work out but i'm going to enjoy it. i am going to break this back. lol. i'm afraid that if i slow down i might start to feel the pain and the pressure from my body. i'm starting to feel it. its getting harder to recover but i'm not as bad as the others. some people can't even do past 2am. i am still a machine. O0
here's to 2014. *cheers
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Oh. I found you. Lol