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Title: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on May 25, 2015, 10:30:18 PM
"Everyone thinks that I have it all
But it's so empty living behind these castle walls
These castle walls
If I should tumble if I should fall
Would any one hear me screaming behind these castle walls
There's no-one here at all, behind these castle walls..."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eMH9XNVedvg (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eMH9XNVedvg)

Back home again...
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on May 26, 2015, 10:59:56 PM
Having a hard time falling asleep; thinking to myself...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x94m407UJSI (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x94m407UJSI)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on May 28, 2015, 11:03:07 PM
I have isolated myself in my success.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7nwO7nbcf1E (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7nwO7nbcf1E)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on May 29, 2015, 10:22:41 AM
Dead star shine, light up the sky
I'm all out of breath, my walls are closing in
Days go by, give me a sign
Come back to the end, the shepherd of the damned

I can feel you falling away
No longer the lost, no longer the same
And I can see you starting to break
I'll keep you alive if you show me the way
Forever and ever the scars will remain
I'm falling apart, leave me here forever in the dark

Daylight dies, blackout the sky
Does anyone care? Is anybody there?
Take this life, empty inside
I'm already dead, I'll rise to fall again

I can feel you falling away
No longer the lost, no longer the same
And I can see you starting to break
I'll keep you alive if you show me the way
Forever and ever the scars will remain
I'm falling apart, leave me here forever in the dark

God, help me, I've come undone
Out of the light of the sun
God, help me, I've come undone
Out of the light of the sun

I can feel you falling away
No longer the lost, no longer the same
And I can see you starting to break
I'll keep you alive if you show me the way
Forever and ever the scars will remain

Give me a sign
There's something buried in the words
Give me a sign
Your tears are adding to the flood

Just give me a sign
There's something buried in the words
Give me a sign
Your tears are adding to the flood

Just give me a sign
There's something buried in the words
Give me a sign
Your tears are adding to the flood

Forever and ever the scars will remain

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sgX4DSNzZao (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sgX4DSNzZao)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on May 30, 2015, 12:17:29 PM
I don't expect for you to understand me.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o_l4Ab5FRwM (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o_l4Ab5FRwM)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on June 02, 2015, 03:58:51 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vBSehQYRP5E (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vBSehQYRP5E)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on June 02, 2015, 05:25:59 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yco-r2Ze_7I (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yco-r2Ze_7I)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on June 04, 2015, 10:48:50 PM
When angels fall with broken wings
I can't give up, I can't give in
When all is lost and daylight ends
I'll carry you and we will live forever, forever

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R9HsVScOYWo (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R9HsVScOYWo)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on June 08, 2015, 10:59:17 PM
A last song for a long while.  Definitely one of my favorite songs and singers.  I was fortunate enough to watch him play this song live.

I feel every word in this song.  I have lived it and breathed it.  We don't always get the things we want in life.  Some of us are even unfortunate and never.  But we can always dream.  Enjoy.

Aaron Lewis
So Far Away
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_PcBMSskhEo (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_PcBMSskhEo)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Sweethoney on June 09, 2015, 12:44:26 AM
A last song for a long while.  Definitely one of my favorite songs and singers.  I was fortunate enough to watch him play this song live.

I feel every word in this song.  I have lived it and breathed it.  We don't always get the things we want in life.  Some of us are even unfortunate and never.  But we can always dream.  Enjoy.

Aaron Lewis
So Far Away
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_PcBMSskhEo (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_PcBMSskhEo)
What's  the meaning  of this  song?  I didn't quiet get it
 Lol
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on June 09, 2015, 12:59:22 AM
What's  the meaning  of this  song?  I didn't quiet get it
 Lol

The song is about struggling and overcoming it all to succeed.  Sometimes life can become so hard that it seems like our goals and dreams are unachievable.  Many heartaches and heartbreaks are bound to be hurdles in achieving those goals and dreams.  But when you reach the place you desire, there resides a fulfillment that only dreamers can understand.
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Sweethoney on June 09, 2015, 01:09:19 AM
The song is about struggling and overcoming it all to succeed.  Sometimes life can become so hard that it seems like our goals and dreams are unachievable.  Many heartaches and heartbreaks are bound to be hurdles in achieving those goals and dreams.  But when you reach the place you desire, there resides a fulfillment that only dreamers can understand.
Ic. Thx  I'm slow tonight.  Thx for sharing,, PH friend
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on July 01, 2015, 07:53:58 PM
The things we do to each other and where we go from here on is all you.  I've done my best but as we know...  Sometimes your best isn't good enough...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RhxELo-uD3c (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RhxELo-uD3c)

Broken Together by Casting Crowns

What do you think about when you look at me
I know were not the fairytale you dreamed we'd be
You wore the veil, you walked the aisle, you took my hand
And we dove into a mystery

How I wish we could go back to simpler times
Before all our scars and all our secrets were in the light
Now on this hallowed ground, we've drawn the battle lines
Will we make it through the night

Its going to take much more than promises this time
Only God can change our minds

Maybe you and I were never meant to be complete
Could we just be broken together
If you can bring your shattered dreams and I'll bring mine
Could healing still be spoken and save us
The only way we'll last forever is broken together

How it must have been so lonely by my side
We were building kingdoms and chasing dreams and left love behind
I'm praying God will help our broken hearts align
And we won't give up the fight
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on July 06, 2015, 11:07:51 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OQXK-HN47zA (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OQXK-HN47zA)

Storm by Lifehouse

How long have I been in this storm?
So overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form
Water's getting harder to tread
With these waves crashing over my head

If I could just see you
Everything would be all right
If I'd see you
This darkness would turn to light

And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
I know everything will be alright
I know everything is alright

I know you didn't bring me out here to drown
So why am I ten feet under and upside down
Barely surviving has become my purpose
Because I'm so used to living underneath the surface

If I could just see you
Everything would be all right
If I'd see you
This darkness would turn to light

And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
And I know everything will be alright

And I will walk on water
And you will catch me if I fall
And I will get lost into your eyes
I know everything will be alright
I know everything is alright

Everything's alright
Yeah, everything's alright
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on July 06, 2015, 11:19:35 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CctCZieAbNU (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CctCZieAbNU)

Pieces by Red

I'm here again
A thousand miles away from you
A broken mess, just scattered pieces of who I am
I tried so hard
Thought I could do this on my own
I've lost so much along the way

Then I see your face
I know I'm finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole

I've come undone
But you make sense of who I am
Like puzzle pieces in your hand,

Then I see your face
I know I'm finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole!

I tried so hard! So hard!
I tried so hard!

Then I see your face
I know I'm finally yours
I find everything I thought I lost before
You call my name
I come to you in pieces
So you can make me whole
So you can make me whole
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on July 09, 2015, 05:14:28 PM
What a day...  spent most of it lost in thought.  Running through my playlist and listening to some jams to help me sort through my thoughts...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_uWb9dyDiZw (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_uWb9dyDiZw)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on July 09, 2015, 05:46:57 PM
I'm starting to see...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AsC8v1XHlus (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AsC8v1XHlus)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on July 09, 2015, 08:09:55 PM
Who let you in?  I know I didn't so you must have climbed it...  It is a very tall wall so you must have monkey genes or something.  :P
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on July 09, 2015, 10:02:09 PM
Only God knows why...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pl5N48kt56k (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pl5N48kt56k)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on July 12, 2015, 09:49:00 AM
Too many Debby Downer songs in these walls...  Time to change it up and believe!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bA7u3c2tCFc (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bA7u3c2tCFc)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on July 12, 2015, 12:51:03 PM
Just stumbled on this song.  It is a well done remix to the original.

Use Somebody by Armin Van Buuren feat. Laura Jansen

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mQzYV4Pu_l4 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mQzYV4Pu_l4)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on July 13, 2015, 04:22:31 AM
Time to get my beast mode on!  The X-Man cometh with death and destruction!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pTjnhS96Nyo (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pTjnhS96Nyo)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on July 15, 2015, 04:22:18 AM
I dedicate this to my impending victory this morning.  Fortune favors the brave!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bK4UP0VyWZ8 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bK4UP0VyWZ8)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on July 17, 2015, 06:13:49 AM
For the boys of Team X.  "X gonna give it to yah."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vkOJ9uNj9EY (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vkOJ9uNj9EY)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on August 02, 2015, 08:32:36 AM
For my little people.  I'm always wishing my best for you.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xz32I_GbpeU (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xz32I_GbpeU)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Uglyyasada on August 04, 2015, 08:01:34 AM
My lullaby for my little people everynight..

I fell in love with them over and over again, never get tire of loving them.. Can't stop loving them little people...heheh ehe..

https://youtu.be/yPw_H2Rm2lM
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on August 04, 2015, 01:28:48 PM
Thanks ladies and great song Yasada.  Gotta love the effects our little people have on us.  Lol.
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Uglyyasada on August 04, 2015, 04:48:33 PM
Thanks ladies and great song Yasada.  Gotta love the effects our little people have on us.  Lol.

I loved mine.. hehehehe..
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on August 04, 2015, 11:41:30 PM
Don't be talking about me!!! I may be little but u have brain. LOL

Lol.  You are too old to be my little people.  But I do have a brain.  It's just very little...  Lol.
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on August 04, 2015, 11:58:57 PM
I loved mine.. hehehehe..

Yeah.  They make us a better person.

I will sing them these songs one day on their special day.

To my special little lady:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D6sw8PioSFA (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D6sw8PioSFA)

You will always be my baby.

To my special little guy:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jVO8sUrs-Pw (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jVO8sUrs-Pw)

One day when "September" ends, I will come home and never leave you again.

Know that I miss you everyday...
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on August 07, 2015, 08:43:04 PM
Super sad song but good none the less so I thought I'd share.  Enjoy and don't cry.  (the video is pretty good too and goes along with the song)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YZlj12vvfYA (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YZlj12vvfYA)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Uglyyasada on August 08, 2015, 11:26:25 AM
omg why your song so sad today?  I almost cry  :-[

you should listen to happy song HOT GUY
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on August 08, 2015, 11:31:15 AM
omg why your song so sad today?  I almost cry  :-[

you should listen to happy song HOT GUY

Okay.  I change it up for you.  ;D

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fYHcc2rKo9M (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fYHcc2rKo9M)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Uglyyasada on August 08, 2015, 11:36:40 AM
Okay.  I change it up for you.  ;D

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fYHcc2rKo9M (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fYHcc2rKo9M)
That's more like it!!! ;D ;D ;D ;D
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Uglyyasada on August 08, 2015, 11:44:28 AM
Super sad song but good none the less so I thought I'd share.  Enjoy and don't cry.  (the video is pretty good too and goes along with the song)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YZlj12vvfYA (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YZlj12vvfYA)

I finished watch the movies too.  It's a sad ending, my heart was aching, I wish it was a more happy ending.  Love makes you dumb and makes you soft. ahahaha :P O0
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on August 08, 2015, 12:40:56 PM
I finished watch the movies too.  It's a sad ending, my heart was aching, I wish it was a more happy ending.  Love makes you dumb and makes you soft. ahahaha :P O0

Yeah.  I don't like sad endings either.  But it's okay if love makes you dumb and soft if you have that right one to share that love with.  ;)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Uglyyasada on August 08, 2015, 01:29:44 PM
Yeah.  I don't like sad endings either.  But it's okay if love makes you dumb and soft if you have that right one to share that love with.  ;)

 ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on August 12, 2015, 07:24:03 PM
Dedicated to that special girl who's waiting somewhere out there for me.  I'll find you someday.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lZp6pmgbZyU (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lZp6pmgbZyU)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Uglyyasada on August 12, 2015, 08:44:08 PM
Hottie,
I hope that, she's already infront of you just waiting for you to grasp on to her   ;)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on August 12, 2015, 08:47:12 PM
Hottie,
I hope that, she's already infront of you just waiting for you to grasp on to her   ;)

If she is in front of me, I'll grab her by the waist and bite her.  That's what I do.  :2funny:
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Uglyyasada on August 12, 2015, 08:49:59 PM
If she is in front of me, I'll grab her by the waist and bite her.  That's what I do.  :2funny:

OOOooo you're the rough kind huh??  ;)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on August 12, 2015, 09:01:24 PM
OOOooo you're the rough kind huh??  ;)

Only the hands are rough.  The rest of me is smooth.  Especially my style.  ;)

Can you dig it?,
The Hot Guy
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Uglyyasada on August 13, 2015, 01:24:25 PM
Only the hands are rough.  The rest of me is smooth.  Especially my style.  ;)

Can you dig it?,
The Hot Guy
Which style is that?
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on August 13, 2015, 04:11:40 PM
Which style is that?

Well I was born in the year of the dog so I would say wolf style.  Lol.  Here is an example:

(https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/236x/5e/3e/37/5e3e378942e627f002c1b1aa3574413e.jpg)

Enjoy,
The Hot Guy
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Uglyyasada on August 13, 2015, 04:18:38 PM
Well I was born in the year of the dog so I would say wolf style.  Lol.  Here is an example:

(https://s-media-cache-ak0.pinimg.com/236x/5e/3e/37/5e3e378942e627f002c1b1aa3574413e.jpg)

Enjoy,
The Hot Guy

LOL, all I can said is SEXY!!!
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on August 13, 2015, 04:23:44 PM
LOL, all I can said is SEXY!!!

Can you see the intensity in my eyes?!  :2funny:

I'm glad you find my humor enjoyable.  ;D

Gettin' my wolf on,
The Hot Guy
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Uglyyasada on August 13, 2015, 04:28:51 PM
Can you see the intensity in my eyes?!  :2funny:

I'm glad you find my humor enjoyable.  ;D

Gettin' my wolf on,
The Hot Guy

I can see the intensity that's in your eyes and the gratification on your face when you finish too  :2funny: :2funny: :2funny: :2funny:

Shall I call you wolf man from now on?? Looks like someone broke you free from your cage! lol
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on August 13, 2015, 04:35:11 PM
I can see the intensity that's in your eyes and the gratification on your face when you finish too  :2funny: :2funny: :2funny: :2funny:

Shall I call you wolf man from now on?? Looks like someone broke you free from your cage! lol

Lol.  Maybe I wanted to get caught?...  :2funny:

But I suppose The Wolf Man would be a good fit too.  ;D  And yes, someone freed me and now I'm just running around like a wild man.  :2funny:

Free like the wind,
The Hot Guy aka The Wolf Man
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on August 25, 2015, 11:23:27 PM
We'll run where lights won't chase us
Hide where love can save us
I will never let you go


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wEp9MCQlAa4 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wEp9MCQlAa4)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on November 17, 2015, 04:49:30 PM
Been practicing this song and sang it for the first time this past Saturday at the karaoke bar and nailed it.  I got quite the standing ovation.  I'll be ready to do some karaoke when I get to MN this December!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f00fgKzRtdo (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f00fgKzRtdo)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on November 18, 2015, 05:53:14 PM
If you should ever find your way back to me, remember that I will stay if you ask me to.  I promise I'll come home one day...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RGLh138m7sA (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RGLh138m7sA)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on November 19, 2015, 11:18:25 PM
"And you're the only one I ever believed in,
The answer that could never be found...
And now I'm banging on the door of an angel...
The moment we decided to let love in"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iA_An4SyQYQ (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iA_An4SyQYQ)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on November 20, 2015, 08:03:04 PM
I like.. O0

I can actually sing that song.  ;)

But I like singing this one more.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KhGYFM5nY3o (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KhGYFM5nY3o)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on November 20, 2015, 08:15:19 PM
Thanks.  ;D
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on November 20, 2015, 08:19:37 PM
Since u r planning on going out, have fun. Dont wanna keep u. Bye.   :)

I'm still eating and I still gotta get ready but thanks for being considerate.
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on November 21, 2015, 04:39:22 PM
"My love is like footsteps in this snow, baby
I follow you everywhere you go, baby
The palest light has come to wake you
But you will never realize
That I inspire the dreams that guide you, baby

I follow the winds that bring the cold, baby
I'll light a fire in your soul, baby
The lightest touch of feathers falling
My love may be invisible
But I inspire the dreams that guide you, baby

You're a half a world away
But in my mind I whisper every single word you say
And before you sleep at night
You pray to me, your lucky star
Your singing satellite
Your singing satellite, your satellite
Your singing satellite
You're half a world away"

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SuO8ATzB_1Q (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SuO8ATzB_1Q)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on November 23, 2015, 08:26:25 AM
Will you be waiting for me when I finally come home?...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6RhWuyffcAg (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6RhWuyffcAg)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on November 25, 2015, 10:50:48 AM
I saw a movie not to long ago and it made me think a lot about you and I.

Is it possible for the both of us to come together and live a normal life?  I want to make the leap but I want to know that somewhere you feel the same...

"If I risk it all
Could you break my fall?

How do I live? How do I breathe?
When you're not here I'm suffocating
I want to feel love, run through my blood
Tell me is this where I give it all up?
For you I have to risk it all..."

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=auXMPle74To (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=auXMPle74To)
Title: Re: My Walls
Post by: Darksyde on June 30, 2016, 10:25:17 AM
For you...

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=bDmzGLrdjxQ