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General Discussion / Re: Charms, trinkets and other stuff to ward off evil spirits

« on: February 06, 2018, 03:11:38 PM »

digging up the past we learn about their beliefs and myths and apply science to understand. the only way humans have every moved forward is because of logical reasoning, people like newton darwin. why do you choose to live in the stone age? 

I guess you're going to have to go back to BCE era to dig up reasons and apply science to understand.... teehehe!

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General Discussion / Re: Charms, trinkets and other stuff to ward off evil spirits

« on: February 06, 2018, 01:44:44 PM »

people have faith and beliefs because they don't understand science. for example, many thought that meteors were plagues and bad omens. we know that isn't true. many others like you and people in here should understand that we are not living in the BCE era and move into the 21 century, for the sake of the children and the future. 

21st century is digging up BCE era to learn about the what can be "of" the future...so I would say, you do you and be mindful.

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General Discussion / Re: Charms, trinkets and other stuff to ward off evil spirits

« on: February 06, 2018, 12:30:50 PM »

I don't know how to pray but I've tried praying.  i usually just call for god to help doesn't work though, do you think its because you need to know how to pray? My FIL once told me to not put my faith in too many things or else the results im looking for will never work 100%. Do you think this is true? I've tried fighting this thing but it never gives up sadly.

Praying will not help you if you don't believe in it. 

You need to first learn about why people have beliefs and why they have faith in those beliefs.  It's not something that you can just say and do because it worked for someone else.  Your heart needs to be genuine, honest, and loyal. 

You will meet a lot of people who will tell you what works for them and certainly it does because they believe in it and they don't give up on it.  You may not know the depths of their beliefs but listen to how they express themselves and you might just learn why it works for them.  Think of it this way, if you cannot explain to yourself why something is not working for you, then maybe it's because you don't believe in it.

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General Discussion / Re: Charms, trinkets and other stuff to ward off evil spirits

« on: February 06, 2018, 12:12:20 PM »

Allright, now that I'm on a computer..


Years and years of being attacked...


Yes it is still scary everytime....

But you know what?  When you "wake up" during the attack, you're actually still asleep.  After a while you start being aware of the whole situation. 

Yes, it looks just like your room...everyth ing is there and it makes you believe that you are actually awake but you're not...


Many of times in my later years now, during the attack's I'm aware that I'm not awake, even though I look around and can't move etc etc.. You're actually not awake.

So I'm not sure how it actually all works.. sometimes even you think your eyes are wide open.. and maybe they are, but I guess it is possible to recieve signals into your eyes still being asleep with your eyes awake and your brain is just trying to make sense of it all.

Who knows..

But from my experiences, like I said, even though you feel like you're awake and everything looks exactly like in your room, you're actually still asleep "dreaming" it.

Maybe i'm wrong and I'm sure Ill be wrong but like I said, there have been a lot of times later in my years  that I'm aware that it's just a dream.

And it's still scary, and yes I still "fight" it...

Thats why I said the other day I was suplexing and doing wrestling moves on whaterver was happening to me. 

Just ended up taking control of my dream and yeah doing all of that.

If you wanna talk about it!  You know what to do!  Hook me up with a hottie and we'll talk!

Don't believe in what I say but at least have an open mind.

It is your spirit that is awake and what you see is real.  Your physical body does not need to be awake for you to have sight. 

You have to want to learn about it.  Almost like..."accepting" that you have sleep paralysis and not be afraid of it.  The more you are afraid of it, the more you are likely to have it.  All the negative energy you put on will accumulate and escalate your physical body to weaken.  You will be at your most vulnerable when you lose control of your waken life.

Don't be afraid.  Continue to fight and you will learn you have strength in a form you never knew you could.

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The Game Room / Re: Overwatch

« on: February 05, 2018, 02:01:01 PM »

"Never stop fighting for what you believe in." - Ana Amari

My family and I play together for fun and to keep in touch because everyone's got a life and doing their own thing.  It's nice to have something in common and enjoy together.


/loveanaamari
/mymain

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Anything Goes / Re: One Thing About You, Everyday!

« on: February 02, 2018, 05:37:15 PM »

There are more existing worlds than the world we know but it is a preference on which one we like to visit.

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General Discussion / Re: Charms, trinkets and other stuff to ward off evil spirits

« on: February 02, 2018, 02:27:29 PM »

The only way to defeat the sleep paralysis is to learn about it, face it, and fight it.

You are afraid of it because you have no background knowledge of why you are having it.  You need to take control of your well-being (physically, mentally, and spiritually).  Look deeper into your daily routine, lifestyle, food consumption, and family/friend relationships.  Detach yourself from toxic relationships, toxic food, or control your finances so its not deteriorating your conditions.  Learn to love yourself and treat yourself with care...real love.

For example:

Stress can cause you to have hormone imbalance (men and women).  It will trigger your body to store fat and possibility of extreme tiredness.  Just even things like that will make your physically body weaken and worsen your mental health.  Overall, it can cause your body to function differently than what it should be doing such as triggering you to lose sleep at night.  Your stress will challenge you in your dream-state (mentally) and may simply flip your dream into a sleep paralysis.  Your fear of sleep paralysis will cause you to lose control of your waken-life.  As we know, lack of sleep will cause you to lose focus, body fatigue, and if careless...dep ression.

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I've suffered from sleep paralysis since I was a young child and I always thought I was the only one feeling, hearing, and seeing things differently.  As a child, spiritually... I was afraid of these sleep paralysis simply because I didn't know why it kept on happening to me.  When I was fourteen, I was up late playing games online and I heard my brother making noises in his sleep.  I went to wake him up and he started punching me.  My other two brothers got up to hold him back. A couple seconds in restraining him, he calmed down and explained to us that he was already woken but he saw this entity trying to imitate as my figure why he was persistent in trying to hit "it."  It was only then, that I realize I wasn't alone in this state of weridness.

The next day, in a dream...I had a visitor and it was sitting at the end of my mother's sewing machine.  It was completely a white figure wrapped up with its long sharped arms.  It didn't speak nor stare but it made its presence known.  I paid no attention to its reasons but instead demand it to leave immediately or I would lightening strike its head off.  Right then and there, I woke up right after.

Since that day to the present, I've gone through series of revelations and have equipped my heart as a warrior.  I've always known that spiritually I'm pretty strong-willed and should I fall into a sleep paralysis, I'm equipped to fight.  However, there is an inbalance in my waken-life...because physically I'm weak to the environment I'm born into and mentally still trying to educate myself of "the way of life."

It is very complex and complicated to explain.  Life will happen and when it does, it reveals insights of the philosophical world-view of the reality you live in.  The reality that is you.

 
/thinkpositive
/dontgiveup
/love
/fight

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Anything Goes / Re: One Thing About You, Everyday!

« on: January 30, 2018, 03:35:23 PM »

I'm so happy to have so many little ones who confides in me.  It truly is a blessing and the best part is knowing they trust.

/goodvibes

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Anything Goes / Re: One Thing About You, Everyday!

« on: January 08, 2018, 05:40:21 PM »

My mind lately:

It's only a fantasy but even a fantasy is real for it to even exist and be known as a fantasy...

If you believe it, it is real... 

It is reality...

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Anything Goes / Re: One Thing About You, Everyday!

« on: January 07, 2018, 06:01:15 PM »

How to recreate the world we live in...

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Anything Goes / Re: One Thing About You, Everyday!

« on: December 02, 2017, 12:08:09 PM »

nice dolls. do you sell them as well?

I do not sell them.  I'm just a noobsauce that likes to use my imagination and craft the beautiful things I see in my life. 


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Whenever I dream that I am falling (which is quite a lot in my past)...oh...how my body aches as I return back to reality.  I cannot recall the last time I dreamed about falling but today it happened again and I had anticipated the pain but then it didn't happen.  I was actually soaring.  The first time ever...I felt like an actual shape-shifting mythical druid...like my character in WoW which I do not play anymore.  I mean, com'on, how AWESOME is that!!!  The badass vibe was real.

This morning as I was making breakfast, I kept thinking about the last couple of dreams earlier in the last two weeks which is pretty scary!

In one of the dream, I had set a large bowl of food for two black dogs.  One of them was fine but the other one kept staring at me.  I could sense that the one staring wanted to attack me even after other dog warned him with a bark.  The one staring didn't listen and launched at my face with a ferocious bite as I blocked its white shark teeth with my right arm.  The bite did not penetrate through my skin so I snatched both sides of its jaw and ripped the sh!at out of it!

I guess you can't spread your wings and fly if you can't put up a fight.


/whatarethesedreams

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Anything Goes / Re: One Thing About You, Everyday!

« on: November 27, 2017, 02:05:21 PM »

sunrain, if you're a teen i can only think about the wonders inside you and how innocently naive you are. if you're an adult, i'm frighteningly terrified.

Better be frighten...onc e I get my mana...jk

Actually, I'm just an ol'granny trying to plant seeds of happiness so that happiness can be shared in a flower...

Truth is...I'm just an ol'witch, period.


/sigh
/life
/lifeofanoldwitch

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I've always loved and can never wait until this time of the season.  This is the time of festive holidays rolling around and the Hmong New Year celebrations are filled with sweet sound of silver tinkling and flashing vibrant colors.  Today, I still proudly wear Hmong clothes my mother sewn for me and all the silvers that she proudly work hard for. 

This year, I spent some November evenings creating and crafting beautiful Hmong outfits for my dolls to represent the beautiful Hmong outfits my mother sewn for me.

Nyob Zoo Xyoo Tshiab...

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Anything Goes / Re: One Thing About You, Everyday!

« on: November 21, 2017, 02:48:18 PM »

The more I read about mana, chi, ki, prana, ashe, num...even the "force" of Obi-Wan Kenobi...it just gets deeper and deeper....

/Ineedmana

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General Relationship / Re: Marrying someone with a different faith???

« on: November 06, 2017, 01:28:11 PM »

You should really dive deep into understanding why you believe in your religion/beliefs that you do.  It is only when you truly or want to understand it from a different perspective and dimensions will you know how far you can go to be there with another person (family members, spouse, children, bf/gf, etc.)

Someone can be very deep into their beliefs because through their experiences, they have crossed boundaries, barriers, obstacles, and have witness miracles.  Whatever their experiences may be, try to understand it even if you don't practice it.  Try to learn about it, even if you disagree with it. 

Everyone is their own individual and they decipher different meanings from the same things.  Life is a mystery and to some people, it is worth living to discover the mystery of life.

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Anything Goes / Re: One Thing About You, Everyday!

« on: October 17, 2017, 02:26:36 PM »

Lately, I've been having a lot of lucid dreams.  It is quite a beautiful experience and an adventure.