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Title: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on June 27, 2014, 04:23:36 AM
"...make your smile change the world, don't let the world change your smile."


I had a very eventful day yesterday. I came home wanting to cry, spent the better part of it trying very hard not to cry....in the end, I laughed it off, like a hysterical person. It was very comforting. Lol....I do feel a little crazy, traumatized. I promise not to be too impetuous and overly motivated, if you promise not to ever put me in that "situation" again. I can't say if I'll recover from it, it may take some time, a lot of convincing, some bribing, some hand-holding...but I'll be brave.

Life's ability to surprise me, made me smile. What matters is that it made a lot of people smile....despi te my pain and despair!  :P :D
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: minorcharacter on June 27, 2014, 08:34:29 AM
Hello, you.  Emotions are not a weakness and don't kill your emotions because that has a level of cynicism in it that reflects solitude.  There are compassionate people out there; after all, our altruistic nature is what has helped us come this far.  End friendship spiel sequence.
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: VillainousHero on June 27, 2014, 08:38:22 AM
I practice my smiles and look at my reflection.  It looks fakish and more like a sneer.

I have nothing to smile about...well except when my children makes me laugh.  I'm sure that's genuine but I don't see it in the mirror.  By the time I run over to look at myself in the mirror, it's become a sneer.

Maybe I'm just sneering at myself.  :D
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: ButterflyKisses on June 27, 2014, 08:41:31 AM
If you hold the tears back and not let them flow, in time, your joy will also be stiffen and you will feel nothing.  All emotions serve their own purpose.  With such a day as yesterday, the tears would have washed everything clean away and release all the tension... helping you to face a new day with an empty and soft heart that is ready to take on more.  By holding back, all that emotions is still stuck in your heart so there is no room for anything else to get in.
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: minorcharacter on June 27, 2014, 08:44:54 AM
BTW, listen to me and BK.  Tears are that final round of rain that happens before the dawning of a new day in which the twilight will shine purple and bright.  I cry so much that I have learned to let go of everything bothering me and starting a new.  My emotions no longer scare me because I have found friends who understand and accept me.  All these tears of mine, well, that's why Minnesota is flooded.  ;D
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: ButterflyKisses on June 27, 2014, 08:46:38 AM
BTW, listen to me and BK.  Tears are that final round of rain that happens before the dawning of a new day in which the twilight will shine purple and bright.  I cry so much that I have learned to let go of everything bothering me and starting a new.  My emotions no longer scare me because I have found friends who understand and accept me.  All these tears of mine, well, that's why Minnesota is flooded.  ;D

You can cry on my chest any day...
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on June 29, 2014, 09:44:27 AM
Thanks all! I love the people who can make me smile when I'm feeling blue.

Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: duckwingduck on June 29, 2014, 10:26:06 AM
I smile every time I see your nick.  Although, you may feel blue, you still radiate happiness to others. 
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on June 30, 2014, 02:31:34 PM
I smile every time I see your nick.  Although, you may feel blue, you still radiate happiness to others.

Thank you.  :)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: lilly on June 30, 2014, 02:50:05 PM
I smile every time I see your nick.  Although, you may feel blue, you still radiate happiness to others. 

I would like to second this.  Whenever I see your nick, BTW, I smile and go like this
(http://ts3.mm.bing.net/th?id=HN.608038808061019124&pid=1.7)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on June 30, 2014, 04:32:40 PM
Thank you, lilly! 

I'm a big Spongebob fan!  ;D
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: lilly on June 30, 2014, 04:56:29 PM
Thank you, lilly! 

I'm a big Spongebob fan!  ;D

Really?  Yay!  I love spongebob too!
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on June 30, 2014, 05:03:45 PM
"The most beautiful curve on a woman is her smile."

I had a great day, thanks! The exchanges with you leaves me feeling a little frustrated and madly disgruntled. It almost as if you enjoy antagonizing me....and I should know better. Have a grand life!
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on July 02, 2014, 03:02:31 PM
 
 
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on July 06, 2014, 12:16:33 PM
"Smile, it is the key that fits everybody's heart."

I hope everyone celebrated America's birthday safely. Fireworks are best when seen lying on your back!  ;)

The weather was beautiful for the tournament...t he occasional overcast of clouds made it cooler and less humid. Not as fun? The layers of dirt and grime that we tracked home. The nightlife....I'm not sure why I continue to go. It was crowded, hot, not to mention the "free-for all groping" sessions men think they own rights to just cause.....I wonder if the women are going around grabbing crotches? Lol...anyhow, I hope everyone gets a lot of R&R today.



 
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: VillainousHero on July 06, 2014, 02:43:55 PM
You went to a night crotch grab session.  Now that put a smirk on my face.
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: duckwingduck on July 06, 2014, 10:53:51 PM
You went to a night crotch grab session.  Now that put a smirk on my face.

can't beat them.  join them. :)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on July 07, 2014, 12:15:44 AM
I'm touchy-feely, I can't talk to people without wanting to touch them. So very hard to refrain from doing sometimes, so I don't mind strangers touching me...but hands on my a.ss without an intro is out of the question. Simple fact, if you want to touch me, talk to me.  ;)

Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: VillainousHero on July 07, 2014, 01:39:29 AM
I'm touchy-feely, I can't talk to people without wanting to touch them. So very hard to refrain from doing sometimes, so I don't mind strangers touching me...but hands on my a.ss without an intro is out of the question. Simple fact, if you want to touch me, talk to me.  ;)



I never would guess you to be such such...

My hands do not waver in such places...that is to say they are kind of sensitive and might have a tendency to get a bit sweaty or clammy.   8)

I admit I do get a smile if when women touch me.  Whether it's just a simple hand contact or their hands stroking my shoulders or chest, and well of course the ever butt pat or squeeze.

I however do not care for the butt slap, or head smack that some women do.  That's way too kaydoo style and if I should turn around and see a kaydoo doing it to me...I will turn around and walk away asap. 
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: duckwingduck on July 07, 2014, 05:20:07 AM
It hurts not being able to touch you, BTW. 

Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on July 11, 2014, 01:48:38 AM
"Don't forget to smile, you never know who's falling in love with it."

It's already Friday. I used to look forward to Fridays, now I dread it because the work seems to pile up ten-fold the moment I step out of the office doors. I'm keeping my fingers and toes crossed for a better today and all the following Fridays!

I can live life without it but I know I'd rather not. I tend to rush into things...never wanting to give it time to develop. I've always believed it should start with friendship because it doesn't have to end in heartache. Heartbreak may hurt but fear can keep amazing things from happening! Today's mantra.  :)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: minorcharacter on July 11, 2014, 02:08:03 AM
I'm so glad I stayed up and waited for you. ;)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on July 19, 2014, 01:35:31 PM
"Keep smiling and one day life will get tired of upsetting you."

It's hard to step into the boundaries of someone else's reality. Its been a long time since I've had to tell anyone how much I need them. The moment when your phone vibrates and your heart knows who it is, the way your body awakens to the sound of their voice, and the days where their smile is all it takes for everything to make sense. I imagine that is how it should feel. I'm trying to keep in mind all that makes our happiness instead of all that breaks it. Be strong!  :)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: VillainousHero on July 21, 2014, 12:24:53 PM
I wonder what happened to that person who used to make me smile just knowing them.  I could live it up but somehow I've forgotten the reasons behind all of that.  I think it was just spontaneous biological responses and nothing more.

Kind of wondering if the heart knows or cares for the reasons why.
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on July 25, 2014, 05:37:49 AM
I wonder what happened to that person who used to make me smile just knowing them.  I could live it up but somehow I've forgotten the reasons behind all of that.  I think it was just spontaneous biological responses and nothing more.

Kind of wondering if the heart knows or cares for the reasons why.

The heart is fickle that's why we have our minds.  ;)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on July 25, 2014, 05:38:53 AM
(http://i919.photobucket.com/albums/ad34/mcvaj/Mobile%20Uploads/411E4958-1318-485C-8DD8-B46D189D6A71_zpsayu8duti.jpg)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on July 25, 2014, 05:51:51 AM
"I like people who smile when it's rainy."

I wish we can have a national rainy day! Then we could have a rain festival and enjoy festive rain activities in the rain....I wonder if they do have something if that sort in Seattle or other rainy parts. Randomness going through my mind this morning.  :D

I had an interesting week....one *thing made my week. If nothing comes out of it, I would still be crazy proud of myself. Sometimes we have to jump, no matter how scared we are. Thank you.
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on July 27, 2014, 08:21:52 PM
"A smile is happiness you'll find right under your nose."

There's a first for everything! I had a fascinating weekend. It's costly trying to paint the town red in Mpls, there is a cover fee for everything. I'm sure it's fun to flirt your way out of the cover, even for entrance into the more liberal bars. Now I know how a man feels when he has to protect a woman from sleazy, unwanted male attention, feels so good to be dangerous and domineering. ;D. If you're not afraid of crazy drunken motorists on a Saturday night in DT Mpls, try the passenger bike carts for a nice, romantic joyride.  First time on the light rail, it was convenient and easy. The mix-up=priceless!  :D

Thank you for a memorable night. You should call me for more of them.  ;)

Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: VillainousHero on July 29, 2014, 12:59:13 PM
If you send to me a picture I will smile. O0
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on July 31, 2014, 07:35:20 AM
"Your smile makes my heart go boom boom boom."

Life doesn't seem to always happen the way we want it to. So much room for mistakes and so easy to let the interest subside when difficulties arise. I want to toss out the common sense and let the day dreams lead me astray. Let's be in it for all or nothing.....ho w else could we have unconditional love?

Appreciate life today, someone is struggling with loss and death as we type. Thank you for the reminder.  :)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on August 03, 2014, 12:40:54 PM
"My world is filled with smiles when you are with me."

I want you to be the reason for all the bad days, the leaky faucets, the blown out light bulbs, the low pressure tire light  :-[, the losing lottery tickets, the blind dates, and the frogs disguised as Prince Charming. Admit just once what you feel for me. Miss me a little. Tell me you'll remember me. Don't say you're sorry for the things that can't be changed. Only say what you can do because it would be meaningless.

I'm excited about the news. I can't wait to see you, thank you for the soul searching.  :P
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on August 07, 2014, 06:01:34 PM
"I love it when in the middle of our kiss, I can feel you smiling."

I don't understand why people feel the need to mask hurt, stress, sadness, loneliness.... feelings in general. I don't mind letting my feelings consume me, they are inevitable. I believe we should appreciate it because in the end it is the most humbling experience.

Self-hype!!!  :-* That's what I live for. Try it, you may like it.
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: duckwingduck on August 07, 2014, 08:21:36 PM
I miss you BTW.  Wish I am the object of your kiss.  :)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on August 08, 2014, 12:21:55 AM
I miss you BTW.  Wish I am the object of your kiss.  :)

You're a sweet man.  :-*

I wish you could see yourself through my eyes.
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: duckwingduck on August 08, 2014, 04:05:54 PM
You're a sweet man.  :-*

I wish you could see yourself through my eyes.

I'm afraid to see through your eyes because the person I see you kissing may not be me.  And that will hurt. :)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on August 09, 2014, 11:16:41 AM
"I want to see you with nothing but a smile on."

I don't know about love but I want to live you. Love and all it's nonsense about timing doesn't equal living. I want to live the first time we saw each other, live in the moment when our hands touched, live to hear your laughter and see the need in your eyes....if you're too busy thinking about whether you can love, when you should love, you're neglecting to live in the moments leading up to it.

I'm weak, weakness is what makes me desire more. Don't think about when, how, or where....just think about now.

Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: Ker_roppi on August 18, 2014, 09:55:57 PM
"I want to see you with nothing but a smile on."

I don't know about love but I want to live you. Love and all it's nonsense about timing doesn't equal living. I want to live the first time we saw each other, live in the moment when our hands touched, live to hear your laughter and see the need in your eyes....if you're too busy thinking about whether you can love, when you should love, you're neglecting to live in the moments leading up to it.

I'm weak, weakness is what makes me desire more. Don't think about when, how, or where....just think about now.

Love your blogs and quotes, its so poetic. Self hype sounds very familiar. :) Its derived from self confidence and self worth which leads to actually self love. ;)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on August 19, 2014, 03:41:46 AM
Love your blogs and quotes, its so poetic. Self hype sounds very familiar. :) Its derived from self confidence and self worth which leads to actually self love. ;)

Thank you! You're an inspiration.  ;)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on August 24, 2014, 08:21:08 AM
"I smile to hide the frown and I laugh to hide the tears."

I'm a little melancholy today. Thinking about men, romance, and dating. I don't care if you call me at 3am in the morning, if you're who I'm waiting for, I'll pick up. If you only have $20 dollars on you and you miss me, take me out because I trust in your plans and dreams. Your idea of a night together may be hanging out with your rowdy buddies with me sitting prettily by your side, I'm in as long as that's followed by a massage and some cuddling afterwards. Maybe you're thinking someone better may come along, yes there's always someone more attractive, smarter, funnier, but you're only thinking that because she showed you what the whole package is. Don't make her an option. You might be afraid of getting hurt...it would hurt more if she were to be without you. A man can never be too busy for a woman he wants but a woman can only wait so long for the man she wants.

When we were younger we had the pick of the crop but as we aged we should know that the best things in life aren't waiting to be picked, they're conquered.  :D
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: duckwingduck on August 24, 2014, 10:11:48 AM
I feel bad because a girl had waited for me.  I was too shy to approach her.  So I think she gave up and married someone guy.

It's so sad for both of us.  Why didn't she just come to me and said, I like you?  She should know I'm weak.  :)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on August 25, 2014, 08:34:31 AM
I feel bad because a girl had waited for me.  I was too shy to approach her.  So I think she gave up and married someone guy.

It's so sad for both of us.  Why didn't she just come to me and said, I like you?  She should know I'm weak.  :)

Life is what we make it....don't be afraid of courtship.  ;)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on August 30, 2014, 07:35:58 AM
The Telling Fish

I took out the fishes we bought that night and laid one in my palm. I remember not wanting to do it in front of you for fear all the emotions running through me would be told. I'm grateful you didn't ask me to try it, I'm profoundly superstitious.

It didn't move  in my hand like it did in yours, it laid there motionless and I thought, "the dead one," that's what the directions read...I could feel the panic rise from within and then it started to move. Maybe it felt the anxiety I was feeling. The sides slowly curled up and then it stopped. "Fickle" that's what the fish foretold. Truth or not? I don't know...I don't feel fickle and your fortune proved to be wrong. I'm sorry.

My tribute to you.  :D

Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: greenpaix on September 04, 2014, 06:29:03 PM
 :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oydbEwgUh_k#ws (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oydbEwgUh_k#ws)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: greenpaix on September 04, 2014, 06:32:49 PM
 ;)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Iy-k34CyZM#ws (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Iy-k34CyZM#ws)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: greenpaix on September 04, 2014, 06:40:21 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZIZ50Omw5qE#ws (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZIZ50Omw5qE#ws)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qusMDPZ36RY#ws (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qusMDPZ36RY#ws)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: greenpaix on September 04, 2014, 06:46:50 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZYXZn68yaEE#ws (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZYXZn68yaEE#ws)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zbO0SPzoyJ8# (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zbO0SPzoyJ8#)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: greenpaix on September 04, 2014, 06:50:30 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qzHSJ5h0Ie0# (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qzHSJ5h0Ie0#)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YJRADJcRj54#ws (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YJRADJcRj54#ws)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: greenpaix on September 04, 2014, 06:55:14 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N-RaiCZk0E8#ws (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N-RaiCZk0E8#ws)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yDf6eXu47YI#ws (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yDf6eXu47YI#ws)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on September 05, 2014, 06:37:46 AM
greenpaix-

Thank you for the contribution. I love your choice and taste in music.
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: greenpaix on September 05, 2014, 03:38:05 PM
greenpaix-

Thank you for the contribution. I love your choice and taste in music.

 ;)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_TrBmson-8#ws (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a_TrBmson-8#ws)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: greenpaix on September 05, 2014, 03:45:21 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-4zoc-TY_3Q# (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-4zoc-TY_3Q#)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: greenpaix on September 05, 2014, 03:52:25 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C3LRzi7iRvc# (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C3LRzi7iRvc#)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: minorcharacter on September 05, 2014, 04:28:42 PM
Pardon my interjection.  I do not know why but I just enjoy going into the first journal I see and posting in it rather than creating my own.

Growing older, I have learned to better observe and communicate with those around me.  As an adolescent teenager I felt this burdening lonesomeness being unable to identify well with those around me, particularly my family.   However I have come to learn that we all enjoy pizza and horror movies.  These things are very common which leads me to believe that perhaps the real problem was me.  Maybe in my journey I became so self-absorbed in my wants and thoughts that these treasures were oblivious to me.  It is a joyfully humbling experience that puts a smile on my face.  Even though it is a four hour drive away I cannot wait to catch a horror flick and some pizza with my siblings this weekend.
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on September 05, 2014, 05:07:41 PM
Pardon my interjection.  I do not know why but I just enjoy going into the first journal I see and posting in it rather than creating my own.

Growing older, I have learned to better observe and communicate with those around me.  As an adolescent teenager I felt this burdening lonesomeness being unable to identify well with those around me, particularly my family.   However I have come to learn that we all enjoy pizza and horror movies.  These things are very common which leads me to believe that perhaps the real problem was me.  Maybe in my journey I became so self-absorbed in my wants and thoughts that these treasures were oblivious to me.  It is a joyfully humbling experience that puts a smile on my face.  Even though it is a four hour drive away I cannot wait to catch a horror flick and some pizza with my siblings this weekend.


My journal is your journal, feel free to express yourself.

Without family tomorrow wouldn't be worth the wait and yesterday wouldn't be worth remembering. 


Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on September 09, 2014, 09:08:58 PM
"Wear a smile, one size fits all."

Where have you been hiding? I want to knock the breathe out of you with my charms. I like to feel the tremors of desire that runs through you as your body touches mine. I have been waiting for this....the slow rush of warmth that unfolds within when you're near. Excruciating as it is, I'll be good and play by the rules.




Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on September 14, 2014, 09:16:18 PM
"People are not perfect, except when they smile."

I like it best when we touch with our eyes closed. The lines of fatigue smoothed away with the simple caress of my fingers. The feeling of happiness felt in the curve of your lips. The enduring strength of your soul when my hand settles into yours. The breathless excitement you elicit as your mouth moves along my skin...lol! My moods can be explicit...it's been a struggle lately! :P  ;D

Close your eyes and feel with your emotions, your heart.....I try to let the emotions people evoke guide me in my perception of them and in how I should receive them in my life. It's when we repress our emotions that we've lost control.
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: duckwingduck on September 15, 2014, 09:36:15 AM
BTW, i think if i'm close to you, i will be seduced to the point of no return.  :)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on September 22, 2014, 07:14:00 AM
"Your smile is part of my daily routine."

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8s2_QLjF2Vs (https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=8s2_QLjF2Vs)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on September 24, 2014, 07:36:10 AM
"We do dumb things when we're young to have something to smile about when we're old."

The words I couldn't say last night. I love you for being patient, kind, and considerate with me, every time! Love is a very natural, very basic thing to feel but often times it is the hardest thing to say. We convey it by listening, being thankful, offering compliments, and providing comfort but the words are hardly expressed. I LOVE you, for being you!

Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: BTW on September 25, 2014, 01:52:17 PM
"Smile it increases your face value."

I don't want the idea of you. The decisions you made in your life before I was a part of it has shaped who you are, I'm grateful. The struggles you endured because there was no helping hand made you stronger, I'm proud. The broken pieces you put back together means you won't give up, I'm not afraid of the jagged edges. The words you can't speak but the heart I can see in your eyes, I won't let you down. We go together. I want the man you are today and the man you become when we're together. Let me show you.

I promise not to run, if you promise to stay.
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: Nello on September 08, 2015, 11:13:36 PM
Once more into the great unknown
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: Nello on September 23, 2015, 09:06:19 AM
 : )

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vh2HwH3RXDk (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vh2HwH3RXDk)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: Nello on September 27, 2015, 03:18:37 PM
something for a rainy sunday

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=02VJ-Y1IXzI (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=02VJ-Y1IXzI)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: Nello on October 12, 2015, 09:02:30 PM
You came to mind today.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VteBDLXeEq0 (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VteBDLXeEq0)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: Nello on November 02, 2015, 08:46:43 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gCE-Y2rQyIY (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gCE-Y2rQyIY)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: Nello on November 16, 2015, 03:45:29 PM
and just like that, everything you knew that was once normal can flicker away, a light bulb that no longer shines, a street that you can't remember, and you're someone else.
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: Nello on December 19, 2015, 10:30:25 AM
cold mornings like these remind me of that one morning biking through the fog
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: Nello on December 25, 2015, 12:02:26 PM
what I love about flying on christmas day is how quiet everything is.  :D

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HmQq6yLe2ww (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HmQq6yLe2ww)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: Nello on January 25, 2016, 12:35:02 AM
There was a cold breeze that woke me up and I realized that I left the balcony slide open and now the floor is wet from the rain. I could had sworn I merely closed my eyes for just a second and now everything is dark and a thunderstorm is brewing outside. Life can be like that sometimes.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H_eF_4KOhoY (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H_eF_4KOhoY)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: Nello on February 23, 2016, 06:07:13 PM
tomorrow I have a 14 hour trip home. I think the one thing I dislike about coming back home is how cold the house is, everything feels like it's made of ice and can fall apart. I'm not complaining, spring is just around the corner and hopefully the flowers will begin to bloom again. I'm excited to go picking apples.  :D
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: Nello on March 08, 2016, 12:40:01 PM
today seems like one of those days where one boils some soup, shut off the cellphone, call off work, and pull the blankets over and catch on downton abbey. I think that's what I will do.
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: Nello on February 09, 2017, 05:13:54 PM
got back from vacation and found a flooded inbox the boss said he would take care of while i was away  :o
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: Nello on June 01, 2017, 11:00:55 PM
I had a dream about you and it reminded me of the time we used to spend Saturday afternoons smoking in your loft and listening to jazz music. I could always smell the salt and seaweed that would breeze in from the beach into your balcony blowing your curtains in a sway that the shadows would dance on your walls.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zqNTltOGh5c (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zqNTltOGh5c)
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: Nello on July 27, 2017, 01:57:47 AM
he's going to purpose soon but i know my answer is going to be no.
Title: Re: Smile for me....
Post by: Nello on September 22, 2017, 12:31:16 PM
it got cold to quickly that I haven't even broken out my fall and winter clothes yet. not sure where I even stored those boxes away or if I gave them all to goodwill.