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Title: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 11, 2015, 07:16:37 AM
Once upon a time, I thought I was going to leave this place and never come back.  But here I am again.  I guess I find some kind of solace being able to share my stories with strangers.  But of course, they have to be Hmong strangers.  ;)

So this will be a log of my daily thoughts and activities.  I hope that they can shed some light or entertainment for some of you.  Enjoy.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 11, 2015, 07:25:58 AM
So I was out last night...  The first bar we were at, I got hit on by a very cute tattooed up chick.  She asked me a whole lot of questions and I was kind of apprehensive about it.  My buddies came in and tried to c0ck block but failed.  One of them made a joke about me being the shortest guy (I'm 5'8 ) and I replied with, "Well I'm not so short when you're on your knees."  She had a pretty good laugh at the joke.  Lol.

At the second bar, I got hit on again but not by just any chick.  She was arguably one of the hottest girls in the bar.  The girl to guy ratio was pretty high too.  She came up to me and got really close and asked if I was Japanese.  She said she was 1/4 Japanese and thought I looked very cute.  We exchanged some words but I think she eventually got the hint that I wasn't interested.  When we left, my boys were like "What?!"

I didn't get too drunk but it was a humbling night none the less.  It feels good to be The Hot Guy.  ;)
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 11, 2015, 08:51:52 AM
The road to rebuilding confidence.

Over a year ago, I was involved in an accident that caused me to be disabled.  I completely tore my ACL, LCL and had nerve damage to my left foot that caused me to lose feeling and motion in my left foot.  I saw three different knee surgeons.  I asked them how soon it would be before I start running again.  They told me that running should be the last of my worry because I would never be able to walk unassisted again.  I was a very active person prior to my injury.  I was in phenomenal shape.  I enjoyed mountain biking, hiking, running, sports, etc... on my free time.

The injury crushed me.  I was confined to my empty apartment.  I started watching television again.  I played video games all day long.  I barely ate and was doped up on medication or alcohol to suppress the pain.  My will began to fade and my confidence along with it.

But I was never a person that could accept defeat.  And if I was going to lose, it would be on my feet facing my adversary.  I started researching my injury.  I started to realize that my injury was a rare injury that only few have ever recovered from.  I told myself that I was going to be one of those few.  I didn't quite believe it at first but I kept telling myself anyways.

One year later I am walking again with no assistance.  I can't quite run again yet but I know that eventually it will happen again.  Both my surgeons and my physical therapists are amazed at my recovery progress.  I have proven them all wrong in many arenas.

The other morning, I was playing Ultimate Frisbee with some of my colleagues.  They asked me if I wanted to play knowing that I was still recovering from my injury.  I told them I wasn't going to be able to run but agreed to play.  They made me one of the team captains.  I ended up scoring the first two points of the game.  My team ended up dominating the entire game.  We won by over 15 points!  Everyone was surprised by how well I did.  I was too.  I almost felt like I could run but I didn't want to push it to prevent from reinjuring myself.

But that simple victory reminded me how far that I have come.  I can feel my self confidence slowly creeping back into me.

If you are reading this story and find yourself feeling sorry for yourself.  Don't.  Stop it right there.  There is a road to victory and it starts today.  I started this journey in a dark tunnel unsure if there was light at the end of it.  I can see an end now and I am almost there.  This is my road to rebuilding my confidence.  I hope you find yours.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 12, 2015, 09:42:56 AM
When the opportunity exists, seize it.  We wait our entire lives for it.  If you let it slip through your hands, you have no one to blame but yourself.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Giggles_Shyly on July 12, 2015, 09:48:44 AM
True.... if it's missed, it turns to regret.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 12, 2015, 09:53:10 AM
True.... if it's missed, it turns to regret.

You got it right.  O0  No regrets.  Live dangerously.  Be brave.  Be bold.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 12, 2015, 08:17:20 PM
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rYEw-8ZPrT8&list=PLFDC50D9BEF2F3FEB (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rYEw-8ZPrT8&list=PLFDC50D9BEF2F3FEB)

Who am I.  I am a Champion!

I will conquer what has not been conquered.  Defeat will not be in my creed.  I will believe what others have doubted.  I will always endeavor the prestige honor and respect of my team.  I have trained my mind and my body will follow.

Who am I.  I am a Champion!

I will acknowledge the fact that my opponents do not expect me to win.  But I will never surrender.  Weakness will not be in my heart.  I will look to my comrades, to those who have brought me into this world and those who have me trained and I will draw strength from them.

Who am I.  I am a Champion!

I will gladly go out into the field of battle and I will move, move and everything that I can do and I will reach my field of battle at any means at my disposal.  And when I get there I will arrive violently.  I will rip the heart from my enemy and leave it bleeding on the ground because he cannot stop me.

Who am I.  I am a Champion!

To my side I have comrades.  Comrades that have been with me through thick and thin.  Through sacrifice, through blood, through sweat, through tears.  Never I will let them fall.  Never will I let them down and I will never leave an enemy behind because our opponents dose not know of my heart.

Who am I.  I am a Champion!

No one will deny me, no one will defy me, and no one will tell me who and what I am and can be.  Belief will change my world it has moved continents, it has moved countries and put man on the moon, and it will carry me through this battle.

Who am I.  I am a Champion!

Defeat, retreat those are not in my words.  I do not understand those definitions.  I do not understand when things go wrong.  I do not understand mistakes but I do understand this I understand victory and I understand never surrendering.  No matter how bad things go my heart and my mind will carry my body when my limbs are too weak.

Who am I.  I am a Champion!

Today will be that day not tomorrow, not next week but right now, right here in your house and in your home.

Who am I.  I am a Champion!
History will remember me!
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 12, 2015, 09:33:15 PM
"Dirty Mike and the boys."

(http://i62.tinypic.com/augs20.jpg)
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 13, 2015, 04:19:31 AM
Love is built on trust.  Without trust, love is doomed to fail.  It is unfortunate that I realized this too late.  But I have no regrets and I will move on.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 13, 2015, 06:14:35 AM
Just got back from my morning work out and I feel like a boss!

When life kicks you in the nuts, suck it up and keep moving!  When people complain about how life sucks, I should complain about how duck!n awesome I am!

Boom boom,
The Hot Guy
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 13, 2015, 02:43:00 PM
Sat in a freakin brief all dang morning only to end it with stupid people asking stupid questions.  Come on people!  Weren't you listening to a dang thing our briefers said?!

Next time I'm gonna bring a gun so I can shoot myself.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Giggles_Shyly on July 13, 2015, 02:48:25 PM
LOL they like reassurance it's like being is a financial briefing meeting before hand. Even the head officers stress the idealistic concern about unnecessary questions. Short on time and interruptions are not a good idea. There are still individuals who outshine in that area :P
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 13, 2015, 02:52:27 PM
LOL they like reassurance it's like being is a financial briefing meeting before hand. Even the head officers stress the idealistic concern about unnecessary questions. Short on time and interruptions are not a good idea. There are still individuals who outshine in that area :P

Lol.  Next time I will bring their reassurance for them.  We'll see who wants to ask questions then.  :2funny:
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 13, 2015, 02:53:24 PM
Get some ladies!

(https://i.chzbgr.com/maxW500/7883376640/h6E10CFA7/)
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Giggles_Shyly on July 13, 2015, 02:54:45 PM
Oh Oh, share your reassurance meeting :P I like to learn by example ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 13, 2015, 02:59:09 PM
Oh Oh, share your reassurance meeting :P I like to learn by example ;D

I don't know.  Let me ask Samuel L. Jackson what he thinks.  :2funny:

(http://www.quickmeme.com/img/28/286164205bbb187f8515eb78a19149c852c4007e42e7aabe00a705e2e9de388d.jpg)
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Giggles_Shyly on July 13, 2015, 03:01:24 PM
LOL
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 13, 2015, 05:34:52 PM
Just got done with my second workout of the day.  Feeling pretty awesome!  Soon I will be back to my routine of working out three times a day again.  Gotta keep it sexy for my Hmong ladies.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 13, 2015, 06:33:37 PM
A great quote from the movie Jurassic Park 3.

"Dr. Grant: I have a theory that there are two kinds of boys. There are those that want to be astronomers, and those that want to be astronauts. The astronomer, or the paleontologist, gets to study these amazing things from a place of complete safety.

Erik: But then you never get to go into space.

Dr. Grant: Exactly. That's the difference between imagining and seeing: to be able to touch them. And that's... that's all that Billy wanted."


Some were meant to watch the stars and some were meant to reach them.  I guess I made a choice long ago to reach mines.  I haven't looked back ever since.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 14, 2015, 11:54:22 AM
So I decided to go straight to work today after my workout.  I packed everything and took off.  Little did I know that I forgot to pack one important piece: my underwear.  I found out later after I got done and went to the locker room to change.  But by that time I figured no big deal.  This wasn't my first rodeo and I've had to go commando several times before.  But when you aren't used to not wearing underwear, you forget what it does for you sometimes.  I came to find out later at work.

So I was sitting down in a meeting during a brief and low and behold I had to pee.  I had been drinking a decent amount of water because of my workout session this morning.  And all of that water finally wanted out.  Well when guys really have to go, sometimes the "other brother" is alerted.  Not a big deal most of the time if you have some good undies on that will restrict "him" from being to revealing.  Well I went commando so it was an issue.  I waited and waited for him to chill out but it wasn't happening.  The flood gates were getting ready to burst so I just gunned for it hoping nobody would look my way.  Felt almost like a Ron Burgandy moment.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 14, 2015, 12:06:44 PM
But aside from me forgetting my undies...  Probably one of the most awesome things happened today.  I ran for the first time in over 13 months!  It wasn't very far but it's a start.  And I can't wait to try again tomorrow morning.  They said I'd never run again?  Yeah right!
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 14, 2015, 06:12:50 PM
Going out for my first jog in over a year tomorrow morning.  I'm a little nervous but I know the outcome will be awesome.  That light at the end of the tunnel gets closer and closer.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 15, 2015, 04:16:18 AM
Moons out, goons out.
It's time to snuff some poons out!

Get some ladies!

(http://40.media.tumblr.com/43e8cb30964cb10261d1e1b8233dec50/tumblr_ngkw86r6Z91tzebzdo1_1280.jpg)
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 15, 2015, 06:01:32 AM
Just ran 3 miles like a boss!  Of course there was some walking inbetween but that's a pretty damn good start.  Here's to another fawkin awesome day!
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 15, 2015, 05:51:44 PM
Here's an inspirational video that I would like to share.  It is one of my favorites so I hope you enjoy.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y50sNRfyAMU (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y50sNRfyAMU)

There's more to life than money.  Reach for the stars.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 15, 2015, 06:16:35 PM
Such wonderful news! Music to my ears to hear this great accomplishment . Believe in yourself and you can do anything!  O0 Still, I bet you can't chase this troll. LOL

Lol.  Thanks.  It was definitely motivating and uplifting to be able to do it.  My colleagues can definitely tell I have been very motivated as of lately.  One small victory at a time.  ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 15, 2015, 06:33:36 PM
Angels do exist.  ;)

(http://static.fjcdn.com/pictures/Angels+of+democracy+eta+estimated+time+of+arrival_074ee8_5047967.jpg)
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 16, 2015, 03:13:52 PM
It's funny how weird and random thoughts come creeping into your head during sporadic times throughout the day.  I must have some kind of ADD or something.  Lol.  ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Giggles_Shyly on July 16, 2015, 03:31:10 PM
Angels do exist.  ;)

(http://static.fjcdn.com/pictures/Angels+of+democracy+eta+estimated+time+of+arrival_074ee8_5047967.jpg)

That is free falling with style, you got it confused with flying LOL
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 16, 2015, 03:45:11 PM
How else did he get up there?  ;)
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 17, 2015, 04:14:10 AM
So my colleagues challenged another section yesterday at work to a game of Ultimate Frisbee.  We're about to throw down in about 45 minutes so I guess the X-Man is gonna have to lay down some heat rounds.  May the best team win...  My team!
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 17, 2015, 06:12:01 AM
Team X does it again!  Say what?!  Winning score: 22 - 15.  We dominated that entire game.  Get some ladies.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 17, 2015, 03:35:23 PM
Wow!  Inspiring.  Be the hero of your own movie!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YTuElM6T50w (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YTuElM6T50w)
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 18, 2015, 12:04:45 PM
Cheers to all having a fawkin awesome weekend.   :occasion14:
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 21, 2015, 05:37:04 AM
Just destroyed a 4 mile hike in under 50 minutes with a 30 lb pack.  Soon it's gonna be a 50 lb pack.  Getting it in harder one day at a time.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 21, 2015, 10:04:59 PM
Going out on another 4 mile hike tomorrow morning.  Round 2.  Get some ladies!
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Dark Angel on July 21, 2015, 10:17:12 PM
Nope.... ;D jk Good luck on that leg. :P
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 21, 2015, 10:22:02 PM
"Ladies" is a term we use to refer to our comrades when motivating each other.  I know it doesn't make sense but it's just something we do.  Lol.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Dark Angel on July 21, 2015, 10:24:40 PM
"Ladies" is a term we use to refer to our comrades when motivating each other.  I know it doesn't make sense but it's just something we do.  Lol.

Opps... ;D my bad..  okay ladies drop down and give me 200 push up. NOW!!!  ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on July 28, 2015, 03:43:16 PM
Game day tomorrow ladies.  I almost feel sorry for the other team because they're gonna lose.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on August 07, 2015, 05:57:00 PM
To go out or not to go out?  That is the question...  Give me a sign alcohol gods!...
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Giggles_Shyly on August 07, 2015, 06:44:49 PM
GO out!
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on August 07, 2015, 07:11:22 PM
GO out!

Lol.  The drunken adventures is taking a break tonight but thanks for the advice.  Hahaha.  I'll more than likely go out tomorrow night so it can wait.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: tRouBLe on August 07, 2015, 08:16:17 PM
To go out or not to go out?  That is the question...  Give me a sign alcohol gods!...

You go out tonight and we'll go out tomorrow.    ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on August 07, 2015, 08:28:09 PM
Shoot.  I think I just lied to myself because my buddy just called me up and it seems like I'm going out now.  Lol.  I guess I'm going out after all.  :2funny:
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on August 08, 2015, 08:45:22 AM
Morning ladies.  Interesting night last night.  I learned a couple new things.

Afghani men love fat women and Black women too.  But sex for them is also consider not cheating on their spouse.  Lol.

I also got hit on a couple times by some pretty ladies.  They commented on the t-shirt I was wearing both times so my buddy thought there was some kind of hidden message in what it said.  So it led me to conclude that pretty women either like t-shirts with catchy phrases or they like fitted t-shirts on a nice tone and firm body.  Which is it ladies?...  ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on August 08, 2015, 08:57:00 AM
This is your weekend safety brief brought to you by OAF Nation.  Check it.  I think I might start a trend here soon.

http://www.oafnation.com/weekend-safety-briefs/2014/4/18/safety-brief (http://www.oafnation.com/weekend-safety-briefs/2014/4/18/safety-brief)
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on August 09, 2015, 04:57:50 PM
I make a good wing man.  O0 too bad, I don't get hit on.

Hahaha.  Funny bro.  I don't buy that one bit or maybe you just don't go out enough.  You are like my xib fwm.

Hear that ladies?  Although I stand a little taller than Rockin, he is a stud muffin.  ;)
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on August 10, 2015, 12:45:54 PM
When the baddies come a rockin, the X-Man comes a knockin.

"Moons out, goons out."

(https://scontent.cdninstagram.com/hphotos-xaf1/t51.2885-15/s320x320/e15/11379136_1502618923362279_995353563_n.jpg)
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on August 12, 2015, 08:04:02 PM
Almost the end of another day and the start of a new one.  What kind of awesome awaits me tomorrow?
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on August 13, 2015, 08:03:35 PM
I've spent most of my adult life traveling the world and maybe it's time I come home and learn to live a normal life, a Hmong life.  Time will tell...
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Uglyyasada on August 18, 2015, 03:36:37 PM
I've spent most of my adult life traveling the world and maybe it's time I come home and learn to live a normal life, a Hmong life.  Time will tell...

Hottie
Be happy and smile that you've seem the entire world.  The only world I've seem so far was my back yard.

It's time to come home, come to those that loves you and those who are waiting for you.  Come back to the hmong life LOL ( I have no idea what the hmong life is like, other than buffet every weekend and getting fat), but anyways, come home, come visit me while you're at it ok?.  I'll take you to the strip clubs where we can go wild  >:D, you gotta promise me that you will not let me get too crazy while we're at it.  I want to see your wolf style while we're at it  :2funny:

"Sorry I ruin your thread"  ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on August 18, 2015, 06:44:48 PM
Hottie
Be happy and smile that you've seem the entire world.  The only world I've seem so far was my back yard.

It's time to come home, come to those that loves you and those who are waiting for you.  Come back to the hmong life LOL ( I have no idea what the hmong life is like, other than buffet every weekend and getting fat), but anyways, come home, come visit me while you're at it ok?.  I'll take you to the strip clubs where we can go wild  >:D, you gotta promise me that you will not let me get too crazy while we're at it.  I want to see your wolf style while we're at it  :2funny:

"Sorry I ruin your thread"  ;D

LOL.  The Hot Guy is most definitely intrigued by you little one.  But I've never been one to go to strip clubs so I can definitely keep you in line...  ;D  And The Wolf Man is a one woman show.  ;)

But as far as coming home...  It will be a long time still before I make that decision.  And the Hmong life I crave is a simple one where I can enjoy some nice sticky rice with some chicken or Hmong sausage.  Lol.  No buffet for this guy.  I gotta keep Sexy and Danger lookin sharp for the ladies.

Don't worry about ruining this thread though.  I bomb threads all the time myself so it's good to see someone else doing it as well other than me.  Lol.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Uglyyasada on August 21, 2015, 08:18:52 AM
LOL.  The Hot Guy is most definitely intrigued by you little one.  But I've never been one to go to strip clubs so I can definitely keep you in line...  ;D  And The Wolf Man is a one woman show.  ;)

But as far as coming home...  It will be a long time still before I make that decision.  And the Hmong life I crave is a simple one where I can enjoy some nice sticky rice with some chicken or Hmong sausage.  Lol.  No buffet for this guy.  I gotta keep Sexy and Danger lookin sharp for the ladies.

Don't worry about ruining this thread though.  I bomb threads all the time myself so it's good to see someone else doing it as well other than me.  Lol.
wooohooo... Does this mean that if I get lucky I might see the wolf man? LOL sorry Joking!!
Don't be intrigued by me, cause I'm just a Plain and Simple peanut, nothing else to be intriguing about.
No worries, we can go as our first time at the strip club, but only if you can beat me at running.. LOL I've been improving you know  ;).. and someone said to me, just make sure I return with my clothes on! LOL..

Now I know about the hmong life you are talking about... hehehehe.. When you're like me, where everyday you get to enjoy the luxury of hmong food, you don't appreciate them as much anymore.  But yep.. those are like soul food.. You forgetting Papaya salad, and Larb, and what else.. LOL.. I don't want to talk about food anymore cause I've been cheating and I don't want to continue cheating anymore.  Time to go back being faithful, no hmong life for a while for me. 

Thank you for your permission! :)
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: tRouBLe on August 21, 2015, 08:32:02 AM
I've spent most of my adult life traveling the world and maybe it's time I come home and learn to live a normal life, a Hmong life.  Time will tell...

What's normal or Hmong to you may not be for another.  It's really dependent upon the individual AND as the saying goes, life is what you make of it.   ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on August 21, 2015, 11:41:36 AM
wooohooo... Does this mean that if I get lucky I might see the wolf man? LOL sorry Joking!!
Don't be intrigued by me, cause I'm just a Plain and Simple peanut, nothing else to be intriguing about.
No worries, we can go as our first time at the strip club, but only if you can beat me at running.. LOL I've been improving you know  ;).. and someone said to me, just make sure I return with my clothes on! LOL..

Now I know about the hmong life you are talking about... hehehehe.. When you're like me, where everyday you get to enjoy the luxury of hmong food, you don't appreciate them as much anymore.  But yep.. those are like soul food.. You forgetting Papaya salad, and Larb, and what else.. LOL.. I don't want to talk about food anymore cause I've been cheating and I don't want to continue cheating anymore.  Time to go back being faithful, no hmong life for a while for me. 

Thank you for your permission! :)

I can't quite run very well yet but hopefully soon.  But I will say that I can walk faster than most slow people can run.  I can walk at a rate of 4.5 miles an hour.  So you better be fast.  Lol.

But yes...  I miss some good old fashioned Hmong food.

What's normal or Hmong to you may not be for another.  It's really dependent upon the individual AND as the saying goes, life is what you make of it.   ;D

If you only knew...  Lol.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Uglyyasada on August 21, 2015, 11:57:46 AM
I can't quite run very well yet but hopefully soon.  But I will say that I can walk faster than most slow people can run.  I can walk at a rate of 4.5 miles an hour.  So you better be fast.  Lol.

But yes...  I miss some good old fashioned Hmong food.
OMG.. LOL.. I can't even run 4.5miles per hour.. ahahahaha.. but hey it's worth the shot!.. 
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on August 21, 2015, 02:26:55 PM
OMG.. LOL.. I can't even run 4.5miles per hour.. ahahahaha.. but hey it's worth the shot!..

Don't let this Hmong Forest Gump beat you now.  Lol.  ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on August 21, 2015, 06:47:15 PM
Knocked out a 5 mile hike after work today and then hit the gym for 45 minutes to do a bicep and tricep workout and now I feel super pumped up!  About to hit the night life with my guns fired up and ready to go.  If you aint havin fun tonight PHers; YOU ARE WRONG!  Get some ladies!
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on August 22, 2015, 09:15:18 AM
Hung over and my body feels sore all over from constant workouts this week.  Man it feels good to be awesome.  Lol.  ;D

The things I do to stay sexy for you ladies.  One more workout session for the week and I'll be done.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Giggles_Shyly on August 22, 2015, 09:19:18 AM
Lol... you must of hit the bottle hard..  or walls :P
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on August 22, 2015, 09:28:07 AM
Lol... you must of hit the bottle hard..  or walls :P

Both.  :2funny:

I mainly only drink liquor now when I go out and I tend to bump into things quite a bit when I get tipsy.  Lol.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: tRouBLe on August 22, 2015, 01:05:58 PM
If you only knew...  Lol.

I'm sure we can imagine.   :-X   ;D

Hung over and my body feels sore all over from constant workouts this week.  Man it feels good to be awesome.  Lol.  ;D

The things I do to stay sexy for you ladies.  One more workout session for the week and I'll be done.

Actually, you're probably doing it for yourself, not the ladies.   ;D     :D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on August 23, 2015, 05:33:27 PM
I'm sure we can imagine.   :-X   ;D

Actually, you're probably doing it for yourself, not the ladies.   ;D     :D

Well maybe you ladies can...  Lol.  ;D

But yes, it feels good to work hard on making yourself the better version of yourself.  But part of me does do it for you ladies.  ;)
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Giggles_Shyly on August 23, 2015, 07:14:26 PM
Grace us with a version of the new you!
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on August 23, 2015, 07:34:57 PM
Grace us with a version of the new you!

Lol.  Someone was bound to say it.  Hahaha.  Only one special lady gets that privilege.  ;)
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Uglyyasada on August 24, 2015, 09:40:44 AM
Don't let this Hmong Forest Gump beat you now.  Lol.  ;D

Geez.. you do that much mile per hour just walking and you call yourself Forest Gump?? LOL.. I'm like Turtle even if I ran.. LOL

Knocked out a 5 mile hike after work today and then hit the gym for 45 minutes to do a bicep and tricep workout and now I feel super pumped up!  About to hit the night life with my guns fired up and ready to go.  If you aint havin fun tonight PHers; YOU ARE WRONG!  Get some ladies!

Goodness graciousness lol, sound like a fun night out!.. Did you got yourself some ladies? lol, I heard it's a full moon and hungry wolves must be howling  :2funny: :2funny: :2funny:
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on August 25, 2015, 03:42:17 PM
Goodness graciousness lol, sound like a fun night out!.. Did you got yourself some ladies? lol, I heard it's a full moon and hungry wolves must be howling  :2funny: :2funny: :2funny:

It was a fun night.  The Wolf Man is a nocturnal animal so I like to go out night so I can howl at the moon.  Lol.  I howl at other things too.  :2funny:
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Uglyyasada on August 26, 2015, 04:15:46 PM
It was a fun night.  The Wolf Man is a nocturnal animal so I like to go out night so I can howl at the moon.  Lol.  I howl at other things too.  :2funny:

LOL,  :2funny: :2funny:

I'm not even going to ask
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on August 28, 2015, 04:33:54 AM
Getting ready to go out on a four mile hike to clear some thoughts.  It's amazing how one second you can feel like you're on top of the world and the next, you're underneath it all...
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on September 15, 2015, 04:09:42 PM
Been awhile since I posted in here.  Cleaning up my place finally and it's starting to look good again.  I've missed out on two work out days now trying to clean my place up though.  Lol.

But it must be done.  Looks like tomorrow, I'm gonna have to go twice as hard.  But it's back to the grind...
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on September 16, 2015, 03:27:04 PM
So much to do and so little time.  Gotta finish cleaning my place up and get my workout in and then get ready to go out tonight.  Moons gonna be out soon and the goons are goin out!
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Dark Angel on September 16, 2015, 03:55:21 PM
Yep, its time to put away that fabreeze and actually do your laundry.  :2funny:
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on September 16, 2015, 03:57:28 PM
Lol.  No laundry stacking up in here.  The only thing that stacks in my place are these guns I carry around with me everywhere I go.  ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Dark Angel on September 16, 2015, 03:59:20 PM
Lol.  No laundry stacking up in here.  The only thing that stacks in my place are these guns I carry around with me everywhere I go.  ;D

LOL Make sure you polished them guns good.. they might misfired.  :2funny:
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on September 16, 2015, 04:02:29 PM
These guns never misfire.  I shoot with precision accuracy.  ;)
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Dark Angel on September 16, 2015, 04:03:22 PM
These guns never misfire.  I shoot with precision accuracy.  ;)

Of course! Just make sure it's the right target. LOL
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on September 16, 2015, 04:07:53 PM
One shot, one kill.  That's all that matters.  O0
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Dark Angel on September 16, 2015, 04:09:22 PM
One shot, one kill.  That's all that matters.  O0

And that's how Darksyde roll...  :hello: Alien.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on September 16, 2015, 04:11:53 PM
That's right.  Bang.  :violent5:
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Dark Angel on September 16, 2015, 04:18:39 PM
That's right.  Bang.  :violent5:

Um.. I hope that's not what I think it is.. It's just so WRONG now!  :2funny:
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on September 16, 2015, 04:21:07 PM
Don't make light of this alien.  My spaceship might be gone but I still got some tricks up my sleeve.  O0
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Dark Angel on September 16, 2015, 04:22:31 PM
Don't make light of this alien.  My spaceship might be gone but I still got some tricks up my sleeve.  O0

Sorry, but i've salvaged your spaceship. LOL You can ride on the yellow bus.  ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on September 16, 2015, 04:25:53 PM
Be careful.  That yellow school bus might run your ass over.  Ask Giggles.  LOL...
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Dark Angel on September 16, 2015, 04:27:52 PM
Be careful.  That yellow school bus might run your ass over.  Ask Giggles.  LOL...

It's okay, I know all your routes! I'll be dodging that big yellow bus.  ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: tRouBLe on September 18, 2015, 07:39:05 PM
Well maybe you ladies can...  Lol.  ;D

But yes, it feels good to work hard on making yourself the better version of yourself.  But part of me does do it for you ladies.  ;)

That's argumentative since it could be a fallacious statement.    ;D   :P
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on September 18, 2015, 07:42:38 PM
That's argumentative since it could be a fallacious statement.    ;D   :P

Lol.  Now you're thinking too deep.  What can I say?  The guns help keep the ladies coming back for more.  ^-^
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: tRouBLe on September 18, 2015, 08:05:17 PM
What guns?  You haven't graced us, PH ladies, with the "guns" you keep speaking of.   ;D     :P
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on September 18, 2015, 08:12:48 PM
What guns?  You haven't graced us, PH ladies, with the "guns" you keep speaking of.   ;D     :P

Lol.  I see what you are doing but it's not gonna work.  Good try though.  Hahaha.  ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on September 18, 2015, 08:15:16 PM
Gonna be out in 30.  Another wild night of serenading the ladies with my voice of an angel while I pour random drinks and shots of whatever down my throat.  I'll drink one in honor of my PH ladies.  ;)
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: tRouBLe on September 18, 2015, 08:19:55 PM
Lol.  I see what you are doing but it's not gonna work.  Good try though.  Hahaha.  ;D

I'm not trying to do anything, I was just stating an observation when you said "you ladies."   :P  You cannot get the ladies coming back for more when they haven't seen them.   ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: tRouBLe on September 18, 2015, 08:21:26 PM
Gonna be out in 30.  Another wild night of serenading the ladies with my voice of an angel while I pour random drinks and shots of whatever down my throat.  I'll drink one in honor of my PH ladies.  ;)

I feel bad for your liver.   ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on September 19, 2015, 01:42:23 AM
I'm not trying to do anything, I was just stating an observation when you said "you ladies."   :P  You cannot get the ladies coming back for more when they haven't seen them.   ;D

My guns are only reserved for a special lady who can reach out to me.  ;)  The rest of you can just imagine.  Lol...
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on September 19, 2015, 01:43:18 AM
I feel bad for your liver.   ;D

My liver is gonna be alright tonight.  I was the DD so I didn't drink very much.  But I will always take donations...  Lol.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on September 25, 2015, 06:09:06 PM
I was gonna go up to DC tonight but that plan failed.  Time to go with Plan B: get fawked up!  Lol.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on September 27, 2015, 10:08:16 PM
Baltimore was the bomb this weekend.  Recommend you check it out if you're ever in the area.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on September 30, 2015, 06:23:41 PM
4 mile hike with a 50 lbs pack complete for the day.  Now it's time I get ready so I can get in my car to go to the bar which isn't very far.  Boom.  I love rhymes.  :2funny:
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: tRouBLe on September 30, 2015, 06:31:03 PM
My guns are only reserved for a special lady who can reach out to me.  ;)  The rest of you can just imagine.  Lol...

"Special" lady?  Got it.   ;D   We don't need to imagine since the "he" could be a "she."   :D

My liver is gonna be alright tonight.  I was the DD so I didn't drink very much.  But I will always take donations...  Lol.

Maybe alright that night BUT it seems like there were many nights of your drunken adventures, as I recall.   ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on October 01, 2015, 07:06:30 AM
"Special" lady?  Got it.   ;D   We don't need to imagine since the "he" could be a "she."   :D

Maybe alright that night BUT it seems like there were many nights of your drunken adventures, as I recall.   ;D

I don't know where the "he" factor came from but that will never happen.  Lol.

But all I can say is that most of the time my liver says no but the brain says yes.  :2funny:
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: tRouBLe on October 02, 2015, 12:32:51 PM
You mean "she" factor, since you're supposedly a "he."   ;D

In other words, are you trying to tell us that you have no self control....  :D    :P
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on October 02, 2015, 06:55:56 PM
In other words, are you trying to tell us that you have no self control....  :D    :P

Yes.  I have no self control of being awesome!  It's what keeps you ladies coming back for more.  ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on October 02, 2015, 06:58:14 PM
Moons out and the goons be out!  Another wild night awaits.  There's a hurricane waiting for me tomorrow morning but tonight, who gives a d@mn.  Lol.  ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: tRouBLe on October 02, 2015, 07:06:13 PM
Yes.  I have no self control of being awesome!  It's what keeps you ladies coming back for more.  ;D

We only keep coming back to check on that liver of yours, since it is definitely awesome at withstanding your alcohol intoxication.. ....party hearty.  ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on October 02, 2015, 07:35:13 PM
We only keep coming back to check on that liver of yours, since it is definitely awesome at withstanding your alcohol intoxication.. ....party hearty.  ;D

I do two work outs a day so it all balances out.  Lol.  The liver might be hurting a bit but the guns are doing great.  ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: 234 on October 05, 2015, 04:17:07 AM
Darksyde: where are you currently based?

Curious mind want to know. Just wondering whether you heard or know my bil.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Dark Angel on October 05, 2015, 09:02:59 AM
I do two work outs a day so it all balances out.  Lol.  The liver might be hurting a bit but the guns are doing great.  ;D

If your liver is not good anymore, those guns will be gone too.  :idiot2: :2funny:
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on October 28, 2015, 05:44:31 PM
The real me is back!  I have finally regained the confidence I have lost over a year ago.  I still have not received the full use of my left foot back but I am back to running again.  I just ran today for the first time with a 50 lbs pack!  I benched 3x5 205 lbs this past Monday and plan on doing that with 215 lbs today here shortly!  My abs are also finally starting to resurface themselves again!  D@mn I feel good!

It has been a long road to recovery but I am close to that finish line now.  F**k what the doctors say and believe in yourself!

When the days seem long and endless, never stop believing in yourself.  I hope to be back to my ultimate studly self by the end of this year.  Get ready 2016!  Because I'm coming through with my boots kicking through the mother**king door!

Keeping it awesome!,
The Hot Guy
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Dark Angel on October 28, 2015, 07:36:50 PM
Thats the spirit!! O0
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 17, 2015, 04:50:37 PM
Getting ready for the next journey in my life.  Where the road leads me; time will tell...
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 19, 2015, 09:49:02 AM
Just got done with my performance evaluation and they told me I was awesome.  Why am I not surprised?  ;D

Gotta keep it awesome for my ladies,
The Hot Guy
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 19, 2015, 10:11:36 AM
To drink or not to drink today?  The hard life decisions I have to make every day?...  Lol.  ;D

Of course I will do my daily workout routine before I commit to anything else but dang...  I got the next two weeks to basically BS my time away.

What's a hot guy to do?
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 19, 2015, 10:51:14 PM
So I went out and drank...  Sue me...  Lol.  What's a single dude to do on a lonely, boring night?

Had a decent night with some buddies and watched the game a little bit.

Looking forward to the weekend highlights now.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: tRouBLe on November 20, 2015, 10:06:36 AM
What's a "hot" and "single" guy to do......appare ntly, drink......so nothing new.   ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 20, 2015, 01:19:27 PM
What's a "hot" and "single" guy to do......appare ntly, drink......so nothing new.   ;D

You're right but I get criticized a lot for drinking on weekdays (alcoholic).  Lol.

Can't do anything about the "hot and single" thing though because I'm not into women outside of Hmong.  Don't worry MN ladies, I'm on my way!  ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 20, 2015, 01:20:07 PM
yo..bro, someone instigating trouble.  I suggest you check it her out!

I'll be out and about in MN if she's from there and wanna kick it.  ;)
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 20, 2015, 07:12:20 PM
Ugh...  Just got back from my 4 mile hike.  It's 8 at night here and I still need to hit gym to close out my day before I commit to going out.  Took too long of a nap earlier.  I might just skip the gym today...  Lol.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 20, 2015, 08:04:45 PM
So I went to the gym after all.  Lol.  Time to eat, shower and get ready to get gooned out!
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Dark Angel on November 20, 2015, 09:10:40 PM
So I went to the gym after all.  Lol.  Time to eat, shower and get ready to get gooned out!


Take Sexy and Dangerous out for the night! ;D :D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 20, 2015, 10:21:13 PM
So which one is u?

That was a picture of me and my boys when I was a younger man but if you really must know...  I'm the Black dude.  :2funny:
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 20, 2015, 11:54:11 PM
Real funny. Stop lying  :P  :P  ???  ::)

Well it's obvious I am Hmong and there is only one dude in that picture that is obviously Asian.  I'm just saying...  Lol.  ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 21, 2015, 06:37:47 AM
Hmmm... Silly i still dont think thats u, cause as i recall on one of your post u stated u dont do the  internet picture posting.  ::) but if u say so... And the only reason i asked was just curious what the hot guy looks like.  O0 oh and i dont really look like a monkey either, but oh well... Lol

Lol.  I'm quite sure I already knew that you didn't look like a monkey...  :2funny:

Most of the ladies in here are curious to find out but don't wanna find out in person.  Lol.

But that most definitely is me.  Just a very young version of me.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 21, 2015, 08:01:32 AM
Well... How is anyone suppose to know how u look like if meeting up? Lol so we r just gonna assume. What if we mistake another hot guy there as u? Lol then what, just made a fool of ourselves. So yeah... Im sure knowing how a person looks like might have some sort of importance before a meet up. Just saying. Lol

Lol.  Good point but trust me when I say that you'll know me when you see me.  I'm a lot more confident and cockier in person.  ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 21, 2015, 08:15:24 AM
Well... Like i always say... Put the money where the mouth is, say it. better be able to prove it.  :)

Lol.  Like I said, I'm not much of an internet social interactive person.  Or maybe I told someone else...  I think it was Misskhou...  But anyways...  I'm not much of one and only come on here sporadically.  I'll disappear here in a week or two.  And I personally don't like putting my picture up in an open internet forum.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 21, 2015, 08:37:49 AM
Of course and i respect that..  :) I know i wouldnt plaster my picture all over either..  O0

Thanks for understanding.  O0

But like I said, I'm not shy about meeting up.  If you wanna kick it and I'm not around, just drop a message in my thread and I'll see it in my email and respond.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 21, 2015, 10:32:14 AM
Looking forward to my farewell celebration tonight.  It's gonna be a great time!
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 21, 2015, 03:42:37 PM
So why r u always away frm home? Is it for business?  :)

Yes.  O0

We've all got to make a living somehow.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 21, 2015, 06:05:25 PM
Having a good hair day.  It must be a sign that tonight is gonna be the sh!t.  ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 22, 2015, 07:50:56 AM
I'm so hungry and I need to go to my car...  Lol.  Being hungover is always fun.  ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Dark Angel on November 22, 2015, 07:39:05 PM
I'm so hungry and I need to go to my car...  Lol.  Being hungover is always fun.  ;D

What's in your car? Hamburger? :D :2funny: :P
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Dark Angel on November 22, 2015, 07:40:47 PM
Oh crap! How did i ended on this thread? Thought i was posting in the hot guy thread. :2funny: :2funny:
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 22, 2015, 07:41:04 PM
What's in your car? Hamburger? :D :2funny: :P

No.  Lol.  I had to leave my car at the bar last night.  I was too wasted to drive.  ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Dark Angel on November 22, 2015, 07:43:28 PM
No.  Lol.  I had to leave my car at the bar last night.  I was too wasted to drive.  ;D

Oh..sorry DD live too far to drive you home. ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 22, 2015, 07:45:18 PM
Oh..sorry DD live too far to drive you home. ;D

My buddy took me home yesterday and took me to get my car this morning so I'm good.  O0
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Dark Angel on November 22, 2015, 07:46:21 PM
My buddy took me home yesterday and took me to get my car this morning so I'm good.  O0

First time for you? Lol
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 22, 2015, 07:47:17 PM
First time for you? Lol

Nope.  Lol.  ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Dark Angel on November 22, 2015, 07:49:24 PM
Tsk tsk... ;D I better stay sober when we meet up then. Lol
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 23, 2015, 07:57:25 AM
Was NOT expecting it to be this cold here in the South this morning.  And now I have to dig around for my fleece jacket.  Lol.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 23, 2015, 08:41:56 AM
Are you winning at your own game?

Do whatever it takes to be the best version of you everyday no matter how much life sucks at the moment.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PCzth7Vz_bM (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PCzth7Vz_bM)
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Dark Angel on November 23, 2015, 09:03:17 AM
Was NOT expecting it to be this cold here in the South this morning.  And now I have to dig around for my fleece jacket.  Lol.

We had a few sprinkles of snowballs (tiny) this morning.  :P Keep warm!
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 24, 2015, 10:52:36 AM
I smell a celebration tonight!  Like every night...  Lol.  You know what time it is!  O0
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Superan on November 24, 2015, 10:54:17 AM
I smell a celebration tonight!  Like every night...  Lol.  You know what time it is!  O0

Karaoke?
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 24, 2015, 10:58:43 AM
Karaoke?

That and some whiskey probably.  Lol.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Superan on November 24, 2015, 11:02:39 AM
That and some whiskey probably.  Lol.

Somehow, you were meant to be born Japanese. Kind of miss read the road signs and ended up being Hmong.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 24, 2015, 11:04:20 AM
Somehow, you were meant to be born Japanese. Kind of miss read the road signs and ended up being Hmong.

Lol.  Probably.  And now that you mention it, I could definitely go out for some sushi and sake for lunch too.  ;D
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Superan on November 24, 2015, 11:09:07 AM
Lol.  Probably.  And now that you mention it, I could definitely go out for some sushi and sake for lunch too.  ;D

 
 
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 24, 2015, 11:12:42 AM


Lol.  I don't know man...  I'm very skeptical about that last name right now...  :P
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Superan on November 24, 2015, 11:13:35 AM
Lol.  I don't know man...  I'm very skeptical about that last name right now...  :P

Well, there is also a viet lady that works there. She is also very good looking.
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on November 24, 2015, 11:22:02 AM
Well, there is also a viet lady that works there. She is also very good looking.

I think I'll pass.  I'm just gonna come home and kick it.  Keep it simple.  I appreciate you looking out for me though.  Lol.  O0
Title: Re: My journey to the end
Post by: Darksyde on October 26, 2017, 11:12:24 PM
This place has become a barren wasteland apparently... only naturally I suppose... but I would say that things have possibly changed dramatically for the most of us... and some none. If youíre reading this and know me somewhat, just know Iím close to home again. Iím alive and well. Always the struggler but always surviving; because Iím a warrior; it has always been in my heart and soul. I hope all is well with you.