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Title: To be written
Post by: shootingstar on July 31, 2012, 06:08:12 PM
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Post by: shootingstar on August 02, 2012, 10:58:19 PM
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Post by: shootingstar on August 07, 2012, 12:02:22 AM
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Post by: shootingstar on August 28, 2012, 11:32:22 PM
I have a  deeply long  kept confession, I don't know if it's a good idea to let it out. It wouldn't matter on both ends, but I'm so confused.
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Post by: shootingstar on September 08, 2012, 08:07:43 PM
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Post by: shootingstar on September 10, 2012, 07:12:33 PM
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Post by: shootingstar on September 23, 2012, 10:29:48 PM
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Post by: shootingstar on September 27, 2012, 05:20:14 PM
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Post by: shootingstar on October 01, 2012, 02:06:38 PM
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Post by: shootingstar on October 16, 2012, 10:13:40 AM
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Post by: shootingstar on October 18, 2012, 11:29:40 AM
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Post by: shootingstar on October 25, 2012, 04:37:58 PM
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Post by: aneen on October 29, 2012, 01:43:13 AM
I know I was mysterious, but you gave up  .

Why be mysterious? Being open and honest may have been key things the other person was looking for and being "mysterious" could have seemed .. too coy?
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Post by: shootingstar on October 29, 2012, 02:44:12 AM
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Title: Thoughts from a keyboard
Post by: shootingstar on October 29, 2012, 02:49:10 AM
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Post by: shootingstar on December 01, 2012, 02:35:02 AM
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Post by: shootingstar on March 16, 2013, 06:00:52 PM
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Post by: shootingstar on April 09, 2013, 09:29:40 PM
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Post by: shootingstar on April 10, 2013, 06:03:15 PM
Sitting here at work pondering  what should I do . Take the risk or loss . For it will never be balanced nor the same again. I don't know why I'm thinking of this. Forgive my cruel heart for either decisions.
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Post by: Suav on April 10, 2013, 06:22:44 PM
What kind of risks?
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Post by: shootingstar on April 11, 2013, 11:39:53 AM
What kind of risks?


It's just between my heart and I .
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Post by: Suav on April 11, 2013, 11:51:09 AM
I've used my heart to guide me numerous times. And numerous times my heart's guidance have failed me.

I kept trusting my heart. It has led me to someone.

That someone made me realize that sometimes the best thing to every happen to you is having your prayers unanswered.


It's just between my heart and I .
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Post by: shootingstar on April 11, 2013, 12:11:09 PM
I've used my heart to guide me numerous times. And numerous times my heart's guidance have failed me.

I kept trusting my heart. It has led me to someone.

That someone made me realize that sometimes the best thing to every happen to you is having your prayers unanswered.



I'm not praying or anything. It's based on a decision. There is truth that sometimes one's heart may lead to failure and I don't want that  :(  but that's all there is to follow is the heart. It may bring me together  or break me.
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Post by: Suav on April 11, 2013, 12:25:34 PM
Ever wished you can have things in the past work out? Or for an ex to take you back? Those were some of the things I was referring to when I mentioned unanswered prayers.

I don't want to face failure too. Failure is likely going to come along the way.

But failure makes us stronger as individuals. Those who have known defeat and have found their way out of the depths are people who I praise.

I found this on someone's FB: "These persons have a appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern"


I'm not praying or anything. It's based on a decision. There is truth that sometimes one's heart may lead to failure and I don't want that  :(  but that's all there is to follow is the heart. It may make bring me together  or break me.
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Post by: shootingstar on April 11, 2013, 01:30:38 PM
Ever wished you can have things in the past work out? Or for an ex to take you back? Those were some of the things I was referring to when I mentioned unanswered prayers.

I don't want to face failure too. Failure is likely going to come along the way.

But failure makes us stronger as individuals. Those who have known defeat and have found their way out of the depths are people who I praise.

I found this on someone's FB: "These persons have a appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern"


I let the past be as it is. Failure does help make one stronger and wiser. However it isn't something that one will like to endure over and over again because it'll be a contradiction. Thanks for sharing the quote.
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Post by: shootingstar on April 12, 2013, 01:37:32 PM
Happy Friday. The weather is great, but the heart is not at ease. Sunshine come many more days.
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Post by: shootingstar on April 15, 2013, 03:25:09 PM
Thought about you again today.

Working on my calendar and I'm excited for the upcoming spring and summer plans. P.S. New changes too!
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Post by: shootingstar on April 22, 2013, 06:31:07 PM
Stay with me a little longer, time flys by when I'm with you. I don't want to freeze time, but I want all the seconds and minutes with you.
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Post by: shootingstar on April 24, 2013, 02:45:45 PM
As the wind blew my hair across my face, you gently moved it to the side and said to me "This was once the face I knew".
 
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Post by: shootingstar on May 06, 2013, 03:42:50 PM
Cross my thoughts
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Post by: shootingstar on May 08, 2013, 11:46:56 AM
Dazing again......... .........

 I want to take a long walk with you... Only down an endless path.



Work, work,work can't believe I'm living just to work, but my work is not as hard as other so i should be thankful.Wishe d I lived to only  enjoy the world.
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Post by: shootingstar on May 16, 2013, 05:33:54 PM
So many questions unanswered. Two paths. Confused.

I have a headache today. Can't wait for my days off. Time is flying by, but can't avoid all the tangled. Waiting for the day to breathe a sigh of relief.
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Post by: shootingstar on June 10, 2013, 03:57:29 PM
A change of heart.
 
Today

So much on my mind.I can feel it being a busy week already. Time is flying by too  fast that I'm loosing track of the days.I wish it would slow down a little bit.
 
Surprised the weather was beautiful today. Darn me, got all bundled up heading out this morning. Mother nature, please dont trick me anymore because I'm so ready for summer.
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Post by: shootingstar on June 11, 2013, 05:54:08 PM
Memories...... .how I yearn for some of them to come to life again.

I missed the many many many past days ago.

Daisies and you.
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Post by: shootingstar on June 12, 2013, 04:27:08 PM
http://youtu.be/uLqJjuv9vak (http://youtu.be/uLqJjuv9vak)
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Post by: shootingstar on June 17, 2013, 11:36:51 AM
Back to work already.  Don't feel like doing anything. Crappy Mode.


Dazing again...

Renewing old times.

You and Me . 

I have not forgotten about you, in fact I miss you.

 
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Post by: shootingstar on June 21, 2013, 06:02:11 PM
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Post by: shootingstar on June 26, 2013, 05:05:29 PM
It's a beautiful day!!!!!


You
And
Me
 :-*   

http://youtu.be/h4UBl8jV-Jc (http://youtu.be/h4UBl8jV-Jc)
Title: Re: To be written
Post by: shootingstar on June 28, 2013, 12:27:42 PM
It's friday!!!
 
And it's special.

I run to you baby.

http://youtu.be/Rs38lKxmtI4 (http://youtu.be/Rs38lKxmtI4)
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Post by: shootingstar on July 12, 2013, 02:41:17 PM
Another Friday!!!!  I miss you :-*


New changes! Im super duper excited.  I'm in Decor Mode!

I'm where I want to be at the moment. Just a little fix here and there then Ill be fully content... well maybe.


Dazing......

i hate typing out reports! Gonna go blind when I return back to work! Thank goodness it's Friday !



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Post by: shootingstar on August 07, 2013, 04:32:34 PM

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Post by: shootingstar on September 09, 2013, 01:23:01 PM
I am strong.

http://youtu.be/j-fWDrZSiZs (http://youtu.be/j-fWDrZSiZs)
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Post by: shootingstar on September 16, 2013, 03:34:39 PM
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Post by: shootingstar on September 20, 2013, 12:03:31 PM
Been a long week and finally Friday. Today is different, not feeling good as usual. . Been thinking so much. Disappointed, speechless, and torn. Gonna be a long day at work.... Blah

I miss us.

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Tshuav ntaus yam xav hais rau koj es  lub siab thiaj kaj.

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Post by: shootingstar on November 13, 2013, 02:17:46 PM
Beautiful day!!! I'm excited about wrapping the year with  the upcoming breaks and family reunion.



In the the mean time........
 
I miss the love of my life  :-*



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Post by: shootingstar on December 23, 2013, 06:02:51 PM
The year is ending! It has been good and bad to me. At least, I accomplished a few things. 2014 be good to me please.Anyways, I can hardly wait for my vaca! Wont have to worry about paper work, lesson plans and projects!  So ready to free my mind, body, and soul.



Pondering....


Nothing will change this heart .............. .nothing...... .......it was  over .............. .......let it be 

My heart is elsewhere and its in a good place.


http://youtu.be/zidh0Ekr2v8 (http://youtu.be/zidh0Ekr2v8)