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Online Journal / Re: The Not so private Diary of JonniJacco
« on: November 23, 2023, 12:41:39 PM »
I walked out of the grocery store, and the car next to me is actually the same color,make, model as my "other" car. I was like hmm, did I drive car 1 or car 2...haha I should of taken a picture of it and show it to the wife and accused her of stalking me...lols

me and the wife are not "officially" married. maybe if we have children one day..or we both make too much and get taxed too high..lols

The Single & Dating Scenes / Re: This Police Officer is "hella jealous"!!!
« on: November 23, 2023, 12:16:23 PM »
envy is okay, but jealousy is a crime. haha I can't help it, i try to lay low but I stick out like a bright light...lols

she would probably still be lost or worst if she was still a Nguyen or Yang or something Asian sounding..lols

General Discussion / Re: Becareful out there men!!!
« on: November 23, 2023, 12:04:24 PM »
legend has it that woman is still looking for the younger woman in those photos.

there's probably more white folks with tacomas than Asians where im at..haha

General Discussion / Re: Happy thanksgiving
« on: November 23, 2023, 11:48:32 AM »
Happy thanks for nothing day yalls..lols

Online Journal / Re: The Not so private Diary of JonniJacco
« on: November 11, 2023, 06:51:44 PM »
I was probably 23-24 at the time. It was probably 8 in the morning on a Saturday. I walked up to the casino entrance and the security guard asked for my I.D. I gave it to him and he gave me a double look as he look at the I.D. He makes a bold claim "I know this isn't you, you look 16. I only had 50 bucks on me to test my luck and I could of just turned around and left but I insisted, it really is me and I really am 22. or 23. He radio someone, I suppose someone high rank in the casino. He comes out, work a suit and had shades on. He looks at my I.D, hand it back to me, and told me I'm welcome to go inside. I went inside, put my 50 bucks in a random slot machine, and within 2 minutes I walked out. lols. Only I thought I should take the other exit out so I don't run into the security guard who didn't want me to go inside in the first place. Only to bump into him on my way out. I guess after the incident with me, he was moved to the other entrance. we kind of look at each other, me trying or hoping to give him the impression I wasn't mad or anything although I felt like he took it I was annoyed. while he was giving me the impression he was just doing his job while probably thinks I hate his guts now.

early on my disastrous gambling career, I thought of this incident quite often. I said to myself many times, maybe that security guard only meant well, didn't want me to get into debt, struggling with gambling addiction and what not. Admittedly that was years later when I really dug myself into a deep hole..haha

Anyway, I studied the games, I looked for loopholes, weaknesses, strong patterns and consistencies. And I mean I literally studied, trial and error every second that I was free. They all tell me the same thing, it's all luck, it's all random. What these people don't know is, even in randomness and luck, there are traits, patterns and probabilities. Old wise man once told me "there's a trick to everything" and it stuck with me eversince. Subconsicouly I knew there has to be tricks and tips. And folks, i tell people all the time, if you want to be a consistent winning gambler, it's going to take 10-20 years of serious studying, resiliency, and maybe years of getting into debt before you figure it out. haha Nobody is going to give out what they know freely. I've been offer in the 6 digit amount before to teach and coach. I decline it all. Said it's nothing personal but what I had to go through to be able to turn the tables and machines in my favor is too sentimental to me..haha

disclaimer: this article is for pure entertainment- do not take any words seriously in the article. or vlog rather..lols.. .I do not encourage, support, or influence gambling. I've seen and been in the worst cases scenarios due to bad gambling choices. In then end of the road, I'm just as wealthy and or poor like everyone else who works to survive.

Online Journal / Re: The Not so private Diary of JonniJacco
« on: October 20, 2023, 11:56:10 PM »
A Hmong father's sad love story:

I was 17-18-ish. Just got my driver's license. My old man asked me to drive him south to Fresno, CA to see his first wife's younger sister. I was like uhhh say what? why? but then When my mother was like, yeah your father married someone before he married me, he loves her dearly, but she passed away early. So why would dad want to go see his former sister n law for? You don't get it, it's a Hmong thing back in the days. Your dad was not only very close to his first wife, but to her whole family.  This is her first time visiting the US, so it only makes sense that he goes to show his respect that her sister is still in his heart. But Mother, you're okay with all this? Just take him.

we got to Fresno, it was more like the outskirts where they did a lot of farming. We got to the place, and first thing my father and his former sister n law did was greeted each other and my father has one of his hand on her shoulder, while she has one of her arms on his shoulder. Not sure if that was a Hmong thing back then, or if its just how the elders "hug" someone after many years. My pap is probably one of the strongest person I know mentally. But that was the first time I ever saw him with watery eyes.

after about 3 hours of them catching up, my father was ready to say goodbye to his former sister n law. On the drive back, my father told me the time he was madly in love with someone. I didn't asked much for details, just that his first wife passes away shortly after they marry. Years later, I brought up the subject again, this time with my mother. She said, my father not only lost his first wife that day, but what would had been his first child as well.

That was the only time I ever shed a tear or two as a grown man...lols

well, I think what made that day I took my pap down to see his former sister n law even more emotional, was now I realize, thinking back, they both knew, it may be the last time they see each other. Hmong customary, former brother n law and former sister n law shouldn't keep in touch..lols not only that, the pain and memory is too much to bear.

the longest I was at a Job was 8 years. raises was like 5-10 cents every 6 months. and if you don't remind them, they'll pretend they forgot..lols I knew I was getting shortchanged, but I was naive and thought, I really feel like family here, the pay sucks but the boss is cool and the co-workers are nice..I probably wont find better people elsewhere...It wasn't until I realize okay, maybe the owner set a tone. a family friendly vibe, everyone gets along, they're not on your tail every second but they pay you  crumbs...haha so yeah...i since learn how business work sometimes..if they don't want to or can't afford to pay you your worth either because they are cheap or they simply cannot afford to, they treat you well- to keep you staying. if they are paying you what they deem better than average, they will make you miserable for it unless you meet their standards, usually you have to be a jackass and be a jackass to those you s

yeah..I know casino workers like dealer's, housekeepers, are some of the lowest paying workers, comparing pay to revenue, it's beyond greedy and stingy...lols

ahh the Maloofs. I've never ran into them, but I heard from several people that when they own the Kings and if they were in town they just go to normal places and act like normal people..haha an old friend said one of the Maloofs often dropped off his suits for dry cleaning at his parent's dry cleaning store. no entourage, no bodyguard, just him and his regular nothing too fancy bmw or mercedes. haha

Online Journal / Re: The Not so private Diary of JonniJacco
« on: October 20, 2023, 08:15:27 PM »
I have not gone to the feed store in ages. But my parents are out on a little vacation. The first since the covid thing. She called me a couple days ago if I can tend her chickens for the weekend. I got to my parents house, and headed out to check on the chickens. I look inside the shed and boy, she only one bag of feed left. So I was thinking, I'm off today, I kind of missed driving down that country road to the local feed store. Well, it use to be a lot more country 20 years ago..lols nonetheless it was a nice trip on memory lane. When I got there, a worker asked me if I used to know his Pap..He goes into a little more details where they use to live, and how I would visit his pap every now and then. I then hilariously said to him " oh you're were the son that one time I dropped off a rooster for your pap while he wasn't home, I turned around 30 minutes later when I realized I dropped off the wrong rooster, and when you went out to go get the rooster for me, I can tell you sparred him for a quick few minutes. he had a blemish or two and a few ruffled feathers" And then he was like yeah that's me..that rooster was a badass, killed the other rooster in just a few seconds...I was a little upset at the time, but we both laughed our asses off for a minute..I then kind of knew already, but I asked anyway, is your pap still kicking or has he gone to a better place...he passed away quite a while back..great guy. hardworking. we were chicken true buddies..haha

anyway, I don't think I'll ever raise chickens again. I just no longer have any interest, but its more like I don't ever wanna get too attached to something I might just get carried away again...lols

Online Journal / Re: The Not so private Diary of JonniJacco
« on: October 20, 2023, 12:35:16 AM »
I have to be honest but I am nervous with the kind of weather we've been having. It's still warm as heck. I don't even remember the last year where we actually have a real autumn season. Where leaves turn colors and pile up the streets. In the past 10-15 years, it's like we just go straight from summer to Winter with the leaves still green and only fall off due to the occasional high winds or rain. lols This year it felt like Summer left for a week only, and return. Something is wrong with our planet or it's going to be a very very different world in a few more several millions of years if it still exists. I told her, we need to treat everyday like its our last together cus this is what they really mean by being under the weather..lols

first guy handled everything like a boss..He's probably a very successful dude to handle it that well. Most people who's not happy with their life or something would had slap all the saliva out of that store manager's and lady cop's mouth..lols

Online Journal / Re: The Not so private Diary of JonniJacco
« on: October 14, 2023, 12:05:50 AM »
from my personal experience women in general don't like Sigmas for very long...haha

women fall crazy in love with Sigmas at first. but it's because of the mysterious aura he gives off. Once she realize that the sigma male is actually a very simple, lonely and boring person, despite his interesting mind and ways of thinking, to maybe his interesting past to uhh his striking handsomenss LOLS- that's when she start to lose interest because a Sigma's ultimate goal is to live in peace and quiet. be simple and boring. And most women doesn't want to live like that. He doesn't want a lot of attention, but most women needs attention. As they say, women actually has bigger egos than men..lols Sigma males with several life experiences will only then know they will need a Sigma female, but they also know how hard it would be to find one since they are even more rare, so most Sigmas don't ever marry. And tot hem that's okay too.

I found me a sigma female, or close to it...lols so I guess I'm either the luckier one, or not as lucky one..cuz again, Sigma desire to be alone and are extreme solitary in nature.

My wife can vouch for me. we still have our own seperate rooms and half the time sleep in our own room. it's only when we both watch too many horror movies do we spend the night in our joint bedroom..lols. I even built a wanna be tiny home so I can still have some space and privacy when my energy lelvel is other words I still need a lot of personal space..lols... sometimes we talk early first thing int he morning, and right before bed and that'it..haha..duri ng the day, even if we're both in the house, there's really no talking it's not because I always claimed she always give me the silent treatment, but its because it's just the way we both are in nature..lols but when we do talk, sometimes it can be for hours...lols

i told her, we need to stay true to ourselves. we've been making too many friends and letting them into our lives too easily. we need to start testing our friends, and weed out the ones who is not looking for life long genuine friendships. lols..j/k like said before, you just gotta keep some distance, dont get too close or comfortable, and vice versa, don't let them get too close and comfortable with us. haha

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