argh.

[(gigolow)]

oh yeah forgot. you got that f*cked up shift again! lol dayemmmm....

[bootee]

yea, ugh!
i so wanna go back to mornings.

[(gigolow)]

why?! thought you sleep during the day! LOL

[bootee]

i don't sleep during the day. i try not to sleep during the day so i can sleep at night.
ugh! you should've seen me the other night at Bigs. it was 8pm and i was gonna knock out
i tried hella hard to stay up cuz if i would've went to sleep.... i'd wake up at midnight and
probably stayed up hella late. ahaha

[(gigolow)]

i got some new tracks for you! woo hooo Solarstone - calling 4 remixes nice vocal. i think youll dig it. its right up your alley. and an SVD track - grasshopper and above and beyond - good for me

[bootee]

ooooooooo!! um, why don't you upload it for me this time. ahaha

[(gigolow)]

yeah i can. since they're singles.

[bootee]

awesome.

put it in a zip file and send it.

[(gigolow)]

yesziiiir....!

[bootee]

the last time i cried ...um! September ...
when my sister phoned me at work and told me my auntie has just passed away.
my mom's only sister. sigh. she cried for a week ...she was gone for 1.5 week to
console her heart. first her father ...and then her sister. i can't imagine how much
pain that is. her only brother is in France. yeah, she has nobody left but us.
do you know how sad it is to hear a person say they want to leave this world? oh!
the hurt you'd feel ...after my grandfrather died my mom was sick for months!!
everytime i came home to see her that's all i'd hear from her .."i can leave now"
wtf? i was sadden but understanding. she needs peace. sigh.
i can't see my life without my parents. i don't say it enough but i love`em. they spoil
me. they've given me all that i wanted. but i've never taken them for granted. i know
that one day ...yeah, one day.































I`m just sad today.

[mayleexiong]

aww bootee *hugs*

[(gigolow)]

last time i cried was aug. 24th 2002 in san jose. when my sister died. crying mends the pain....is it closure?! who knows....only you do. but dont ever be afraid to shed a tear. over anything....ov er nothing.

[bootee]

the last time i cried for a guy? ..um, HIGH SCHOOL.

i was talking to penny a week ago ...on how i've only used those words on ONE person.
3 years together ...yeah! after that it was guys who i wanted to be with because i just
wanted somebody to call my own. i know. sad ...but true. lol

[bootee]

oh no. i'm youtubing love songs again. lol

Joee - If I could

[bootee]

I don't remember the last time I counted ...Its been way too long.
I think that's when you can say its over ....when the counting stops.





















blah!