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Creative Corner => Online Journal => Topic started by: FarewellMyConcubine on June 21, 2014, 01:12:04 PM
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Some where over the rainbow where the sun and moon meets, their short romance stood still frozen in memories. Two undeniable lovers watches and catches a glimpse of the other before disappearing.
Farewell my concubine. I watched you in endlessly, imaging-the possibilities, but all one could hope for faded like the morning fog. Our golden years lasted shorter than the thought of buying you a ring. All one can endure, the built stamina finally put to good use. We had my moments, but like all good things must come to an end.
Somewhere over the rainbow where the grass is greener, I hope our well being will bloom like the magical flower blooming once every ten years.
Farewell my concubine.
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Beautiful. Somewhere over the rainbow where heaven touches the end of the earth, new hopes reborn again.
Even if it was for seconds, mins, hours, the thought of seeing each other brings the heart back to the time when his heart was filled with the rush of butterflies. The thought of hope is better than no hope at all. Hope is what keeps us going.
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I used to wait and save my best for the important day, but it never came or if it did then it came late. I lost many opportunities, but with each year passing, I realized change was necessary. Maybe if I didnt save my all for that important day that never came and gave my best every day then great things would have emerge.
Farewell, I've learned to better myself.
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When she came. I had left. When I came she was gone. Where do you find someone you don't know. All you have is her picture and a name. What if your search led you to something great, better than the girl in the picture. Do I say farewel to the girl in the photo?
When time was still important, everything goes by in an instant, but when we said our farewell, time slowed down. Time goes by so slow when I'm not my self, but so fast when your image comes to mind.
Farewell the girl in the photo
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ST,
The sun and the moon is a great example of two lovers waiting for a chance of an eclipse so they can be together.
Some people are caught up with the wrong ones and live to see their sun or moon from a distance.
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Somewhere over the mountain, down the valley lies a precious gem. Hidden in plain sight, they said only King Arthur's kind can find it. I found that gem once, but it wasn't mine so I let it go. What is a gold nugget worth if it isn't yours?
The heat wave runs smoothly over my face, my pores bleeding sweats cooling my skin.
I stayed under the shade where it is the only place to catch a wave of filter cool air.
It's been so long since I went back to the place where I befriended at of you. Time was not important back time, but now it's impossible to slow down time.
I used to have a childhood friend who was funny, but nice. I wonder what became of him. Actually what have become of all my childhood friends. So many, but in the end only a few are left.
Farewell childhood friends
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I believe that no matter how many miles or oceans apart you are, if it's true love, you will find eachother again. Nothing is ever really lost.
Interesting thought. I'll keep that in mind.
Have you found the precious gem? Another persons gem is another's trash. When you find it hold it close.
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I had a dream last night that someone like you came back. I told my self this can't be. I can't call in love with another you. Although It felt real, I already knew i would never made the same mistake. I threw away the book to that story.
Have you ever gone to a place where you didn't know it existed?
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Have you read a book that you know you read it somewhere before but can't seem to remember only to find out later that it was in your dream that you dreamed of this person? Have you ever miss someone so much that just the thought of them bring tears to your eyes? Love is so lonely when you can't be with the one that you wanted.
That lost gem that you once found, it will return to you again.
I hope that I won't find that lost gem. I gave away many because it wasn't mine to begin with. I guess when when I find that gem I'll know it is mine.
I don't remember such a recollection such as yours, but in my dreams it could have happened.
They say finders keepers. I'll take a chance on it
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A friend gave me a fish enough for two people and it was delicious. Fish caught on the east coast taste great. I love fishing in the Atlantic and hope I will have time for I again.
The north corolina mountain is beautiful with plenty of game.
I never want to leave his wonder although there may be a more beautiful place than nc.
Anyone knows such a beautiful place?
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Alaska sounds like a beautiful place. I will put it on my bucket list.
I have been in nc for almost my entire life and small town life has been kind to me. I do want to travel to the grove in Maine. Saw it on tv once and it was breathe taking.
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Glad to share this place with everyone. Your prescene is welcome. I live in hickory for a while then moved to Georgia and now back in nc. Most of uncles own land here and it's always a pleasure to smell the fresh scent of tree.
You should come your bf and see the other side o the easy coast. The Long stretch from Florida to Maine is beautiful.
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I woke up to the morning birds and decided to take a walk. The animals called to me as usual and the same squirrels still sits on the same spot chirping away his walnut.
My body feels lighter like I've lost 10 lbs or so. It's been a while since I've been in the gym.
There's not much to do in nc but live he small county life if you're up to it.
Farewell animals, time for work.
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Thank you for sharing your journal with us. I feel kind of foolish now. LOL
Hickory has a lot hmong people from what I've heard. I have not been anywhere else. I've lived in CA all my life and here in MN. I would love to visit the East Coast one of these days. I want to go to VA, PA, Maine, and Rhode Island.
Please share some picture of Hickory with me, if you don't mind. I would love to see it. ;)
Hickory has a nice taste for hmongs. Plentiful and hmongs are stable here.
There is no such thing as foolish because taking a risk made you a new friend in nc.
The only fools that I know of are those who knows what they want, but never taking the risk to go for it.
I was once a fool, saw the girl of my liking, never took the chance and now I'm just wondering how she's doing. So I guess the only fools are those who are afraid to take a risk and live to wonder about the possibilities.
Farewell my foolishness
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Hickory is indeed a beautiful especially in the country side.
Thanks for the morning greeting. Lol. You're so funny ST. Of course they all look alike. :)
I didn't go for my morning walk due to some charity work helping my uncle with his home project.
But I have to tell you the sound of chickens crowing is the first sign of waking up early. Actually it's been my alarm clock since growing up.
Farewell ST
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The afternoon was tiresome. Went to help my uncle out doing some DIY project and the digging was a full body workout. Didn't eat breakfast and lunch until 2 pm. I was starving and had two full plate of boiled beef with rice and pepper.
The best thing about home is raising animals especially dogs and chickens. I feel stress free when I take my dog into the mountain and imagine old yellow.
My little guy was named after the movie Mohican, it was hard to choose a name at first but the movie was to convincing. He's around a year now and growing big and strong. He has wolves blood in him which made more sense for a native name. No more pit for me since they are not as agile and smart as wolve line.
Today's day gone, but Tommorow will be another great day.
Farewell today
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I almost forgot Tommorow is Friday and that means going out of town.
I'm going on a fishing trip with my brothers and cousins. It is our annual before July 4. Should I go to man for July 4?
It's been over 4 years since going to man and it is always fun in the Twin cities.
Farewell journal. See you soon .
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Somewhere over the rainbow, over the nc mountain tops, where the green canopy grows. The sun is brighter and more relaxing. The wind used to blow here but it stopped many years ago. Every night when the moon glows, you're reflection mirrors the light. Did I see your face. Are you thinking about me? When the time comes our image will appear as one or not. I'll see the outer end of it.
If the twilight zone is where our feelings can go then let's go there.
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Somewhere over the rainbow she is still waiting for you in the same spot as if time have frozen. In the eastern sky the moon will carry her image for your eyes only. In heaven the stars will smile down as you embrace that image which is meant for only you. She is thinking of you and counting every stars until you both reunite again.
Thanks ST.
Your words are wonderful. You are very sweet as your name implies. Do you write poem? You're very good at it. I wrote a poem just for fun. Hope it will bring you in here for often. I'll write more when I'm off work.
Farewell lady of the moon
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I got bored at work and scribble this for you.
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Here is an old picture of me in 2005. I don't look likč this anymore but enjoy the trees.
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Name is tony by the way ..
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FMC,
I wanted to share this beautiful sunrise with you. I wrote the scripture in the picture. Hope it will bring you a smile.
Always,
ST
Thank you so very much.
It is so lovely and very touching.
For the moon, I bet he will do what he can just to catch the fading sun. I bet mr. Moon has the butterflies very morning and sunset.
I get this feeling all the time when I meet miss sun.
One is coming your way.
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Here it is.
Wrote it in advance knowing we will encounter each other. Lol.. Thanks for the response. This is a draft that I wrote very fast a month ago. Pretend you never saw any grammar errors.
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I used to write poems a lot, but not much anymore. It's been quite a long time but these kind of poems are bringing me back.
Hopefully the sky will change and send you a message from your love ones.
I called this the kingdom of heaven.
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I'll write one later for you.
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Day and night is what people can feel when they are not themselves. It could feel this way if your love ones has gone to the other side of the world although they may only be feets away.
I wrote this poem and title it regret. I didn't get to emphasis what I really want I says but it's a start.
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You're right ST .
To regret or not to regret.. That is my question for myself to answer.
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Thanks for the helping reminder ST.
For you
Shinning in the oceAn
A pearl peeks out
Without a doubt it was you
Not the value of the pearl but the sign you sent
Your ray reflected the waters clearness so I may see what you left behind
steps of trails you leave
Not hidden but in plain sight
You were not in disguise
In the open sky you stood
Shinning, glaring at me
Never in my wonders I thought I would see you
Your image is still the same as when I first saw you
When I dream I never wanted to wake up
The little sun who have grown to guide the planet
She was always there
It was I who have lost sight of our real goals
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My Tainted memories
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Beautiful piece. You have not lost sight. For if you did you would not have found me. ;) Thank you for the poem. You are a great writer.
Thanks ST.
Romantic and love poems are more embracing to wrote about. You're a much better writer. I bet you area sun in someone's life..
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Your passage are like two love birds following each other. Singing to each other's ear.
I wrote the poem in responses to your journal tainted memories.
I like your words, they are like the movie "you got mail" stating tom hank.
Thanks for your response. It was beautiful.
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Remember me.
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Very beautiful ST.
I will remember you.
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Letting go
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Part 2 coming
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Part 2
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"If I don't get to meet you"
I know you probably don't want to meet me
Thinking its a dream; nothing can arise from this
Broken chances and loss words
Doesn't hurt to hug and say hi
Look closely from the side to see your face
Softly whispering in the unseen wind
Maybe you'll give m a chance
A possibility for a date
Make the stars glow, make magic dust fall
Light the darkness with our happiness
But maybe it's all in my head
I know it's not real, just thoughts
What ifs, and what could of only
If I don't get I meet you
I'll hope, growing old
To wonder what could have been
Once in a while, stopping by from a distance
Staring at a gem, thinking of that decision
I won't regret not seeing you though
If it never happens then it's our fate
No more hurtful words drowning
No more misery thoughts of a fantasy
If we don't meet, it's already decided
What happens is destiny at your hands
I won't give it no more meaning
You'll be the gal I've never met
Make me smile when thinking of someone like you
A girl with a beautiful smile and nice firm lips
And nothing more to follow
If we don't meet then I wish you the best
It's ill-fated, not to believe, but it's predestined not to meet
A good chance for a Ber, but need occurring
Maybe it was better this way
Letting these opportunities go wasted
Just to miss the moment in the future when the words
"What could have been" "what ifs"
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"Distance"
When I heard you had another
My heart rots, knowing your gone
Reality hits, knowing its real
No matter how I feel
Distance kept us apart
I havent had the time to show you love
Show you my all, the real me
Telling you this is for real
If only you knew distance is temporaly
It's was just the beginning
If I call more or came out more
This feeling wouldn't be so lonely
So sorry
Feeling so bad to see you go
I didn't mean to
Hurts to see you go
Not giving you my time
If only you knew my real intentions
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"When she come"
Across the country, we met in the night
The breeze was chili, filled the air with a cold sensation
It was so soon, gone like yesterday
Time was meaningful to me, not wasting every second
Little time, but build a everlasting impression
When you come, the feeling will be back
The mojo of excitement to feel and touch
Once in a lifetime, a place to filled the mind with good memories
Adding this part to your chapter
Giving the climax what it was supposed to be
A taste of fantasy
We'll watch the birds go and come in pairs
The school of fishes not wanting to separate
Witnessing intimacy of lovely white doves
The places of mystery and excitement
Where we could feel the rising air in our belly and stare at each other
Sigh and eyes glazing; knowing you're the loveliest
Nothing will compare to your smile, beautiful to my eyes
Your laugh still sweet serenading as the first time I heard speak
You won't know it but I get the butterflies and the jitters
There's no word for this feeling out of the blue
This precious movement,
We'll go where the end of the world takes us
The Golden Gate Bridge to the city of angels
The river blue mansion Monticello
A look at natures peak
Where hearts can move mountains a single beat
The desire will grow tall as the redwood trees
I'll show you all; a moment to remember
A thrill of wow
Not letting a wasted second go by
It would feel like imagining riding the rainbow
Reaching far and wide
As high as the clouds and deep as our eyes could see
This moment will be worth it
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Beautiful. Your words they echo a past time.
Thanks.
It is these thoughts that make us human. To love, to be sad, to cherish and treasure, to forget, to wonder, to believe and to feel the touch of love.
How is the wind on your side of the world?
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I'm doing well. Thanks for asking. I hope you have found what it is that you are searching for. Sometimes, a journey can take us further away from our dreams. ;)
Sometimes I feel like a ghost wandering from one place to the next. Maybe I'm journeying to somewhere within my control or into the unseenable. All there is left is a piece of youth left from the last ending.
I can't say for certain if I'm straying away, but these days, my heart aches no more.
When the birds sing, there is no loneliness. When the wind blows, there's no shiver down my spine.
These days when love songs come on, I don't remember what it was like to be in love.
I never gave any thought of the bird that left a long time ago.
Thesee days I'm blessed, having the chance to venture into the world while youth still reside inside me.
If you ever asked me, I would say tell the beautiful lady thanks for giving me a chance at life again.
How are you? Once in a while over the rainbow, I wondered how everyone one of us will end our journey?
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It's that time of the year
the leaves changed colors
the ground filled with snow
Animals are hiding in their burrows
Birds are flocking down South
but there's no where for me to go
it's that time again,the air got cooler
the mountains looked like last year again
I am still here
dreaming of us when love was still magical
thinking of those times when you we're in my arms
reaching out my hands to feel your tender touch
It may be years before we see each other
but some nights I dreamed that we're together
meeting in our sleep; looking into your eyes
I had vision that before the end of our time
at the least see you from a far
it's that time again
maybe you're in a place where warmth surrounds the atmosphere
maybe your heart is in a better place
tonight I missed those nights when our words are exchanged
I missed those sweet words of yours
if we faith allow us to meet, it would be great even for a brief moment
if not, there won't be any regret
due to life circumstances, I'll be Happy to have met someone like you
All I would want is for you to be Happy
Maybe it is better if we watch from the distance
Every year became the last,
The seasons come and go
the mountains and valleys are improvising
I hope the friendship we had will remain something better than just words
just know there was a person whom you have never met
think of he possibilities and smile that it could have been an adventure
if time concludes, the youth was still there
then timing would have been everything
just remember the words are true,the hidden feelings are all on displayed
In time, we will stumble and our eyes will crossed
even if I didn't know it was you
just know it was more than message in a bottle
its that time again
I wish you the best in your life
wish that the love you had will burn bright againt
he winter won't be like the last, but better
When close your eyes, you'll be Happy to open them again
I hope the sun will be bright in your world
Hope he aprreciates what he hadand think of when love was magical
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You came and left like the white crystal snow
Your appearance only brought in the cold wind that blow
Not even staying for a simple "Hello"
Leaving a trace that I can't even follow
Shining through like a beautiful rainbow
That leave only a memory like no other
But never returning tomorrow
Leaving one's heart in sorrow
Every now and then
Like the spring changing to winter
Leaving out summer
I came like the white snow
Disappear like a ghost
Without a word winter is gone
A new spring emerge
A new leaf sprouts,
I'll be back without a doubt
When the time comes
Wait for me
I'll be back like the breeze
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Maybe once in a blue mood
I'll get a call from someone like you
The wind already change my direction
Hoping for the best
When you look to the east, the house is still there
The old fire still burns for one day to hear your voice
To reminisce the long waited friendship
The old familiar words
Maybe before the wind never comes again
She'll emerge at the end of the last breeze
Before land becomes a desert
Even before the frozen tundra
To have heard you
I'll know
A voice with a face
remembering the amazing grace
I'll wait, never moving
Hope she finds me
Saying a good "Hello"
I'll wait for that day
To hear a friends voice
Life is too short
Live to have known then to have not known
All i can do is hope one day, to come back and read
To live again in time
To laugh and cry
Wondering in this mind
Maybe if there was a day when you feel the leap of faith
I would love to hear you before the last light burns out...
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Somewhere over the rainbow
I hope to catch your smile
See your face for the last time
To know that it wasn't just a dream
That you and me, we used to roam
On this page in your memory book
Somewhere over the rainbow
I'll never forget your words
Tainted in my memory forever
We used to chase eachother's words
Into the darkness
Somewhere over the rainbow
Will there ever be a chance?