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Re: Fighting For My Life
« Reply #345 on: November 15, 2023, 01:34:54 PM »
Doing yard work and found someone's broken fish rod, just the handle part in my back yard.   :D  Crazy peeps always be trashing things...oh and found a pail, a trash can, and a wheeled cart too.  Gosh these trashy people walked a long ways just to toss some trash stuff.

The pail and trash can are in perfect condition too.



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Re: Fighting For My Life
« Reply #346 on: December 10, 2023, 01:14:37 AM »
Really our first major ice roads of the season.  So many accidents already.  :D



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Re: Fighting For My Life
« Reply #347 on: January 30, 2024, 04:43:09 PM »
you can actually mow the lawn in this weather...what ever happened to using the snow blower... :D



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Re: Fighting For My Life
« Reply #348 on: March 19, 2024, 01:44:36 AM »
Accident at work.  Almost lost my finger.  Guess no fishing for me.



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Re: Fighting For My Life
« Reply #349 on: March 20, 2024, 10:55:20 PM »
There's something about old age.  Gray hairs.  Gosh, now I see them grays, even with my blindish eyes.  :D



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Re: Fighting For My Life
« Reply #350 on: April 18, 2024, 04:51:25 PM »
...month later...finger is pretty much healed up.  Some scaring and still thin skin where the wound is at.  Healed enough that bandage is not required for the wound, but maybe just as a buffer protection.



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Re: Fighting For My Life
« Reply #351 on: September 22, 2024, 09:48:41 AM »
That was some lighting and thunder!

Entire house flashed up and I've got blinds on the windows.  Normally you'll see a flash and can tell that the light comes from the window.  However this flash, seemed like it came out of the ground and walls.  About two seconds later, the thunderous roar came. 



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Re: Fighting For My Life
« Reply #352 on: September 25, 2024, 01:44:21 PM »
I was wondering who's making so much construction noise outside?

They be putting in new tracks for the railroad.  :D



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Re: Fighting For My Life
« Reply #353 on: November 21, 2024, 09:12:25 PM »
I have been feeling sad.  For the first time in my life, I realized it was depression.  Gosh is that what it is?

Gotta get out of this mood.  Gotta fight it off.



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Re: Fighting For My Life
« Reply #354 on: December 08, 2024, 11:56:13 AM »
Why are they closing off the highway all of a sudden?

Little ice?   :D



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Re: Fighting For My Life
« Reply #355 on: August 03, 2025, 05:30:17 AM »
I'm beginning to notice something about myself...

I'm dying or rather unsure of it but I realized that sometimes when I fall asleep...I noticed that I'm not breathing.  I'm not breathing.  I'm not snoring.  My chest is not rising nor falling.  My diaphram is not filling and exhaling.  I don't know for how long.  But somehow, as I near awakening, I restart my life again. 

What's more concerning is that, sometimes I'm awake and then notice that I'm not breathing.  Only to realize that I've got a nonexistent shallow breath.  Even more shallow than a diving breath, where you move air within your lungs but with just enough water in and out within your mouth.



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Re: Fighting For My Life
« Reply #356 on: August 06, 2025, 05:58:05 PM »
I seem to be sleeping a lot more lately.  If I do something while sitting down, before I know it, poof,...asleep.



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Re: Fighting For My Life
« Reply #357 on: August 09, 2025, 02:45:44 AM »
I thought PH shut me out for good and I wasn't able to log in for a few days.... :D



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Re: Fighting For My Life
« Reply #358 on: October 30, 2025, 01:56:15 PM »
dangbutt I'm more wordy today than I have been usually.

It's not me, not my mind.  It's my finger tips, they have a conscience of it's own.  :2funny:

just like how I typed this, I didn't even think of it.  Just the fingers poking around on the keyboard.



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Re: Fighting For My Life
« Reply #359 on: November 01, 2025, 12:55:28 PM »
I don't know what gives...but lately I feel like my soul and life force is leaving my body.

I am less and less connected to my physical body it seems.  My mind seems unattached to this world.  My soul seems even more transparent like it's losing it's sheen.  I wonder if this is how old people living to old age feel?

My body feels more and more like just a shell.  Just seems like it's feeling less and less alive. 

I drive my car and it just seems to drive by itself.  I type this on the keyboard and it seems like, my fingers are doing it's own thing.  I'm not directing any of it, it seems. 



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