I already taken my flu shot last week and my work is giving out flu shots in October. I'm not waiting that long. I might be dead by then.
For all of us that are virgin to covid, do you even know or imagine what it will feel like having this nasty wuhan virus? Last I heard, it is mutating again and will be tougher to fight. You might not make it. It all starts with a shortness of breath and hospitalizatio
n and ventilation and next thing you know, your love ones are gonna plan for your funeral.
I just buried a friend that is close to me like 2 weeks ago. I'm no longer a virgin in that arena and as I stood there, looking at his coffin in the cemetery, I looked around to all the hmong cats there and I'm like....we all will take turns going through that death ritual of life. We will all takes turn burying one another. Covid is not the way to go. It confuses everyone as we all cope with death by covid so differently.
He was only 38, left behind a wife and 3 young children.
mental health is on the rise. It affects us all as we are forced to do what we don't normally do for all them years of our lives. We have conditioned ourselves for all them years and in a short amount of time, we have changed that and it is affecting our mental health big time. Heard suicide is up more than 50%.
This is how we trace his case. His inlaw has it. His wife younger brother who is in college so he's been going around and that is setting himself up for covid. Hmong do a lot of hmong parties and as an inlaw, he is always there. As soon as the kid tested positive, my friend went into quarantine. He caught the symptoms and got tested. It came back positive. A week later his got caught with shortness of breath. Mind you, as a hmong, he's big and round like a bunch of you hmongs out there. Underlying condition is what we don't know. We don't know which part of our own underlying problems that it will attack. Don't think you are healthy cuz non of us are and because of this unknown factor, we just do not know if we will get a mild or heavy case of covid.
Anxiety is a fear. I'm fearing as to how covid will feel like if I do get it. Will I make it? Will I pass it onto someone and they ended up dying? Am I a murderer and how do I live with my life knowing that I killed someone else unintentionall
y?
At the funeral, everyone was wearing a mask except for one person. That person is non other than the kid that started this whole charade. He thought he got it, has the antibodies so he can not catches it again. How can people think like this? Your dumb azz just killed your brother in law, do you not recognized that? Do you have any guilt or shame? I was in no position to tell him plus it is a funeral so it is not a place to lay the blame and what not.
Too many chit going on with covid and how it affect our lives and too little time to write it. I can literally write a movie about it and can attack it from all sorts of angles. I get so exhausted about it that I tuned out over the weekend and that means no tv, no news, no social media where covid is still the talk of the town. I need to stop reading onto it but it will then be a fallacy that I'm going through, pretending that it doesn't exist and hoping it may go away. I too have a mental illness. By the way, the kaydoo that won america got talent won it as a poet. For the first time in the show history, a talent winner is won from a poet. Black poet is rap music.