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Creative Corner => Shout Outs & Dedications => Topic started by: VillainousHero on February 21, 2014, 11:07:39 PM
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Think of tomorrow, not of today.
You've inflicted enough sorrow and pain.
I've given you all my love and my life.
Now it's time to wash it all down the drain
I was so foolish to believe in the power of love
I was poisoned by you, so dangerous
Now my life is all but wasted on you
Oh you're so selfish and cancerous
I will love you no more, for I have none left
Better you move on, better for me as well
For my sad tomorrow will be made better
This for those to witness, so that they can tell
For a better tomorrow without the sorrow
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I spent my entire life looking for you
Yet the person who accepted me was not true
I hurt everyday from these past years
From the start, my eyes were blinded by tears
I was wrong to believe in my love to be endless
Only regrets and realization that lacks tenderness
My punishment for having so much faith in destiny
My rewards of emptiness in all of humanity
False promises made, all colors in all shades
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All those times wasted around you I put my arms
All those times hasted you inflicted upon me harm
Why have you seen through me and my heart in your hold
Why have you pretended to love me and leave my heart in the cold
You're a now a ghost of the my imagination
You're a now a false love of my proclamation
Dance in an empty room, trance in shadows of gloom
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Many promises you made me were on whims of time
You blame me for failures long before I knew
You kissed me to wash away your pain but never for us
You stolen from me all that was beautiful and true
You knew well of that hole already in my heart
How I've saved all my love for someone in need
You've known all that I've told you from the start
How easily heartbroken as I was left to bleed
I loved you before, now I love you no more
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It's amazing at how fragile is the house of love
For someone to leave out the front door
The angels would cry looking down from above
For the one left behind dying on the floor
How quiet the sound of the silent night
When a heartbeat has stopped in time
Dying of love, missing something so bright
Living on from a life, false sublime
Sorrow and grief, everlasting not so brief
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Where to begin a new, when to move on
Easy for the mind, very hard for the heart
To wash away this sorrow and grief
A greater love is needed, higher apart
I have a greater responsibility
I have two children much in need of care
That is what my life is dedicated to
All that's left for my love to share
Thank you for the sympathy, and all the empathy
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YpRyJBoEiMg#ws (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YpRyJBoEiMg#ws)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SR6iYWJxHqs#ws (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SR6iYWJxHqs#ws)
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Even though you had an affair
Somehow I saved some love
Ask not what is reasonable or fair
This moment is to rise above
We are now friends at last
A beginning to an ending
How did things change so fast
Honesty, no more pretending
Something from hopelessness, something tenderness
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Our original promises, distant memories
I bare all of me, for you to see
Yet you said one thing, a new beginning
I am confused, being used and abused
Used like a tool, I am the fool
Staying strong, when everything is wrong
I gave it all, final emotional fall
Unconditional love, nothing more above
My head is dizzy, you're crazy
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gwx4iTRLXG8#ws (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gwx4iTRLXG8#ws)
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I remember, us now dismember
Blades of grass, now tarnish brass
Final hit, emotional limit
Frozen hold, it's very cold
Selfish reason became treason
Dark magic, now tragic
More denial, another trial
We find, a broken mind
Risky start, destroyed heart
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=39_OmBO9jVg#ws (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=39_OmBO9jVg#ws)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CYTzEz9wWwc#ws (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CYTzEz9wWwc#ws)
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You are the most beautiful thing in my life
From the beginning when you said you'll be my wife
You made my world complete
The victory you got, left me with defeat
We both lost everything, since we won everything
It was a risk a gamble, We now have nothing in shamble
My all for all...just to stumble and fall
Vibrato in vocals, visual focal
I hope you dance, life is chance
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To that special person who save me
From all the heartaches and misery
Yes you know who you are
Even though we've become too far
I will always love you no matter what
You will always know me in thought
No we weren't soul mates
Thank you for not being late
Do you remember love, my love
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uec1r2wg1Tg# (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uec1r2wg1Tg#)
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When did I do you wrong, why did you just cried
I sacrificed everything, every method I had tried
Kindness, patience, and plenty of wide open space
Firm, stern, and an emotionally angered face
It's too late, it's too late, is all that you can say
Why, why, why, could you hurt me so much that day
Give me your reason and make it sure it's for real
Parting our ways, is the final deal
I asked an emotional question...Say something I'm giving up on you.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zTkj312mr3c#ws (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zTkj312mr3c#ws)
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Villainoushero,
peb ib leeg yim mauj ib txog kev nyuaj siab. Yog koj need leeg to talk to now ces message kuv.
Sometimes a chapter closes and a new one begins. The sun may not shine your way, but rest sure. there is a saying that 10 days might not rain, but one day might. It's hard to let go knowing how much you have invested in her, but if she doesn't see how much you have given in to make it work then she have made her mind. Nothing can change a person once they closed the door to their mind and heart. It will take time to heal, but it will be okay with all of your friends on here to support you.
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Villainoushero,
peb ib leeg yim mauj ib txog kev nyuaj siab. Yog koj need leeg to talk to now ces message kuv.
Sometimes a chapter closes and a new one begins. The sun may not shine your way, but rest sure. there is a saying that 10 days might not rain, but one day might. It's hard to let go knowing how much you have invested in her, but if she doesn't see how much you have given in to make it work then she have made her mind. Nothing can change a person once they closed the door to their mind and heart. It will take time to heal, but it will be okay with all of your friends on here to support you.
ty, I will keep your empathy in mind, should I be able to talk.
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I can't make you love me if you don't
I can't make your heart feel something it won't
I'm living in my final darkest hour
My emotions falters and overpowered
I built your world up, but you torn my down
I put that smile on your face, but you made mine frown
I gave you my heart, but you torn it apart
I gave you my love, but you only push and shove
You went off and had fun fun fun
Left me behind and stun stun stun
You say it's what you need need need
To cut me up and bleed bleed bleed
I'm down on my knees, so please please please
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It's your lies that hurt me the most
Your visage faded into colorless ghost
When you tell me a truth you boast
That you stake my heart on a post
You dragged what's left of me onto the street
You showed everyone my body how you kicked and beat
Relentlessly crushed my love over and over
Day after day, year after year, slower and slower
My world in chaotic mess, you persecute me and confess
That's it's your true desire, you make me expire
So that no other will love me, you planned it devilishly
That you're smarter and will always go farther
Then I can ever do, without you
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_aDSaFgQkuM#ws (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_aDSaFgQkuM#ws)
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Everything I do, I did it for you
You knew that well, you could tell
Yet you will deny me, pretend to not see
Nothing will satisfy, until you see me die
What is it that you're looking for...always out the door.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZGoWtY_h4xo# (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZGoWtY_h4xo#)
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The wind is howling, speaking
The waves are crashing, yelling
Toss and turned in turbulence
Turmoil, spinning in opulence
No light can break through the darkness
Someone stolen all my senses
Broken my heart, never given back
It's a fight, front and back attack
I never really know, you just go go go
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7QXzpD7r_Ko# (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7QXzpD7r_Ko#)
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I bleed love, the same as I need
sharp edges that cut and bleed
Wounds that should be closed
Stay open and find new roads
left me to die, say good bye
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7_weSk0BonM#ws (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7_weSk0BonM#ws)
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Give love a chance, so we romance
Dance and kissed, till we found bliss
Beauty and heaven, turned to hell
When we lost sight, to live well
For a thousand years, I shed my tears
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9RbcR_KSRB8# (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9RbcR_KSRB8#)
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I will go on with my life darling
Good bye my love, good bye
My heart is hard on falling
My face is more than crying
Visions blurred, Sight blinded perturbed
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Uknq7VCOp4# (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Uknq7VCOp4#)
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I let you used me as a pillow
But then you used me as a punching bag
I let you used my body for your pleasure
But your pleasure was to make me bleed
I show you forgiveness
You used that to do more maliciousness
I show you kindness
You make excuse to be nefarious
I was down on my knees pleading
You just dropped the guillotine on me
I showed you what a true heart is
You create the world record for heart punch
All your hearts desire fulfilled...by only to kill, kill, killl
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I want to help, that friend that's crying
I would sacrifice everything in trying
No one cares for you more than I
No one accepts you more than I
I've given my heart, my arms open wide
I pulled you in close, right by my side
Still you have to chase your desires, you must
Live your desire to hurt me, my trust
You still want to live a fantasy...the life without me
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How can a love change
It's unusual, it's strange
I can no longer live the past
None of that were meant to last
I want to make new memories
Like a fresh new breeze
Blow away all of the misery
A gust that sets me free
And end and a new beginning...th rough my hands holding
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RCP0Pal_ZUc# (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RCP0Pal_ZUc#)
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You have wrong me in every way
Possible that any one can make
Not ever a single passing day
Of the misery you inflict has take
All essence of morning daylight
With every suggestion of pity fight
You are the worst of worst
Every time you fathom a curse
I gave you my best, you brought out my worst
All the different shades, now fades
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=igMBM2_Sh70# (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=igMBM2_Sh70#)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f1KvKydhdEU# (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f1KvKydhdEU#)
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I'm broken, damaged good
If I could, I would
But then why would I
There's no answer to why
No good anymore, whatever for...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HhBlLe_F2NA# (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HhBlLe_F2NA#)
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Your willingness to share this experience with us is admirable and inspiring. Some of your poems are so heartbreaking but I love your resilience and spirit. O0
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Your willingness to share this experience with us is admirable and inspiring. Some of your poems are so heartbreaking but I love your resilience and spirit. O0
Thanks, it helps me gather my mind and find direction to a question that has no answer to.
She tells me she wants love, but when I showed her love...she rebukes it, makes up more than a million excuses, does not accept to believe it that a person like me is actually for real, etc.,...
I will find my way, find another chance with someone, that I still have love to share with...
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Love is like an investment
It can go good or bad
It can strike gold, silver or bronzes
It can give people the happiest days of their lives
or
It can bring out down the city of Troy
Too much love and they say we are crazy in love
Too little love and they say we are not affectionate enough
The love in the middle and they say we are too typical
Sometimes in life we realized that maybe it is us and not them. Maybe we are keeping them trapped in the cage and they are unable to free themselves. We may think they are free, but they are not free from themselves living within this cage. Set her free to roam the world, let her live her fullest desires, let her imagination take up the places where you have not gone before, let her have her true freedom and let her know that you're not mad she's gone.
For one day if she flies back asking for forgivingness, you can decide her fate.
If mine ever comes back, I'll tell her the living and the death only meets during the day of choosing lovers and I have already walk through the path without her looking for me. There is a saying a person who doesn't change in the 30 days you marry them, they will not be able to change. As the saying old person, old heart, once she made that decision, she will always repeat it even if you let her back in.
Hang in there brother, I know at times, we are not able to expressed our grief to anyone else, but just know you're not alone. I am sure every one in here has a story of their own to tell.
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Someone dedicated this song to me...I want to thank that person personally
I've waited so long to say
Waiting on from day to day
I've lost my voice, no choice
I've lost my sight, no light
I've lost my hearing, no caring
I've lost my will, no fill
I've lost my wife, no life
Take off these shackles of chain
Take off this burden of pain
Take this last bit of love I hold
Take this love before it's cold
I've lost my warmth of body
I've lost my speech of mouth
I've lost my vision of eyes
I've lost my touch of hands
I've lost my love, only love
I will run, run, run, before all this is done
Run
Thank you very much from my heart...You understood my pain better than I had realized.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZQbgihHWNGo# (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZQbgihHWNGo#)
(lyrics)
I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You´ve been the only thing that´s right
In all I´ve done
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can´t raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can´t raise your voice to say
Slower, slower
We don’t have time for that
I just want to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads
Have heart my dear
We’re bound to be afraid
Even if it’s just for a few days
Making up for all this mess
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WBUmlrjOMO8# (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WBUmlrjOMO8#)
(Lyrics)
I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You´ve been the only thing that´s right
In all I´ve done
And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can´t raise your voice to say
To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can´t raise your voice to say
Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear
Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can´t raise your voice to say
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So much pain, go away I say
In my heart yet remains to stay
Your love is what is missing
My love is what is dismissing
Our love doesn’t exists anymore
Burning bridges, fallen pillars
Our love died buried in ashes before
We started to reach for the stars
Tell me now why…Time to say Goodbye
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wUIXNhmo5R4#ws (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wUIXNhmo5R4#ws)
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When I think about what we had
Can't help it that it makes me sad
Make an end to the path
End that torture, end the wrath
I look up, head held up high
I breathe, a deep held sigh
I should smile and reflect
I remember goodness collect
The second step in any direction
Leaves me without any protection
Now facing the world alone naked
With only my wits in full wake
It's time for me to move on...go on and on
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eZ9cT6bDjyQ#ws (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eZ9cT6bDjyQ#ws)
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Hello death, we meet again
Have you come to share my pain
Hello darkness, you are here
Is it the light, that you fear
Hello melancholy, you showed up
Have you come to steal my smile
Hello sorrow, you’ve came too
Are tears from heaven blue?
All things turns to ashes and dust
All things have an ending a must
Then there are new beginnings
New chances, new changes, new things
A slight gust, and we turn to dust…
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ijeYe0O57kk# (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ijeYe0O57kk#)
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I wanted to move on to know
That I have something else to grow
From this moment, I let it all go
All the pain, no longer in control
It’s enough…to be tough
A little hard in the head
And thick skin so rough
Empty paths yet to tread
My dreams of heavenly love
Has returned to this origin
New dream came from above
An unseen path to begin
From my heart so deep…from my dreams of sleep
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FSXMxh181Mw# (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FSXMxh181Mw#)
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The most important thing I’ve learned
Is that the most important thing I yearned
That saving some love today
Saves a new path, a new way
I will save my love in my heart
Wait for it, chance a clean new start
It will be the best of me
The best for all to see
Nothing comes fast…To save the best for last…
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5EdmHSTwmWY# (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5EdmHSTwmWY#)
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I’m so alone in this life so full of strife
In this life I’m alive and taken a hard dive
To the pits of despair in a place nowhere
I’m down on my knees only the dirt I see
My tears pools because I such a fool
I see my reflection, yet no direction
I try to stand, yet my shaking hands
Weaken my knees, down again no more please
My eyes I raise, to face the bitter blaze
The sting of pain, like fiery needles of rain
Reminds me I’m freezing, and I’m breathing
Shaking, trembling knees, feeling the breeze
Tells me I’m still alive…and my will to survive
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LGZPM6szcZ8# (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LGZPM6szcZ8#)
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I'm feeling better, but still writing them...just... looking for better words.
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Let it all. Shout if you have to. Do not leave none inside. O0
Only this time...I'm gonna keep the poetic versus somewhere to remind me down the road. Too bad I didn't keep those hundreds of love poems/letters I wrote for her years ago, that she never bother to read any of it. Those were like 10 times better with passion and metaphors. If I did...I'll bet I would've been 100 times exponential hurt more.
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Never to late to start but you should do it for yourself only.
Yes...the emotions have changed...the passion defies its precedence. Someday again...when I'm able to sketch and draw artistically from my heart again.
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You wake me up like a crash of thunder
Say that it’s life that you hunger
What about me, what am I to you
You say I’m not important, so cruel
You push me away, like a total stranger
Say that it’s life that you’re full of anger
What about me, what am I to be
Not important, so long as you’re free
You lied to me with a perfect straight face
Say that it’s life that you’re at this place
What about me, why am I left behind
Not important, so longs as you’re unkind
You kick me down, when I’m most vulnerable
Say that in life, the weak are conquerable
What about me, why do I have to fight
You say I’m not important, wrong or right
You cheated on me, say its love you’re after
Say that in life, cruelty wins with laughter
What about me, why do I have to suffer
You say not important, empty the coffer
You left me, now that it has come to this
Say that your life, it’s your one wish
What about me, why do I have to bleed
That’s not important, something else you need
You forced onto me, a life to survive
Say that this life, is what I stay alive
What about me, face down on the ground
So not important, a new lover you found
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After all the pain and dust have settled
Brushed off the dirt from rusty metal
Tend to these wounds laying on the ground
Eyes covered in blood, the skies they found
A break in the clouds, a silver lining above
Tears from an angel, crying for lost love
Cruelty inflicted from one human to another
Fathom of how to find love from each other
Where do they go from here and there
To declare war on soils of faraway lands
In the name of love they trample over kindness
In their hearts, they feel righteous blindness
I lay here directionless but upwards staring
I wonder why my heart still feels caring
It’s about time for a choice I must make
It’s about time for me to reality awake
In the sands, my footprints I left behind
In the snow, my footprints I made in kind
On the dirt, the windblown dust settled
On the stone, I have attested my mettle
I am here…now. Today I am here…
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Isn’t it beautiful to be alive
Isn’t it wonderful to be living
It’s beauty in spite of all the lies
It’s wonder to be giving
My desperation is now a faint voice
My aspirations is now a caring choice
I lived so long for loving something so wrong
I forgot to live for loving for something strong
I will step out from under the shadows
I will step out to the sunny meadows
I am here, beautiful and smiling
I am here, wonderful and styling
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0hVLUunGB3g# (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0hVLUunGB3g#)
Gotta add the English remake of it
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oPW7BEagnmI#ws (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oPW7BEagnmI#ws)
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These broken walls
These empty halls
These stubborn doors
These dusty floors
This is the home of at the present
This is the life full of resent
This is the day to start anew
This is the way that is true
Rise and shine
This day is mine
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Hundreds of love letters gone to waste
You were too busy loving other men in my place
Now you say you don't have timr to pack your stuff
But you make plans everyday and night to sleep with your bf's puff
So I asks you kindly when are you going to move out
You just keep saying you having got any time about
So I had to ask the police to kindly escort you
Yet you lied to their face and they believe your lies as true
You're a liar through and through
At least read this, but like before you
Didn't bother cuz you're to busy getting pumped by your lover
Who's also a cheater, suits you the cheater as well even better
So if you want to spread more lies about me
Let everyone judge you and the public will see
You're a liar, cheater, gambler, thief, and almost killer
You suckered my compassion and took it as a filler
You're just lucky, I saved you, your miserable life
Made you into something, even called you my wife
Now stop trying to con your way back you whore
Yes, you're terrible, I've had enough of your bore
No good will ever come from you
Cuz there's no good inside of you
Live by your own words...the one who cheats must die
Hey, your own words...you better live by it...bye bye
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You should hook up with my friend. She's a wonderful women with two teenage sons.
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You should hook up with my friend. She's a wonderful women with two teenage sons.
Sure I'm game. I suppose I will have to start somewhere, even if it doesn't work out for the long run.
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Sure I'm game. I suppose I will have to start somewhere, even if it doesn't work out for the long run.
You seem like a nice guy. My friend is a wonderful person and she deserves a good man. I will find her Facebook link and PM you. She has been single for 15 years because she's picky in quality in men. Most Hmong men who are over 40s are either traditional, have stupid beliefs about women, too OG, and so forth. You see to be very modern which I think will be a good match.
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You seem like a nice guy. My friend is a wonderful person and she deserves a good man. I will find her Facebook link and PM you. She has been single for 15 years because she's picky in quality in men. Most Hmong men who are over 40s are either traditional, have stupid beliefs about women, too OG, and so forth. You see to be very modern which I think will be a good match.
I will look forward to it. Maybe life has prepared me for this.
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Dont be too picky, uncle Vhero!
Oh I wasn't picked... That's why. :police:
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no, he said my daughter was too young for him. He needs a .woman like u or me PR. Heheheh
What hook up?
I just wanted to be candid and didn't be one of them old horny man who only wants a younger woman. >:D
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sorry son, PR and i are too old for you. If only we are your age, things would have been different mog. 99
Oh that's how it rolls. Heh heh heh.
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Dont be too picky, uncle Vhero!
If I'm not picky, I'm gonna feel like she's a virgin tight slit
If I'm not picky, I'm gonna hurt whenever she spread and split
I will have to be picky and be lucky pick
I will need to be picky for the parts to stick
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You got me so wrapped up around
Now it's time for me to be profound
The effects have all but subsided
The directions have all been decided
To look around and around
You got me down on the ground
Broken and derailed, so failed
Permanently destroy, all my letters mailed
You had me, by the thread of sound
No longer I am yours to bound
I am going to get well and cure
For I am going to achieve myself, pure
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It's been so long, I didn't know or remember Patty Smyth
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GGSk7p7UW24&list=PLAROVBdbGuqAA3jLjfoOVWmMJ6-3eY1qG&index=4 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GGSk7p7UW24&list=PLAROVBdbGuqAA3jLjfoOVWmMJ6-3eY1qG&index=4)
Look at what's love has done to me O0
I'm so glad to be able to smile
In the morning for just a while
I'm so understanding what love done to me
I'm so glad to finally be free
So all these years have finally past
I welcomed all the cold that had last
I've made my mistakes, my choice
I've accepted my life, my voice
These are the times for changes to take
These are new paths for me to make
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I feel like I should thank Patty Smyth
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Think of tomorrow, not of today.
You've inflicted enough sorrow and pain.
I've given you all my love and my life.
Now it's time to wash it all down the drain
I was so foolish to believe in the power of love
I was poisoned by you, so dangerous
Now my life is all but wasted on you
Oh you're so selfish and cancerous
I will love you no more, for I have none left
Better you move on, better for me as well
For my sad tomorrow will be made better
This for those to witness, so that they can tell
For a better tomorrow without the sorrow
I spent my entire life looking for you
Yet the person who accepted me was not true
I hurt everyday from these past years
From the start, my eyes were blinded by tears
I was wrong to believe in my love to be endless
Only regrets and realization that lacks tenderness
My punishment for having so much faith in destiny
My rewards of emptiness in all of humanity
False promises made, all colors in all shades
VERY Nice, VillainousHero! Your poems are full of emotions, expressing of the wrongs that were done to us by people that we thought loved us.
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VERY Nice, VillainousHero! Your poems are full of emotions, expressing of the wrongs that were done to us by people that we thought loved us.
Thank you
In a way I wish I would've backed up all the originals that I wrote to my love.
Before I met her
When I met her
I only have these left...afterwa rds.
I wrote out quite a bit...hundreds . But she tossed them aside. I mean literally. Along with all my life long documents that I was planning to write a book on. That dream...litera lly became a pipe dream.
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Thank you
In a way I wish I would've backed up all the originals that I wrote to my love.
Before I met her
When I met her
I only have these left...afterwa rds.
I wrote out quite a bit...hundreds . But she tossed them aside. I mean literally. Along with all my life long documents that I was planning to write a book on. That dream...litera lly became a pipe dream.
WTFudge?! She sounds evil as f*ck. Sorry! :'( We live and we learn, right? We're smarter now and we'll be able to smell a-holes from miles away. Hopefully you're much happier now! O0 Also, I'm sure you can still write your book. If you were able to write things down before, you can do it again! Keep your head up!
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WTFudge?! She sounds evil as f*ck. Sorry! :'( We live and we learn, right? We're smarter now and we'll be able to smell a-holes from miles away. Hopefully you're much happier now! O0 Also, I'm sure you can still write your book. If you were able to write things down before, you can do it again! Keep your head up!
I've been writing if since I was a teenager. The notes and real life accounts and experiences. Then I had an accident, got amnesia. So as of now, there's now way to recount what's happened in the past and all the documents I've collected. Also sad how Time Life magazine decided to delete those articles I wrote for them afterwards too, when the internet world was transitioning over to blogging and they were seeking to increase a declining traffic.
I don't know, if it's a jealousy thing or a control thing. If I would've completed my book, it would really turn the whole sports of volleyball upside down and destroy and support all the training methods that only the professionals knows about volleyball. If could've been a good thing or a bad thing for volleyball in all aspects. It would've been one of my greatest dream...what it meant to be Hmong and what it meant do an in depth study and analysis of a sport we all love so much for July 4th Hmong American heritage in this country. The credits would've been mine, the originator.
I guess it's gonna be like all things Hmong tradition goes...Lost in time. Because we didn't do a good enough job of documenting it for security and preservation.
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There was a time...
Please don't say those words
Those words that will end everything
Everything we've been through
Through all those times
Times you said Good bye
Times to say Good bye
Times for Good bye
Good bye Good bye...
Please don't say those words
Those words that brings destruction
Destroying my world my world through
Through all those times
Times you said Good bye
Times to say Good bye
Times for Good bye
Good bye Good bye...
Pleased to say these words
These words of a new hope
Hope for a new beginning through
Through all those times
Time I will say Good bye
Times to say Good bye
Times for Good bye
Good bye Good bye...
Pleased to say these words
These words of my lost tears
Tears from my broken heart through
Through all those times
Time I will say Good bye
Times to say Good bye
Times for Good bye
Good bye Good bye...
Please don't say those words
Pleased to say these words
Please don't walk away
Pleased to walk away
Please...pleas ed...please... pleased...
There was a time...there was...a...time ...
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VH, you're a great guy. A gentleman indeed. Any women would be so bless to have you by their side. You know how to carry yourself well among the elders and in public. I know that you will find love in time. A person that can truly appreciate you for the person that you are. I've seen you in the real world and you're a kind gentle soul. ;) I've missed you.
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VH, you're a great guy. A gentleman indeed. Any women would be so bless to have you by their side. You know how to carry yourself well among the elders and in public. I know that you will find love in time. A person that can truly appreciate you for the person that you are. I've seen you in the real world and you're a kind gentle soul. ;) I've missed you.
Ah thanks so much for your kindness.
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To the one that I have been searching for, waiting for, but could not have shared with.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E3WtY4rQ-9Q (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E3WtY4rQ-9Q)
The one two combo by Sarah Brightman
Heaven is Here
Once in a Lifetime
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Those are my two favorite songs from her.
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Those are my two favorite songs from her.
O0 LOL cuz it hits the heart and mind...
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Realize
Real lies
Real eyes see real lies
I realize real eyes see real lies.
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How do we know love?
You won't know beforehand.
You will wonder afterwards.
If you question it, it is not.
If you chase it, it is ever fleeting.
When you reach for it, it is out of reach.
When you grabbed it, it is empty.
How we know love?
In that moment, just that moment.
In that tear drop, suddenly infinity contained.
When you create it, out of nothing.
When you share it, without hesitation.
You know it, without any doubt
You will wonder, how can this be possible
It was here all this time...
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A thousand...
A thousand tears was shed
When one was already enough
A thousand inflicted cuts bled
When one infliction was too much