The Not so private Diary of JonniJacco

[JonniJacko]

Dear Delilah, How's it like in NYC.....

I know you, I know you weren't always that way. Many have came and gone in your life, few left blessings, and more leave damages. I know you are better than this. I hope you find the peace and healing you need. May you find your true essence again. There is always room for forgiveness. After all, everything happens for a reason. You got this. You will rise again.

[JonniJacko]

How you think makes how you feel, how you feel, makes how you act. Think positive, my friend. If it's not an option, then take a long nap and try again.

[JonniJacko]

I was in a huge building, somewhere in the Heavens....Whe re the Divines was counseling troubled souls. I'm not sure why I was there, but I woke up with a reality that hit me hard. As I was exiting out of this humongous building, I saw someone who looked like it was Mr. Ebenezer Scrooge.

He was arguing with a divine counselor, and I heard the counselor said the following to MacScrooge. "Life is or was never about you, but you were always about life. Start today, make a difference in the world. In the end, what good is it, to have everything, but done nothing for the world......... .....

I dunno....but I suppose in a way, we naturally feel good when we do something good for someone who actually appreciates it.haha Maybe we are indeed all Just "ONE"

But I gotta stop sleeping during the days....I always wake up from it feeling like I just got back in my body.....LOL

[JonniJacko]

It's the most wonderful time of the year. Whether you get to spend it with friends, families or someone special or alone, it's a time to be reminded that the best things in life- Money cannot buy.....Cheris h the moments and remember that at the end of the day, it's not the gifts, but the thoughts, the moment, the presence of genuine love...Because after that, it's back to the grind and primal instincts. Christmas only come once a year. Make it count. lol

[JonniJacko]

My sister drove me to the clinic. My primary doctor was out for the day, so another doctor took a look at my eyes. She asked me how many times I'm putting the drops in my eyes a day. I said, 3 drops in each eye once a day. She look at me sternly, and said "Sweety, the directions said one drop in each eye every six hours no more than 3 times a day. Your eyes are dilated. hahaha

My sister drove me back home, and said, "dude you gotta learn to listen, you can't always do things your way, you know people mistakenly overdose on medicines and stuffs"...I said, I don't regret anything...LOL She then goes on to say "Bobby thinks you're like the coolest most badass uncle ever, you better change or he's staying far away from you"....haha

I pretended to be offended and said to my sister "you know, all you siblings think I"m this bad guy, bad role model, but the truth is I"m actually too nice..I put everyone first, and that's the real reason why I'm in last place....Maybe bobby thinks Im a super hero, not a villain...mayb e get with the program, teach them the real world now, don't wait and make the same mistakes parents made...and didn't prepare us for the real world"....She said, "we all turn out fine, but you....you're not special"...I said "you're not the middle child you dont know"

she knew I wasn't serious, but she took it serious anyway and to the heart...LOL oops dang it..never tell a parent how to be a parent..doh... ..WHen I got out of the car, I said, sorry, then I hilariously attempted to say you know "I love you guys all and would die for anyone of you in a instant if I have to" seriously...bu t failed miserably...Sh e look straight ahead trying hard not to laugh....but something tells me... she knows I mean it and that I got a point.. hahaha