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Online Journal / we belong to the moon

« on: April 26, 2022, 11:46:36 PM »

I am so tired. Feel alone. Cannot describe the utter insanity of being here alone, day after day, night after night, stuck with only my thoughts for company. I am so sick of myself. For the first time in my life I feel the weight of a pointless life dragging everyone else down. The pond is dark and still before me with only a single leaf drifting on its surface. Sometimes an insect may land on it for temporary relief and I think to myself, even that leaf has purpose.