yeah yeah...I used to keep a journal. It was very therapeutic for me. And when I was abroad it was my life-almost. I blogged just about everywhere as well. However, in the last few years I've actually "dropped" my pen and haven't really bothered to "write".
In retrospect things have been mediocre in the past few years. Yes, things could be a TON better...but some things I just can't control. I've come to find myself analyzing a lot (just part of my personality as well) and many of the times it's really depressing. However, I can't let things get to me...especiall
y now. So I have to knock through these "walls" and get through it all. I could sit and moan and cry about it (and at times I do) but luckily I have great ppl around me who luv and support me.
In the past year I've really come to know myself and discover who I really am. I've grown a lot and I've still more growing to do. I'm not that little girl who would just sit and take the jabs. Now, I'll freakin' look u in the eyes and not only blatantly tell you what I think of you but if need be, I'll counter u with a nice upper cut! "Kapow!" Take that b|tch! Now step aside please...watch it with the blood...it's a new coat mang!
So yes, I'm as luvly as luvly can be!