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Creative Corner => Online Journal => Topic started by: superchick on January 09, 2009, 08:44:14 PM
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My Mama always said you've got to put the past behind you before you can move on. -Forrest Gump
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It was hard leaving. Everything was so beautiful.. the sand I sat on, the waves crashing in, the fog resting on the ocean.. and of course, the friendship. I miss everything about this moment, let's go back and stay for a little longer.
Thanks friends..
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Well, here's to a new year, a new chapter, and well, who knows what.
Here's my picture story.. :)
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that's a damn nic picture. did u take that?
definitely a keeper.
Thanks! I sure did. :)
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Went out last night with some friends I haven't seen in years! It was fun! Need to reconnect and live life. After some thinking, I've come to realize I've been a pooper. It's pretty stupid when I don't even see people in my own town for years. Anyhow, I'm waiting for pics from the nice photographer. :) And I can't wait for a road trip ;) Thanks friends!!
Okay, I think this is the only one I'll post. lol
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Ugh! This week has been going so wrong. I don't know what exactly it is but my days have been dragging extra long. I'm so glad tomorrow is Friday cos it's gonna three day weekend for me! Tomorrow should go by fast since we have a game. I hope the girls play hard, but most of all, have fun. I was super irritated on Tuesday, not because they didn't play well, but some of them just don't listen!!! At least its not a home game. :)
I've noticed I've become an active member again. Well, let's say more active than before. I think it's actually cutting into my sleep time. ugh..
8/6/12 I really miss coaching. Always had such a good time. One day.. :)
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Happy Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. Day. Thanks to this wonderful man, some of us have the day off to run errands and well, relax. :)
I did some driving this weekend.. and while driving, I did some thinking. And overall, the thinking did not help. Instead, it built up some anger. Heck, for those who know me, let's just say I didn't even want to drink! Now that's a problem! Anywho, I did enjoy hanging out. It was relaxing and fun. Thanks bootee for allowing me to come pick you up. ;) But man, I need me a beach!!! I need some sand to roll around in, an ocean to wash me away, and a sun to dry me out. :'( ughhhhh!
Well, other than that, I watched the boys do some target shooting. They're pretty good and know the rules to handling a gun. I'll take them to a real shooting range when they're older. For now, we'll stick to the boonies for good practice.
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*yawns*
Is it just me or is January going by so fast! Seems like yesterday was New Years day. Anyhow, Wednesdays are sweet. I get off at 3:30 and head home. Lots of time to do whatever it is, so of course, I cleaned cleaned cleaned. Feels a lot better now. I should be at the gym, but perhaps another day. I did my weights :) good nuff!
Tomorrow will be a long day. Gotta stay late for a meeting. Gotta love them meetings, NOT!! I think I'll just come home and watch Grey's Anatomy. Well, if time permits, maybe I can hit the gym for an hour. :D
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I always thought myself to be a simple person. This weekend, I realized I am as complicated as can be.
Such a long ride, but not long enough. So many thoughts, and no words to explain. So many friends, yet no one to call.
Nothing makes sense. :'(
I12 is a lonely and boring road.
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I have a feeling February is going to be LONG month. I 'm glad I have 2 3-day weekends, but I'm not really feeling like doing anything except lay out on the beach. It's still winter, I hope weather permits cos I feel like such a hermit right now. Times like this, I just want to fast forward into the future. I know I won't be missing out on anything in just a year.
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YAY!! I filed my taxes!! I hope I get my return. And thank goodness tomorrow is payday! Urgh, talk about being broke!!! I hope this one includes my stipend. :) Tomorrow does mark my last coaching day. I hope the girls play hard. Its been fun, but its also been cold. No wonder no one wanted to coach BB. duh! ::)
At the moment.. I am content :)
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Uhh, I think I ate too much at the Superbowl party. So much food and beer.. I really felt like a hippo. So I went to the gym tonight and o my, I really need to work out more and eat less. Its just that my back has been hurting so gotta be careful. I really don't want to have to go see my physical therapist. But then again, am I just making excuses? lol alright, the Feb. challenge is on. We'll see how I do.
Looking at my calendar, this week is going to be pretty busy. No more BB practice but meetings and awards to attend.. I hate staying late so hopefully they make it quick. There's a three-day weekend coming but I don't think I'll be able to get away. Baby shower on Saturday, birfday on Sunday.. then rest on Monday? That kinda sucks.. maybe fishing or snow trip?
:) Currently doing some soul searching.. :) Thinking of a getaway for the following weekend if not then the next will do. 8)
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I finally got a hair cut. My hair was looking awful!!!! Dry, split ends, and layers all grown out.. eww! Now, all I need is some color. I think I'll do that this weekend since I'll be stuck in town. That's what really sucks, the fact that the bday party is on Sunday and I have Monday off. What to do?! If it doesn't rain all weekend then I guess these are some options: A) SNOW TRIP B) FISHING C) LUNCH/BOWLING
And if it does rain.. well, I think I'll just hit the mall. >:D
So I don't think MN will work out for spring break, which is fine. I just really want to get something done. Anyhow, Armin on April 7th. :)
I'm almost ready for a tattoo..
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Awesome day. :) 8)
Slept in a little.. funny thing was, the first thing I did was check to see if the file was done downloading. Douly said it was so close.. but got disc. Argh! So we're doing it one by one now. It will probably take a couple days, depending on how much time we're on messenger. I think we completed 24 this morning? lol just 60 something to go!
The boys and I really wanted to go bowling but everywhere we went, they had league playing. They were pretty disappointed. I noticed an after-school bowl time so I think we'll do that. Who cares if its a school night! :D So instead, we went to Boomers. I'm not much of a gamer, but I'm sure they had fun. :) We also went to the mall for a bit.. man, I didn't know it looked so good. That place was pretty awesome. There was this area with water running on little rocks.. pretty creative and fancy. All they need now is more stored.
Anyhow, birthday party tomorrow. Hope I make good eating choices. :angel1: Maybe hit up the gym in the morning or at least run a couple miles outdoors.
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:)
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... just need to breathe ... :(
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I'm glad it's Friday. It didn't rain all day like I thought it would. The sun came out to dry out the blacktop by practice time. Volleyball season has started but I'm not as excited as I've been the last couple years. Maybe because I'm not too fond of the players? I'll still go to the tourneys though. They can use all the support they can get.
Yesterday was awful. >:( So I called Sprint to see why I was being charged data service. My question was: Since I don't connect to the data service, is it possible that I am being charged when I'm sending picture msgs? I ask that because SOMETIMES when I send messages, it asks me to connect. The CSR says: No mam, you're not getting charged for sending pic msgs because it is part of your plan. You only get charged for connecting to the web. My response was: I understand that, but I don't connect to the web. I have no reason to. I have online access at home and at work. I don't need to go online with my phone. The dumbass kept repeating the same crap to me and said, anyone can just call and say they're not using the data service. So I said: Do you think really want to just call you up and ask you about this? You think I get some thrill out of this? Obviously you can't help me figure out why I'm being charged for these services I don't use. Forget you and forget Sprint! I'm looking into AT&T. CLICK!!! I( hung up the phone) And what does he do? He calls me back.. again and again and again... 10 times!!! He just doesn't get it. And each time, he leaves a stupid voicemail of him TYPING! Does he say anything? No.. just the sound of him typing. How annoying! And so today, I got a couple calls.. but I didn't pick up. And now I can't send or receive pictures!!! >:( They are making me soooooo mad. The stupid thing he also said was: I see you get a big discount. You get 15% off. You can just add the data service to your lines. Its only 15 dollars each. WTH?? I don't have it cos I don't need it cos I don't use it!! URGHH!! I have to call them tomorrow and see what the heck they did.. without my permission.
::) anyhow....
it's Valentine's Day tomorrow. Just another day in my eyes. For some reason, it's never been a big deal to me even when I was in a relationship. Really, it shouldn't take a special day to show how much you care or appreciate a love one. I think making him/her feel special should be when they least expect it. Anyhow, it it wasn't for the rain, I think I would have jumped on a journey this weekend. Too bad the weather's ugly. I heard there's snow up the grapevines and it's super cold on the northern coast. Here goes another weekend at home. :)
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Work has been quite productive. Got a good walk around campus in my stilettos. Tomorrow will be a busy day again. Hmong Parent and Student Summit to attend. Well, I kinda volunteered to help out. I don't know what I'll be doing but I'll be in jeans so I'm good. I just hope to get home by 8 pm so I can go to the gym. :)
:'(
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During lunch, I was talking to a couple of my co-worker friends. This is the short version of it cos it went on for 30 minutes.
We were talking about something and I said, "I think I'm done partying. I'm partied out."
One of them looked at me and said, "Shut up! You're such a liar! I can't picture you ever stopping."
The other one laughs and said, "Yeah, what are you thinking saying that."
I was like, "What? Are you serious? I don't think I party that much? I think I'm a pretty mellow person."
"Are you kidding me? Is that what you really think? You're a party girl. You like to have fun. That's just who you are." says my friend.
So I'm sitting there thinking about how others have said that to me before and I've never really put much thought into it. Today, I just couldn't get over it. I mean, I don't even party every weekend. Made me feel like that was all they saw in me. That I was all about partying :'( and I'm not. Well, at least I don't think so. Maybe I'm taking it too hard :-\ But do I come across that way? wth? I was pretty bothered by it.
So after some thinking.. and some more thinking.. I figured it out. I need to stop telling such good stories. I've been told I have good stories. So no more stories from me. I'm all serious now. And no more partying on weekdays or weekends with anyone (unless they're from out of town). THAT IS IT!! Its all business from here on out. 8)
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Late but never too late ;D From the short drive up the mountains a couple weekends ago.
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i miss YOU chick! :'( :-*
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i miss YOU chick! :'( :-*
;) :-*
Tired today. Need to stop slacking. >:(
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im going to the gym after class :) march 1st ;) :D
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im going to the gym after class :) march 1st ;) :D
awesome! I really want to go to the gym. I gave up a task in order to get home and go, but as I sat here doing homework, I realized I was getting a fever. No wonder I felt so tired and thirsty. Damn it, its the weekend and I'm gonna be sick. Feb has been a bad month!! An old friend came by and we went to have Mex for lunch. Not so good. LOL
Did I ever mention how stupid Sprint is?? So after all the bs, I guess I'll be adding data service to my plan. 30 buck - 15% ::)
My back really hurts. :(
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At home sick today.
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>:(
You think you can just call and say watever you want, demand an answer for every questtion, and tell me off like I'm worthless. If you think your words are gonna change me, they're not. Empty words don't bother me so stop trying to bother me. Just because I'm not the one carrying the weight anymore and you've been asked to do some. Stop being such a selfish haha, you don't even realize how you got to where you are today, and like you're really in a better place. Your priorities are all messed up, you can't even take care of your responsibiliti es. And here you think you've done so well for yourself, but only at the cost of others. Subtract their helping hands and lets see where that takes you. You're a male, and in this Hmong world, a silver spoon you will continue to recieve. I know how you got to where you are, I know what you've done, and I'm not impressed one bit. You're just another ignorant moron who's taking up space on earth, therefore, I care less. Stay home if you like, that's what you do best. We all how it is, its you who can't handle the damn truth. Get over it boy, grow some balls and take care of your shit. 8)
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GXbsrjcS6ao
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these are beautiful photos you took there Chicken...they look like real postcards...i mean like professionally done;)
Late but never too late ;D From the short drive up the mountains a couple weekends ago.
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v406/sprchck/IMG_2880.jpg)
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oops...hahaha. .i called u chicken..i mean chic
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these are beautiful photos you took there Chicken...they look like real postcards...i mean like professionally done;)
Thanks! It's hard driving and taking pics at the same time 8)
oops...hahaha..i called u chicken..i mean chic
:P
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I feel sooo good. :D Refreshed and all better. 8)
Oo, I got rear ended yesterday. It wasn't bad and it was partly my fault anyways. The car in front of me suddenly braked and I was driving too close so I ended up braking hard too. I knew there was a car behind me so I immediately looked in the mirror. The girl was freaken out even before she hit me. I let go my brakes right before she hit me and then braked again so I wouldn't hit the car in front. I got out of my car to check the damage but it was alright. Some scratches on both our bumpers. The girl came out and started crying.. I told her she's okay and got back in my car. She stayed hella far behind me for the longest. Gotta drive more carefully...
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I am the author of my life. :)
Things seem like they could really come together so I am more hopeful. I've been rather patient the last few days. The ocean is calm and I am hoping it stays that way. Staying away from people isn't so bad. Definitely different, but not bad at all. Spring is around the corner and the weather has been warming up. The last couple days have been really nice. I think it's time to head to the beach. :D
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:'(
Yesterday, she was walking down the halls, smiling, holding a basket of tootsie rolls, cracking jokes, and hugging me.. today, she's laying in a bed, barely breathing, eyes shut, not the way I remember her. I'm not sure she can even hear me, but the nurse says hearing is the last sense to go, so I talk to her.. tell her how much I miss her and how things just aren't the same.. how she needs to come back cos the kids miss her and I hate doing her job.. and how thankful I am to have had her be a part of my life. I am going to miss her so much... :'(
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i miss you chick! :-*
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i miss you chick! :-*
Hi Douly. How's it going?
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Tired.. :sleepy3:
Why must we make things so complicated. As if things weren't complicated enough already. Why would you want to make things ten times harder? Things can be so simple.. so easy.. why all the trouble. I sure don't need it. If you don't want it, just leave it alone and go on your way. Perhaps there's something better for you elsewhere. :cwm10:
I hate this :sad3:
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2 days off in one week. Haven't done that in a long time. Getting things done makes me feel better. I see the shit list getting shorter.
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Despite all the sadness, today was a good day... And everything will be alright...
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I didn't get much accomplished today.
Checked out the volleyball tournament at CNHS.
Took a nap.
Had dinner with a friend for her birthday.
boring.
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:D
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Feeling optomistic today...
The one thing I absolutely love about this time of the year is the nice weather AND the flowers that line the highways/freeway. I was driving alongside the freeway and the orange and yellow wildflowers are just amazing. I really wish they stuck around longer because they sure make my drive more enjoyable. I wish I had picture to share. Perhaps tomorrow. :) The weather's been nice, a little chilly but nice. I can't wait to wear my open toe heels and sandals. Time to get a pedicure!
Since spring is just a couple weeks away, I decided to clean out my closet. Instead of tossing out my unwanted clothes, I'll donate them to some needy families again. They're still in good condition. There's a few things I've only worn once or twice. What a waste of money! ahh! After going thru my rack, I realized my spring wardrobe sucks! I need to do some shopping.. :-\
Anywho.. I have a lot of work to do :P
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So last night was quite interesting.. met up with a few people, took a couple numbers, had a few drinks, and I was ready to call it a night. it was just my luck to be around a violent drunk. so, since we couldn't convince him to chill and not drive, I decided to leave and then he threw his phone at my car!! So I was so pissed! Left him with his/my friend, and drove off. Well, got home and knocked out and got sick.. again. I've been sick for a week now. :(
on a lighter note, it's beautiful outside.. 8) Time to bust out the shorts and flip flop
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Look what I got :D
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Talk about a drama weekend!!!! :D ;D I should have known better!!!! This is too good to post. ;D I'm sure this will develop into something better!!!
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Tomorrow is St. Patty's Day. This year, the girls in my office will be wearing green clover shirts. Its really cute..
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:toothy9: :toothy9:
Love Story- Taylor Swift
We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air
See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes
So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while
'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said
Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh
I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said
Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh, oh, oh, oh
'Cause we were both young when I first saw you
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Talk about a boring weekend.
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Maybe I haven't been the VERY best I CAN be, but I don't think I've been anything near bad. Nonetheless, here's to a new chapter. Something new, something fresh.. something that can be worked. :)
I've been learning a lot about myself lately. In all honesty, I've never really paid close attention to myself. But now, everything seems to be connecting and making sense. My character, my actions, and everything in between. +1 for me :) There's more to life...
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The weather is awesome!!! Perfect day to lay out at the park and nap, go fishing, play some ball, take a walk.. too perfect 8)
I spent my morning at work and came home to have lunch.
Being good and staying in again tonight :)
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My Mama always said you've got to put the past behind you before you can move on. -Forrest Gump
Well, I guess it's better than being a box of rocks.
hahahaha.
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It's APRIL!!! ;D I've been on a roll :D Good things will happen.. :)
Yesterday I went on a walk with a friend for 2 hours. We must have been walking hella slow cos according to the markers on the trail, we only walked 4 miles. ;D I was going to hit the gym afterwards but forget it, too tired.
The weather has been beautiful 8) Can't complain much.. spring break is just 2 days away.. >:D
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>:(
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WoOOOoOoOoOOoo OOOoOOoOoOoO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:D :) 8) >:D
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Okay.. back from my trip. 8)
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did you have fun? ;) ;D >:D
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did you have fun? ;) ;D >:D
I did.. ;D
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Recovery day..
Still not fully recovered. I don't think 12 hours of sleep did a whole lot. Feeling kinda light, kinda off, kinda errR..
BUT, I did get a lot done today.. unpacked, laundry, washed my car, took boys to lunch, met up with friends for dinner, cleaned up my room, dropped by the bank, finished some paperwork, ironed clothes, got some gas, and then cut the boys hair.. all in 6 hours 8)
So, back to work tomorrow. It's gonna be a super busy week. Fund-raiser kick off this week.. testing prep.. summer school apps. :-X
Imma grab me a Starbucks Mocha so I can get rid of all this. ;D
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Almost back to normal :D
Crazy day at work today. Started the work day with a fire drill ;D okayyyyyyyyyyy yyyyy! No fun cos it was windy and cold! Heck, good thing I watch the news in the morning. So many stories, not enough time to tell. Awww those boogers.. so proud they all made it back from spring break.
Yes!!! I get off early tomorrow!!! :D >:D
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Back on track.. :police:
I think I should start looking at the calendar and make sure things are lined up right. The next couple months are going to be super busy and I sure as hell don't want to miss a thing. Imma get this down. :glasses9:
It's just too cool right now :D
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Just a reminder...
My Mama always said you've got to put the past behind you before you can move on. -Forrest Gump
:toothy12:
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Life is good... >:D
I was just thinking... I've been out every weekend for the past 4 weekends.. ??? If I count the days, I've been out 10 of the 18 days in April so far :o gotta slow it down AFTER this month is over. :D The weekend went by too quick for sure. :P Bumped into people I haven't seen in ages.. a couple I could care less about but I was glad to see the others. Oh how quick time flies.
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Last year.. I think it was last year.. ??? the Fresno State baseball team won the College World Series. My co-worker borrowed the champ ring from a friend. I have to say, it was HUGE!!! Hooked up with diamonds and rubys. :love10: Each ring has the players' name engraved on the inside. Pretty awesome ring.. I so wanted to keep it. :(
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Man, it's been record breaking HOT. High 90s in April is not cool at all. Hopefully it won't be a HOT summer cos I'll be working outdoors.
I am confirmed :D can't wait to begin the framework. I'm super excited :toothy10: *crossing
So tired... :P
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I'm back in business :D
Was without my laptop all weekend. :'( Just got it back up and working tonight. On Thursday, I left it on while I went running cos it was downloading music.. when I came back, it said: Infected with the Trojan virus. :o Just my freaken luck. And since then, my laptop has been acting up. So I was finally able to reformat the damn thing. Still have more to install but so tired now. I think I'm close to being back to my regular sleep pattern. :)
The ex came by yesterday. All I have to say is.. it just wasn't meant to be. There's too much hurt, too many scars, and a whole lot of difference between us. We just have to learn to move on no matter how much love and care is still there. It's just a matter of time. :( I really could of used a long ride to the coast, but I got up late.
..hmmm.. I could use a pomogranate martini right about now..
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:headbang: :hello2:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0qdV3vlRG-o (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0qdV3vlRG-o)
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FAWK!!!! >:( >:(
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:headbang: :hello2:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0qdV3vlRG-o (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0qdV3vlRG-o)
nice and mellow....good for rainy days or late nights 8)
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Dammit!!! You don't love me!!! You love my doggystyle!!!
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Dammit!!! You don't love me!!! You love my doggystyle!!!
u figured me out! damn!
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u figured me out! damn!
shaddup! LMAO
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Bad muscle spasm.. dr prescribed some muscle relaxer
Fighting sinus infection.. dr recommended Sudafed
Feeling kind of constipated.. dr prescribed otc Miralax
Refilled BC pills.. for a year >:D
I better start feeling better soon :(
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All I gotta say is...
wOoT woOt!!! :D :D :D
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BC? im sooooooooo IN!
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Awesome weekend.. 8)
It seemed like it took forever to get out of Fresno.. and then once on the road, it was stop after stop.. not that I mind, but I usually don't make more than one stop. lol Once we got to our destination, hotel reservations got messed up so we went elsewhere, and pretty glad we did. Got a cool spot, and grubbed on sushi.. yumm! So, headed out to Circus.. yes!! No details, just awesome and happy. >:D got back and slept.. but sure as hell did not want to get up the next morning. I just wanted to lay in bed.. but we were gonna grab some pho. Wish the others could have stayed longer with us.. so the three of us kept busy with LA. I think the best part was Sunday night. LOLz.. you had to be there to understand.. ;D perhaps pics will be up later.. whenever I find my battery charger for my cam OR when I get a new one.
The drive back wasn't too bad until it got dark.. the later it got, the harder it was to drive.. no more 101.. lol I5 all the way next time. ahahha
btw, I saw the vid on my printer screen.. and ummm.. nah, no more.. :-X
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OKay.. picture time.. from my phone cam.. yes, I know the quality kinda sucks..
Santa Monica- We were standing on the pier at the smoking section.
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Venice Beach- It was nice and quiet. Really cool places to live along the beach.
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Santa Barbara- Wasn't going to stop, but did anyways. Nice and warm.. and the birds were diving straight into the water!
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Interesting weekend. :)
>:D
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BC? im sooooooooo IN!
I was trying to figure this one out.. ;D I get it now ;D ;D
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:)
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ahhh.. such a long day today. I was saying to myself to leave at noon from work, but everytime I tried to leave, something came up. Probably won't get to take time off until Friday. I'll take Friday afternoon off, head to the track meet, get some stuff ready for Sat. I have to babysit a friend's kids anyways and hang out at their house till they get back in town.. no prob with that since they have cable. I'll bring my laptop too. ;D
ughh, its been a long time since I've had cramps.. :( feeling miserable!!!
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I was trying to figure this one out.. ;D I get it now ;D ;D
birth control? lol
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Such a long HOT day.
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Its been so hot. Yesterday was 106.. today was 101.. but weird.. as I got back from my walk, it started raining!!! Hot, muggy, and raining.. this is midwest weather.. not Cali weather.. >:(
Doing things I shouldn't be doing.. >:D but it's not hurting anyone.. :) so getting ready for more 8) ;D
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secrets are freaken hilarious! :D ;D I just love it... 8)
okay, on a more serious note.. lots of stuff happening at work. I just want to take the rest of the year off. Today was nice. Got a lot done, well, 5 out of 12.. and almost missed my eye appt. ;D Vision is still good! yes!!
gym time! ;D
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..finally got my hair trimmed.. the ends were starting to look awful! Looking healthy again..
..left work late due to meeting.. commiting to another event.. just when I thought I was going to take some time off.. I probably won't be able to.. so much to do in just 3 weeks.. cookie dough deliveries, ELAC dinner, multi-cultural day, IEPs, performances, field trips,.. :-\
..got home to do what? mow the backyard... I really wish I could pay the gardener to do the backyard.. it's not so bad but it's only gonna get hotter.. I was too lazy to edge.. maybe this weekend if I remember.. I wish the backyard was different.. if I had the greens, I would totally redo it..
one day... :)
..things at work aren't getting any better.. this year has got to be the worst academically.. so disappointed.. :'(
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maybe it is time I edited this entry :)
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Totally diggin this song...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SsCXeZOiY0Y
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Tiesto in 1, 2, 3 days!! :D
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Tiesto in 1, 2, 3 days!! :D
:D :D :D
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baby girl....last night was amazing!
that was for J
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baby girl....last night was amazing!
that was for J
of course you would say something like that.. ;)
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of course you would say something like that.. ;)
i dont tell them whats REALLY going on tho!
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Sometimes, I wish I lived closer to my friends. The weekend came and went too fast. Should have gone with plan a, then I could have called in today. Not that I need time to recover. I was good.. until.. the afternoon rolled in.. So, all I can say is.. next time. :)
Work is super busy with this week's events. I need to get on the phone and start making some phone calls. Got some stuff squared away.. but blah! I'm definitely in need of something new. This job has become boring and made me semi-unproductive soul. LOL I'm not being challenged and therefore not putting the best of me. As much as I do love the enviroment, I know there's something better waiting for me somewhere else. Gotta go get it!! :)
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One of the funniest things said this past weekend...
12 or 24? ??? 12 pack..
a 6 pack is never an option for us.
;D ;D
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Sometimes, we do the silliest of things... :D ;D
first night of class wasn't so bad.. the drive was quick (45 min) and we got out early from class! yes! I think I'm really going to enjoy it. My classmates seem like they'll be able to contribute to my learning. LOL and I'm so glad the instructor is not BORING.. it would make the class extra long if she were. Oo! She pulled my ticket out of the basket so I got a trip to the treasure box!!! What do you suppose I got??? SHARPIES!!!! I love Sharpies!!! So, overall, I think the cohort will work out. :) I don't even mind the drive cos its actually relaxing.. next class is tomorrow at 9:00 AM. :)
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Sitting in car in the parking lot posting from my phone waiting for class to start.
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LOL i am IN CLASS bored because today we have to do presentations I am waiting to be LAST to present.. bc i didnt really do my 10 page.. omg cant wait to be done today with school and work. :(
hey we should do something together either sunday? or dinner sometime next week.. because i dont have class until next saturday again :(
i forgot what classes are you taking?
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LOL i am IN CLASS bored because today we have to do presentations I am waiting to be LAST to present.. bc i didnt really do my 10 page.. omg cant wait to be done today with school and work. :(
hey we should do something together either sunday? or dinner sometime next week.. because i dont have class until next saturday again :(
i forgot what classes are you taking?
Why you waiting to be last??!! LOL Get it over with already!! I'm taking some framework classes for my credential program in Visalia.
Let's do dinner sometime next week.. but not Wed or Fri. Text me!
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hahah i rather be last because then i dont have to speak for 10 mins! i did it in 3 because other people took forever... the thing was i didnt really do my work just sorta bs the powerpoint :P okay monday dont work for me i work late.. so that leaves us tuesday or thursday.. meka food or asian food? I'm open please no pho
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You pick the place MJ.
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umm.. What can I say.. ;D
This is going to be a VERY short week. It's already Wed. LOL
The weekend was extended and very awesome. Kind of like the old days.
and now, back to reality. :)
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Gone for a couple days but still made up the hours. Somehow this always happens! I feel like sick time does not exist in my world. I didn't take a lunch, and I stayed +2 hours. That's +3. And then comp time.. ::) I won't even start with the endless comp time. Anyhow tomorrow is going to be a rather busy day. Its going to be a rather different end of the year. No pom pom good bye to the kids. No cleaning out and laughing with the gals in the office. No celebration with drinks at 4pm. There's really nothing to celebrate anyways. I've already packed half my stuff today. I have another box for tomorrow. :'( Gotta save my docs and then wipe out my comp.
On a more legal matter, excitement has turned into anxiety. I can only hope everything goes well. I've been wanting to seal this for quite some time. Show or no show, I hope it's granted. But, I rather it be a show so I can get other things squared away. *crossing fingers* for this one.
anyhow, my back's starting to hurt again. I think I'll take my pills tonight to lessen the pain and sleep like a baby. :)
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:idiot2:
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Yesterday was a very bad no good day. :'(
On top of everything, I got myself a parking ticket. >:( so stupid.
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She don't even know what's coming to her. ::) Better watch out now.
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dumb, ugly, retard, haha.
wow. i would've been scared like hell. LOL
jk, who was she? ;D
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dumb, ugly, retard, haha.
wow. i would've been scared like hell. LOL
jk, who was she? ;D
stoopid haha man.. I almost threw the phone back at her ducken fat face!!
My parents called and wanted to talk to me. Of course, the usual.. stop going out, change your attitude, help this and that, are you going to school.. and then my mom asks- do you have anything to say? What do you think I said? NO. ::)
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ooooo! hahaha!! gosh, wooooooooooo-sah!! :D ;D
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ooooo! hahaha!! gosh, wooooooooooo-sah!! :D ;D
Dude, makes me wanna pick up a beer right now. argh!!! >:(
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don't do that. you can't change your mind about cg anymore ok. lol
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don't do that. you can't change your mind about cg anymore ok. lol
ok ok.. No CG.. :'(
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dude, they are up the charts. i know there will be more of them coming soon. :)
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dude, they are up the charts. i know there will be more of them coming soon. :)
yeah, I figured that. I've been checking out Rubyskye and 1015 websites. LOL
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yeah, I figured that. I've been checking out Rubyskye and 1015 websites. LOL
you are sooooooooooooo oooo ghetto!! LOL!!!
man, 1015 has been bringing out some cool ass people too. this saturday they have Sean Tyas!! this guy was at Give Thanks too. I met him before his set. awesome guy!! does a lot of coke but totally awesome!! hahaha!!
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you are sooooooooooooo oooo ghetto!! LOL!!!
man, 1015 has been bringing out some cool ass people too. this saturday they have Sean Tyas!! this guy was at Give Thanks too. I met him before his set. awesome guy!! does a lot of coke but totally awesome!! hahaha!!
LOLz!! It was late and I couldn't sleep!! Yes, I saw the schedule and I was like :o!!!
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Yups. Aly & Fila is coming back to 1015 on the 26th. LOL!!
Fila is flying back after his early set at EDC to 1015. :D
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Yups. Aly & Fila is coming back to 1015 on the 26th. LOL!!
Fila is flying back after his early set at EDC to 1015. :D
ya!! I saw that and was like ??? how?? That's awesome tho!
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yea, i stopped looking at the website after we all agreed on Markus Schulz
but i lurk on tranceaddict.c om and that's where Taj posts everything also!! lol
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yea, i stopped looking at the website after we all agreed on Markus Schulz
but i lurk on tranceaddict.c om and that's where Taj posts everything also!! lol
adding to Favorites now. :D
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You're funny. I have a feeling you're gonna become a little Me. ahahahahaha
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You're funny. I have a feeling you're gonna become a little Me. ahahahahaha
oh no!!! well, maybe if I don't end up teaching. But if I end up chilling on the system, LOL I just might! ;D
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lol.
be cool. be cool. you're good at where you are right now. :)
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lol.
be cool. be cool. you're good at where you are right now. :)
You know, I am. I've been enjoying it all. :) 8)
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Mr. Hudson- Supernova
Chorus:
And I feel like taking off
Let me be your supernova
Before you make the biggest mistake of your life
Just give me the chance to get it right
Verse 1:
They got it all
They've got all the things I thought I wanted
But I can't fall
To fake anymore
To live this facade and smile as the warm champagne pours
Out on the lawn we'll pretend we're having tonnes of fun in this world where we don't belong
Some bloke all alone
Is she thinking of me
Did she forget what we once had
Chorus:
And I feel like taking off
Let me be your supernova
Before you make the biggest mistake of your life
Just give me the chance to get it right get it right
[Kanye West]
Verse 2:
Oh they got it all you can see they got it all
They got the cars the boat and the beautiful house by the shore
And you know there's more
But I can't take another minute of y'all
He wants his kids and the dog
He wants his breakfast in bed
He's got his trust fund saved
Not a worry in his head
He's not you or me
I wanna break up the scene and see you running back to me
Chorus:
Coz I feel like taking off
Let me be your supernova
Before you make the biggest mistake of your life
Just give me a chance to get it right get it right
Yeah I feel like taking off
Let me be your supernova tonight
Before you make the biggest mistake of your life
Just give me a chance to get it right get it right
[Mr Hudson]
You've got it wrong if you say our love is gone
You've got it wrong if you say our love is gone
[Mr Hudson & Kanye West]
You've got it wrong if you say our love is gone
You've got it wrong if you say our love is gone
[Mr Hudson]
You've got it wrong if you say our love is gone
(repeats in the background)
[Kanye West]
Yeah I feel like taking off
Let me be your supernova
Before you make the biggest mistake of your life
Just give me a chance to get it right get it right
[Mr Hudson & Kanye West]
Yeah I feel like taking off
Let me be your supernova tonight
Before you make the biggest mistake of your life
Just give me the chance to get it right get it right
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Echo
You did it to yourself
Now your all by your self
Acting like you hate me
I left because you made me
You played me to the left
Now there's nobody left
To hear your complaining
i'm gone and all you're hearin' is your own
(chorus)
E-echo!
E-e-echo!
And i'm gone
And your all alone
Can't you hear the hear the
Echo!
E-echo!
No one to hear you
There's nobody near you
It started off great
But who was to know
That love that is lost
Cannot be let go
You say it's my fault
Ok then i'll go
It's better to know
Now there's nobody to argue with
Cause i'm not home
Don't care who your with
Don't call my phone
Or did you forget
You know your wrong
I'm gone!
And your all alone hearing your own damn
(chorus)
Disgusted with trust
I trust no one no more
Just went with the flow
Found myself on the floor
When you went away
All my pain went astray
Like it's a new day
Now i have no one to argue with
Cause i'm not home
Don't care who your with
Don't call my phone
Or did you forget
You know your wrong
I'm gone!
And your all alone
Hearing your own damn
Echo
Your own damn
E-echo
No one is near you
No one can hear you
With your own damn
Echo!
E-echo!
No one to hear you
There's nobody near you
All night long
I thought to myself
Why would i stay with you
Realized that you were the one who had issues
So why would i miss you?
No one to argue with
Cause i'm not home
Don't care who your with
Don't call my phone
Or did you forget
You know your wrong
I'm gone!
And your all alone
Hearing your own damn echo!
It's just you and your
E-echo!
Its just you and your
I hope that yall get along
It's just you and your
Echo!
It's just you and your
E-echo!
There's no one to hear you
There's nobody near you
It's just your own damn
Echo!
Your own damn
E-echo!
Echo!
E-e-echo!
Echo
E-echo
E-e-echo
No one to argue with
Cause i'm not home
Don't care who your with
Don't call my phone
Or did you forget
You know your wrong
I'm gone!!
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Why is it others always make their problem my problem? I don't want it most definitely don't need it. I have no part in it so I am in no obligation to do anything. Most importantly, if help is needed, don't be rude or pissy. That gets you nowhere. In the meantime, I will keep being me. :)
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I'm so tired and hungry right now. :(
Weekend was pretty good. Got out a lil bit ;D and had a good time.
A lot to do today. Lets see if I can get 80% of it done. :police:
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I am such an idiot. So I come out of the bathroom with a towel on.. go downstairs and totally missed the bottom TWO steps!! I saw myself in slow motion going down and hitting my face on the wall. I felt the house shake and then my lips went numb. I just knew I busted my lip so I covered it with my hand. I could already feel the blood gushing into my mouth. I went into the downstairs bathroom, looked in the mirror, and OMG, blood everywhere!!! I almost fainted cos there was so much blood. It wouldn't stop bleeding and I didn't quite know how to put pressure on my lip. Anyhow, I managed to stop the bleeding after a while and then got some ice for the swelling. This morning, I woke up and had a streak of blood down my cheek. Reminded me of the Joker. LOL My lip is swollen and purple. The cut is about an inch. I went to the Hmong store to drop off some stuff and ppl were staring at me.. like I'm some freak or something!! So yea, I look like I got ducked up. Stupid wall.. didn't have to hit me so damn hard. >:(
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v406/sprchck/lip1.jpg)
Today is suppose to be 101. Ima take the kids to watch Transformer 2 :)
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So I made it thru today without any bleeding. I was scared to eat.. but I did. That part of my lip feels totally alien. :( The picture makes it seem like no big deal, but the inside is bruised up too.
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v406/sprchck/lip4.jpg)
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:love5: :love5: :love5:
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Summer is going by faster than I thought. ???
So many things to do! I wake up thinking its boring and I have nothing to do.. but really, I have plenty to do. I just need to step it up! LOL Probably because I'm in vacation mode. So, I'm going to make a shit list so I can SEE what I need to get done. Otherwise, the days are going to be wasted away. :) I've been doing good, but I want to be doing better..
well, I'm excited about JOC!! :D ahahahhahahhah ah
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soooooooo.... where should I start? ;D ;D ;D
The past few days have been nothing but drama. So I've been at the farm keeping busy. But since I'm not home, I've been laggin on some stuff. So, I need to work hard today while I'm home and get some done.
fawk, I missed a class this week. Couldn't risk the ride down south. I hope I don't have to retake the damn session. That will be so messed up. I did the homework and all. :-\ so, crossing my fingers :)
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July 3rd:
Ate Pho and drank with the girls. We killed just about 48 bottles :o Impressive!!
July 4th:
Ate Pho
Headed out to Fisherman's Wharf in SF after a long night of drinking
It took forever to find parking, but we did.. $30 for parking!!
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v406/sprchck/2009/Picture025.jpg)
Parked right at the pier
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v406/sprchck/2009/Picture034.jpg)
It was a long walk to Pier 39
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v406/sprchck/2009/Picture024.jpg)
Got hungry.. Clam chowder was a MUST!!!
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v406/sprchck/2009/Picture010.jpg)
But bootee is allergic to seafood.. so she got a ham and cheese sandwich
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v406/sprchck/2009/Picture015.jpg)
Can't forget the drinks!!!
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v406/sprchck/2009/Picture028.jpg)
Then we went exploring a little..
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Found our spot at the beach and waited for the fireworks
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v406/sprchck/2009/Picture011.jpg)
But it got COLD as fawk!!
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v406/sprchck/2009/Picture032.jpg)
O yeah, we did pick up more drinks before we got to the beach..
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v406/sprchck/2009/Picture008.jpg)
It was beautiful but we couldn't take the cold so we started to walk
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v406/sprchck/2009/Picture005.jpg)
They had like 50 portable potties! and there were lines!!
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v406/sprchck/2009/Picture033.jpg)
Watched the fireworks.. and then 1015!!
(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v406/sprchck/2009/Picture022.jpg)
John O Callaghan
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(http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v406/sprchck/2009/Picture004.jpg)
and Richard Durand.. but I didn't get one of him :'(
Got back to Sac at about 5:30 am
8)
July 5th:
Ate Pho and then drank some more. Watched some very funny movies and made dinner at tee's.
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:)
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I didn't get a lot of sleep so I know class is going to be very long tonight. Instead of driving back home and then down there again tomorrow morning, I'm spending the night at a friend's house. Should be fun. We're making banana splits and will probably rock out. LOL
I've been feeling really bad.. been neglectful. I'm even thinking about skipping out on Markus. :-\ This week has been super busy and I've been out doing a lot of paperwork. Maybe I can pull a 12 hour trip? straight there and straight back? I'll have to think about it. fukk.
damn, I need to straighten out! >:(
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Some folks are so dumb ;D. Makes me laff inside ;D.
So this old lady asked for a ride.. And I said fine.. That was mistake 1.. Shouldve said no.. Get on the freeway and we start arguing.. Last thing you want me doing is driving pissed off.. The ride was about 25 minutes.. I almost pulled over do I could tell her to get the effen out of my car.. But didn't.. I get so annoyed by her yapping ass I ran the red turning light.. Well,I peeled out of the left lane cos I got impatient.. I told her stfu but she's too old to understand how effen annoying she is.. So at last we reach the destination.. I lock my car before she could get her stuff out.. She asked me to unlock it.. I said hell no.. she says fine you can have it.. I tell her, I don't want it, I'm gonna trash it..
Fawkken retarded gm.. ::) ;D
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wooooooooooooo oooooooooooooo oooooooooooooo oooooooooooooo oooooooooooooo oooooooooooooo ooooooo!
>:D
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GM? u crazy
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GM? u crazy
not even half as crazy as she is ;D
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It is what it is.. accept it with a smile and move on :)
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8)
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..I'm waiting for my body to crash..
I've been thinking to myself.. heck, I need to make sandcastles.. :) Been to the beach a few times and never really got to lay out to relax and play in the sand. I don't need therapy, I just want lay out on my towel and even out my farm tan while listening to music as the ocean breeze passes by. Maybe someone to talk to here and there.. but not necessary. We'll see.. perhaps in a couple weeks.
I've been telling myself.. some things just aren't for me. :-\ I'm giving it up. :)
August is going to be a BROKE month ;D
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August is going to be a BROKE month ;D
during Susan's trip. I will tell you that much. I told her, I'm debating if we should really do Tahoe. LOL
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during Susan's trip. I will tell you that much. I told her, I'm debating if we should really do Tahoe. LOL
yea, let's not do Tahoe.. I have to go with my fam to Tahoe Labor Day weekend and its costing a grip.. there's other things we can do..
don't worry about it.. I'm not referring anything to you or any other friend.. what I do is my choice and my responsibility :) this has been one heck of a year.. and its not even over.. and you know it all.. I'm not complaining.. just finding more of myself 8)
I need a beer tonight.. feels like I haven't had one forever :)
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can't complain here either. you've been the most outgoing since ..errrr '06-'07? LOL
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Hi. ;) :D. I see you :-*
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omg.
did i just lose my sf edm partner? ::) ::)
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I'm back. Couldn't stay away too long. Soooo... The parents are back but I haven't talked to them. Actually, I haven't really seen them at all. Oh well! I get to sleep in longer now.. Need to anyways.
Almost done with classes. One more.. YAY!! I was under alot of stress yesterday. Laptop went crazy and project was due. Got it done just in time. Never waiting till the last moment again. That was pretty irresponsible of me.
Cousin is coming down from Utah this weekend so the girls are getting together and going out. Should be fun!!
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I can't believe summer's almost over. I swear school just ended not too long ago.. like yesterday. The summer has been pretty good.. probably one of the best, in all honesty and I have a few people to thank for that. I'm sure they know who they are. August is here and it's most definitely going to fly by. I didn't get what I really wanted.. but I got something I didn't expect. Fair trade in a way.. at least for some of us. Anyhow, I can't complain cos life has its funny way of saying hello and goodbye. As one leaves, one enters.. :) I am content. There's nothing to change.. nothing to wish for.. because in the end, it all falls into place. End of story. ;)
I hope the sun has been as good to you as it has been to me. This time around, I've learned to cover and shelter myself from the unnecessary. I hope you'll learn as much as you can along the journey you have chosen. Remember, life isn't easy.. you just got to get used to it. :)
me + you <-- there is no such equation.. at least not anymore
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happy.. very happy.. super happy.. :)
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My new pair of jeans are freaken AWESOME!!!! :D :D >:D
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I hate WalMart! I spent 15 minutes shopping for what I needed and 30 minutes waiting to check out. Never going there unless its 10 PM or 7 AM. >:( People are so slow in there.
This is going to be a long week.. :'( gotta keep myself entertained.. gym, walking, more gym cos I went +5 :'( Need to get back on my vitamins too... :D
Last framework class tomorrow!! yay!! well, I'll miss the drive there... LOL hopefully, it all turns out good. :)
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Ok.. there's something wrong. I went shopping earlier.. and then I went shopping again.. did I need to go shopping.. not really. Thank gawd I have class tomorrow.
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u lost your mind
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..a lot of things happening.. been doing a lot of thinking..
Finally talked to my mom.. A real and meaningful convo.. I'm over the past now. Will work on the other relationships but that might take awhile. I'm in no rush to mend those.
My brother volunteered to serve in Afghanistan. I'm not surprised.. Just wish him well. We took him to dinner last night and it was good for the most part. Was missing a few people but that was cos they wasn't invited. Didn't really get the chance to talk to him much but I guess he's not engaged anymore. He's too young anyways.
Went in to work and talked to the big boss. Things might not roll out the way I want but things will eventually fall into place. What's lined up isn't that bad. The campus looks horrible tho. Student tests scores also came in and for one, I'm content. For the other, I have some questions. I know the scores are not accurate. I need to find out their plan.
Legal matters suck. I'm mad.. but that's nothing new.
..I've allowed myself to take a step back this summer.. so gotta do some thinking.. and self-regulation..
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Just when you think life is going great... I just ducken want to hang myself.
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Been really tired and sleepy.. and September is always such a long month..
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Its so nice to have internet back :)
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do beee dooo!!!
Can't believe it's March.. :o time sure flies.. :)
This week is going to drag.. and then the weekend is going to fly.. and by the time I know it.. it will be April :)
I'm looking forward to the summer..
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you been working out? spring is almost here.. :D
do beee dooo!!!
Can't believe it's March.. :o time sure flies.. :)
This week is going to drag.. and then the weekend is going to fly.. and by the time I know it.. it will be April :)
I'm looking forward to the summer..
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you been working out? spring is almost here.. :D
Was, but fell out of it. Not looking so great for summer LOL..
Anyways...
spring is here.. the weather's great.. spring break starts in 2 days.. almost ready for my trip. Can't wait to just relax on the beach.. been too long.
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tomorrow's a new day 8)
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so.. my car still smells like fish sauce. :(
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Almost forgot about this place. Anyhow, I fell like taking a nice long drive somewhere with the boys. :)
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like Whoa! :D
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I guess I'm back! ;D
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Maybe I haven't been the VERY best I CAN be, but I don't think I've been anything near bad. Nonetheless, here's to a new chapter. Something new, something fresh.. something that can be worked. :)
I've been learning a lot about myself lately. In all honesty, I've never really paid close attention to myself. But now, everything seems to be connecting and making sense. My character, my actions, and everything in between. +1 for me :) There's more to life...
Back to square one. Lol
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Dear Holy One,
I dont understand how it all works but I am very angry with what you've chosen to do lately. I know life isn't fair, I know life isn't perfect, and I know life is not for eternity. I would like for you to reconsider and think of the wonderful things he has contributed to so many lives. A lot of us will be eternaly grateful.
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I am my worst enemy! But I've always known that.. :(
I did good today with the little sleep I got. I woke up today with a goal. I was able to find a doctor and schedule in on my day off. I hope they will request my files from Fresno so they can see what's been going on. I hope the doc will prescribe more carisoprodol. My backaches have returned and it's getting pretty bad. This time around, I'm putting them to good use.
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Had a great time at Zoua's bachelorette party. Party bus was fun, strippers were ugly, and had way too much alcohol. Great party.
This week will be pretty busy. Kids have swim club try-outs and they haven't been in the water since June. We will need to practice the strokes tomorrow night. Crossing fingers they make the team. Markus Schulz on Thursday and very excited indeed! And then debating whether or not to make a quick trip to fresno on Friday because I work the weekend. Decisions decisions.
I hope May is a quiet month.
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Thursday: drove to SF to see Markus Schulz and he was amazing! The only complaint I have is not being able to drink because I got tired at a certain point and I made the mistake of drinking a Red Bull. Made me sick for the rest of the night. anyhow, we got home at 6AM and got up at 10:15 for a Dr.'s appt.
Friday: Went to see my new Dr. and I have to say he is pretty thorough. Too bad he doesn't do any female things. My test results weren't too good so I have a few things to take care of this week. Picked up the kids and headed to Fresno for a couple days. the Bithday party was good. Glad it was planned
Saturday: did some shopping and cooking for Zoua's wedding. It's always a good time when you're with family. I didn't leave home until 8:30PM and let me just say, this was one of the longest rides home. I had to stop twice to close my eyes for a few minutes. We eventually got home at midnight.
Today is Sunday and I am at work. Let's hope it's a slow day.
Lesson learned this weekend ...simple gestures mean a lot... :)
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My Mama always said you've got to put the past behind you before you can move on. -Forrest Gump
You just have to eat what you get and not wishing for something different.
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You just have to eat what you get and not wishing for something different.
always.. O0
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I am so TIRED!!! been a bad girl :-\
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I am going to enjoy this no driving back to Fresno weekend. I am ready to relax and enjoy time with friends. Penny's baby shower this weekend and I just realized I have not bought anything. It's so hard to shop when you don't know the gender. Damn Penny. Anyhow, I'm finally getting Internet this weekend. Good gracious I don't know how I did it without! I'm glad my phone is capable but sometimes you need the big screen. I hoping the cable guy comes around 9 because I don't want to get up any earlier. I have been sleep deprived these last couple days.
So it turns out I was able to get all my weekends off this month. I have already used up my swaps but if I do need another I will have to pull the emergency card. Lol!! Hopefully I won't have to.
I am making fawn cao tonight. Yum!
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I am so pissed off right now. My son clogged the toilet!! I need the toilet tonight for sure but I can't fix it or clean it myself because it's disgusting! I've never clogged the toilet because I know how gross it is! I litteraly gag while talking about it. I hope it goes down and fixes itself because the kid is getting nowhere with it and he is grossed out himself. I don't know how I'm going to get thru the night without taking a shit. I'm so mad at him!
Wtf am I going to do? :'(
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I am so pissed off right now. My son clogged the toilet!! I need the toilet tonight for sure but I can't fix it or clean it myself because it's disgusting! I've never clogged the toilet because I know how gross it is! I litteraly gag while talking about it. I hope it goes down and fixes itself because the kid is getting nowhere with it and he is grossed out himself. I don't know how I'm going to get thru the night without taking a shit. I'm so mad at him!
Wtf am I going to do? :'(
:2funny: :2funny: :2funny:
You need a man around the house. ;)
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:2funny: :2funny: :2funny:
You need a man around the house. ;)
Probably. :-[
Can never find one. :(
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So after 90 minutes of plugging and starring at the toilet, my kid gave up. I had to drive to Savemart supermarket to do my business. I didn't want to look like a bum (I had pjs on) so I bought 3 peaches and then asked for the restrooms. I really tried to get rid of everything just so I wouldn't have to go in the morning. Came jome and Honestlu, it's was a very stressful night for me so I drank a beer. My plan is, since the toilet is still clogged up, is to call maintenance tomorrow. I sure hope someone can fix it. I don't want to have to drive anywhere to do my business tomorrow.
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where should I start?
this past weekend was great... celebrated my 13 yr old's birthday and Mother's Day as well. Spending time with family never gets old. My mom and I got him an ASUS laptop and he was thrilled. Everyone else gave him money. I finally broke the news to my mom and she got pretty concerned. I almost didn't tell her because I hate seeing my mom overreact and worry. I haven't noticed much different since I've started therapy. I'm hoping as long as I remember to do what I'm suppose to do then everything will be okay. :)
I've been doing some thinking the last few days and I think it's time to make some changes. Change is good! I've been too laid back for too long. 4 years ago, my day started at 6AM and did not slow down until 9PM. I was determine to get what I wanted and I got what I wanted. My new schedule is work 8 hours, drive 2 hours, and the rest is blah. Where did that determination go? I don't know if I got older and lost myself along the way but this stinks!! And it stops here. World, here I come!! Okay, actually it's P90X here I come!! lol
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I need to make sandcastles.
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Excited about this weekend even though I am stressed out about other things.
My Aunt/Uncle who just moved back to Sac found a job in Fresno so they will be moving there soon. They asked me to move back but I said no. There's no point in moving back when I know things will just be the same. I am tired of being the middle man and messenger when people don't don't listen. Honestly, I am tired of this and that about family and how we don't love each other blah blah blah.. If only they would see what they do and do not do. I am still pissed off at my graduation. Yes I did not walk when I graduated high school, yes I did not walk when I received my A.A., but they should have made it to my B.A. graduation. It didn't matter that they were 5 miles down the road, they basically said, "We are pretty busy at the farm so I hope you understand if we don't come." Who's parents do not attend their child's college graduation? They make it seem like I didn't work my ass off for this. whatever.
The kids' swim class has been cancelled. I have to check if they are willing to take the other classes offered. Frustrating.
I need a beer.
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great MMW minus the sluggish feeling.
on our way back from Fresno, I decided to stop and take the kids to The bass Pro Shop. They loved it of course. So many great things I would buy if I wasn't on a budget.
today, I tried to check in with my MD on the drugs I'm taking but the office was closed. wtf? It was 3:30 in the afternoon. I'm starting to get annoyed at their office hours. Can't ever get a hold of them.
on a happier note,
it's a little over than a week until Vegas. I'm excited! SOLD OUT event it is. I hate the fact that I'll have to work the next morning after we return though. no time to recover.
only 3 more days until the weekend. No plans, just want to relax.
did I mention someone stole my Asian broom and dust pan? it is nowhere to be found and I am pretty sure i left it on the patio. Who in the world would want that? Weird!!
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Good morning weekend!! I'm so glad I have no plans other than tiger ready for Vegas. I was going to complain about how I forgot to turn off my alarm and it woke me up at 7am this morning but why a beautiful morning it is!! All the windows are open and I got up to clean my apt and make breakfast. Life is good!
I was going thru pictures on my laptop and oh boy the things you find when you dig deep. Found some pictures of myself and friends back in 2002-2003. Love the good times!!
Here is one of when I was 22.
What was I thinking? Lol
This is a recent one at 32. How time has changed me. Living with no regrets and learning from experience has definitely made me a better and stronger person today. I may not have everything I've ever wanted but I sure do have what I need. My adventure does not stop here. I have a lot more to accomplish in the next 10 years of my life. Some great milestones for my children! I am so excited just thinking about it.
Have an awesome weekend!
:)
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Good morning weekend!! I'm so glad I have no plans other than tiger ready for Vegas. I was going to complain about how I forgot to turn off my alarm and it woke me up at 7am this morning but why a beautiful morning it is!! All the windows are open and I got up to clean my apt and make breakfast. Life is good!
I was going thru pictures on my laptop and oh boy the things you find when you dig deep. Found some pictures of myself and friends back in 2002-2003. Love the good times!!
Here is one of when I was 22.
What was I thinking? Lol
This is a recent one at 32. How time has changed me. Living with no regrets and learning from experience has definitely made me a better and stronger person today. I may not have everything I've ever wanted but I sure do have what I need. My adventure does not stop here. I have a lot more to accomplish in the next 10 years of my life. Some great milestones for my children! I am so excited just thinking about it.
Have an awesome weekend!
:)
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It is your perception of the adventure that makes it worthwhile.
Therefore, explore the mind of yours in yourself.
Gear up. That's an adventure worth living.
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Recovering from Vegas is a haha.
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Working this weekend. I dont' mind working just one day of the weekend but when I have to work both saturday and sunday, it really sucks. I'm glad it's slow today.
Vegas was awesome. We didn't have time to do anything other than EDC. Getting to and from the event has horrible. 3-4 hours in traffic is not ok. The only night it took us 30 minutes was Saturday but we left early because the stages were closed due to high winds. Other than that, it was an amazing experience.
This week has been slow. I had Wed and Thurs off. I finally got a chance to visit Penny and baby Kazoua. She is so precious! It really makes me want another. She's a really good baby and can actually sleep thru a lot of noise.
On Thurs, Tee and I went to SF. We needed beach therapy. It was cold but not as cold as Santa Barbara! For some reason, we saw the potties being transported away and of course I would need to use it. I'm glad I wore my bikini bottoms because my last option was to pee in the ocean. The water really wasn't as cold as I thought. We had pho before coming home and it was alright. Had to make Tee drive home because I was not just tired, I was VERY tired. I slept most of the way. Got home, showered, and went to bed.
I've been sleeping early this whole week. Maybe I just don't want to think about things. I wanted to clean my car yesterday but I fell asleep right after I ate dinner. I didn't even wash the dishes! Oh lord, what is going on? :idiot2:
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Thought I'd share a little of my 2012
Celebrating another year of life April 2012
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Watching the sunrise at EDC Las Vegas
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Love these folks!
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San Francisco's Ocean Beach June 2012
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A cute little windmill across the street
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Therapy. :)
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Camping at Edison Lake June 2012
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Very proud of our brown and rainbow trouts
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The water has gone down but still love it
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I've never felt so indecisive! I feel like a fat kid in a bakery store! I want cake but just a slice, cupcake but only the frosting, tiramisu and pumpkin pie, and don't forget the pastries. What to do, what to do. Plan A: wait it out and maybe it will narrow down to one. Plan B: Ee Nee Mi Nee Mo. Plan C: I don't have a plan C yet :-X
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Oh where should I start..
I felt my brakes go out on Friday when I arrived to work. I've been putting it off for awhile and need it fixed asap. I drove to Tee's house Friday evening so I wouldn't have to drive home anb back since my BIL would be fixing it on Sunday. Today is Sunday and it's not fixed. I don't even want to talk about it. It's Sunday, brakes are not fixed, and I will deal with it. I have Wednesday off so this will be my no. 1 priority.
Had a Girls Night party at my cousin's house on Saturday and it was alright. The theme was animal print but since I helped her cook and cleaned the pool I wasn't in the mood to dress. There was no time to shower and do make-up so I just stayed in my swim shorts and tshirt. There was a lot of liquor and drinks.. but no beer. I lost count of the malibu pineapple and champagne. All I could think about was how HOT it was so of course, I jumped in the pool a couple times. I spent the night there and of course woke up to eat and clean.
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Anyhow, I think I should consider grey contacts!!
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On my day off and anxiety strikes. Bad may be getting worse. Had to ask myself if I am the real me.
Decided to start on therapy.. And hoping for positive response. *crossig fingers* I'm tired of sweating my ass just doing my hair. >:(
Really miss my big babies. Cannot wait until they come home. :(
For you readers: ppl say wait for the right moment. What if the right moment never comes?
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On my day off and anxiety strikes. Bad may be getting worse. Had to ask myself if I am the real me.
Decided to start on therapy.. And hoping for positive response. *crossig fingers* I'm tired of sweating my ass just doing my hair. >:(
Really miss my big babies. Cannot wait until they come home. :(
For you readers: ppl say wait for the right moment. What if the right moment never comes?
The moment comes when u least expect it. And don't worry about where, who, or when.
it just does... ;)
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Just accidentally deleted my entire post! >:(
Lately, I've been really annoyed about all sorts of things. But at the end of the day, I know who I am and what I'm about. IDGF and I shouldn't.
Been trying to get out lately and it's kind of working. haha. City of Angels this weekend. Wasn't really thinking about it but I'm excited now. Love that place.
a couple weeks ago, the girls and I had dinner and went beer tasting. Really wasn't planned but we ended up at Kasbah Lounge. It was great! Almost didn't make it home. Rolling out of bed in the morning was hard!
Almaza from Lebanon, efes from Turkey, and Brekle's from San Francisco.
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the Duvet is 8.5% and totally forgot the other.
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Alhambra from Spain and Kotayk from Armenia
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Kotayk (Arminian) and Genesis (Hebrew)
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Dark Efie from Turkey
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Pendogg had mussels too.
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Aug is a very busy month but will smile all the way thru. Glad my one year is coming up because I can sure use some vacation days! :)
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Is it time to go home yet?!! :sleepy3:
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I've come back to write a few times but always ended up deleting everything I wrote. I'm not sure where to begin since there are so many things on my mind.
Let's start with family. Having moved from home has allowed me to miss my family. I knew from the start it would be good for me. I don't have to be the messenger or be caught in the middle or have to put up with mean people. The boys are resilient but I know they miss having family a short drive away. I'm glad they got to spend the entire summer with them. :)
The boys are growing so fast. It feels like yesterday we were just driving back and forth to SF for immigration court. Both of them still in car seats. Each year they've grown a little taller and a little more like me. I can still remember them watching TV on mute because I was sick and sleeping on the couch. They always asked me if I was okay and if I needed water. Last year, both of them entered middle school. It still hard to believe these two little boys have turned into teenagers. How lucky am I that they are still genuinely sweet and caring. How fortunately they still tell their mama I love you and have a good day at work. I am lucky they get my jokes and want to hang out. So I should give them more credit for being so amazing and perhaps understand a little more of what's going as a growing boy. Tonight I give them answers. Tonight I will discuss the topic I've been preparing for years. Tonight, I will to talk to them about sex and the consequences such they will endure when they catch crabs, AIDS, herpes, and have babies. God help me sound serious when I give my speech.
I'll be back.
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I'm so excited autumn is here. I love the weather and the colors. I would say goodbye to summer bu its still 100 degrees tomorrow. Lol!! The adventures never end.. wine tasting with friends was nice. If we werent so tired from the night before we would have tried another. Thought I'd share some photos of Robert Mondavi Winery.
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My favorite sushi place in Sac - Saporro Grill
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Went back to see my orthopedic and it looks like my foot is not healing properly. I guess I should have used my crutches. darn. worse case is I have surgery and they put pins in so I am wearing my boot religiously hoping it heals before I go to New York.
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I'm so tired of wearing this darn cam boot!! It's heavy and hot!! Looking for the day I won't need to wear it ever again.
I took a last minute trip to Utah to see my grandma. This was an eye opening trip and has made me think of what's really important in my life. Can't explain how nice it was seeing my Thao family. I truly did not want to leave. :'(
also want to thank my drivers bootee and gigolow!! Counld've have gotten to Utah without you.
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Just one week until Thanksgiving. There is so much to be thankful for this year. I have come to realize many things and perhaps the most important is to love myself a little more. I have been blessed with my own strength but even better, I've been blessed with people. My family, my friends, my colleagues, and many strangers. Can I also say many incidents too? Fights amongst friends, tears of disappointment, super hurricane, unforgetable celebrations, beaches but no sandcastles, unforseen fracture, break-ups and make-ups, last minute trips, lost of love ones, endless interviews all for a promotion, sleepless and sometimes tearful nights, and all of which ends in a good laugh.
My friends, it has been a journey this year. A damn amazing journey. I love you guys and too many more amazing years!
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2012 is over and here I am on 2013's first day at home sick with a mad cough and fever. Can't even get some sleep for work.
I told myself I was ending 2012 with a bang. I honestly think 2012 banged my ass last minute. This year has taught me a lot about myself, my family, and friends. Priceless memories we will carry with us forever. We cried about it then, but we will laugh about it from then on. Never a dull moment in this lifetime!
The end of the year proved once again that my biggest challenge is to forgive and forget. It struck me hard this year so I've definitely been working on it even though they have been baby steps. Bottom line, I don't like to be ducked in the ass so it gets a lil personal. Haha. It maybe its one to cut the strings with undeserving people. :)
Going to change things up a lil this year! Watch out!
XOXO
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New York October 26th-November 1st
Time Square
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Our favorite hot dog stand
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Sensation NEW YORK, USA
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From our hotel room in Flower District
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Central Park
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China Town
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NY Bahn Mi sandwiches were pretty good!!
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Battery Park (the evening before Hurricane Sandy)
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Statue of Liberty from Battery Park
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New York Pizza!
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New York Subway- we experienced quite a bit on the subway. Lol
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I keep telling myself I'm not cut out for this stuff but I really do enjoy it.
One day. :(
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He's smart and super sweet.. Just don't know if I can close the deal.
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Happy Valentines Day. What is this day about again?? I'm not a fan of Vday but whatever.
It's amazing how life happens. It's mysterious yet beautiful. It's been a long time since I've felt this happy. Content with family and friends, work, and love. :) I've seriously been living it and I love it.
Wishing my dearest friends all the best!
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I miss New York!!
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Can't believe we're halfway thru March. Nothing exciting, moved to a bigger and quieter place. Love that we are in a corner and our neighbors seem quiet nice. They brought us brownies to welcome us to the hood. Haha. Life is good :) :)
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Hi.. either I forgot or didn't know you had this here.. good read though.
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Why thank you. :)
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Irresponsible is what I have been. Doesn't matter how much I think about it, it's what I am going to do about it. It doesn't feel safe anymore but only time will tell. Kind of cliche but it's the truth. I was hoping for a great celebration next month but I think I'll tone it down a couple notches. What I really need to stop doing is sitting on my ass. Who wants to look like a beached whale?!
Tried something different today:
BBQ Brisket from Selland's - served on a soft bun. so yummy but on the small size. Would definitely get it again.
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Nothing new or exciting. Just siting at work getting fat.
Beer tower from Oz Korean BBQ. Our waitress was great. Just $2 more to include sake.
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I don't know where to start...
This road leads to nowhere. Time to take the next turn and explore. (You'd think by now I've explored enough..) can't keep acting a fool. So here is to new beginnings and learned lessons. (Pray for me cos my God, it's going to be a rough road ahead) :-X
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Hello May.
Reflecting on the good, the bad, and the unexpected.
Armin - Intense Tour - Fox Theatre, Oakland
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Hola!! I don't know what the weather will be like for the rest of you but it will be 106 where I'm at. No plans at the moment. Just another weekend at home. Maybe do some fishing alone? ???
About a month ago, we took a trip down to Los Angeles to see Markus Schulz.
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Can never have enough of these boat noodles.. Only in Hollywood!
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Can't pretend this shit don't smell.
What are words without meaning. Trying to find the right words to say has been a real challenge. Some days, I just want to say fck this, fck that, fck you, and fck you too.
I truly am the most complicated person I know. Fck!
And for whatever reason today, my office stinks like adult vomit!!!!! What The Face!!
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A lot of wishes lately...
Truthfully, I don't understand why I can't hold on to a relationship. I'm a decent working single mom. I'm educated and funny. I have a big heart, or at least I think so. I can hold my own, just not a relationship. Lately, I've been looking around and even the dumbest, rudest, most undeserving person has a special someone. Maybe I'm just saving my heart from being butchered to piece and thrown away into the street. :-[
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Maybe it's just bad luck, but you'll be with someone special one day. Hmm.. big heart, educated, and funny...i agree.
A lot of wishes lately...
Truthfully, I don't understand why I can't hold on to a relationship. I'm a decent working single mom. I'm educated and funny. I have a big heart, or at least I think so. I can hold my own, just not a relationship. Lately, I've been looking around and even the dumbest, rudest, most undeserving person has a special someone. Maybe I'm just saving my heart from being butchered to piece and thrown away into the street. :-[
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Maybe it's just bad luck, but you'll be with someone special one day. Hmm.. big heart, educated, and funny...i agree.
Thank you Joey. How are you?
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Hey there Hou, I'm doing good, it's been a semi great year so far for me. Hope all is well, cheers O0
Thank you Joey. How are you?
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Hey there Hou, I'm doing good, it's been a semi great year so far for me. Hope all is well, cheers O0
Good to hear you're doing well. :)
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So much to share..
I've decided to kick the drinking habit. I know I've said this in the past but I've had my fair share of incidents this past year. The latest being a traffic ticket for running a red light downtown. The fine itself is $480 and based on the information I've read, it's not reducible. I'll have to take traffic school as well so the point is removed from my driving record. This drinking habit has gotten a little out of hand.. It's time to drink socially. :)
I'd like to touch on the subject of love but I'd probably end up writing a novel. 2013 started so good.. I have a feeling the rest of the year will be extremely difficult. :( why!
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My Mama always said you've got to put the past behind you before you can move on. -Forrest Gump
Maybe in the past chocolate-making companies didn't put labels on their confections because it was all part of the excitement not knowing what you're going to get. But nowadays, they include a diagram so that you know what you're getting otherwise they could be sued due to some allergic reaction to nuts or coconut.
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Maybe in the past chocolate-making companies didn't put labels on their confections because it was all part of the excitement not knowing what you're going to get. But nowadays, they include a diagram so that you know what you're getting otherwise they could be sued due to some allergic reaction to nuts or coconut.
I guess society don't like ugly surprises. :)
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Hello September!
Excited for many things at the moment. Feels good to be getting on track to a healthier lifestyle. How did I live so miserably for so long?! I need to hold myself accountable for not just my weight, but my lifestyle as well. I have to stop making excuses, period! :) If I'm not happy with the 10 pounds I've gained (since Jan), then I better do something about it. Now that autumn is right around the corner, I need to take advantage of the weather everyday. Even more excited I will have a winter this year.
Goodbye summer, hello autumn!
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I always find it interesting how quick people start judging no matter how much they know about you. I won't say that it is a fact, I'll simply say people like to forget the past because it is easier to scrutinize the present. Most times than not, I find it easy to turn my cheek and pretend I don't hear what people say. But there are times I want to point out and ask, where were you when my children were young and I was working two jobs.. And where were you when I finished school.. And where were you when the boys played soccer (four years they played).. And where were you when I was going to immigration court.. And where were you when I had to fight for custody.. Where were you?? I never asked for help and you never offered (which is fine).. But remember I was doing what I needed to do by myself without you or anyone else since day one. There have been struggles you wouldn't know existed. I am far from perfect (just like the rest of the human race) but it is not my plan to live a sad and ungrateful life.
Happy Mutherducken Monday 8)
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Had some interesting bun bo hue at Saigon in Fairfield the other day. They had blood in the broth but they were generous with noodles and meat. :) I opted for pho noodles instead of vermicelli noodles.
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My home was packed to the max this past weekend. It felt warm and it was loud. I have forgotten how it felt like to have everyone squished into a small place. It didn't feel uncomfortable. If anything, it's made me miss having family close by. :( but there is a reason why I have chosen to live where I do.
The holidays are approaching fast. I don't want to go home for the simple reason that I don't want to deal with people's crap. If anything, I may just make a quick trip and come right back home. There's no point for me to stick around longer than I need. Maybe I can get some fishing in? I've been so bummed about not having fished this year. Such a bummer there's only 2 months left to put my license to use. Blah!
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do you go fishing by yourself? you don't see too many girls that do that.
in MN, there are some hmong women that go hunting without their husbands.
it's funny, but cool.
Hello. I have not. I usually take my son with me but even that's not safe. There's been recent stories of people getting robbed while fishing so I've been holdin off on fishing. I truly enjoy the peace of mind fishing brings and of course, the fight. :) I'm not sure if I'll ever hunt. I would like to get my safety class completed in a few months so I can finally buy a firearm. I've only been to the shooting range a couple of times but I find shooting to be a fun and useful skill. :)
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Hello November.
Can't believe there's only 54 days left until 2014 is here. This year has flown by so quickly. :( definitely a lot of lessons learned and a bit if growing within. Going to try and enjoy the home stretch to the new year. :)
Had the famous Squeeze Inn burger with the cheese skirt the other day. Made this my last burger of the year.
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Dear December,
I don't remember you being so cold. Shame on whoever brought this artic cold to the west! There's a reason why I live in Cali and not the Midwest where it's freezing! :( so cold my bones shiver.
Please bring back some sun.. Thanks in advance.
*sigh*
Besides working crazy hours (which I don't mind), there's been a lot on my mind. I almost self medicated last night just so I wouldn't have to think about anything. Some days I feel like my brain is flooded with thoughts.. Hundreds of thoughts.. I can't even finish one before the next one starts. :(
It's never ending. I keep telling myself one thing at a time but I know there's a stack of crap right after the next. *sigh* can I be 5 years old again? Or another age when I didn't have to pay bills and all I had to do was go to school and learn? Such wishful thinking.
I shouldn't complain. Life is good. Life is good. :)
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Happy New Year. :)
Last night, as I was laying on the couch watching my son play COD (ok, I wasn't really watching him play).. but nonetheless, I was recapping 2013 in my head.. and though I can't say it was a GREAT year, I really don't think it was such a bad year either. I traveled across the states. I learned a lot about myself and the people around me. I opened my eyes and stopped making excuses. I let go of things that were out of my control and took accountability for things I could. I grew (a little) :) which is what matters to me.
So, 2014, the plan is,.. to live a little more & love a little more. And of course, lose the weight I managed to gain in 2013. haha First on the list is that promotion I've been waiting on. Wish me luck!! :)
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Speaking of hypocrites... 8)
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Hello.
It's hard to believe half the year has already passed.. Where has time gone? 8)
Life has been... Awkwardly eventful. (Much more than I'd like.) nonetheless, I am grateful.. For life, for people, for my job, for love, and for the ability to forgive others. Although the other day, I wondered about the big guy and his home (mostly out of curiosity, but I might've needed some help with faith). Anyhow, the responses from friends were comforting and gave me hope. Almost made me want to pick up the holy book (I think I have one laying around somewhere). I never understood it, why people put their life in his hands, and ask for guidance or forgiveness, but now, it all makes sense. This led to a very nice conversation with my first cousin whom I just bumped into a few weeks ago while in Fresno. We probably see each other once a year if even but she has a heart of gold. :) we spoke briefly about life, mostly mine and how crazy it's been, which was nice. (I think I really needed a shoulder that day).
Today, I received a beautiful bouquet of flowers from my cousin. I've never been a big fan of flowers. I mean, they're pretty, but today, the flowers were beautiful. The white roses were perfect in every way. Probably because the note was written with a love like no other. :)
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Lets talk about people who call and cry about how awful they are being treated. Well, if you're still there then it must not be bad enough. So stay there until you have the balls to walk away without looking back. And stop wasting my free minutes because I sure as hell have better things to do than listen to the same sob story over and over and over again! Seriously! Grow up and take care of your shit for once.
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My friend and I have a saying. "I'll help you out, but at least meet me half way."
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Interesting how people change when they go from having everything to having nothing.
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Hello September.
Can I just start by saying, old habits die hard. :-\ and add that being nice has become my biggest flaw. :-\ seriously not looking to benefit from anyone but being unappreciated seem to have become the norm here. It's gonna be my way or the highway, and there's no apology coming with that.
Hope you grow a pimple inside your nostril!
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Is it really October? :o
Excited for cooler weather.. Boots, sweaters, and toe socks! Hopefully we will get some rain on the west coast. This drought is killing us!
I don't mention work a whole lot but there are some rather big changes. A lot of new team members and movement due to restructuring. All exciting but scary at the same time and definitely looking forward to more promotions as the company expands. But before all of that, we must first get through another busy season. :)
So far, the house has been cozy. A lot of room and not enough furniture. But in time, it will be furnished. Trying not going to buy anything unnecessary, and hopefully the sectional gets here tomorrow. So much for 10 days! Next on the list are rugs, runners, and new beds.
Well, time to say so long to summer! Until next time!
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Well hello. :)
I thought it was about time to visit. A little bit confused, that's all. Carry on....