Kuv me Nkauj Hnub

[cwjmemdub]

Thanks for agreeing lilly.   



Living in your world
Has blinded me from seeing chaos
You're compassionate, loving, caring, understanding, and adorable
Makes me think that others have hearts that are just as soft

You're full of love and happiness
There's not a hate in you
I never ceased to be impressed
By the generosity I never deserved of its due

Moving on to a path
Rougher than the one you had shown me
My heart refuses to accept
Knowing you may still be waiting

The intensity of my love for you is still there
It has never died out
The thought of not being able to be with you makes a nightmare
That I always tried to stay away from thinking about

[Dok_Champa]

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Published on Jun 7, 2015
When I first saw the vid of the reunion of the two artists Marina Ambramovic and Frank Uwe Laysiepen aka ‘Ulay’ after 33 years of being apart, I was so touched by how they look at each other eyes and you can tell that true love never dies.

Published on May 30, 2015
“I was fortunate enough to wander into the MoMA just in time for "The Artist Is Present". Equal parts unsettling, absurd, and profound; I couldn't shake the experience. Later, I stumbled onto the video wherein Ulay and Marina reunite and was overwhelmed with only one sentiment: this is a song.”

[cwjmemdub]

Thanks for sharing DOK.



Some day
If I had some of God's power
I'd level all the mountains that stand in our way
And stop all the rains and showers

I'd drain all oceans and rivers
Just so it'd be easier for me to look for you
I'd reward all lovers
Who could relay my message to the moon

It's the only thing that could see all over earth
It can make darkness shines
It can hear love birds chirp
It knows that you are mine

It matters not how long I'd have to wait
For that miracle moment
I'm holding my faith
Keeping that flame in my heart burns

[cwjmemdub]

Just wonder
Who's in your thought
Has it ever occured
i was the one you always sought

Could I be
The one in your heart
The one you decreed
Never to part

I feel like a puppy
Lost no one found
Never happy
The mind's filled with doubts

I'm longing for ownership
Someone to love and care
Someone to guide and give me tips
Making forgetting you something I will never dare

[cwjmemdub]

https://youtu.be/W8Nx-q8mYfk

[cwjmemdub]

https://youtu.be/xheFlNv7iE4

[cwjmemdub]

I thought my heart was made of stone
Unbreakable to anything
Yet, your love penetrated and owned
Made me went into a mood swing

It was hard to put up defense
Against someone so soft and understanding
My heart went into a trance
Whenever Your eyes would sing

I tried not to make direct eye contact
However, your radiance pulled me with the might of an elephant
My strength lied flat
This I could never understand

My heart will never be healed
The cracks are too deep
I can only appeal
Hoping God will not let me weep

[cwjmemdub]

Rau cov txivneej siab phem.



Thaum koj nyob ntawm kuv ib sab
Luag saib kuv zoo li ib tug nom
Thaum tsis muaj koj pw kuv txhais npab
Luag saib zoo li kuv pheej yuav nyas muab luag tej pojniam txhom

Thaum kuv nco meej
Xyov koj twb ploj koj dua rab teb twg
Kuv txawm yuav nthos riam nthos qeej
Qhov Nujnplaib tau ces yog kev so ntswg

Caum nrhiav koj ua yuagg tas
Pom ib muag li npausuav
Koj twb mus hlawv luag nas
Cub mov rau luag tuav ncuav

Tsam no cas yuav lig ua luaj
Tsis ntxov thim lub siab limhiam
Xav kaj siab ces kawg noj tshuaj
Mam hlub hlub koj rau lwm tiam

[cwjmemdub]

Where have you gone to my love
I've searched through hundreds of fields of thorns
Millions of lakes and rivers I've crossed
Countless life cycles I've been born

I've traveled passed the intersection
Leading to Hell, Heaven, Earth, and the black hole
I've followed each road's every turn
I've even talked to thousands of lost souls

I haven't smelled your scent
I haven't seen your apparition
I haven't detected your descent
To earth or ascent to heaven

Where else should I look
What else should I do
I've read hundreds if not thousands of books
Hundreds of piles of pictures I've viewed

Perhaps, I need to remain a spirit
To find the true lead
My health is giving me the sign of fear
My heart is starting to bleed

Soon, it'll be your turn to find me
Because you've always known where I'd be
I've never left the place we both agreed
Your heart was the only place that made me happy

[cwjmemdub]

This poem is not related to this topic, but it's mine and just wanna share.



Me muam Hmoob tojsiab
Tuaj wb mus txhom ntses
Tua cuam tua liab
Tho muv tho mes

Nqhis nqhis khauj khaum
Nqhis qav
Zaub iab xyaw taum
Laj kauv ntxuag nplooj hnav

Nco nco tej zaub tej mov
Lo me muam tojsiab kauv tes
Nco koj lub me xubntiag sov
Muab kev hlub rau kuv puv toj roob hauv pes

Koj puas nco lawm
Thaum wb ci ntsuag noj ntawm ntug cub
Koj los rau kuv khawm
Wb cia li mus pw sibhlub

Tav su
Mam sawv mus hlais yeeb
Hmoob pom Hmoob kes kes plhu
Wb ntsej muag tsis muaj ib feeb

Xav txog thaum twg
Lub siab dhia pig poog rau txoj kev nco koj
Siab ntshai rwj rwg
Tsam koj txoj kev hlub kuv ploj

Kuv twb rov los txog tojsiab lawm
Thiaj hu kom koj tuaj
Hmoob tej ntxhais ntxawm
Koj puas paub tias kuv quaj

[cwjmemdub]

Leej muam hmoob tojsiab
Yog tias koj tsis tuaj ntsib kuv hnub no
Ntshe wb yuav sib ncaim mus ib txhiab
Yuav poob kua muag rau txoj kev sib nco

Puas yog koj muaj tus tshiab lawm
Kuv hu los koj thiaj tsis teb
Kuv quaj quaj ntshav muag twb tawm
Vim kuv lub siab tsis yog pobzeb

Kuv nco koj
Nco tshaj kuv nco kuv niam kuv txiv
Plawv nruj cuag muab hlua zoj
Mloog zoo li yuav dhia tsis taus ntxiv

Hlub koj luaj no
Thov koj tuaj qhia lub ntsiab
Seb koj puas tseem nco
Cas ho cia kuv poob kua muag iab

Zaum no ces
Kuv lub plawv dhia twb ntaug zuj zus
Kev ncaim zaum no yog ntuj rub tes
rub taw thiaj tuaj xa lus

[Dok_Champa]

cwjmemdub- One good thing about lost love, they inspire the most amazing songs or in your case love poems and thank you for sharing.  Have you ever thought about compiling all your love poems into a  book and perhaps published them? 

[cwjmemdub]

Thanks for the compliment, Dok.
I'm not good to the level where my poems are woth to be published yet, and I love to support Hmong websites.  I'm just hoping I'd have enought time to write more in the future.

[cwjmemdub]

This Valentine
And many more in the past
You were and are mine
There's nothing more I could have asked

Having you as an angel
Watching over my shoulders and back
Making my every day life special
Causing the love, honesty, and compassion in me to hatch

I will spend many more Valentine's Days  to come
With only you
Although, now, we're like the moon and the sun
With limited time together, my love for you still stays true

[cwjmemdub]

Mloog koj lub suab
Hauv xovtooj cua
Muab koj daim duab
Koj tseg rau kuv ua chaw tshua

Thau los saib
Tias yog vim li cas
Wb sib hlub cuag menyuam ntxaib
Kuv tseem ua niag fee duj das

Hlub koj tsis txaus
Koj thiaj ncaim lawm
Nyiag tham koj tej vivncaus
Nyob rau tib lub sijhawm

Yog tias muaj hmoo
Wb rov sib ntsib
Yuav thov ua zoo
Muab wb txoj kev hlub rov los pib

Mam hlub koj ib leeg
Kom tag lub siab lub ntsws
Ua kom koj ntseeg
Tias zaum no yuav tsis pub wb txoj kev hlub tws