My mother is getting old and she's suffering this kind of mental illness or you may call it as "Schizophrenia" this year of 2020.
Every night she would drag me to her bedroom and ask me if I see unusual things like blanket hovering around midair, creepy crawlers running on the bed, bugs crawling up and down on the walls, black moss stains on the kitchen floor. Actually there are none of those appear in front of me. She also ask my young brother I despise the most to see if he see what she see. Instead of kindly speak to her and help her understand there's nothing, he demean her behavior as she become afraid to voice out her emotion. My young, arrogant brother keep don't wanna deal with her sickness and wanna continue making fun of her weirdness. I told him that it's unwise to do that to our mother. He did accompany her to CVS Pharmacy and get the medication she needed to calm her down, however, it's not the right medicine to treat her mental illness. He refused to admit she's suffering Schizophrenia that I've google online. He refused to support her and seek professional help. The only people who willing and wanna help her through the dark times are me and my youngest brother (major in nurse). The rest of my siblings are just heartless and spineless. I know karma will eventually get them when they reach certain old age as my mother. They'll get the taste of their own medicine how to feel left alone and no one will acknowledge of their suffering.
Should I accompany my mother and seek help from any professional psychologists in my own term other than tagging along with my heartless siblings or should I ignore her mental problems and let her continue her craziness 4ever and ever?
In reality, I went through dark times as well. Because of that I was diagnosed with severely depression. This type of depression is ten times damaging and scarier than my mother's Schizophrenia episodes. What I did I do when I got depression? (1) I went seek some professional helps, but their methods were not strong enough to beat my depression. A little it did help me get me back on my feet again and do the things I normal love. (2) Actually
"self-mediation" was only method that took me five years to go through rough internal cleaning both soul and body. It does help getting rid of negative thoughts and energies. Even though evil spirits continue to haunt me during sleeping and leisure times, self-mediation prevent them getting into my system. As long as travel afar, racist mofos will always release their whiny negative vibes on me, self-mediation will always be there for me to use.
