Txhuas lub npau suav yog koj~

[jon_jon]

2/7/13

I've Been Waiting For You

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=igr8d_VvIhY

yeahh..
Girl I've been searchin so long thru this world
trying to find someone who could be
what my picture of love was to me
and you came along

When I saw you I knew you were the one
the love that I've been dreamin of

I've been waitin for you (waitin for you)
all my life for somebody who (somebody who)
makes me feel the way I feel when I'm with you, baby
have you been waitin too
cuz I've been waitin for you

Girl I've been saving my love all this time
cuz I knew someday I would find
the one that i've loved for so long in my mind

From the moment that I looked in your eyes
I saw the girl I've loved all my life

I've been waitin for you (waitin for you)
all my life for somebody who (somebody who)
makes me feel the way I feel when I'm with you, baby
have you been waitin too
cause I've been waitin for you

Now that I've found you I just can't let u go (cant let you go)
no no no ohhh
oh there's just one thing I want you to kno

Spoken: girl I love you so...

I've been waitin for you
all my life waitin for you
I've been waitin for you
all my life waitin for you
when I saw you I knew you were the one
the love that I've been dreaming of

I've been waitin for you (waitin for you)
all my life for somebody who (somebody who)
makes me feel the way I feel when I'm with you, baby
have you been waitin too
cause I've been waitin for you

I've been waitin for you
all my life waitin for you
I've been waitin for you
all my life waitin for you
I've been waitin for you
all my life waitin for you
(fade out)

j'adore ;o)
x

[jon_jon]

2/10/13

How often do you let other people’s nonsense change your mood? Do you let a bad driver, rude waiter, curt boss, or an insensitive employee ruin your day? Unless you’re the Terminator, you’re probably set back on your heels. However, the mark of your success is how quickly you can refocus on what’s important in your life.

Garbage Truck

Sixteen years ago I learned this lesson. And I learned it in the back of a New York City taxi cab. Here’s what happened.

I hopped in a taxi, and we took off for Grand Central Station. We were driving in the right lane when all of a sudden, a black car jumped out of a parking space right in front of us. My taxi driver slammed on his brakes, the car skidded, the tires squealed, and at the very last moment our car stopped just one inch from the other car’s back-end.

I couldn’t believe it. But then I couldn’t believe what happened next. The driver of the other car, the guy who almost caused a big accident, whipped his head around and he started yelling bad words at us. How do I know? Ask any New Yorker, some words in New York come with a special face. And he even threw in a one finger salute! I couldn’t believe it!

But here’s what really blew me away. My taxi driver just smiled and waved at the guy. And I mean, he was friendly. So, I said, “Why did you just do that!? This guy could have killed us!” And this is when my taxi driver told me what I now call, “The Law of the Garbage Truck ® .”

He said:
“Many people are like garbage trucks. They run around full of garbage, full of frustration, full of anger, and full of disappointment . As their garbage piles up, they look for a place to dump it. And if you let them, they’ll dump it on you.

So when someone wants to dump on you, don’t take it personally. Just smile, wave, wish them well, and move on. Believe me. You’ll be happier.”

 
So I started thinking, how often do I let Garbage Trucks run right over me? And how often do I take their garbage and spread it to other people at work, at home, or on the street? It was then that I said, “I don’t want their garbage and I’m not going to spread it anymore.”

I began to see Garbage Trucks. Like in the movie “The Sixth Sense,” the little boy said, “I see Dead People.” Well now “I see Garbage Trucks.” I see the load they’re carrying. I see them coming to dump it. And like my taxi driver, I don’t take it personally; I just smile, wave, wish them well, and I move on.

One of my favorite football players of all time was Walter Payton. Every day on the football field, after being tackled, he would jump up as quickly as he hit the ground. He never dwelled on a hit. Payton was ready to make the next play his best. Over the years the best players from around the world in every sport have played this way: Muhammad Ali, Nadia Comaneci, Bjorn Borg, Chris Evert, Michael Jordan, Jackie Robinson, and Pele are just some of those players. And the most inspiring leaders have lived this way: Nelson Mandela, Mother Theresa, Gandhi, and Martin Luther King.

See, Roy Baumeister, a psychology researcher from Florida State University, found in his extensive research that you remember bad things more often than good things in your life. You store the bad memories more easily, and you recall them more frequently.

So the odds are against you when a Garbage Truck comes your way. But when you follow The Law of the Garbage Truck ® , you take back control of your life. You make room for the good by letting go of the bad.

The best leaders know that they have to be ready for their next meeting. The best sales people know that they have to be ready for their next client. And the best parents know that they have to be ready to greet their children with hugs and kisses, no matter how many garbage trucks they might have faced that day. All of us know that we have to be fully present, and at our best for the people we care about.

The bottom line is that successful people do not let Garbage Trucks take over their lives.

What about you? What would happen in your life, starting today, if you let more garbage trucks pass you by?

Here’s my bet: You’ll be happier.

— DAVID J. POLLAY

[jon_jon]

Yog Kuv Lub Plawv Tseem Dhia by Xu Yang

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C2-ThJDMKRM

Verse 1:

Hnub kuv ntsib koj, kuv yeej paub tias,
Koj yog tus kuv xav tau.

Thaum kuv nrog koj, qhia tau rau kuv tias,
Koj yog tus kuv xav hlub ib leeg.

Hnub kuv puag koj, kuv yeej paub tias,
Koj xwb thiaj yog kuv tus.

Thaum kuv hniav koj, kuv mloog tau haiv tias.
Koj xwb thiaj yog kuv nplooj siab.

Chorus 1:

Yog hnub twg, kuv lub plawv,
Tseem dhia ces kuv yeej yuav hlub koj ib leeg,
Yuav hlub koj tsis pub muaj hnub kawg.

Yog thaum twg kuv lub plawv,
Tseem dhia ces kuv yeej yuav tsis nrug
koj ib pliag,... hlub koj mus ib sim.

(music)

Verse 2:

Hnub kuv puag koj, kuv yeej paub tias,
Koj thiaj yog kuv tus hlub.

Thaum kuv hniav koj, qhia tau rau kuv tias,
Koj ib leeg thiaj yog kuv nploojsiab.

Chorus 2:

Yog hnub twg, kuv lub plawv,
Tseem dhia kuv yeej yuav nyob ntawd koj xub ntiag,
Nyob nrog koj uake mus tag li.

Yog thaum twg, kuv lub plawv,
Tseem dhia ces kuv yeej yuav hlub koj,
Yuav hlub koj, tsis pub muaj hnub xaum.

Dahh tahh dah ta-ta... ooohhh

Ending:

Yog hnub twg, kuv lub plawv,
Tseem dhia ces kuv yeej yuav hlub koj ib leeg,
Yuav hlub koj tsis pub muaj hnub kawg.

Yog thaum twg, kuv lub plawv,
Tseem dhia ces kuv yeej yuav hlub koj,
Yuav hlub koj, tsis pub muaj hnub xaum.

j'adore ;o)
x

[jon_jon]

2/16/13

I'm sure those who live on the west coast have heard of Hollywood Undead. I like 'em, besides all they write are bitter songs, Been to Hell, Undead, and Another Way Out. Shows people that Hollywood in America is tainted with greed, sex, drugs, alcohol, anger, selfishness, resentment, hatred, and everything the devil's trap wanted you to become and be. This is the real American Tragedy.

They hold a lot of meaning behind those who chase after dreams in Hollywood. Seen the most righteous people do the most heinous things.  People after dreams full of nightmares....

Vulgar music and language! Warning.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SFnE2_DUhbs

Here's my two favorites from them:

Undead

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_PEn-OO2YXo

Outside

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BzZBtZVfDOg

(Danny)
Someone left the door open
Who left me outside
I'm bent I'm not broken
Come live in my life

All the words left unspoken
All the pages I write
On my knees and I'm hoping
That someone holds me tonight

Hold me tonight

(Verse: Johnny 3 Tears)
Welcome to the world
And all the landing that was wasted
The blood upon your hands
And the wickedness that made it

Seem to scream it all
And the memories get faded
See the exit wound
Dear God what have we taken

I guess I'll say a prayer
And I'll kiss into the air
I'll look into the sky
Send them straight to nowhere

We all dug the grave
Can't shake away the shame
Can't quiver in the sky
But you're shaking all the same

You left us with the guns
And all of 'em were loaded
Teach us how to shoot
But you taught us how to hold them

All the weight of all the world
Is right between your shoulders
Heavy is the heart
When the world keeps growing colder

(Chorus: Danny)
Who left the door open
Who left me outside
I'm on my knees and I'm hoping
That someone holds me tonight
Hold me tonight

(Verse: Johnny 3 Tears)
Two sides to every story
Here's a little morning glory
Breakfast of a mirror dying slow
Seems a little boring

Burn it like a flag
Walk it straight into the breeze
Cause there's two types of people
You are weak or you are me

Yeah what's another life time
Like mine
We all die a little sometimes
It's alright

Did you come to say your goodbyes
To this life
We all hard a little sometimes
We're alright

So mothers hold your children
Don't you ever let 'em go
There is weakness in your grip
And they are holding all your hope

Don't you ever let me go
Don't you ever let me go
Don't you ever let me go
Don't you ever let me go

(Chorus: Danny)
Who left the door open
Who left me outside
I'm on my knees and I'm hoping
That someone holds me tonight
Hold me tonight

(Verse: Danny)
Someone left the door open
Who left me outside
I'm bent I'm not broken
Come live in my life

All the words left unspoken
All the pages I write
On my knees and I'm hoping
That someone holds me tonight

Hold me tonight

[jon_jon]

3/16/13

It's St. Patrick's Day Weekend. Time for some Green Beer? Eh. Noh?

Maybe just one drink and I'll have to start finding that four leaf clover. 

The other night I had a dream about driving towards a bridge, I saw an elderly couple driving before me. As we were about to drive on the bridge I saw a huge statue and tried taking its picture. All the while I was driving. Suddenly the bridge began to climb higher and higher. My car was at a 45 degree angle and then almost vertical at 90. I started to lose control of my car and was riding the left guard rail, holding onto it with my left hand and with my right onto the steering wheel. Just a few more feet and I hit the top.

Once at the top I looked down and saw that all the cars before me were flying off the bridge into the water going in straightforwar d. The only thing I could do was follow them and free fall right into the waters below. As soon as I hit the water, I woke up only to be in a dream of my room, and then I woke up again this time clearing my eyes and saw that I'm still alive.

Talk about Inception! A bridge to nowhere and then waking up to my room only to see myself wake up again in reality.

Lately, I've been looking for cameras, mainly just point-and-shoot ones for now. I've narrowed it down to three or four digital cameras: Sony's HX30V, Sony WX150, Samsung MV900f, and/or Sony RX100. Which one should I get?

I'm really leaning towards the Sony's HX30v because of it's capabilities to do HDR (high dynamic range) pictures, 3D pictures, Panoramic, and 20x zoom. The battery on this thing will last me 320 shots compared to the average 210-250 shots with the other cameras except for the RX100. If it wasn't for the price I would get the RX100 because it has been compared to DSLR technology or quality at 20 MB sensor.

Greg Jennings is playing with the Vikings now... aaahhh... He was a benchwarmer anyways with his injury last year. Who knows? Maybe Christian Ponder will be able to throw to him on the bench if he's injured again this year on the Vikings since they also picked up Matt Cassell from KC....lols.

[jon_jon]

4/24/13

I was a victim of a bait and switch a week ago. I ordered a camera from bestpricephoto .com and did not receive what I originally ordered. I should have known there was something up with my order when a sales representative called to confirm my order. He told me that for anything over 500 they required a confirmation call. Which I thought was awkward? But that was fine with me.

However, this is what happened, he said I ordered an extra battery for the camera online and he told me he would upgrade me to the next package with the better long lasting battery that way I wouldn't need another battery. Which I agreed upon because I thought they had a better battery for the camera I wanted.

Eventually he sold me a different package with other accessories and neglected to tell me that they already discontinued the brand of camera that I ordered. The camera was for a Sony HX30v. If you look on their website, the camera is still there and available. No sign of whatsoever that the camera (HX30v) is no longer being sold. I didn’t learn that until I called back to them and talked with one of their sales reps.

By the time I got the camera it was for an HX200v. A much bulkier and heavier bridge camera, not the point and shoot HX30v. The only two things that it has that is better than the HX30v is the 30x zoom lens and longer battery life. It was not what I wanted but for now I am just keeping it because I don’t want to be without a camera and money from this aweful website retailer.

Words of caution do NOT buy something over the internet unless you know the people! That was one tricky sales rep! Avoid bestpricephoto .com, the had some good reviews, but I read somewhere that they were a slum operation that originated out of Oregon. If you look at the address they provide it ends up at some strange location in Brooklyn, New York.

You don’t want to be involved in a bait and switch like me.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IvWCvYPsiuM

Down

I don’t know where I’m at
I’m standing at the back
And I’m tired of waiting
Waiting here in line, hoping that I’ll find what I’ve been chasing.

I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m gonna fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
Never know why it’s coming down, down, down.

I'm not ready to let go
Cause then I'd never know
What I could be missing
But I’m missing way too much
So when do I give up, what I’ve been wishing for.

I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m gonna fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
I'll never know why it’s coming down, down, down.
Oh I am going down, down, down
Can’t find another way around
And I don’t want to hear the sound, of losing what I never found.

I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m gonna fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
I never know why it’s coming down, down, down.

I shot for the sky
I’m stuck on the ground
So why do I try, I know I’m gonna fall down
I thought I could fly, so why did I drown?
It’s coming down, down, down.

[jon_jon]

5/8/13

In a strange new land, in a new language I'll have to understand. My adventure awaits me on the Mediterranean Sea. The stars float in the sky lit horizon as I make my way. The night comes and the islands light the way to a new land. Will I see Caesar and will I meet God.

I'm just a Goonie. Girls gotta have fun eh. 

When the world doesn't wait for you, you make your way to where it all started! Time to walk on water. Do Angels exist? Why me? Where should I cast my net?... So many questions to ask.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PIb6AZdTr-A

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hRR2OOvn3Ew

Bella Ciao! Italy here I come.

And back to the beginning where it all started! Back to Genesis.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r0SocbXEal8

On a conquest to find the writing of true love, why in Corinth Greece...

1 Corinthians 13

4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when completeness comes, what is in part disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me. 12For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.

[jon_jon]

6/6/13

http://www.hmongchristiansong.com/index.php?action=song&id=304

http://www.hmongchristiansong.com/index.php?action=song&id=54

The temple doesn't need to be rebuilt no more because we are His living temple. For those that believe, He abides in us and we in Him. There is no need for another temple, but to be ready and await for the second coming.

Draw near to me and I'll draw near to you. J4:8 

[jon_jon]

6/13/13

I threw a coin in Trevi Fountain and will be going back one day. Haven't forgotten that time doesn't wait for no one and just over these past few weeks, I've missed two weddings, a few graduations, and some birthdays. Well, when I thought about it, who really cares? If I wasn't there, it wouldn't have made any difference. The only one thing I was able to make it back to was for my niece's graduation and that was it. Maybe that would encourage her to make it through college. I can't believe she's already going to college, wasn't I just there changing her diapers a week ago.

A recurring dream that I've been having lately is searching for lost items. Like I lost something in my dream and frantically I search and search but do not find it. Then wake up like I'm missing something in real-life.... 

[jon_jon]

Davi-chi 

You Are My Everything

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L7lN6GACH28

Don't Say Goodbye

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CuwRqIzkyOQ

LYRICS:

떨리는 너의 입술을 난 난 처음 보았지
tteollineun neoui ipsureul nan nan cheoeum boatji
무슨 말 하려고 말 하려고 뜸만 들이는지
museun mal haryeogo mal haryeogo tteumman deurineunji
슬픈 예감은 다 맞는단 노래 가사처럼
seulpeun yegameun da matneundan norae gasacheoreom
설마 아니겠지 아닐꺼야 아니어야만 돼
seolma anigetji anilkkeoya anieoyaman dwae

벌써 넌 나를 떠나 니 마음마저 떠나 또 몸마저도 떠나는데
beolsseo neon nareul tteona ni maeummajeo tteona tto mommajeodo tteonaneunde
난 몰라 널 잡을 방법을 좀 누가 내게 말해줘요
nan molla neol jabeul bangbeobeul jom nuga naege malhaejwoyo

*오늘밤 그 말만은 말아요 왜 날 버리고 갔나요
*oneulbam geu malmaneun marayo wae nal beorigo gannayo
나 마음이 아파 가슴이 아파 눈물 차올라요
na maeumi apa gaseumi apa nunmul chaollayo
아직은 안녕 우린 안돼요 넌 그 입을 더 열지마
ajigeun annyeong urin andwaeyo neon geu ibeul deo yeoljima
안녕이라고 내게 말하지마
annyeongirago naege malhajima

차가운 너의 한마디가 날 주저앉었지
chagaun neoui hanmadiga nal jujeoanjeotji
세상 무너질 듯 무너진 듯 눈물만 눈물만
sesang muneojil deut muneojin deut nunmulman nunmulman

지금 순간이 가면 이 순간이 지나면 영영 우린 이별인데
jigeum sungani gamyeon i sungani jinamyeon yeongyeong urin ibyeorinde
사랑해 죽도록 사랑한 날 날 버리지 말아줘요
saranghae jukdorok saranghan nal nal beoriji marajwoyo

*오늘밤 그 말만은 말아요 왜 날 버리고 갔나요
*oneulbam geu malmaneun marayo wae nal beorigo gannayo
나 마음이 아파 가슴이 아파 눈물 차올라요
na maeumi apa gaseumi apa nunmul chaollayo
아직은 안녕 우린 안돼요 넌 그 입을 더 열지마
ajigeun annyeong urin andwaeyo neon geu ibeul deo yeoljima
안녕이라고 내게 말하지마
annyeongirago naege malhajima

이별이 뭔지 나는 몰라요 그냥 서럽고 서러워
ibyeori mwonji naneun mollayo geunyang seoreopgo seoreowo
나 사연이 많아 추억이 많아 가슴 찢어져요
na sayeoni manha chueogi manha gaseum jjijeojyeoyo

아직은 안녕 우린 안돼요 넌 그 입을 더 열지마
ajigeun annyeong urin andwaeyo neon geu ibeul deo yeoljima
안녕이라고 내게 말하지마 안녕이라고 내게 말하지마
annyeongirago naege malhajima annyeongirago naege malhajima

//

TRANSLATION:

I saw your trembling lips for the first time
You try and you try but hesitate to say something
Just like the lyrics from a song- sad predictions come true
No, it can’t be- it’s not- it can’t be

You already left me, your heart has left me
Even your body has left me as well
I don’t know how to hold onto you- someone please tell me how

* Please don’t say those words tonight
Why did you leave me?
I’m so hurt, my heart hurts- tears are rising
We can’t say goodbye yet- don’t open those lips any wider
Don’t say goodbye

At your cold words, I sank down
As if the world crumbled down, tears fell

If this moment passes, if this moment is over
We will be separated forever
I love you, I love you to death-
Don’t leave me

* repeat

I don’t know what separation is- I’m just upset
I have so many stories, so many memories-
My heart is ripping

We can’t say goodbye yet- don’t open those lips any wider
Don’t say goodbye
Don’t say goodbye

J'Adore ;o)
x

[jon_jon]

6/19/13

Some days it feels good to know that life is beautiful.

...For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Then you will call on me and come and pray to me, and I will listen to you. You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart... -Jeremiah 29:11

Your favorite color: Rainbow.



Lights Changing Color

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nnm9I8Pk83I

It was empty til you came up through the honey
Nothing ever goes as planned
When you’re walking and the lights are changing color
Remember how you held my hand
Remember how you held my hand
How you held

There’s a fire in your chest
I see the flame
They better watch it if they pick a fight

Hold that fire when the day it comes
It always comes
You feel you’ll never get it right
You’re never gonna get it right
You’re gonna get it

Hold on
Let it turn around
Spin another way
Hold on
You hit the edge of the
edge of the
edge of the day

Some people want it when you’ve got in your pocket
And they leave you if there’s nothing left
When you find that the ones that keep you lifted
Love them cuz they keep you out of your head
they keep you out of your head
They keep you steady

Hold on
Let it turn around
Spin another way
Hold on
You hit the edge of the
Edge of
The edge of the

Hold on
Let it turn around
Spin another way
Hold on
You hit the edge of the
edge of the
edge of the day

When you’re walking and the lights are changing color
Remember how I held your hand
Remember how I held your hand

[jon_jon]

6/24/13

Welcome to Laughing-Water Falls...





This is the legend of Hiawatha and Minnehaha.

Long, long, ago, in the days that are now forgotten,  West Wind wooed a lovely Indian maiden, but soon cruelly and faithless,  he deserted her and she died of grief, leaving her baby son Hiawatha, to the care of his grandmother, old Nokomis.

The story continues how Hiawatha met and married Minnehaha – the loveliest maiden of the Dacotahs ( a different tribe). Hiawatha believed with Minnehaha by his side she would help heal the strife between the tribes. Minnehaha rose up and took Hiawatha’s side, and said,” I will follow you, my husband.”

After a long cold winter, famine and fever came, robbing Hiawatha of his dearest treasure, his beautiful young wife.

Hiawatha dressed her in her richest garments and was laid to rest deep beneath the snow. And as Hiawatha watched the fire which was kindled at night on her grave, his heart was less heavy, for he felt their parting was not for long.

[jon_jon]

7/12/13

Today my mom called me, my niece went swimming the other day during a family reunion and got her leg stuck in a water pump at the pool. They had forgotten to put the cover on? How can you forget to do that? I hate bad news, she's still able to walk but it was bloody, the fans were cutting her leg and thigh.

The pool folks admitted that it was their fault. However, my brother didn't take her to the hospital to seek medical assistance because they didn't want the place that they stayed in to get in trouble? WTH. At least get a diagnosis or check-up to see if any arteries or blood clot will affect her walking abilities in the future. I told my mom to tell them to take her in!

Winnie The Pooh

by A.A. Milne

"If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you."

Where's my angel

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kCr8qcQzcEE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PXzZoOtXOqI

The Moon Is Playing Hide And Seek With The Stars Tonight
I'm Wishing I Had Someone I Could Be Holding Tight
Someone To Look In My Eyes
Late At Night When The Shadows Paint The Sky
Everybody Finds Somebody To Love, They Say
They Say, Have A Little Patience, You'll Find Your Love Someday
Someday
But There's Nobody Here In My View
And The Moon Ain't The Only Thing That's Blue
Heaven, I'm Calling Out To You
Where Is My Angel?
Where Is The One I Need?
Where Is My Angel?
Where Is The One For Me?
Where Is My Angel, Tonight?
Heaven Send Me A Sign
And Show Me He's On His Way
Help Me Find My Baby
Don't Wait Another Day, Don't Wait
'cause This World Is A Lonely Place
And It Will Be Until I See My Angels Face
I Look To The Sky Each Night And Say
Where Is My Angel?
Where Is The One I Need?
Where Is My Angel?
Where Is The One For Me?
Where Is My Angel, Tonight?

[jon_jon]

7/19/13

I'm sorry dad, didn't mean to make you cry. I'm sorta fed up with the lecturing and marriage proposals. Could we talk about anything else besides that? Take me fishing or show me something new like how to ride a bike when I used to be a kid. You know that every time we talk about marriage you'll always get the same answer from me. The more you butcher me with religious zeal and finding a woman of faith, you're making it harder not easier, it's like asking me to find a needle in a haystack.

How am I going to take back my words that I didn't mean to say. It's hard for me to explain it to you in Hmong. I've given up on Hmong traditions, given up on the Hmong people. We're just a lost cause. All I see is a Hmong generation full of lost souls with no real Hmong identity. Just a bunch of fakes out there in it for themselves. If you ain't rich or pretty no one really cares about you. Fawk it all. If it wasn't for my faith, I'd be elsewhere. Forgive me, don't waste your tears.

In my heart

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hq5Q2n85s3c

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8HFUV1DHbkQ

[jon_jon]

August 12, 2013

"In their hearts humans plan their course, but the Lord establishes their steps." -Proverbs 16:9.

"A person's steps are directed by the Lord. How then can anyone understand their own way?"-
Proverbs 20:26.

Sometimes I often think to myself, if the way I'm going is wrong or if I'm purposefully trying too hard in life. Why are things the way they are? Maybe I should not be fighting those delays in life; as loneliness takes its toll. I don't understand why things are the way they are but I for sure know that I must keep my trust in you. If all else fails, you're the only thing that is keeping me within common sense. You're my rock and my foundation. You've never failed me. I need your restoration Lord.

What happens if God has a bigger plan for me and I goofed it up by forcing myself in the wrong direction. As hard as life is already, I don't want to be fighting an uphill battle. Please help me make the right decisions. Then I looked at your word and this is where I landed today.

"It is a trap to dedicate something rashly and only later to consider one's vows."-Proverbs 20:25.

Then it hit me, I shouldn't be judging so fast. And it wouldn't be wise to set a trap for myself by making wrong and rash decisions now, and then reconsidering my "vows" later. My impulses are saying one thing, but my instincts are telling me otherwise.

It's time for a change.

Koj tso kuv tseg

http://www.hmongchristiansong.com/audio/Hmong%20Christian%20Songs/Peb%20Vaaj%20Peb%20Tsev/Volume%203/Koj%20tso%20kuv%20tseg.mp3

Mivnyuas xaav lug tsev

http://www.hmongchristiansong.com/audio/Hmong%20Christian%20Songs/Peb%20Vaaj%20Peb%20Tsev/Volume%204/Mivnyuas%20xaav%20lug%20tsev.mp3

Koj tso kuv lug

http://www.hmongchristiansong.com/audio/Hmong%20Christian%20Songs/Peb%20Vaaj%20Peb%20Tsev/Volume%202/Vaajtswv%20Koj%20tso%20kuv%20lug.mp3

Kuv nam

http://mp3truck.com/onply2.php?tl=Kuv_Nam&q=Umd2d3dKNVdxSnM=

J'Adore ;o)
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